LA :: Volume #6

#573: This life, last drop of tears


( Today unexpectedly after the book review area saw that can be another man who some strong person said Feng Yao wakes up sees. I scratch, simply the person of high skill who coming out that this plot you think, compels my this high-quality high grade high moral behavior curses at people!) (今天竟在书评区看到某强人说风瑶醒来后看到的会不会是另一个男人。我擦,这种情节你都想的出来,简直逼我这种高素质高品位高人品的高人骂人啊!) If golden asterism fast divergence that the firefly flutters, such as illusory shatter, carried off was the Xuanyuan Wan'er aura. 如萤火虫般飘荡的金色星芒快速的散去,如虚幻破碎,带走了属于轩辕婉儿的气息。 A dull thumping sound, Feng Xiao kneels down emptily on the ground, the look looks at the front, before both hands are still maintaining, is holding her posture, is not willing to believe that she such left him. 一声闷响,风逍跪倒在地上,眼神空洞的看着前方,双手依然维持着之前抱着她的姿势,不愿相信她真的就这么离他而去了。 A plain heavy sword drops from the clouds, clang inserts in the ground before Feng Xiao body. This time Xuanyuan lost that matter to send out King imposing manner golden light, but turns into the plain copper color/look, the trace of sword hilt and sword blade also becomes fuzzy, when one such as Feng Xiao first time sees the Xuanyuan shape. Initial it was because had been sealed up Strength by the entire seven seals completely, but the present is because it lost all Strength. 一把古朴的重剑从天而降,“锵”的一声插在风逍身前的地面上。此时的轩辕已经失去了那层散发着王者气势的金芒,而是变成古朴的铜色,剑柄与剑身的纹路也变得模模糊糊,一如风逍第一次见到轩辕时的形态。只是,当初的它是因为被整整七道封印完全封闭了力量,而如今是因为它失去了所有的力量 Was found time Strength Heaven Profound? By Xuanyuan Sword Seal: Heaven Profound that Divine Power completely found time? By Xuanyuan Sword Seal, is unable by any way restore. Effect: Attack + 1. 被抽空力量天玄?被封印的轩辕剑:神力被完全抽空的天玄?被封印的轩辕剑,无法以任何方式修复。效果:攻击+1。 One of once Dongfang (Eastern) Ancient Ten Great Divine Artifacts, has strongest Strength Xuanyuan Sword of title, at this time already thorough changed to scrap iron. 曾经的东方上古十大神器之一,有着“最强力量”称号的轩辕剑,此时已经彻底的化作一把废铁。 Feng Xiao shivers is extending both hands, gently draws out from the ground it, starts ice-cold heavy/thick, did not have that type to submit to the King air/Qi of under sword. His five fingers slowly has delimited from sword blade, slight baby who seems stroking a deep sleep. 风逍颤抖着伸出双手,轻轻的将它从地面上拔出,入手冰冷厚重,却已经没有了那种让人想要臣服于剑下的王者之气。他的五指缓缓的从剑身划过,轻微的仿佛在抚摸一个沉睡的婴儿。 Also is drop of tears falls, drops, in lost the ray on Xuanyuan Sword. 又是一滴眼泪落下,滴落在已经失去光芒的轩辕剑身上。 Wan'er walked...... Later cannot feel her existence again, cannot see her immortal shade again, cannot hear her as if forever calls not greasily Elder Brother Feng again. 婉儿走了……以后再也感受不到她的存在,再也看不到她的仙影,再也听不到她那似乎永远唤不腻的“风哥哥”。 Once does not know that what the tears are he, does not know when started to realize own frailty slowly. Yao'er departs, he is deeply grieved, the frail heart is unable to go facing that piercing pain, therefore, he has evaded, has sealed up own consciousness, making countless people cry for him broken heart. Now, Xuanyuan Wan'er departs, he injures the tears to sway once more-- he actually continuously such frail, once strength, because nobody pulls that string in his heart. 曾经不知眼泪为何物的他,不知何时开始已经慢慢的察觉自己的脆弱。瑶儿离去,他悲痛欲绝,脆弱的心无法去面对那刺骨之痛,于是,他逃避了,封闭了自己的意识,让无数人为他哭断肠。如今,轩辕婉儿离去,他再次伤泪挥洒——他其实一直都是这么的脆弱,曾经的坚强,只是因为无人扯动他心中的那根弦。 I early should think...... I early should think that Wan'er for I pay all, if builds Lost Array to be so simple, she will already tell me in that moment that Yao'er departed, how also to wait till today......” “我早该想到……我早该想到的,婉儿会为了我付出一切,如果筑成失却之阵那么简单,她早就会在瑶儿离去的那一刻就告诉我,又怎会等到今天……” As if the soul leaves the hole, he loses one's voice was always talking, deep pain and remorse sharp pain his nerve. 仿佛灵魂出窍,他失声的叨念着,深深的痛苦与自责绞痛着他的神经。 Wan'er such went, only to let him change original he. 婉儿就这么去了,只为让他变回原来的他。 On hand, is that is congealed circular law of entity by the strength of Xuanyuan, around law is hoodwinking thick golden light, letting Feng Xiao is unable to see clearly its entirety, can only see indistinctly law presents the four shapes of foot standing like a tripod, gathers round a golden light obviously stronger center, 手边,是那个被轩辕之力凝成实体的圆形法阵,法阵周围蒙着一层厚厚的金芒,让风逍无法看清它的全部,只能隐约看到法阵呈现四足鼎立之状,围着金芒明显更加浓烈的中心, The true Lost Array diameter has several meters considerable, but its diameter is long, only then half meter, because it is congealed by ability Sealed most Xuanyuan after all, but for all this, it still has stimulates to movement Nuwa Stone Resurrection Array ability , can only stimulate to movement Resurrection Array merely reluctantly, and creates to be much greater than the brutal penalty of normal Lost Array. 真正的失却之阵径长足有十几米,而它的径长只有半米,因为毕竟它只是由能力被封印大半的轩辕凝化而成,但尽管如此,它依然有着催动女娲石复生之阵”的能力,也仅仅只能勉强催动“复生之阵”,并且造成远大于正常失却之阵的残酷惩罚。 Both eyes of Feng Xiao somewhat are still empty, he holds that to roll golden light carefully, a familiar aura spreads to the heart from the palm, his complexion is more painful several points-- this is by Xuanyuan complete Strength, by Wan'er exists to trade, what represents is the only hope that Yao'er comes back to life. 风逍的双目依然有些空洞,他小心的捧起那团金芒,一股熟悉的气息从手心传入心中,他的脸色更加痛苦几分——这是以轩辕的全部力量,以婉儿的存在所换来,代表的是将瑶儿复生的唯一希望。 But, that some were wild with joy, now deteriorated completely. 但,那原本该有的欣喜若狂,如今已经完全的变质。 Wan'er...... How you let my also your this sentiment......” 婉儿……你让我怎么还你这份情……” The sad sound goes far away with the wind, brings desolately piece by piece. 悲伤的声音随风远去,带起片片苍凉。 Lost Array was transmitted into Monster Refining Pot by him, it is substantive law that is congealed by the strength of Xuanyuan, only if were used, will otherwise never dissipate. 失却之阵”被他传送入炼妖壶之中,它是由轩辕之力凝成的实体法阵,除非被使用,否则永远都不消散。 The space becomes constrains, flowing of air as if also therefore becomes muffled relaxes, the wind stopped howling gradually. White Wolf that as complete divergence of golden light, watched the fun also take back their vision , to continue them to be bored to death loafing that. Only invariable, is that kneel down man , the soul as if totally left the hole. 空间变得压抑,空气的流动仿佛也因此而变得沉闷缓和,风渐渐停止了呼啸。随着金芒的完全散去,原本看热闹的白狼们也收回它们的目光,继续着它们百无聊赖的游荡。唯一不变的,是那个跪倒在地,灵魂仿佛已经完全出窍的男子。 Wan'er departed just like inserted a sword on his heart, let his painful penetrating heart, let his pain consciousness, recalled chaotic the cut in consciousness. 婉儿的离去犹如在他心上插上了一把剑,让他痛彻心扉,也让他痛的清醒,回忆在清醒中混乱的切换着。 Because to awaken oneself, Wan'er such went, is bringing the dependence and satisfaction, as well as infinite regrettable with does not abandon. 因为自己,为了唤醒自己,婉儿就这么去了,带着依恋和满足,以及无限的遗憾与不舍。 Was has ruined Wan'er...... Feng Xiao pain has closed eyes, she is following herself, is accompanying itself, continuously such silently is paying, has formed custom until oneself to her payout completely-- until she has paid oneself entirety, cancelled own existence. 是自己葬送了婉儿……风逍痛苦的闭上了眼睛,她追随着自己,陪伴着自己,一直就这么默默的付出着,直到自己对她的付出完全形成了习惯——直到她付出了自己的全部,抹去了自己的存在。 Six months ago, Yao'er went to him, his world collapsed completely, therefore, he has evaded, has sealed up own consciousness in the pain, fell into the say/way of Asura in the pain, making the soul the deathly stillness, to murder with erased cruelly sadly-- yes, he has extricated, not only will not feel the pain again, instead enjoyed is only belonging to the Asura slaughtering pleasant sensation, actually selfish the innumerable sadness will fling to these cared about his person. 半年前,瑶儿离他而去,他的世界完全崩溃,于是,他逃避了,在痛苦中封闭了自己的意识,在痛苦中堕入修罗之道,让灵魂变得死寂,以杀伐与暴戾抹掉悲伤——是啊,他解脱了,不但不会再感受到痛苦,反而享受着只属于修罗的杀戮快感,却自私的将无数的悲伤甩给了那些关心他的人。 In that six months of his lethargic sleep, the information of outside still spontaneously spreads to his mind through the sound, such as the carving carves generally in his brain, all that this time he, can the clear recollection in that time hear. 在他昏睡的那六个月里,外界的信息依然通过声音自发的传入他的脑际,如雕刻一般刻在他脑中,此时的他,可以清晰的回忆起那段时间里所听到的一切。 Shui Rourou, person, if since, has been one such as the water general delicate and weak girl, she always likes crying, happy time will lie in crying of his arms Wuuu, sad time similarly will lie in crying that his arms become overcast. However in that in six months, her little has actually cried. Does not know many times, he hears is constraining the tears that she goes all out, was saying to him: Rourou (soft) listens certainly to the Elder Sister Xiruo words, certainly will not cry, because Rourou (soft) must prepare food to Young Master, takes a bath and trades to Young Master the clothes and trim hair, also and other Young Master a bit faster wakes up......” 水柔柔,人如其名,一直以来都是一个如水一般柔柔弱弱的女孩,她总是那么的爱哭,高兴的时候会趴在他怀里呜呜的哭,伤心的时候同样会趴在他怀里凄凄的哭。但是在那半年里,她却很少哭过。不知道多少次,他听到她拼命的压抑着眼泪,对着他说:“柔柔一定听夕若姐姐的话,一定不会哭的,因为柔柔还要给少爷做饭,给少爷洗澡、换衣服、修剪头发,还有少爷快点醒来……” Every day, she accompanies his time to be longest, frequently, she is taking the scissors, one after another cultivates him to bleach the long hair that completely, crazy discussing: Young Master, Rourou (soft) likes you having the good long hair, then before Young Master wakes up, has the long hair to be good......” 每天,她陪他的时间最长,经常,她拿着剪刀,一根一根的修着他完全变白的长发,痴痴的念道:“少爷,柔柔更喜欢你留好长的头发呢,那在少爷醒来之前,就留着长发好不好……” Duanmu Yiren, before others, she still that arrogant chilly, even faint antiforeign, even if in that six months, her calmness as always, the too big sentiment has not fluctuated. But only Feng Xiao knows, in other girls not, she always head by in he almost ice-cold chest, is stroking gently his face, while whispering gently: Wakes? I will have completed multi- vegetables now, will do laundry, will clean up the room...... Also very good serving My Man. You wake up, I am you obediently well and cleverest, is the young sweetheart who will not be jealous good?” 端木伊人,在别人面前,她依然是那么的高傲清冷,甚至淡漠排外,即使是在那半年的时间里,她一如既往的冷静,没有太大的感情波动。但只有风逍知道,在其他女孩不在的时候,她总是把头靠在他几乎冰冷的胸口,一边摩挲着他的脸,一边轻轻的低语:“醒过来好吗?我现在已经会做好多菜,会洗衣服,会收拾房间……也会很好的伺候我的男人。你醒来,我乖乖做你最好、最乖、而且不会吃醋的小情人好不好?” She had forgotten she once was Duanmu Family Eldest Young Lady, heart and body department firmly on his body--, even if he for Yao'er, selfish will be sad complete flinging to give them. 她已经忘记了自己曾经是端木家大小姐,心与身都牢牢的系在他的身上——纵然他为了瑶儿,自私的将悲伤完全的甩给她们。 Yang Xiruo, this originally delicate, regardless of made anything completely changed to the girl who he relied on the extreme, lost the dependence, even said that was own pillar/backbone, she has not dropped down, moreover received frail side completely, temporarily takes on family's Master, by family/home that the delicate shoulder took on creaky. If no her, perhaps Rourou (soft) and Yiren already gave way. The ear reverberates she innumerable grieved whispering, only then before him, she frail so unscrupulous. 杨夕若,这个原本柔弱,无论做什么都对他依赖到极点的女孩完全的变了,失去了依靠,甚至说是自己的支柱,她没有倒下,而且完全收起自己脆弱的一面,临时担当起了家里的主人,以娇弱的肩膀担起已经摇摇欲坠的家。如果没有她,柔柔伊人或许早已垮掉。耳边回荡起她无数次让人心痛的低语,只有在他面前,她才会脆弱的如此肆无忌惮。 Baobao, she must study, must accompany Mother, but every day, she will ride the far car(riage) to visit him, because of her, this world anything cannot be more important than him. At first, she always cries, afterward, she has no longer cried, but is every day is holding his hand, earnest to him related own clever with own progress, is still transmitting own heart with she immature small hand to him. 宝宝,她要学习,要陪妈妈,但每一天,她都会坐好远的车去看他,因为对她来说,这个世界没有什么可以比他更重要。起初,她总是哭,后来,她不再哭了,而是每天捧着他的手,认真的向他诉说自己的乖巧与自己的进步,用她依然稚嫩的小手向他传递着自己的心。 Because Mother has said that Elder Brother will certainly come back, therefore cannot cry. 因为妈妈说过,哥哥一定会回来,所以不可以哭。 Chen Bing'er, in that six months, he will feel her existence every day clearly. When his side, she never spoke, only uses itself to ice the cold body to transmit the crazy love and hope. Although the body is cold, but look actually warm can melt any solid ice. During a half year, to protect him and several girls' safety, except for entering " Rebirth » world, she little leaves him extremely, originally has not returned including oneself family/home several times, because she had pledged, so long as there are her, does not make him receive, even if an injury, she was unable to bear a same attack again. 陈冰儿,那半年的时间里,他每天都会清楚的感觉到她的存在。在他身边时,她从不说话,仅用自己冰寒的身体来传递着痴恋与渴望。身体虽冷,但眼神却暖的能融化任何坚冰。半年之中,为了保护他和几个女孩的安全,除了进入《轮回》世界,她极少离开他,连自己原本的家也没有回过几次,因为她发过誓,只要有她在,再也不让他受到哪怕一丝的伤害,她已经无法再承受一次相同的打击。 Xiao Tongying, six months, she only has looked at his one time, that time, she uses the sharp nail to pinch his ear, wicked saying: Elder Sister, for you every day tired does not want the life, you actually every day here sleep, that day when you wake up, I will certainly not let off you.” 萧瞳影,半年的时间里,她只看过他一次,那一次,她用尖利的指甲掐着他的耳朵,恶狠狠的说道:“姐姐为了你每天累的连命都不要了,你却每天在这里睡大觉,等你醒来的那一天,我一定不会放过你。” Before him, she is still that people of fearing Xiao Family Demoness, but along with introduction of her voice, that drops unceasingly to his face on warm waterdrop is anything...... 在他面前,她依然是那个人人惧之的萧家魔女,但随着她声音的传入,那不断滴落到他脸上的暖暖的水滴又是什么…… also, that pledged that forever follows his Xiao Tian. The Yao'er death also inevitably makes him withstand the pain of tap web, painful at the same time, but must shoulder the innumerable pressures. Supports Wind City, supports the Long Feng Group foreign affairs-- even must bear the huge pressure to prepare to relate to China future World Martial Battle Grand Competition, each, sufficiently easily crashes an average person, but he such silently shoulders, has not complained with anybody, has not thought must make other people share own burden, because he does not dare, cannot have the slight negligence. 还有,那个发誓永远追随他的萧天瑶儿的死也必然让他承受着锥心之痛,痛苦的同时,还要背负着无数的压力。支撑风城,支撑龙风集团的外务——甚至还要承受着巨大的压力准备着关系到华夏未来的世界武斗大会,每一个,都足以将一个普通人轻易压垮,但他就这么默默的背负下来,从来没有和任何人诉过苦,也从来没想过要把自己的负担让他人来分担,因为他不敢,也不能有丝毫的疏忽。 Six months, each of them constrains own pain at heart, is facing every day by most enjoyable side, is since so long, their nobody drops down...... Because they have dropped down, nobody takes care of him, protects him, does not have the person to take a bath and feed the food for him...... also that has not interrupted summon. 半年的时间里,他们每一个人都把自己的苦压抑在心里,以最让人舒心的一面面对着每一天,这么久以来,他们没有一个人倒下……因为他们倒下了,就没有人去照顾他,保护他,就没有人为他洗澡、喂饭……还有那没有间断过的呼唤。 Shortly, he tears well up once more. 顷刻间,他再次泪如泉涌。 They that strong, only has itself, has chosen escape, has chosen dropping down, after Wan'er has paid HP/Life easely wakes up, 他们都是那么的坚强,唯有自己,选择了逃避,选择了倒下,在婉儿付出了生命之后才悠然醒来、 Actually do oneself do right by who? 自己究竟对得起谁? The heart is getting more and more painful, until the painful numbness, he looks at the tread, suddenly such as crazy crazy general dismal has smiled...... 心越来越痛,直到痛的麻木,他看着地面,忽然如痴狂一般悲凉的笑了起来…… Once strength was only a frail coat, after ripping, what revealed was weak and selfish. He awoke, was ridiculing itself in the pain by the laughter. He understands finally why the person after receiving greatly stimulated, always likes sending out desolate smiling. Because that is to the destiny, to own taunt and sudden enlightenment. 曾经的坚强只是一层脆弱的外衣,剥去之后,露出的是软弱与自私。他醒了,在痛苦中以笑声嘲笑着自己。他终于明白,为什么人在受了巨大刺激之后,总是喜欢发出苍凉的笑。因为那是对命运,对自己的嘲讽与顿悟。 After having smiled, he such as stone carving static kneeling there, whole body, only has the white hair with the wind light dance, is divulging light dismal. 笑过之后,他如一尊石雕般静静的跪在那里,全身上下,唯有白发随风轻舞,宣泄着淡淡的悲凉。 Sad, can let a person fast maturity, but mature, what requirement is a bigger sadness. 悲伤,可以让一个人快速的成熟,而更加的成熟,需要的是更大的悲伤。 Has not known how long, he has lowered the head finally, standing up slowly, while he sets out, a water drop drops to the ground. 不知过了多久,他终于低着头,缓缓的站起身来,在他起身的同时,一滴水滴落到地面上。 This is I this life...... Last drop of tears.” “这是我今生……最后一滴泪。” He raised the head, looks at the sky, on face does not have a water mark again, does not have one again sadly confused. After divulging, he has retrieved oneself road. 他抬起头来,看着天空,脸上再无一丝水迹,也再无一丝悲伤迷茫。宣泄之后,他找回了自己的路。 Turned into bronze Xuanyuan to appear in his hand, he visits it silently, the corners of the mouth reveal warm smiling suddenly, gently said: Wan'er, waits for me...... Regardless is difficult, I will lead you. I have said that no one can take away from my side you-- everyone not!” 已经变成古铜色的轩辕出现在了他的手中,他默默的看着它,嘴角忽然露出一个温暖的笑,轻柔的说道:“婉儿,等我……无论多难,我都会把你带回来。我说过,谁都不可以把你从我身边带走——谁都不可以!” Shut eyes to enjoy a while here wind, his tranquil looked at around one, left " Rebirth » world. 闭着眼睛享受了一会儿这里的风,他平静的看了一眼周围,离开了《轮回》世界。 The way of leaving, is still instruction offline. From beginning to end, he had no time to remember itself to enter Rebirth World including the body actually. 离开的方式,依然是指令般的下线。自始至终,他都无暇去想起自己其实连身体都已经进入了轮回世界 ( Serious reminder!! The next chapter, a also one after next chapter must open eyes carefully to look, the best character not to let off. Because of short two chapters, fill innumerable big holes-- attention, is the big hole! If looked, thought that bewilderedly, that obedient going starts to review the full text from the first chapter immediately.) (严重提醒!!下一章,还有下下一章一定要睁大眼睛仔细看,最好一个字都不许放过。因为短短两章,就填补无数的大坑——注意,是大坑!如果看完后觉得云里雾里莫名其妙的,那立刻乖乖的去从第一章开始重温一下全文。) ( Extra! The additional fine congress starts, limits always to paste several 7000! Slogan: Asura military might!) (号外!加精大会开始,限制到总贴数7000!口号:修罗威武!)
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