LISIL :: Volume #5 盛宴

#477: Family member and pen pal (Last Part)

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Under flame that rocks gently, the letter/believes is such: 轻轻晃动的火光下,信是这样的: „...... From south leaves, already quick one year, does not know that your nearby family member turns into what appearance now, did not know you also like before willful. The distinction later I can know your side matter from some news occasionally, but detailed situation by no means understood, my position is not good to inquire many your matter, that will bring the trouble to you. Naturally, I know that you can always understand the general situation is anything. “……自南面的一别,已经快一年的时间了,不知道你身边的家人现在变成了什么样子,不知道你是不是还像以前那样任性。分别之后我偶尔才能从一些消息里得知你那边的事情,但详细的情况并不了解,我所处的位置也不好更多地去打听你的事情,那会给你带来麻烦。当然,我知道你总是能明白大局是什么。 Road by no means ahead is easy, this was we already some consensus, therefore you walked even if difficultly, I will not comfort you. I after going home, smooth that various development might also as well imagine, has been in some every large or small troubles, but don't worry, my one by one levelled, many enemy already die on my hand, about my such fierce matter, your also already had perhaps heard some, you know in any case very early in the morning, no?? ” 往前的路并不容易,这是我们早就有的共识,所以哪怕你走得艰难,我也不会安慰你。我自回家之后,各种事情的发展也不如想象的顺利,遇上过一些大大小小的麻烦,但是不用担心,我都一一摆平了,有很多敌人都已经死在我的手上,关于我这么厉害的事情,恐怕你也已经听说过一些了,反正你一早就知道的,对不对？” The vision saw when that „will not comfort you”, the young girl under flame wrinkled the nose, she does not need to comfort, but in fact, this „I will not comfort you” in some sense, as if the man is actually also feeling her top of the head gently, gives feeling that she comforted, making her feel that had anything to enter in the heart refreshing. When saw afterward that narcissism „no?”, she then could not bear smile, looked like very much laughs at opposite party. 目光看到那句“不会安慰你”时,火光下的少女皱了皱鼻子,她才不需要安慰呢,但事实上,这句“我也不会安慰你”从某种意义上来说,却也仿佛男子正在轻轻摸着她的头顶,给了她安慰的感觉,让她觉得有什么东西沁人心脾地进入了心中。待看到后来那自恋的“对不对”,她便忍不住笑了出来,很像嗤笑对方一番。 „I do not know that......” she said in a soft voice. “我才不知道……”她轻声说道。 „...... I just stood firm here now, I think that you are also. The friend of going north brought your news to me, matter that you must handle now. Many years ago your father's matter. I want to come to see you, but situation by no means permits. Now his possibly already says my view to you. I also know, even if you listened, will not leave to leave. Therefore I also want to talk clearly my anticipation with you merely. “……如今我在这边刚刚站稳了脚跟,我想你也是。北上的朋友给我带来了你的消息,你现在要做的事情。多年前你父亲的事。我很想过来见你,但情况并不允许。如今他可能已经跟你说了我的看法。我也知道,你就算听完了,也不会抽身离开。所以我也仅仅想跟你说清楚我的期待。 Timid such as I, knows that in the middle of the life sometimes, something cannot draw back, at present should be you felt cannot draw back, I approve of very much. The flatter melon, morality and justice, faith and determination are very good things. Many times, even if braves the huge danger, we should not throw down them, I did not plan that makes you throw down them, that is you who I knew initially. I want to remind you merely, remembers you momentarily at these things of doing, wants to be clear about the difference of dangerous with going to. 胆小如我,知道人生当中有些时候,有些事情是不能退的,眼下该是你觉得不能退的时候,我很赞同。阿瓜,道义、信念、决心都是很好的东西。许多时候,哪怕冒着巨大的危险,我们也不该丢下它们,我也不打算让你丢下它们,那才是我当初认识的你。我仅仅想提醒你,随时记住你在做的那些事情,想清楚危险与赴死之间的区别。 I want to know. You at the south enterprise, already developed any appearance, even if they only started, I also anticipated that very much can see their present appearances. 我很想知道。你在南边的事业,已经发展成了一个什么样子,哪怕它们才刚刚起步,我也很期待能够看见他们如今的模样。 I can remember that initially we when these days chatted these things, your appearance, you smile very happily. Now I must acknowledge with you, at that time my had the compunction at heart. You is a smart person, perhaps in we distinguish you had detected, my enthusiasm to this matter, is actually insufficient. Reason that this, is not because it is deceiving people. But because I understand difficulty. 我能够记得当初我们在那些天里聊起这些事情时,你的样子,你笑得很开心。现在我要跟你承认,当时我的心里是有内疚的。你是聪明人,或许在我们分别时你就有所察觉,我对这件事的热情,其实是不够的。之所以这样,不是因为它是在骗人。而是因为我明白其中的艰难。 You want, everyone can be independent and self-confident, everyone can able, have the opportunity to hold the Great community(Datong) world of oneself destiny, perhaps it can exist. But before arriving at that needed perhaps is one generation, several generations of person even more than ten generations of payout that is inconceivable, I do not have the too high hope, but you chose did, even if intelligent you understood this matter difficultly. 你所想要的,每个人都能独立、自信,每个人都能有能力、有机会抓住自己命运的大同世界,它也许是可以存在的。但在到达那一步之前,需要的也许是一代人、几代人甚至十几代人难以想象的付出,我对此不抱太大的希望,但你选择了去做,即使聪明的你明白这事情有多难。 This is the matter that you must handle, but please forgive my staying out, similarly fierce I chose other imminent important matter to process. I had devised innumerable your failure, because of this and that reason, I only left behind a luck in the heart to you, perhaps 1/10000 opportunities, many years later, you broke a way many, I can see the seed that you lay down to start to germinate, but that is also a possibility that I most want to see. 这是你要去做的事情,但是请原谅我的置身事外,同样厉害的我选择了另外的一件迫在眉睫的大事去处理。我无数次构想过你的失败,因为这样那样的原因,我只在心底给你留下了一丝的侥幸,也许有万分之一的机会,许多年后,你排除了许多的困难,我能看见你埋下的种子开始发芽,而那也是我最想看到的一丝可能。 That possibility, like the accident that you face at present, I want to remind difference of your danger with going to. You are very intelligent, but after all young, has the sharp qi to have the vitality to have the anger, you will remember the matter that your father experiences, you will see the pitiful conditions of these losers, you will see enemy who you want to massacre in any event, you can overrun the adventure, but cannot overrun to go, do not impulse. 那个可能,如同你眼下面临的这场变故,我想提醒你危险与赴死之间的区别。你很聪明,但毕竟年轻,有锐气有朝气有怒气,你会想起你父亲经历的事情,你会看到那些失败者的惨状,你会看到你无论如何都想杀掉的敌人,你可以冲过去冒险,但不能冲过去赴死,不要冲动。 Braves danger that died, strives the uncertainest chance, this is the attitude of working. But to danger of dying, but made oneself die diligently, that was only the act of coward. 冒着死掉的危险,去争取最渺茫的胜机,这是做事的态度。但冲着死掉的危险,而努力让自己死掉,那只是懦夫的行径。 In your nearby, possibly some already many such people, including that friend who going north to come, in the heart perhaps have the such preparation, intelligent such as you, can see these clearly. I have no intention to accuse these people not very brave, during one's lifetime, total sometimes, will be very tired, will feel helpless, sometimes, they felt the person who lives will be referred to by the multitude of people, or oneself will despise by others, will think that will live the humiliation, they will rather die a worthy death, 18 years later will be vagabond, these person of already will have the courage compared with the average person, but will be insufficient. 在你的身边,可能已经有不少这样的人了,包括北上而来的那位朋友,心中恐怕都已有了这样的准备,聪明如你,可以清楚地看到这些。我无意指责这些人不够勇敢,人生在世,总有些时候,会觉得很累,会觉得无能为力,有些时候,他们觉得活下来的人会受千夫所指,会被他人或自己鄙夷,会觉得活下来更屈辱,他们宁愿死得其所,十八年后又是一条好汉,这些人已经比普通人有勇气,但还不够。 For not a mature person the great matter died bravely, a mature person, for the great matter humiliation is living. Important is not the significance that lives, but is the matter arrives finally, completes. 一个不成熟的人会为了伟大的事情勇敢地死去,一个成熟的人,会为了伟大的事情屈辱地活着。重要的不是活下来的意义,而是事情到最后,有没有做好。 I, said so many chatty, does not know that you understood, these that but I want to say finally, actually by no means why great matter. In the whole thing, I said that what are actually more is for my selfishness, this matter is also good, these things that you later must handle are also good, you can take risk, goes all out, performs the biggest matter to seek for the chance. But you will definitely experience the failure, if were defeated, you are living to me. 我呢,唧唧歪歪地说了这么多,不知道你是不是明白了,但是我最后想说的这几句,其实并不为什么伟大的事情。整件事情里,我所说的,其实更多的是为了我的私心,这件事情也好,你以后要做的那些事情也好,你可以去冒险,去拼命,尽最大的事情寻找胜机。但你肯定会经历失败,如果失败了,你给我活着。 By that time, please live. 到那个时候,请你活下来。 Looks for me. 来找我。 This is the matter that in my selfishness wants to say truly. What I also want to say: Do not think that this view makes your head give off heat, this is the icy reality, all important matters, are not a person can achieve, if I were defeated, I will also look for you, requested that your help, we have bowed to heaven and earth, you were my person, but I have deceived you even if, we were also the partners, this did not lose face. ” 这才是我私心里真正想说的事情。我还想说的是:不要觉得这个说法让你脑袋发热,这是冷冰冰的现实,所有的大事,都不是一个人可以做得到的,如果我失败了,我也会去找你,请求你的帮助,我们拜过天地的,你就是我的人了,而哪怕我骗过你,我们也是伙伴,这不丢人。” The inscription is a very rampantly very bad fork. 落款是一个很嚣张很恶劣的叉。 After that also has postscript: „Visits that friend, do not let him die, making is worth living the person live.” 其后还有附言:“看着那位朋友,别让他死了,让值得活着的人活着。” *************** *************** The mountain breeze blows, sat the young girl under flame looked at that letter/believes. Also looks, the expression in surface fluctuates occasionally. But finally. Lingered in her nearby agitated aura peaceful, she looks at the handwriting on that letter paper, sometimes wants to smile, but the vision was still tranquil. That letter/believes is similar to her arms blade, even if there is ice-cold aura, made her feel peaceful, the flame boiling hot is burning in the heart, by no means will actually spread the mind. 山风吹过来,坐在火光下的少女将那信看了一遍。又看一遍,面上的表情偶尔变幻。但最终。萦绕在她身边的烦躁气息安静了下来,她看着那信纸上的字迹,有时候想笑,但目光依然是平静的。那封信就如同她怀里的刀,纵然带着冰冷的气息,却令她感到安宁,火焰滚烫地在心头燃烧着,却并不会蔓延到脑海。 Read many , after that correspondence repeatedly. She sat a while, stands slowly, the appearance of the mountain and spread that path rivers the scenery under mountain, in the dim light of night fluctuates cover in clear splendor of one star moon/month, she smiled, cannot help but scolding in a low voice: „Dead man...... Ning Yi......” in letter/believes has not inscribed his name, this is she feels sorry. 将那信函反反复复地看了好多遍以后。她坐了一会儿,才缓缓站起来,山下的风景,夜色中起伏的山势、蔓延的道路河流都笼罩在一片星月的清辉里,她偏着头笑了笑,不由自主地低声骂道:“死男人……宁毅……”信里并没有写上他的名字,这是她觉得遗憾的。 But she returns to the hut finally. Puts out the long box, installed the broadsword, soon after tied up in the back, walking was not far, found Du Sha. Chen Fan here, is also speaking to Fang Shuchang and the others in a low voice. When Xigua (watermelon) comes, everyone depended. 但她终于回到小屋里。拿出长长的盒子,将大刀装了进去,随后缚在了背后,走了不远,找到杜杀。陈凡也在这边,正跟方书常等人低声说话。西瓜来时,大家都靠了过来。 „Uncle Du, the map takes, I want to take a look at around this...... we to cross Changjiang (Yangtze River) now, here is the Government domain. More proceeds, is more difficult to withdraw. No matter can rescue Commander Fu. Can massacre the iron skyhawk with sect Feixiao, must first think that the escape route......” her paused, added at this point, „thought to be clearer.” “杜叔,地图拿出来,我想看看这周围……我们如今已过了长江,这边都是官府的地盘。越往前走,越难脱身。不管能不能救出佛帅。能不能杀掉铁天鹰跟宗非晓,都要先想好后路……”她说到这里顿了顿,补充道,“想清楚些。” Since these days, Fang Baihua and the others expelled is sending under escort the team that Fang Qifu goes to the capital continuously toward north, although has not met the too big crisis, no matter what who knows, situation by no means is optimistic. 这几日以来,方百花等人撵着押解方七佛上京的队伍一直往北,虽然并没有遇上太大的危机,但任谁都知道,情况并不乐观。 The plans of iron skyhawk with sect Feixiao these two Ministry of Justice Chief Investigator is very obvious, although had not begun to Fang Baihua these people, but walks every time one step toward the north side, falls into Government and Aristocratic Family influence crowded region to be deeper, once the opposite party acts, wants to withdraw more difficult. They use also clarified attitude Conspiring openly, before going to the capital, you rescue although, but the time each over the past one day, you were more difficult the escape route. 铁天鹰跟宗非晓这两名刑部总捕头的计划很明显,虽然一直都没有向方百花这些人动手,但每往北边走一步,落入官府、世家势力密集的区域就越深,一旦对方出手,想要脱身就越难。他们用的也是摆明了态度的阳谋,进京以前,你们尽管来救,但时间每过去一天,你们就越难有后路。 Fang Qifu having a wide circle of acquaintances, can gather in the past now, was Fang La direct descendant or has had the martial arts (social) circles person of benevolence communication with Fang Qifu. To them, that fears the hope to be uncertain, rescuing Fang Qifu is morality and justice is, some temper are straightforward, at the worst „18 years later is vagabond”. What Fang Baihua hopes was really can find an opportunity from the battle formation of opposite party, ate the bait, threw the clasp, was makes oneself more and more fall deeply. 方七佛当年交游广阔,如今能聚集起来的,都是曾经的方腊嫡系或是与方七佛有过恩情来往的武林人。对他们来说,那怕希望渺茫,救方七佛都是道义所在,有些性子耿直的,大不了“十八年后又是一条好汉”。方百花希望的是真能从对方的阵势里找到一丝机会,吃掉鱼饵,把钩子扔回去,同时也是让自己陷得越来越深。 Liu Xigua and the others, naturally can see clearly these, but by Fang Qifu and Tyrant Blade Battalion friendship, to them, this matter also enough makes one brain hot. Can retrieve a calmness to this time Xigua (watermelon), the people can also think many. That side Chen Fan holds both hands in the chest front, at this time can smile, quite somewhat looks at the young girl strangely, the Xigua (watermelon) vision is retaliating swiftly and fiercely. 刘西瓜等人,自然都能看清楚这些,但以方七佛与霸刀营的交情,对他们来说,这事情也足够让人脑热。到得此时西瓜能够找回一丝冷静,众人也就能够想得更多。那边陈凡将双手抱在胸前,此时才能笑出来,颇有些古怪地望着少女,西瓜目光凌厉地回敬过去。 Two people have not hit eventually here, Du Sha brought the map, the people studied, after some ideas, Xigua (watermelon) made Fang Shuchang look for some words paper inkstones. When she leaves, Chen Fan by coming: „I am very suddenly curious, in the letter/believes of Ning Yi that boy wrote anything.” 两人终究没有在这里打起来,杜杀拿来地图,众人研究了一番,有些想法之后,西瓜才让方书常找来些笔墨纸砚。她离开之时,陈凡靠过来:“我忽然很好奇,宁毅那厮的信里写了些什么。” „Go away! Otherwise hits!” Xigua (watermelon) raised the chin, but Chen Fan knows, in this vision, already had in the past familiar and kind, he stops the footsteps, both hands folds before the body, smiled. Xigua (watermelon) knows that he is ridiculing oneself, leaves uncomfortable. “走开！要不然打一场！”西瓜扬了扬下巴,但陈凡知道,这目光之中,已经有了往日里的熟悉与亲切了,他停下脚步,双手叠在身前,偏头笑了笑。西瓜知道他在嘲笑自己,不爽地走掉。 Chen Fan stood a meeting there, looks that the Xigua (watermelon) back moves toward that head of mountain road, he raised the head to have a look at the above the skies light shadow, has a look at the light shadow under mountain again, thought aloud with a smile: „I should peep.” 陈凡在那儿站了一会,看着西瓜的背影走向山道的那头,他抬头看看天上的光影,再看看山下的光影,笑着自言自语:“我该偷看的。” Passes the moment, sighed, low nan repeated in a soft voice: „This peeping......” 过得片刻,叹了口气,轻声低喃重复了一遍:“该偷看的……” *************** *************** Returns to the worn-out hut, Xigua (watermelon) found a place to sit down, then built the wooden box of Tibetan's knife, when the table, after grinding black ink, out she visited: „After waiting for the matter to screw up, is weeping and wailing to ask me to help......” 回到破旧的小屋里,西瓜找了个地方坐下,然后架起藏刀的木匣当桌子,研好墨后,她望望门外:“等着事情搞砸之后哭着喊着来求我帮忙吧……” soon after lifted the writing brush to think good one. 随后举着毛笔想了好一阵。 flatter what? 阿什么呢？ Quite has the complaint regarding the name of Ning Yi that flatter melon, she thinks is very long, when calling flatter some fork obvious cheap opposite party...... not to know, she started to write on the paper. 对于宁毅那个阿瓜的称呼颇有怨念,她想了很久,叫阿叉明显有些便宜对方……不知什么时候,她在纸上落笔了。 „flatter is silly.” She wrote the name, then put out the Ning Yi correspondence to come to see one. “阿傻。”她写了称呼,然后拿出宁毅的信函来看了一眼。 „Sees the character such as the surface......” “见字如面……” The starry night is chilly, bends over one's desk as one of the fool two people of group members in the young girl writes a letter at this moment. The huge and silent behind-the-scenes plotting, people toward this little side world, encircled to come fully. 星夜清冷,就在少女作为傻瓜二人组成员之一伏案写信的此刻。巨大而无声的黑幕,朝着这一小方天地的人们,铺天盖地地合围而来了。 Several days later, Ning Yi is not the correspondence of young girl the wooden original district first receives, but as the Fang Baihua leadership, Everlasting Joy Dynasty final this team, falls into finally kills the news of bureau...... 几天之后,宁毅在木原县首先收到的并非是少女的这封信函,而是作为方百花领导的、永乐朝最后的这支队伍,终于陷入杀局的消息……
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