Lu Xunfirstsaid that in«CollectionSmallVarious thoughts»inwrote:
鲁迅先说在《而已集・小杂感》里写道:„Sees the shortsleeve, immediatelythinkswhiteBibo, thinksimmediately the entirelbody, thinksimmediatelyfreshz, thinks ofxjunctionsimmediately, immediatelythinks of the hybrid, immediatelythinks of the illegitimate child............”
“一见短袖子,立刻想到白臂膊,立刻想到全l体,立刻想到生z器,立刻想到x交,立刻想到杂交,立刻想到私生子…………”Zhou Zeat this timeis the similarcondition,周泽此时是差不多的状态,Seesthisprison,
一见到这座监狱,Thinksoldstretch/openbrother-in-law, thenthinksthatpen, immediately afterwardthinksominousdwellingvilla that Yingyingbuys, laterthinks of the bathroom, thought ofthatmirror in bathroom.
就想到了老张的妹夫,然后就想到了那支笔,紧接着就想到了那栋莺莺买的凶宅别墅,之后就想到卫生间,想到了卫生间里的那面镜子。Alsotherefore,
也因此,Zhou Zelooksonat this time when one mirror in glare shield,周泽此时看着自己上头挡光板里的镜子时,As ifwhatinmirroris that
仿佛镜子里的是那位,Hecanexchangewith,
他能和自己交流,Cantooneselfgesticulationmovement.
能对自己比划动作。Butin fact, all are very peaceful, in the mirror, ishe.
但事实上,一切都很安静,镜子里的,还是他自己。Litcigarette, clamps the hand of smoketo placeoutside the glass.
重新点了一根烟,夹着烟的手放在车窗外。Thatwoman, has gone innearly for a halfhour.
那个女人,已经进去快半个小时了。Suchjust as she said that
正如她所说的那样,Once the person in underworlddoes not obey the custom of the world of the living, they will be very free;地狱里的人一旦不守阳间的规矩,她们会很自由;Buteveryoneobeys the custom, little loli is also defends, Zhou Ze is also defends, howno onetoldthemnot to obey the custom to be a concreteconsequence.
但大家都是守规矩的,小luoli也是守的,周泽也是守的,没人告诉他们不守规矩会是怎样一种具体的后果。Because,
因为,Did not defend the well-mannered person dead probably.
不守规矩的人好像都死了。Shook the cigarette ash,
抖了抖烟灰,Whenoneselfdrive, thatwomanhas stared atoneselffingerto look,sheshouldseeanything.
在自己开车时,那个女人一直盯着自己的手指在看,她应该看出了点什么。Commonghost messenger, life, withoutthatexperience, even ifthere is a thatexperience, channel that cannotreport.
寻常的鬼差,孤魂野鬼,没那个见识,就算有那个见识的,也没可以举报的渠道。Butthiswomanis different, shesaid that she came from Bridge of Helplessness.
但这个女人不同,她说她来自奈何桥。Furthermore,
再者,BossZhouas if there is littleimpression,
周老板似乎有一点点的印象,Probablyoneselfoncekilledfrom the Bridge of Helplessnessseniormaidservant,
好像自己曾杀过来自奈何桥的老侍女,Thatarrives at the bookstoreto askhisother shoreflowerold woman,
那个来到书店问他彼岸花的老妪,Finallyshecannotunderunderworld, byBossZhoutearing into shreds.
最后她没能下地狱,被周老板给撕碎了。
……
不知不觉间,Zhou Zewas used tothisattitude of life, hewantsto continue the freesalt fishto get downin the world of the living, mustbyownmatter, unable to be givento knowby the underworldtruebig shot, thereforeanyghost that maydivulgehismatter, was interceptedbyhim, mostly, fell into the belly of oneselfwithin the bodythatconsciousness.周泽习惯了这种处世之道,他想在阳间继续自由咸鱼下去,就得让自己的事情,不能被地狱真正的大佬给知道,所以凡是有可能泄露他事情的亡魂,都被他截杀了,大部分,都落入了自己体内那个意识的肚子里。Wronghas not rather killed1000not to let offone is so extreme,
没有宁可错杀一千也不放过一个那么极端,Butis also similar.
但也差不多吧。Actually, manypeople in reading roomthought that the Zhou Zerecentcharacterhad the littlechange, butZhou Zeperhapsaretoo close to the problem, notthisfeeling.
其实,书屋里的不少人都觉得周泽最近的性格有了一点点的变化,但周泽自己或许是当局者迷,并没有这种感觉。In the entirereading room, can the clearsensationtothis point, andconfirmationthis point, only thenlittle loli, becauseshepersonallyseesZhou Ze under thatconscious stateto takecorpsepillwhenthatlate, whenoneselfandBai Yingyingmouthpushesback and forthscene.
整个书屋里,能清晰感知到这一点且确认这一点的,只有小luoli,因为她在那晚亲眼见过那个意识状态下的周泽拿着尸丹在自己和白莺莺嘴边来回推送时的情景。„Was a little sleepy.”
“有点困了。”Zhou Zeyawns,周泽打了个呵欠,„Good to sleepwithYingying.”
“好想和莺莺睡觉。”............
…………„Youexist, inmydeepmind, inmydream, myat heart, inmysinging sound............”
“你存在,我深深的脑海里,我的梦里,我的心里,我的歌声里…………”In the prisonlibraryis still playing the background music, is«InMySinging sound that»bent/tuneWantingsang.
监狱图书馆里还在播放着背景音乐,是曲婉婷唱的《我的歌声里》。
The tuneis happy, the soundis not high, light, low......
曲乐悠扬,声音不高,淡淡的,低低的……Puts on the man of prison uniformalsoto sit there,
穿着囚服的男人还坐在那里,Inhis,
在他脚下,Thenis a balled paper of place,
则是一地的纸团,Fountain pen,
钢笔,Was placedon the desktop.
被摆放在桌面上。
The story, could not write, was separated fromhiscontrol;
故事,写不下去了,脱离了他的掌控;Bythis time, the authorno longeris an author, insteadprobably a accounted orallyobject, heis only responsible forwriting down the writing, under the record the story, howto then developas forthisstory, what kind ofchange the characterrolewill conduct,
到这个时候,作者已经不再是作者,反而像是一个被口述的对象,他只负责写下文字,记录下故事,至于这个故事接下来会如何地发展,人物角色会进行怎样的变化,Heis unknown.
他自己都不得而知。
The form of womanappearedin the library, the safety guard system of prisonimprovedvery muchstrictly, but can only be able to block the prisoner unable to go out, actuallycould not guard against the ghost.
女人的身影出现在了图书馆里,监狱的安保系统很是严格完善,但只能挡得住囚犯出不去,却防备不了亡魂。Shecame, andarrives at the manslowlynearby.
她进来了,且缓缓地走到男人的跟前。Looks that by the chairboth handsin the man who let fall,
看着靠在椅子上双手垂落下去的男人,Shefirstsmiles, thenrestrained the happy expression, revealed the color of doubt:
她先是笑了笑,然后收敛起了笑意,露出了狐疑之色:„Somewhatis smoothmakesmebe inconceivable, Icome outfewhours, sees the thing that Iwantto look, alsosees the person who Iwantto find.”
“顺利得让我有些难以想象,我才出来没几个小时,就看见了我想找的东西,也看见了我想找的人。”Thisfeeling,
这种感觉,
When looks likeMonk TangpreparesWestern Paradiseto learn from experienced people previous dayto be known,
就像是唐僧准备西天取经时的前一天才被得知,Western ParadiseSpirit Mountain is the same in the Chang'annext door.
西天灵山就在长安隔壁一样。
It is not very real, is not real, makingpeoplethinkall these, is false.
很不真实,太不真实,让人恍惚中觉得这一切,都是假的。
The prisonershave leaned the face, looks atwoman.
囚犯侧过脸,看着身边的这个女人。Meanwhile, in the prisonin the corner of prison cell, the prisoneris also binding the quilt, probablyinducedsometype of familiaraura, is trembling.
与此同时,监狱里还有一处牢房的角落中,有一个囚犯裹着被子,像是感应到了某种熟悉的气息,正在瑟瑟发抖。Butis goodbecause,
但好在,Thataurais notlookshis.
那个气息并不是来找他的。„Youlook, isthispen?”
“你来找的,是这支笔么?”
The prisonersreferred to the fountain pen on table.
囚犯指了指桌子上的钢笔。„You.”
“还有你。”
The womencontinueto approach,
女人继续走近,„Actually, compared withthispen, Bridge of Helplessnesswantsto know,youinwhatmethod, do urgethispen?”
“其实,比起这支笔,奈何桥更想知道,你是以何种的方法,驱使这支笔的?”
The prisonerslook at the female who approachesunceasingly,
囚犯看着不断靠近的女子,Is drooping the shoulder,
耷拉着肩膀,Faint smile.
似笑非笑。
„ Thispen, the wandering about destituteworld of the livingtensixty-year cycle, Bridge of Helplessnesshas not been thinkingseeks, becauseinitiallythispenwhenBridge of Helplessness, even if even/includingMengwoman, does not know that thispenbesidesbringingoutside the thrushis useful, wheneveryoneitis a finescrap.
“这支笔,流落阳间已经十个甲子了,奈何桥一直没想着去找寻,因为当初这支笔在奈何桥时,哪怕是连孟婆,都不知道这支笔除了拿来画眉以外还有什么用,大家都当它是一个精致的废品。Butis now different, youuseditunexpectedly. ”
但现在不同了,你居然用得了它。”Saying,
说着,
The womenarrived at the prisonerfinally,
女人终于走到了囚犯的跟前,Bends the waist, undertuneknee,
弯下腰,曲下膝盖,Squats,
蹲下去,Raised the head,
抬头,Looks at the prisoner:
看着囚犯:„Pen, Imustbring, the person, I must bring, butto be honest, takes a life of living personfor no reason, especiallyin the world of the living, will have very bigtrouble, Ido not wantto makethistrouble, does not think, becausethismadenetherworldfind the resentment the excuse of ourBridge of Helplessness.”
“笔,我是要带回去的,人,我也是要带回去的,但说实话,无端地取一个活人的性命,尤其还是在阳间,会有很大的麻烦,我也不想惹这个麻烦,更不想因为这个让阴司找到怼我们奈何桥的借口。”„In other words, won't Idie?”
“也就是说,我不会死?”Deceased people,
死人,Canunderunderworld.
才能下地狱的。
The womennod, „, youcannot use, the method how so long asyoucanusethispen said that will not die.
女人点点头,“是的,你可以不用死,只要你能把如何使用这支笔的方法说出来,就不会死。In return, when Bridge of Helplessnesswill letyourlifespancompletelywill cross a bridgenext time, littledrinkshalfMeng Po’s soup, makingyoustillremembersomeprevious generation the things. ”
作为回报,奈何桥会让你阳寿尽了下次过桥时,少饮半口孟婆汤,让你仍然记得一些前世的事情。”„Sounding, is very good.” The prisonersslightlymake the thinking, immediatelyasked: „IfIdon't want?”
“听起来,很不错。”囚犯略作思索,随即问道:“如果我不愿意呢?”
„ Troubleistroublesome, butis notcannothaveyoursoulto get down.
“麻烦是麻烦一点,但也不是不能带你灵魂下去。Perhapsyoudo not know,
可能你不知道,Ghostinunderworld, but the view of noghostpower,
亡魂在地狱里,可没什么鬼权的说法,When the time comes,
到时候,Youthink that does not open the mouthdifficultly. ”
你想不开口都难的。”
The womenstand upslowly, put out a hand, are stroking the profile of prisoner.
女人慢慢地站起身,伸手,抚摸着囚犯的侧脸。Sensation, onhisface the hardness of beard.
感知着,他脸庞上胡须的坚硬。In the prison, naturallydoes not have the conditionto shaveevery day.
在监狱里,当然没条件每天刮胡子。„Thispen, actuallyIdo not usewell.” The prisonersreferred tofrontpen, „Icould not controlit.”
“这支笔,其实我也用不好。”囚犯指了指面前的这支笔,“我驾驭不了它。”„Yes, because of your merelyaverage person.” The womensaid.
“是的,因为你只是一个普通人。”女人说道。„Perhaps.” The prisonersnod.
“或许吧。”囚犯点点头。Zhou Zeonceguessed that thisprisonerpossiblyis a judge,周泽曾猜测这位囚犯可能是一个判官,secureattorneyisguessedthisprisoneris an extraordinarygreat person,
安律师则是猜测这个囚犯是一个了不得的大人物,Butnow the answercomes out,
但现在答案出来了,He,
他,
A merelyaverage person.只是一个普通人。underworldhastenpalaceYama, hasBridge of Helplessness, has the sea of netherworld, has the ksitigarbha, someinnumerableinnumerableseems like the extremelyfearsomedevilin the average person.地狱有十殿阎罗,有奈何桥,有幽冥之海,有地藏,有无数无数在普通人看起来极为可怖的恶魔。But the world of the living, from ancient to present, is a living person, is the world of average person.
但阳间,从古至今,都是活人,都是普通人的世界。
It is not the great people in underworldknows one's place, is defending the little plot of landsafely;
不是地狱里的大人物们安分守己,安心地守着自己脚下的一亩三分地;Butis the world of the living,
而是阳间,Alsowithoutthatsimple.
也没那么的简单。„Verysorry, Icannottellyou.” An apology of prisonerface, „, because, Ido not know how canuseit.”
“很抱歉,我不能告诉你。”囚犯一脸的歉意,“因为,我也不知道怎么就能用它了。”
The womenlook at the prisoner,
女人看着囚犯,
The prisonerssmiled bitterly: „Matter that just as you said that mymerelyaverage person, you do not know, howIpossiblyknow.”
囚犯苦笑了一声:“正如你所说的,我只是一个普通人,连你们都不知道的事情,我怎么可能知道。”
The womenhave not saidanything, merelyverytranquilsaid/tunnel:
女人没说什么,只是很平静地道:„I can only haveyoursoulto get down.”
“那我只能带你灵魂下去了。”In other words ,
换言之,Youmustdie.
你得死了。„After getting down, canseemy wife and children?” The prisonersaskedvery muchearnestly.
“下去后,能看见我的妻子和孩子们么?”囚犯很认真地问道。Manypeoplehave askedBossZhou the similarissue,
很多人都问过周老板相似的问题,Because„advancesonestep, wait/etc.thesebridgesectionsin the road to HadessuperioryourourunderYellow Springs, frequentlyappearsineachfilm and televisionliterary and art worktogether”.
因为“先行一步,在黄泉路上等你我们一起下黄泉”等等这些桥段,在各个影视文艺作品里经常出现。No matteryouare the senior officialrich merchantor the idlecloudwild crane, everyone is very curiousto the unknownmatter, particularly after oneselfdie the matter.
不管你是高官富商还是闲云野鹤,大家都对未知的事情很好奇,尤其是自己死后的事情。merely,只是,BossZhou can only give a veryice-coldanswereach time,
周老板每次都只能给一个很冰冷的答案,Becauseon the road to Hades, the ghosts can only seem like the good-for-nothingto lead the wayequallynumbly, probablyonlyraises the linepuppet, probably the part in factoryassembly line.
因为黄泉路上,亡魂们只能像是行尸走肉一样麻木地前行着,像是一只只提线木偶,也像是工厂流水线上的元件。„This, mustlook atyourluck.” The womendo not havedirect reactionthisissue, sheis disinclinedto give the living person the popular scienceunderworldscene, sheput out a hand, placed the foreheadposition of prisoner,
“这个,得看你运气。”女人没直接回答这个问题,她懒得去给活人科普地狱的情景,她伸出手,放在了囚犯的眉心位置,
The preparationextractsitssoul.
准备将其灵魂抽出。
The prisonersclose one's eyesslowly,
囚犯缓缓地闭上眼,Hehas not struggled,
他没有挣扎,Alsohas not revolted,
也没有反抗,Appears,
显得,Verytranquil.
很是平静。Hewas clear,heis notbrave, because does not have, thereforefearless, a littleprobablybarefootdid not fear that puts on shoes.
他清楚,他不是勇敢,而是因为没有,所以才无惧,有点像是光脚的不怕穿鞋的。„Finallyasked that youronetime, yousaidnot............”
“最后问你一次,你说还是不…………”„Entersquickly, should not be wordy.”
“快进吧,别啰嗦了。”
The prisonerslift the hand, urged:
囚犯抬起手,催促道:„Storytoowordyidle talkare too many, the readerwill feelyourwater.”
“故事太啰嗦废话太多,读者会觉得你水的。”„............”Woman.
“…………”女人。„Thatisyoubrings upon oneself.”
“那是你自找的。”
The womanpalmpositionpresentedredrune,
女人掌心位置出现了一道红色的符文,runeis inducing the soul of prisonerwithin the body, thusextractsit.符文正在感应囚犯体内的灵魂,从而将其抽出。Suddenly,
一时间,Positions between twopeople, covers the palepale redglow that an average personnaked eyeis unable to see, probablysprinkled a bloodon the ground.
二人之间的位置,也覆盖上了一层普通人肉眼无法看见的淡淡红芒,像是在地上洒上了一层鲜血。
The women are very from the beginning quiet,
女人一开始很平静,Extractshissoul,
抽出他的灵魂,Withbeginning a stroke,
拿起笔,Shecanreturnundergroundreports after carrying out orders.
她就可以回地下复命了。Naturally,
当然了,Thatghost messenger that delivers itselfto come back,
还有那个送自己回来的鬼差,Alsoneedsto reporttoabove.
也需要向上面汇报一下。
The behavior that actually notthatghost messengersubstitutes stealthilyviolates the taboomuch, in fact, regarding the majorinfluences in underworld, the law, tothem who the merelyrestraintfloorghostandghost messengeruse, is not suitable.
倒不是那个鬼差移花接木的行为多犯忌讳,事实上,对于地狱里的各大势力来说,法律,只是约束底层亡魂和鬼差们所用的,对他们自己,则不适用。Which doesn't haveownwishful thinkingin the back?
哪家不背地里没有一点属于自己的小心思?Bridge of Helplessness, oncefoundAttorneysecureto discuss the business.
就连奈何桥,也曾找过安律师洽谈过业务。
The womenwantto report, is the nail of thatghost messenger, whenthatnailappears, herheartproducedpalpitationunexpectedly, makingherhavelittlefear.
女人想汇报的,是那名鬼差的指甲,当那指甲出现时,她心底竟然产生了一种悸动,让她有了一点点的畏惧。ghost messenger,
一个鬼差,Letherdread,
让她畏惧,Hehe.
呵呵。However, what the womandoes not know, deliversthatghost messenger that shecomes, nowhas not walked, the car(riage)has stoppedoutside the prison, waitsto look whether shecancome out.
不过,女人并不知道的是,送她来的那名鬼差,现在还没走,车一直停在监狱外面,等着看她是否可以出来。Ifshecannot come out, even;
如果她出不来,就算了;Ifshecame out,
如果她出来了,Can makeherget downcalmly and steadilyagain,
能否让她安稳地再下去,Possiblywas notshesaidconsidering as finished.
可能就不是她所说了算了。AlthoughregardingBossZhou, makesthatconsciousnessregain consciousnessevery timeonetime, was destroyed a pointregardingownsafety, butsatisfies thirst by drinking poisoneven if, was much bettersuddenlybystopping suddenlycompared with the presentsalt fishlife.
虽说对于周老板来说,每让那个意识多苏醒一次,对于自己本身的安危就又被破坏了一分,但哪怕是饮鸩止渴,也比现在的咸鱼生活突然间被戛然而止要好得多。All sorts ofmiscellaneous mattersdo not raisefor the time being,
种种杂事暂且不提,rune of womanpalmhas glitteredwas very long,
女人掌心的符文已经闪烁了很久,Butanythinghas not pulled out.
但什么都没抽出来。Wipes the look of doubtsto reappearon the femaleface:
一抹疑惑的神色在女人脸上浮现:„Youare not a living person!”
“你不是活人!”No,
不,
It is not right,
不对,Even if not the living person,
哪怕不是活人,Alsois impossiblenot to have the soul, moreoverthisisin the world of the living!
也不可能没有灵魂,而且这是在阳间!Then,
转而,
The womenrealizedanythingprobably,
女人像是意识到了什么,Shoutspanic-stricken:
更为惊恐地喊道:„No, no, youdo not exist!!!”
“不,不,你是根本就不存在!!!”„Youexist, inmydeepmind, inmydream, myat heart, inmysinging sound............”
“你存在,我深深的脑海里,我的梦里,我的心里,我的歌声里…………”Background music of booksmanagement,
图书管理的背景音乐,Continuesslowly,
继续慢慢地,Broadcasting.
播放着。
The newmontharrived, askedeveryone'sguaranteeing a minimummonthly ticket!
新的一个月到了,求大家的保底月票!
The dragonetsways back and forthto ask!
小龙打滚求!
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