In silent Return to the Ruins, Li Qingshan foresaw this type „evil intention”, he understood oneself personality, that obstinance, that arrogance, once lost the restraint of God-Demon Body, mostly becomes fiercer. 在寂静的归墟中,李青山预见到了这种“恶意”,他了解自己的性情,那种执拗,那种傲慢,一旦失去神魔之躯的约束,多半会变得更加狂烈。 He never understands himself like the present. 他从未像现在这样理解自己。 In this Spirit Turtle hometown, his power of thought becomes unusual, arrived at inconceivable Realm. 在这灵龟的故乡,他的思维能力变得异乎寻常的强,到达了不可思议的境界。 In huge volume the news regarding the memory, the ordinary people can only the cursory observation sea level above surging up, when deeply pondered certain things, can penetrate below the sea level, sees clearly some memories, and inevitable has the limitation. 对于记忆中海量的讯息,平常人只能浮光掠影的观测到海平面以上的波澜起伏,只有在深入思考某些事物的时候,才能够深入海平面以下,洞察部分记忆,且不可避免的带有局限性。 This limitation protected Human Race to be insufficient the spirit break. If saw casually an apple falls to the ground, one thinks that the gravitation innumerable formula and contents of Principle several big this books simultaneously completely well up to come, brain meeting „bang” sonic boom. 这种局限性保护了人类不至于精神崩溃。如果随便看到一颗苹果落地,就一下想到万有引力无数的公式与法则几大本书的内容同时全部涌来出来,大脑会“砰”地一声爆掉。 Therefore the thought of Human Race is more like a flashlight, unceasing in the darkness according , then depends on the slurred image persistence to piece together a complete prospect reluctantly, unavoidably floods the massive brains to make up. Is the fuzzy remote recollection, is the false distortion. 所以人类的思维更像是一个手电筒,不断的在黑暗中照来照去,然后再凭模糊不清的残象勉强拼凑出一副完整的图景,其中难免充斥着大量的脑补。越是模糊久远的回忆,就越是虚伪失真。 The history that these happy childhoods, these elapse, one-sided wished tampers unceasingly, the reality forever submerges in the darkness. 那些美好的童年,那些逝去的历史,被一厢情愿不断篡改,真实就永远沉没在黑暗中。 Moreover this flashlight, always the most difficult photo to arrive at oneself, so-called „knew that yourself” become nearly impossible, has become the philosophy proposition of being as deep as a well. 而且这支手电筒,总是最难照到自身,所谓的“认识你自己”就变得近乎不可能,成了高深莫测的哲学命题。 Spirit Turtle actually does not have such limit, itself looks like a big light bulb, the range of although shining is similarly limited, but only the unknown darkness, does not have the false reality. And anytime and anywhere reviews oneself, clear understanding shines brightly. 灵龟却不存在这样的局限,其本身就像是一个大灯泡,虽然照耀的范围同样有限,但只有未知的黑暗,没有虚伪的真实。并且随时随地的反观自身,清明朗照。 It is not generally so-called „high intelligence quotient”, or can carry on the operation analysis of huge volume like the supercomputer in a short time, but another entirely different cognitive style. 并不是一般所谓的“高智商”,或者像超级电脑一样可以在短时间内进行海量的运算分析而已,而是另一种截然不同的认知方式。 The synchronization develops simultaneously. Does not divide the order, the system, comprehensive understanding issue. 同步并举。不分次序,系统的、全面的理解问题。 Is seeing the instance that the apple falls to the ground, does not need to transform as the tedious writing or the digit. Constructs gravitation in Sea of Consciousness directly the model structure, simultaneously contains to own significance. 在看到苹果落地的瞬间,不需要转化为繁琐的文字或数字。直接在识海中构造出万有引力的模型结构,同时包含对自身的意义。 When Li Qingshan has understood clearly completely. According to the sea of penetrating entire memory, all details come clearly into view: Desire, destruction, frightened, weak...... Each mood back reason, motive under each decision, is omniscient. 当李青山洞悉了全部自我。照彻整个记忆之海,一切细节都历历在目:欲望,毁灭,恐惧,软弱……每一种情绪背后的原因,每一个决定之下的动机,无所不知。 On this basis, does not need to do anything to predict. Can draw a simple conclusion: 在这样的基础上,不需要搞什么预言。就可以得出一个简单的结论: If „I” return from the hell, certainly will judge to him, if determines him as „traitor”, will then not hesitate the destructions at all costs he, like is resists the Tao Wu Demon God incarnation, even if perishes together also refuses to balk. 如果“我”从地狱中归来,一定会对他加以评判,如果判定他为“背叛者”,便会不惜一切代价的毁灭他,像是对抗梼杌魔神的化身一样,哪怕同归于尽也在所不惜。 Does not have any leeway of compromise, only has „self- betrayal” to be intolerant, moreover „I” will very probably have this type to destroy his ability. 不存在任何妥协的余地,唯有“自我背叛”不可容忍,而且“我”很可能会拥有这种毁灭他的能力。 Loses Yang Spirit for him is a loss, was equal to losing a change, the integral force dropped. Was also far from Sixth Heavenly Tribulation one step. 失去阳神对他来说是一种损失,等于失去了一种变化,整体力量下降。离六次天劫又远了一步。 However was actually just the opposite to „me”, has been separated from the God-Demon Body shackles, as ordinary Human Race cultivator. Only has the one pace to Sixth Heavenly Tribulation. 但是对“我”来说却恰恰相反,脱离了神魔之躯的桎梏,作为一个普通的人类修行者。离六次天劫只有一步之遥。 Once the Transcending Tribulation success is Human Immortal, moreover knows his all secret Human Immortal, has with his equally tenacious fighting will. 一旦渡劫成功便是人仙,而且是知晓他一切秘密的人仙,拥有与他一样顽强战斗意志。 Moreover when the time comes does not have anybody to help him, he must alone meet head-on. 而且到时候没有任何人能够帮他,他必须独自迎战。 At this moment, he also has to acknowledge, oneself truly is at variance with the average man „monster”, harbors the self- destruction intense instinct. 事到如今,他也不得不承认,自己确实是个异于常人的“怪物”,怀有自我毁灭的强烈本能。 However is that also what kind of? He will not cater to anybody, even if that person is oneself. 但是那又怎样呢？他不会去迎合任何人,哪怕那个人是自己。 Competence is powerful, wins oneself to be strong. Defeats itself. Destroys itself, originally is Predestination of powerhouse. 胜任者有力,胜己者强。战胜自己。毁灭自己,本就是强者的宿命。 If departs from really mutually. Takes the different paths, that only then a war. Makes a ruling with the survival and destruction. Looked that whose path is more correct. 如果真的相互背离。走上不同的道路,那就只有一战而已。用生存与毁灭来做个判决。看到底谁的道路更正确。 Yes, only has „self- betrayal” to be intolerant. 是的,唯有“自我背叛”不可容忍。 Tranquil and faint has made decision, then casts behind this matter. This is not he knew the self- goal is. 平静而淡漠的做了决定,便将此事抛诸脑后。这本来就不是他认识自我的目的所在。 All premises are he can go out of Return to the Ruins, otherwise all things do not mention. 一切的前提是他能够走出归墟,否则万事休提。 Ray that glows, rounds are dim gradually, such ponder consumes the energy, the sleepy meaning is even more strong. 焕发出的光芒,一轮轮逐渐黯淡,这样的思考非常耗费能量,困倦之意越发浓重。 Return to the Ruins is different from void, the strength, not only will not disappear, instead can derive the strength of inexhaustible Return to the Ruins easily, supports him forever to roam through sufficiently in Return to the Ruins. 归墟不同于虚空,力量非但不会散失,反而可以轻而易举的汲取无穷无尽的归墟之力,足以支撑他在归墟中永远遨游下去。 However strength of by no means pure resources Return to the Ruins, is containing the massive news, the Genesis Spirit Turtle will, will accelerate to assimilate his will. 然而归墟之力并非纯粹的资源,其中包含着大量的讯息,元始灵龟的意志,会加速同化他的意志。 Once the assimilation starts then irreversible, after certain extent, he will fall into the deep sleep, will be the result that he will choose on own initiative. 同化一旦开始便不可逆转,到了一定程度之后,他还是会陷入沉睡,而且将是他主动选择的结果。 In a dilemma! 进退两难！ However he when the self- cognition, had found solution. Or that is his true goal is. 不过他在自我认知的时候,已经找到了解决的办法。或者说,那才是他真正的目的所在。 Closes up for more than 20 years in Heavenly Book Building studying assiduously, he comprehended Spirit Turtle Transformation two Innate Divine Ability. 在天书楼中闭关苦读的20多年时间里,他又领悟了灵龟变两种天赋神通。 Named „Absolute Will”, does not have what extraordinary, but can solidify the self-awareness thoroughly, making him not be harassed by all Heart's Devil. 一种名为“绝对意志”,没有什么出奇,只是可以彻底固化自我意识,让他不受一切心魔扰乱。 If said that „Spirit Turtle Dark Armor” „Reflecting Light Flashback” protects his physical body, then „Absolute Will” protects his spirit. Expected „turtle” four characters will carry through to the end. 若说“灵龟玄甲”“回光返照”是保护他的肉体,那么“绝对意志”就是保护他的精神。不出所料的将“缩头乌龟”四个字进行到底。 It is a pity that this Divine Ability is completely useless in Return to the Ruins, because here is the Spirit Turtle hometown, the Genesis Spirit Turtle will is true „Absolute Will”. 遗憾的是,这个神通在归墟中完全无用,因为这里是灵龟的故乡,元始灵龟的意志才是真正的“绝对意志”。 Even if pure blood Spirit Turtle, must accept the assimilation, as fake Spirit Turtle, casual use Spirit Turtle Innate Divine Ability, will instead accelerate to assimilate. 即便是纯血灵龟,也要接受同化,作为一头冒牌灵龟,随便的使用灵龟的天赋神通,反而会加速同化。 Regardless in brief, how he does, the assimilation is inevitable. The little strokes fell great oak is the same, every little bit change all. 简而言之,无论他怎么做,同化都是不可避免的。水滴石穿一样,一点一滴的改变一切。 Has not limited by him to this, but inspected Spirit Turtle Innate Divine Ability comprehensively, had found solution. 是以他没有局限于此,而是全面考察了灵龟的天赋神通,找到了一个解决的办法。 He makes Mirror Image clone by „Water Moon Mirror” first, then starts to carry on the comprehensive self- cognition, carries on the backup to all memory news, solidifies by „Absolute Will”, stores up in this Mirror Image clone. 他先是以“镜花水月”制造出一个镜像分身,然后开始进行全面的自我认知,对所有记忆讯息进行备份,以“绝对意志”加以固化,储存在这个镜像分身中。 This makes him seem like soul leaving Orifice, a Spirit Turtle illusory image attaches on his body, blindly follows suit. 这让他看起来像是灵魂出窍,一个灵龟的幻影附着在他的身上,亦步亦趋。 Then he then starts to absorb the strength of Return to the Ruins, restores the strength also accepts the assimilation. 然后他便开始吸收归墟之力,恢复力量的同时也接受同化。 Once the main body will soon fall into the deep sleep, he then immediately begins using Mirror Image clone, fuses together with the main body, awakens his spirit by „Absolute Will”, weaves the consciousness with the lifetime memory, makes new Mirror Image clone again. 一旦主体即将陷入沉睡,他便立刻启用镜像分身,与本尊融为一体,以“绝对意志”唤醒他的精神,用一生的记忆重新编织意识,再制造新的镜像分身来。 So long as circulates unceasingly this process, he can avoid being assimilated, unceasing return zero point. 只要不断循环这个过程,他就可以避免被同化,不断的回到原点。 Although in fact, was equal to that was assimilated were innumerable. 虽然在事实上,等于是被同化了无数次。 Compared to Mirror Image clone „Absolute Will”, all changes of main body have become so-called „Heart's Devil”, was suppressed to crush after the collision mutually, then makes a fresh start...... 相对于镜像分身的“绝对意志”,本尊的一切变化都成了所谓的“心魔”,在相互碰撞之后被镇压粉碎,然后重新开始…… This is he can think that avoids by the only means of Return to the Ruins assimilation. 这是他所能想到的,避免被归墟同化的唯一办法。 Naturally, this circulation is impossible forever to continue, starts before the first circulation, he then expected this point. 当然,这个循环不可能永远继续下去,从第一次循环开始之前,他便预料到了这一点。 When each suppression „Heart's Devil”, the memory will lose part in the collision, moreover is the thorough damage, is unable the backup, unable to retrieve, forever loses. 在每一次镇压“心魔”的时候,记忆都会在碰撞中损失一部分,而且是彻底损毁,无法备份,无法找回,永远遗失。 According to the difference of memory depth, can be these most immaterial memory at first, perhaps has read a Third-Class novel, perhaps has spoken a joke. 根据记忆深度的不同,最初会是那些最无关紧要的记忆,也许是看过的一本三流小说,也许是说过的一个笑话。 In Heavenly Book Building more than 20 years, he saved enough many memories to bring „offering sacrifices”. 在天书楼的这20多年,他积攒了足够多的记忆可以拿来“献祭”。 But if has continued such, his memory will be getting fewer and fewer, gradually touches the most core most important memory. 但如果一直这么持续下去,他的记忆会越来越少,逐渐触及最核心最重要的记忆。 He must before losing all memories damages, found that Return to the Ruins convict, otherwise he will forget all, including Elder Brother Bull, including Little An, including him......( To be continued.) 他必须在失去所有记忆损毁之前,找到那一位归墟囚徒,否则他将遗忘一切,包括牛哥,包括小安,包括他自己……(未完待续。) ps: This chapter is a little possibly difficult, considers the mental test! ps:这一章可能有点难懂,就当是智力测验啦！