„ Supple younger sister is dear: “柔妹如晤: 9 th goes to battle, various people leave behind the correspondence according to convention, after waiting the sacrifice, returned sends, life was solitary, not worried, thinks and the day before yesterday quarrels, then left this letter/believes...... ” 初九出征,按例各人留下书信,留待牺牲后回寄,余一生孑然,并无牵挂,思及前日争吵,遂留下此信……” The time perhaps is one year ago , the place in Zhang Village, night under the pale yellow light, the beard stretch out old man licked the writing brush tip of the nose with the tongue in January, wrote down the such writing, having a look at „life to be solitary, not worries about” this, thought that oneself is especially natural, was fiercely bad. 时间或许是一年以前的正月里了,地点在张村,夜里昏黄的灯光下,胡子拉碴的老男人用舌头舔了舔毛笔的鼻尖,写下了这样的文字,看看“余一生孑然,并无牵挂”这句,觉得自己格外潇洒,厉害坏了。 „...... 16 join the army, 17 murders, 20 is colonel and half a lifetime army horse...... however to the Jǐng-Hàn 13 years, Xia Village, all does not know that the life rash is ostentatious, entirely for fabricated......” “……余十六从军、十七杀人、二十即为校尉、半生戎马……然至景翰十三年,夏村事前,皆不知此生孟浪浮华,俱为虚妄……” His character written with a writing brush is vigorous, it seems like does not go bad, from 16 joins the army, starts to recall half a lifetime tip, transformed to Xia Village again, holds the head to intertwine the moment, muttered: „Whose his mother is interested in looking at these......” 他的毛笔字刚劲狂放,看来不坏,从十六从军,开始回忆半生的点点滴滴,再到夏村的蜕变,扶着脑袋纠结了片刻,喃喃道:“谁他娘有兴趣看这些……” soon after has delimited these writing with the heavy line , indicating to erase, did not take the paper recomposition, behind opened one line. 随后用黑线划过了这些文字,表示删掉了,也不拿纸重写,后头再开一行。 „...... 16 join the army, half a lifetime army horse, after entering the Huaxia army, or has to be possible in the operational suit the place of book, however the manner is a friend, aware frivolous despicable, is not worth mentioning. The younger sister comes the wealthy and prominent family, intelligent attractive, knows the book to reach the principle, since several years, can be acquainted with the younger sister, are the great good fortune of life......” “……余十六从军,半生戎马,入华夏军后,于作战军略或有可书之处,然为人为友,自觉浮浪卑鄙、不值一提。妹出身高门,聪慧灵秀、知书达理,数载以来,得能与妹相识,为余此生之大幸……” „Met unlikely too to praise her......” old man to write about here, muttered said one. He is acquainted the process not to be regarded lightly with the woman, when the Huaxia army since the small dark green river withdraw, he walks in the latter half, temporarily receives to escort several Scholar(egghead) family duties, this woman is involved, but also picked two to walk not the quick child, exhausted he made that was with trepidation, on the road several degrees were attacked, he rescued her several times, has given her two a slap on the face, she has also kept off a blade when the emergence for him, was injured under the condition to tow slowly the speed. “会不会太夸奖她了……”老男人写到这里,喃喃地说了一句。他跟女人相识的过程算不得平淡,华夏军自小苍河撤出时,他走在后半段,临时接下护送几名书生家眷的任务,这女人身在其中,还捡了两个走不快的小孩子,把疲累不堪的他弄得更是提心吊胆,路上几度遇袭,他救了她几次,给过她两个耳光,她在危急时也为他挡过一刀,受伤的状况下把速度拖得更慢了。 Afterward was foul-mouthed to bicker all the way, can once know the book to reach the principle low voice mean-spirited woman to compel this that also only then oneself, she taught that help/gang stupid child not to have oneself such to be fierce. 后来一路上都是骂骂咧咧的斗嘴,能把那个曾经知书达理小声小气的女人逼到这一步的,也只有自己了,她教的那帮笨孩子都没有自己这么厉害。 „Hehe......” “嘿嘿……” „...... Yongqing goes to battle with the plan, the danger numerous, with its fraternity, cannot stay out. This long journey, has the Sichuan four groups, crosses Jiange, thorough enemy center, a narrow escape. The day before yesterday quarrelled with the younger sister, solid is not willing to implicate others in this time, however life rashes, can result in the younger sister to favor, this sentiment engraved on mind. However not matches good, if so this letter/believes mails out, your my brother and sister or living far apart, however the sentiment of this brother and sister, the world may reflect.” “……永青出征之计划,危险重重,余与其手足之情,不能置身事外。此次远行,出川四路,过剑阁,深入敌方腹地,九死一生。前日与妹争吵,实不愿在此时牵累旁人,然余一生孟浪,能得妹青睐,此情铭记在心。然余并非良配,此信若然寄出,你我兄妹或天隔一方,然此兄妹之情,天地可鉴。” „...... Is the Huaxia serviceman, probably because among ten several years, the Jurchen potential is greatly cruel, bullies my Huaxia, but Wu Dynasty is ignorant, is hard to buoy up. During ten several years, the under the heavens deceased person incalculably, the person of survival also places the purgatory, the pitiful situation, is hard to record. Our brother and sister meet with the tumultuous times, is big of life is unfortunate, however complained uselessly, must devote for this reason.” “……余为华夏军人,盖因十数年间,女真势大残暴,欺我华夏,而武朝蒙昧,难以振作。十数载间,天下死人无算,幸存之人亦身处炼狱,其中凄惨情状,难以记述。吾等兄妹遭逢乱世,乃人生之大不幸,然抱怨无用,只得为此献身。” „...... Goes to battle to near, only thou artificial in the heart worries about, this goes, if cannot turn over to return, when younger sister good from treasuring, in the future life......” “……余出征在即,唯汝一人为心中记挂,余此去若不能归返,妹当善自珍重,往后人生……” He writes down illegibly, writes about here, unexpectedly is getting quicker and quicker , added many important people to look for the knowledge book to reach manages Scholar to live well the words. Arrived stops the pen, on two letter paper few makes up to draw carelessly in a complete mess, stress, feels various words fail to convey the idea. For example before front was saying „life not worries solitarily” is more natural much , behind also said that anything „only thou in the heart worries about”, this does not hit the own face, moreover feels is a little effeminate, the latter half blessing is also, meets unlikely seems insufficiently sincere. 他笔记潦草,写到这里,倒是越来越快,又加了不少要人找个知书达理的文人好好过日子的话语。到得停下笔来,两张信纸上寥寥草草补补画画一塌糊涂,重读一遍,也觉得各种词不达意。例如前头前头说着“一生孑然并无牵挂”潇洒得不得了的,后头又说什么“唯汝一人心中记挂”,这不是打自己的脸么,而且感觉有点娘娘腔,后半段的祝福也是,会不会显得不够真诚。 Before taking up the pen, only plans to write several conveniently, after delimiting several , after once thought to finish, polished reproduces, after writing, instead thought that was somewhat tired, went to battle to near, over the two days he was various visits, in the evening also drank many liquor, at this time was stranded intent to upwell, did not manage simply. A paper booklet, forces in the envelope. 动笔之前只打算随手写几句的,划了几段之后,也曾想过写完后再润色重抄一遍,待写到之后,反而觉得有些累了,出征在即,这两天他都是各家拜访,晚上还喝了不少酒,此时困意上涌,干脆不管了。纸张一折,塞进信封里。 Should better naturally unable to send. 最好当然是寄不出去。 He thinks. 他心里想。 On this day at night, then dream several years ago shifts on the way the scene from the small dark green river, they flee, supports by the arm to proceed mutually in the heavy rain mud. Afterward she with ascending was the teacher, he held an office in General Staff Headquarters, has not deliberately sought, several months later saw mutually, he greeted with her in the crowd, soon after introduced with others: „This is my Younger Sister.” Hugs to write books on the female face to have the rich people to know the book to reach manages the smile. 这天夜晚,便又梦到了几年前从小苍河转移途中的情景,他们一路奔逃,在大雨泥泞中互相搀扶着往前走。后来她在和登当了老师,他在总参任职,并没有多么刻意地寻找,几个月后又相互见到,他在人群里与她打招呼,随后跟旁人介绍:“这是我妹妹。”抱着书的女人脸上有着大户人家知书达理的微笑。 Without others, is only together in secret, she will tear up that mask, quite does not attack him to be uncouthly and frivolous satisfied. 只在没有旁人,私下里相处时,她会撕掉那面具,颇不满意地抨击他粗鲁、浮浪。 ...... …… The correspondence follows big pile of to go to battle with the posthumous writings be admitted in the cabinet, locked in a dark and tranquil place, so probably passed one -and-a-half years of time. In May/five months, the correspondence was taken, some people are comparing a list: „Yo, this how......” 书信跟随着一大堆的出征遗书被放进柜子里,锁在了一片黑暗而又宁静的地方,如此大概过去了一年半的时间。五月,信函被取了出来,有人对照着一份名单:“哟,这封怎么是给……” The correspondence went through many places on the 2nd, was delivered at this time from a Zhang Village not far office, because be at the tense service condition, was loaned out to receive the correspondence to here named Yong brocade/bright supple woman. In the office also has Li Shishi, Yuan Jin'er and the others, see with own eyes the correspondence style, then understands that actually is anything, is silent. 信函辗转两日,被送到此时距离张村不远的一处办公室里,由于处于紧张的战时状态,被借调到这边的名叫雍锦柔的女人收到了信函。办公室中还有李师师、元锦儿等人在,眼见信函的样式,便明白那到底是什么东西,都沉默下来。 The southwest war ends with a win in May/five months, in the Huaxia army was held to celebrate the activity several times, but truly was here atmosphere, by no means fervent cheered, in the busy work and damage control, in the middle of the entire influence people must withstand , the also has innumerable sad news and following sobs. 西南战事以胜利告终的五月,华夏军中举行了几次庆祝的活动,但真正属于这里的氛围,并不是慷慨激昂的欢呼,在繁忙的工作与善后中,整个势力当中的人们要承受的,还有无数的噩耗与随之而来的哭泣。 For serveral days, such sobbed, people already saw are too many. 这些天来,那样的哭泣,人们已经见过太多了。 Naturally, Yong brocade/bright receives this correspondence softly, makes people think somewhat strangely , can have one point of luck. For these years the time, as Yong brocade/bright year Younger Sister, the itself knowledge book reached manages Yong brocade/bright to soften in the army has many pursuers openly or covertly, but on, whose she has not at least accepted to pursue outwardly, secretly some more or less rumors, but that after all was the rumor. After the martyr died in battle, mails the posthumous writings, perhaps is only some of her admirer unilaterally behavior. 当然,雍锦柔接到这封信函,则让人觉得有些奇怪,也能让人心存一分侥幸。这几年的时间,作为雍锦年的妹妹,本身知书达理的雍锦柔在军中或明或暗的有不少的追求者,但至少明面上,她并没有接受谁的追求,暗地里或多或少有些传言,但那毕竟是传言。烈士战死之后寄来遗书,或许只是她的某位仰慕者单方面的行为。 —— then, at least, few person was injured. ——如此一来,至少,少一个人受到伤害。 They saw Yong brocade/bright to rip open the envelope softly unemotionally, put out two ink marks disorderly letter paper, passed the moment, they saw tears pā clatter pā clatter to fall, Yong brocade/bright supple body shivered, Yuan Jin'er closes, when Shishi supported her in the past, the hoarse wail sent finally from her throats...... 她们看见雍锦柔面无表情地撕开了信封,从中拿出两张墨迹凌乱的信纸来,过得片刻,她们看见眼泪啪嗒啪嗒掉落下来,雍锦柔的身体颤抖,元锦儿关上了门,师师过去扶住她时,嘶哑的哭泣声终于从她的喉间发出来了…… Their by no means knows that writes down posthumous writings is who, does not know that which man was resulted in Yong brocade/bright supple favor in previously actually, but two days later, had a guess probably. 她们并不知道写下遗书的是谁,不知道在此前到底是哪个男人得了雍锦柔的青睐,但两天之后,大概有了一个猜测。 Came back to report on activities the outstanding Yongqing after returning to Zhang Village from Changsha dead elder brother built a small mourning hall: This personal holds a memorial service for these years usually conforming to simplicity in the Huaxia army, only manages at most for day, thinks to grieve. A wool mountain and marquis five, Hou Yuanyu and the others hurry back one after another. 从长沙回来述职的卓永青在回到张村后为死去的兄长搭了一个小小的灵堂:这种私人的祭奠这些年在华夏军中通常从简,顶多只办一天,以为追悼。毛一山、侯五、侯元顒等人相继赶了回来。 Sacrificing was Qu celebrate. 牺牲的是渠庆。 Before Tanzhou decisive battle launches, they fall into a meeting engagement, Qu celebrate wore outstanding Yongqing armor, was quite conspicuous, they encountered enemy to attack one after another, Qu celebrate is slaughtering is holding an enemy military officer crash cliff, plunged to death together. 潭州决战展开之前,他们陷入一场遭遇战中,渠庆穿起了卓永青的盔甲,颇为显眼,他们遭遇到敌人的轮番进攻,渠庆在厮杀中抱着一名敌军将领坠落山崖,一道摔死了。 Yong brocade/bright softened to the mourning hall above worshipped Qu celebrate, shed many tears. 雍锦柔到灵堂之上祭拜了渠庆,流了许多的眼泪。 ...... …… The livelihood takes turn, running water long. 日月交替,流水悠悠。 In this May/five months, Yong brocade/bright becomes in Zhang Village many weepers softly , this is also the Huaxia army experiences in the innumerable tragedies one. 这个五月里,雍锦柔成为张村许多哭泣者中的一员,这也是华夏军经历的无数悲剧中的一个。 At this time, elder brother Yong brocade/bright year already went to entirely succeed, the arrangement will soon start some new things, Jin'er, Yunzhu, Shishi and the others comforted her, outstanding Yongqing also came to chat the ditch to celebrate in her the —— in fact past she also comforted the person frequently, but waited to arrive to matter really, she understood the such comfort not big use. 此时,兄长雍锦年已经去了成都,筹备即将开始的一些新的事情,锦儿、云竹、师师等人过来安慰了她一下,卓永青也过来与她聊了渠庆——事实上往日里她也常常安慰人,但是待到事情真的降临下来,她才明白这样的安慰并没有多大的用处。 From the beginning the three days, the tears are many , then she then must tidy up the mood, outside continued the work and following lives. From the small dark green river to the present, the Huaxia army encounters various sad news frequently, people have not succumbed to this qualifications. 一开始的三天,眼泪是最多的,然后她便得收拾心情,继续外头的工作与接下来的生活了。从小苍河到现在,华夏军常常遭遇各种的噩耗,人们并没有沉湎于此的资格。 After that sheds tears occasionally, when passing remembers when within the heart floats, the grieved feeling will turn to well up , the tears will flow outward. The world appears by no means to be real on the contrary, after being similar to somebody died, the trim world by anything forcefully is also ripped one, is at heart empty, could not make up again. 此后只是偶尔的掉眼泪,当过往的记忆在心中浮起来时,酸楚的感觉会真实地翻涌上来,眼泪会往外流。世界反倒显得并不真实,就如同某个人死去之后,整片天地也被什么东西硬生生地撕走了一块,心里的空洞,再也补不上了。 She is not a young girl, before being very long, passing, she had segment parents to assign/life the short marriage, the opposite party is physically weak Scholar(egghead), got married soon then died. At that time she felt vacant, but does not have this heart to be poached the same place now, left behind the jet black empty feeling. 她并非少女,很久以前的过往,她曾经有过一段父母之命的短暂婚姻,对方是个体弱的书生,成婚不久便死去了。那时候的她只是觉得茫然,但并没有如今这种心被挖走一块,留下漆黑空洞的感觉。 Every morning gets up very much early, the sky has not shone her then to sit in the darkness, sometimes will discover on the pillow wet a big piece. Qu celebrate is the hateful man, when writes a letter makes her want to be in front of his contented to scold him ruthlessly, is stupid with the Ning Yi study vernacular, but also in recollection what battlefield the experience, writes down the posthumous writings time to think oneself will die? Has not carefully thought probably, idiot! 每天早晨都起来得很早,天没亮她便在黑暗里坐起来,有时候会发现枕头上湿了一大片。渠庆是个可恶的男人,写信之时的怡然自得让她想要当着他的面狠狠地骂他一顿,跟着宁毅学的白话愚蠢之极,还回忆什么战场上的经历,写下遗书的时候有想过自己会死吗？大概是没有认真想过的吧,蠢货！ „Idiot, idiot and idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot......” “蠢货、蠢货、蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货蠢货……” She holds the pillow to scold in the darkness. 她在黑暗里抱着枕头一直骂。 Also raised anything intentionally „in the day before yesterday the quarrel......”, when he wrote a letter the day before yesterday, before the present was one -and-a-half years, the day before yesterday, he made a narrow escape comment for outstanding Yongqing, then oneself felt sorry, wants to follow. 还故意提什么“前日里的争吵……”,他写信时的前日,如今是一年半以前的前日了,他为卓永青提了个九死一生的意见,然后自己过意不去,想要跟着走。 „Possibly has the danger...... this not to have the means.” She remembers that at that time he said like this, but she has not prevented him, she was made by this news suddenly ignorant, soon after in flustered suggested that he before departure, sets two people status. “可能有危险……这也没有办法。”她记得那时候他是这样说的,可她并没有阻止他啊,她只是忽然被这个消息弄懵了,随后在慌张之中暗示他在离开前,定下两人的名分。 He rejected, in her opinion, somewhat is simply complacent, after the shoddy suggestion and shoddy reject, she becomes angry out of shame has not reconciled with it on own initiative, the opposite party beforehand connects and drinks with various friends in leaving every day, said that heroic promise, the man incurable, she therefore did not approach. 他拒绝了,在她看来,简直有些洋洋得意,拙劣的暗示与拙劣的拒绝之后,她恼羞成怒没有主动与之和解,对方在动身之前每天跟各种朋友串联、喝酒,说豪迈的诺言,爷们得不可救药,她于是也靠近不了。 „Stupid...... goods......” “蠢……货……” Also is slightly light in the morning, the noise sun set, Yong brocade/bright works and lives softly day-by-day, seems like unexpectedly and others not different, soon, also there is to fortunately survive the pursuer to look for her from the battlefield, giving her thing even discusses marriage : „...... I had thought at that time, if can live, then must marry you!” Her one by one gave the rejection. 又是微熹的清晨、喧嚣的日暮,雍锦柔一天一天地工作、生活,看起来倒是与旁人无异,不久之后,又有从战场上幸存下来的追求者过来找她,送给她东西甚至是提亲的:“……我当时想过了,若能活着回来,便一定要娶你！”她一一予以了拒绝。 If the story arrived here, this was still the Huaxia army experienced in the surely tragedy average not wonderful one. 如果故事就到这里,这仍旧是华夏军经历的千万悲剧中平平无奇的一个。 In June 5 th, she gets off work the time, saw to carry to wrap and travel-worn , get to know each other well the military dependant aunt nozzle water old man with several in the Zhang Village front crossing: 六月初五,她下班的时候,在张村前方的岔道上看见了正背着包裹、风尘仆仆的、与几个相熟的军属大妈喷口水的老男人: „...... Hahahaha, how I will die, talking nonsense...... I hugged that bastard is being falls, took off the armor to walk Ah...... I following the water not to know that far, Hahahaha...... in others village the person did not know warmly, knows that I was the Huaxia army, several households of families daughters wanted to permit to me...... naturally are the Chrysanthemum eldest daughter, tch tch, took care of me all day...... I, Qu celebrate, honorable gentleman, no?......” “……哈哈哈哈哈,我怎么会死,瞎说……我抱着那混蛋是摔下去了,脱了盔甲顺着水走啊……我也不知道走了多远,哈哈哈哈……人家村子里的人不知道多热情,知道我是华夏军,好几户人家的女儿就想要许给我呢……当然是黄花大闺女,啧啧,有一个整天照顾我……我,渠庆,正人君子啊,对不对……” Yong brocade/bright stood there softly looks was very long, the tears fell downward, one side Shishi and the others were accompanying her, that side the path, seemed like hears news outstanding Yongqing and the others also to run, Qu celebrate waved to greet with that side, an aunt referred to him behind, Qu Qingcai turns head, saw softened close to Yong brocade/bright. 雍锦柔站在那里看了很久,眼泪又往下掉,一旁的师师等人陪着她,道路那边,似乎是听到了消息的卓永青等人也正奔跑过来,渠庆挥手跟那边打招呼,一位大妈指了指他身后,渠庆才回过头来,看到了靠近的雍锦柔。 „Yeah, younger sister......” “哎,妹……” pā , the Yong brocade/bright supple palm of the hand wielded, hits, in the ditch celebrates on the face, this palm of the hand sound is clear, one side Aunt the mouth turned into the circular, does not know, when urged not to work as to urge, Shishi waved in behind, in the mouth is making mouth: „Is all right ......” 啪的一声,雍锦柔一巴掌就挥了过来,打在渠庆的脸上,这巴掌声音清脆,一旁的大妈们嘴巴都变成了圆形,也不知道当劝不当劝,师师在后面挥手,口中做着嘴型:“没事没事没事的……” „...... You hit me to do!” After suffering a slap on the face, Qu Qingcai opposite party hand gripping, several years ago he also punches Yong brocade/bright to soften, but naturally has no way to hit back at present. “……你打我干嘛！”挨了耳光后,渠庆才把对方的手给握住了,几年前他也揍过雍锦柔,但眼下自然没法还手。 „...... You have not died......” on the Yong brocade/bright supple face to have the tears, the sound sobbed. Qu celebrate opens mouth: „Right, I do not have dead Ah!” “……你没有死……”雍锦柔脸上有泪,声音哽咽。渠庆张了张嘴:“对啊,我没有死啊！” „—— you have not died to send what posthumous writings to come Ah!” Yong brocade/bright supple crying loudly, kicks, in the ditch celebrates on the calf. “——你没死寄什么遗书过来啊！”雍锦柔大哭,一脚踢在渠庆小腿上。 „...... Does Ah? send the posthumous writings...... the posthumous writings?” In Qu celebrate the brain responded probably was anything, on face rare red, „that...... I have not died, was not I sends , weren't you...... to outstanding Yongqing this tortoise bastard said that I died......” “……啊？寄遗书……遗书？”渠庆脑子里大概反应过来是什么事了,脸上罕见的红了红,“那个……我没死啊,不是我寄的啊,你……不对是不是卓永青这个王八蛋说我死了……” outstanding Yongqing already runs, he flies to kick the ditch to celebrate : „Your his mother does not have dead Ah—-” because, but sees Qu celebrate and Yong brocade/bright supple hand, this foot then kicked spatially. 卓永青已经奔跑过来,他飞起一脚想要踢渠庆的:“你他娘的没死啊——”但由于看见渠庆和雍锦柔的手,这一脚便踢空了。 A wool mountain also runs over, a foot kicks outstanding Yongqing rolls out: „Your his mother deceives the father, Haha ——” 毛一山也跑了过来,一脚将卓永青踢得滚了出去:“你他娘的骗老子啊,哈哈——” outstanding Yongqing wiped tears to crawl from the ground, their brothers reunion, must hug in the same place even wrestles , but noticed Qu celebrate and Yong brocade/bright at this time grasps softly in in the air hand...... 卓永青抹着眼泪从地上爬了起来,他们兄弟重逢,原本是要抱在一起甚至扭打一阵的,但这时候才都注意到了渠庆与雍锦柔握在空中的手…… In setting sun, the people vision, Turin lives immediately. Yong brocade/bright plastic flow the tears, the ditch is celebrating somewhat blushed slightly, but immediately, grasps in in the air hand then decided that does not let loose simply. 夕阳之中,众人的目光,顿时都灵活起来。雍锦柔流着眼泪,渠庆原本稍稍有些脸红,但随即,握在空中的手便决定干脆不放开了。 ...... …… „...... Two people, decided finally must get married.” “……两个人啊,终于决定要成亲了。” In June 15, finally see Ning Yi Li Shishi in entirely succeed, mentioned this interesting matter with him. 六月十五,终于在成都见到宁毅的李师师,与他说起了这件有趣的事。 This is in the Huaxia army experienced in the innumerable tragedies recently, she knows only, turned into a comedy story...... 这是在华夏军最近经历的无数悲剧中,她唯一知道的,变成了喜剧的一个故事…… :.: :。: