LOTGS :: Volume #10 雾州云梦

#820: Perhaps the life is senseless insistence

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„ Qingshan. * secure sees only in the sleep the brow of Li Qingshan to wrinkle one group, as if fell into the enormous pain. “青山。※安只见睡梦中李青山的眉头皱成一团,仿佛陷入了极大的痛苦中。 Illusion Sea Clam King sat, no longer is the careless appearance, but sits respectfully, looks up to the sky that illusion Reversed Image, Li Qingshan is running to pace back and forth in the dream, the picture in dream throughout is the ordinary hamlet, however she reveals the nightmare frightened color. 幻海蜃王又坐了下来,不再是漫不经心的样子,而是正襟危坐,仰望着天空上那一场梦幻倒影,李青山在梦中奔走徘徊,梦中的景象始终不过是平凡的小村庄,然而她露出梦魇般的恐惧之色。 Asked that Little An said: „Where is here?” 问小安道:“这里是哪里？” „Place that Crouching Bull Village, he was born.” Little An looked at Illusion Sea Clam King. “卧牛村,他出生的地方。”小安望了一眼幻海蜃王。 „In other words, this is 20 years ago...... Really such as I guess like that...... Originally this is he biggest fear, originally this is he biggest fear...... Was not the pain and death, did not forget all, lonely and died, but feared...... This is a dream!” “也就是说,这是20年前……果然如我推想的那般……原来这就是他最大的恐惧,原来这就是他最大的恐惧……不是痛苦与死亡,不是忘记一切,孤独而死,而是怕……这都是一场梦！” The Illusion Sea Clam King sound shivers slightly. 幻海蜃王的声音微微颤抖。 Little An realizes her difference, say/way looking pensive: „Since you said that in all life hearts has the fear, that is also same, what you most greatly deepest fear is, Illusion Sea Clam King?” 小安察觉她的异样,若有所思的道:“既然你说一切生灵心中都有恐惧,那也一样,你最大最深的恐惧是什么呢,幻海蜃王？” Illusion Sea Clam King sighed, directly did not reply, „at this moment I poured want to rescue to awake him, however this violated the principle that I had, therefore he died.” 幻海蜃王叹息了一声,并不正面回答,“此刻我倒真的想将他救醒了,然而这违背了我存在的原则,所以他死定了。” In the past for several thousand years, astrayed Illusion Sea and sinks to cultivator in nightmare, perhaps was killed by the monster of nightmare facing the biggest fear radically without enough time. 在过去数千年来,误入幻海而又沉入噩梦中的修行者,或许根本来不及面对自己最大的恐惧就被噩梦的中怪物杀死。 However he with the unusual courage of fearless death, has supported the present, entered the nightmare of deeper level, however also has to face oneself biggest fear, this is the non-solution fast knot. 然而他凭着无畏死亡的超凡勇气,一直支撑到了现在,进入了更深层次的噩梦,然而也不得不面对自身最大的恐惧,这已是个无解的死结。 Nobody can defeat oneself biggest fear, nobody! Where there is a will there is a way, the courage is bigger, frightened is also deeper. This most primitive, profoundest, most permanent and most formidable emotion, originally is the cornerstone of will. 没有人能够战胜自身最大的恐惧,没有人！道高一尺魔高一丈,勇气越大,恐惧也就越深。这最原始、最深邃、最恒久、最强大的情感,本就是意志的基石。 „I do not believe.” Little An stubborn say/way. “我不信。”小安倔强的道。 „Good, that makes us wait!” “好啊,那就让我们拭目以待！” Illusion Sea Clam King has not been glad to see a play the general onlooking. But invests in the Li Qingshan dreamland directly, is looking at him of being absentminded, in the heart sobbed extremely, but also harbored an anticipation faintly. 幻海蜃王已不甘于看戏一般的旁观。而是直接投入李青山的梦境中,望着失魂落魄的他,心中不胜唏嘘,还隐隐怀着一丝期待。 In dreamland Reversed Image, Li Qingshan digs out together the white stone in the witch backyard, sat one dull all night, then went out of the door, arrived at the well. 梦境倒影中,李青山在神婆后院里挖出一块白石,呆呆坐了一整夜,然后走出房门,来到了井边。 „Finally can finish?” “终于要结束了吗？” Side Illusion Sea Clam King by villagers eyes, is looking in pairs the moon/month Li Qingshan that goes into a well the state of mind to go down in the world. Could not bear implore the tone. 幻海蜃王借由村民们一双双眼睛,望着月下井边神魂落魄的李青山。忍不住吁了口气。 If the general dreamland, the suicide truly is the way of withdrawing, however died in this deepest nightmare, only has the dead end, will be disillusioned to perish including the soul. Then was digested by the mirage. Southern Sea cultivation legend, by no means is the lies. 如果是一般梦境,自杀确实是个脱身的方式,然而在这最深沉的噩梦中死去,却只有死路一条,连魂魄都会破灭沉沦。然后被蜃气所消化。南海修行道的传说,也并非全是虚言。 However Li Qingshan stands up, walks toward the village outside. 然而李青山站起身来,向着村外走去。 Illusion Sea Clam King was shocked, all villagers such as were then occupied by the fear generally, Big Brother Li and Li the Eldest sister-in-law wants to go forward to stop, however Illusion Sea Clam King has prevented them, does not want to create side issues again. She wants to have a look at this man actually to make anything. When also this man decided must walk, can it be that a countryman countrywoman can stop. 幻海蜃王愣住了,所有村民便如被慑住了一般,李大哥与李大嫂想要上前阻拦,然而幻海蜃王阻止了他们,不想再横生枝节。她想看看这个男人到底想做什么。再说当这个男人决定要走的时候,又岂是一个村夫村妇所能阻拦的。 When Li Qingshan stands before the butcher shop in town, crazy when is looking at that bull head, Illusion Sea Clam King by the both eyes of butcher shop boss. Is looking at this: 当李青山站在镇子里的肉铺前,痴痴的望着那颗牛头时,幻海蜃王透过肉铺老板的双眼。望着这一幕: „It is not willingly, can confirm? This Green Bull to your significance is really huge, simply is the indispensable spiritual prop, however can see clearly now. ‚Miracle’ does not exist, ‚dream’ does not exist. Then should also lose heart, goes back, returns to your Crouching Bull Village to go!” “还是不甘心,要确认一下吗？这头青牛对你的意义真是巨大,简直是不可或缺的精神支柱,然而现在可以看清了吧。‘奇迹’是不存在的,‘梦’也是不存在的。这下也该死心了,回去吧,回你的卧牛村去！” However Li Qingshan takes bull head, moves toward distant place. 然而李青山负起牛头,走向远方。 Illusion Sea Clam King looks at background that he is going far away, shows the strange expression. 幻海蜃王望着他远去的背景,露出奇异的表情。 „Are you what kind of? You have not known, all struggle are in vain!” “你想怎样呢？你还不知道,一切挣扎都是徒然的！” Therefore she is then following him, looked that he in this does not have in the exit|to speak labyrinth to wander, searches the dream that root originally is not having, disappointments, actually insufficiently desperate, enticement, actually do not stay. 于是她便追随着他,看他在这场没有出口的迷宫中徘徊,寻觅着一场根本就不存在的梦,一次次失望,却又总不至于绝望,一次次诱惑,却又总不停留。 Accompanied him to cross these dozens years of fond illusions. 不知不觉间,陪着他渡过这数十载迷梦。 Finally in one day, he stood firm the footsteps to turn head to look, the shadow of death filled the air, he also clearly felt, after the short thinking, he sent out to laugh, said the final last words: 终于在某一天,他站定了脚步回头望去,死亡的阴影弥漫上来,他也分明感觉到了,经过短暂的思索,他发出大笑,道出了最后的遗言: „Regrets!” “后悔个屁！” Earth-shaking general, making Illusion Sea Clam King shock, mutters: „He has defeated this nightmare unexpectedly, no, is not defeats, the possibility of defeating also not having, he had been insisting has not admitted defeat, even if to the life last minute, hehe, is really as stupid as the means of extreme!” 石破天惊一般,令幻海蜃王为之震撼,喃喃自语道:“他竟然战胜了这个噩梦,不,算不上战胜,也不存在的战胜的可能,他只是一直坚持着没有认输,哪怕是到生命的最后一刻,呵呵,真是笨到极点的办法！” Dark, as if saw that Green Bull is indomitable spirit. Bull Demon Vigorously Sinking in Mud, perhaps the life is senseless insistence, however insists itself, is the biggest insignificance! 冥冥之间,仿佛看到一头青牛顶天立地。牛魔大力陷泥沱,或许生命是一场无谓的坚持,然而坚持本身,便是最大的无意义！ Perhaps this World does not have Elder Brother Bull, not to have Little An, not to have Nine Heavens, even if has forgotten, lost Gods and Demons Nine Transformations all sorts of Divine Ability, one spirit, deeply has carved into the heart compared with a fear deeper place. 或许这个世界没有牛哥、没有小安、没有九天,然而纵然忘了一些,失去了神魔九变的种种神通,有一种精神,已深深刻入心中比恐惧更深的地方。 Perhaps you forever are unable to defeat the fear, however this does not hinder you, fights. 或许你永远无法战胜恐惧,然而这并不妨碍你,战斗下去。 „Moo!” “哞！” The dreamland was shattered, butterfly soaring in the limitless darkness, the waving indescribable riotous color, flows out piece by piece similarly indescribable pigment, dyes on this black theater curtain. 梦境随之破碎,蝴蝶飞翔在无边无际的黑暗中,舞动无法形容的缤纷色彩,流泻一片片同样无法形容的颜料,染在这黑色的幕布上。 Along with the summon of Little An, Li Qingshan sobers from the sinking dream, opens both eyes slowly, looks at the Little An delighted face, the memory strobe is opening instantaneously, all sorts of languages, sounds and picture flow, the headache wants to crack, exhausted, actually one type is unable to explain big delighted. 随着小安的呼唤,李青山从沉梦中清醒过来,缓缓睁开双眼,望着小安欢喜的脸庞,记忆的闸门瞬间开启,种种语言、声音、画面奔涌而出,头痛欲裂,疲惫至极,却有一种无法言喻的大欢喜。 „Splendid, was really too splendid!” “精彩,真是太精彩了！” Illusion Sea Clam King makes an effort to applaud, never stinting was expressing the heart sentiment of acclaiming, along with consciousness of Li Qingshan, her appearance consolidated again, such as dream imaginary beautiful appearance. 幻海蜃王用力鼓掌,毫不吝惜的表达着心中的赞叹之情,随着李青山的苏醒,她的容颜再一次稳固下来,如梦似幻的绝美容颜。 „Illusion Sea Clam King!” “幻海蜃王！” Li Qingshan calls out, understood instantaneously, these nightmares that he experiences, all because of Illusion Sea Clam King, she were not Great Banyan Tree King say such kind temperate. But treats as movie to enjoy own nightmare, is makes him leave to leave the anger! 李青山一声暴喝,瞬间明白了,他所经历的那些噩梦,全都是因为幻海蜃王,她并非大榕树王所说的那样亲切温和。而将自己的噩梦当做电影来赏玩,更是让他出离愤怒！ „I know that you are angry very much, but this does not blame me! Little An Fellow Daoist, you should better explain with him, making him control own hostility, do not make me unable to bear get rid.” Illusion Sea Clam King spreads out both hands, innocent arrives at the expression that owes to punch. “我知道你很生气,但这可不怪我哦！小安道友,你最好跟他解释一下,让他控制一下自己的敌意,不要让我忍不住出手。”幻海蜃王摊开双手,一脸无辜到欠揍的表情。 „Qingshan!” Little An from behind closely grasps Li Qingshan, muttered. “青山！”小安从身后紧紧抱住李青山,喃喃道。 „Little An?” Li Qingshan is astonished, felt that her state of mind, is fluctuating fiercely. “小安？”李青山微讶,感觉到她的心绪,正剧烈的起伏着。 Just like Illusion Sea Clam King said that although she has been sobering, was actually withstanding in a big way, only fear, that then loses him, looked that he ran in the nightmare, lonely withstood all fears, had the danger of death anytime. Now finally looked he regains consciousness safely, will be how calm. 正如幻海蜃王所言,她虽然一直清醒着,却也承受着最大的、唯一的恐惧,那便是失去他,看他在噩梦中奔走,孤独的承受一切恐惧,随时有死亡的危险。现在终于看他安然苏醒,心情怎会平静。 ps: The monthly ticket to 35, asking everybody to wish my helping hand, making me continue to insist! ps:月票已经到35喽,请大家祝我一臂之力,让我继续坚持下去！
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