ITI :: Volume #3

#220: Only if you are Ye Sijin

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您可以在百度里搜索“我真的长生不老妙笔阁(imiaobige.com)”查找最新章节！ Liu Changan this year 18 years old. 刘长安今年十八岁。 He once by the fiance candidate who the paternal great-grandfather assigned. 他曾经是被曾祖父指定的未婚夫人选。 He is learned, excels at the traditional literature especially. 他博古通今,尤擅传统文学。 He is good at appraising the good food, making Qin Yanan have the feeling of intimate friend faintly. 他善于品鉴美食,让秦雅南隐隐有知音之感。 His calligraphy made one praise to the heavens. 他的书法令人叹为观止。 He is capable in military and civil skills, even Pu Shougeng such rivers and lakes famous elder does not have the odds of success before him. 他能文能武,即便是蒲寿庚这样的江湖名宿在他面前也毫无胜算。 ...... …… ...... …… Liu Changan, this year 18 years old. 刘长安,今年十八岁。 Qin Yanan saw cousin before a body, shakes the head, oneself this time period mind both exhausted, the physiology and psychologically the conditions of some disorder, returned to Changsha to feel actually safely, although most started is not delighted about this city, but after this time came back, recently that despondent condition instead slowed down. 秦雅南看了一眼身前的小表弟,摇了摇头,自己这阵子心神交瘁,生理和心理上都有些紊乱的状态,倒是回到郡沙感觉安心了许多,尽管最开始对这个城市并不欢喜,但是这次回来之后,最近那种抑郁的状态反而减缓了许多。 Especially this afternoon in preparing food, the whole person is in one type to invest very much, but peaceful condition, even was anticipating the Liu Changan review, by the feeling of appreciation and approval, will always scatter many windings in the gloom of body, negative, damages the energy of reducing. 尤其是今天下午在做菜的时候,整个人都处于一种很投入而安静的状态,甚至期待着刘长安的点评,被欣赏和认可的感觉,总是会驱散很多缠绕在身上的阴暗,负面,损减的能量。 Thinks carefully, this mood lets some Qin Yanan also doubts, starting from May to the present in August, knew that this cousin is about three months, the number of times in this period meeting does not calculate too, is willing to comply with paternal great-grandfather's commission to start when her, relieved operation light sister and brother are together the feeling, many psychologically has not felt the specially intimate time. 仔细想想,这种心情让秦雅南也有些疑惑,从5月份开始到现在的8月份,认识这位小表弟也不过三个月,期间见面的次数也不算太多,在她愿意遵从曾祖父的嘱托开始,安心的经营一种平淡的姐弟相处感觉时,并没有很多心理上觉得特别亲密的时刻。 May relate eventually, was mainly oneself had one type to him purely, favorable impression of appreciation, with the sentiment of men and women irrelevant, was only an appreciation to 18-year-old youngster, one type had such younger brother also good feeling. 可终究关系好了起来,主要是自己对他有了一种单纯的,欣赏的好感,和男女之情无关,只是对一个18岁的少年的欣赏,一种有这样个弟弟也不错的感觉。 That is all, why is this not very profound emotional basis, when will become the oneself at this moment confusion and despondent emotion condition oasis that alleviates? 仅此而已啊,可是为什么这样并不十分深厚的感情基础,会成为了自己此时此刻混乱而抑郁的情感状态时缓解的绿洲？ Generally speaking, the average person suffers the crisis, the person who the person who the family, the parents, most trusts, most loves, the most respectable person, can him safely with the moderate feeling. 一般来说,普通人遭遇危机,家庭,父母,最信任的人,最爱的人,最尊敬的人,才能够给他安心和缓和的感觉。 Liu Changan, this 18-year-old youngster, is not her family member, is not the close relative to the love, why will make her relax the oneself mood? 刘长安,这个18岁的少年,不是她的家庭成员,也不是至亲至爱,为什么会让她缓和自己的心情？ Although he ripped open her heart against outer covering at this moment, faces directly her secret, making her again flustered, but actually accidental/surprised has not been worried the fear, because one type is not clear the trust that from where comes, making her feel that oneself this most does not want to let the secret that the person knows, was known also no relations by him. 尽管此时此刻他撕开了她的心防外壳,直面她的隐秘,让她再次慌张起来,但是却意外的没有感到害怕和担心,因为有一种不清楚从何而来的信任,让她觉得自己这最不想让人知道的秘密,被他知道了也没有什么关系。 The dreamland of Qin Yanan this time period except for is related with Ye Sijin, but also presented a form of man, this is Liu Changan had not guessed correctly that Qin Yanan does not know that who this man is, but the man in dream that temperate but along with the impression of nature, somewhat is overlapped with the present youngster. 秦雅南这阵子的梦境除了和叶巳瑾有关,还出现了一个男子的身影,这是刘长安没有猜到的,秦雅南不知道这个男子是谁,但是梦里的男子那温和而随性的印象,却和眼前的少年有些重叠。 But he is only the 18-year-old youngster. 可他只是18岁的少年。 That man in dream, has no relations with oneself, oneself dreams of him, dreams of him and Ye Sijin some scenes. 梦里的那个男子,和自己没有什么关系,自己梦见他,也只是梦见他和叶巳瑾的一些情景。 He is not Liu Changan such 18-year-old youngster, he and Ye Sijin flushes in some together scenes ashamed. 他不是刘长安这样18岁的少年,他和叶巳瑾在一起的有些场景让人羞耻而脸热。 The scene of starting this man and Ye Sijin has in dream, Qin Yanan thinks that he is a paternal great-grandfather, but obviously is not. 最开始这个男子和叶巳瑾出现的情景在梦里,秦雅南以为他是曾祖父,但是明显不是。 Afterward thinks that is Ye Chenyu, but Ye Chenyu is the Ye Sijin blood elder brother, how to make at the scene in oneself dream these to let the matter that the person was red in the face? 后来以为那是叶辰瑜,但是叶辰瑜是叶巳瑾的亲哥哥啊,怎么会做自己梦里的场景中那些让人面红耳赤的事情？ Qin Yanan does not believe absolutely these two seniors will so ignore the human relations. 秦雅南绝对不相信这两位前辈会如此罔顾人伦。 Who can the man in that dream be? Does Ye Sijin have an unknown love history? This possibility has, Qin Yanan does not think that is degrading the Qin Family lintel, so long as that is only Ye Sijin and paternal great-grandfather is married the beforehand matter to be good. 那梦里的男子到底会是谁？难道叶巳瑾还有一段不为人知的情史吗？这种可能性是有的,秦雅南也不会认为有辱秦家门楣,只要那只是叶巳瑾和曾祖父谈婚论嫁之前的事情就好。 But why can somewhat overlap...... Qin Yanan to be somewhat numb regarding this doubts with the Liu Changan image, the doubts that because her in the heart accumulates as of late and suffer the mysterious phenomenon of person, were too many are too many. 可是为什么会和刘长安的形象有些重叠……秦雅南对于这种疑惑已经有些麻木了,因为最近这段时间她心中积累的疑惑和折磨人的神秘现象,实在太多太多了。 „Right.” Qin Yanan put down the chopsticks, as if after unloading all camouflages, finally not relaxation that uses to conceal again diligently, looks at Liu Changan tranquilly, „I thought that I will disappear sooner or later, turn into one to disappear another person in this world.” “没错。”秦雅南放下了筷子,仿佛卸下了所有伪装后终于不用再努力隐瞒的放松,平静地看着刘长安,“我觉得我迟早会消失,变成一个早就消失在这个世界上的另外一个人。” „Your body or has any mysterious phenomenon to be unreadable, but you can be only you, will not turn into another person.” Liu Changan definitely said. “你身上或者有什么神秘的现象让人难以理解,但是你一定会只是你,不会变成另外一个人。”刘长安十分肯定地说道。 The Qin Yanan forced smile, Liu Changan can see her body issue although, but he was not clear that this issue has seriously how. 秦雅南苦笑,刘长安尽管能够看到她身上的问题,但是他并不清楚这种问题有多么的严重。 „I know that you are worried about anything.” The judgment of Liu Changan has not been intervened by Qin Yanan response, „you , if Qin Yanan, you will not turn into Ye Sijin.” “我知道你在担心什么。”刘长安的判断没有受到秦雅南反应的干扰,“你如果是秦雅南,你就不会变成叶巳瑾。” „You have not said should be, only if I am Ye Sijin.” Qin Yanan knows possibility that Liu Changan thinks of what with the oneself worry is the same matter. “你没有说出口的应该就是,除非我本来就是叶巳瑾。”秦雅南知道刘长安想到的可能和自己担心的是同一件事情。 „Right.” Liu Changan nods. “对。”刘长安点了点头。 „I am Qin Yanan!” The Qin Yanan facial expression is pointing at oneself excitedly, „I am not any others.” “我是秦雅南！”秦雅南神情激动地指着自己,“我不是其他任何一个人。” „Do not be excited.” Liu Changan shakes the head, „I know that you are Qin Yanan, who oneself is, what existence oneself is, eventually only then oneself decided that from the outside world to your cognition and label, is only an auxiliary cognition, but these auxiliary cognition, can strengthen you as the Qin Yanan existence feeling.” “你别激动。”刘长安摇了摇头,“我知道你是秦雅南,自己是谁,自己是一种什么样的存在,终究只有自己来决定,来自外界的对你的认知和标签,都只是一种辅助认知,但是这些辅助认知,可以强化你作为秦雅南的存在感。” „I only think, when oneself, does not want to turn into others, in your eyes, no matter what, I still am Qin Yanan is right?” Qin Yanan grabs the hand of Liu Changan, anticipated, but visits him anxiously. “我只想当自己,不想变成别人,在你眼里,不管怎么样,我依然是秦雅南对不对？”秦雅南抓住刘长安的手,期待而紧张地看着他。 This is one to losing oneself, loses independent personality very frightened poor man, Liu Changan looks at her shallot tender white back of the hand, has not such worked loose like the custom. 这是一个对丢失自己,丢失独立人格十分恐惧的可怜人儿,刘长安看着她青葱嫩白的手背,没有如习惯那样挣脱。 „I think that you will not turn into Ye Sijin, you received the magnetic field that Ye Sijin left behind or is recorded to disturb.” Liu Changan will not believe reincarnation, the so-called magnetic field said although it also seemingly has the scientific significance with one type, the word that in fact such as „vital essence” like this deceives explains. “我想你并不会变成叶巳瑾,你只是受到了叶巳瑾遗留或者被记录下来的磁场干扰了。”刘长安不会去相信转世投胎,尽管所谓的磁场说本身也是用一种看似有科学意义,实际上还是如“精元”这样糊弄的词来做解释。 For example why former many people are unable to understand Earth around the solar revolutions, after attraction concept appears, everyone thought naturally, „because of attraction”. 例如以前很多人无法理解地球为什么绕着太阳转,当引力这个概念出现以后,大家就认为理所当然了,“因为引力啊”。 Like Qin Yanan body the phenomenon, before the clear research is clear, invents similar casually „attraction” word, was very then good to explain. 像秦雅南身上的这种现象,在没有清楚的研究清楚前,随便发明一个类似“引力”的词,便很好解释了。 This is the elementary operation eo of god stick, but does not have the means that to seem like that the explanation unknown phenomenon of science, this is the best way. 这就是神棍的基本操作,但是也没有办法,要想看似科学的解释未知现象,这是最好的方式。 „Was Ye Sijin left behind the magnetic field that or recorded?” Heard Liu Changan saying that the Qin Yanan mood was also moderate. “叶巳瑾遗留或者被记录下来的磁场？”听到刘长安这么说,秦雅南的情绪又缓和了许多。 „Your previous time contacts that coffin, saw many scenes? After that is the magnetic field records, to the image that you have.” Liu Changan referred to behind coffin. “你上次接触那具棺材,是不是看到了很多场景？那就是磁场记录下来后对你产生的影像。”刘长安指了指身后的棺材。 Qin Yanan nods slowly, „, but I in starting to do before the Ye Sijin dream, sleepwalk time before imitating Ye Sijin the condition appears, I have not contacted this coffin.” 秦雅南缓缓点头,“可是我在开始做关于叶巳瑾的梦之前,梦游的时候模仿叶巳瑾的这种状况出现前,我并没有接触这具棺材啊。” „Isn't this you sends?” Liu Changan shakes the head, „may not the direct contact...... be responsible for transporting this coffin to start from you, it perhaps had the influence on you, the key point is this coffin with Ye Sijin is why related to the influence that you have.” “这不是你送来的？”刘长安摇了摇头,“不一定非得直接接触……从你负责运送这具棺材开始,它也许就对你产生了影响,重点是这具棺材给你造成的影响为什么和叶巳瑾有关。” „What is......” Qin Yanan thinks of an unbelievable possibility. “难道里面的是……”秦雅南想到一种难以置信的可能。 Liu Changan shakes the head, he knows certainly inside is not the person who Qin Yanan thinks. 刘长安摇了摇头,他当然知道里面的不会是秦雅南想到的人。
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