IQEBAPOJ :: Volume #5

#112: Because in the reality also has the person who waits for me to go back!


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The subway howls. The concrete thing started illusory. 地铁呼啸而过。具体的事物开始虚幻了起来。 No. 不。 Does not start illusory. 不是开始虚幻。 But from the beginning, these things, are illusory. 而是从一开始,这些东西,就是虚幻。 Shirou stands in the tailstock, the vision penetrated the glass window, looks that gradually to change into the bubble the city. 士郎站在车尾,目光透过了玻璃窗户,远望着那逐渐化为泡沫的城市。 He such distant is looking at that city, that Utopian general city. 他就这么远远的望着那座城市,那座乌托邦一般的城市。 The train howls, moves to the unknown front, the endless white light, shines from his back, later covered his all, finally even the remnant shadow of that city also swallows completely. 列车呼啸而过,驶向未知的前方,无尽的白光,从他的背后照射,随后覆盖了他的一切,最后连那城市的残影也吞噬殆尽。 Shirou is looking. 士郎就这么望着。 Looking at that city such as the illusory image is ordinary, to finally, residual not remaining. 望着那座城市如幻影一般破碎,到最后,连一丝残渣也不剩下。 Then, he left this so-called heaven of heavens. 然后,他离开了这所谓的极乐世界。 ...... …… Had finished.” “已经结束了呢。” The demonic nature Bodhisattva looked has been falling into perished Shirou and Mordred. 魔性菩萨望着已经陷入沉沦了士郎莫德雷德 She is the demonic nature Bodhisattva, the had treasure has is Angra Mainyu/CCC It is not false, but thinks that she only has attack method, and has the conclusion Heroic Spirit strong and weak to be equally laughable by the treasure. 她是魔性菩萨,拥有的宝具是【此世全部之欲】不假,可是以为她只有一种攻击方式,就和以宝具来定论英灵强弱一样可笑。 She grasps Likes wanting Principle third Beast, It then has Likes wanting This principle, entices in the human innermost feelings the clearest desire. 她是手持【爱欲】之理的第三【兽】,其本身便是拥有着【爱欲】此理,勾引出人类内心之中最为真切的欲望。 What is heaven of heavens? 什么是极乐世界? Said, heaven of heavens is the immeasurable light, the seven precious things is the place, from void, all myriad things, all shone clear(ly). 佛说,极乐世界是无量光,七宝为地,上至虚空,一切万物,皆放光明。 But the demonic nature Bodhisattva believes that heaven of heavens, is the worriless world. But the worriless world, is the desire can the world of relaxation. 而魔性菩萨认为,极乐世界,便是毫无烦恼的世界。而毫无烦恼的世界,便是欲望得以张弛的世界。 All worried, all in desire by heart, so long as satisfied the desire, did not have worriedly. But in heaven of heavens that she makes, there not worried, does not have the anxiety, because the desire can the relaxation divulge completely, therefore, is only left over joyfully. 一切苦恼,皆由心中之欲而起,只要满足了欲望,就没有了苦恼。而她所制造的极乐世界里,那里没有苦恼,没有忧虑,因为欲望全部得以张弛宣泄,所以,只剩下快乐。 Ok, here joy has dusted. To come Mr. Assassin and that young lady already in heaven of heavens, found own joyful.” The demonic nature Bodhisattva showed the mercy smile. “好了,这里的快乐已经撒布下去了。想来Assassin先生和那位小姐已经在极乐世界,找到自己的快乐了吧。”魔性菩萨露出了慈悲的笑容。 Should leave, I must dust the trim land joyfully.” “该离开了呢,我还要将快乐撒布整片大地呢。” The demonic nature Bodhisattva revealed the mercy, but the holy smile, turns around to leave this lands. 魔性菩萨露出了慈悲而圣洁的笑容,转身就要离开这片土地。 However at this time, in that piece of white Saint light, a sound resounded through: Where you want to go, demonic nature Bodhisattva?” 然而这时,在那片白茫茫的圣光之中,一个声音响彻了起来:“你想要去哪里啊,魔性菩萨?” Well?” “咦?” Demonic nature Bodhisattva light well, lived in the body, turned the head to look the past. 魔性菩萨轻咦了一声,顿住了身体,转头回望过去。 Treads......” “踏踏踏……” In that piece of white Saint light, Shirou walked gradually, the holy ray that attracts the will of the people just like broken Yang general, from his body retreat slowly. 在那片白茫茫的圣光里,士郎缓步走了出来,那魅惑人心的圣洁光芒犹如碎阳一般,从他的身上缓缓的退去。 A and Mr. Assassin?” The demonic nature Bodhisattva astonished looks at Shirou. “A、Assassin先生?”魔性菩萨一脸愕然的看着士郎 She really with astonishment lived. 她是真的惊愕住了。 Has the person. 有人。 Some such people, walked from her heaven of heavens. 有这么一个人,从她的极乐世界里走了出来。 This is simply impossible! 这简直不可能啊! Heaven of heavens that she makes, compared with it This world wicked The illusion is clear, and is unable to work loose. Because that uses side Fun88 that others innermost feelings clear desire constructs. 她所制造的极乐世界,比之【此世之恶】的幻境还要真切,而且无法挣脱。因为那都是利用他人内心真切的欲望所构建的极乐天堂。 No one can work loose, because that is by the world that uses/gives technique the innermost feelings most anticipate. 没有人可以挣脱的,因为那是被施术者内心最期待的世界。 Also is the so-called bustling place. 也就是所谓的红尘。 Once the person comprehended the bustling place, arrived in the truth of the world, that person is existence that heaven of heavens of demonic nature Bodhisattva is unable to attract. 曾经有一个人开悟了红尘,抵达了世界的真理,那种人是魔性菩萨的极乐世界无法魅惑的存在。 But that is thinks. 而那,就是觉者。 The person of true comprehending. 真正开悟之人。 In addition, no one can walk. 除此之外,谁也走不出来。 Even if the Gilgamesh king, even if Solomon king, or is Merlin, as well as receives Jeanne D'arc of sound of God unable to walk. 哪怕是吉尔伽美什王,哪怕是所罗门王,或者是梅林,以及受着天主之音的贞德都无法走出来。 But. 可是。 But has such a person, does not comprehend, but had the normal person desire to walk. 可是有这么一个人,一个并非开悟,而是具备着正常人欲望走了出来。 That is not the person of comprehending, is not the Buddha Bodhisattva, is only a normal human, human that has the desire. 那不是开悟之人,亦不是佛陀菩萨,只是一个正常的人类,一个具备着欲望的人类。 This and this are simply impossible! 这、这简直不可能! This point, subverted the demonic nature Bodhisattva own cognition of simply. 这一点,简直颠覆了魔性菩萨自身的认知。 The demonic nature Bodhisattva is Sesshouin Kiara changes lives Beast. 魔性菩萨是杀生院祈荒变生而成的【兽】。 Sesshouin Kiara contracts incurable disease at a young age, said is less than exactly 14 years old. Because the followers will only pity her, but does not extend the aid to her, will therefore obtain person not to save others this conclusion, even suspected the books said human whether only then oneself. 杀生院祈荒自小患有不治之症,被称活不到十四岁。由于信徒们都只会怜悯她而不向她伸出援手,因此得出了“人不会救人”这个结论,甚至怀疑书本所讲的“人类”是否只有自己。 But in the future course, she gradually proved this point. So-called human, only then oneself, others are just flooding the desire, is throwing over the wild animal of person skin. 而在今后的历程之中,她逐渐证明了这一点。所谓的“人类”,只有自己,其他人只不过是充斥着欲望,披着人皮的野兽罢了。 Therefore, she thinks that by oneself joyful, is the good conduct. 因此,她认为让自己“快乐”,便是善行。 But heaven of heavens, then constructs from this. 而极乐世界,便是由此而构建。 Trades a few words, so-called heaven of heavens, is demonic nature Bodhisattva's cognition to the world. 换一句话来说,所谓的极乐世界,也算是魔性菩萨对世界的认知。 But, Shirou actually from walked, violated her cognition. 可是,士郎却从其中走了出来,违背了她的认知。 Why? 为什么? Why will walk? 为什么会走出来? King Arthur, the saintess of God, emperor in Roman Empire, as well as before , was attracted the evil god who comes consciousness by that father...... is perished in heaven of heavens. 就连亚瑟王,天主的圣女,罗马帝国的皇帝,以及之前被那个神父吸引而来的邪神意识……都被沉沦在了极乐世界里。 But can he, why walk? 而他,为什么可以走出来? The demonic nature Bodhisattva innermost feelings fill puzzled. 魔性菩萨内心充满不解。 „Isn't this very simple answer?” Shirou smiles, the smile seems somewhat painstakingly, said: Even happy illusory, is false. Joyful, only then perishes I, to a worried reality not help. I cannot perishing be one of them, because in the reality also has the person who waits for me to go back.” “这不是很简单的答案吗?”士郎笑了笑,笑容看上去有些苦,说道:“就算再美好的虚幻,都是虚假的。快乐的只有沉沦其中的我而已,对苦恼的现实没有一丝帮助。我不能沉沦在其中,因为现实里还有等待我回去的人。” Demonic nature Bodhisattva at the scene. 魔性菩萨愣在当场。 First time, she restrained on the face holy just like the mercy of Bodhisattva, revealed the rare person general carefully examining vision, is carefully examining Shirou. Long time, she smiled, laughed. 头一次,她收敛了脸上圣洁的宛如菩萨的慈悲,露出了罕见的人一般的审视目光,审视着士郎。良久,她笑了起来,大笑了起来。 This, is this. I understood, I understood, Mr. Assassin. I know that who you were, I also know why you have not had the evil intention to me, why was clearer I to feel your very good exchange and communication. Lost soul, you and I is a passer-by!” The demonic nature Bodhisattva is saying excitedly, on the face showed the incomparably joyful look. “这样啊,是这样啊。我明白了,我明白了,Assassin先生。我知道你是谁了,我也知道为什么你没有对我有恶意了,更明白为什么我觉得你很好交流与沟通。迷失的灵魂啊,你和我是一路人啊!”魔性菩萨兴奋的说着,脸上露出了无比快乐的神色。 Demon Luo, is not bright...... The demonic nature Bodhisattva looks at Shirou, on the face showed the joyful incomparable smile, said: Continues , to continue, you will change the production with my same Savior.” “魔罗,还是无明……啊。”魔性菩萨看着士郎,脸上露出了愉悦无比的笑容,说道:“继续下去,继续走下去吧,你会变生成和我一样的救世主。” Perhaps.” “或许吧。” Shirou indifferent smiling, launched both hands later. 士郎无所谓的笑了笑,随后展开了双手。 His whole body is sending out the light silver light/only, the Saint light of demonic nature Bodhisattva, cannot cover it. 他浑身散发着淡淡的银光,就连魔性菩萨的圣光,亦是不能将其覆盖。 Shirou is looking straight ahead the Saint light of this piece of demonic nature Bodhisattva, that is only radiance of spiritual connection. 士郎直视着这片魔性菩萨的圣光,那只是精神连接的光华。 That flash of heaven of heavens working loose, he can feel, drew in heaven of heavens, certainly not, only then he alone. 从极乐世界挣脱的那一瞬间,他可以感觉得到,被拖入极乐世界的,绝不只有他一个人。 Is listening attentively to the person in virtual world-!” “倾听着在虚幻世界的人啊-!” He is saying loudly, radiance, in Awakening of every nature Under the function, is presenting the shape of vortex, looks like shines upon the Shirou innermost feelings to be the same, although chaos, but actually does not invade for the external object. 他高声说着,身上的光华,在【凡性的觉醒】作用之下,呈现着漩涡的形状,就像是映照着士郎的内心一样,虽然混沌,可是却不为外物所侵。 But his sound, passed through trim radiance directly, goes directly to by people who the false world surrounds. 而他的声音,直接贯穿了整片光华,直达被虚假世界困住的人们。 In Camelot that has not collapsed, wears the women's clothing of young girl, roams Saber in flowering shrubs cannot help but dull at the scene, is looking at the sky, muttering: Assassin sound......” 没有崩溃的卡美洛里,穿着少女的衣裙,漫游在花丛里的Saber不由得呆愣当场,望着天空,喃喃着:“Assassin的声音……” In the notre dame in France, retires, for Jeanne D'arc that the world prayed, surprised uncertain is looking at the present Holy Mother image, forever, Eternal King......?” 法兰西的圣母院里,解甲归田,正在为世人祈祷的贞德,惊疑不定的望着眼前的圣母像,“永、永恒王……?” In the full house golden theater, is infatuated in own world, is swaying Nero of music talent willfully, cannot help but stops, that sound that knight king esteems......” 座无虚席的黄金剧场里,正陶醉在自己的世界里,任意挥洒着音乐天赋的尼禄,不由得顿住了手,“骑士王所推崇的那位声音……” And...... 以及…… That small and narrow, is brimming in the happy and warm manor. 那间窄小的,洋溢着幸福与温暖的庄园里。 What's wrong, Mordred?” Man modest asking of: Why hasn't blown the candle?” “怎么了,莫德雷德?”男人温和的问道:“为什么还不吹蜡烛呢?” I and I......” Mordred got hold of the fist. “我、我……”莫德雷德握紧了拳头。 Shirou does not know change, he continues saying: Perishes in the happy illusory world, joyful, can only be of perishing, is unhelpful to the true reality. Oneself will be joyful, the disappointed person was disappointed, the person who is unfair to as before sorry as before, the painful matter is still painful. Must continue to perish in the false joy, faces directly the worry the reality to look up to the sky. Right of choice, in your hands.” 士郎不知道其中的变化,他只是继续说道:“在美好虚幻的世界里沉沦,快乐的,只会是沉沦的自己,对真正的现实毫无帮助。自己会快乐,辜负的人依旧还是被辜负,对不起的人依旧对不起,痛苦的事情依旧痛苦。是要继续在虚假的快乐里沉沦,还是直面烦恼的现实仰望天空。选择的权利,就在你们自己的手里。” The demonic nature Bodhisattva has not prevented Shirou actually, is only asking of having a relish: Such useful?” 魔性菩萨倒是没有阻止士郎,只是饶有兴致的问道:“这样有用吗?” Shirou turns the head slightly, the vision looked to the demonic nature Bodhisattva, said: Was useful, has tried, knows.” 士郎微微转头,目光看向了魔性菩萨,说道:“有没有用,试过了,才知道。” On the face of demonic nature Bodhisattva is revealing the mercy smile. 魔性菩萨的脸上露着慈悲的笑容。 However, this smile, came out in this time reveal, the intent taste that perhaps ridiculed were more. 不过,这笑容,在这个时候露出来,恐怕嘲弄的意味儿却更多吧。 However at this time, an incomparably weak sound, resounded through from her body: A and Mr. Assassin......” 然而这个时候,一个无比虚弱的声音,从她的躯体里响彻了起来:“A、Assassin先生……” Demonic nature Bodhisattva that mercy smile immediately one stiff, probably detected that the extremely inconceivable matter is the same, eye fierce contraction needle. 魔性菩萨那慈悲的笑容顿时一僵,像是察觉到极度不可思议的事情一样,眼睛猛的紧缩成针。 A and Mr. Assassin, you said to...... perish in the happy illusory world, joyful, can only be of perishing, is unhelpful to the true reality. Oneself will be joyful, the disappointed person was disappointed, the person who is unfair to as before sorry as before, the painful matter pain......” the woman weak voice, resounds through as in the body of demonic nature Bodhisattva. “A、Assassin先生,你说得对……在美好虚幻的世界里沉沦,快乐的,只会是沉沦的自己,对真正的现实毫无帮助。自己会快乐,辜负的人依旧还是被辜负,对不起的人依旧对不起,痛苦的事情依旧痛苦……”女人虚弱的声音,在魔性菩萨的躯体内响彻起来。 This is impossible! 这不可能! The eyes of demonic nature Bodhisattva fierce shrinks, on the face did not have the mercy again, is only left over the unbelievable facial expression. 魔性菩萨的眼睛猛的一缩,脸上再无了慈悲,只剩下难以置信的神情。 Because-, 因为-, She unexpectedly woke! “她”居然醒过来了! So that's how it is,” Shirou looks at the demonic nature Bodhisattva, looks the face that her no longer accomplishes a task with ease, said with a smile: Originally you also hid her in heaven of heavens!” “原来如此,”士郎看着魔性菩萨,看着她那不复游刃有余的脸,笑道:“原来你把她也藏在了极乐世界里去了!” Naturally.” The demonic nature Bodhisattva said: Even I, still have the wish world, wanted result.” “当然了。”魔性菩萨说道:“就算是‘我’,也有想要的世界,想要的结果。” No.” Shirou shakes the head, is looking straight ahead the demonic nature Bodhisattva, said: You your purity, buried in false heaven of heavens went.” “不。”士郎摇了摇头,直视着魔性菩萨,说道:“你是把自己的纯真,埋葬在了虚假的极乐世界里去了吧。” hears word, the demonic nature Bodhisattva seemed like by the stamp in the scabs is been same, on the face was again remorseless, the smile also gradually restrained, look quite desolate is overlooking Shirou. 闻言,魔性菩萨像是被戳中了伤疤一样,脸上再无慈悲,笑容也逐渐收敛起来,眼神颇为冷淡的俯瞰着士郎 It seems like in the stamp the sore spot.” “看来是戳中你的痛处了啊。” Shirou is raising head, is welcoming the vision desolate demonic nature Bodhisattva, instead showed the smile. 士郎仰着头,迎着目光冷淡的魔性菩萨,反而露出了笑容。 I and I thought. I think, I made anything...... I...... do not put me to go out again dull here, put me to go out......” “我、我都想起来了。我想起来,我做了什么……我不要再呆在这里了……放我出去,放我出去……” In the body of demonic nature Bodhisattva, resounds through the Sesshouin Kiara weak sound unceasingly. 魔性菩萨的躯体里,不断响彻起来杀生院祈荒虚弱的声音。 Puts me to go out...... I not to want, do not treat again in your within the body.” “放我出去……我不要,不要再待在你的体内。” The demonic nature Bodhisattva lowers the head slightly, said in a low voice: „- Shut up!” 魔性菩萨微微低头,低声说道:“-闭嘴!”
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