Qin Ruoyingputs outseveralpills, wishdiligentlyforces in the Chen Xi'smouth the pill.秦若盈拿出几颗药丸,努力的想要将药丸塞进陈曦的嘴里。Thisishaloperidol, oneverycommonanti-neurosismedicine, is mainly usedto resist the illusiondelusion, hascertainsedative activity, meanwhilehascertaintoxicity.
这是氟哌啶醇,一种很常见的抗精神病药物,主要用于对抗幻觉妄想,有一定的镇静作用,同时还具有一定的毒性。Chen Xisits cross-leggedto sitin the living room, like a stone buddha, howwhateverQin Ruoyingpersuaded, meaning that hehas not opened mouth.陈曦盘膝坐在客厅里,就像一尊石佛,任凭秦若盈如何劝说,他也没有张嘴的意思。Niannianlieson the bedroomcorridor, is crooked the headonlyto reveal an eye, silentlylooks atFather and Mother in living room.念念趴在卧室外面的走廊上,歪着脑袋只露出一双眼睛,默默的看着客厅里的爸爸妈妈。Possiblyisbecausecrieda moment ago the reason, the eyes of little felloware glowing red, looksgivespeopleunexpectedly a pitifulfeeling.
可能是因为刚才哭了一下的缘故,小家伙的眼睛红彤彤的,看上去竟给人一种可怜巴巴的感觉。NiannianandYingying, thisisin the Chen Xilife the most importanttwopeople.念念和盈盈,这就是陈曦生命中最重要的两个人。Alsois the Chen Xi'ssoft rib.
同时也是陈曦的软肋。InHeavenly Jade World, fear of mostImmortal Cultivatortoillusion formationare better thanmurderous formation.
在天璇界,大多数修仙者对幻阵的恐惧远远胜过杀阵。Entersmurderous formation, a narrow escape.
一入杀阵,九死一生。Althoughillusion formationwill not kill people, butis more dreadful than murderous formation.幻阵虽然不会杀人,但却比杀阵更加让人害怕。Becauseillusion formationwill make one lose, is willingto perishin the happyillusion of illusion formationcarefulknitting, untilentering the mortal bodydeathandDivine Souldissipatedtime, perhapsdid not have the meansto awaken.
因为幻阵会让人迷失自我,甘愿沉沦于幻阵精心编织的美好幻境之中,直至入阵者肉身死亡、神魂消散的时候,或许也没办法醒悟过来。VillageZhou Mengdie?
庄周梦蝶?Alsoordream while dozingZhuang Zhou?
亦或是蝶梦庄周?„Sunlight, youhave a look atme, IamYingying! Are youobedient good? obedientlyeats the medicine? Youlook atNiannian, did youfrightenher...... like this? Weare worried aboutyouvery much......”
“曦,你看看我,我是盈盈啊!你听话好不好?乖乖把药吃下去,好吗?你看念念,你吓到她了……不要这样好吗?我们很担心你……”
The sound that Qin Ruoyingslightlyworries aboutobviouslyresoundsin the Chen Xiearunceasingly.秦若盈略显担忧的声音不断在陈曦耳边响起。ButChen Xiactuallysitson the groundis entirely still, as ifanythinghas not heardto be the same.
但陈曦却坐在地上纹丝不动,似乎什么都没有听到一样。Sees that Qin Ruoyingfacial colordark, pea-sizedteardropswelled upfromhereye socketimmediately.
见状,秦若盈不禁面色一暗,豆大的泪珠顿时就从她的眼眶里涌了出来。„Sunlight, the lifeassociation/willundergoes the ups and downs, the companywent out of businessgoes out of business, toyourself that tremendouspressure, the strongpoint...... what, regardless ofyouweremeto supportyou, but should not be deliberately badlike this?”
“曦,人生总会经历波折,公司倒闭就倒闭了吧,你不要给自己那么大的压力,坚强一点……无论你做什么我都支持你,但你不要这样自暴自弃,好吗?”„I am quite afraid......”
“我好害怕……”Verbosespeech of Qin Ruoyingunceasinglynear the Chen Xiear.秦若盈在陈曦耳边不断絮絮叨叨的说着话。Chen Ximaynot haveability that nowseals up the sense of hearing.陈曦现在可没有封闭自己听觉的能力。Therefore, even ifhetries hardto wantbyhimselfto enterto the condition of sitting in meditation, but the Qin Ruoying'swordsactuallydo not omit a single wordsneaked in hisear.
因此,哪怕他努力想让自己进入到入定的状态,但秦若盈的话却还是一字不漏的钻进了他的耳朵里。Butfrom the Qin Ruoying'swords, Chen Xialsopassiveunderstanding‚’presentsituation.
而从秦若盈的话中,陈曦也被动的了解了‘自己’现在的情况。After college, hegets marriedwithQin Ruoying, afterwardhadNiannian, in the family/home the expensesare getting bigger and bigger, thereforeheleaves the companyto start itselfto start an undertakingto fight.
大学毕业后,他跟秦若盈成了家,后来有了念念,家里开销越来越大,所以他离开公司开始自己创业打拼。
The idealis always happy, becausedoes not have the reason of experience, the companywent out of business, Chen Xithereforedeeplyis also disappointed, evensuffered from the depression.
理想总是美好的,因为没有经验的缘故,公司倒闭了,陈曦也因此深受打击,甚至患上了抑郁症。In the afterwardtime, Chen Xihas not workedagain, butdailynestat home.
随后的时间里,陈曦没有再工作,而是天天窝在家里。Hisconditionis also getting more and more serious, juststartedis onlylosing sleep, had the condition of schizophreniatobehindunexpectedly, once for a whilewill go crazyliketoday, fantasizedoneselfarecompared withsupremealsowants the fiercedeity......
他的病情也越来越严重,刚开始只是失眠,到后面居然出现了精神分裂的状况,时不时就会像今天一样发疯,幻想自己是比超人还要厉害的神仙……Qin Ruoying the first time is notsawChen Xito presentthisbehavior, thereforecloselyis then holdingChen Xi, is persuadingnearhisearunceasinglyin a low voice.秦若盈已经不是第一次见到陈曦出现这种行为,于是便紧紧抱着陈曦,不断在他耳边低声劝说着。Chen Xiis not willingto open mouth, Qin Ruoyinghas then triedto break off the Chen Xi'smouth, under wantsto feedhimto take the pill.陈曦不愿张嘴,秦若盈便一直试图掰开陈曦的嘴巴,想要喂他服下药丸。Without a doubt, thatconcernis the clarity of the heart.
毫无疑问,那种关怀是发自内心的真切。ButChen Xiactuallyremains unmovedcompletely, is always seekingto awakenownmethod.
但陈曦却完全不为所动,始终在寻找唤醒自己的方法。Fearfulness of illusion formation, only thenhas experienced the personknows.幻阵的可怕,只有经历过的人才知道。Eachis livingfromillusion formationImmortal Cultivator, is the generation of mentalresolution.
每一个从幻阵里活着出来的修仙者,无一不是心智坚定之辈。Ifstartsto suspect itselfincludingoneself, thatwill only be deeper and deeperinthisillusionbyoneself.
如果连自己都开始怀疑自己,那只会让自己在这幻境里越陷越深。OnceChen Xipresents a vacillation, startsto ponderactually the presentallare the realtime, actuallyrepresentedhimto fall to the enemy.
一旦陈曦出现一丝动摇,开始思考眼前的一切究竟是不是真实的时候,其实就代表着他已经沦陷了。Does not forget the first thought!
不忘初心!Is sure to remember!
切记切记!
The presentallareillusory, regardless ofsaw that anything, hearsanything, thatis false.
眼前的一切都是虚幻,无论见到什么、听到什么,那都是假的。
To eradicateillusion formation, actuallyhasmeans of mostsimple and crude.
想要破除幻阵,其实有一种最简单粗暴的办法。Thatis......
那就是……KillspresentQin Ruoying.
杀死眼前的秦若盈。Sinceillusion formationconfuseshimby the wife and daughters, thento break the formationkeyobviouslyonQin RuoyingandNiannian.
既然幻阵以妻女来迷惑他,那么破阵的关键显然就在秦若盈和念念身上。Butvery muchwhatis a pity, even ifChen Xiknows that thisis the illusion, heis not willingto injureYingyingandNiannianin the illusion.
但很可惜的是,即使陈曦知道这是幻境,他也不愿意在幻境里伤害盈盈和念念。Thisprobablywashe and manyImmortal Cultivatordifferentplaces.
这大概就是他和很多修仙者不同地方了。WhateverQin Ruoyingsaidanything, Chen Xiremains unmoved.
任凭秦若盈说什么,陈曦都不为所动。Alsohas not knownhow long, Chen Xienteredfinally the condition of sitting in meditation and become unaware of this world the altruism.
也不知过了多久,陈曦终于进入了坐忘无我的状态。Butat this time, onhisQin Ruoyingfaceactuallyshowed a fearexpressionsuddenly, startsto swayChen Xiunceasingly, criesto shout: „Sunlight?! Do youwantto leaveus? Do not walk! Do not walk, asksyou......”
而这时,他身旁的秦若盈脸上却突然露出了一丝害怕的表情,开始不断摇晃着陈曦,哭喊道:“曦?!你要离开我们吗?不要走!不要走,求你了……”„Papa! Papa! Do not throw downme! Ido not wantyouto walk!”
“粑粑!粑粑!不要丢下我!我不要你走!”Niannianalsoranfrom the bedroom, mother and daughter are so crowdedsidehim, wept and wailedis askinghimto stay behind.念念也从卧室里跑了出来,母女俩就这么挤在他身边,哭喊着求他留下。Chen Xiat this moment, seems worthless man that abandons the wife and daughtersis ordinary.
此刻的陈曦,仿佛就是个抛弃妻女的渣男一般。Hecompletelydisregardedweeping bitterly of wife and daughters, asfive sensesis getting more and more fuzzy, Qin Ruoying and Niannian'ssoundalsoleaveshimto be getting more and more far.
他完全无视了妻女的痛哭,随着五感越来越模糊,秦若盈和念念的声音也离他越来越远。Nextquarter.
下一刻。Chen Xiopens the eyefiercely, discoveredoneselfare sitting cross-leggedto sitin the middle of a spacioussquare.陈曦猛地睁开眼睛,才发现自己正盘膝坐在一个空旷的广场当中。In the squareis empty, thatalleydid not have, in all directions is the thickdense fog.
广场上空无一物,就连那条小路也没有了,四面八方全是浓浓的迷雾。illusion formation, finallybroken.幻阵,终于破了。Chen Xisighing of gently, graspsconveniently, Heaven OverflowingDivine Swordappearsinhishandimmediately.陈曦轻轻的叹了一口气,随手一抓,天衍神剑顿时出现在他手上。
The familiarfeelingcame back.
熟悉的感觉又回来了。
The Chen Xistanding upbody, the expression on facestill is very serious.陈曦站起身子,脸上的表情却依旧十分严肃。Thisspell formation......
这个阵法……Somewhatis really fearful.
着实有些可怕。Chen Xiis frowning, is sizing up the surroundingillusionearnestly.陈曦皱着眉头,认真打量着周围的幻境。Presenthe, butdoes not dareto despisethisspell formation.
现在的他,可是再也不敢轻视这座阵法了。Butwhenall around the Chen Xiobservation, a clearpalm of the handsoundactuallymade a soundfromhimsuddenly.
而就在陈曦观察四周的时候,一阵清脆巴掌声却忽然从他背后响了起来。‚, And’
‘啪、啪、啪’Is nothing more or less, justthree.
不多不少,刚好三下。Chen Xithenlooks.陈曦回头望去。Whenhesees clearly the personfacial featurestime, Chen Xiwas actually shockedsuddenly.
等到他看清来人面容的时候,陈曦却忽然愣住了。Becauseabsolutelynot the person who is possibleto presenthere, nowappearsin front ofChen Xi's.
因为一个绝对不可能在这里出现的人,现在却出现在陈曦的面前。Thisis a woman.
这是一个女人。Like the woman who «Goddess of Luoshui RiverTax»described:
一个如同《洛神赋》所描述的女人:Imitatesfu, if the shading of moon/monthlightcloud, fluttersyaoifreturning of snowcustoms handed down from past generation.
髣髴兮若轻云之蔽月,飘飖兮若流风之回雪。Looks atit, bright, ifSunrises the rosy-colored clouds at dawn;
远而望之,皎若太阳升朝霞;Compelsto observeit, burns, if the lotushas the light liquorwave.
迫而察之,灼若芙蕖出渌波。
The womenwear a gooseblue waterlong skirt, is pullingonetowardcloudJi, the cosmetics, does not wear the pearls and jade.
女人身着一袭鹅碧水长裙,挽着一头朝云髻,却不着粉黛、不佩珠玉。Herfrownincluding the black, resemblesin the fog the farmountain, glancesblurredly, ifspringriverhot-water heat.
她双眉含黛,似雾中远山,眼波迷离,若春江水暖。Thatfineincomparableoval face, is passingfaintlysomepink, is really attractive.
那张精致无比的鹅蛋脸,更是隐隐透着些粉红,甚是诱人。Yingyingstands, as ifthenmustseize the radiantray between thisHeaven and Earth.盈盈一立,仿佛便要夺了这天地间的璀璨光芒。
The womengo outfrom the dense fog, paces the linetowardChen Xi.
女人从迷雾中走出,朝着陈曦踱步行来。Sees that Chen Xiactuallyclosed the eyefiercely.
见状,陈曦却是猛地闭上了眼睛。Whenheopens the eyeagaintime, the womanlefthimto be nearer.
等到他再次睁开眼睛的时候,女人则离他更近了一些。
The womenarrive in front ofChen Xiroughly about twometerstime, thisstopped the footstepsfinally.
女人来到陈曦面前约莫两米开外的时候,这才终于停下了脚步。Butat this time, Chen Xilookcomplexcalledhername:
而这时,陈曦才神色复杂的叫出了她的名字:„Zijin.”
“子衿。”ComespersonDivine Lady Zijin.
来人正是子衿神女。Heaven Overflowing Divine Sect, Yu Zijin!天衍神宗,俞子衿!
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