Iamin the bookbigvillainChapter 652Ido not blameyouunexpectedly
我竟是书中大反派第652章我不怪你
The galaxymoon/monthcircle, the slight breezedeliverslightly.
星河月圆,细风轻送。
When whyLiang Qinis having doubtsoneself should the menstruation that comesnot to come, Wei Changtianhas arrived atoutside the Yangliu Shihousingleaninginstitute.
就当梁沁正在疑惑自己该来的月事为何还没来时,魏长天则是已经走到了杨柳诗居住的偏院之外。Looksin the roomis shining the candlelight, hestooda whileoutside the institute, theninspireslightlyagain the starting to walkstep.
看着屋中亮着的烛光,他在院外站了一会儿,然后才轻吸一口气再次迈开步子。„Winterwinterwinter.”
“冬冬冬。”Across the yard, sounds the door.
穿过小院,敲响房门。
The turningrecitation in gatestops suddenly, thenresoundedthatfamiliarsoundquickly.
门内的翻书声戛然而止,很快便响起了那个再熟悉不过的声音。„little moon, how?”
“小月,怎么了?”Clearly, Yangliu Shitreated as the maidservant of servinghim.
很明显,杨柳诗是把他当做了伺候的丫鬟。„, IsI.”
“咳,是我。”Wei Changtiancoughs, hearsin the roomto resound the sound that a cofferopens and closes, the quickfrontdoorwas then openedslowly.魏长天干咳一声,听到屋内响起一阵箱柜开合的动静,很快面前的房门便被缓缓打开。„Young master.”
“公子。”Yangliu Shistandsin the gate, the long hairhangs looseinherbehind, the warmyellowcandlelightcrosses a shouldergentleness.杨柳诗站在门内,长发披散在她身后,暖黄色的烛光越过肩头一片柔和。Sheis sidewaysto letin the roomWei Changtian, askedwith a smile:
她侧身将魏长天让进屋中,笑着问道:„Tomorrowthendo not gowithYanHuaiqingpeace talks? What kind ofalsocomeslate?”
“明儿你不是便要去与闫怀清和谈么?怎的这么晚还过来?”„Youalsoknow that tomorrowImustgo to the peace talks.”
“你还知道明天我要去和谈啊。”Wei Changtianteasedintentionally: „Thatthese daysdidn't seeyouto care?”魏长天故意打趣道:“那这几天也不见你关心一下?”„Slavewantsto careactually, butcould not findyou.”
“奴家倒是想关心,但也找到不到你啊。”Yangliu Shiis not angry, the smilingarrivingtablegivesWei Changtianto pour water: „SaidagainhasYoung Masterclear/pain, thispeace talkscould not decide onwhataccident.”杨柳诗并不恼,笑盈盈的走到桌边给魏长天倒水:“再说有楚公子在,想必这次和谈定出不了什么岔子的。”
„ Thereforeyouare stuffyall dayare curling the lip, Wei Changtiantakes up a old book on tableconveniently.
“所以你就整日闷在撇了撇嘴,魏长天随手拿起桌上的一本古籍。Thisbookis obviously old, the book title on title page the moldlaketois not recognizable, the content is not really complete.
这本书明显年代久远,封面上的书名早已模湖到不可辨别,其中内容也不甚完整。Wei Changtianreadseveralpagesat will, althoughreadwas quite difficult, butalsosawthisis notwhatmilitary tactics, butunexpectedlywas a volume of ancientmedical book.魏长天随意翻看了几页,虽然读的颇为困难,但也看出这并非是什么兵法,而竟是一册古医书。„Medical book? Did youreadthisbookto do?”
“医书?你读这书干什么?”Alsoswept several other books on severaltable, after the discoveryshouldbe the medical book, Wei Changtiansomewhat cannot help but surprised: „What's wrong? Are youwantto study the medicine?”
又扫了几眼桌上的其它几本书,发现应该都是医书之后,魏长天不由得有些惊讶:“怎么?你这是想要学医?”„Goosegoosegoose, the slaveemergesfor a while.”
“鹅鹅鹅,奴家不过是一时兴起而已。”Yangliu Shireceived the ancient bookto gatherwith a smile, collectstoonecarefully: „Is also idlingin any case, thenlooks for a matterto doto kill the time.”杨柳诗笑着接过古书合起,仔细归拢到一处:“反正也是闲着,便找点事做打发时间。”„Really?”
“真的?”
The browwrinkled the wrinkle, Wei Changtianalwaysfelt that Yangliu Shiis intendingto concealanything.
眉头皱了皱,魏长天总感觉杨柳诗在有意隐瞒什么。„You, ifreallywantsto study the medicine, studiesand that's the end, does not needto cover-up.”
“你若真的想学医,学就是了,不用藏着掖着。”„Saidagainyourselfreadthesemedical booksare not the proper way, was inferior that Iask an exceptionaldoctorto teachinLiangzhou......”
“再说你自己看这些医书也不是正途,不如我在凉州找个医术高超的大夫教......”YYnovel
YY小说„Does not use.”
“不用的。”Yangliu Shishakes the head, a faceearnesthitsto block the way: „Young master, the slavereallyhas a lookcasually.”杨柳诗摇摇头,一脸认真的打断道:“公子,奴家真的只是随便看看。”„......”
“......”Looks atYangliu Shi, Wei Changtiangawked.
看着杨柳诗,魏长天愣了一下。Heremembers certainlyowntonightforanything, thereforehas not closely examined the medical bookeventuallyagain the matter, butarrives at the tableto sit downslowly, topicspeaking ofproper businesson.
他当然记得自己今夜来是为了什么,因此终究还是没再追问医书的事,只是慢慢走到桌边坐下,将话题说到正事上面。„Liu Shi.”
“柳诗。”„My something wantto discusswithyou.”
“我有些事想与你商议一下。”„......”
“......”
The candlelightremotetremblesslightly, in the roomfell intoimmediatelysilent.
烛火微微遥颤,房间之中顿时陷入了沉默。Wei Changtianstillin the organizationlanguage of racking one's brains, howcarvingto be saying that is quite good.魏长天这边还在搜肠刮肚的组织语言,琢么着怎么说比较好。ButYangliu Shirespondedquickly, gentleshaking the head.
而杨柳诗却很快就反应了过来,温柔的摇了摇头。„Young master, youare not no need saying that the slavesunderstand.”
“公子,你不必说,奴家都明白的。”„This matterdoes not blame the paternal great-grandfather, does not blameyou.”
“此事不怪曾祖,更不怪你。”„Mustblamethenonlyto blameslaveis the monsterbody.”
“要怪便只怪奴家自己是妖身。”„Slavehas wantedto be clear, if not forYoung master, when the slavewas seizedbyXiao FenginsmokeYunshanhad died, how can also livetoday.”
“奴家早就想清楚了,若不是公子,奴家在烟云山被萧风抓走时就已经死了,又如何能活到今日。”„Therefore the slavelifestrove forthenbeing ableto accompanyonlyside the young master.”
“所以奴家此生唯一所求便是可以一直陪在公子身边。”„As forother...... comparesincannothave a childfor the young master, the slaveis not willingto see the young masterbecause ofmeandbecause ofthischild, butmakesdisgruntledlywith the intimateperson, evendespisesfor the worldperson.”
“至于其它的......相比于不能为公子生一个孩子,奴家更不愿意看到公子因为我、因为这个孩子而与亲近的人闹得不悦,甚至为天下人所不齿。”
„ Young master, the slaveis onlysmallmonsters in 100,000mountain, because the young masterexperienced the liveliness of thisworld,
“公子,奴家只是十万大山里的一只小妖,因为公子才见识到了这世间的繁华,Understoodwhat the sentimentis. ” „The ancientssaid that among the couplesshouldhelp one another in difficult time, shares hardships.”
才懂得了情为何物。”“古人都说夫妻间应相濡以沫,患难与共。”„Young masterdidlike thismanyfor the slave, even if the slavecannothelpyouranything, but can actually achieveat leastis not a drag onyoung master.”
“公子为奴家做了这样多,奴家哪怕不能帮你什么,但最起码却能做到不拖公子的后腿。”„Young master, youforgotyoualsoto haveWaner, to seepnotandyounger sisterYao'erthey.”
“公子,你莫忘了你还有婉儿、沁儿、瑶儿妹妹她们呢。”„The child who ifonedayslavereallygives birth to the young master, how won't the surnameactually getWei...... theyto thinkat that time?”
“若是有一日奴家真的生下公子的孩子,却又姓不得魏......那时她们又会如何想?”„Young master, the slavedoes not wantone daynot to know how shouldfacethem, does not wantone dayin the servantby the family/hometo be gesticulatedsecretly, does not wantone dayto have no other choice butto leaveyou.”
“公子,奴家不想有一天不知该如何面对她们,不想有一天被家中仆人在暗地里指手画脚,更不想有一天不得已离开你。”„For this reason, slaveanythingcannot want......”
“为此,奴家什么都可以不要......”At this point, Yangliu Shi.
说到这里,杨柳诗顿了一顿。Moonis complete, radianceis bright, thatsilverlightflows outonherbody, flows outonWei Changtian.
月亮圆满,光华明亮,那银光流泻在她的身上,也流泻在魏长天身上。Yangliu Shiturns headto lookto the full moon of out of the window, the suppleneutral tonesaid:杨柳诗扭头看向窗外的圆月,柔柔的轻声道:„Personhasvicissitudes of life, the moon/monthhas the ups-and-downs, this matterancientNanquan.”
“人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺,此事古难全。”„Young master, the slavereallyunderstandsthispoemnow.”
“公子,奴家如今才真的懂得了这句诗。”„Inthisworldwill not haveevery nightcompletemoon, will not have the everythingallgratifyingperson.”
“这世上本就不会有夜夜圆满的月亮,也不会有事事皆称心的人。”„Therefore, the slavehas been content.”
“所以呀,奴家已经知足了。”„Really......”
“真的......”„......”
“......”sadFenglai the dayend, the full moonflowsJinglight.
悲风来天末,圆月流景光。Undermilky wayshadow, but alsolooked that the thinstarcounts.
明河影下,还看稀星数点。Looks atYangliu Shi, listening toherwords...... Wei Changtiannot to knowsuddenlyunexpectedlyshouldreturn toheranything.
愣愣的看着杨柳诗,听着她的话......魏长天一时间竟不知该回她些什么。Shouldsay, cansay that Yangliu Shihas said.
该说的、能说的,杨柳诗已经都说了。Butsinceshecansocalmsaidthese, thenexplained that the affirmationhas thoughtwas very long.
而她既然能如此冷静的说出这些,便说明肯定早已想了很久。Eventhese wordssoundare more like urging themselvesextremelyguilty......
甚至这番话听起来更像是在劝自己不要太过内疚......You have Xu Qingwan, hasLiang Qin, to haveLu Jingyao, laterwill perhaps have otherwife and concubines.
你还有徐青婉,有梁沁、有陆静瑶,以后或许还会有另外的妻妾。Theycanbe passed from generation to generationforyou, thereforeIwhether to achievethis point is not unimportant.
她们都可以为你传宗接代,因此我能否做到这一点并不重要。Furthermore, ifwewill really give birth to the childin the future, the attitude of thatWei Familytothischildmaythenexposemystatusbeforemorepeoplevery much, will in turn perhaps then causeme to leaveyou.
再者,如果将来我们真的生下了孩子,那魏家对这个孩子的态度很有可能便会在更多人面前暴露我的身份,进而也许便会导致我不得不离开你。Iam not willingto leaveyou, does not wantto withstand the worlddifference the vision, thereforeIratherdo not wantthischild.
我不愿离开你,也不想承受世人异样的眼光,所以我宁可不要这个孩子。Thisismy ownchoice, allhave nothing to dowithyou.
这是我自己的选择,一切都与你无关。Nowthis, Ihave then been contentvery much......
如今这样,我便已经很知足了......Yangliu Shireally„being content”for the time beingdoes not know, butshetrulysaid that like this, itsgoalalsotocertainly eliminateguilt in Wei Changtianheart.杨柳诗是不是真的“知足”暂且不知但她确实是这样说的,其目的也一定是为了打消魏长天心中的愧疚。Thereforesheevenalsocarriedthat„personto havevicissitudes of life, the moon/monthhadups-and-downs”, withWei Changtian„doing” the poemurgedhimto feel at ease.
为此她甚至还背出了那句“人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺”,用魏长天自己“作”的诗来劝他安心。However......
不过......InmeaninglikeYangliu Shiwords, evenshecannotunder the heirfor the Wei Changtianbirth, not affect the latteras beforeto be the father.
诚如杨柳诗话中的意思,即便她不能为魏长天诞下子嗣,也不影响后者依旧可以做父亲。HoweverborrowedpreviouslylittleComradeslowoncewithWei Changtianhas saidthat„I, only thenyou”, thiscomfortestablishedin„sacrifice”without doubtunderownpremise.
但是借用此前小徐同志曾与魏长天说过的那句“我只有你”,这种安慰无疑又是建立在“牺牲”了自己的前提之下。After all to Yangliu Shi, shealsoonly hasWei Changtian.
毕竟对杨柳诗来说,她也只有魏长天。Butthisthenmeans that shecould not be mother again.
而这便意味着她将再也做不了母亲。
The peoplehavevicissitudes of life, the moon/monthhas the ups-and-downsyesright.
人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺是没错。Butshouldknowmoon/month, andreunitesmeetsevery month, howlifetime can the sodisappointmentdoto comparewith the moon/month?
可应知月且团圆月月逢,如此一生的缺憾又如何能与月作比?Wei Changtiannaturallyunderstandsthese, thereforein the heartis uncomfortableat presentvery much.魏长天自然懂得这些,因此眼下心中很不是滋味。Let alonehetonot urgeYangliu Shitoday„mustknowroughly”, butwantswith the latterto discuss how mustdo to enabletheirfuturechildrento be admittedbyWei Family.
更何况他今天来本就不是为了劝杨柳诗“要识得大体”,只是想与后者商议要如何做才能让他们将来的孩子可以被魏家所接纳。Therefore, after hegawked the moment, thenquicklywantedto sayanything.
因此,他愣了片刻后便急忙想要说些什么。Howeverhas not waited fora few wordsexit|to speak, Yangliu Shiactuallyto lower the headsuddenly, first stepsaidlow voice:
然而还未等一句话出口,杨柳诗却突然低下头去,先一步小声说道:„Young master, youwill have the important matter to dotomorrow, tonightmustrestsooneris.”
“公子,你明日还有大事要做,今夜应当早些休息才是。”„Slavewas somewhat tired, thendid not deliveryou.”
“奴家有些累了,便不送你了。”„It is not, Liu Shi, Iactually......”
“不是,柳诗,我其实......”„Young master.”
“公子。”„Returnsandgoes back......”
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