The brutal moon/month, long hates the dream, arrives at the quiet boudoir. 无情月,长恨梦,同到幽闺。 My heart is sad, does not know my sorrow. 我心伤悲,莫知我哀。 Li Wutong once thinks, no matter has anything unable to change itself to marry the Wei Changtian's determination. 李梧桐曾以为不管发生什么都无法改变自己要嫁给魏长天的决心。 But how regardless of she possibly cannot calculate that...... unexpectedly are the monster. 但她可能无论如何也算不到......自己竟然是妖。 Her instinct is not willing to believe all these, is not willing to believe what that maidservant named winter said is real. 她本能的不愿意去相信这一切,不愿意去相信那个叫冬儿的丫鬟说的是真的。 But the monster and person have the difference finally. 但妖与人终有不同。 Perhaps Li Wutong had actually detected these happened on oneself „unusual” the place, had once had the doubts. 或许李梧桐其实早已察觉到了那些发生在自己身上的“与众不同”之处,也曾对此有过疑惑。 But today, she got this answer finally. 而今天,她只是终于得到了这个答案而已。 But...... why? 可是......为什么？ With millions of ordinary „person”, the values that Li Wutong was influenced by what one sees and hears since childhood enables her to have deep-rooted hatred regarding „monster”. 与千千万万的普通“人”一样,李梧桐自幼耳濡目染的价值观使得她对于“妖”有一种根深蒂固的憎恶。 It is precisely for this reason, she is unable to accept such a fact. 也正因如此,她才会万般无法接受这样一个事实。 But who can be responsible for this reason? 但有谁可以为此负责？ Was that dead birth mother? 是那个已经死去的生母？ Has concealed this matter's Li Qi? 还是一直隐瞒此事的李岐？ Retaliates own Yu Pingjun in this most direct way? 抑或是以这种最为直接的方式来报复自己的虞平君？ They probably not wrong, therefore Li Wutong then can only blame own head all these. 他们好像都没有错,于是李梧桐便只能将这一切怪罪到自己的头上。 Perhaps, oneself live is being a mistake. 或许,自己活着就是一个错误。 Yes. 是的。 Oneself, should not live...... 自己,就不应该活着...... „Dark blue lang lang!” “沧啷啷！” Hangs comes out of the sheath in the bed side long sword suddenly, Li Wutong grasps firmly the sword hilt stubbornly, the vision stays on Wei Changtian flickers, at once closes the eyes stubbornly. 挂在床侧的长剑猛然出鞘,李梧桐死死攥住剑柄,目光在魏长天身上停留一瞬,旋即死死闭上双眼。 In this moment, in Li Wutong heart does not have „in any event to again oneself marry Young Master Wei” the determination. 在这一刻,李梧桐的心中已再也没有了“不论如何都要把自己嫁给魏公子”的决心。 She incomparably is afraid sees that after Wei Changtian knows own real status, dislike expression that on the face shows. 她无比害怕看到那副当魏长天知道了自己的真实身份后,脸上露出的厌恶表情。 Therefore, like this...... 所以,就这样罢...... „!” “唰！” The cold glow flashes through, gets hold of the hand of long sword to shiver catches up suddenly, then in final moment without a doubt was pressed stubbornly by Wei Changtian. 寒芒闪过,握紧长剑的手在颤抖中突然发力,然后又在最后关头毫无疑问的被魏长天死死摁住。 „Makes me die, I am......” “让我死,我是......” Li Wutong opens the eye suddenly, looks at Wei Changtian by the most miserable and desperate vision, wants own „secret” told the latter. 李梧桐蓦然睁开眼睛,以一种最为凄凉与绝望的目光看着魏长天,想要将自己的“秘密”告诉后者。 However in the meantime, Wei Changtian actually first step hits to block the way suddenly: 不过就在此时,魏长天却突然抢先一步打断道: „Princess, I know.” “公主,我知道。” „......” “......” „......” “啪嗒啪嗒......” Outside the room, the raindrop hits the sound on leaf to resound off and on, does not know when had the drizzle unexpectedly. 屋外,雨滴打在树叶上的声音断续响起,不知何时竟下起了细雨。 But is just the opposite with the yard that „noisy” gets up suddenly, in the room actually fell into at this time silent. 而与忽然“吵闹”起来的小院恰恰相反,屋中此时却陷入了寂静。 I know. 我知道。 This short three characters then resemble a heavy hammer the same as pound ruthlessly in Li Wutong chest. 这短短的三个字便似一柄重锤一样狠狠砸在李梧桐的胸口。 Her body trembles fiercely, incredible looks at Wei Changtian, a lip several degrees creeping motion actually cannot make any sound. 她身子猛地一颤,不可置信的看着魏长天,嘴唇几度蠕动却发不出任何声音。 Li Wutong understands these words the meaning, but actually does not understand in the Wei Changtian's words the meaning. 李梧桐明白这句话的意思,但却不明白魏长天的话中之意。 Therefore, this is he is not then willing to marry my reason...... 所以,这便是他不愿娶我的原因么...... Wells up bitterly and astringently, Li Wutong only feels a sharp pain. 一股苦涩涌来,李梧桐只觉得心中一阵绞痛。 She wants to seize the sword, but the body does not have a wee bit strengths, grips the hand of sword hilt also to fall little. 她想要去夺剑,但身上却已没了丁点力气,握住剑柄的手也一点点滑落。 This is the most painful powerless feeling. 这是一种最为痛苦的无力感。 Because oneself anything did not change. 因为自己什么也改变不了。 „......” “......” Li Wutong at this moment did not have past lively and cunning and unreasonable again, then like the body same paralysis without the soul kneels in the corner. 此时此刻的李梧桐再也没有了往日的活泼和刁蛮,便如同一具没有了灵魂的躯壳一样瘫跪在墙角。 ...... He shakes the head as for Wei Changtian, takes away to take back the scabbard the long sword, then sits cross-legged to sit opposite of the latter, finally says in a soft voice: 至于魏长天......他则是摇了摇头,将长剑拿走收回剑鞘,然后便盘腿坐在后者对面,终于轻声开口说道: „Princess, you may still remember before the half a month, I once tied up forcefully you, but also asked some bewildered words?” “公主,你可还记得半月之前我曾将你强行绑起,还问了一些莫名其妙的话？” „......” “......” Li Wutong raised the head slowly, had not replied, the look is like that empty. 李梧桐慢慢抬起头来,并没有回答,眼神还是那般空洞。 But Wei Changtian does not care about these, but looks that Li Wutong continued slowly. 而魏长天也不在乎这些,只是看着李梧桐继续慢慢说下去。 „Princess, actually at that time I have then known that you were the monster.” “公主,其实那时我便已经知道你是妖了。” „At that time I do not know you still did not know, but also thinks that you are the Yama become.” “不过当时我不知道你尚不自知,还以为你是阎罗变得。” „Came to tell me until the emperor the truth afterward.” “直到后来皇上来了才将真相告诉了我。” „He once requested earnestly me this matter do not tell you, therefore I had not said.” “他曾恳请我不要将这件事告诉你,所以我就一直没说。” „Un...... I understand you in addition now is hard to accept this matter, but in my opinion the person is the monster actually and has no difference.” “嗯......我明白你如今尚且难以接受此事,但在我看来不论是人是妖其实并无什么区别。” „All has the division of good and evil, all has the seven emotions and six sensory pleasures, all lives on this day, if must say anything is different...... is the monster can at most live is longer.” “皆有善恶之分,皆有七情六欲,皆生在这天地之间,如果非要说有什么不一样的话......顶多就是妖可以活的久一些。” „Thinks, this instead is a good deed.” “这么想想,这反而还是件好事呢。” Cracks a joke, the tone puts intentionally very with ease. 开了个玩笑,语气故意放得很轻松。 Wei Changtian attempts to make Li Wutong feel better with such a way. 魏长天企图用这样一种方式来让李梧桐好受一些。 But who knows the latter to hear that word actually that appearance, after silent was very long , the small characters of two fragile houseflies resound in the gap of noise of the rain. 可谁知后者闻言却还是那副怔怔的模样,沉默了很久后才有两个细弱蚊蝇的小字在雨声的间隙中响起。 „Swindler......” “骗子......” „......” “......” Wei Changtian stares, rushes to guarantee saying: „Princess, I said may be true!” 魏长天一愣,赶忙保证道:“公主,我说的可句句属实！” „Yes?” “是么？” Li Wutong is red the eye socket to look, the sound is very weak: „But you are not willing to marry a monster......” 李梧桐红着眼眶看过来,声音很微弱:“可是你就不会愿意娶一个妖的......” Un? 嗯？ The sentiment you are because this talent doesn't want to live? 感情你是因为这个才不想活了的？ When the Wei Changtian heart is funny inexplicable loving dearly, on the face the expression also slowly becomes serious. 魏长天心中好笑之余又有一丝莫名的心疼,脸上表情也慢慢变得严肃。 Fishes out that only to be small the sachet from the bosom, launches in the palm. 从怀中摸出那只小香囊,展开在手心。 Li Wutong look had luminous in this time finally, but Wei Changtian also deeply inspires, directly answered just that issue. 李梧桐的眼神终于在此时有了一丝光亮,而魏长天也深吸一口气,正面回答了刚刚那个问题。 „Princess, since I have long known that you are the monster, actually still accepted your sachet, what wasn't this clear on behalf of you?” “公主,我既然早已知道你是妖,却仍收下了你的香囊,这代表了什么你难道不明白吗？” „If so, I said is clearer.” “如果真是这样,那我就说的再清楚一些。” „Princess, no matter will have anything in the future, I will marry you.” “公主,不管日后发生了什么,我都会娶你。” „Naturally, only if you are not willing to marry me before then.” “当然了,除非在此之前你不愿意嫁给我了。” „Does not know this time, can I explain?” “不知这次,我可说明白了？” „......” “......” No matter had anything, I will marry you. 不管发生了什么,我都会娶你。 Flash when Wei Changtian these words say, Li Wutong only felt that own heartbeat stopped probably. 当魏长天这句话说出口的一刹那,李梧桐只感觉自己的心跳好像停住了。 Right. 对啊。 If Wei Changtian does shut out the status to accept the sachet? 如果魏长天嫌弃自己身份的话又怎么会收下香囊呢？ Therefore doesn't he really care about me is the monster? 所以他是真的不在乎我是妖么？ He said can marry me...... this and this real? 还有他说的要娶我......这、这又是不是真的？ Li Wutong some cannot believe, once thinks was misunderstood, or was Wei Changtian is deceiving itself. 李梧桐有些不敢相信,一度以为是不是自己听错了,抑或是魏长天在骗自己。 But when she sees the Wei Changtian that incomparably earnest look, actually believed all these since the heart thoroughly. 但当她看到魏长天那无比认真的眼神时,却打从心底彻底相信了这一切。 In a flash, Li Wutong does not know oneself should say anything, the body non-stop shivering at the same time that even more to be been also fuzzy by the line of sight of tears blocking...... until turns into a darkness completely. 一瞬间,李梧桐不知自己该说点什么,身体不停颤抖的同时那被泪水遮挡的视线也越发模糊......直至完全变成一片黑暗。 The noise of the rain of out of the window gradually becomes remote, the whole body is completely the smell that man is familiar with. 窗外的雨声渐渐变得遥远,周身尽是那个男人熟悉的气味。 After experiencing the transitions of several major rises, Li Wutong spirit must be able to withstand finally, was so dizzy the past. 在经历了几次大起大落的转折后,李梧桐的精神终于没能承受得住,就这么晕了过去。 In absent-minded, she had a dream probably. 在恍恍惚惚中,她好像做了一个梦。 Although process pain, but actually result content good dream. 一个虽然过程痛苦,但却结局美满的好梦。 But as for another lead in this dream...... 而至于这梦中的另外一个主角...... „Corona?” “晕了么？” Searched Li Wutong breath, Wei Changtian relaxed gently. 探了探李梧桐的鼻息,魏长天轻轻松了口气。 He still sat cross-legged to sit on the ground, in the bosom holds the eyes to shut tightly, the whole face tear stains, but the corners of the mouth have a happy expression female. 他仍旧盘腿坐在地上,怀中抱着双眼紧闭、满脸泪痕,但嘴角却有一丝笑意的女子。 Oh, this was also sets firm resolve for oneself but actually. 唉,这倒也算是替自己下定决心了。 Turns head to look to out of the window, the raindrop pounds to fall the Chinese parasol tree leaf, swayed the night of early fall. 扭头看向窗外,雨滴砸落梧桐叶,摇晃了初秋的深夜。 Dryondra, three rain, not chanting tales painstakingly. 梧桐树,三更雨,不道情正苦。 …… 一叶叶,一声声,空阶滴到明。