Anchor point, direction...... 锚点,指向自我…… Draws me...... 把我拉回去…… From this damn, in the fearful storm gets rid. 从这个该死的,可怕的风暴里摆脱。 From this false, attractive, comfortable, satisfied, is filled with the expectation, the infinite wonderful rising threshold dreamland......, knocks at a door, for it, he can definitely give up all, only to put into its bosom, then becomes to high mother! Also come? 从这个虚假的、诱人的,舒服的,惬意的,满心期望的,无限美妙的升阈梦境……啊,叩门,为了它,他完全可以放弃一切,只为了投入其怀抱,然后成为至高尼玛！又来？ Go away! 滚！ I own thought cannot control! 我连自己的思维都不能控制了么！ Taiersi felt oneself boiled for day to work probably, pants, goes home exhausted, but must struggle the depressed writer of symbol...... 泰尔斯感觉自己像是熬了一天工作,气喘吁吁,精疲力竭地回到家,还要挣扎着起来码字的苦闷写手…… Is supporting the spirit, so long as, will fall into the delightful dreamland even the slightest misstep, is gone forever...... 强自撑着精神,但只要稍有不慎,就会陷入甜美的梦乡,一去不复返…… Brings a screen of bareness character, wakes up the next day...... 带着空无一字的屏幕,在第二天醒来…… „Bang!” “轰隆！” In is cursing all Taiersi at heart ruthlessly, by an anxious cyclone, was blown again continually turned six somersaults. 在心里狠狠诅咒着一切的泰尔斯,再次被一个急急的气旋,刮得连翻了六个跟斗。 When has a dizzy spell, was blown the severe pain to be hard to endure by three black ink edges again. 头晕目眩之际,再被三道墨刃刮得剧痛难忍。 Hateful! 可恶！ Anchor point! 锚点呢！ Taiersi supports by strenuous efforts, searches damage to remember diligently again, wants to find that answer...... 泰尔斯苦苦支撑,努力搜索着再次受损记忆,想找到那个答案…… Really, before prepared completely, but at the last moment, before discovery , the preparation that makes, the fundamental use cannot send! 真是,之前准备完全,但事到临头,才发现之前所做的准备,根本一点用场也派不上！ Is worse than the oral defense! 比论文答辩还糟！ Anchor point that I set, I understand actually self-...... is anything! 我所定下的锚点,我所理解的自我……究竟是什么！ In the meantime. 就在此时。 【You had pondered, are actually yourself what?】 【你是否曾经思考过,你自己究竟是什么？】 His at present again hallucination. 他的眼前再次一阵迷幻。 But unlike before. 但跟之前不一样。 This time, appears in Taiersi at present, is a palatial palace. 这一次,在泰尔斯眼前出现的,是一座巍峨的宫殿。 In the north, in some room in some floating snow palace...... 在北方,在某个飘雪宫殿里的某个房间中…… A graceful young man is facing another pale boy, presses on step by step, the slender finger raises up slowly, as if points to the conscience of boy: 一个举止优雅的年轻男人面对着另一个面色苍白的男孩,步步紧逼,修长的手指慢慢竖起,仿佛直指男孩的本心: 【When you were ripped others below all definitions, leaves all you situation, so as to having, what do yourself have?】 【当你被剥去他人所下的一切定义,离开一切你藉以存在的情境,你自己还剩下什么？】 The scene exudes the ripples, such as the wave diverges. 景象泛起涟漪,如水波散去。 Taiersi was startled. 泰尔斯怔住了。 Others below definition...... 他人所下的定义…… The situation of so as to having...... 藉以存在的情境…… Anchor point...... 锚点…… Anchor point! 锚点！ „Bang” “轰隆” In the limitless storm and thunderous, he recalls slowly just now with Toross's dialogue. 在无边无际的风暴和雷鸣里,他慢慢回想起适才与托罗斯的对话。 „Therefore, must decide the anchor, the true need, is actually removes all external labels......” “所以,要定锚自我,真正需要的,其实是褪去一切外在的标签……” „Removes, by the thing of his confusion you said ‚’.” “褪去你所说的,‘受他者混淆之物’。” Taiersi was lost in thought. 泰尔斯出神了。 What is „by the thing of his confusion”? 什么是“受他者混淆之物”？ What is „not by the thing of his confusion”? 什么又是“不受他者混淆之物”？ What is...... aims at the self- anchor point truly? 什么是……真正指向自我的锚点？ „Crash-bang bang! Bang!” The body week thunderous lightning flash, never stops. “哗啦砰！轰！”身周雷鸣电闪,从未止息。 He is confused, having doubts. 他迷茫着,疑惑着。 As if puts behind oneself still toss about in the fearful storm back and forth, undergoes suffers. 仿佛忘却自己还在可怕的风暴里来回折腾,经受折磨。 Aims at the self- anchor point, is more realistic. 指向自我的锚点,要现实一些。 Is his unique...... demon energy? 是他独特的……魔能吗？ Is the crime of prison river? 是狱河之罪？ Saved him several times in the dangerous jc dagger? 是数次救他于危难的jc匕首？ His so-called kingdom bloodlines? 还是他所谓的王国血脉？ Is...... his so-called wisdom? 或者是……他所谓的智慧？ „Rumble!” “轰隆隆！” No, is not. 不,都不是。 The direction of these anchor points, he does not feel right. 这些锚点的指向,他觉得不对。 Not by the thing of his confusion...... 不受他者混淆之物…… The anchor point must focus some, is more centralized, is briefer? 或者,锚点得聚焦一些,集中一些,简短一些？ For example he himself. 比如他自己。 For example Taiersi? 比如泰尔斯？ Bright star? 璨星？ The second prince? 第二王子？ Can the demon the master? 魔能师？ When he thinks of this name Wu Qiren? 还是他想到这个名字时顿了一下吴葺仁？ Simply...... crossing over? 干脆……穿越者？ „Bang!” Storm as before, he such as in rain floating duckweed, was blown again. “砰！哗哗”风暴依旧,他如雨中飘萍,再次被刮开。 The anchor point similarly is not these...... not by the thing of his confusion...... abstract. 不不,锚点同样不是这些……不受他者混淆之物……得抽象一点。 The anchor point is his will? In spirit that this world does not admit defeat? 这么说,锚点是他的意志？在这个世界绝不认输的精神？ Is he from another life, acquired memory and knowledge? 是他从另一个生命里,获得的记忆和知识？ Is I was born now, sensation and understanding all? 是我出生到现在,感知、认识的一切？ A little near, but, real? 有点近了,但是,真的吗？ Anchor point...... 锚点…… The anchor point really can from these things, aim at him and Toross said so many......? 锚点真的能从这些事物里,指向他和托罗斯说了那么多的……自我吗？ Not by the thing of his confusion...... 不受他者混淆之物…… In the meantime. 就在此时。 „Flip-flop bang!” “噼啪轰！” Unprecedented huge thunderous, along with another bunch of strange black lightnings, drops down Taiersi body! 一阵前所未有的巨大雷鸣,伴随着又一束怪异的黑色闪电,直落泰尔斯的身上！ Hits the whole body to shake him, such as the broken gunnysack is the same, in in the air unceasing tumbling! 把他打得浑身一震,如破麻袋一样,在空中不断翻滚！ Severe pain. 剧痛。 Even consciousness also trembles. 连意识也为之颤栗。 But that flickers, Taiersi saw suddenly. 但那一瞬,泰尔斯突然看见了。 His answer. 他的答案。