Central Sea City, Kangju Neighborhood. 中海市,康居小区。 Kangju Neighborhood is resettlement housing neighborhood of Central Sea suburbs, the environment is not good, the residents'committee has also survived in name only, in addition neighborhood completes the time to be early. 康居小区是中海城郊的一座安置房小区,居住环境并不是太好,居委会也早已名存实亡,再加上小区建成时间较早。 Therefore, even if many unit downstairs iron gates have rusted, locks a door continually is a problem, this iron gate has not actually replaced as before. 因此,哪怕许多单元楼下的铁门已经生锈,连锁门都成了问题,这铁门却依旧没有更换。 Chen Xi standing in rags in the neighborhood entrance, looks several young boys in garden cheerful played the soccer, in the heart suddenly has a feeling of another era feeling. 陈曦衣衫褴褛的站在小区门口,看着几个幼童在花园里欢快的踢着足球,心中忽然有了一种恍如隔世的感觉。 Feeling of another era...... 恍如隔世…… Yes, 500 years, five centuries like this long. 是啊,五百年了,五个世纪这样的漫长。 Looked like had a very long very long dream, until have one’s feet firmly planted on the ground standing right here, careful is feeling periphery familiar all, Chen Xi felt oneself woke from that nightmare finally. 就像是做了一场很长很长的梦,直到脚踏实地的站在这里,细细的去感受着周围熟悉的一切,陈曦才觉得自己终于从那个噩梦里醒过来了。 The teachers had said that in his heart has obsession unable to let go, therefore the life also can only stop. 师尊曾经说过,他心中有执念放不下,所以此生也就只能到此为止了。 Regarding this, Chen Xi actually thinks otherwise slightly. 对此,陈曦却丝毫不以为然。 what kind of height can be achieved by cultivation? 修为再高又能怎样？ To live in 1000? 10,000 years? Even immortal? 就为了多活一千年？一万年？甚至永生？ Bah! 呸！ That stops at nothing for the fight over the cultivation resources source, all day mistrusted each other world that and manipulated strategically he to treat greasily. 那个为了争夺修炼资源而无所不用其极,整天尔虞我诈、勾心斗角的世界他早就待腻了。 The wisp of obsession that in the heart survives, Chen Xi feared that could not have insisted, changed into handful of yellow earth in that brutal world. 要不是心中残存的这一缕执念,陈曦怕是早就坚持不住,在那个残酷的世界里化为一抔黄土了。 Now recalls, so-called immortal, does the domestic animal beast that also fights for food with these chicken coop pig fences in what have to distinguish? 现在回想起来,所谓的仙,又和那些鸡窝猪栏里争食的畜生禽兽有什么区别？ Earth is good, even the haze exhaust heard that makes people think comfortable...... 还是地球好啊,连雾霾尾气闻上去都让人觉得舒服…… Chen Xi delicious is thinking, cannot help but smiled. 陈曦美滋滋的想着,不由得就笑了起来。 A 4-5 boy stands in not far away looks at present this silly odd person. 一个四五男孩儿站在不远处看着眼前这个傻乎乎的怪人。 While he wants goes forward to study well this odd person the time, a fat aunt actually fast flushed from side, then an ear that seizes the boy, dragging his ear to walk toward the unit building. 正当他想上前好好研究一下这个怪人的时候,一个胖大妈却飞快的从旁边冲了出来,然后一把揪住男孩儿的耳朵,拖着他的耳朵就往单元楼里走。 Walks, the fat aunt also while scolded: „Your this baby was not simply obedient, said many times must leave these lunatic distant points, was careful that he grasped to eat you!” 一边走,胖大妈还一边呵斥道:“你这娃娃简直不听话,说了多少次要离这些疯子远点,小心他把你抓来吃了！” After hearing the threat of fat aunt, the young boy was obviously afraid, shrank aunt's arms hastily, hid in the unit building under her protection. 听到胖大妈的威胁后,小男孩儿明显害怕了许多,连忙缩进大妈的怀里,在她的保护下躲进了单元楼。 Chen Xi stands silently looks has one that at present, on the face unprecedented one embarrassed, then looked down, somewhat helpless smiling. 陈曦站在旁边默默的看着眼前发生的一幕,脸上破天荒的一囧,然后低头看了看自己,有些无奈的笑了笑。 His present appearance is pitiful. 他现在的模样可谓是凄惨至极。 A white cheongsam had become the broken cloth strip rottenly, the hair also rotten bad like the chicken coop, sends the tree top place even also to have the obvious burn trace. 一身白色长衫早已烂成了碎布条,头发也烂糟糟像个鸡窝一样,发梢处甚至还有明显的烧焦痕迹。 His appearance walks, was regarded as on the avenue to depend upon to turn the trash can for the fresh lunatic, was naturally nothing unusual...... 他这个样子走出去,被人当做是大街上依靠翻垃圾桶为生的疯子,自然也是不足为奇了…… Divine Soul is injured, cultivation base to damage greatly, some body also innumerable internal injuries, this is he price to return paying. 神魂受伤、修为大损,身上还有无数内伤,这就是他为了回归所付出的代价。 However turns over to miserably miserably, at least successfully lived is not being? 不过惨归惨,至少成功活着回来了不是？ Crosses forcefully void by Divine Transformation Stage cultivation base, passes through several space cracks, spans many galaxies, after untold hardships, must depend upon mystic method combustion blood essence to return to Earth finally forcefully finally...... 以化神期的修为强行横渡虚空,穿越数道空间裂缝,跨越多个星系,历经千辛万苦,最后还要依靠秘法强行燃烧精血才终于回到地球…… Can not say exaggeratingly, this absolutely is after being unprecedented, magnificent feat that a no future. 可以毫不夸张的说,这绝对是一件前无古人后无来者的壮举。 Chen Xi returned to normal a mood, walked in that familiar direction. 陈曦平复了一下心情,朝着那个熟悉的方向走了过去。 As that familiar unit building is getting more and more near, his heart starts the fierce beat unexpectedly. 而随着那栋熟悉的单元楼越来越近,他的心竟开始剧烈的跳动起来。 This intense feeling of unease, he 500 years has not realized! 这种紧张不安的感觉,他已经五百年没有体会过了！ In the cultivation world with hardship suffering 500 years, he from handymen of lowest level became Divine Monarch that overawes a territory, actually discards all finally as before, goes all out also to return forcefully. 在修仙界苦苦煎熬了五百年,他从一个最底层的杂役成为威震一域的神君,最后却依旧舍弃一切,拼了命也要强行回归。 Actually, is not because that wisp of obsession in heart. 其实,还不是因为心中的那一缕执念。 Since the life the hopeless card to have resulted in the imperial throne, why not to return home, rests early? 既然此生已无望证得帝位,何不落叶归根,早早歇去？ Hugs Chen Xi that must be determined deadly to embark, but the heaven as if also enlarges ones vision finally. 抱着必死决心的陈曦就这么出发了,而老天似乎也终于开了眼。 Thinks oneself come back also only to notice that once all changed to the blue sea turn into mulberry field entirely, but no one has thought that after Chen Xi arrived at Earth , the surprised discovery, the time on Earth only passed unexpectedly for five years! 原以为自己回来也只能看到曾经的一切统统化作沧海桑田,可谁也没想到,陈曦来到地球后才惊讶的发现,地球上的时间居然只过去了五年！ Only passed for five years!!! 只过去了五年！！！ Actually this is what reason causes, Chen Xi does not ravel, does not want to ravel. 这究竟是什么原因导致的,陈曦弄不明白,也不想弄明白。 He only cares about a problem now. 他现在只关心一个问题。 Five years passed by, she...... 五年过去了,她…… Crossed good? 过的还好吗？ She now...... 她现在…… Suddenly, Chen Xi does not dare to imagine again. 忽然,陈曦不敢再想象下去了。 That only used for 500 years to ascend a height to get a broad view the position of Divine Monarch, was honored as Heaven's Chosen List Venerate Supreme him, suddenly some fears. 那个只用了五百年就登临神君之位,被誉为天骄榜至尊的他,突然有些害怕了。 Last year in today's this, the lover of last year is gone while the peach blossoms remain the same served as contrast red. 去年今日此门中,人面桃花相映红。 The person surface does not know where, the peach blossom smiles the spring breeze as before. 人面不知何处去,桃花依旧笑春风。 ‚...... You, if marries other man others, I will also complete at that time once to the promise that you made......’ ‘罢了……你若另嫁他人,我也会完成那时曾对你许下的诺言……’ Probably finally made what decision to result, Chen Xi regardless heart these complex distracting thoughts, entered this leaf of familiar iron gate in big strides. 像是终于做出了什么决定似得,陈曦抛开心头那些纷繁的杂念,大踏步的走进了这扇熟悉的铁门。 I have ascended to become immortal, not for immortality. 我飞升成仙,不为长生。 Only is...... 只为…… To protect you for lifetime and give you all happiness! 佑你一世喜乐平安！ ...... …… Three buildings. 三楼。 Left has second apartment, 302. 左起第二间,302。 When sees on the iron gate that already slightly the discoloration luck, Chen Xi was shocked suddenly. 当看到铁门上那张已经微微褪色的福,陈曦忽然间愣住了。 luck '福' character has not traded, the antithetical couplet has not traded. 福字没换,对联也没换。 Before this is he disappears, personally with her pastes on. 这还是他消失之前,亲手和她一起贴上的。 don't tell me...... 难道…… she is still waiting for me? 她还在等我？ Chen Xi shivers slightly is extending the right hand, knocked on knocking at a door gently. 陈曦微微颤抖着伸出右手,轻轻的叩了叩门。 Present he, stands in the wedding stage the bridegroom who probably prepares to greet the bride, seems like one to receive the written invitation but actually not to dare to look at the above bridal name Luther. 现在的他,既像是站在婚礼高台上准备迎接新娘的新郎,又像是一个收到请帖但却不敢看上面新娘名字的卢瑟儿。 Chen Xi managed managed the tattered clothes, wanted to stroke them was slightly pleasing to the eyes. 陈曦理了理自己破烂的衣服,想要把它们捋的稍微顺眼一些。 Afterward, he pulls oneself hair, that skillful movement more than 500 years ago, but also in reading university that little while, every morning before going out the appointment, to the signboard movement that the mirror is making. 随后,他又抓了抓自己的头发,那纯熟的动作就像五百多年前,还在读大学那会儿,每天早上出门约会前都会对着镜子所做出的招牌动作。 „Who?” “谁呀？” How long Chen Xi has not waited, in the room transmitted one to answer the door the sound. 陈曦没有等多久,屋子里传来了一个应门声。 Hears this sound that flash, Chen Xi as if thought that own heart instantaneously becomes empty. 听到这个声音的那一瞬间,陈曦仿佛觉得自己的心瞬间就变得空荡荡的。 This is not her sound...... 这不是她的声音…… Absolutely is not. 绝对不是。 Perhaps to confirm Chen Xi's guessed, after this sound falls, the gate opened. 或许是为了验证陈曦的猜测,这个声音落下后,门开了。 After the gate, is an aunt who seems like roughly 50-60 years old. 门后是一个看上去约莫五六十岁的大妈。 The aunt is seeing Chen Xi this tattered appearance, in the eye flashes through a flurry immediately, thinks that was what bad man must come to her home to rob. 大妈在看到陈曦这幅破破烂烂的样子,眼中顿时闪过一丝慌乱,以为是什么歹人要来她家里抢劫了。 „You must do!” The aunt raises the throat to roar intentionally asking. “你要干嘛！”大妈故意提着嗓子吼着问道。 She somewhat is afraid at present this person, therefore intentionally loud speech, thus alarms the neighbor. 她有些害怕眼前这人,所以故意大声的说话,从而惊动邻居。 „Eldest sister, I am not bad person......” “大姐,我不是什么坏人……” Chen Xi helpless toward retroceding several steps, this very reluctant squeezes a smiling face, said: „ I was occupied by here, me before walked afterward, remains 陈曦无奈的朝后退了几步,这才十分勉强的挤出一丝笑容,说道:“我以前住在这里,后来我走了,就剩我老婆一个人住……大妈你知道她是什么时候搬走的吗？” „What thing? I have lived in this! Lived for several years! How to have seen you? Are you steal the thing? Did not walk me to report to the police!” “什么东西？我就一直住在这的！都住了好几年了！怎么从来没看见过你？你是不是来偷东西的？再不走我就报警了！” „Don't, I walk, I walk......” “别别别,我走,我走……” Chen Xi helpless smiling, deep after looking at an iron gate above door plate, his then some unwilling went down the staircase. 陈曦无奈的笑了笑,深深的看了一眼铁门上方的门牌号后,他这才有些不甘心的走下了楼梯。 Possibly was not he remembered incorrectly, was absolutely impossible. 不可能是他记错了,绝对不可能。 This is his family/home. 这就是他家。 At least, once was their families/home. 至少,曾经是他们的家。 The aunt hides after the gate, looks after Chen Xi turns around to depart, relaxed much. 大妈躲在门后,看着陈曦转身离去后才放松了不少。 Is sizing up the Chen Xi's silhouette secretly, the aunt remembered anything to resemble to result in suddenly probably, could ignore so many, opened the door to hastily. 偷偷打量着陈曦的侧影,大妈突然像是想起了什么似得,也顾不得那么多,连忙就开门冲了出来。 „Yeah, you wait/etc.......” “哎,你等等……” Before the aunt arrives at his body, is raising head carefully looks at him some little time, always thought that this person's in person with that picture looks like very much. 大妈来到他身前,仰着头仔细的看了他好一会儿,总觉得这个人跟那照片里的人很像。 Suddenly, the aunt holds the Chen Xi's both arms fiercely, excited saying: „Is you, originally is you! Chen Family boy! You came back finally!” 突然,大妈猛地抓住陈曦的双臂,激动的说道:“是你,原来是你！陈家小子！你终于回来了！” „You...... are you Aunt Zhang?” “您……您是张婶？” Before was also only distant has seen one side Aunt Zhang, therefore Chen Xi to Aunt Zhang many impressions, Aunt Zhang will not have recognized him luckily. 以前也只是远远的见过张婶一面,所以陈曦才会对张婶没多少印象,幸好张婶认出了他。 „How did you turn into this appearance? In the family/home is the picture that both of you left behind at that time, I do not recognize you...... to thank heaven and earth today, without drove away...... you to come back you fortunately finally, actually did these years go which? Knows her wait for you had laboriously......” “你怎么变成了这个样子？要不是家里全是你们俩当时留下的照片,我今天都认不出你了……谢天谢地,还好没把你赶走……你终于回来了,这些年究竟去哪儿了？知不知道她等你等的有多辛苦……” Aunt Zhang is drawing Chen Xi excited speech, was saying to be saying, she actually remembered what painful event to be the same probably, cannot bear shed tears. 张婶拉着陈曦激动的说着话,说着说着,她却像是想起了什么伤心事一样,忍不住就流下了眼泪。 „Aunt Zhang, sorry, is my mistake, I have not taken care of her.” “张婶,对不起,是我的错,我没照顾好她。” Looks at the Aunt Zhang appearance, Chen Xi does not have heart acid of reason unexpectedly. 看着张婶的样子,陈曦竟没来由的心头一酸。 That the rock-solid heart also has followed unexpectedly painful. 那颗早已坚如磐石的心竟也跟着痛了一下。 Reaching an agreement from now is bound by a common destiny, never expected that Chen Xi actually walking away not making a sound. 说好的从此以后相依为命,没想到陈曦却不声不响的一走了之。 This walks, is five years. 这一走,就是五年。 „Aunt Zhang, she at home?” Chen Xi shivers the throat to ask. “张婶,她在家吗？”陈曦颤抖着嗓子问道。 However, Aunt Zhang actually wiped tears, off and on saying: „She walked, before being very long, walked, walks had not said which she must go......” 然而,张婶却抹了抹眼泪,断断续续的说道:“她走了,很久以前就走了,走的时候也没说过她要去哪儿……” „Walked?” “走了？” Although has made the innumerable preparations beforehand, but hears this news from the Aunt Zhang mouth truly time, Chen Xi somewhat did not accept. 虽然事先已经做了无数次的心理准备,但真正从张婶的口中听到这个消息的时候,陈曦还是有些接受不了。 Calms down in Chen Xi, wants to ask Aunt Zhang more details time, a crisp sound actually uploaded from the building suddenly. 就在陈曦冷静下来,想要问张婶更多细节的时候,一个脆生生的声音却忽然从楼上传了过来。 „Granny, are you doing?” “奶奶,你在干嘛吖？” Chen Xi goes following the prestige, sees only one to seem like roughly the 4-5 little girl to stand in the staircase timidly. 陈曦循声望去,只见一个看上去约莫四五小女孩正怯生生的站在楼梯上。 „Niannian, looked quickly, your Father came back.” “念念,快看,你爸爸回来了。” Aunt Zhang beckoned to call the little girl, then squatted side her, pointed at Chen Xi saying: „Look, don't you want Father? Your Father came back, called Father quickly.” 张婶招手把小女孩叫了过来,然后蹲在她身边,指着陈曦说道:“看,你不是要爸爸吗？你爸爸回来了,快叫爸爸。” Chen Xi was shocked. 陈曦愣住了。 Looks that at present this powder carves the jade to carve the fine little girl, has a look at a Aunt Zhang face earnest expression again, he compelled ignorant. 看着眼前这个粉雕玉琢般精致的小女孩,再看看张婶一脸认真的表情,他懵逼了。 The little girls looked at Chen Xi one timidly, then with encouragement of Aunt Zhang, anxiously and somewhat anxious calling makes noise. 小女孩怯生生的看了陈曦一眼,然后才在张婶的鼓励下,紧张又有些不安的叫出了声。 „Papa......” “粑粑……” The Chen Xi's head blasts out loudly! 陈曦的脑袋轰然炸开！ Although Papa is very light, but falls in his ear actually just like the thunder crack, making his fine hair but actually vertical. 一声粑粑虽然很轻,但落在他耳里却宛若雷霆炸响,让他根根汗毛倒竖。 „Papa!” “粑粑！” Has not obtained Chen Xi's to respond, the little girl also called one. 没有得到陈曦的回应,小女孩又叫了一声。 However this she no longer such fear, in the bright big eye as if has an anticipation. 不过这一次她却不再那么的害怕,明亮的大眼睛中更是仿佛带着一丝期待。 „Did she have a daughter for me?” “她为我生了个女儿？” Chen Xi squats down the daughter fiercely grasps, for 500 years such as attach the deep-rooted ulcer of bone to circle throughout in lonely of his bottom of the heart, finally vanish in this flash finally. 陈曦猛地蹲下将女儿抱住,五百年来如附骨之疽始终盘旋在他心尖的孤独,终于在这一瞬间终于消失殆尽。 One generation of Divine Monarch, shed tears in this moment unexpectedly. 一代神君,在这一刻居然流下了眼泪。 Paced back and forth and worries more than 500 years, lonely with struggling, value! 500多年来的彷徨与牵挂,孤独与挣扎,值了！