IATWM :: Volume #18

#1734: Thuthi's choice( in addition)

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Such appearances and 60 years ago undifferentiated first knight hears word, has not spoken any words, but silent did not speak looks at Thuthi, raised the corners of the mouth slightly. Thuthi who was called the winter queen, looks the corners of the mouth that the first knight that raises immediately, the tears cannot stop flowed on the cheeks. 那样貌和六十年前毫无差别的第一骑士闻言,没有说任何话,只是默不吭声的看着苏西,微微扬起了嘴角。那被人们称之为冬日女王的苏西,看着第一骑士那微扬的嘴角,眼泪立刻止不住的在脸颊上流淌了起来。 The first knight looks at Thuthi who that has tears streaming down the face, without the speech, has not comforted, is only static sitting there, looks at Thuthi, looks that the tears covered entirely her to fill the years trace cheek. 第一骑士看着那泪流满面的苏西,没有说话,更没有安慰,只是静静的坐在那里,看着苏西,看着眼泪布满她充满了岁月痕迹的面颊。 Silent has not known how long, that tear stains dry Thuthi, slowly had said: 寂静中不知道过了多久,那泪痕都已经干涸的苏西,缓缓的张说道: Actually I had discovered that here was not the reality, the first knight and I got married, how the empress possibly agreed! But which point do I have to match on first knight???? 其实我早就发现这里不是现实了,第一骑士和我成婚,女帝怎么可能同意!而我又有哪一点能配的上第一骑士???? Here happened all, although happy, but is actually full of loopholes, cannot withstand to deliberate. The J first knight listens, if Thuthi, the corners of the mouth rose once again slightly. 这里发生的一切虽然美好,但是却漏洞百出,根本就经不起推敲。J第一骑士听若苏西的话,嘴角又一次微微上扬了一些。 Even but if, I know that here is false, knows that here is the dreamland, but I am not willing to leave here. Because here was really happy, here had me to vainly hope for all. J 可是,即便我知道这里是假的,知道这里是梦境,但我就是不愿意离开这里。因为这里实在是太美好了,这里有我梦想中的一切。J Thuthi, looks up the first knight who that corners of the mouth raised at this point, said: 苏西说到这里,抬头看了看那嘴角微扬的第一骑士,说道: If I am not willing to wake up, this dream has also continued, continuously unceasing circulation, right? The J first knight heard Thuthi this saying, the smile to restrain, then nod of silently slightly. 如果我不愿醒来,这个梦还会一直继续下去,一直不断的循环,对吧?J第一骑士听见苏西这话,笑容微微收敛了一些,然后默默的点了点头。 Thuthi will not die in this dream, so long as she is not willing to wake up, this dream has then circulated. Thuthi looked movement that if the first knight nods, without speech, but lowers the head like this. 苏西在这个梦中是不会死去的,只要她不愿意醒来,这个梦便会一直循环下去。苏西看若第一骑士点头的动作,没有说话,而是就这样低下了头。 She knows, if this time she is not willing to wake up, she will return to oneself that familiar bed, then opens eyes, sees the Royal Mother who oneself most like 她知道,如果此时的她不愿意醒来,她又会回到自己那张熟悉的床上,然后一睁眼,看见自己最喜爱的母后 Oneself can set the engagement with the first knight, and in the company of first knight, passed the remaining days. 紧接着,自己又会和第一骑士定下婚约,并在第一骑士的陪伴下,度过剩下的日子。 Here all, are want. 这里的一切,都是自己想要的。 Here all, live for oneself. 这里的一切,都是为自己而生的。 If oneself want, can spend the innumerable days and nights here, the innumerable samsara, until that moment that oneself died truly. That time, will definitely die in the happiness, during died is satisfying. 如果自己愿意,可以在这里度过无数个日夜,无数个轮回,直到自己真正死去的那一刻。那时的自己,肯定会死在幸福之中,死在满足之中。 But...... E. 可是……e。 But like this really happy? Really satisfies?? 可是这样自己真的幸福吗?真的满足吗?? In this innumerable days and nights, oneself each night can dream of that „ the world " in experience. Mother cruel killed picture. 在这无数个日夜中,自己每晚都能梦见那“世界"里的经历。母亲被残忍杀害的画面。 Picture that bodyguard all extinguishes. 亲卫队全灭的画面。 The common people escape, was occupied the picture that kills. 百姓们逃亡,被居杀的画面。 These pictures, are similar to carve in Thuthi's mind general, how regardless of being unable to cancel. 这些画面,就如同是刻在苏西的脑海里一般,无论如何也无法抹去。 If oneself choose to continue to keep in this illusory actually happy dreamland, then died like this, does right by their sacrifices, does right by their payouts??? 如果自己选择继续留在这虚幻却美好的梦境中,然后就这样死去,对得起他们的牺牲,对得起他们的付出吗??? In this dreamland, oneself are called the winter queen, is leads frozen Yang Guo to rise, the queen who leading frozen Yang Guo to dominate the snow boundary. 在这梦境之中,自己被人们称作冬日女王,是带领冻阳国崛起,带领冻阳国称霸雪境的女王。 But, in the reality, oneself is actually not willing to accept the reality, is not willing to bear the pain, will only hide in the maggot that in the dreamland lives on dishonorably. Such do, really have a face in the dreamland receives winter queen title?? 可是,在现实中,自己却是不愿意接受现实,不愿意承受痛苦,只会躲在梦境中苟活的蛆虫。这样的自己,真的有脸在梦境中接下冬日女王这个称号吗?? In the reality also has the people of survival to wait for itself obviously, frozen Yang Guo in reality also waits for obviously, if revive. But but, oneself actually want to hide in this fond dream, dies in this fond dream. 明明现实中还有着幸存的子民在等待着自己,明明现实中的冻阳国还等待若自己去复兴。可是,可是自己却想要躲在这美梦中,死在这美梦中。 Such, do not match to be the leader, even if in dream, does not match calls it the queen. 这样的自己,根本就不配做领袖,哪怕是在梦里,也不配被人称之为女王。 When Thuthi's innermost feelings suffering, is so seeing only that silent first knight to open the mouth slightly, said ; 就在苏西的内心如此煎熬着的时候,只见那沉默不语的第一骑士微微张开了嘴,说道; Now gives the opportunity that you choose, you are willing to continue to stay here, passed one happily time happy, but actually illusory life. To return to the reality, accepts that broken pain, but actually real world. J 现在给你选择的机会,你是愿意继续留在这里,重新度过一次美好幸福,但是却虚幻的人生。还是想回到现实,去接受那残破痛苦,但是却真实的世界。J The first knight said, then has not spoken any words again, but sits in Thuthi's bedside like this, static looks at Thuthi, is waiting for Thuthi's reply. At this moment, in Thuthi's mind full once was now the recollection of pain, full is the scene that do not dare to face directly. 第一骑士说完,便没有再说任何话,只是这样坐在苏西的床边,静静的看着苏西,等待着苏西的回答。这一刻,苏西的脑海里满是曾今痛苦的回忆,满是自己不敢直面的场景。 Thuthi at this moment, wants to continue to stay here, wants to continue this happy illusory life, wants to escape the reality like this, happy satisfied dying 此刻的苏西,想要继续留在这里,想要继续这美好幸福的虚幻生活,想要就这样逃避现实,幸福满足的死去 But, moves slightly in her mouth, just about to opens the mouth to say itself to keep here flash, she is seeing these unexpectedly at present in the frozen Yang Guo people that in this danger fortunately survive. 可是,就在她嘴巴微动,刚要开口说出自己想要留在这里的一瞬间,她竟在眼前看见了那些在这次危难中幸存下来的冻阳国子民们。 These people, broken shoes rotten garment, in snowy area, in cold wind, laborious practical training. They lost the family member, lost the lover, loses all that the past has now. 这些人,破履烂衫,在雪地上,在寒风中,辛苦的劳作着。他们失去了亲人,失去了爱人,失去了昔今拥有的一切。 However, they actually still strong is living, still for own future, is being the frozen Yang Guo future is struggling. Thuthi sees such scene, the mouth that opens slightly, lost the sound immediately. 但是,他们却依然坚强的活着,依然在为自己的未来,为冻阳国的未来奋斗着。苏西看到这样的场面,那微微张开的嘴巴,顿时失去了声音。 Ordinary to cannot the ordinary civilians diligently is living, is striving for the future, is trying hard for own national reconstruction. Does own this royal family, oneself this frozen Yang Guo princess, why live in the happiness?? 就连普通到不能再普通的平民都在努力的活着,都在为未来奋斗着,都在为自己的国家重建努力着。自己这个王族,自己这个冻阳国的公主,凭什么活在幸福之中?? Escapes the reality, throws down the common people compatriot in the person who does not attend, not having a face fantasize is the winter queen??? 逃避现实,丢下百姓同胞于不顾的人,有什么脸去意淫自己是冬日女王??? Thinks of here, Thuthi sets firm resolve probably general, stretch/open Dong the lip, with was slightly earnest, very serious sound said:[ I...... want to return to the reality. J 想到这里,苏西好像是下定了决心一般,微微张动了嘴唇,用非常认真,非常严肃的声音说道:[我……想要回到现实。J Flash that Thuthi this saying said that all around scene fell into white fiercely. 苏西这话说出的一瞬间,四周的场景猛地陷入了一片白色。 The innumerable luminous spots condense in this pure white world, slowly outlined Thuthi mother's appearance.[ Royal Mother...... J 紧接着,无数的光点在这纯白色的世界中凝聚,缓缓的勾勒出了苏西母亲的模样。[母后……。J When Thuthi sees oneself mother again, in the eye full is the excited tears. At this time, the Royal Mother who saw only Thuthi said to Thuthi with the incomparably gentle sound ; 当苏西再次看见自己的母亲,眼里满是激动的泪水。这时,只见苏西的母后用无比温柔的声音对苏西说道; Thuthi, your choice makes me proud. Hurries, returns to the real world, leads the hope of me and your father, reconstructs our countries. Thuthi listened to mother's words, in the heart to live a sadness at present immediately. 苏西,你的选择让我骄傲。赶紧回去吧,回到真实的世界,带着我和你父亲的希望,重建我们的国家。苏西听着眼前母亲的话语,心中顿时生起了一股悲伤。 Because she knows, now after going back, is unable to see own mother again, is unable to hear this gentle sound again. Thuthi thinks of here, threw oneself mother's arms all of a sudden, and with being full of the sound of weeping voice said: 因为她知道,现在回去之后,将再也无法看到自己的母亲,再也无法听见这温柔的声音。苏西想到这里,一下子扑到了自己母亲的怀里,并用充满了哭腔的声音说道: Let me hold your a while again, making me look at your a while again...... J 让我再抱你一会儿,让我再多看你一会儿……J Thuthi's mother hears word, caressing gently is tracing Thuthi's head, gentle saying: We continuously side you, in your memory, in your at heart- 苏西的母亲闻言,轻轻的抚描着苏西的脑袋,温柔的说道:我们会一直在你身边的,在你的记忆里,在你的心里- Until Thuthi mother saying said, Thuthi realized, oneself Royal Father, the member of bodyguard, in own side, looks at himself silently, if the gaze, in the eye full are gentle, full is the concern. 直到苏西母亲这话说完,苏西才意识到,自己的父王,亲卫队的成员,都在自己的身边,默默的看着自己,注视若自己,眼里满是温柔,满是关爱。 Thuthi is observing the situation person, diligently everyone's appearance at heart, because she knows, this is sees them for the last time. Finally, Thuthi's vision stayed in mother that beautiful appearance. 苏西环视着身边的人,努力的将所有人的容貌记在了心里,因为她知道,这是自己最后一次见他们。最后,苏西的目光停留在了母亲那美丽的容颜上。 [ I will try hard, asking Royal Mother Sir to feel relieved. J [我会努力的,请母后大人放心。J Thuthi with that pair of holds sunshine child gaze that if tears, if mother, incomparably earnest saying. Thuthi's mother looks at so earnest Thuthi, the smile, if nods, responded: " Parted forever. 苏西用那双噙若眼泪的晖子注视若母亲,无比认真的说道。苏西的母亲看着如此认真的苏西,微笑若点了点头,回应道:「永别了。 This saying said instance that everyone's body changed to the light spot immediately, dissipated in the pure white world. But the next second, the pure white world fluctuates fiercely the submersion, as if crashed into dark general. 这话说完的瞬间,所有人的躯体顿时化作了光斑,消散在了纯白色的世界里。而下一秒,纯白色的世界猛地变幻下沉,仿佛坠入了黑暗一般。 Finally, when Thuthi sees again is luminous, heaves in sight, is blesses is touching the form of forehead lightly. 最后,当苏西再一次看见光亮时,映入眼帘的,是祐轻触着自己额头的身影。
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