„King'sstrugglewith the Grand Dukes will be increasingly only intense, the degree and methodwill exceed the estimategradually.”
“国王跟大公们的斗争只会日趋激烈,程度和手段都会渐渐超出预计。”Thelmalooks athimpeacefully, nodssilently.
塞尔玛安静地看着他,默默地点点头。Probablytwo peoplereturned to the libraryandin the classroom are the same.
像是两人都回到了藏书室和课堂里一样。„Howeverunder the femaleGrand Dukerule, the superficialdeterioration, dragonXiaocity of internal split, will be neglectedbythemon the contraryunintentionally, object who perhapsalsowon over, youevencanstandin the third partyposition, can achieve success one way or anotherintheirconfrontations, seizes the benefit.”
“而女大公统治下,表面积弱,内部分裂的龙霄城,反倒会被他们有意无意地忽视,也许还先后拉拢的对象,你甚至能站在第三方的位置,在他们的对峙里左右逢源,攫取利益。”„Just likethistime, discretelyfacing the hand that theyextend, buteasilydo not bet,”Taiersiis extremely earnest: „Held on toyourpositionatthis time, thiswasyoururgent matter.”
“跟这次一样,谨慎地面对他们伸出的手,但不要轻易下注,”泰尔斯极其认真:“在这个时候坐稳你的位置,这才是你的当务之急。”„Is a competent, qualifiedand evenoutstandingfemaleGrand Duke, Thelma.”
“做一个称职、合格乃至优秀的女大公,塞尔玛。”
The femaleGrand Dukesmiles, expressionsomewhatreluctantly.
女大公笑了笑,表情有些勉强。„Noonkingleavesyougoodsecondary roles,”Taiersiis recalling the scene in administering the affairs of statemeeting: „Nazairewisdomis astute, the wrist/skillis excellent, Kolkaergallery has the prestigequietly, even if seems likeveryloathfulKirterandforestaccept, evenpeople beside sixCount......”
“努恩王留给你一个不错的班底,”泰尔斯回想着听政会上的情景:“纳泽尔睿智精明,手腕高超,克尔凯廓尔寡言少语却颇有威望,哪怕是看上去很讨人厌的柯特森和林纳,甚至六位伯爵之外的人……”„Theycanbeyourusefulboost, ifyoudisplay a femaleGrand Dukeproperbreadth of spirit and wrist/skill, showedtothem: Youare indispensabletothisstretch of territory.”
“他们都会是你有用的助力,如果你表现出一个女大公应有的气魄和手腕,向他们证明:你对这片领地不可或缺。”„To the Les UlisClass......”Taiersi, cannot help but, sighedat this pointfinally: „Heis the outstandingregent governmentofficer, perhapsbut...... youshouldconsiderotherto seal/conferofficialmoods, the balance of dragonXiaocity.”
“至于里斯班……”泰尔斯说到这里,不由得顿了一下,最终叹息道:“他是个优秀的摄政官,但是……也许你该考虑一下其他封臣的心情,还有龙霄城的平衡。”Thelmaknits the brows: „Don't youlikehim? Why?”
塞尔玛皱了皱眉:“你不喜欢他?为什么?”Taiersishakes the head.
泰尔斯摇了摇头。„Yourenemyin the interior, princewill think ofhereas before”, somewhatis at heart heavy: „Perhapstheywill appearin a variety of forms: to seal/conferofficialdisaffection, the contempt of people, traditionalhindrance, dangerousrumor......, butin the final analysis, the biggestenemy, isyourself.”
“你的敌人依旧会在内部,”王子想到这里,心里有些沉重:“也许他们会以各种形式出现:封臣的不满,人民的轻视,传统的阻碍,险恶的谣言……但归根结底,最大的敌人,是你自己。”Thelmascoffed atonelightly, the lookdecidedas beforeis looking atTaiersi.
塞尔玛轻嗤了一声,眼神依旧定定地望着泰尔斯。Probablythismeetsfor the last time.
好像这就是最后一次见面。Sheis saying with a smile: „The biggestenemyis......, listensto seem like the trash that in the knightnovelputs on airsandbe emptyto encourage.”
她微笑着道:“最大的敌人是自己……哼,听着像是骑士小说里装模作样、空无一物的垃圾鼓励。”Taiersisomewhatbyherlook, has tolower the head: „Because you are a girl, Thelma.”
泰尔斯有些受不住她的眼神,不得不低下头来:“因为你是个女孩儿,塞尔玛。”ThissayingsaidThelmato be startledslightly.
这话说得塞尔玛微微一怔。Taiersilongsighed the one breath, in the spoken languagehasrichsad: „You is a girl, thatwas doomed, is not only north the place, butinmostgames in thisworld, youmustpaycompared withmanmoreprices, puts outcompared with a mangreatereffort, reachestocompared with a manbetterresult, canobtainquiteharvests, achievement and approvalfromoutside worldwiththem.”
泰尔斯长长地叹出一口气,言语里有着化不去的浓郁忧愁:“你是个女孩儿,那就注定了,不仅仅是北地,而是在这个世界上的大部分游戏里,你都要付出比男人更多的代价,拿出比男人更大的努力,达至比男人更好的成绩,才能得到堪堪与他们相当的收获、成果和来自外界的认可。”„In other words , if the femaleGrand Dukecannotput outcompared with a late kingNoonbetteranswer paper, evenkeeps pacewithNoonking,”princeis clenching teeth, looksroughy, atmosphereandthickness, gives the seriousconstriction the hero soulpalace: „You can only beforever‚thatlittle girl’.”
“换言之,如果女大公不能拿出比先王努恩更好的答卷,甚至只是与努恩王并驾齐驱,”王子咬着牙,望向粗犷、大气、厚实,给人以沉重压迫感的英灵宫:“那你都永远只能是‘那个小女孩’。”Thelmasilentwas very long, hermoodis low and deep.
塞尔玛沉默了很久,她的情绪低沉下来。Finally, the femaleGrand Dukesneersunemotionally: „Is really unfair.”
终于,女大公面无表情地冷笑一声:“真不公平。”„Iknow that thisis very unfair,”Taiersifrownsto look ather, is difficultto coverworry in eye: „Thereforeyoucannotgive up.”
“我知道这很不公平,”泰尔斯蹙眉望着她,难掩眼中的担忧:“所以你才更不能放弃。”„Youknow,in the beggarpile, tobeatingyourbeggarsdoes not hit back, whatresultcanbe?”
“你知道,在乞丐堆里,对殴打你的乞丐们不予还手,会是什么结果吗?”Thelmalifts the eye.
塞尔玛抬起眼睛。„Theywill bullyyoucontinually, beatsyou, ridiculedyou, isolatedyou,”Taiersirememberedanythingprobably, did not tighten the nervevoluntarily: „Repeatsthisscenerepeatedly, forms‚youget what one deservesare bullied’impression.”
“他们会持续地欺负你,殴打你,嘲笑你,孤立你,”泰尔斯像是想起了什么,不自觉地绷紧神经:“一遍遍地重复这种场景,形成‘你就活该被欺负’的印象。”In the femalebigpublic spiritmoved, remembersTaiersito saytoher, story that prince who thatcameXiacheng District: „Iknow.”
女大公心中一动,想起泰尔斯曾经向她说过的,那个出身下城区的王子的故事:“我知道。”
The princeis staring atherstubbornly, the expressionis very ugly: „Butthisis notworst.”
王子死死盯着她,表情很难看:“但这不是最糟的。”„Worst, is others, iseveryone, regardless ofnewpeopleorearly men, beatsyouor not the person, is familiar with thissceneday by day, takesforoften, thusin the life that in the beggarpileeats togetherto live together, deepensanddisseminateineveryone'sconsciousnessthisimpression.”
“最糟糕的,是其他人,是所有人,无论新来的人还是旧人们,不论殴打你与否的人,都对这种场景日趋习惯,引以为常,从而在乞丐堆里同吃同住的生活中,把这种印象加深、散播到所有人的意识里。”„Treats as the rulethissituationuntilthemunintentionallypart, oneselfcompileandinfersuch as‚inbornso’‚law of the jungle’‚alwayssomepeople to bully the person, alwayssomepeoplemustbe bullied’and so on nonsensereason, letseveryone, rookie, early man, powerhouse, weak one, even the personincludingbulliedyourself, believessubconsciously: Thisis the environment, thisis the rule, thisis the normal state, youhave no wayto changeit, therefore the bestchoiceacceptsit, adapts toit, acknowledgedit, complied withit, like thisyouwere beatenagain, canbe shortbysomepainstakingly.”
“直到他们有意无意地把这种情况当作规则的一部分,自己编造、推导出诸如‘天生如此’‘弱肉强食’‘总有人要欺负人,也总有人要被欺负’之类的狗屁理由,让所有人,新人,旧人,强者,弱者,甚至包括被欺负的你自己在内的人,都下意识地相信:这就是环境,这就是规则,这就是常态,你没法改变它,所以最好的选择就是接受它,适应它,承认它,顺应它,这样你再被殴打的时候,才能少受一些苦。”„Thiseveryoneis familiar with the environmentsubconsciously, the idea of customary rule, isworst.”
“这种大家都下意识地习惯环境,习惯规则的想法,才是最糟糕的。”In the mind of prince, the sea of thatdimmemoryexudes the mighty wavesslightly.
王子的脑海中,那片朦胧的记忆之海微微泛起波澜。Thatflash, Taiersilookis somewhat lax, seems in sightto the distant place: „Itwill makeyouforget: The individual and societyareunifiedandinalienable, youraction, ismolds the one of the environmentandrulefactors.”
那一瞬间,泰尔斯的眼神有些涣散,似乎在望向远方:“它会让你忘记:个体和社会是统一而不可分割的,你的行动,也是塑造环境和规则的因素之一。”Heputs out the one breath, pulls back the reality the thought.
他吐出一口气,把思维拉回到现实。„Perhapsis somewhat complex, but......”Taiersilooks at the young girl who focuses on the frontrevealdoubts.
“也许有些复杂,但是……”泰尔斯看着眼前面露疑惑的少女。„Ifyourselfdo not dareto change, choosesmeetssilent, and evenself-exile,”hispursing the lipslip of: „That unfairenvironmentwill never change.”
“如果你自己不敢去改变,选择沉默以应,乃至自我放逐,”他抿了抿嘴唇:“那不公平的环境就永远不会改变。”
The princesaidin a soft voice: „Girl.”
王子轻声道:“女孩儿。”Taiersilooks atgradually the silentyoung girl, sighedslightly.
泰尔斯看着渐渐沉默的少女,微微叹息。„Yousaidright, Thelma, Ishould not the weak one who youtreat as a waitingrescue.”
“你说的没错,塞尔玛,我不该把你当做一个等待救助的弱者。”Heshows the smile.
他重新露出笑容。„Howeveryoumuststudyto grow, studyare believing yourself, studiesto listen to the class of oldcrow,”Taiersiis silently typical: „Evenwithoutme.”
“而你要学着自己成长,学着去相信自己,学着自己去听老乌鸦的课,”泰尔斯默默地道:“即使没有我。”„FemaleGrand Duke.”
“女大公阁下。”„Takes care.”
“保重。”
The word, Taiersidoes not endureto look at the expression of young girlagain, turns aroundto walk.,
言罢,泰尔斯不忍再去看少女的表情,转身就走。、In the meantime.
就在此时。„Taiersi!” The young girllosing one's voiceopens the mouth, in the soundis hidingthickworrysuddenly: „Be careful!”
“泰尔斯!”少女突然失声开口,声音里藏着浓浓的担忧:“小心!”Taiersifootstepsslightly.
泰尔斯的脚步微微一顿。Hehas not turned head, butsmiles: „Yes, mymeeting......”
他没有回头,只是笑了笑:“是啊,我会的……”ButThelmabrokehimrecklessly.
但塞尔玛不顾一切地打断了他。„No.”
“不。”„On the eve ofadministering the affairs of stateday, Chagall...... Imeant that CountLeesclasshas looked formein secret,”Thelmaas ifworriesvery much, shelooks atall aroundsubconsciously: „Headvisesme, bestleaveyouto be farther, is farfrom the ominousbrightstarfamily.”
“在听政日前夕,夏尔……我是说里斯班伯爵私下里来找过我,”塞尔玛似乎很着急,她下意识地望了望四周:“他来劝导我,最好离你远一些,离不祥的璨星家族远一些。”„Toconvinceme, hetoldmysomesecretsahead of time.”
“为了说服我,他提前告诉了我一些秘密。”Taiersiwas startled, heleanedexcessively:
泰尔斯怔住了,他侧过头:„Whatsecret?”
“什么秘密?”
The words and expressions that the nextsecond, Thelmamouthputs outmakehis hearttremble:
下一秒,塞尔玛嘴里吐出的词语让他内心一颤:„Disaster.”
“灾祸。”Taiersiexpressionslightlyonestiff.
泰尔斯的表情微微一僵。What?
什么?At that moment, actuallyno oneknowsinhisheartisanythingfeels.
那一刻,没人知道他心中究竟是什么感受。Heturns headslowly, is maintaining the normalexpression.
他缓缓地回过头来,保持着正常的表情。Thelma'stoneis somewhat rapid, the expressionskips classeswithyounghersecretly is the same: „Incountry that people who intheseattended the war of endestablish, for exampleExter......”
塞尔玛的语气有些急促,表情就跟年幼的她偷偷逃课的时候一样:“在那些参加了终结之战的人们建立的国家里,比如埃克斯特……”„Althougheachfamilyinheritsto vary, the editionis able to discriminate, but the later generation at leasttenknights, at leasttenGrand Dukefamilies'successorswhengrown, will be informed some secrets of war of end......”
“尽管每个家族传承不一,版本有别,但至少十骑士的后人,至少十个大公家族的继承人在成年时,都会被告知一些终结之战的秘密……”Taiersiturns aroundcompletely, looks atThelma.
泰尔斯完全转过身来,怔怔地看着塞尔玛。„The war of end......”Thelmapursing the lipslip, hesitantseveralseconds, is determinedto open the mouth saying: „After more than 600years ago wars, weare more vigilant, the disasters that onlyremainsare more intelligent......”
“终结之战……”塞尔玛抿了抿嘴唇,犹豫了数秒,接着下定决心开口道:“六百多年前的大战后,我们更加警惕,仅剩的灾祸们则更加聪明……”„Weeach other more complex, the relations of secretanddanger, ambushesinboth sides of the world, in the assortedsituation, is maintaining the cautiousbalance......”
“我们彼此以更加复杂、隐秘、危险的关系,潜伏在世界的两端,在各色场合里,维持着小心翼翼的平衡……”
The femaleGrand Dukeraised the head, the soundis very light, is very decisive: „Butit...... the war of endhad not ended.”
女大公抬起头,声音很轻,却很果断:“但它……终结之战没有结束。”„Howeverweandthey, eventuallyis the enemy.”
“而我们和它们,也终究是敌人。”Taiersibreathacceleratesgradually, grippedunrestrainedlytightened the fist.
泰尔斯的呼吸渐渐加速,情不自禁地攥紧了拳头。
The young girlsdecideare looking athim, the visionfilledworriedandwas vigilant: „Taiersi, 18years ago, stars the year of blood-color......”
少女定定地望着他,目光充满了担忧和警惕:“泰尔斯,十八年前,星辰的血色之年……”„Whywill be attacked front and rearaboutyou, is without ammunition and food, whyunashamedlygoes southto attackaboutExter, why the wildbonetribe and beastperson are also in a tumulton a large scale...... evenyourrebel army, and even the tragedy of brightstarroyal family...... withthis, is relatedwith the disaster.”
“关于你们为何会腹背受敌,弹尽粮绝,关于埃克斯特为何毫无顾忌地南下侵袭,为何荒骨部落和兽人也大举骚动……甚至你们的叛军,乃至璨星王室的悲剧……都跟这,都跟灾祸有关。”Thatsecond, Taiersipupilshrinksfiercelytightly, cannot bearenhance the volume: „Whatpass/testhas?”
那一秒,泰尔斯的瞳孔猛地缩紧,忍不住提高音量:“有什么关?”But the femaleGrand Dukeshakes the head.
但女大公摇了摇头。„Icannotsayagain, Chagallbelieves that Itoldmethese......”Thelma'sexpressionto hesitatemournfully: „Thisis...... thisis the secret that dragonXiaocityGrand Dukesknow.”
“我不能再说下去了,夏尔相信我才告诉我这些……”塞尔玛的表情凄然而犹疑:“这是……这是龙霄城大公才知道的秘密。”Shedoes not be excessive: „Don't forget, Inow...... after allam the femaleGrand Duke.”
她别过头:“别忘了,我现在……毕竟是女大公呢。”Taiersilived.
泰尔斯顿住了。Some little time, Taiersiis adjusting the breathdiligently, recoversfrom the loss of self-control: „Yes.”
好一会儿,泰尔斯才努力调整着呼吸,从失态中回过神来:“是么。”Secret that dragonXiaocityGrand Dukes...... know?
龙霄城大公……才知道的秘密?Then...... in other words, ondragonXiaocityGrand Dukes......
那么……也就是说,上一任龙霄城大公……That18years ago south is determinedto invadeNoonking who......
那个十八年前决意南侵的努恩王……Thattold itself, disaster of KingExterthere is a reason for thisbrightstar, healso......
那个告诉自己,璨星之灾别有内情的埃克斯特国王,他也……Heis looking atThelma.
他愣愣地望着塞尔玛。„ButIthink that youknowfinally, Taiersi,”Thelmasomewhat seems to be guilty: „After all, youare the brightstarfamily......”
“但我想你最终会知道的,泰尔斯,”塞尔玛似乎有些内疚:“毕竟,你们是璨星家族……”Taiersicloses the eye, deeplyinspires, entersin the cornerhazedeepconceals that in the braincan hardly be removed: „Thank you, Thelma.”
泰尔斯闭上眼睛,深吸一口气,把脑子里挥之不去的阴霾深深藏进角落里:“谢谢你,塞尔玛。”„Iknow, sixyears ago, thattwo of a man and a woman...... the disasterlooks foryou......”
“我知道,六年前,一男一女的那两个……灾祸来找你……”Taiersiswallowedsaliva.
泰尔斯咽了一口唾沫。Thelma'svoicesomewhattrembles: „Iwill not askyourunnecessarymatter, why but regardless of theymustlook foryou......”
塞尔玛的声音有些发抖:“我不会问你多余的事情,但无论他们为什么要找你……”„Definitelywiththatrelated, definitely...... is not the good deed.”
“都肯定跟那有关,都肯定……不是好事。”
It is not the good deed.
不是好事。„Youknow,”young girlsaidsilently: „IndragonXiaocity, although not joyful......, butIat leastcanprotectyou, inNepaliKouLaihandhaslegendarycounter-demonarming, the unitingsoulspear/guntimesecurity in hall of hero......”
“你知道,”少女默默道:“在龙霄城里虽然不快乐……但我至少能保护你,尼寇莱手上有传奇反魔武装,英雄之厅里的戮魂枪时刻警戒……”„Leadsinblack sand......”
“可是在黑沙领……”Two peoplesilent.
两人沉默了下来。Breezehas blown, Jennieneigheddiscontentedly, brokesilent.
一阵微风吹过,身后的珍妮不满地嘶鸣一声,打破了寂静。
After long time, Taiersideeplysighs:
半晌之后,泰尔斯深深地叹了一口气:„Iwill remember.”
“我会记得的。”
The distant place, NepaliKouLaicoughsloudly, does not have scruples the said/tunnel: „Madame!”
远处,尼寇莱大声地咳嗽一声,毫不顾忌地道:“女士!”ThisurgingmakesThelmaawaken, probablysuddenlyrememberedanything.
这声催促让塞尔玛惊醒过来,像是突然又想起了什么。„Also, thatman who takes the blacklong sword, althoughhehas savedus, but,” the Thelmarapidsaid/tunnel, as ifmustallworries, sayintheseminutes of: „Sinceheparticipated for 18years...... thathedefinitelyhas the relationswiththesethings.”
“还有,那个拿着黑色长剑的男人,虽然他拯救过我们,但是,”塞尔玛急促地道,仿佛要把所有的担心,都在这几分钟里说完:“既然他参与了十八年的……那他就肯定跟这些事情有关系。”„Asyourfamily'spersonal enemies, Icannot think that hehasanylets offevenprotectsyourreason.”
“作为你们家族的仇人,我想不到他有任何放过甚至保护你的理由。”„Only if...... hehas the goal, the schemeis broad.”
“除非……他别有目的,图谋远大。”Taiersidecideslooks at the tread, did not say a word.
泰尔斯定定地看着地面,一言不发。Thatfloats the heartwith the forms and innumerabledoubts of swordtogether.
那个用剑的身影与无数的疑惑一起浮上心头。
The words of young girlare still continuing: „NepaliGrand DukeKouLaiheownhealth/guard......, butthey can only tracemost, thatmannicknameblacksword, withnamed‚a fraternity’ the overseasganghas the relations......”
少女的话还在继续:“尼寇莱和大公亲卫……但他们最远只能追查到,那个男人外号黑剑,和一个叫作‘兄弟会’的国外帮会有关系……”Taiersiinspiresfiercely.
泰尔斯猛地吸了一口气。Hehas turned the head:
他转过头:„Thelma, Iknew.”
“塞尔玛,我知道了。”Someprincequitebitter and astringenttunnels:
王子颇有些苦涩地道:„Thank you.”
“谢谢你。”Thank you......
谢谢你……Thank you, whywithoutasked.
谢谢你,没有多问为什么。Thatflickers, Thelmasaw clearly the princebitter and astringentbadexpression, cannot help but startledslightly.
那一瞬,塞尔玛看清了王子苦涩糟糕的表情,不由得微微一怔。NepaliKouLaiis also urging.
尼寇莱又在催促了。„Left, Thelma.”
“别了,塞尔玛。”
The nextsecond, Taiersicloses the eye, turns aroundto depart.
下一秒,泰尔斯闭上眼睛,转身离去。Transmitsrespiteslightly...... as well asvagueweeping.
身后传来微微的喘息……以及若有若无的啜泣。
The skyis very blue, is very clear.
天空很蓝,很清澈。
The littlecloud layers, were dyed the golden colorby the sunlightgradually.
少许的云层,渐渐被阳光染成金色。Verbal commandsound that transmitsgold/metalcourt lady.
身后传来金克丝女官的号令声。
The footsteps of femaleGrand Dukeresound, goes far awaygradually.
女大公的脚步响起,渐渐远去。Taiersiis enduring the desireturn head, walkstowarddark horseJennie, forcestheyto smiletobosominferior (Asia).
泰尔斯忍着回头的欲望,向着黑马珍妮走去,勉强对怀亚他们笑了笑。Buthisslightly.
但他微微一顿。Saw onlyNepaliKouLaito pull outanotherhorsesluggishly, is reorganizing the equipmentagily.
只见尼寇莱慢腾腾地拉出了另一匹马,利落地整理着装备。„Althoughdoes not go to the chess room,”sees onlyhimto tellanythingtoJustin: „But the custom is the same: The patrol leadersclear the opening, Grand Dukeownhealth/guard......”
“虽然不是去棋牌室,”只见他对贾斯汀吩咐着什么:“但规矩一样:巡逻队清场开路,大公亲卫……”„Hey, do youalsowantto go?” The princehas doubtsto say.
“嘿,你也要去?”王子疑惑道。NepaliKouLaiturns the head.
尼寇莱转过头来。„According tofemalegrand duke'sinstruction, princekin.”
“按照女大公的吩咐,小王子。”Meteorcomplexionbadcold-ly snorted and said: „Ideliver to youRumbahand......”
陨星者面色不善地冷哼道:“我把你送到伦巴手里……”„Delivers the fiercesmile that you......”heshowsto harbor evil intentions:
“送你……”他露出不怀好意的狰狞笑容:„Lastregulation.”
“最后一程。”Taiersishows the whites of the eyes.
泰尔斯翻了个白眼。Lastregulation.
最后一程。Thisdeadface......
这个死人脸……Can'tchange a word?
不能换个词吗?
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