„Because” “因为・・・・・・” Facing Hu Lin yu question, in Shen Youchu look is gloomy, but tone such gentleness: „She had the baby, little Chen was a father.” 面对胡林语的疑问,沈幼楚眼神里已经黯淡无光,不过语气还是那样的温柔:“她有宝宝了呀,小陈是爸爸。” This matter cannot conceal the truth, Shen Hanhan chooses to leave Chen Hansheng, without an ample reason, Hu Lin language possibly thinks that Shen Youchu was diagnosed „cancer”. 这件事是瞒不住的,沈憨憨选择离开陈汉升,如果没有一个足够的理由,胡林语可能以为沈幼楚又被诊断出“癌症”了。 Really, after Hu Lin yu hears these words, the both feet moistened the glue water probably, decided standing in same place, the repetition of mouth also unconsciousness said: „Has, had the baby?” 果然,胡林语听到这句话以后,双脚就好像沾了胶水,定定的立在原地,嘴里还无意识的重复道:“有,有宝宝了？” This news shocked, that „she” does not need to think, definitely was desolate Rongyu. 这个消息太震撼了,那个“她”不用多想,肯定是萧容鱼了。 Hu Lin language understands now finally, the poem poem dares comes the wealth to be big „provocation” taking advantage, originally in the key position, there are their people. 胡林语现在终于明白了,边诗诗敢来财大“挑衅”的依仗,原来在关键位置上,有了她们自己的人啊。 However at the same time, Hu Lin yu also feels very absurd, 不过于此同时,胡林语也觉得很荒唐, little reckless has read many love stories, she thought that this bridge section simply is in the living book the plot. 小胡看过很多言情小说,她觉得这种桥段简直就是活生生的书中情节。 If this is a Taiwan play, that is overbearing president Chen Hansheng and gentle madame Shen Youchu unusual love, is one day, the Chen Hansheng former girlfriend walks in suddenly, the bosom is also hugging a baby, this knows that originally is Chen Hansheng's child. 如果这是一部台湾剧,那就是霸道总裁陈汉升和温柔夫人沈幼楚非常恩爱,可是某一天,陈汉升前女友突然找上门,怀里还抱着一个婴儿,这才知道原来是陈汉升的孩子。 Therefore, a not talking clearly sentiment resentful dispute, begins. 于是,一场说不清的情怨纠葛,就此拉开序幕。 If this is a Korean drama, but can also a dog blood point, overbearing president Chen Hansheng and gentle madame Shen Youchu unusual love, 20 years later, suddenly the excellent in conduct and studies interns go to Chen Hansheng company. 如果这是一部韩国剧,还能更狗血一点,霸道总裁陈汉升和温柔夫人沈幼楚非常恩爱,二十年后,突然有一个品学兼优的实习生来到陈汉升公司。 Because this intern was extremely suppressed outstandingly, because an accident, Chairman Chen knew accidentally, the intern unexpectedly is own biological daughter. 这个实习生因为太过优秀而受到打压,可是因为一场意外事故,陈董事长才无意中得知,实习生居然是自己的亲生女儿。 Naturally, if this is " Today View » programs of CCTV 8 files, the host must this behavior propose to Chairman Chen asked back, is demise of morals and humane distortion 当然了,如果这是央视八点档的《今日说法》节目,主持人就要对陈董事长这种行为提出反问了,到底是道德沦丧和人性扭曲・・・・・・ However this is the reality, „presents the child to get married” is a quite common social phenomenon, in everyone's subconscious, if did not have the child carefully, the first response is plans to get married. 不过这是现实,“奉子成婚”是一种比较常见的社会现象,在大家的潜意识里,如果不小心有了孩子,第一反应就是准备结婚。 Originally evenly matched situation, because „desolate Rongyu is pregnant” changes instantaneously, Hu Lin language has such a feeling, Chen Hansheng from now on, will no longer be „young clear/pain Party” this community. 原来势均力敌的局势,因为“萧容鱼怀孕”瞬间发生变化,就连胡林语都产生这样一种感觉,陈汉升从现在开始,不再属于“幼楚党”这个群体了。 The following story is conceivable, Chen Hansheng and desolate Rongyu marriage and having child, the guitar and lute is harmonious henceforth, the family happiness, as for Shen Youchu this small gruff package, who still remembers! 下面的故事都可以想象出来,陈汉升和萧容鱼结婚生子,从此琴瑟和谐,家庭幸福,至于沈幼楚这个小憨包,谁还记得啊！ „Really is enough the bastard!” “真是够混蛋的！” Hu Lin yu gets more mad, she is Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu this sentiment „witness”, Shen Youchu, although is not good at expressing, actually the innermost feelings love Chen Hansheng, Hu Lin language can remember many minor matters casually: 胡林语越想越气,她是陈汉升和沈幼楚这段感情的“见证人”,沈幼楚虽然不善于表达,其实内心非常爱陈汉升,胡林语随随便便就能想起很多小事: Shen Youchu must weave the woolen sweater for a Chen Hansheng hand every year ; 沈幼楚每年都要为陈汉升一家手织毛衣; The taste of Chen Hansheng diet, Shen Youchu is clear, moreover on table, so long as has him the food that likes eating, Shen Youchu will not use the chopsticks, certainly patient, when Chen Hansheng is satiated with food and wine ; 陈汉升饮食的口味,沈幼楚是一清二楚的,而且桌上只要有他喜欢吃的菜肴,沈幼楚都不会动筷子,一定会耐心的等到陈汉升吃饱喝足; The tea with milk shop business is so hot, is the account of income account, was still Chen Hansheng's name, this explained that in two people being together, Shen Youchu did not have a wee bit selfishness ; 奶茶店生意这么火爆,可是收益账户的户头,仍然是陈汉升的名字,这说明在两人的相处中,沈幼楚是没有一丁点私心的; Now, she plans to help Chen Hansheng and desolate Rongyu , helping Chen Hansheng „whole family”, oneself withdraw on own initiative. 现在,她又打算成全陈汉升和萧容鱼,成全陈汉升的“一家人”,自己主动退出。 „Why, more can jump over gruffly is bullied?” “凭什么啊,越憨就要越受欺负吗？” Hu Lin yu cannot bear get hold of the fist. 胡林语忍不住握紧拳头。 This is the standpoint is different, to the difference of matter view, Hu Lin yu only sees the Shen Youchu suffering part, just like the poem poem loves dearly desolate Rongyu to be the same. 这就是立场不同,对事情看法的不同,胡林语只看到沈幼楚委屈的部分,正如边诗诗心疼萧容鱼一样。 Is Chen Hansheng goes off track obviously, but small fish, for two relate is affected, undertakes on own initiative the reason of bidding good-bye ; 明明是陈汉升出轨,但是小鱼儿为了两家关系不被影响,主动把分手的原因承担下来; three stars with Chen Hansheng private affair makes an issue, is desolate Rongyu stands, is enduring heart pain „clarification” and Chen Hansheng's relations. 三星拿陈汉升私事做文章的时候,又是萧容鱼站出来,忍着心痛“澄清”自己和陈汉升的关系。 Shouldn't such girl, be treasured? 这样的女孩子,难道不值得被珍惜吗？ …… ・・・・・・ The wealth wife tea shop entrance, Hu Lin language awakens slowly from this news, she looks up own good friend. 财大奶茶店门口,胡林语慢慢从这个消息中醒悟过来,她抬起头看着自己好朋友。 Shen Youchu is still in a daze, but the tears have received, actually accident/surprise that this point has not stemmed from Hu Lin yu. 沈幼楚依然在发呆,只不过眼泪已经收住了,这一点倒是没出乎胡林语的意外。 Actually young clear/pain is very strong, in the misery facing any life, she will undertake and face alone. 其实幼楚很坚强的,面对任何生活上的苦难,她都会独自承担和面对。 „That” “那・・・・・・” Is Hu Lin yu feels on the contrary complicated, is hesitating asking: „What under us can make?” 反倒是胡林语觉得千头万绪,踌躇着问道:“我们下面要做什么？” „I go back to make the lunch to eat to Aning.” “我回去做午饭给阿宁吃。” Shen Youchu said low voice: „She said yesterday wants to eat the lettuce bamboo shoots.” 沈幼楚小声说道:“她昨天说想吃莴笋。” Although the winter craftsmanship is also good, but Aning most likes eating, food that the elder sister makes. 虽然冬儿手艺也不错,不过阿宁最喜欢吃的,还是阿姐做出来的菜肴。 „Young clear/pain” “幼楚・・・・・・” Hu Lin yu corners of the mouth move, this time, Shen Youchu still has been thinking the younger sister. 胡林语嘴角动了动,已经这个时候了,沈幼楚还在想着妹妹。 „We cannot admit defeat like this!” “我们不能就这样认输！” How does not know, Hu Lin language surges at heart suddenly a huge anger: „I and you look for Chen Hansheng, although Chen Hansheng is a ruffian, but who could see, he actually regards as important you very much, how desolate Rongyu had the child, making him make a choice among you.” 不知怎么,胡林语心里突然涌起一股巨大的愤怒:“我和你去找陈汉升,陈汉升虽然是个痞子,但是谁都看得出,他其实很看重你啊,萧容鱼有了孩子又怎么样,让他在你们之间做个选择。” „Baby wants the father.” “宝宝要爸爸的。” Shen Youchu shakes the head, the soft long hair rubs on the shoulder gently: „I do not think that little Chen feels embarrassed” 沈幼楚摇摇头,软软的长发在肩膀上轻轻摩擦:“我也不想小陈为难・・・・・・” „You cannot selfish, considers for oneself?” “你就不能自私一点,为自己多考虑一下吗？” Hu Lin language breaks loudly, because Shen Youchu „weak”, little reckless falls into bewildered biased, somewhat rebukes oneself, is somewhat annoying, even somewhat is unwilling. 胡林语大声打断,因为沈幼楚的“软弱”,小胡陷入一种莫名其妙的偏执中,有些自责,有些懊恼,甚至还有些不甘。 What remorse, oneself have not protected Shen Youchu, side lets the poem poem easy „steals family/home” success ; 自责的是,自己没有保护好沈幼楚,让边诗诗轻而易举的“偷家”成功; What is annoying, Shen Youchu has been thinking the sacrifice, is not willing to strive for own happiness ; 懊恼的是,沈幼楚一直想着牺牲,不愿意争取自己的幸福; What is unwilling, when desolate Rongyu is happy, she knows that is actually Shen Youchu helps? 不甘的是,当萧容鱼幸福的时候,她知道其实是沈幼楚成全的吗？ Facing Hu Lin language „expecting too much” the indignation, Shen Youchu is only silent, she does not approve, but will not refute. 面对胡林语“恨铁不成钢”的气愤,沈幼楚只是沉默不语,她不认同,但是也不会反驳。 „Yeah!” “哎！” The personality of Hu Lin language very clear good friend, sighed the one breath saying: „We first go back.” 胡林语很清楚好友的性格,叹一口气说道:“我们先回去吧。” From the road in wealth big great power Jingshan Subdistrict, often has the university student lover to come, on their faces is the happy smile, hawk flying grass long in March/three months, originally is a full of vitality season, but to Shen Youchu, has entered the cold winter ahead of time. 从财大回天景山小区的路上,时常有大学生情侣迎面而来,他们脸上都是幸福的笑容,莺飞草长的三月,本来是一个生机勃勃的季节,不过对沈幼楚来说,已经提前进入寒冷的冬季了。 Hu Lin yu walks when behind, she suddenly discovered, Shen Youchu head lowered, looked like very much for four years ago, began school greatly the registration appearance. 胡林语走在后面,她突然发现,沈幼楚的头又低下去了,很像四年前,大一开学报到时的模样。 At that time, Shen Youchu did not have Chen Hansheng, only then mother-in-law and younger sister. 那个时候,沈幼楚没有陈汉升,只有婆婆和妹妹。 Now, Shen Youchu similarly only then mother-in-law and younger sister. 现在,沈幼楚同样只有婆婆和妹妹了。 As Chen Hansheng loses, Shen Youchu hope to the life, Hu Lin language was somewhat worried probably suddenly, perhaps without mother -in-law and Aning, Shen Youchu will make the foolish matter. 随着陈汉升失去的,大概还有沈幼楚对生活的希冀,胡林语突然有些担心,如果没有婆婆和阿宁,沈幼楚说不定会做傻事啊。 „Young clear/pain” “幼楚・・・・・・” Hu Lin language catches up with several to ask: „Do you hate Chen Hansheng?” 胡林语追上几步问道:“你恨陈汉升吗？” Shen Youchu facial expression is somewhat confused, has doubts about this issue probably very much, how she will hate Chen Hansheng, how she is willing to hate Chen Hansheng. 沈幼楚神情有些迷茫,大概对这个问题很疑惑,她怎么会恨陈汉升呢,她又怎么舍得恨陈汉升呢。 Hu Lin language understood from the look , to continue to ask: „Do you hate desolate Rongyu?” 胡林语从眼神中就明白了,继续问道:“那你恨萧容鱼吗？” Shen Youchu shakes the head. 沈幼楚摇摇头。 „Poem poem?” “边诗诗呢？” Hu Lin language as to hear that „hate” character, but disappointed her, Shen Youchu is still shaking the head. 胡林语似乎很想听到那个“恨”字,不过让她失望了,沈幼楚依然在摇头。 She was good, anybody does not hate, not to complaint of life. 她太善良了,以至于任何人都不恨,也没有对生活的抱怨。 By the entrance of day Jingshan Subdistrict, Hu Lin yu said: „You want to cry to cry again a meeting, one must arrive home.” 直到在天景山小区的门口,胡林语说道:“你想哭就再哭一会吧,一会就要到家了。” These words just like invest a stone in the lake water, in Shen Youchu eye socket are filled up by the tears instantaneously, she found the leaning out-of-the-way place in small flower-bed, to tears flowing recklessly, a sound has not sent out. 这句话宛如在湖水中投入一颗石块,沈幼楚眼眶里瞬间被泪水填满,她找到小花坛的偏僻处,任由眼泪肆意的流淌,偏偏一点声音都没有发出。 High noon sunlight by branch crack, mindless sways, the light spot according to the leaf, according to the ground, the photo on Shen Youchu face, refracts glittering and translucent carving teardrops. 正午的阳光透过树枝罅隙,没心没肺的挥洒下来,光斑照在叶上,照在地上,还有照在沈幼楚的脸上,折射出一颗颗晶莹剔透的泪珠。 This is one peaceful, but the deep scene, beautiful Shen Youchu is sobbing, is does not have any sound, if there is a painter in the side, could describe „young girl who under sunlight sobs”. 这是一副安静但是深沉的景象,绝美的沈幼楚在哭泣,可是没有任何声响,如果有个画家在身边,说不定能够描绘出一副“阳光下哭泣的少女”。 Picture silent, but has the strength very much, Hu Lin language had been touched, she noticed that for the first time Shen Youchu is like this sad, originally Shen Youchu does not have the mood, is only for mother -in-law and younger sister, she hidden the emotions is very good. 画面是无声的,不过很有力量,胡林语早就被触动了,她还是第一次看到沈幼楚这样伤心,原来沈幼楚并非没有情绪,只是为了婆婆和妹妹,她把情绪隐藏的很好而已。 Hu Lin yu has not comforted, has not made noise to disturb, but the nail pinches in the meat of back of the hand, as if also in hesitates is making a decision. 胡林语没有安慰,也没有出声打扰,只是指甲掐在手背的肉里,似乎也在犹豫着做一个决定。 After 15 minutes, Shen Youchu wipes tears, went to near the faucet of community to wash washing the face, some feeling sorry said to Hu Lin yu: „Excuse me” 十五分钟以后,沈幼楚擦干眼泪,又去小区的水龙头边上洗了洗脸,有些歉疚的对胡林语说道:“不好意思・・・・・・” Hu Lin yu beckons with the hand, stands on tiptoes the tip of the toe to help Shen Youchu reorganize the collar, until not being able to see too many clue, she walks up to the building to knock on a door. 胡林语摆摆手,踮起脚尖帮沈幼楚整理一下衣领,直到看不出太多端倪,她才走上楼敲门。 „Elder sister! Elder Sister forest language!” “阿姐！林语姐姐！” Aning is presenting the mathematics problems at home, saw Shen Youchu and Hu Lin yu, happy ran over to embrace. 阿宁正在家里做数学题,看见沈幼楚和胡林语回来了,开心的跑过来搂抱。 The children were such worry-free, happy can smile loudly, sad can cry loudly, does not have a wee bit worries. 小孩子就是这样无忧无虑,高兴了可以大声笑,难过了可以大声哭,没有一丁点烦恼。 Shen Youchu as usual, first grips Aning's hair, saw mother -in-law, then enters the kitchen to prepare food. 沈幼楚像往常一样,先把阿宁的头发扎好,又去看了看婆婆,然后走进厨房做菜。 When winter in saying to be doing grocery shopping the amusing thing, Shen Youchu occasionally „un” response, all are no different, in family/home like before lively. 冬儿在说着买菜时遇到的趣事,沈幼楚偶尔“嗯”的回应一声,一切都没什么不同,家里还是像以前那样热闹。 Shen Youchu is the soul of home, she was good, family/home. 沈幼楚是这个家的灵魂,她好了,家才会好。 Hu Lin yu knows person who only truth, putting oneself in another's place sees things in others'shoes, she simply does not have the means to achieve Shen Youchu this. 胡林语是唯一知道真相的人,设身处地的换位思考,她根本没办法做到沈幼楚这样。 „Perhaps.” “也许。” Hu Lin yu is thinking at heart: „Women's rights that I pursue, before Shen Youchu such female, somewhat is really laughable.” 胡林语在心里想着:“我所追求的女权,在沈幼楚这样的女性面前,着实有些可笑。” „Forest language elder sister ~” “林语姐姐~” Aning brings the busy book, little reckless is a strict good teacher, she must check the homework every day. 阿宁把作业本拿过来,小胡是位严格的好老师,她每天都要检查作业的。 She is somewhat absent-minded today, in the mind always flashes through that „under sunlight sob young girl” picture. 只是她今天有些心不在焉,脑海里总是闪过那副“阳光下哭泣少女”的画面。 „Aning.” “阿宁。” Hu Lin yu asked suddenly: „You said that what to do if some people do bully the elder sister?” 胡林语突然问道:“你说,要是有人欺负阿姐怎么办？” „Un?” “嗯？” Shen Ningning has not thought that this issue, she is crooked the small head to think, crisp saying: „No one will bully the elder sister, because the elder brother will protect the elder sister!” 沈宁宁没想到有这个问题,她歪着小脑袋想了想,脆生生的说道:“没有人会欺负阿姐,因为阿哥会保护阿姐的！” Looks at Aning's manner to Chen Hansheng incomparably trust, for also does not break Shen Youchu „small family/home that” tries hard to maintain, Hu Lin yu has not said „bullies your elder sister, is the elder brother.” 看着阿宁对陈汉升无比信任的神态,也为了不打破沈幼楚努力维持住的“小家”,胡林语没有说出“欺负你阿姐的,正是阿哥。” „Elder brother is an aspect, we must protect the elder sister.” “阿哥是一方面,我们也要保护阿姐啊。” Hu Lin language touches Aning's small head, was saying words that some Shen Ningning cannot understand: „Who bullies the elder sister, we must counter-attack in the same fashion, at least must make them know, your happiness is Shen Youchu helps trade!” 胡林语摸了摸阿宁的小脑袋,说着一些沈宁宁听不懂的话:“谁来欺负阿姐,我们就要以同样的方式反击回去,至少也要让她们知道,你的幸福是沈幼楚成全换来的！” …… ・・・・・・ ( Finished finally, feels also well, must get out of bed tomorrow normally, today should not have. This month arises suddenly the matter is too many, the body condition is not good, therefore renews really draws the hip, hopes that everyone can satisfy to the quality, extremely thanked everyone contained. Next month should not have is so busy, old willow will maintain the renewal.) (终于写完了,感觉还不错,明天还要正常起床,今天应该是没了。这个月突发事情太多,身体状态也不好,所以更新实在拉胯,希望大家对质量能满意,万分感谢大家的包容。下个月应该没那么忙了,老柳会维持更新。)