Late at night.
深夜。Feng Qistrollsin the lakeside, is thinking the concern.封棋漫步在湖边,想着心事。Alsothere areto the futureplan, there is a ponderofhuman civilizationstructure.
既有对未来的规划,也有对人类文明结构的思考。At this timenear the ear the breezefluctuated, hears the harmonicasound that the distant placeheard.
这时耳边微风起伏,听到了远处传来的口琴声。Looks up, distantsaw that Mu Qingbowsto situnder the willow tree of lakeside, calmlyis playing. But the harmonica in herhand, turns intothatsilver-whiteharmonica that hebestowed.
抬头望去,远远的就看到沐晴屈膝坐在湖边的柳树下,静静吹奏着。而她手中的口琴,也变成了他赠送的那一支银白色口琴。Has not greeted, hetakes a stepto arrive atMu Qinglawn, sits downquietly, listening toherto continueto play the song.
没有打招呼,他迈步来到沐晴身边的草地,悄悄坐下,听她继续吹奏曲子。
The melodywithoncecompared with, was short of a sadness, were many a warmth.
曲调与曾经相比,少了一丝悲伤,多了一丝温暖。
The tweedlesuch assues, containsall sorts ofconcerns, undereachnote, buries a tranquilandpliable but hard to breakmind, buthismood, followingmelodyfluctuatingchanges, substitutes.
琴声如诉,蕴藏着种种心事,每一个音符下,都埋藏一颗平静而柔韧的心灵,而他的情绪,也跟着曲调起伏变化,代入其中。
After the moment, Mu Qingwill rely on the lip the harmonicaputs down, strokesto block the wisp of hair of line of sight, hangsin the ear, looks atFeng Qito open the mouth saying:
片刻后,沐晴将倚在唇边的口琴放下,捋起挡住视线的一缕头发,挂在耳边,望着封棋开口道:„Whymustdeliverme the harmonica, but also is so goodtome.”
“为什么要送我口琴,还对我那么好。”„BecauseIcanunderstand the feeling of seeing an object and thinking of the owner, thisharmonicagives the gift of friend, ishopes that youcanwalkfrom the shadow.”
“因为我能理解睹物思人的感觉,这支口琴既是送朋友的赠礼,也是希望你能从阴影中走出来。”„Are youalso an orphan?”Mu Qingappearssomesurprise.
“你也是孤儿?”沐晴显得有些诧异。„Theyoncewere the soldiers of domainregiment, was missingin a domainexplorationtogether, the teamalliesonlyfoundtheirbrokenclothingwith the weapon that carriedalong, knewthisnewstime, Icried for severaldaysnot to recover consciousness.”
“他们曾是领域战团的战士,在一次领域探索中一起失踪了,团队战友们只找到了他们的残破衣物与随身携带的武器,得知这个消息的时候,我哭了好几天都没缓过来。”„NowIhave somewhat blurredtotheirimpressions, butthinkseach timein the timeheart that issomewhatmoved.”
“现在我对他们的印象已经有些模糊了,只是每次想起来的时候心中还是有些伤感。”„Did you, cry for severaldays?”Saying, Feng Qilooks at the Mu Qinginquiryto saysuddenly.
“你呢,哭了几天?”说着,封棋忽然望着沐晴询问道。Mu Qing:......沐晴:……Sees the Feng Qicuriousvision, Mu Qingsurrounds the knee, saidin a soft voice:
看到封棋好奇的目光,沐晴环抱膝盖,轻声道:„Aftertheyleavetruly, Ihad not instead criedagain, wheneversaw the greengross that on the windowtowswith the windhandlesbecause ofno oneis thin and paleday after day, at night when the mosquitosounds when unmannedaction of driving away, no onecoaxesIgo to sleep, will feel the intermittentstabbing painandlonely.”
“当他们真正离开后,我反而没有再哭了,只是每当看到窗台上随风微曳的绿箩因无人打理日渐憔悴,夜晚蚊虫鸣叫时无人驱赶,更没有人哄我入睡时,才会感到阵阵刺痛与孤独。”„Buthas been used to itnow, Ialsoblurredtotheirimpressions.”During the Mu Qingspeeches, on the facedoes not have a moodto fluctuate.
“但现在已经习惯了,我对他们的印象也都模糊了。”沐晴说话间,脸上没有一丝情绪波动。„Do not install, on that dayharmonicadisruptionyoucould not stretch, cryingmaybe miserable, every daymustpretend being strong, is tired.”
“别装了,那天口琴碎裂都你绷不住了,哭的可惨了,每天都要装得很坚强,累不累。”Mu Qing:......沐晴:……Looks atwhole facehappy expressionFeng Qi, Mu Qinghasonetypewas seen through the feeling, suddenlylowers the head.
望着满脸笑意的封棋,沐晴有一种被看穿了的感觉,忽然低头。„After the Star Cityschoolgraduates, has thoughtwhatcanmake?”
“星城学府毕业后,有想过要做什么吗?”Hearshisinquiry, Mu Qingraised the headagain, the nodopens the mouth saying:
听到他的询问,沐晴再次抬起头来,点头开口道:„Iwantafter the schoolgraduatesjoins the domainregiment, to the first line of resistancedomaininvasion, theninsomeday of heroic death, finishedthislife.”
“我想在学府毕业后加入领域战团,冲在对抗领域入侵的第一线,然后在某一天英勇牺牲,结束这一生。”Hearsthese wordstime, Feng Qi cannot help but shocked.
听到这番话的时候,封棋不由得愣住了。Ifthese wordsare the true idea of Mu Qinginnermost feelings, heis unable to understand why Mu Qingmustestablish„the daybreakrebel army”finally, the choiceandhumanareenemies.
如果这番话是沐晴内心的真实想法,他无法理解沐晴最后为什么要建立“黎明叛军”,选择与人类为敌。Evenled the rebel armyto slaughterseveralhumancities.
甚至带领叛军屠戮了数座人类城市。Thinks ofhere, heasks:
想到这里,他开口询问道:„Why can youwantto clashin the first line of resistancedomainlifeform?”
“为什么你会想冲在对抗领域生物的第一线?”Mu Qinghears, does not have the direct reaction, butinquiredin a soft voice:沐晴听闻,没有直接回答,而是轻声询问道:„Youshouldknow that Iam a junkman?”
“你应该知道我是拾荒者吧?”„Un.”Feng Qinods.
“嗯。”封棋点头。„You is a city person, thereforeyoudid not understand that ourjunkmenregardinghate of domainlifeform, thatcarves the memoriesinourbone, since childhoodeducates, had not been cancelled.”
“你是城里人,所以你不理解我们拾荒者对于领域生物的恨,那是刻在我们骨子里的记忆,从小教育,不曾被抹去。”Heardthese words, Feng QirememberedkingJinshengsuddenlyonce in the classroomhas spokena few words.
听到这番话,封棋忽然想起了王晋升曾在课堂上说过的一段话。He said that inresistancedomainlifeform, most heroicis the junkmanteam outside city.
他说,在对抗领域生物方面,最英勇的就是城外的拾荒者团队。At that timein the classroom, the studentsstoodto express the opposition, thought that the city personresisted the domainmonster the courage, will not compare the junkmanto be weak.
当时课堂上,有一名学生站起来提出反对,觉得城里人对抗领域怪物的勇气,不会比拾荒者弱。Finally the kingpromotes the followingwords, makingthatstudentdumbfounded.
结果王晋升接下来的一番话,令那个学生哑口无言。Heinquired the studenton the scene:
他询问在场学生:„Ifyouby the domainuniquecaptivity, pressed for an answer the further information in Star City, whocansufferinsisted that didn't leak?”
“如果你们被领域超脱者囚禁,被逼问星城内的详细情况,谁能在折磨中坚持不泄密?”„Ithink50%, no, evenis80%cannot withstandruthless torture of domainunique, becauseyourinnermost feelingslackedmost essentialonepoint, regarding the intensehatreds of theseinvaders!”
“我想百分之五十,不,甚至是百分之八十都顶不住领域超脱者的残酷折磨,因为你们的内心缺少了最关键的一环,对于这些侵略者的强烈恨意!”„Substitutes the environment, the happylifewas one day broken, the city that youare was invadedby the monster, yourmotherwas reduced the headby the monster, after your fatherwas wrenched apart the four limbs, is eatenby the monster, youare pregnant the wifeto be cut open the bellyby the monster, takes outunmarried girl who youwill soon be born, andworks asyoursurfaceto eat the foodhim......”
“代入一下环境,原本幸福的生活忽然有一天被打破,你所在的城市被怪物入侵,你的母亲被怪物砍掉了脑袋,你的父亲被扭断四肢后被怪物分食,你怀孕中的妻子被怪物剖开肚子,取出了你即将出生的闺女,并当着你的面将其啃食……”„Nowreturns to the initialthatissue, afterexperiencingthatall, youby the domainuniquelifeformcaptivity, the sharp clawswithstood/toponyourhead, youfeel the whole bodysevere pain, but won't yoube able to withstand? Will youfear death? Will youbeg for mercy? Youwish one couldswallow aliveitsfleshat this moment, thathatredsuch as the flameblasts openin the chest.”
“现在回到最初的那个问题,在经历了那一切后,你被领域超脱生物囚禁,利爪顶在你的脑袋上,你感到浑身剧痛,但你会顶不住?你会怕死?你会求饶?你此刻恨不得生吞其血肉,那种恨意如火焰在胸膛炸裂。”„However the situation that Isaida moment ago, many junkmenhave experienced, theyare the residents in city, the city that but the day of instituteis atsuddenlywas coveredby the domain.”
“而我刚才说的情况,有许多拾荒者都经历过,他们本是城里的居民,只是突然有一天所在的城市被领域覆盖。”„Heregives an example, youknow that Ye Huang in junkman, youonlyknow that heis one of historical recordpowerhouses, butyoumayonceunderstandwhathehas experienced?”
“这里举例一个,你们都知道拾荒者中的叶皇吧,你们只知道他是历史记载中的强者之一,但你们可曾了解过他经历过什么?”„Family of seven, diedinsuffering of domainmonster, tore off the left handwithhemostownyounger sister, is the right hand, againis the both legs...... finallyonly thenhelivedwas going out of the domainfield, in the futurein the longjourney of resistancedomaininvasion, theirYewill have more than 100martyrs, sincesuchhatredinheritance, can youunderstandthatfeeling?”
“一家七口人,都在领域怪物的折磨中死去,与他最亲的妹妹被扯掉左手,然后是右手,再是双腿……最后只有他一人活着走出了领域场,往后在对抗领域入侵的漫长征程中,他们叶家出了一百多位烈士,这样的恨意传承至今,你们能体会那种感觉吗?”Feng Qiremembersclearly,at that moment all peoplewere silent.封棋清楚记得,那一刻全班人都沉默了。Just likeMu Qingsaid,theirjunkmenregardinghate of domainlifeform, comedeeplycompared with the city person.
正如沐晴所说,他们拾荒者对于领域生物的恨,远比城里人来得深。Has not experienced, will not understandthattypeto carve the hatredinbone.
没有经历过,不会懂那种刻在骨子里的恨意。
The city peoplearecruel, greedyandselfishregarding the mechanicalimpressionlabel of junkman, actuallydoes not know that theyflow the firmnessinblood, as well asresists stubbornly the spiritualinheritancewith the domainlifeform.
城里人对于拾荒者的刻板印象标签是残暴、贪婪、自私,却不知道他们流淌在血液中的坚定,以及与领域生物顽抗到底的精神传承。Thinks ofhere, heunderstandssuddenlywhy the Mu Qingfamily membermustbe willingto join inrune/symbolwritingto transform the personplan.
想到这里,他忽然明白为什么沐晴的亲人要甘愿投身符文改造人计划了。This is not only for the Mu Qingfuture, toresist the domaininvasioncontributes an ownstrength.
这既是为了沐晴的将来,也是为了对抗领域入侵贡献一份自己的力量。
But that timeMu Qingwas small, actuallyalsounderstands that thishate, andmadeownchoice, continued the family membernot to complete the experiment that even ifdied.
而那时候的沐晴虽然还小,却也明白这种恨,并作出了自己的选择,继续亲人未完成的实验,哪怕是死。Thinks ofhere, hehas doubts, whyMu Qingwill betrayhuman.
想到这里,他更加疑惑,沐晴为什么会背叛人类。Inthatphase of kept secrethistory, exactlyhadanything, will makeMu Qingchooseto standin the opposite of entire human race.
那一段被保密的历史中,到底发生了什么,会让沐晴选择站在全人类的对立面。„Feng Qi, you, after graduating, whathasto plan?”
“封棋,你呢,毕业后有什么打算?”At this timeMu Qingmade noiseto interrupt the ponder of Feng Qi.
这时沐晴出声打断了封棋的思考。Facing the inquiry, Feng Qicracks into a smile:
面对询问,封棋咧嘴一笑:„Has not thought that orIestablish a domainregiment, thendrawsto work as the assistant regimental commander your bigexpert, weform a teamto hit the monstertogether, thenalsoin some dayheroic death, will becomeby the bighero who the later generationalways remembered.”
“没想好,要不我建立一个领域战团吧,然后把你这位大高手拉来当副团长,咱们一起组队打怪兽,然后也是在某天英勇牺牲,成为被后人铭记的大英雄。”Mu Qing:......沐晴:……„What's wrong, doesn't wantto organizewithme?”Feng Qicurioussay/way.
“怎么,不想跟我组团?”封棋好奇道。„ActuallyIhave also thoughtregiment that forms a resistancedomainlifeform, perhapsisyoucomes, whenmyassistant regimental commander.”Mu Qingsmilesas if.
“其实我也有想过组建一个对抗领域生物的战团,或许是你来当我的副团长。”沐晴宛然一笑。„Thatdayreallypassesmayhaveto sentence the head.”
“那日子过得可真是有判头咯。”Havingto sentence for severalyears is not uncertain, but the bigprobabilityis the death penalty, in the Feng Qiheartspits the mortise.
具判几年也不一定,不过大概率是死刑,封棋心中吐槽道。„What?” The Mu Qingbrowslightlywrinkle, the expressionis lovable.
“什么?”沐晴眉头微皱,表情可爱。„All right, regimental commanderSirremembers when the time comesare manytosomewages, quitemakesmekeep a family.”
“没事,团长大人记得到时候多给些工资,好让我养家糊口。”„Wewill fightforhumanin the future, discussed that moneyis uncouth.”
“我们是为人类未来而战,谈钱俗气。”„Ha, reasonable.”
“哈哈哈,有道理。”
The night windblows gently, in the talk, two peoplepulled closer the friendship.
夜风习习,谈话中不知不觉间,两人拉近了彼此间的友谊。
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