笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so,最快更新心魔!He felt the timeasksChenHuanto chat.
他觉得,是时候找陈豢谈谈了。At this time the catmonstertransferred the eye, teased the teacup on next doortableto playwith a finger. Thatcupmade that turning roundrevolutionsanothercheck, fellon the grounddestroyed, said: „Kingyou......”
这时猫妖转了转眼睛,拿一根手指逗着隔壁桌上的茶杯玩儿。将那杯子弄得滴溜溜转又一勾,啪的一声掉在地上打碎了,才说:“那大王你……”„IsavedLiXianyu. ShelivesoutsideWei Citynow. Somedaysyouhave returned toWei Cityto look for the pheasant, threeflowersalso.”Li Yunxinsaid,„doubletigercitynot necessarilyis also safe, youleavesooner, cango backto helpbusy of pheasant. Even if not likeworking, playing is also good.”
“我救了李闲鱼。她现在住在渭城外。过些日子你回渭城去找山鸡,三花也在。”李云心说,“双虎城也未必安全,你早些动身,也可以回去帮山鸡的忙。哪怕不喜欢做事,玩玩也是好的。”
The catmonstersigheddisappointedly. Alsoonseveraltypes of things the tableprovokes, said: „Kingyou and pastwere different.”
猫妖失望地叹了口气。又将桌上几样东西拨弄下去,才说:“大王你和从前不同了。”Li Yunxinsmiles: „Becamewellbecamebadly?”李云心笑笑:“变得好了还是变得坏了?”
The catmonsterstares athimcarefullyto look ata while: „Becamelooks like the person.”
猫妖盯着他仔仔细细看一会儿:“变得像人了。”„Iformerlywas a person. Thenis the good deed.”Li Yunxina while, resembledsilentthoughtanything, said,„left. Imustmanage the proper business. Ifmattersmooth...... withinonemonthlooks atyou.”
“我从前本来就是人。那么是好事。”李云心沉默一阵子,似是又想了些什么,才说,“动身吧。我要办正事了。事情如果顺利……一个月之内去看你们。”Saidthissaying, hisformthendisappearedfrom the garden.
说了这话,他的身影便从庭院中消失了。Nextquarter, reappearedinpreviouslywith the restaurant that inLi Chunfengtalked. Does not leavehalfdouble-hourin any case, nowreturnscomes to seeemptily.
下一刻,又重现在此前与李淳风交谈的酒楼中。横竖也离开不过半个时辰,如今回来看果真还是空荡荡的。Dinot, only then a Li Chunfengpersonpinches the wine glassto sitnear the windowsipsslowly. Findshimto appearin the hallagain, is notsurprised.
狄公不在了,只有李淳风一个人捏着酒杯坐在窗边慢慢啜饮。瞧见他重出现在厅中,并不感到意外。Onlysighed the one breathlightly: „Iguess that yousaidtoBai Yunxinmatter that wemustdo?”
只轻叹一口气:“我猜你对白云心说了我们要做的事?”Li Yunxinarrived at the windowdoublehand-held the parapet, looked atonetoward the streeton, said: „Ihitdid not agreefrom the beginning. Cannot be regardedmatter that Imustdo. Said.”李云心走到窗边双手扶了栏杆,往街上看一眼,说:“我打一开始就不同意。算不得我要做的事。是都说了。”„Speaking ofwhatdegree?”
“说到什么程度?”„Isaid,youwantmeandshetie the marriage affinity, buttocallJin Pengtreats it lightly, is goodto facilitateyouto killhim. Bai Yunxinhad walked, this/shouldwill have the words.”
“我说,你要我和她结姻缘,只是为了叫金鹏掉以轻心,好方便你杀死他。白云心已经走了,该会把话带到。”InLi Chunfengdrink/nurseJincup the liquor, shakes the head, foroneselfbut actuallyonecup: „Youshouldknow that such a, the variablewas big. Whoeveryouandhefightto losewhomto win, landall living thingsmustmeet with a disaster- onlyforyouare happy. Suchappropriate?”
李淳风饮尽杯中酒,摇摇头,又为自己倒了一杯:“你该知道这么一来,变数就大了。你和他斗无论谁输谁赢,中陆众生都要遭殃-只为了你痛快。这样合适么?”„ThereforeIwantto askChenHuanto chat. Howlistens toherto say. Youshouldknow how to contact withher.”
“所以我想找陈豢谈谈。听听她怎么说。你该知道怎么联系她。”Li Chunfengsilentmoment, drinksthreecupscontinually. The Li Yunxinprofilehas a look athim, discovershisfaceslightlyred. From thisknew that heshoulddiverge the magical powers, experienced the alcoholic intoxicationor the slightly drunkconditionlike the commonperson.
李淳风沉默了片刻,又连饮三杯。李云心侧脸看看他,发现他的脸有些微红。由此晓得他该是散去了神通,像寻常人一样体验了醉酒或微醺的状态。Thismatterhe himselfwill also dooccasionally.
这种事他自己偶尔也会做。„Youlive, Iam looking atyou. Starts unable to look, butknowsslowlyyouwere not the commonperson.”Li Chunfengmentioned the unrelatedmattersuddenly, „every so oftenyouare restraining the matureactiondiligentlywith the idea, butalsohasevery so often, youindeedshow the new student/lifechild'ssame interest in thisworld.”
“你生出来的时候,我就在瞧着你。开始瞧不出,但慢慢知道你不是寻常人了。”李淳风忽然说起了不相干的事,“很多时候你在努力约束自己过于成熟的举动和想法,但也有很多时候,你的确对这世界表现出新生的孩子一样的兴趣。”„Iobserveyou longer, what kind ofpersonwas more curiousyouformerlyis. Even but if Iknow that youshouldhave...... stillreallyregarded a childyouin the pastfrequently. Many things that beforesaidmanywords that doestoyou, is not acting in a play- indeedwas the sincerity.”
“我观察你越久,越好奇你从前是怎么样的一个人。可是即便我知道你该有过去……也常常真把你当成个孩子。之前对你说的很多话、做的很多事,并不是都是在演戏-很多的确是真心的。”„Youthink that nowlooked...... shouldrealizeIbesidesteachingyoursomemethods of practicing, has not triedto interfere withorguideyourthought.”Li Chunfengsaidin a low voice,„oneisbecauseyouare not the truechild, in the mindis not a white paper. HowIteachyouto goto think,youare very difficultto accept. Even ifaccepted, were also hidingothermattersat heart, Iwas more difficultto know that youare thinkinganything.”
“你现在想想看……该意识到我除了教你些修行的法门之外,没有试着干涉或者指导你的思想。”李淳风低声说,“一是因为你不是真正的孩子,头脑里不是一张白纸。我教你去怎么想,你很难接受。哪怕接受了、心里还藏着另一些事,我就更难知道你在想什么了。”„Because, Ilike your character. The thoughtsare deep, workto have the orderliness. Isperson who Iwant.”
“还是因为,我喜欢你这性格。心思深沉,做事有条理。是我想要的人。”Li Yunxinhas not interruptedhiswordsunexpectedly, onlycalmlylistens. WhenLi Chunfeng, askedat this pointcalmly: „Whysaidtheseatthis timewithme?”李云心竟未打断他的话,只静静地听。待李淳风说到此处,才平静地问:“为什么在这时候和我说这些?”„Because after thistimeyoure-enter the land, before donematter, was different. YouplacedLiXianyu, pheasant. Alsolooked atYu MengandthatLittle Cat Monster. Haven't yourselfrealized? Youseem like a guardiannow- is doing one's bestto thinkfor the children.”Li Chunfengputs out a handto trace the wine pot, resemblesmustdrinkonecupin the considerationagain. Butfinallyshoved open the wine pot, onlyput the handon the desktop, „thismatter, Ialsooncewantedto do.”
“因为这次你重回中陆之后,做的事情和以前不同了。你安置了李闲鱼、山鸡。又看了于濛、那个小猫妖。你自己没有意识到么?你现在像是个家长-在尽心尽力为孩子们想。”李淳风伸手摸了摸酒壶,似是在考虑要不要再饮一杯。但最终还是将酒壶推开了些,只把手搁在桌面上,“这种事,我也曾经想要做。”„Shangguanmoon/month...... I, whenYunshanruns intoher, feelsat presentonebright. Herfamily backgroundshouldbethisworldnoblest. Is the person in thisworld. But the thoughtsare pure, the appearanceis attractive, has not turned intothesecultivatorspiritlessappearances.”
“上官月……我在云山遇到她的时候,觉得眼前一亮。她的出身该是这世间最高贵的了。是这个世界的人。但心思单纯善良,模样漂亮,还没变成那些修士们死气沉沉的样子。”„ThereforeIleadherto come out...... to feelinneutral gear of thesematters, inImustmake, experiencessomehappysentiments, canaskmeto think that thisworldis more interesting, is not seemingly dark, the road aheadto be difficult to predict, and likely reallymustmove toward the dead end the appearance.”
“于是我带她出来……觉得在我要做的那些事的空档儿里,体验些美好的感情,也能叫我觉得这世界有趣一些,不是个看起来黑沉沉、前路未卜且很可能真的要走向末路的模样。”„Iandshewent toDing Province ambecausearea that possiblyhad the envoyto arrive. Buthas not expectedis arriving...... youmayknowonher......”
“我和她去了定州是因为在那一带,可能有使者降临。但没料到正降临在她身上……你可知道……”„WhenIdiscoveredgraduallyyouarethatenvoy, what kind offeelingat heartis?”Li Chunfengsmiles, „Ihave even thoughtkillsyou-, becauseyouinbirth, Iam still thinking,couldgive birth to a childinthisworld, the feelingexperience that Iwill really cultivate the behaviorwas complete.”
“当我渐渐发现你就是那个使者的时候,心里是怎样的感觉么?”李淳风笑了笑,“我甚至想过杀死你-因为你在出生的时候,我还在想,或许可以在这世上生养个孩子,我就真将做人的感觉体验完全了。”Li Yunxinlooks athim: „Did youlivewere so long, have not hadotherchild?”李云心看他:“你活了这么久,没有过别的孩子?”„Iam not a person. Livesfor a long timeinstudy. TheseyearsIlearnedgradually...... , will otherwise not have between you and me thisrelations.”
“我本不是人。活得久只是在学。这些年我才渐渐学会了……不然不会有你我之间这段关系。”„That.”Li Yunxinthinks,„afterwardyourfeigned deathto leave , because yourmade the resolutionat heart?”
“那么。”李云心想了想,“后来你们俩个诈死离开,就是因为你的心里做出了决断?”„That timewas.”Li Chunfengshakes the headslightly, „youwere gradually big. When yourfamily backgroundandfamily, canmakeyouindisplaying at that time the child of thatage not the symmetricmaturity, did not makeoneto get suspicious- the child who twopracticinglivescame out...... intelligentcleverwill not makeoneto begin to have suspicions.”
“那个时候是。”李淳风微微摇头,“你渐渐大了。你的出身、家庭,可以令你在表现出与当时那个年纪的孩子所不相称的成熟时,又不叫人起疑心-两个修行人生出来的孩子……多聪明伶俐都不会叫人起疑。”„ThereforeIalsorealized, the program of thisproper family relationshipspossiblycould not developquickly. When youwere borndoes not know that mydetails, Iactuallyknow how youpossiblyare. If by any chanceyouunderstooda lot the ponders to be manyslowly, byyourmind, will realizeone dayIwas not right. On the day of Ido not wantto wait till.”
“于是我也意识到,这父慈子孝的戏码可能很快就演不下去了。你出生时不知道我的底细,我却知道你可能是怎样。但等你慢慢了解得多思考得多了,以你的头脑,总有一天会意识到我也不对劲儿。我不想等到那一天。”Li Yunxinshakes the head: „Ifreallywaited by the day of initially, perhapsis notat presentthisaspect.”李云心摇摇头:“如果当初真等到那一天,也许就不会是眼下这个局面。”„Ido not likeyounow, is notbecauseyouhitare hiding the truth frommemanymattersfrom the beginning- mustknow that Iam also hiding the truth fromyou. Butbecause, youfeign death.”
“我如今之所以不喜欢你,不是因为你打一开始就将许多事都瞒着我-要知道我也在瞒着你。而正是因为,你诈死。”„Ilikedfirstmore than tenyears of timesvery much. Feltyouaregood...... father. Shangguanmoon/month, is a being able to passmother. Parentsbeing in good healthdoes not need to worry about food or clothing, canexperiencesomemysteriousgadget, thistypelivesIto crossverysatisfied.”
“我原本很喜欢前十几年的时候。觉得你算是个不错的……父亲。上官月,算是个过得去的母亲。双亲健在衣食无忧,又能体验些神奇的玩意儿,这种生活我过得很惬意。”„ThereforeIpaidmanyemotions- first time.”
“于是我付出了很多情感-头一次。”„Butyouplayedto disappearafterward, spendsmysentiment a time. Alsome, when the board game pieceuses- in your words, purposelyportrays the appearance that meyouneed.”Li Yunxinvisitshim, „thismatterIdid not accept. Youshouldsayfrom the beginningclearlytome- is just likeusesBai Yunxinthismatter, from the beginningthis/shouldfirsttoldme, rather thandid the decisionforme.”
“但后来你们玩儿消失,消费一次我的感情。又把我当棋子用-用你的话说,就是有意识地把我塑造成你需要的模样。”李云心看着他,“这种事我接受不了。你从一开始就该对我讲清楚-好比利用白云心这件事,从一开始就该先告诉我,而不是为我做决定。”Li Chunfengsighed: „I see now. Butbeforedidthesematters...... isbecauseyouformerlydevelopedtoowell. Youstillremember-”
李淳风叹息一声:“我现在已经懂了。但之前做那些事……是因为你从前演得太好了。你还记得么-”„Youfive -year-old time, Ileadyouto go to the full mooncliffto direct the rosy cloudair/Qi. The full mooncliffwithstand/top the giant stone that creakiestogether, Icalledyouto crawl, to sit, asked that youdid fear. Yousaiddid not fear why Iaskedyou, yousaid that ‚knows the fatherswere goodforme’.”
“你五岁的时候,我带你去望月崖引云霞气。望月崖顶有一块摇摇欲坠的巨石,我叫你爬上去、坐上去,又问你怕不怕。你说不怕,我问你为什么,你说‘知道爹爹都是为了我好’。”Li Yunxinleaned the profile, might avoidanything, said: „Is onlybecauseIknow that like thissaidyouwill be happy. Youare happy, Ihave the auspicious day.”李云心侧了侧脸,像是要避开什么,说:“只是因为我知道这样说你会开心。你开心,我就有好日子过。”Li Chunfengsmiles: „Younine -year-old time, when Iyoupreachedtold a story. The youngsterfollowingmasterpractice, cultivates for threeyearsjustto cross the threshold. A day a sleep/feltwakes up, discovered that mastergate, mastersare not at- oneselfrestin a stretch of emptywilderness. Thereforeis alone informed and experienced in world, suffers loss. Waited formanyyearsheto suffocatein the past, the mastercame. Tohimsaid that hehas tastedcompletely the worlddistress, cancultivate/repair the main road. Butthatperson of that timeis not a youngster, butwas an old person.”
李淳风笑了笑:“你九岁的时候,我给你讲经时说了一个故事。说,有一个少年跟着师傅修行,修了三年刚刚入门。一天一觉醒来,发现师门、师傅都不在了-自己睡在一片空荡的野地里。于是独自在世间历练,吃够了苦头。等许多年过去他奄奄一息的时候,师傅才又现身。对他说他已经尝尽人间苦楚,可以修大道了。但那人那时候已经不是少年,而是老人了。”„Heis angry, said that if is a commonpersonhas not sneaked a peek at the main road, perhapswill settlein the earthliness. Mayaskhimto study for threeyearsno matterhe, hehas no interest in worldmatter. Helookedsoughtfor a lifetimepainstakinglyfruitless, whenmustdie the mastercame- inhishearthas been full of the hate, does not wantto practiceagain.”
“他大怒,说如果自己是个寻常人不曾窥见大道,也许会安于俗世。可叫他学了三年又不管他,他已经对世间事没什么兴趣了。他找了一辈子都苦寻无果,在要死去的时候师傅才又现身-他心中已充满怨恨,不想再修行了。”„Iasked how youthink, yousaidthatpersonentered the Demonic Path, to take the evil ways. Alsosaidcompletelycanpainstakinglysweetto come. Thatpersonis not clear the pains of hismaster, is a rotten wood. Discardednowas also a pity.”
“我问你怎么想,你说那人入了魔道、走了邪路。又说苦尽才能甘来。那人不明白他师傅的苦心,是块朽木。丢弃了也没什么可惜的。”Li Yunxinturns awayto stare athim: „Youshouldbe clear,Iformerlytothesewords that youspokesaidlistenedtoyou. Coaxing you are merry, Iam also convenient. Nowyoualsosaythese, iswhatwantsto explain?”李云心转脸盯着他:“你该清楚,我从前对你说的那些话都只是说给你听的而已。哄你们快活,我自己也省事。现在你又说这些,是想要说明什么?”„Wanted saying that I was actually regret.”Li Chunfengsighed, „Ithink that youlooked likeme, withmewas a kind of person. Sincehad no emotion, worksalsohas no scruples. Youseize the sheddragonnine, to designhistimenoscruples, Ididthesematterstoyou, has no scruples. Ithink that inyourmyworldbroad-mindedempty, handles affairscannothaveanythingto hinder- howeveryoushouldbe ableto understandthese.”
“想要说,我其实是后悔的。”李淳风叹息,“我以为你像我,同我是一类人。既然原本没什么情感,做起事来也就没什么顾忌。你夺舍龙九、设计他的时候没什么顾忌,我对你做了这些事,也就没什么顾忌。我以为你我的世界里旷达空荡,行事不会有什么阻碍-而你该可以理解这些。”„Is onlyhas not thought that youcompared withlook likeperson who Ithink- purerperson. Worldpersonworksalways many hobbling, thereforefraught with uncertainty. Butyourchestdoes not have the hindrance, cancomewithownintentionactually.”
“只是没想到你比我想的更像人-更纯粹的人。世间人做事总有许多牵绊,于是畏首畏尾。但你胸无挂碍,倒是可以随着自己的心意来。”„Butthismatter...... Ihope that youcanrestrainyourintention.”Healsolooks atLi Yunxin, „, ifbecause to myhate, butaskedyounot to depend onmyplan, to accomplish- Icansaytoyou,Iformerlymade the mistake.”
“可这件事……我希望你能收敛自己的心意。”他也看李云心,“如果是因为对我的怨恨,而叫你不想依着我的计划来、非要自己成事-我可以对你说,我从前做错了。”Hestands upfrom the table, spoke the words: „Idid the wrong thingtoyou. HoweveryourIfacilitatetogether. Butwe have the samegoalnow...... thistime, Ithink that wedo not do the wrong thingagain.”
他从桌边站起身,将话又说了一遍:“我对你做了错事。但是你我共同促成的。可如今我们又有共同的目标……这一次,我想我们不要再做错事。”
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