LNBH :: Volume #3

#206: We, are the same


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In front on the hospital flower garden stair, Zhou Ze silently sits there, the vision has been staring at own instep. 医院前面的花圃台阶上,周泽默默地坐在那里,目光一直盯着自己的脚面。 Actually, 其实, At this time your anything could not see, even touched not to have the means to touch, but the picture in mirror, had shown all before. 这个时候你根本什么都看不到,甚至连触摸都没办法触摸到,但是之前镜子里的画面,早已说明了一切。 This chains, on wrap/sets on own ankle area, but sound that oneself before indirect heard, was actually own took a walk to tow the sound that. 这条锁链,就套在自己脚踝上,而自己之前所间接性听到的声音,其实就是自己的走动所牵引出来的声响。 But also a little makes Zhou Ze very not clear, when that was last night in the lockup, oneself first heard outside corridor to have the sound obviously, this at least proved at that time this chains, not on own foot. 但也有一点让周泽很不明白,那就是昨晚在看守所里时,自己明明是先听到外面过道有声音的,这至少证明当时这条锁链,并不是在自己脚上。 Then, this also means, is the chains sound presents that short moment when oneself all around suddenly, has the person, or called the thing, tying up own foot came up this chains. 那么,这也就意味着,就是锁链声音忽然出现在自己四周时的那短短片刻,有人,或者叫有一个东西,把这锁链给捆绑到自己脚上去了。 But oneself, then not detected, when if even were not old daoist breathed out convenient first post talisman paper in pants crotch placed on the mirror, oneself likely could not realize from the start before oneself , is still running like mad the chains of search, 而自己,则是毫无察觉,甚至如果不是老道嘘嘘时顺手把裤裆里的符纸先贴放在了镜子上,自己很可能就压根意识不到自己之前还在拼命奔跑查找的锁链, On own body! 就在自个儿的身上! Took taxi, returning to the bookstore, Zhou Ze to sit after the bar. 重新打车,回到了书店,周泽在吧台后坐了下来。 He does not have the thoughts to take a bath now then shouted that Bai Yingying goes upstairs to go to the room to sleep with itself, 他现在没有心思洗个澡然后喊白莺莺上楼回房间陪自己睡觉, Does not have the thoughts to incite what other shore flower juice, 也没心思去鼓捣什么彼岸花汁水, No thoughts looked that the newspaper drinks the coffee to sun, 更没心思看报纸喝咖啡晒太阳, He lowers the head once for a while, has a look at oneself instep, 他时不时地低下头,看看自己的脚面, Then raised the head once for a while, 然后再时不时地抬起头, Looks at the day. 望天。 In brief, is very disconsolate. 总之,很是惆怅。 old daoist told to Bai Yingying the matter about that chains, after Bai Yingying listened, is surprised inexplicable. 老道白莺莺讲述了关于那条锁链的事儿,白莺莺听了之后,也是惊讶莫名。 Moreover, because of the silence of boss, causes in the bookstore everyone is very silent. 而且,因为老板的沉默,也导致书店里大家都很沉默。 The gate of bookstore was first locked by old daoist, at this time had what guest to come not to be convenient again, as for the words of ghost, the counter- main entrance is opening and closes also has no difference to the ghost that wants to come. 书店的门被老道先锁上了,这个时候再有什么客人进来也不方便,至于鬼魂的话,反正门开着和关着对想进来的鬼魂也没啥区别。 Oneself to oneself but actually one cup of water, took a shelled peanut to the monkey, old daoist looks at that side also in the boss of lowering the head, he a little wants to smile suddenly. 自己给自己倒了一杯水,又给猴子拿了一把花生米,老道看着那边还在低着头的老板,他忽然有点想笑。 This, 这一幕, Probably the new clothes of emperor is a little same. 有点像是皇帝的新衣一样。 The boss said on his foot to have a chains, 老板说他脚上有一条锁链, Cannot see, 看不见, Cannot feel, 摸不着, The new clothes reprint of emperor? 岂不是皇帝的新衣翻版么? After returning to the bookstore, Zhou Ze wanted from old daoist there talisman paper, looked . the mirror, places own front ground, in the mirror this happen to reflects Zhou Ze’s this both feet 回到书店后,周泽符纸老道那里要了过来,找了面镜子,就放在自己的前面地上,镜子里这正好倒映出周泽的这双脚。 Also revealed a rusty chains, 同时也显露出了一条生锈的锁链, He exists, 他存在, Clear existence, 真真切切的存在, Indubitable existence. 无可置疑的存在。 old daoist also collected coming to see of the beginning, Xu Qinglang and Bai Yingying they have also collected to observe and emulate, probably is sizing up a novel gadget. 老道一开始也凑过来看了看,许清朗白莺莺他们也凑过来观摩了一下,像是在打量一件新奇的玩意儿。 At least currently speaking, this chains as if no other harms, except for letting you are not feeling well. 至少目前来看,这条锁链似乎也没其他的危害,除了让你不爽。 But as Boss Zhou of litigant, actually does not think, he does not hope oneself both feet must wear the shackles, even if cannot contact usually cannot see, but in has a lump at heart. 但作为当事人的周老板,却不会这么想,他不希望自己的这双脚要戴着镣铐,哪怕接触不到平时也看不见,但在心里是有一个疙瘩的。 Moreover has a look to paste the picture that in the talisman paper mirror is producing an inverted image, that dirty rust, made the pits of person scalp tingles, regarding having cleanliness/mysophobia Boss Zhou, was hard to accept. 而且看看贴着符纸的镜子里所倒映出来的画面,那肮脏的铁锈,令人头皮发麻的坑洼,对于有洁癖的周老板来说,更为难以接受。 Said, 讲真, If this chains with the pure gold or the pure silver again or with a new tide point reverse design style, possibly Boss Zhou can also be more comfortable, at least does not have such as to feel uneasy presently. 如果这锁链是用纯金或者纯银再或者用一种新潮一点的反设计风格,可能周老板心里还能舒服一些,至少没现如芒刺在背。 Boss, can be because you are regarded as the criminal, therefore on your foot presented the shackles? “老板,会不会是因为你被认定是犯罪分子,所以你的脚上就出现了镣铐? Still remembers suicide teacher who initial that wears brute dunce cap? 还记得当初的那位戴着‘人面兽心’高帽子的自杀老师么? His hat you cannot make. ” 他的帽子你也弄不下来。” Bai Yingying guessed. 白莺莺猜测道。 Xu Qinglang nods in side, as if also indeed has this. 许清朗在旁边点点头,似乎也的确是有这个啊。 mass spreading of rumors can confuse right and wrong, criticisms should be feared. 众口铄金,人言可畏。 Is impossible, not.” “不可能的,不是的。” Zhou Ze shook the head, denied this guess, 周泽摇摇头,否定了这个猜测, „The matter of that teacher was online fermented at that time very fiercely, the public sentiment was turbulent, some of my this time merely police officer suspected me, in the mass simply did not have the means to contrast, should not have this situation.” “那位老师的事情是当时在网上发酵得很厉害,群情汹涌,我这次只是一些警察怀疑我而已,体量上根本没办法对比,不应该会出现这种情况。” Yes, because Zhou Ze can also confirm, this chains from the beginning not on own body, it once from far to near. 是的,因为周泽还可以确认,这个锁链一开始并不是在自己的身上,它曾经由远及近。 old daoist collected to refer to front of the Zhou Ze small mirror, said: Boss, to be honest, I thought that your iron chain is very graceful, thinks, you open unparalleled, that appearance ............ 老道凑过来指了指周泽面前的小镜子,道:“老板,说心里话,我觉得你这个铁链挺帅的,想想啊,你开无双时,那个样子…………” Saying, the old daoist also both arms sagging, the expression delay, did a mourning corpse same sway probably several, then put out a hand to refer to own instep, said: 说着,老道还双臂下垂,表情呆滞,像是一头丧尸一样摇摇晃晃了几下,而后再伸手指了指自己的脚面,道: If the under foot were many at this time a iron chain, this looks like the insane eight gods who the fist sovereign in beforehand game engine room wrestled.” “如果这个时候脚下再多一条铁链,这真是像极了以前游戏机房里的拳皇格斗的疯八神。” Was saying old daoist and double arm rest get up, 说着老道和双臂撑起来, Made a movement that explodes the energy, 做出了一个爆能量的动作, Immediately probably still had a childlike innocence seems like really immerses to before hits the atmosphere of street machine in the game engine room, the arm brandishes back and forth, the mouth is talking over: 随即像是童心未泯又像是真的沉浸到以前在游戏机房打街机的氛围,手臂来回地挥舞,嘴里念叨着: Obscure ............ obscure ............ obscure ............ “晦涩…………晦涩…………晦涩…………” Zhou Ze has leaned the face, looks nearby immerses old daoist in own world, simultaneously opens the mouth saying: 周泽侧过脸,看着旁边沉浸在自己世界里的老道,同时开口道: old daoist, bookstore floor ............ 老道,书店地板…………” „, Died to wait on had just cleaned.” old daoist said immediately, since there is died to wait on, the work of old daoist is more relaxed. “啊,死侍刚刚打扫过了。”老道马上接话道,自从有了死侍之后,老道的工作就轻松多了。 oh.” 。” Zhou Ze nods , to continue saying: 周泽点点头,继续道: Tongcheng in Shen Chuang the hygienic city, you do not go cleaning up our bookstore entrance street, this is also our residents should do.” 通城不是在申创卫生城市么,你去把我们书店门口的街道给清理一下吧,这也是我们市民应该做的。” ............ old daoist. “…………”老道 Sees Zhou Ze to stare at itself, does not seem like cracking a joke, old daoist can only a face take up the broom and mop bitterly and astringently goes out of the bookstore to clean up. 周泽一直在盯着自己,不像是在开玩笑,老道只能一脸苦涩地拿起扫帚和拖把走出了书店打扫卫生去了。 Bai Yingying squats by Zhou Ze, a pair of hands is massaging on the Zhou Ze calf back and forth, honk the mouth, asked: Boss, you thought that what reason can be, do some people frame by planting stolen goods on to frame?” 白莺莺蹲在周泽旁边,一双手周泽小腿上来回按摩着,嘟了嘟嘴,问道:“老板,你觉得会是什么原因,是有人栽赃陷害?” I am not clear, I somewhat am also confused now, therefore I decide first to return to the lockup to have a look again.” “我不清楚,我现在自己也是有些一头雾水,所以我决定先回看守所再看看。” Saying, Zhou Ze put out last night stretch/open Yanfeng to give own name card, according to the above telephone dialed the past. 说着,周泽拿出了昨晚张燕丰给自己的名片,按照上面的电话拨打了过去。 The telephone was put through quickly, 电话很快就被接通, The opposite broadcast a very low and deep sound: 对面传来了一道很低沉的声音: Hey, which?” “喂,哪位?” Yesterday entered of lockup.” Zhou Ze replied. “昨天进看守所的那个。”周泽回答道。 What wants to chat?” “想聊什么?” I also want to go in today, Ok?” “我今天还想进去,可以么?” „Are you willing to confess your crime?” “你愿意坦白你的罪行?” I do not have the crime.” Zhou Ze said again. “我没有罪行。”周泽重复道 „.” “呵。” Zhou Ze is bearing the temper, said: Truth said that I am a writer, last night stayed in the lockup is making me feel that oneself had the inspiration very much, I hoped ............ 周泽耐着性子,道:“实话说吧,我是一个作家,昨晚在看守所待着让我觉得自己很有灵感,我希望…………” Honk toot toot .................. “嘟嘟嘟………………” The opposite hung up the telephone. 对面挂断了电话。 Boss Zhou was looking to the cell phone, suddenly feels vacant. 周老板对着手机看了看,忽然感到一种茫然。 Outside has a look in huh to clean old daoist of street again, an unexpectedly retribution comes the quick feeling. 再看看外面在“哼哧哼哧”打扫街道的老道,竟然有一种报应来得这么快的感觉。 Zhou Ze can only again the call to go back, the opposite party answered the telephone, but this time telephone that has not first spoken. 周泽只能再拨打电话回去,对方又接了电话,只不过这次电话那头没有先说话。 I want to return to the lockup, I have my reason, although I know this request a little not ............ “我想回看守所,我有我的理由,虽然我知道这个要求有点不…………” Crash-bang ............ crash-bang .................. crash-bang .................. “哗啦啦…………哗啦啦………………哗啦啦………………” Telephone that transmitted a sound, 电话那头传来了一阵声响, Familiar sound, 熟悉的声响, Because is away from the telephone to transmit, therefore that sound has the little distortion, what Zhou Ze can determine, the sound conveys from that side. 但因为隔着电话传来的,所以那声音有一点点的失真,但周泽可以确定的是,声音是从那边传来的。 You continued.” stretch/open Yanfeng lit cigarette probably, sees Zhou Ze not to speak, urged one. “你继续说啊。”张燕丰像是点了一根烟,见周泽不说话了,催促了一声。 „Did you recently have to lose sleep the multi- dreams, impotent perspiration, legs and waist ache kind?” “你最近有没有失眠多梦,体虚发汗,腰腿疼痛这类的?” „.” “呵。” The opposite as if prepared to make the telephone call. 对面似乎又准备挂电话了。 You dream on the foot to have the shackles.” Zhou Ze asked. “你有没有梦见自己脚上有镣铐。”周泽问道。 The opposite party were shocked, 对方愣住了, Has not made the telephone call, 没有挂电话, As if in these words stamp some heart knot of opposite party, 似乎这句话戳中了对方的某个心结, After a little while, 少顷, Telephone that transmitted the response: 电话那头传来了回应: You come in the bureau to look for me, I in the office.” “你来局里找我,我在办公室。” .................. ……………… Zhou Ze appears when stretch/open Yanfeng the office, is the evening, stretch/open Yanfeng is sitting behind the desk is eating the meal that hits from the cafeteria, wolfs down while reads front dossier. 周泽出现在张燕丰办公室里时,已经是晚上了,张燕丰正坐在办公桌后面吃着从食堂打来的饭菜,一边狼吞虎咽一边看着面前的卷宗。 When Zhou Ze comes, he first shoves open the meal and dossier one side, looks at Zhou Ze. 周泽进来时,他把饭菜和卷宗先推开到一边,看着周泽 I want to listen to the matter about foot chain.” “我想听听关于脚链的事情。” I thought that in this environment, in this place, but you wear the police uniform time, with you said that the matter of this feudal superstition is a little inappropriate.” “我觉得在这个环境下,在这个地方,而你又穿着警服的时候,和你说这种封建迷信的事情有点不合适。” Ok, I got off work.” “可以,我下班了。” a quarter of an hour later, changed stretch/open Yanfeng and Zhou Ze of civilian clothes went out of the police authorities together, two people arrived in a police authorities diagonally opposite small park, looked for a bench, sat. 一刻钟后,换了便服的张燕丰和周泽一起走出了警局,两个人走到了警局斜对面的一个小公园里,找了条长椅,坐了下来。 You can not treat as police officer me now, treats as an average person, we chatted.” stretch/open Yanfeng also gave Zhou Ze cigarette on own initiative. “你现在可以不把我当作一个警察,就当作一个普通人,我们来聊聊天。”张燕丰还主动递给了周泽一根烟。 Two people of relations transform quickly, 二人的关系转变得很快, Before, 在之前, Zhou Ze inside metal rail, he outside, 周泽在铁栏杆里头,他在外头, But now, 而现在, Everyone as if became the friend, 大家似乎都变成了朋友, Inmate. “狱友”嘛。 In Zhou Ze takes a small mirror, above is also pasting old daoist talisman paper, then placed on the mirror stretch/open Yanfeng the instep. 周泽手里拿着一面小镜子,上面还贴着老道符纸,然后把镜子放在了张燕丰的脚面上。 The street light ray in park is not very good, is a little dim, 公园里的路灯光线不是很好,有点昏暗, But can see the picture in mirror as before reluctantly, 但依旧能够勉强看见镜子里的画面, On stretch/open Yanfeng the foot, 在张燕丰的脚上, Also is wrapping shackles, but this shackles not own thickness, without own long. 也套着一条镣铐,只不过这条镣铐没自己的粗,也没自己的长。 Own thickly is longer. 还是自己的更粗更长啊。 Is this emotion tendency strange? 这情感倾向怎么怪怪的? Saw it?” Zhou Ze looks to stretch/open Yanfeng. “看见了?”周泽看向张燕丰。 stretch/open Yanfeng takes the hand of smoke, shivers slightly. 张燕丰拿烟的手,微微颤抖。 This is my first time, sees it formally, before, merely dreamed on the foot to have a foot chain in the dream frequently, more than 20 years.” “这是我第一次,正儿八经地见到它,以前,只是经常在梦里梦见自己脚上有一条脚链,二十多年了。” Therefore, what matter that weighs on the conscience you had made before?” Zhou Ze asked. “所以,你以前做过什么亏心事?”周泽问道。 Has a clear conscience, I do right by the police uniform that I wear every day, has no qualms the national emblem on my police hat.” stretch/open Yanfeng the loud and clear say/way, „ I had even been used to this regularly dream slowly, in the dream, I wears the shackles to walk in the police authorities, I thought that this is more like alerting to me. “问心无愧,我对得起我每天穿的警服,无愧我警帽上的国徽。”张燕丰掷地有声道,“我甚至已经慢慢习惯了这种隔三差五的梦,在梦里,我戴着镣铐在警局里走着,我觉得这对于我来说更像是一种警醒。 It is reminding me frequently, my power came from the people, came from the country, therefore I cannot jump over perimeter/thunder pool one step absolutely, so long as I go astray one step, later this shackles will really appear on my body. ” 它时刻提醒着我,我的权力来自于人民,来自于国家,所以我绝对不能越雷池一步,我只要走错一步,以后这镣铐就会真的出现在我的身上。” ............ …………” Zhou Ze applauds in side gently, 周泽在旁边轻轻鼓掌, Therefore, this should be one type affirmed in disguised form, looks like the medal of formidable to be the same, only will then the good person, have this chains?” “所以,这应该是一种变相地肯定,就像是勇者的勋章一样,只有好人,才会有这条锁链?” What do you mean?” stretch/open Yanfeng asked. “你这是什么意思?”张燕丰问道。 We first solve an issue left over by history.” “我们先解决一个历史遗留问题。” Saying, 说着, Zhou Ze aims at own instep the mirror, 周泽把镜子对准自己的脚面, Was thick and long iron chain appears in the mirror, 一条又粗又长的铁链出现在了镜子里, You can believe that now I haven't counteracted poison the matter that does to break the law?” “你现在可以相信我没制毒做违法乱纪的事儿了吧?” We, 我们, Is same. 都一样。
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