„Un” “嗯・・・・・・” Shen Youchu nods gently , indicating that this small desk lamp, indeed is Chen Hansheng gives to itself. 沈幼楚轻轻点头,表示这盏小台灯,的确是陈汉升送给自己。 After desolate Rongyu hears this reply, the shoulder breaks down suddenly, that strength that as if the support stands was found time. 萧容鱼听到这个回答后,肩膀突然一垮,仿佛支撑站立的那股力量都被抽空了。 little Chen, you give your gift me, gave to others? 小陈,你把我送给你的礼物,又送给了其他人吗？ „All right” “没事吧・・・・・・” Shen Youchu worried that desolate Rongyu does not stand steadily, subconscious wants to walk to support by the arm. 沈幼楚担心萧容鱼站立不稳,下意识就想走上去搀扶。 „Does not want you to hold!” “不要你扶！” desolate Rongyu holds back tears that will soon flow copiously, cold sound said. 萧容鱼忍住即将夺眶而出的眼泪,冷声说道。 Shen Youchu scruple retreat several steps, in the look somewhat have doubts and grievance, but will not be angry with her character. 沈幼楚迟疑的后退几步,眼神里有些疑惑和委屈,但是以她的性格是不会生气的。 Hu Lin yu corners of the mouth move, originally with her temperament, the percentage hundred must counter-attack a moment ago, but this little reckless unexpected happening unexpectedly has not made a sound, but hugs slightly Aning. 胡林语嘴角动了动,本来以她的脾气,刚才百分百就要反击的,不过这次小胡鬼使神差的居然没吱声,只是把阿宁抱得稍远一点。 Secretary reckless depends upon the intuition of woman, judged that desolate Rongyu is not stirs up trouble. 胡书记依靠女人的直觉,判断萧容鱼不是来惹事的。 Moreover, Hu Lin language also time is the witness in previous scene of carnage. 另外,胡林语也是上一次的修罗场的见证人。 After a while, desolate Rongyu possibly realized that the tone is not right, hangs focuses on pupil saying slowly: „Sorry, I rested one to be good.” 过了一会,萧容鱼可能意识到语气不对,垂着眼眸缓缓的说道:“对不起,我自己歇一会就好了。” The lively living room quickly was a moment ago peaceful, snowflake „sand rustle” blowing rubbed on the window, even more served as contrast to vacate mi the atmosphere, desolate Rongyu and Shen Youchu on this „confrontation”. 刚才还热闹的客厅很快安静下来,雪花“沙沙沙”的刮蹭在窗户上,愈发衬托出空谧的气氛,萧容鱼和沈幼楚就这样“对峙”着。 Different is close to the truth from desolate Rongyu more and more, actually Shen Youchu has been at the ignorant condition. 不同于萧容鱼越来越接近事情的真相,其实沈幼楚一直处于懵懂状态。 Today finally took a test, when she is reorganizing reviews the material, is thinking at heart where Chen Hansheng must lead itself to go to the Christmas. 今天终于考完试了,她正在整理复习时的资料,心里想着陈汉升要带自己去哪里过圣诞节。 Shen Hanhan is not willing to go to person many places, she wants to counsel Aning to study at home ; With Hu Lin language to account, recently because in the half year prepares for test, the business of tea with milk shop pressed completely on the body of good friend ; Otherwise helps Auntie Liang and little Chen again weaves a woolen sweater, in brief some multi- things are also done. 沈憨憨不是很愿意去人多的地方,她更想在家辅导阿宁学习;或者和胡林语对账,最近这半年因为准备考试,奶茶店的业务全部压在好朋友的身上了;要不然再帮梁阿姨和小陈织点毛衣,总之也有多事情做呀。 However because is Chen Hansheng's request, Shen Youchu will not oppose, so long as he can happy be good. 不过因为是陈汉升的要求,沈幼楚并不会反对,只要他能开心就好了。 Has not thought, desolate Rongyu will suddenly appear. 只是没想到,萧容鱼会突然出现。 Like desolate Rongyu had not forgotten that Shen Youchu, Shen Youchu also remembers that this was held by the people in the palm princess. 就像萧容鱼始终没有忘记沈幼楚一样,沈幼楚也记得这个被众人捧在手心里的公主。 In the past because Chen Hansheng SARS was isolated in the office building of new century, Shen Youchu on defending silently outside, at that time except for beam Meijuan and Hu Lin yu and other university schoolmates, few looked at one toward here. 当年陈汉升因为SARS被隔离在新世纪的办公楼,沈幼楚就默默的守在外面,那时除了梁美娟和胡林语等大学同学,几乎没有人往这边都看一眼。 desolate Rongyu, both parents encircle side her, Chen Hansheng's high school friend, even some officials in Jiangling District heard that desolate is grand and after Chen Zhaojun's duty, initiative comfort and chitchatting. 萧容鱼呢,两家父母都围在她身边,还有陈汉升的高中朋友,甚至江陵区的部分官员听说萧宏伟和陈兆军的职务后,也主动的安慰和攀谈。 At that time Shen Youchu felt, this girl was pretty and proud, the family was also well-off, her mood still was very even flustered, can still exchange with others normally, like oneself did not say that two words must blush and tie a knot. 当时沈幼楚就觉得,这个女孩漂亮又骄傲,家境又好,她即使情绪也很慌张,仍然能和其他人正常交流,不像自己说两句话就要脸红和打结。 Therefore that moment that Chen Hansheng comes out safely, Shen Youchu left quietly, gave desolate Rongyu the opportunity of hug, oneself return to rocket 101 to lie on the table sad silently. 所以陈汉升安全出来的那一刻,沈幼楚就悄悄的离开了,把拥抱的机会让给了萧容鱼,自己回到火箭101趴在桌子上默默的难过。 Actually, Shen Hanhan also wants to hug Chen Hansheng, but felt inferior at heart. 其实,沈憨憨也想去抱抱陈汉升啊,只不过心里太自卑了。 That year, Shen Youchu and desolate Rongyu are 19 -year-old, they were still young. 那一年,沈幼楚和萧容鱼都是19岁,她们仍然年轻。 However what is strange, after that time „isolation”, did not see desolate Rongyu, Chen Hansheng to explain that she transferred schools, but also explained oneself and desolate Rongyu is the schoolmate relates merely 不过奇怪的是,那次“隔离事件”以后再没看见萧容鱼,陈汉升解释她转学了,还解释自己和萧容鱼仅仅是同学关系・・・・・・ Shen Youchu lost sleep many days, finally chose believes. 沈幼楚失眠了很多天,最后选择了相信。 Afterward two people such tranquil is together, from big two to big four, in this period also had many ups and downs, for example the false cancer, the rocket 101 bankruptcy, meet to come Jianye mother -in-law and Aning, Shen Hanhan also with the help of Chen Hansheng, lifted the head in the school. 再后来两人就这样平静的相处下来,从大二到大四,期间也发生了很多曲折,比如假癌症、火箭101破产、把婆婆和阿宁接来建邺,沈憨憨也在陈汉升的鼓励下,在学校里抬起了头。 When Shen Youchu waits for Chen Hansheng to bring home itself this spring festival, desolate Rongyu found itself. 就在沈幼楚等着陈汉升今年春节带自己回家的时候,萧容鱼找到了自己。 In this year, desolate Rongyu and Shen Youchu is 22 -year-old, they have grown. 这一年,萧容鱼和沈幼楚都是22岁,她们已经成长。 „After previous time”, “上次以后・・・・・・” Crossed half sound, was still desolate Rongyu first opens the mouth, she seems to have covered to hide all mood: „You and young you and Chen Hansheng are together how?” 过了半响,仍然是萧容鱼先开口,她似乎已经把所有情绪掩都藏起来:“你和小・・・・・・你和陈汉升相处的怎么样？” „Also, fortunately.” “还,还好。” Shen Youchu does not know the cause and effect, is only the honest reply, she and Chen Hansheng's sentiment has been very good. 沈幼楚不知道前因后果,只是老实的回答,她和陈汉升的感情一直都很好。 „.” “哦。” desolate Rongyu was silent, actually these years, oneself and Chen Hansheng's sentiment has also been very good. 萧容鱼又是沉默了,其实这些年,自己和陈汉升的感情也一直很好啊。 She had thoroughly understood, that three stars employee has not lied. 她已经彻底明白了,那个三星员工没有撒谎。 little Chen is really fierce, how he achieves the heart apportions two girls, meanwhile makes them feel that this is a sweet love, even cannot bear the expectation get married the later life. 小陈真厉害啊,他是怎么做到把心分给两个女孩子,同时还让她们感觉到这是一段甜甜的恋爱,甚至・・・・・・甚至忍不住憧憬结婚以后的生活。 „Hū” “呼・・・・・・” desolate Rongyu begins supinely, such postponement tears flow. 萧容鱼仰起头,这样延缓眼泪流下来。 But, the tears have not stopped eventually, corner of the eye, near dropping slowly following temple on down clothing. 可是,眼泪终究还是没有止住,趟过眼角,顺着鬓边缓缓的滴落在羽绒服上面。 One drop, is a round mark. 一滴,就是一个圆圆的印记。 This is one is proud, how sad girl, she does not want to scratch to others looks. 这是一个多么骄傲,多么伤心的女孩啊,她都不想擦给别人看。 „You must cry not good.” “你莫要哭了好不好。” Shen Youchu discovers the paper goods, walks to go forward several to hand over, why she does not know, seeing desolate Rongyu to shed tears, own eye socket is also the acid. 沈幼楚找出纸巾,走上前几步递过去,她也不知道为什么,看见萧容鱼流眼泪,自己的眼眶也是酸酸的。 Looks on Shen Youchu face the sincere face, desolate Rongyu received the paper goods finally, two people point at the flash of touching, somewhat is completely icy cold. 看着沈幼楚脸上真诚的面孔,萧容鱼最终还是接过纸巾,两个人手指触碰的一刹那,全部都有些冰凉。 „You” “你们・・・・・・” desolate Rongyu does not know to remember anything, wipes tears to ask: „Plans to get married?” 萧容鱼不知道想起什么,擦着眼泪问道:“打算结婚吗？” Chen Hansheng does not seem to discuss this topic, Shen Youchu is just about to shake the head, little reckless reminded in side: „Teacher don't did not say, next year the summer vacation arranges you to get married.” 陈汉升似乎没有谈过这个话题,沈幼楚正要摇头,小胡在旁边提醒道:“莫老师不是说了,明年暑假安排你们结婚的。” „Next year summer vacation” “明年暑假啊・・・・・・” This obviously is the time that and little Chen requires to get married, in desolate Rongyu stomach sudden tumbling, she knows that she cannot stay here, otherwise the mood will lose control. 这明明是自己和小陈要结婚的时间呀,萧容鱼胃里突然一阵翻滚,她知道自己不能在这里呆了,否则情绪会失控。 „I” “我・・・・・・” A desolate Rongyu opens the mouth, the tears flowing, she scratched scratching with the back of the hand again carelessly, the sorption nose said: „I do not have other things, was plans to leave Jianye, therefore had a look at you, wish wished” 萧容鱼一开口,眼泪再次扑簌簌的流了下来,她胡乱用手背擦了擦,吸着鼻子说道:“我没有其他事情,就是打算离开建邺了,所以就过来看看你们,祝・・・・・・祝・・・・・・” That „wished your happiness”, desolate Rongyu did not have the means to say. 那句“祝你们幸福”,萧容鱼始终没办法说出口。 This probably was the world's saddest matter, the beloved person must get married, but said „I wanted” was actually not oneself. 这大概是世界上最难过的事情了,心爱的人要结婚了,但是说“我愿意”的却不是自己。 Shen Youchu helpless, she, although is gruff, but can feel at present the sadness and sad of this girl. 沈幼楚怔怔的不知所措,她虽然憨,但是能够感受到眼前这个女孩的伤心和难过。 „I walked.” “我走了。” desolate Rongyu just about to moves the footsteps, looked at the small desk lamp in hand, is shedding tears, while said with a smile: „This can give to me, I like this color very much.” 萧容鱼刚要移动脚步,又看了看手里的小台灯,一边流着眼泪,一边笑着说道:“这个能送给我吗,我很喜欢这个颜色。” „Good.” “好。” Shen Youchu had not complied hesitant, she suddenly felt, desolate Rongyu and this small desk lamp as if match. 沈幼楚没有犹豫的答应了,她突然觉得,萧容鱼和这盏小台灯似乎更相配。 „Treads tread tread” “蹬蹬蹬・・・・・・” desolate Rongyu has not said anything again, silent going down building, but opened Chevrolet just to drive out of the community, she could not bear finally, holds the small desk lamp to exhaust wailing of whole body strength. 萧容鱼没有再多说什么,一言不发的走下楼,不过开着雪佛兰刚刚驶出小区,她终于没忍住,抱着小台灯用尽全身力气的嚎啕大哭。 This cried, is representing the conclusion of youth ; 这一哭,代表着青春的结束; This cried, is representing the die young of love ; 这一哭,代表着恋爱的夭折; This cries, is representing all fantasies, comes to naught completely. 这一哭,代表着自己所有的幻想,全部化为了泡影。 …… ・・・・・・ Also at this time, Chen Hansheng opened the room to come back, he has not noticed Chevrolet, without realizing desolate Rongyu will find here unexpectedly, after he opened the door, immediately detects the issue. 也就在这个时候,陈汉升开好房间回来了,他没有注意到雪佛兰,也没有意识到萧容鱼居然会找到这里,不过当他打开门以后,立刻就察觉到问题了。 In the living room did not have so to be in the past lively, Shen Youchu eye socket slightly red, Hu Lin yu hugged Aning to sit on the sofa, Aning is also very peaceful today, without flushed to grasp the thigh like before, sound of winter stir-fried dish in the kitchen also was very small. 客厅里没有往常那样热闹,沈幼楚眼眶微红,胡林语抱着小阿宁坐在沙发上,阿宁今天也很安静,没有像以前那样冲上来抱住自己大腿,就连冬儿在厨房里炒菜的动静也很小。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” Chen Hansheng knits the brows to ask. 陈汉升皱眉问道。 Most liked Hu Lin yu who rushed to speak first to speak, this time actually looks at Shen Youchu. 原本最喜欢抢话说的胡林语,这次却看着沈幼楚。 „desolate Rongyu just came.” “萧容鱼・・・・・・刚刚过来了。” Shen Youchu raised the head to say. 沈幼楚抬起头说道。 „Who?” “谁？” The Chen Hansheng's first response misunderstood, secondary reaction head „bang” blasting open. 陈汉升第一反应就是听错了,第二反应脑袋“轰隆”一声炸裂。 Even if were alien ET came, come to the small fish be easier than to process. 哪怕是外星人ET过来了,都要比小鱼儿过来要更好处理。 „desolate, desolate Rongyu.” “萧,萧容鱼。” Shen Youchu repeated. 沈幼楚又重复了一遍。 Chen Hansheng stopped for three seconds, immediately beckons with the hand saying: „Your admitting mistakes person, definitely was the admitting mistakes person, do not talk nonsense carelessly, that I came up to forget to lock the vehicle door a moment ago probably, first got down to look.” 陈汉升停顿了三秒钟,马上摆摆手说道:“你们认错人了吧,肯定是认错人了,不要胡乱瞎说,那个・・・・・・我刚才上来好像忘记锁车门了,先下去看一看啊。” Even if Chen Hansheng, he also can only find such inferior means that „bang” the closing burglar-proof door went downstairs. 纵然是陈汉升,他也只能找到这样一个蹩脚的办法,“嘭”的关上防盗门下楼了。 „How did small fish come?” “小鱼儿怎么过来了？” „What did their two people meet to say?” “她们两人见面说了什么？” „Shen Youchu is quite calm, desolate Rongyu, they always possibly does not drink cup of tea to chat.” “沈幼楚情绪比较稳定,那萧容鱼呢,她们总不可能只是喝杯茶聊个天的吧。” …… ・・・・・・ Various clue troubled surging, Chen Hansheng does not want to investigate the reason now, only wants to confirm the condition of small fish. 各种头绪纷纷扰扰的涌起,陈汉升现在都不想追究原因,只想确认小鱼儿的状况。 After arriving at downstairs, he naturally could not find desolate Rongyu form, the eyeful disorderly flying snow, Chen Hansheng hurries to pull out the cell phone to hit. 来到楼下后,他自然找不到萧容鱼的身影了,满眼都凌乱的飞雪,陈汉升赶紧掏出手机打过去。 „I do not think that I don't want to grow up, after growing up , the world do not have the fairy tale, I do not think that I don't want to grow up, I am rather stupid forever and silly” “我不想我不想不想长大,长大后世界就没童话,我不想我不想不想长大,我宁愿永远都笨又傻・・・・・・” This is the cell phone video ringtone of small fish, SHE «Does not think Growing up», at that time Chen Hansheng also teased the too small fish, over 20 years old have not wanted to grow up, but were actually nipped one by the small fish. 这是小鱼儿的手机彩铃,SHE的《不想长大》,当时陈汉升还取笑过小鱼儿,20多岁了还不想长大,不过却被小鱼儿咬了一口。 „Hey ~” “喂~” The telephone puts through finally, Chen Hansheng hurries saying: „Small fish, where you, you listens to me to explain, this house is the beforehand some people settles a debt to me, I make Shen Youchu live in” 电话终于接通,陈汉升赶紧说道:“小鱼儿,你在哪里,你听我解释,这个房子是之前有人抵账给我,我就让沈幼楚住一下・・・・・・” „little Chen” “小陈・・・・・・” The small fish hears Chen Hansheng's voice, called that „little Chen”, but her sound has been crying, other anything words do not want to say that also does not want to listen to Chen Hansheng's explanation. 小鱼儿听到陈汉升的声音,还是叫出了那一声“小陈”,可是她的声音是一直在哭,其他什么话都不想说,也不想听陈汉升的解释。 Like this crossed for ten minutes, starts hoarsely until the small fish throat, this sorption nose said: „little Chen, if we had known such words, my high time did not agree that your QQ good friend applied.” 就这样过了十分钟,直到小鱼儿嗓子开始沙哑,这才吸着鼻子说道:“小陈,早知道这样的话,我高一时候就不同意你的QQ好友申请了。” Said that this, the small fish made the telephone call. 说完这句,小鱼儿挂掉了电话。 Chen Hansheng is stunned, hits again, has closed down. 陈汉升愕然,再打过去,已然关机。 …… ・・・・・・ ( Today did not have, this chapter of writing exhausted, old willow led into, I must write this as soon as possible.) (今天没了,这一章写的心力交瘁,老柳自己都带入进去了,我得尽快写过这一段。)