„You are ............ court death.” “你这是…………找死。” The Zhou Ze eyes deep place emerges the black gloss, at this moment, he is very angry. 周泽眼眸深处涌现出黑色的光泽,这一刻,他很愤怒。 Yes, he is harvesting the work of another, 是,他是鹊巢鸠占, But, 但, What's the big deal! 那又怎么了！ I must continue to go on living with your body, did you prevent? 我就要拿你的身体继续活下去,你阻止得了么？ Your retaliation, 你的报复, Stimulates me to make me go to use strongly merely suddenly all of a sudden to your wife? 仅仅是忽然一下子刺激我让我去对你的老婆用强？ On this prospect. 就这点出息了啊。 Zhou Ze spreads out own right hand, the nail of black grows slowly, a mist encirclement of continuously black. 周泽摊开自己的右手,黑色的指甲慢慢地生长出来,一缕缕黑色的雾气环绕。 Every so often, an issue true solution depends on the position that you sit, is your standpoint. 很多时候,一个问题真正的解法取决于你所坐的位置,也就是你的立场。 Stands the Zhou Ze standpoint, absolutely does not have means minute of anything to wrong, he must live, so long as establishes all behaviors under this premise, is correct, otherwise, all lost the significance. 站在周泽立场这边,根本就没办法分什么对错,他要活,只要建立在这个前提之下的一切行为,就都是正确的,否则,一切就都失去了意义。 Lost the significance, correct or not also has existence can either? 失去了意义,正确与否还有存在的必要么？ „Where no matter you hide, I must catch you, even if...... you hide in this body!” “不管你藏在哪里,我都要把你抓出来,哪怕……你藏在这个身体里！” The Zhou Ze’s facial features start to twist, his nail starts to pinch into own chest. 周泽的面容开始扭曲起来,他的指甲开始掐入自己的胸口。 „Hiss ............” “嘶…………” The fierce ache along with letting the person is hard to suppress twitches, the Zhou Ze whole person trembles, knelt down directly on the ground. 剧烈的疼痛伴随着让人难以抑制地抽搐,周泽整个人颤栗起来,直接跪倒在了地上。 He opens mouth, 他张开嘴, Appears somewhat vacant, 显得有些茫然, It is not , 不在, Not in! 根本就不在！ Why, 为什么, He was almost just stirred the broken risk to conduct the confirmation by oneself soul by himself, in this body, there are, and only then his Zhou Ze only soul, Xu Le, does not exist! 他刚刚以自己灵魂差点被自己搅碎的风险进行了验证,这具身体内,有且只有他周泽唯一的灵魂,徐乐,根本就不存在！ Zhou Ze crawled to stand, looks in the shatter mirror, was own facial features, this time waited as before for a long time, person not slight change in mirror. 周泽重新爬着站了起来,看着破碎的镜子里,依旧是自己的面容,这次等了好久,镜子里的人都没有丝毫的变化。 Xu Le, has long gone, 徐乐,早就不存在了, Then, before to all that Dr. Lin made, was my natural disposition urges? 那么,之前对林医生所做的一切,都是我的本性驱使？ No, 不, This is impossible, 这不可能, Is impossible! 不可能！ Possibly is not this. 不可能是这样。 Zhou Ze first feeling, in mirror, so strange, is not because he traded the body to trade the appearance, but was own innermost feelings, own soul, probably with the original self- cognition, 周泽第一次觉得,镜子里的自己,是如此的陌生,不是因为他换了躯体换了容颜,而是自己的内心,自己的灵魂,好像和自己原本的自我认知, Radically different. 根本不同。 The body and soul, which is true? 身体和灵魂,到底哪个才是真正的自己？ From ancient to present, China-foreign many big poet great thinkers actually gave a similar answer, the mortal body will change, will be decayed, but the soul, can last forever. 从古至今,中外诸多大诗人大思想家其实都给出了一个类似的答案,肉身会变化,会腐朽,但灵魂,是可以永存的。 It can be noble, it can be always remembered, it can in the river of history continuously splendid. 它可以高尚,它可以被铭记,它能够在历史长河中一直熠熠生辉。 Zhou Ze also believes, he is Zhou Ze, is original, at present, nothing but was the body changes, but he thinks as before oneself were Zhou Ze. 周泽也认为,他还是周泽,还是原本的自己,眼下,无非是身体变了而已,但他依旧认为自己是周泽。 At present, 眼下, He started frightened, 他开始恐惧了, Since because the Xu Le’s soul has long gone, 因为既然徐乐的灵魂早就不存在了, This also means that 这也就意味着, Change...... is he? 改变的……是他自己？ .................. ……………… „You rest, dear.” “你去睡吧,亲爱的。” „Un, I led the daughter first to rest, you also finished the rest earlier.” “嗯,我带女儿先去休息了,你也早点忙完了休息。” „Good, waits for me to revise this therapeutic schedule.” “好,等我把这个治疗方案修改好。” Wang Ke turned own neck gently, hit a yawn, he truly is stranded very much, but on work, actually must complete on hand, 30 over he, the head had just presented many white hair. 王轲轻轻扭了扭自己的脖子,打了一个呵欠,他确实困得很,但是手头上的工作,却必须做完,才刚刚三十出头的他,头上已经出现好多白发了。 The man of this age, is awkward, does not spell, is also too early from the retirement, the spelled words, the body has started to go down hill slowly. 这个年纪的男人,最是尴尬,不拼,距离养老又太早,拼的话,身体已经开始慢慢走下坡路了。 „dīng dīng dīng ............ dīng dīng dīng ............” “叮叮叮…………叮叮叮…………” Wang Ke knits the brows slightly, such late, but also do some people come to visit? 王轲微微皱眉,这么晚了,还有人上门拜访？ He arrives by the threshold to buddhism, looked in a video picture to stand in out puts on the man of black coat, asked: „Excuse me, are you?” 他走到玄关旁,看了一眼视频画面里站在门外穿着黑色外套的男子,问道:“请问,你是？” „I look for Wang Ke, the friend introduced that I come.” “我找王轲,朋友介绍我来的。” „Sorry, if there is a matter with my assistant to make an appointment, I am at home common......” “对不起,如果有事的话可以和我的助理去预约,我在家里一般……” „Zhou Ze introduced that I come.” Man said. “周泽介绍我来的。”门外的男子说道。 Heard this name, Wang Ke gawked, then opens the door. 听到这个名字,王轲愣了一下,然后开了门。 The opposite party look somewhat young, age possibly also 25. 对方看起来有些年轻,年纪可能也就二十五。 „Comes.” Wang Ke hints the opposite party to come, made one cup of tea to place on the tea table to him personally. “进来吧。”王轲示意对方进来,亲自给他泡了一杯茶放在了茶几上。 Zhou Ze sits on the sofa, looks own this past good friend. 周泽在沙发上坐着,看着自己这位昔日好友。 He has not changed, is striving for success in own industry as before, as together the child who grows up in the orphanage, they related since childhood are very good, moreover looks like in the senior chief, one that their these two are in recent years goes out of the child who most has prospects from the orphanage. 他还是没变啊,依旧在自己的行业里拼搏着,作为一起在孤儿院长大的孩子,他们自幼关系就很好,而且在老院长看来,他们这两个算是近些年从孤儿院走出的孩子里最有出息的一个。 Zhou Ze young is the deputy director in hospital, but Wang Ke, has own psychological dispensary, does not open is narrowing the small shop in position, but opens by town center South Avenue in Tongcheng person heart. 周泽年纪轻轻就是医院的副主任,而王轲,已经有了自己的心理诊疗所,不是开在逼仄位置的小门店,而是开在通城人心中的市中心南大街旁。 Is this set of villa, is not the average person can afford. 就是这套别墅,也绝不是普通人能买得起的。 „Do you know Zhou Ze?” Wang Ke first asked. “你认识周泽？”王轲先问道。 „Un, died for a half year.” Zhou Ze replied, then carried the teacup, drank one, he liked drinking the mao jian, the taste has not changed. “嗯,死了半年了。”周泽回答道,然后端起茶杯,喝了一口,他还是喜欢喝毛尖,口味一直没变啊。 „Looks for me, what matter has?” “找我,有什么事么？” „Sees a doctor.” “看病。” „Sees a doctor?” Wang Ke coughed, „you can make an appointment.” “看病？”王轲咳嗽了一声,“你可以预约。” „Very anxiously.” Zhou Ze looks at the Wang Ke’s eye, „is anxious.” “很急。”周泽看着王轲的眼睛,“非常急。” Wang Ke was silent, then smiles, nods, sets out, said: „Please come to the study room with me.” 王轲沉默了,然后笑了笑,点点头,起身,道:“请和我到书房来。” No matter sudden of opposite party visits whether disrespectfully, the request that no matter also opposite party is whether offensive, since the opposite party said that is the Zhou Ze’s friend, Wang Ke have no reason not to have the means to shirk. 不管对方的突然拜访是否失礼,也不管对方的要求是否唐突,既然对方说是周泽的朋友,王轲没理由也没办法去推脱。 Gauge of Zhou Ze in the Wang Ke study room sat a while, Wang Ke changed white clothes to walk, this demonstrated his seriousness. 周泽在王轲书房中规坐了一会儿,王轲是换了一身白色的衣服走进来的,这显示他的郑重。 „Said your situation.” Wang Ke is rotating fountain pen in the hand, this is a dark golden fountain pen, under the light of study room, focuses attention on very much. “说说你的情况吧。”王轲转动着自己手中的钢笔,这是一支暗金色的钢笔,在书房的灯光之下,很是瞩目。 Zhou Ze shakes the head slowly, „do not conduct the hypnosis to me, even if the shallow hypnosis.” 周泽慢慢地摇摇头,“不要对我进行催眠,哪怕是浅度催眠。” Wang Ke nods, put down the fountain pen. 王轲点点头,放下了钢笔。 „My possibly some...... disassociation of personality.” Zhou Ze is organizing own expression. “我可能有些……人格分裂。”周泽组织着自己的措辞。 „Again specifically.” Wang Ke asked. “再具体一点。”王轲问道。 „ Feeling, in my body, there is a personality of another person to exist, exactly said, in some time, the personality of that person will affect me suddenly works, but I can explicitly the sensation, that not be the matter that I should handle. “感觉,在我身体里,有另外一个人的性格存在,确切的说,是在某一时刻,那个人的性情会忽然影响到我做事情,而我可以明确地感知到,那绝不是我应该做出来的事情。 I...... am a very autonomy person. ” 我一直……是一个很自律的人。” „Indication of disassociation of personality?” The Wang Ke eye narrowed narrowing the eyes, „how long?” “人格分裂的征兆？”王轲眼睛眯了眯,“多久了？” „Recently.” “最近吧。” „This, on this paper, draws your second personality, you are relying on the feeling of yourself, draws his appearance, even if you have never seen his real appearance.” “这样吧,在这张纸上,画出你的第二人格,你就凭借着你自己的感觉,画出他的模样,哪怕你从未见过他的真实模样。” Wang Ke delivers to front of a white paper and that fountain pen Zhou Ze. 王轲将一张白纸和那支钢笔送到周泽面前。 „The second personality?” Zhou Ze asked. “第二人格么？”周泽问道。 „Right.” Wang Ke nods. “对。”王轲点点头。 „But...... the strict sense, I am the second personality.” Zhou Ze referred to itself, „the present comes out to disturb, should be this body original personality.” “但……严格意义上来说,我就是第二人格。”周泽指了指自己,“现在出来捣乱的,应该是这具身体原本的人格。” The Wang Ke vision concentrates, starts to reexamine Zhou Ze. 王轲目光一凝,开始重新审视周泽。 „You said, your present condition, is the second personality?” “你是说,你现在的状态,就是第二人格？” „According to your theory described, should.” Zhou Ze answered the covered passageway. “按照你的理论来形容,应该就是的。”周泽答复道。 The master of this body is Xu Le, but Zhou Ze is an outcomer, therefore, Zhou Ze is the second personality. 原本这具身体的主人就是徐乐,而周泽是外来者,所以,周泽就属于第二人格。 „Have you killed him?” Wang Ke asked interestingly, he as if...... seemed somewhat excited. “你已经杀了他？”王轲饶有兴趣地问道,他似乎……显得有些兴奋。 „Is, moreover I believe firmly, he has disappeared.” Zhou Ze replied. “算是吧,而且我确信,他已经不见了。”周泽回答道。 „Your this actually calculated the murder.” The Wang Ke reminder said that „, although legally, is unable to determine your behavior, is unable to conduct to your behavior qualitative, but I must sit condemned you here.” “那你这个其实算杀人行为了。”王轲提醒道,“虽然在法律上,无法判定你这种行为,也无法对你的这种行为进行定性,但我还是要坐在这里对你进行谴责。” „After condemnation ended ?” “谴责结束后呢？” „You look for me, wants to look for the means that thoroughly gets out of the first personality to your influence?” “你来找我,是想找办法,彻底摆脱第一人格对你的影响？” „Yes.” “是的。” Wang Ke starts to rotate the fountain pen, this time not for the hypnosis, because he was pondering. 王轲又开始转动钢笔,这次不是为了催眠,而是因为他在思考。 „I do not know that I should help you, because looks like in my angle of view, you kill person who existed ‚’, but if I help you, is helping you destroy the corpse and leave no trace, I became the accomplice.” “我不知道我该不该帮你,因为在我的视角看来,你杀了一个本来存在的‘人’,而我如果帮你,则是在帮你毁尸灭迹,我就成了帮凶。” „Helps me.” Zhou Ze said. “帮我。”周泽说道。 „I need to consider.” Wang Ke hesitates to say. “我需要考虑一下。”王轲沉吟道。 „Does not need to consider, helps me.” Zhou Ze urged, immediately afterward, Zhou Ze also said: „big brother dumbo.” “不需要考虑,帮我。”周泽催促道,紧接着,周泽又道:“二蛋哥。” When this „big brother dumbo” said that the Wang Ke’s complexion suddenly changed, his some intent outlets: „Did Zhou Ze tell you this?” 当这一声“二蛋哥”说出来时,王轲的脸色骤然一变,他有些意外道:“周泽连这个都告诉你了？” Zhou Ze nods. 周泽点点头。 Wang Ke raised the head, is somewhat puzzled, but clenches teeth, starts to take the fountain pen to write the form: 王轲抬起头,有些纠结,但还是咬咬牙,开始拿起钢笔写单子: „I open to you instill, these medicine actually merely subsidiarities, can help you calm down, assists your sleep.” “我给你开一点药,这些药其实只是辅助作用,能帮助你稳定情绪,辅助你的睡眠。” „That did not use.” Zhou Ze said. “那就不用开了。”周泽说道。 „Most an important step is, you need to change an environment.” Wang Ke has not paid attention to the Zhou Ze beforehand words, writes the form to continue saying: „ Is separated from the social relations of first personality originally life, constructs to be the social relations of yourself. “最重要的一步就是,你需要换一个环境。”王轲没理会周泽之前的话语,写好单子继续道:“脱离你那个第一人格原本生活的社会关系,重新构造属于你自己的社会关系。 Many people believe, the thought of person, only pins in the soul, although, in this world has the soul, has the ghost, is unknown. 很多人都认为,人的思想,只寄托在灵魂上,虽然,这个世界上到底有没有灵魂,也就是有没有鬼魂,还是一个未知。 But this view is inaccurate, actually actually, our bodies, our muscles, our eyes, including many spot organs, can store up a person ‚soul’, this ‚soul’ and generalized on soul is different. 但这个说法本身就是不准确的,其实,我们的身体,我们的肌肉,我们的眼睛,包括很多很多的部位器官,其实都能储存一个人的‘灵魂’,这个‘灵魂’和广义上的灵魂不同。 It refers to being similar to the athlete through ‚muscle memory that’ the innumerable redundant schools accomplish, as well as ‚psychological suggestion’ wait/etc., you can understand an inertia it. 它指的是类似于运动员通过无数次的重复训练所造就出来的‘肌肉记忆’,以及‘心理暗示’等等,你可以把它理解成一种惯性。 You are the second personality, killed the first personality, 你是第二人格,杀死了第一人格, But this body, existed to operate in first personality after all for a long time was too too long, it had oneself inertia, had own memory, sometimes you will make suddenly choose bewilderedly, by oneself was thought afterward the shock and surprise, making you have the first personality still to exist also in the misconception of disturbing, 但这具身体,毕竟在第一人格手里存在运行了太久太久,它有自己的惯性,有自己的记忆,有时候你之所以会突然做出莫名其妙地选择,让自己事后觉得震惊和诧异,让你产生一种第一人格还存在还在捣乱的错觉, Is for this reason. 就是因为这个原因。 First shuts off all connections of your present, the construction is the yourself life circle, lets this body, starts to adapt to you, counter-balances the beforehand inertia, issue, solved. 先切断你现在的一切人际关系网络,构建属于你自己的生活圈子,让这具身体,开始重新适应你,把之前的惯性抵消掉,问题,也就解决了。 Actually your present situation is not serious, your logic is very clear, overcomes it, merely duration issue. ” Wang Ke smiles. 其实你现在的情况并不严重,你的思维逻辑很清晰,克服它,只是时间长短问题而已。”王轲笑了笑。 At this time, some study room outside people knocked on a door, 这个时候,书房外面有人敲门, „Dear, has the guest?” “亲爱的,有客人么？” „Right , helping my again but actually two cups of coffee.” “对,帮我再倒两杯咖啡。” „Good.” “好的。” Zhou Ze thought of Dr. Lin, thinks own father and mother-in-law, thought of that sister-in-law, 周泽想到了林医生,想到了自己的岳父岳母,想到了那个小姨子, Indeed, 的确, From the beginning, he repels that person's border relations, even has wanted to cut off. 一开始,他是排斥那个人的际关系的,甚至早就想断绝了。 However does not know when from starts, 但是不知道从什么时候开始, Her in any case doesn’t sleep with me, 她反正不和我睡, Instead became own holds to read? 反而成了自己的执念？ „Breaks off the relations, how long needs?” Zhou Ze asked. “断绝关系,需要多久？”周泽问道。 „How long does not need.” Wang Ke shrugs, seems very relaxed, „ passes through the gate to start me to observe you from you, you give my feeling, how can I say. “不需要多久。”王轲耸耸肩,显得很轻松,“从你进门开始我就一直在观察着你,你给我的感觉,怎么说呢。 You are the second personality, but I thought that you are I have seen the second personality execute a thoroughest case the first person. 你是第二人格,但我觉得你是我见过的第二人格把第一人格杀得最彻底的一个病例。 Looked like...... the ancient times to record strange or supernatural events reincarnating into another’s body in novel to be the same, simply, was very very agile, even can describe with ‚perfect’ these two characters. 就像是……古代志怪小说里的借尸还魂一样,很干脆,很利索,甚至可以用‘完美’这两个字来形容。 Now, you can understand that you ate a medicine slight side effect, can definitely overcome by your immunity, possibly, 2-3 months. 现在,你可以理解成你吃了一款药的轻微副作用,凭借你的自身免疫力完全可以克服掉,可能,也就2-3个月吧。 Later, you picked up the beforehand interpersonal relationship to be OK again, will not have any issue. ” 之后,你再重新捡起以前的人际关系就可以了,不会有任何问题。” Zhou Ze nods, „thanked.” 周泽点点头,“谢谢了。” „Is impolite.” “不客气。” „Coffee came.” “咖啡来了。” The study room gate was shoved open, a woman carried two cups of coffee to walk, placed on the desk. 书房门被推开,一个女人端着两杯咖啡走了进来,放在了书桌上。 Zhou Ze looks to the woman, the woman also looks to Zhou Ze. 周泽看向女人,女人也看向周泽。 the next moment, 下一刻, The Zhou Ze’s mind moves suddenly, the complexion of woman also suddenly changes. 周泽的心神忽然一动,女人的脸色也骤然一变。 „What's wrong, did you know?” Wang Ke asked. “怎么,你们认识？”王轲问道。 „Un, he is the Dr. Lin’s husband, Xu Le.” The women replied. “嗯,他就是林医生的丈夫,徐乐。”女人回答道。 „Ah?” Wang Ke somewhat stands up surprisedly, “啊？”王轲有些惊讶地站起身, Comes on own initiative and Zhou Ze handshake expresses gratitude, 主动过来和周泽握手表示感谢, Before the present man is the patient who deceased sent the small introduction, at present, he was daughter's savior, the relations naturally was intimate with one. 之前眼前的男人是自己已故发小介绍的病人,眼下,他更是自己女儿的救命恩人,关系自然就更亲近了一层。 Zhou Ze is perfunctory is dealing with, in brain actually in thinking to remind oneself this to put sending in enterprise to be small wholeheartedly, did his wife wallow „perms hair that” recently very much cannot be described activity? 周泽敷衍地应付着,脑子里其实是在想该不该提醒自己这个一心扑在事业上的发小,他的妻子最近很沉迷不可描述的“烫头发”活动？ Thinks, after waiting to leave, reminded in the anonymous way, although oneself two people after starting work, because each other knows that the respective character the reason, put at the enterprise wholeheartedly, did not disturb. 想了想,还是等离开后以匿名的方式提醒吧,虽说自己二人在参加工作后因为彼此知道各自性格的原因,都一心扑在事业上,也就互不打扰了。 The friendship and childhood memory have not changed, but they never have the custom that which day has been all right to make to drink to drink tea to chat together, in fact, if not the this time issue is somewhat thorny, Zhou Ze will not look for Wang Ke. 交情和小时候的记忆没变,但他们从来没有过哪天没事做出来一起喝喝酒喝喝茶聊聊天的习惯,事实上,如果不是这次的问题有些棘手,周泽也不会来找王轲。 He married, Zhou Ze does not know, he had the child, Zhou Ze does not know, when needs to help, reported the name, the opposite party definitely complied. 他结婚了,周泽不知道,他有小孩了,周泽也不知道,但需要帮忙时,报自己名字,对方肯定答应。 Wang Ke and his wife send out the main house gate Zhou Ze together, Zhou Ze the good intention that refused Wang Ke to drive to deliver itself to go back. 王轲和他的妻子一起将周泽送出家门,周泽拒绝了王轲开车送自己回去的好意。 „Dear, what does he ask you to make?” “亲爱的,他来找你做什么的？” „Sees a doctor.” Wang Ke replied, „you have said that what he opened was a bookstore?” “看病。”王轲回答道,“你说过,他开的是一家书店？” „Un, similar tea party same bookstore.” “嗯,类似茶话会一样的书店。” „That line, has the opportunity I also to have a look.” “那行,有机会我也去看看。” ............ ………… Zhou Ze just went out of the range of this villa, 周泽刚刚走出这栋别墅的范围, Suddenly the heart has a feeling, stops the footsteps, has turned around, looks to behind villa. 忽然心有所感,停下脚步,转过身,看向身后的别墅。 In the balcony in villa, 在别墅的阳台上, a little loli is standing, 站着一个小luoli, She is holding oneself white bear puppet, wears the red pajamas, stands catches a chill outside. 她抱着自己的白色熊玩偶,穿着红色的睡衣,站在外面吹着风。 Sends the silk to sway, the skirt suspends floatingly, she actually stands one's ground steadfastly, as if not detects, 发丝拂动,裙摆飘飘,她却岿然不动,似乎毫无察觉, merely that pair of pupil, 只是那一双眸子, Drops down on oneself. 一直落在自己身上。 Zhou Ze is from the beginning serious, the body also somewhat feels uncomfortable, 周泽一开始面色凝重,身体也有些发紧, Slowly but, the intense feeling starts to remove, the pressure of Xu Le’s matter in own heart has also been elucidated because of just talk, Zhou Ze relaxes very much. 但慢慢地,紧张感开始褪去,徐乐的事儿在自己心头上的压力也因为刚刚的谈话而得到开解,周泽很放松。 merely, the one who lets some Zhou Ze worrying, 只是,让周泽有些犯难的是, Probably he must remind itself to send the little his wife's issue not only, 好像他不光要提醒自己发小他老婆的问题, His daughter, 他女儿, Probably also has the issue. 好像也有问题啊。 silently, Zhou Ze sends to be small to oneself this in the heart, 默默地,周泽在心底对自己这位发小, Somewhat loves dearly. 有些心疼。 The ancestors made what evil, can have this type „happily” family. 上辈子到底做了什么孽,才能拥有这种“幸福美满”的家庭。 Read hence, the Zhou Ze corners of the mouth revealed wipe the forced smile. 一念至此,周泽嘴角露出一抹苦笑。 the next moment, in little loli vision facing distant place balcony, 下一刻,面对远处阳台上小luoli的目光, Zhou Ze raises the hand, 周泽扬起手, Was wielding wielding to that direction: 对着那个方向挥了挥: Said the sound: 道了声: „Hi.” “嗨。”