IUD :: Volume #1 甲铁城的卡巴内瑞

#0: Hides in the deep in one's heart flaw


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What person is a normal person?” “什么样的人才是正常人呢?” This issue, can very funny, can the unusual philosophy. 这个问题,可以非常的滑稽,亦可以非常的哲学。 The funny reason is very simple , because average person not with no reason at all asked such a question. 滑稽的理由很简单,就是因为一般人不会无缘无故的去问这样的一个问题。 If one day, oneself person asked suddenly such a issue, the own first response definitely is smiles? 若是有一天,自己身边的人突然问了这么一个问题的话,那自己的第一个反应肯定就是笑吧? After all, normal person definitely not sudden wants to ask such a question. 毕竟,正常人肯定不会突如其来的想问这么一个问题。 But the reason of philosophy was simpler, nothing but is such a issue from the objective perspective, same can become a rich debate topic. 而哲学的理由就更简单了,无非就是这么一个问题从客观的角度上来看,一样可以成为一个富有内涵的辩论题。 Just, such a debate topic, does not arrive at the high school words, some that people will not say absolutely, regards a schoolwork. 只不过,这么一个辩论题,不到高中的话,那也绝对不会有人提出来,当成一门功课。 However, such an issue, Fang Li in attending the elementary school first grade in first day then raised to Teacher. 然而,这样一个问题,方里却是在读小学一年级的第一天里便向老师提了出来。 That year, Fang Li was only eight years old. 那一年,方里只有八岁。 It can be imagined, when such a issue appears from a mouth of eight -year-old child, stands on platform elementary school Teacher with response of surrounding one group of innocent children's has awkwardly with being at a loss. 可想而知,当这么一个问题从一个八岁的小孩子的口中出现时,站在讲台上的小学老师跟周围一群不懂事的小孩子的反应到底有多么的尴尬与迷惘。 Is currently speaking, Fang Li already can be regarded normal person. 仅仅是从这一点来看,方里就已经算不得正常人了。 Such a issue, should not emerge in eight -year-old child body absolutely. 这样的一个问题,绝对不应该出现在一个八岁的小孩子身上 No matter but, looks from what aspect, Fang Li is actually a normal person. 可是,不管从什么方面看,方里其实都是一个正常人。 The same age child when plays noisily, Fang Li is also playing noisily. 同龄的小孩子在玩闹的时候,方里同样在玩闹。 The same age child in causing trouble, Fang Li is causing trouble similarly. 同龄的小孩子在闯祸的时候,方里同样在闯祸。 Same age child in simple-hearted, Fang Li is also simple-hearted. 同龄的小孩子在天真无邪的时候,方里同样在天真无邪。 The same age child when the naivete hits the fart, Fang Li also hits the fart in the naivete. 同龄的小孩子在稚气打屁的时候,方里同样在稚气打屁。 In other words, Fang Li is not precocious, is not unusual, on the body on mind/energetic is a normal child. 换句话,方里即不早熟,也不异常,无论是在身体上还是在精神上都是一个正常的小孩子。 only, Fang Li, in eight years old of goes to the elementary school in first day, cannot help but asked such a question. 只是,方里在八岁上小学的第一天里,却是不由得问出了那么一个问题。 Because, ignorant Fang Li, understood and other person only different unusualities. 因为,懵懵懂懂的方里,知道了自己与其余人唯一不同的一个异常。 ...... …… That year, Fang Li were only seven years old. 那一年,方里只有七岁。 Before seven years old, Fang Li has grown up as an ordinary child. 七岁以前,方里一直是作为一个普通的孩子而长大。 But at that time, because the parents need to be busy the relations that works to support the family day in day out, most often accompanies in the Fang Li's side person is the grandfather. 而那个时候,因为父母一天到晚都需要忙着工作养家的关系,最常陪伴在方里身边的人是爷爷。 The grandfather loves Fang Li very much. 爷爷很疼爱方里 Fang Li wants to play, the grandfather will accompany Fang Li to play. 方里想玩的时候,爷爷会陪方里玩。 Fang Li the parents scolded, the grandfather will come out to maintain Fang Li. 方里被父母骂的时候,爷爷会出来维护方里 The Fang Li clash breaks, the grandfather will comfort to be hard to endure Fang Li. 方里磕碰摔伤的时候,爷爷会安慰疼痛难耐的方里 Fang Li to what toy has the interest the time, the grandfather will also buy that toy, only to let Fang Li is happy. 方里对什么玩具产生兴趣的时候,爷爷同样会将那个玩具买下来,只为了让方里开心。 Therefore, Fang Li likes the grandfather similarly very much. 因此,方里同样很喜欢爷爷。 Even after is grows up, Fang Li can also very natural told person, the person who oneself most liked was a grandfather. 哪怕是长大以后,方里也能够很理所当然的告诉身边的人,自己最喜欢的人就是爷爷。 When such a person disappears from your world, what can you be respond? 当这么一个人从你的世界里消失的时候,你会是什么反应呢? Before, Fang Li has not considered this issue. 以前,方里没有考虑过这个问题。 But seventh that year, Fang Li actually has to consider. 可七岁那一年,方里却不得不去考虑了。 „... wū wū wū...” “呜…呜呜呜…” Weeping sound sound in entire space. 哭声响动在了整个空间里。 Some of them are very depressing, some are unscrupulous, is actually no matter what who can feel in sadness and sad. 它们有的无比压抑,有的肆无忌惮,却是任谁都能感受到里面的伤心与难过。 Under that weeping sound, entire vast space is filling the sad atmosphere. 在那哭声之下,整个辽阔的空间都弥漫着哀伤的氛围。 Under that weeping sound, the innocent children were exaggerated, one by one then cries. 在那哭声之下,不懂事的小孩子们被渲染,一个个接着大哭。 Fang Li places oneself in such a environment like this, a hand was being held by mother, the vision throws to own front. 方里就这样置身于如此的一个环境中,一只手被妈妈牵着,目光则是投至自己的前方。 In there, is putting a black and white picture. 在那里,正放着一张黑白的照片。 The person on picture, is Fang Li's Grandfather. 照片上的人,就是方里的爷爷 Watches that picture, Fang Li really thinks of the grandfather very much. 看着那张照片,方里真的很想念爷爷。 Fang Li knows, the surrounding person thinks of the grandfather similarly very much, will therefore burst into tears at this time. 方里知道,周围的人同样很想念爷爷,所以才会在这个时候流泪。 But, Fang Li actually including drop of tears not to have the means class/flow to come out. 可是,方里却连一滴眼泪都没有办法流出来。 Even the parents are sobbing, the surrounding Sir and child are sobbing, Fang Li does not have the means to burst into tears. 即使父母都在哭泣,周围的大人与小孩都在哭泣,方里还是没有办法流泪。 Therefore, Fang Li asked. 于是,方里问了。 Mom, why are you crying?” “妈妈,你们为什么都在哭啊?” At that time, flowed mother of tears to reply Fang Li's like this. 那个时候,流着泪水的妈妈是这样回答方里的 „......, because, the grandfather will not come back.” “……因为,爷爷已经不会回来了。” Fang Li knows. 方里知道。 This fact, Fang Li knows. 这个事实,方里还是知道的。 Fang Li knows, the grandfather will not come back. 方里知道,爷爷再也不会回来了。 But... 可是… But, why can this cry?” “可是,为什么这样就得哭呢?” When Fang Li asked when such a issue, mother's expression is somewhat is surprised, somewhat uncertain. 方里问出这么一个问题时,妈妈的表情是即有些惊讶,又有些疑惑 Then, mother then replied Fang Li like this. 然后,妈妈便这样回答了方里 Grandfather will not come back, the normal person will feel sad sad, will therefore cry.” “爷爷不会回来了,正常人都会感到伤心难过,所以会哭啊。” hearing these words, Fang Li has not then said anything again. 听到这句话,方里便再也没有说什么了。 Just, in Fang Li's heart, has a question. 只不过,方里的心中,却有着一个疑问。 „Should normal person cry at this time?” “正常人就应该在这个时候哭吗?” Because of this, Fang Li in eighth that year, will ask such a issue to Teacher. 就是因为这样,方里才会在八岁那年,向老师提出那样的一个问题。 After growing up, Fang Li knows that truly is the natural matter. 等到长大以后,方里才知道,那确实是理所当然的事情。 The death of family member, regarding a normal person, should sob naturally. 亲人的逝世,对于一个正常人来说,理所当然应该哭泣。 Because, will be sad, will be sad, that is a normal person. 因为,会伤心,会难过,那才是正常人。 From the angle of psychology, when a subjective world and objective world of person have the unified principle, that was even normal. 从心理学的角度上看,当一个人的主观世界与客观世界有着统一性的原则,那就算正常了。 Because, the psychology is the reflection of objective reality, therefore any normal psychological activity and behavior must maintain the uniformity with the objective environment, even if only formally with content. 因为,心理是客观现实的反映,所以任何正常的心理活动和行为都必须与客观环境保持一致性,哪怕只是形式上与内容上。 When mind/energetic or the psychological and the outside world person environment loses the unification, then, this person cannot be understood inevitably. 当一个人的精神或者心理与外界的环境失去统一,那么,这个人必然不能被人理解。 At that time, this person becomes unusual. 那个时候,这个人就会成为异常。 Therefore, from this theoretically, Fang Li is not a normal person. 因此,从这个理论上来看,方里不是一个正常人。 On that day, Fang Li has not sobbed. 那一天,方里没有哭泣。 Others when sad sad, the Fang Li's innermost feelings are calm. 别人在伤心难过的时候,方里的内心只有平静。 Others in natural, the Fang Li's innermost feelings only then have doubts. 别人在理所当然的时候,方里的内心只有疑惑。 Others when the sob burst into tears, the Fang Li's innermost feelings are surprised. 别人在哭泣流泪的时候,方里的内心只有惊讶。 Is so incompatible, even can be called is unfeeling, is not how unusual? 如此格格不入,甚至称得上是冷酷无情,怎么不算异常呢? How to say again, the opposite parties provide in a big way from young fellow, is excellent with own sentiment, moreover family member who most like. 再怎么说,对方都是从小将自己给养大,跟自己感情极好,而且还是自己最喜欢的亲人啊。 Such a person passed away, could not see again, because is just a child, therefore should sad sad not? 这样的一个人逝去了,再也见不到了,正因为是一个小孩子,所以才更应该伤心难过不是吗? But, from beginning to end, Fang Li had not felt has tiny bit sad, the tiny bit sadness, and even an impulsion of convection drop of tears does not have. 可是,从头到尾,方里一直都没有感到有一丝一毫的难过,一丝一毫的伤心,乃至连流一滴眼泪的冲动都没有。 At that time, the Sirs have not cared about this point, when only Fang Li has not really understood the significance of death, or somewhat precocious, not by the surrounding child to influence, thus was exaggerated to sob. 当时,大人们并没有在意这一点,只当方里是真的没有理解到死亡的意义,或者有些早熟,没有被周围的小孩子给影响,从而被渲染哭泣。 Only has Fang Li, under the ignorant condition, understood a matter. 只有方里,在懵懵懂懂的状况下,明白了一件事。 That is... 那就是… I with the surrounding person different...” “我跟周围的人不一样…” That was Fang Li at that time an only idea. 那是方里当时唯一的一个想法。 After growing up, why Fang Li understood then to be able such. 长大以后,方里又明白了当时的自己为什么会那样。 Not is only because Fang Li started sensibly, similarly was because Fang Li unavoidable and experienced several same things. 不仅是因为方里开始懂事了,同样是因为方里无法避免的又经历了几次同样的事情。 That time Fang Li, is unable to sob similarly, is unable to feel sad sad. 那个时候的方里,同样无法哭泣,无法感到伤心难过。 Then, Fang Li understood. 然后,方里明白了。 No matter the opposite party has how importantly to oneself, with oneself how intimate, once he ( she ) died, oneself will not shed drop of tears absolutely, will not feel that has sad. 不管对方对自己有多么的重要,跟自己多么的亲密,一旦他(她)死去,自己都绝对不会流一滴眼泪,不会感到有一丝的难过。 That is not Fang Li is innocent, is not Fang Li is also unfeeling. 那不是方里不懂事,亦不是方里过于冷酷无情。 A that only flaw. 只是一个缺陷而已。 Fang Li when seven years old then starts to have ignorant, hide in the deep in one's heart personality flaw. 一个方里在七岁的时候便开始有所懵懂,隐藏在内心深处的人格缺陷。 I do not have death of means to the others to have the sentiment...” “我没有办法对别人的死产生感情…” Then... 那么… I do not certainly have the means to have the sentiment to my death...” “我也一定没有办法对自己的死产生感情…” This fact, in Fang Li 18-year-old that year, was confirmed. 这一事实,在方里18岁的那一年里,得到了证实。 ...... …… Bang ————!” “砰————!” That is together the extremely resounding impact noise. 那是一道极为响亮的撞击声。 That instance when the impact noise resounds, Fang Li only feels a dizziness, when the field of vision restores, first in enters his view only piece of sky. 当撞击声响起的那一个瞬间,方里只觉得一阵天旋地转,等到视野重新恢复之时,第一时间里进入他视野的只是一片天空 But, this sky actually gradual dyeing became the red, and bit by bit by black replacing. 可是,这片天空却逐渐的染成了红色,并一点一点的被黑色给取代。 The red appearance is because the Fang Li's iris starts to bleed. 红色的出现是因为方里的虹膜开始出血。 The black appearance is because the Fang Li's consciousness starts to vanish. 黑色的出现是因为方里的意识开始消失。 At this moment, Fang Li only felt the body is not own was the same, the gearing cannot move, even felt that did not have. 这一刻里,方里只觉得身体已经不是自己的了一样,连动都动不了,甚至连感觉都没有了。 The Fang Li only feeling is the ———— heat. 方里唯一的感觉便是————热。 Very hot. 很热。 Very hot. 非常热。 The whole body is giving off heat. 全身都在发热。 Surroundings, the one by one pedestrian started to encircle, appeared in Fang Li that fuzzy field of vision. 周围,一个个的行人开始围了过来,出现在方里那模糊的视野中。 Fang Li did not have the means to hear them to say anything. 方里没有办法听到他们在说什么。 However, Fang Li can actually detect that periphery is filling a startled frightened mood. 但是,方里却能够察觉到周围弥漫着一股惊慌恐惧的情绪。 But the body that oneself that is giving off heat has any important thing to be the same in the outflow probably, making the ground under body start becomes wet. 而自己那正在发热的身体则是好像有什么重要的东西在流失一样,让身下的地面都开始变湿。 Fang Li transferred under one difficultly, saw close asphalt road. 方里艰难的转了一下头,看到了近在咫尺的泊油路 There, gradual dyeing is becoming the red. 那里,正在逐渐的染成红色。 Is given dyed red by the blood that flows from the Fang Li's whole body. 被从方里的全身流出来的血液给染红 Therefore, Fang Li comprehended finally. 于是,方里总算领悟了。 Important thing that own within the body that is draining, is not only the blood, is the life. 自己体内那正在流失的重要事物,不仅仅是鲜血,还是生命。 Meanwhile, Fang Li then had anything clearly. 同时,方里这才明白发生了什么。 Traffic accident. 车祸。 Sudden accidental/surprised. 一场突如其来的意外而已。 Such accidental/surprised, this country will have over 100,000 every year. 这样的意外,这个国家每年都会发生十万起以上。 Fang Li, but is this year in these 100,000 traffic accidents, in. 方里,只不过是今年这十万起的车祸里,其中的一件而已。 so that's how it is...” 原来如此…” Fang Li accepted own destiny instantaneously. 方里瞬间接受了自己的命运。 Has not been unwilling, without hate, even does not have the fear or the resistance. 没有不甘,没有怨恨,甚至没有恐惧或者抗拒。 After all, Fang Li does not have the means to have any mood to 『Death』. 毕竟,方里没有办法对「死」产生任何的情绪。 This was seventh then started the fact of ignorant realizing that year. 这是七岁那年便开始懵懵懂懂的意识到的事实。 Now, but was the confirmation. 现在,只不过是证实了而已。 Must say that Fang Li soon will die this matter to have what feelings words to oneself, that only has one. 要说方里对自己即将死亡这件事情有什么感想的话,那就只有一个。 „After person died, where will go to?” “人死了以后,到底会去哪里呢?” Had such a idea, Fang Li to close own eye. 带着这样的一个想法,方里闭上了自己的眼睛。 In of Fang Li radical losing consciousness in an instant, cold voice rinsed his mind. 就在方里彻底的失去意识的那一个刹那间,一个冷冰的声音灌进了他的脑海。 Serial Number 11273 enters Main God's Dimension.” 编号11273进入主神空间。” ( The new book's first day! Sought the recommendation! Sought the collection! Asked to hit to enjoy! Asked evaluation! Sought the support!) (新书第一天!求推荐!求收藏!求打赏!求评价!求支持!)
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