LA :: Volume #5

#430: Once hate

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The moonlight once more becomes gloomy. Long Wei asked: „Do you hate her?” 月光再次变得暗淡。龙威问道:“你恨她吗？” Feng Xiao shakes the head slowly: „At that time, I did not hate...... Because I know, in the Beiming Family clan eye, I perhaps is really only not worthy of mentioning ants, disdains to pay attention to radically, does not need such to wage a war to play to frame, moreover makes Die'er work as the person of that framing personally. Directly solves to get it over and done me.” 风逍缓缓摇头:“当时,我不恨……因为我知道,在北冥家族眼中,我或许真的只是一只微不足道的蝼蚁,根本不屑放在眼里,也根本无须这么大动干戈玩陷害,而且让蝶儿亲自当那个陷害的人。直接将我神不知鬼不觉的解决掉岂不是一劳永逸。” „The idea of Little Tian and I am completely same. Certainly is Beiming Yudie desperately entreats to let off me to the family, because she does not know that my ability, thinks that I merely am an average person...... But lets off my price is actually, she must frame me to be put in prison to make me desperate personally, lets me to her sentiment despairs, making us not have again in the together possibility.” “小天的想法和我完全相同。一定是北冥语蝶苦苦向家族哀求放过我,因为她不知道我的能力,以为我仅仅是一个普通人……而放过我的代价却是,她必须亲自陷害我入狱来让我绝望,让我对的她的感情绝望,让我们再也没有了在一起的可能。” The hatred, unknowingly reveals. Four years, he has not still been able to dismiss from mind, is unable to feel relaxed. 恨意,在不经意间流露。四年了,他依然无法忘怀,无法释然。 „But, why...... Why decides to expose status in me, reckless when her snatches from the Beiming Family clan, news that obtains her unexpectedly get married...... But she marries, is actually I Duanmu Aristocratic Family how , regardless of unable to find!!” “可是,为什么……为什么就在我决定暴露身份,不顾一切的将她从北冥家族抢回时,却得到她竟已嫁人的消息……而她所嫁的,却是我无论如何也找不到的端木世家！！” „Therefore, I start to hate, why hating her not to wait for me, hates her so not to be why rigid to this sentiment, such quickly compromises, such quickly marries other man!!” “所以,我开始恨,恨她为什么不等我,更恨她为什么对这份感情这么不执著,这么快就妥协,这么快就嫁给别的男人！！” Long Wei lightly sighed, has turned around to get out of the way silently. In his vision hides the chill/yin cold that little is presenting extremely. 龙威轻叹一声,转过身来默默走开。只是他的目光里潜藏着一股极少出现的阴寒。 Good Beiming Aristocratic Family, to dare so to treat my Long Wei son unexpectedly!! 好一个北冥世家,居然敢如此对待我龙威的儿子！！ He has too wants to ask him meddlesomely, wants to ask that he experiences ability that anything had has so shocked everybody, wants to ask why he can die and be reborn, wants to know for 21 years ago how he lives...... However, the opportunity is insufficient, he waited for that one day, he will smile is standing in front of himself, very natural called-- „father!” 他有着太多事想问他,想问他经历了什么才有了如此惊世骇俗的能力,想问他为什么可以死而复生,更想知道21年前他是如何活下来的……但是,时机还不够,他等待有一天,他会微笑着站在自己面前,很自然的叫自己一声——“爸！” In the balcony the father is listening attentively to pouring out of son, in the room, Feng Yao has been comforting the mood that Chu Yingying is losing control of unceasingly. Also several people believe, China God of Shadow when facing the flesh and blood kinship meets such not being able to withstand. 阳台上父亲倾听着儿子的倾诉,房间里,风瑶一直在安抚着楚颖颖不断失控的情绪。又有几人会相信,华夏的暗影之神在面对骨肉亲情时会是如此的不堪。 Chu Yingying pays special attention to the hand of Feng Yao blurredly, the look was relating, as if saw before , besieged Blood Emperor Shadow Wind. „Entire day, my heartbeat fierce beyond control. If not his times marvelously goes out from the hopeless situation, even brings back to life...... I have killed him...... I almost almost personally kill my son Ah......” 楚颖颖抓好风瑶的手,眼神迷离的诉说着,似乎又看到了之前围攻血皇影风的一幕幕。“整整一天的时间,我的心跳剧烈的无法控制。如果不是他奇迹般的一次次从绝境中走出,甚至起死回生……我已经杀死了他……我几乎差点亲手杀害自己的儿子啊……” The Chu Yingying sound is very low, whole body in slight is shivering. Recalls in the wounds on him leaving behind, own heart on as if by tearing piece by piece. More than 20 years completely have not arrived at slightly mother's responsibility, have not given him a concern, actually in first time meets truly then nearly personally has ruined his HP/Life...... In front of Feng Xiao, she is gingerly, even thought oneself do not have the face countenance to him. She does not know when oneself can forgive itself truly. 楚颖颖的声音很低,全身都在轻微的颤抖着。回忆起自己在他身上留下的一道道伤口,自己的心就仿佛在被一片片的撕裂。20多年没有尽到丝毫母亲的责任,没有给过他一丝的关怀,却在第一次真正见面时便险些亲手葬送了他的生命……在风逍面前,她战战兢兢,甚至觉得自己无颜面对他。她不知自己何时才能真正的原谅自己。 „Auntie.” Feng Yao is comforting her in a soft voice: „You do not use sadly, does not need to rebuke oneself. I understand Elder Brother, he will certainly not blame your. He today also very earnest said with me, he and your time fighting, you actually not wrong, the one who is wrong is he, you just carry out your protection China responsibility. He has not blamed you really...... On the contrary,” Feng Yao smiles: „He has said oneself is a genuine rotten to the core big evil person.” “阿姨。”风瑶轻声安慰着她:“你不用难过,更不用自责。我了解哥哥,他一定不会怪你的。他今天还很认真的和我说,他与你们那次的交手,你们其实都没有错,错的是他自己,你们只不过是履行自己的守护华夏的职责。他真的一点都没有怪过你们……相反,”风瑶莞尔一笑:“他一直都说自己才是个真正坏透的大恶人呢。” Chu Yingying looks at steadily looks at Feng Yao, some exclamation, has light feeling attached, she grabs her hand saying: „I am really happy for Xiao'er, because this whole life had a you such good female friend.” 楚颖颖目不转睛的看着风瑶,有惊叹,也有着淡淡的爱怜,她抓着她的手说道:“我真替逍儿开心,因为他这辈子有了你这么好的一个红颜知己。” „Not......” Feng Yao cheeks slightly red, said in a low voice: „Meets Elder Brother, is my this whole life biggest Luck.” “不……”风瑶脸颊微红,低声说道:“遇到哥哥,才是我这辈子最大的幸运。” „When you marry my family/home Xiao'er.” Chu Yingying said with a slight smile. Is first meeting, she then made her deeply subdue. Perhaps like this good girl, this life again not to meet second, how can drop. “那你何时嫁给我家逍儿。”楚颖颖微笑着说道。仅仅是第一次见面,她便令她深深折服。这样的好女孩,或许今生都不会再遇到第二个,怎能放手。 „Ah......” Feng Yao by being caught off guard that this issue asked that graceful tranquil did not see completely, on the face blushed a piece, for a long time sound low saying: „So long as Elder Brother wants.” “啊……”风瑶被这个问题问的措手不及,优雅恬静完全不见,脸上羞红一片,好久才声音低低的说道:“只要哥哥愿意,什么时候都可以。” „.” The Feng Yao sound was lower, lowered including: „I must with Elder Sister Yiren, also Younger Sister Ruoruo...... Marries Elder Brother together.” “不过。”风瑶的声音更低了,连头都低了下去:“我要和伊人姐姐,还有若若妹妹……一起嫁给哥哥。” Pledged that makes the life good Sisters, how can also they belong to Elder Brother first. 发誓做一生的好姐妹,又怎么可以先她们而属于哥哥。 But Rourou (soft), that every day delighted was calling „Young Master”, girl who is only willing to be the Elder Brother maidservant...... 而柔柔,那个每天欢喜的叫着“少爷”,只愿意做哥哥侍女的女孩子…… „Won't you think suffering from injustice?” A Chu Yingying point does not have accident/surprise. How she will unable to see that several girls' sentiment to the Feng Xiao. She wants to know really very much why these as outstanding as apex girl to his such being dead set on, even is willing holds existences of other people. “你不会觉得委屈吗？”楚颖颖一点没有意外。她又怎么会看不出那几个女孩子对风逍的感情。她真的很想知道,为什么这些优秀到顶点的女孩子会对他如此的死心塌地,甚至心甘情愿的容纳其他人的存在。 Feng Yao shakes the head hastily: „No! Will not have their several good Sisters, I without enough time, how will put happily also in great inconvenience. Moreover, such outstanding they should belong to most perfect Elder Brother. Also only then most perfect Elder Brother has the qualifications to have them.” 风瑶连忙摇头:“不！不会,有了她们几个好姐妹,我开心还来不及呢,怎么会委屈。而且,这么优秀的她们本来就该属于最最完美的哥哥。也只有最最完美的哥哥才有资格拥有她们。” Chu Yingying static looks at her eyes, mentioned each time „Elder Brother” two characters, the love in the vision revealing strong to letting her heart trembles. She understands indistinctly, she to his sentiment, the altitude that thorough she was unable to understand. She wants to know suddenly very much very much, is actually what kind of experience, what kind of fetters achievement the sentiment of this imprinting soul. 楚颖颖静静的看着她的眼睛,每次提到“哥哥”二字,目光中流露出的爱意浓烈到让她心颤。她隐约明白,她对他的感情,深到了她无法理解的高度。她忽然很想很想知道,究竟是怎样的经历,怎样的羁绊成就了这种深印灵魂的感情。 But had Feng Yao completely this „model”, other girls truly have also achieved living together in peace and harmony, is not only not hostile, instead kisses/close like Sisters. 而有了风瑶这完全的“典范”,其他女孩子也才真正做到了和睦相处,不但不敌视,反而亲如姐妹。 Facing such female, which man can achieve does not perish thoroughly, is willing to discard all for her. 面对这样的女子,哪个男人可以做到不彻底沉沦,甘愿为她舍弃一切。 The son had this kind of female friend, oneself also anything does not feel relieved. 儿子有了这样一个红颜知己,自己还有什么不放心的。 They discussed many. Feng Yao feeling to compunction and incurable spoiling of Chu Yingying to the Feng Xiao, has almost not concealed anything to her. The gentle voice was telling the Feng Xiao childhood to her...... Youngster...... Grown, his disposition, his hobby, his perfect, only did not mention any about his painful event. 不知不觉间,两人谈了好多。风瑶感受的到楚颖颖对风逍的内疚和无可救药的溺爱,对她几乎没有隐瞒什么。柔声向她讲述着风逍的童年……少年……成年,他的性格,他的爱好,他的完美,却唯独不提起任何关于他的伤心事。 „Does child, you think your birth parents?” Chu Yingying asked in a soft voice. “孩子,你想你的亲生父母吗？”楚颖颖柔声问道。 „In childhood, I was the same with Elder Brother, every day will ask that Adoptive Father our birth parents where, every day longs for seeing them. At that time, we think that our parents are the same people. After growing up, this feeling is getting more and more pale, because I had Elder Brother, was enough, was completely enough.” Feng Yao was replying in a soft voice, her idea and Feng Xiao how similar. “小时候,我和哥哥一样,每天都会问义父我们的亲生父母在哪里,每天都渴望见到他们。那时,我们都以为我们的父母是同一人。长大后,这种感觉越来越淡,因为我有了哥哥,足够了,完全足够了。”风瑶轻声回答着,她的想法和风逍何其的相似。 A Chu Yingying face feels attached to is caressing her long hair, saying that loves dearly: „Pitiful child, forgives your parents. Parents who has not loved the child, reason that they in the past lost you, certainly has the difficulties of difficult word. Moreover these many years, they certainly painstakingly were also seeking for you,” 楚颖颖一脸爱怜的抚着她的长发,心疼的说道:“可怜的孩子,原谅你的父母吧。没有不疼爱孩子的父母,他们当年之所以将你丢失,一定有着难言的苦衷。而且这么多年了,他们也一定在苦苦的寻找你,” Feng Yao nods, she after all is a thoughts exquisite girl. Several years, the kinship that although she has not worn a mask that looks is very pale, but she still occasionally longs for obtaining a warm maternal love, still on the quiet will be describing birth parents' image in the dream. 风瑶点点头,她毕竟是一个心思细腻的女孩子。十几年了,虽然她已经将那迟迟未曾蒙面的亲情看的很淡,但她依然会偶尔渴望得到一份温暖的母爱,依然会在梦中悄悄描绘着亲生父母的形象。 „You are the Xiao'er righteousness younger sister, is the wife who Xiao'er is doomed,” Chu Yingying smiles: „Can you call me ‚mother’?” “你是逍儿的义妹,也是逍儿注定的妻子,”楚颖颖微笑起来:“你可以叫我一声‘妈’吗？” The beautiful pupil of Feng Yao flashes gracefully, she looks at Chu Yingying eyes dull, the lip shivers, she throws to her bosom, shouted one gently: „Mother......” 风瑶的美眸盈盈闪动,她呆呆看着楚颖颖的眼睛,嘴唇颤动,她扑到她的怀里,轻轻喊了一声:“妈妈……” That contains the summons of too many sentiment to make Chu Yingying suddenly tears well up. She has not obtained the son to mother that purest summon, but the summon of Feng Yao has filled up she 50% regrets. She then truly feels...... Oneself had the daughter-in-law, had the son. 那包含着太多感情的呼唤让楚颖颖一时间泪如泉涌。她迟迟没有得到儿子对母亲那最单纯的呼唤,但风瑶的这声呼唤填满了她一半的遗憾。她这才真正的感受到……自己真的有了儿媳妇,有了儿子。 The Feng Xiao footsteps stop in front of Feng Yao, that summon of Feng Yao clear spreads to his ear, making his innermost feelings shiver. 风逍的脚步停在风瑶门前,风瑶的那声呼唤清晰的传入他的耳中,让他内心颤动。 Is Ah...... Yao'er after all is the innermost feelings soft girl, she cannot like that be able truly to achieve the indifferent lost like oneself after all the kinship. 是啊……瑶儿毕竟是个内心柔软的女孩子,她毕竟不能像自己那般可以真正做到漠视遗失的亲情。 Yao'er birth parents where...... Who are they? 瑶儿的亲生父母在哪里……他们又是谁？ Drawing back that Feng Xiao is quietly opens, has not disturbed them. He arrives at the hall, pulls up face bored color/look Xiao Tian, has drawn to the balcony. 风逍悄无声息的退开,没有打搅她们。他走到大厅,拉起一脸无聊之色的萧天,一直拉到阳台上。 „Your Star Chaser.” “你的追星。” The Feng Xiao Bank of China light flash moves, a tall and slender silver sword appears in the hand, was lost by him to Xiao Tian. 风逍手中银光闪动,一把细长的银剑出现在手中,然后被他丢给萧天。 Xiao Tian face excited receiving, started in Star Chaser that moment, his complexion cataclysm, became the exaggeration. 萧天一脸激动的接过,就在追星入手那一刻,他的脸色激变,变得夸张至极。 „Weight, feel and sword melt in heart the feeling...... Exactly the same, in feeling with game is exactly the same.” Is feeling the warmth and light and lively in hand, Xiao Tian is muttering. He turns around suddenly, the left hand takes off a piece of narrow and small green leaf on the bonsai of balcony, then loses to airborne. “重量、手感、剑融于心的感觉……一模一样,和游戏中的感觉一模一样。”感受着手中的温暖和轻灵,萧天喃喃自语着。他忽然转身,左手在阳台的盆栽上摘下一片狭小的绿叶,然后丢向空中。 That flickers, the Xiao Tian vision becomes is swifter and fiercer than the sharp sword, looks the long and narrow leaf that piece falls gently slowly, his right hand has put on the sword hilt. 那一瞬,萧天的目光变得比利剑还要凌厉,看着那片缓缓飘落的狭长叶子,他的右手放到了剑柄上。 Without any sound, the weak silver light flashes together passes. The hand of Xiao Tian still places on the sword hilt, as if has not moved. 没有任何的声响,一道微弱的银光一闪即逝。萧天的手依然放在剑柄上,仿佛从来没有动过。 „Is this feeling, is this feeling...... I have not thought, originally I can wield a such sword.” The corner of the eye of Xiao Tian hidden has tears point, all, as if have a dream general. A moment ago that sword, was not just in the Rebirth World comprehension „chaotic”!! “就是这种感觉,就是这种感觉……我从来没有想到,原来我真的可以挥出这样的一剑。”萧天的眼角隐有泪点,一切,都仿佛做梦一般。刚才那一剑,不正是自己在轮回世界领悟的“乱”么！！ The remnant leaf fell gently finally the ground, fell to the ground that flash, it unexpectedly strange powder even ten, 残叶终于飘落到了地上,落地那一刹那,它竟诡异的散成均匀的十段, In the Feng Xiao eye the extraordinary splendor flashes continually, that flashes through the weak silver light of eye border, is actually nine! 风逍眼中异彩连闪,那闪过眼际的微弱银光,其实是九道！ Star Chaser Sword technique-- chaotic!! 追星剑技——乱！！
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