Zhou Ze stands up, the preparation stopped by calling out that girl. 周泽站起身,准备叫住那个女孩。 Actually in this time, discovered startled, in the market everywhere is the black footprints, not only before the light is that girl, other customers, the sales clerk, everyone's shoe sole, smeared a black fat probably, every step falls, left the clear trail. 却在此时,愕然发现,商场里到处都是黑色的脚印,不光光是之前的那个女孩,其余的顾客,售货员,所有人的鞋底,像是都抹上了一层黑色的油脂,每一步落下,都留下了清晰的足迹。 This is Zhou Ze cannot expect the situation, is difficult to be inadequate everyone in this market, is the ghosts? 这是周泽所没能预料到的情况,难不成这个商场里的所有人,都是鬼？ Even if the nighttime market, is impossible is so exaggerating. 哪怕是鬼市,也不可能这么夸张吧。 Previous Zhou Ze and Xu Qinglang have experienced the Madam Bai’s evening banquet, creates a disturbance on several table people, being far from now being so big on, must know that Madam Bai cultivated for 200 years, the midway had also had own temple body. 上次周泽和许清朗见识过白夫人的晚宴,也就几桌子人打打闹闹,远远没有现在这般高大上,要知道白夫人可是修炼了两百年,中途还有过自己的庙身。 The dizzy feeling raids suddenly, 天旋地转的感觉忽然袭来, Zhou Ze is similar to feel oneself are placing oneself in the Merry-Go-Round in amusement park, 周泽仿佛觉得自己正在置身于游乐场里的旋转木马之中, All around all, are such is not real, appears that grotesque and gaudy. 四周的一切,都是那么的不真实,显得那么的光怪陆离。 You divide not clear anything are fake , does not understand that which are real, 你分不清楚什么是假的,也搞不明白哪些是真的, Only can glance right and left ignorantly. 只能浑浑噩噩地左顾右盼。 He remembers that some time ago Xu Qinglang seemed to have also presented the same picture, then he charged into the street suddenly, if not tramples he, he had possibly been hit to fly by the car(riage). 他记得不久前许清朗似乎也出现过一样的画面,然后他忽然冲向了马路,如果不是自己一脚踹中他,他可能已经被车撞飞了。 But at present, that feeling is raiding to oneself. 而眼下,那种感觉正在向自己袭来。 That fellow, 那个家伙, Was the plan acts to oneself? 是打算对自己出手了么？ As ghost messenger, is given to be a traitor by the ghost who oneself chase unexpectedly, probably cannot a little be justified, what most awfully is, how Zhou Ze should not revolt clearly. 作为一名鬼差,居然被自己追逃的鬼给反戈一击,好像有点说不过去,最要命的是,周泽并不清楚该如何去反抗。 He to catching the ghost, has stayed in inertia cognition that in can go smoothly everywhere with oneself nail, but the this time issue, probably own nail does not have the means to help itself. 他对抓鬼,一直停留在用自己指甲就可以无往不利的惯性认知之中,而这次的问题,好像自己的指甲也没办法帮到自己。 Sat on the ground staggering, Zhou Ze saw front some people to give some oneself pocket money probably, 踉踉跄跄地坐在了地上,周泽好像看见面前有人递给自己一些零钱, Near the ear heard some people saying that to oneself indistinctly „this was looks to give own eight dollars”. 耳边隐约听到了有人对自己说“这是找给自己的八块钱”。 Then, 然后, Front girl's head starts becomes fuzzy, all in oneself line of sight seem like in this time by starch wrapping, by oneself disgusting, making oneself be dizzy. 面前女孩儿的头开始变得模糊起来,自己视线中的一切在此时都像是被一层浆糊给包裹住,让自己恶心,让自己头晕。 As if returned to the road to Hades again, follows the populace to stand on tiptoes the condition that together numbly the tip of the toe is proceeding together, 仿佛又再度回到了黄泉路上,跟随着大众一起麻木地踮着脚尖一起往前走的状态, Said, all living things, 佛说,芸芸众生相, But on the road to Hades, only has one. 但黄泉路上,只有一相。 Breathes not to have the means to raise the Zhou Ze sensation to oneself, put out a hand to grasp firmly own neck subconsciously, he lowers the head, makes an effort to cough, wanted to call, cannot call. 周泽感知到自己呼吸都没办法提起来,下意识地伸手攥住了自己的脖子,他低下头,用力地咳嗽着,想要叫,却叫不出来。 This is a feeling that makes one experience one day like a year, is one type exerts torture spiritually, previously Xu Qinglang easily collapsed in very much, but Zhou Ze, downcast at this time. 这是一种让人度日如年的感觉,也是一种施加在精神上的酷刑,先前许清朗就在里面很轻易地崩溃了,而周泽,此时也陷落在了其中。 Zhou Ze felt oneself should make anything, but at this moment, he except for is withstanding all these passively, probably anything did not do. 周泽觉得自己应该做点什么,但在此刻,他除了被动地承受这一切,好像什么都做不了。 Sore, 疼, Depressing, 压抑, Suffocates, 窒息, Suffering of streaming, keeps whipping your soul. 纷至沓来的折磨,不停地鞭挞着你的灵魂。 ............ ………… „Mister, Mister, you how?” “先生,先生,你怎么了？” Girl looking the pocket money gave Zhou Ze, but suddenly discovered own front man vision starts to become the pollution, probably very painful appearance. 女孩把找的零钱递给了周泽,但忽然发现自己面前的男子目光开始变得浑浊,好像很痛苦的样子。 What the girl's first response is this male touches the porcelain, drinks water that Zijia Supermarket sold, immediately on uncomfortable. 女孩第一反应是这男的是碰瓷的,喝了自家超市卖的水,马上就不舒服了。 But looked at a while, does not feel like, the man seems very really painful. 但看了一会儿,又觉得不像,男子像是真的很痛苦。 „Mister, wants me to help you call 120?” The girl asked. “先生,要我帮你叫120吗？”女孩问道。 Who knows that front man actually puts out a hand, her pushes to the ground, then staggers sets out, runs to outside. 谁知道面前的男子却伸出手,将她推倒在地,然后踉跄地起身,一路向外面奔跑出去。 The girl wants to call to report to the police or report 120, because she thought that the condition of that man is very unstable, but in line with the multi- incident was inferior finally the mentalities of few incident, have not taken the telephone. 女孩本想打电话报警或者报120,因为她觉得那个男人的状态很不稳定,但最后还是本着多一事不如少一事的心态,没有把电话拿出来。 ............ ………… The mirror that all around all, the water makes probably, is reflecting all kinds of brilliance, some rays shine, the warm feeling, had not actually increased a person of innermost feelings irritation. 四周的一切,都像是水做的镜子,折射着各式各样的光彩,些许的光芒照射进来,没给人暖意,却增添了人内心一种烦躁。 Zhou Ze does not know where oneself to are walking, does not know are oneself doing, he has even been psychologically prepared, oneself have possibly arrived on the street like beforehand Xu Qinglang, then waits for steering handle to hit to fly. 周泽不知道自己在向哪里走,也不知道自己在干什么,他甚至已经做好了心理准备,自己可能像之前的许清朗一样已经走到了马路上,然后等待着一辆车把自己撞飞。 He can only conduct a passive resistance, he does not know where oneself are, also does not know where own present arrives, but has resisted that being deliberately bad impulsion that is presenting at heart. 他只能在进行着一种被动的抗拒,他不知道自己身在何方,也不知道自己现在走到哪里,但一直抗拒着心里出现的那种自暴自弃的冲动。 „kuāng dāng ............” “哐当…………” One the sound moves transmits, 一声响动传来, Zhou Ze knocked front trashcan, then the whole person threw down in the garbage heap, irritated the nose the ill-smelling flavor unable to make him wake up, in his field of vision, the fragrant grass was everywhere green, as if paradise. 周泽撞翻了面前的垃圾箱,然后整个人摔倒在了垃圾堆里,刺鼻酸臭的味道没能让他醒来,在他的视野里,到处芳草如茵,仿佛世外桃源。 The surrounding scenery is very obviously beautiful, all around brilliance is very obviously gorgeous, 明明周围的景色很美丽,明明四周的光彩很艳丽, But actually cannot give people slightly the comfortable feeling. 但却没能给人丝毫舒适的感觉。 Here is more like a shackles, making the person instinct repel it, wants to flee it. 这里更像是一座牢笼,让人本能地排斥它,想要逃离它。 The happy talks and laughters, transmit in the surroundings, the surroundings, probably one crowd of many enchanting females in the graceful dance, the distant place, are having the incense and candle to wind around, some probably countless people are consecrating the spirit table. 欢声笑语,在周围传来,周围,好像是有一群莺莺燕燕正在曼舞,远处,更有香火缭绕,像是有无数人正在供奉着神台。 Various pictures, keep reappearing in the Zhou Ze mind, bit by bit is extruding his nerve, any picture, possibly becomes last straw that crashes the camel. 各种画面,不停地在周泽脑海中浮现,一点一点地挤压着他的神经,任何一幅画面,都可能成为压垮骆驼的最后一根稻草。 Finally, the picture framed, 终于,画面定格了, Zhou Ze discovered oneself are standing in the familiar courtyard entrance, 周泽发现自己正站在熟悉的院落门口, Above is hanging the sign of orphanage, 上面挂着孤儿院的牌子, But in own front, the couple is keeping there a baby carriage, they seem about to leave. 而在自己前方,有一对夫妇正在把一个婴儿车留在那里,他们似乎准备离开。 After Zhou Ze grows up, has asked the chief own birth, in fact, the chief after the children will grow up will not conceal, he will tell Zhou Ze, oneself will be is abandoned by the parents on own initiative. 周泽长大后问过院长自己的出生,事实上,院长在孩子们长大后也不会去隐瞒,他告诉周泽,自己是被父母主动遗弃的。 Since then, Zhou Ze has not gone to think again the idea of looking for the birth parents, he only treated as the parents dead, his life, will not need them again. 自此之后,周泽就没有再去想过找自己亲生父母的想法,他只当作自己爹妈已经死了,他的人生,不会再需要他们。 But at this point, 但在此时, Zhou Ze actually suddenly premonitions, 周泽却忽然有一种预感, Front that to the couple, should be own parents, 前面那对夫妻,应该是自己的父母, But that baby carriage child, 而那个婴儿车里的孩子, Should be oneself. 应该就是自己。 He lifts subconsciously starts, 他下意识地抬起脚, To run, 想要跑过去, Has a look at own parents is what noodles accommodates, even, possibly interrogated why again they must abandon itself. 看看自己的父母到底是什么面容,甚至,可能再去质问他们为什么要遗弃自己。 But this foot merely raised the head, 但这一脚只是抬起头, Has not actually fallen, 却没有落下去, On the Zhou Ze face revealed the color of struggling, 周泽脸上露出了挣扎之色, His instinct detected that anything, this fell, is the abyss! 他本能地察觉到了一些什么,这一脚落下去,就是深渊！ Happy all, frame the present picture finally, this brings the poisonous pie, this is the hunter prepare clip, waits for the prey to take that foot. 美好的一切,最终定格成眼前的画面,这是带着毒的馅儿饼,这是猎人布置好的夹子,就等着猎物迈出那一脚。 ............ ………… Building rooftop edge position, 大厦天台边缘位置, Has stood the Zhou Ze body in back wall creakies, underground consciousness anteversions seem like must crash, but once again times place center of gravity adjusting. 已经站在护墙上的周泽身体摇摇欲坠,一次次地下意识地前倾像是要坠落下去,但又一次次地把重心给调整了回来。 He is struggling, 他在挣扎, He is revolting, 他在反抗, And, hangs in the balance. 且,命悬一线。 In one side of rooftop, is standing a woman who does not have the head. 在天台的一侧,站着一个没有头的女人。 On the women no longer is the yellow woolen sweater, but is a azure long gown, the style is somewhat obsolete, has many breakages all around, but the woman on ice-cold stands there, faces Zhou Ze that possibly seems to be falling down momentarily. 女人身上不再是黄色的毛衣,而是一件青色的长袍,样式有些陈旧,周遭也有多处破损,但女人就冰冷冷地站在那里,面对着似乎随时都可能掉下去的周泽。 But in rooftop, the third person, is a father. 而天台上,还有第三个人,是一位神父。 What a pity Zhou Ze cannot open the eye to look at this time, otherwise he will certainly recognize this father and he in had just seen some time ago. 可惜周泽此时不能睁开眼睛看,否则他一定会认出这位神父和他在不久前才刚刚见过。 At Miss Liu's funeral, this father from beginning to end, except for giving cigarette, without other spoken languages. 在刘小姐的葬礼上,这位神父自始至终,除了递给自己一根烟,没有其他的言语。 Even if facing that two family strange ice-cold evening banquets, father also merely stands in the , looks peacefully, probably is appreciating a ukiyoe picture scroll. 哪怕是面对那两个家庭诡异冰冷的晚宴,神父也只是站在边上,安静地看着,像是在欣赏着一副浮世绘画卷。 Father a while has a look at Zhou Ze, a while to have a look at front headless female, 神父一会儿看看周泽,一会儿看看面前的无头女, He shakes the head, 他摇摇头, Said to the headless female opens the mouth: 对无头女开口道: „Azure clothes empress, he is ghost messenger.” “青衣娘娘,他是鬼差。” This is a reminder, 这是一句提醒, The status of reminder present headless female this man. 提醒眼前的无头女这个男子的身份。 But this reminder, aggravates the situation without doubt probably. 但这句提醒,无疑像是火上浇油。 Determination that the father has not aggravated the situation, but continues saying: „He, if were killed by you, will provoke the response of underworld.” 神父没有火上浇油的自觉,而是继续道:“他如果被你杀死了,会引起地狱的反应。” The headless female turns around suddenly, faces the father. 无头女忽然一转身,朝向神父。 The father sprinkles however smiles, the direct transit said: 神父洒然一笑,直接转口道: „ But his merely temporary ghost messenger, not popular grade, even without , there would be no. “但他只是一个临时鬼差,不入流的品级,哪怕是没了,也就没了。 At this time, the person who dares to disturb the empress interest, should not have the good end. 在这个时候,敢打扰娘娘兴致的人,都不该有好下场。 Moreover the empress, has not made the mistake. ” 而且娘娘本身,就没做错。” The headless woman has turned around , to continue to face Zhou Ze, as if let off some the fathers of being an eyesore. 无头女人转过身,继续面对周泽,似乎放过了这位有些碍眼的神父。 The father stands there , to continue to act as the viewer, this seems like a role that he most likes. 神父站在那里,继续充当着看客,这似乎是他最喜欢的一个角色。 He knows the status of this headless woman, even is somewhat strange, before this, has had ghost messenger of casual acquaintance, cannot detect the status of woman unexpectedly immediately. 他知道这个无头女人的身份,甚至有些奇怪,这位之前有过一面之缘的鬼差,竟然没能在第一时间察觉到女人的身份。 This ghost messenger to the business, has is not skilled. 这个鬼差对业务,到底有多么不精通。 She is not the ghost, 她不是鬼啊, She is not existence that you can have jurisdiction over, 她根本就不是你所能管辖的存在, You are actually staring at her, is pursuing her, 你却盯着她,追着她, Arrived finally, 到最后, Angered her. 惹怒了她。 Women, but bears a grudge very much. 女人,可是很记仇的。 Especially at present this, 尤其眼前这位, Date and time not many woman. 时日无多的女人。 The father vision looks to behind, the building is very high, the field of vision is very good, can see the work site in distant place, is conducting the relocation construction, there, the dust flies upwards. 神父目光看向身后,大厦很高,视野很好,能够看见远处的一座工地,正在进行着拆迁施工,那里,尘土飞扬。 A time can leave the memory of people, most direct-viewing, actually constructed, but the present city structural transformation, without doubt the process that the past many marks cancel slowly. 一个时代所能留给人们的记忆,最直观的,其实就是建筑了,而眼下的城区改造升级,无疑是将过去的很多印记慢慢抹去的过程。 Has turned head again, 再回过头, Looks that also Zhou Ze that around stands non-stop swaying in the edge position body, 看着还站在边缘位置身体不停前后摇晃的周泽, The father is also somewhat surprised, 神父心里也是有些惊讶, This temporary ghost messenger, really can insist. 这位临时鬼差,也真能坚持。 Even if trades to be him, possibly could not insist that was so long. 就算是换做他,可能也坚持不了这么久吧。 But in the meantime, 但就在此时, The father sees the Zhou Ze ten fingers of nails to melt suddenly slowly, the juice that but melts, has not actually dropped, but backflows the body. 神父忽然看见周泽十指的指甲正在慢慢地融化,但融化下去的汁水,却没有滴落下来,而是回流进了身体。 The Zhou Ze’s skin, starts gradually to present the bronze gloss in this time, this is not the bronze that the sunlight and fitness accomplish, but is one type is mixing with 周泽的皮肤,在此时开始逐渐呈现出古铜色的光泽,这不是阳光和健身造就出来的古铜色,而是一种夹杂着 Gloomy, 阴暗, Curse, 诅咒, Callous, 冷酷, Color that many have negative. 诸多负面存在的色彩。 Meanwhile, the father discovered the double pupil position that Zhou Ze shuts tightly, starts to have the green light to release slowly, ominous beast that probably an originally is dormant, 与此同时,神父发现周泽紧闭的双眸位置,开始有绿光慢慢地释放出来,像是一头原本正在蛰伏的凶兽, At this time, 此时, Was stimulated gradually must want regained consciousness. 渐渐被刺激得要苏醒过来。 The Zhou Ze’s corners of the mouth position, two fangs, infiltrated the lip gradually. 周泽的嘴角位置,两颗獠牙,渐渐渗透出了嘴唇。 Bai Yingying has been very curious a matter, oneself in any case is also a deep sleep 200 years of zombie, but why will pull out by the Zhou Ze’s nail does not want! 白莺莺一直很好奇一件事,自己好歹也是一具沉睡两百年的僵尸,但为什么会被周泽的指甲抽得不要不要的！ At present, 眼前, Looked not to dare to believe the color father to give the answer for her, 面露不敢置信之色的神父替她给出了答案, His corners of the mouth pulled out pulling out, 他的嘴角抽了抽, The mouth puts out two characters: 嘴里吐出两个字: „Zombie!” “僵屍！”