笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so，最快更新心魔！ „You know, actually...... the past was not, has the miss to live on the edge for me. This matter I see, me am have actually seen.” “你知道,其实……从前也不是、也不是没有姑娘为我寻死觅活。这事我见过、我其实是见过的。” His vision looks to out of the window, as if at wants very for a long time very long beforehand matter: „Has seen.” 他目光向窗外看,似乎在想很久很久以前的事情:“见过很多的。” „Is only this difference. You know that...... I think the evil spirit. The evil spirit...... and person is different. Is cruelly deceitful and unfeeling. However this greatly is different- she subverted me...... the cognition.” Li Yunxin knit the brows and said slowly, „actually not only also sentimental matter. Wú, is only because my cognition to some community and was subverted in that flash, therefore had powerful psychological impact- I discovered that originally they can also like this- this was formerly had not thought.” “是只这一个不同。你知道……我以为妖魔啊。妖魔啊……和人不同。残忍狡诈、冷酷无情。但是这一个却大不同-她颠覆了我的……认知。”李云心皱眉、慢慢说道,“其实也不只是感情的事儿。唔,也只是因为我对某一个群体的认知、在那一瞬间被颠覆了,因此造成了很强烈的心理冲击-我发现啊,原来它们也可以这样子-这是从前没有想到过的。” From the beginning he is frowning saying that but, found some mentalities in the conversations slowly probably. Also or was the water current finally found the slit, then fell in torrents impatiently. 一开始他皱着眉头说,但慢慢地,像是在言谈间找到了些思路。又或者是水流终于找到了缝隙,便迫不及待地倾泻出去。 His expression also no longer became smooth, the look dispirited, to speak a few words slowly every time, buoyed up a point. 他的言辞慢慢变得流畅、神色也不再萎靡、每说一句话,就振作一分。 „Therefore essentially, was my own hypnosis oneself. The woman first shows good will to me in every possible way, I then thought that she loves me. But I have no true feelings to her, therefore then does not regard as important her love, thought that is very superficial.” “所以本质上,是我自己催眠了自己。那女人先对我百般示好,我便觉得她爱我。可我又对她没什么真情,于是便并不看重她的爱,觉得浅薄得很。” „I believe my judgment self-confidently, thus this impression is more profound. At that moment, I first making a move injured her, later actually discovered that she actually really admired me, for I considered-” “我又自信满满相信自己的判断,因而这印象更加深刻。等到那一刻,我先出手伤了她,之后却发现她竟然是真的爱慕我、为了我着想-” „Side is subversion and side on emotion is subversion in cognition, but I previously such believed my judgment!” “一边是情感上的颠覆、一边是认知上的颠覆,而我此前又那样相信自己的判断！” „Therefore this new reality thoroughly destroyed my former cognition...... I to be hit ignorant. Once my rational thinking no longer had an effect, my defense mechanism to be relieved temporarily, then previously that woman unintentionally to I suggestion guidance. Made my inertia thought take another road- love!” “于是这个新的现实彻底摧毁我从前的认知……我被打懵了。一旦我的理性思维不再起作用、我的防御机制暂时被解除了,那么此前那女人有意无意对我进行的暗示引导。就令我的惯性思维走上了另一条路-爱！” Li Yunxin stood up the body, knits the brows slightly: „Yes. Then is so- this emotion I have to experience! Because of misconception. Is because misleads. Because of temporary defense collapse.” 李云心站起了身,微微皱眉:“是啊。便是如此-这种情感我又不是没体验过！是因为错觉。是因为误导。是因为暂时的防御崩溃。” He turns the head to look at Old Taoist Liu: „Is right?” 他转头看刘老道:“对不对？” Old Daoist coughed: „Xin boy, I...... have not known the head and tail of matter.” 老道咳了一声:“心哥儿,我还……没知道事情的首尾。” Li Yunxin was almost immediately then says the matter briefly. 李云心几乎是立刻便将事情简要地说了。 Said, he stared is staring at Old Taoist Liu: „Did you say? Un? Misconception?” 说完了,他直勾勾地盯着刘老道:“你说是不是？嗯？错觉？” Old Taoist Liu lowered the head to think deeply about a while. Did not reply his words. 刘老道低头思索了一会儿。并不回答他的话。 But is the sinking sound said: „Only has a matter.” 而是沉声道:“只有一件事。” „Xin boy your palm, can kill her. But her father, according to you said that magical powers still above you, must kill her is easy as pie. But actually struck to fly side you her.” “心哥儿你那一掌,是可以将她击毙的。而她那父亲,据你说神通犹在你之上,要杀她更是易如反掌。但却只是将她击飞到你身边了。” „Xin boy, her father , to kill her, oneself then killed. But kept the sentiment. Why must strike to fly your her. At that time you away Tungting lake are beyond the zhang (3.33 m), and you previously making a move injured her. If you did have killed the heart to kill...... that Tungting lake Monarch white Liu hand her?” “心哥儿,她父亲若想杀她,自己便杀了。但既留了情。为什么还要将她击飞到你脚下。那时你距洞庭已是丈外了,且你先前出手伤了她。如果你起了杀心将她杀死了……那洞庭君岂不是白留手了？” „This point, why I do not know. But executes the heart to discuss, my Old Taoist Liu thinks, was that Tungting lake Monarch caused ruse of inflicting an injury on oneself with this ladybug risking danger. He can want his daughter to lose the life to make trouble to cultivate/repair, wants to come not to love dearly dies again one time. That Tungting lake Monarch runs the thousand li (500 km) great lake. Own daughter makes convenient...... not be unreplaceable.” “这一点,我不晓得为何。但诛心而论,我刘老道想,是那洞庭君与这红娘子行险使了苦肉计。他既能要他女儿丢了性命做鬼修,想来也不心疼再死一次。那洞庭君掌管千里大湖。自家女儿只是使得顺手……却并非无可替代。” He looks up Li Yunxin slowly: „You said that is?” 他慢慢抬头看李云心:“你说是不是？” But Li Yunxin did not speak and sat down, is only stroking gently on the table that rough teapot. 但李云心不说话、又坐下了,只摩挲着桌上那个粗糙的茶壶。 Old Taoist Liu shakes the head slightly: „Pouring is not...... does not have other possibility. But Xin boy you have said that in this world most treacherous is the will of the people.” 刘老道微微摇头:“倒也不是……没有别的可能。但心哥儿你说过,这世上最诡谲的便是人心。” „If not a ruse of inflicting an injury on oneself, that Tungting lake Monarch was angry she to let go you, gave her a palm. That palm then kept the sentiment. Again when such great anger can also be forgiving, then and other ladybugs went back, that Tungting lake Monarch to think again carefully, not her how. Is confined to barracks, penalty to have. But life...... always worry-free.” “倘若并非苦肉计,那洞庭君恼怒她将你放走了,给了她一掌。那一掌便是留了情的。再这样盛怒之时亦能留情,那么等那红娘子回去了、那洞庭君再想得仔细一些,更不会将她如何了。禁足、刑罚或许会有。但性命……总无虞的吧。” „Xin boy you really cannot put down her , attended to the matter in Wei City.” Old Taoist Liu patted the racket in the kneecap of Li Yunxin the palm moderately, „then you attended to that Tungting lake Monarch again. By that time, actually matter how an appearance...... then has the result.” “心哥儿你实在放不下她,那么,就料理了渭城里的事情。”刘老道将手掌在李云心的膝头不轻不重地拍了拍,“然后你再去料理了那洞庭君。到那时,事情究竟是怎么个样子……便都有结果了。” „You have said the person all having a mind demon, but can be perceived. Now your heart demon...... also always compares other good, is?” “你说过人皆有心魔,只是会不会被觉察。如今你这心魔……也总比别的好,是不是？” „Oh.” Li Yunxin sighed. Then smiles, „you strove much.” “唉。”李云心叹了口气。然后笑起来,“你精进了不少。” But Old Taoist Liu has not accompanied him to smile. Only visits him heavyheartedly: „Xin boy, you like this is not good at present. Either...... the Wei City matter can postpone. We need further consideration again.” 但刘老道没有陪着他笑。只忧心忡忡地看着他:“心哥儿,你眼下这样子可不大好。要么……渭城的事情可以暂缓。我们再从长计议。” Li Yunxin stared at the red potato chips in wooden plate to look at a while, finally put out a hand to twist one piece, to place in the mouth to chew slowly. 李云心盯着木盘中的红薯片看了一会儿,终于伸手捻了一片、放在口中慢慢嚼。 „Does not need.” He closes the eye and to say by Saito chairback on a low voice, „where I know my issue. Matter hid the person in the heart for a long time became frail. I my hid too for a long time.” “不必了。”他闭上眼睛、靠在藤椅背上低声道,“我知道我的问题在哪里。事情在心中藏得久了人会变得脆弱。我就是把自己藏得太久了。” „Is quicker- is quicker-” “快些吧-快些吧-” „Is quicker completes these matters- I received enough the day of hiding. You know that the heart is tired.” “快些做完这些事-我受够了躲躲藏藏的日子了。你知道吧,心累。” He depended on the chairback to swing swinging. Then puts out a hand to refer to a finger/refers of wooden plate: „This gives me to bring a little.” 他靠着椅背摇了摇。然后伸手指指木盘:“这个给我带一点儿。” „Good.” “好。” Also separated a while, heard the chicken whining noise. 又隔了一会儿,听见鸡鸣声了。 „But your is to do accurate.” Li Yunxin opens the eye to tilt the head looks at Old Taoist Liu, „you can follow with me me go to many places. Moreover you cultivated/repaired Water Cloud Strength and Yishou to prolong the life. However that must pass away probably slowly...... is really not a good result.” “但你这位是做得准的呀。”李云心睁开眼睛歪头看刘老道,“你可以跟我走跟我去很多地方。而且你修了水云劲、益寿延年。但是那一位大概要慢慢老死了……真不是一个好结果。” Old Taoist Liu opens mouth, without speech. 刘老道张了张嘴,没说话。 He traces oneself beard subconsciously. Was gray, however becomes pitch-black, an insight now again. He seemingly does not seem like the 60-year-old person, seem like 50 years old. 他下意识地摸摸自己的胡须。原本是花白了,然而现在重变得乌黑、根根通透。他看起来倒不像是60岁的人,倒像是五十岁。 „Moreover is so long, you had thought that I died, has not passed on her Water Cloud Strength.” “而且这么久,你已觉得我死掉了,也没传她水云劲。” „Is only...... the custom.” The Old Taoist Liu sinking sound said, „Xin boy passes on my is Heaven's Will True Art. Heaven's Will True Art, inheriting must be justifiable.” “只是……规矩。”刘老道沉声道,“心哥儿传我的是天心正法。天心正法,传承不能名不正、言不顺。” Li Yunxin curls the lip: „Whole family. Had no need to speak this words. Tomorrow before walking, you transcribed leaves her, she can also protect oneself.” 李云心撇撇嘴:“一家人。用不着说这种话。明日走之前你抄录了留给她,她也能自保。” „...... Good.” “……好。” Li Yunxin continued, sit in repose with eyes closed to depend on a while on this rattan chair. Also traces own fan. 李云心继续在这藤椅上、闭目养神似地靠了一会儿。又摸摸自己的扇子。 In the hand were many purple talisman. 手中便多了一道紫色的符箓。 He throws to Old Taoist Liu conveniently: „This thing was I killed that from cloud Zi, plundered from him. Belt on body bothersome- always remembers that old thing. You also give to her.” 他随手抛给刘老道:“这东西是我杀了那从云子,从他身上搜刮来的。带在身上烦-总想起那个老东西。你也送给她吧。” Old Taoist Liu held this talisman to look at one cautiously, raised the head: „...... Xin boy, this treasure......” 刘老道小心翼翼地捧着这符箓看了一眼,抬起头:“啊……心哥儿,这种宝贝……” „The treasure of nonsense.” Li Yunxin curls the lip. „With did not have one time the thing. You remain.” “狗屁的宝贝。”李云心撇嘴。“用一次就没了的东西。你留着吧。” Old Taoist Liu starts to speak but hesitates, but received talisman: „...... Good.” 刘老道欲言又止,但还是将符箓收了:“……好。” However just in this talisman income sleeve, Li Yunxin actually wiped on the fan, throws to his thing. 然而刚刚将这符箓收入袖中,李云心却又在扇子上抹了一下,又抛给他一个东西。 Old Taoist Liu was busy at meeting, looked, was a small vase bottle of suet white jade. 刘老道忙接了,一看,是一只羊脂白玉的小瓶儿。 „It is said can Yishou prolong the life and live myo- Blood circulation Supreme Clarity Alchemy School gadget that refining up. I have no need for this thing. You also called her to receive.” “据说可以益寿延年、生肌活血-上清丹鼎派炼出来的玩意儿。我又用不着这东西。你也叫她收着吧。” This Old Taoist Liu stands up finally, sighs: „Xin boy...... Old Daoist I accompanied you to speak the speech. Yourself same look insightfully.” 这次刘老道终于站起身,叹气:“心哥儿……老道我只是陪你说了说话而已。你自己一样看得通透的。” Li Yunxin closes one's eyes does not speak. 李云心闭了眼不说话。 Old Taoist Liu looks at his a while, sighed: „Okay good. But I do not receive.” 刘老道看他一会儿,叹口气:“好好好。但我再不收了。” „To receive does not have.” “想收也没了。” Old Taoist Liu then smiles. Thinks, says eventually: „Tonight sees you to worry, Old Daoist I............ feel actually was actually happier.” 刘老道便笑起来。想了想,终究是说出了口:“今夜见你这么烦恼,老道我倒是……倒是……觉着更开心了。” Sees Li Yunxin not to return to his words, then shakes the head: „I, and delivers to her.” 见李云心也不回他的话,便摇摇头:“我且给她送过去。” Li Yunxin lifts a hand to lay out. Old Taoist Liu opens the door and closes gently gently. 李云心抬起一只手摆了摆。刘老道就轻轻地开了门、又轻轻地关上了。 The chicken also called three- when seemed like sunflower seeds chicken that raised in the institute. This sound enticed not to know where pheasant, or lived in wilderness some others the cockerel...... indistinctly, songs and calls then continuously. 鸡又鸣三声-似乎是时葵子在院中养的鸡。这声音引逗了不知何处的野鸡、又或者居住在荒野当中的某家人家里的公鸡……隐隐约约地,鸣叫声便此起彼伏了。 No matter what no one can think, in the Tungting lake lakeside and the small platform in Nanshan halfway up the mountainside, some really two people, five monster and a ghost, a god beast...... exceptionally is coexisting at this moment unexpectedly harmoniously. 任谁也想不到,在洞庭湖边、南山半山腰的这个小小平台上,此刻竟真有两人、五妖、一鬼,一神兽……异常和谐地并存着。 He closed eyes to sit a while in this room alone, opened eyes. The chicken called early, it was black. 他独自在这屋中闭目坐了一会儿,才睁开眼。鸡叫得早,天还是黑的。 Also gently, long one breath. The vision goes to the ceiling. 又轻轻地、长长出一口气。目光投向棚顶。 Old Taoist Liu eventually is a man, must be sloppier. But at that time the sunflower seeds did not seem good his here to do for him too meddlesomely- after all was also together less than one month. 刘老道终究是个男子,总要邋遢些。而那时葵子似乎也并不好来他这里为他做太多事-毕竟也相处了不到一个月而已。 Therefore saw the awning overhead tie the spider web. Broken half, an corner/horn droops. 于是看到棚顶上结了蛛网。残破一半,一角耷拉下来。 A leg and foot tall and slender spider hangs in the midair, does not know that is in a daze to think anything. 一只腿脚细长的蜘蛛吊在半空中,不知发呆想些什么。 „Ladybug......” Li Yunxin muttered subconsciously. “红娘子……”李云心下意识地喃喃自语。 The plan was called Tungting lake Monarch and Daoist Lineage, Sword Sect fights life and death. 本打算叫洞庭君与道统、剑宗斗个你死我活。 Who knew this Tungting lake Monarch actually to hide the trump card. 谁知这洞庭君却藏了王牌。 Present aspect actually counter-- turned into that Tungting lake Monarch, sits looked that he and Daoist Lineage fought. 眼下的局面倒是反了过来-变成了那洞庭君,坐看他与道统斗了。 That ladybug on the center of the lake said that in the lake had the method to distinguish to obtain his dragon air/Qi...... damn. Actually is what method? 在湖心上那红娘子说湖里有法子可以分辨得出他身上的龙气……见鬼了。究竟是什么法子？ It is not that top of the head is going against the game of shining rank. Leather bag of cultivator and evil spirit also not incomplete, will not have so-called „to look his spiritual energy fluctuation should be such and such boundaries and so on matter”-, if a person own spiritual energy cannot take and put away leaks freely and so crazily...... 又不是那种头顶顶着明晃晃的等级的游戏。修士、妖魔们的皮囊也都没有残缺,更不会有所谓“看他的灵气波动应是某某境界之类的事情”-倘若一个人连自己的灵气都不能收放自如、如此疯狂地外泄…… Then died to the merit powder is not far. 那离功散身亡也就不远了。 He must make clear this matter- so saw through him „dragon air/Qi”? 他得搞清楚这件事-如此识破了他的“龙气”？ He does not hope, walked to jump a person to oneself saying that on the road suddenly- I know that you were dragon Zi! 他可不希望以后自己走在路上就忽然跳出来一个人对自己说-我知道你是龙子！ The Wei City matter, he must go to Tungting lake. 渭城事了,他必须去洞庭。 Dragon has Nine Sons, only has Chiwen Transformation Realm. Transformation Realm and real boundary may not the increasing relations...... a boundary disparity. The strength did not count by the truth. Why alone alectrosaurus nine so? 龙生九子,唯有螭吻一个化境。化境与真境可并非什么递增关系……一个境界的差距。实力就不是以道理计了。为何独独龙九如此？ Ninth Young Master and Tungting lake Mr.'s being together way originally unusual- takes a broad view at the world, could not see that other dragon child sides meet associated a big evil spirit. Why do both live in peace with each other? 九公子与洞庭君的相处方式原本就奇特-放眼天下,也看不到其他的龙子身边会伴生着一位大妖魔。为何两者相安无事？ That ladybug...... un...... ladybug. That ladybug repeatedly with oneself said that Tungting lake Monarch and Chiwen relations are unusual. But that Tungting lake Monarch indeed showed the unusual special attitude to the dragon clan. 那红娘子……嗯……红娘子。那红娘子反复地同自己说洞庭君与螭吻的关系非同一般。而那洞庭君又的的确确对龙族表现出了异乎寻常的特殊态度。 Actually his in 3000 was the big monster detained in this...... is who?! 他一个三千年大妖被圈禁于此……又究竟是谁？！ Li Yunxin closes the eye to make these trains of thought stir a hopeless mess in the mind, then opens eyes. 李云心闭上眼睛让这些思绪在脑海中搅成一锅粥,然后再睁开眼。 Roof that leg and foot tall and slender spider disappears, does not know that is dormant somewhere. 屋顶那腿脚细长的蜘蛛不见了,不知蛰伏去某处。 Li Yunxin stared at it to watch a meeting, a ball finger. 李云心盯着它看了一会,一弹手指。 Fresh breeze shoots on a brad nail that online, will dangle the wall. 一阵劲风射到那网上、将垂下的一角钉上墙壁。 He stands up and opens the window, sees the horizon to exude fish-belly white. The distant place is boundless Yahara forest between Tungting lake and Wei City. In the daybreak not bright skylight, that forest is much greener, just like a giant dark green jade. Even by his eyesight, is unable to see the Wei City trace in the horizon- this Nohara Lin Ru this broad, was almost equivalent to Tungting lake. 他站起身、推开窗户,看到天边泛起鱼肚白。更远处便是洞庭与渭城之间的苍茫野原林。在黎明并不明亮的天光中,那森林绿得深沉,宛若一块巨大的墨绿色玉石。即便以他的目力,也无法在天际看到渭城的踪影-这野原林如此广阔,几乎与洞庭相当了。 He realized that a familiar feeling- that is that **** stands when near Wei River, sees such a great waves river for the first time urgent conquering desire. 他体会到一种熟悉的感觉-那是那一****站在渭水边、第一次看到那样一条涛涛大河时迫切的征服欲望。 Suddenly seeing the light. 豁然开朗。 This river and mountain, although is only a world insignificant corner/horn, but...... 这江与山、虽然只是天下微不足道的一角,但…… Actually always firmest, and sturdy taking advantage. 却总是最坚固、且牢靠的依仗。 Li Yunxin lowers the head slightly, before remembering the quarter of an hour, to word that Old Taoist Liu said. 李云心微微低下头,想起一刻钟之前对刘老道说的一个词儿。 Regarding that Old Daoist, perhaps merely is common words and expressions. But to him...... 对于那老道来说,或许仅仅是一个寻常至极的词语。但对他而言…… „...... Whole family.” He also spoke these words in a low voice. “……一家人呀。”他低声又说了一遍这句话。 Cannot bear smile. 忍不住笑起来。 = = = = = = = = ======== Today 30,000 characters. 今天更了三万字。 Finally has not entered the strength list first three...... 结果也没进战力榜前三…… Does not say me the crying meeting.( To be continued.) 不说了我去哭会。(未完待续。)