When the childrenhit the telephonesends the birthdayblessing, helooks upto the black-and-white photo that hangs the spouseonwall, in the heartthought in the memorythat„untimely death” the curse, howeverbacks-up the walking stickto shake the headto laugh.
当儿女打来电话送来生日祝福时,他抬头望向了挂在墙壁上的老伴的黑白照片,心中想到了记忆中那个“英年早逝”的诅咒,然后撑着拐杖摇头发笑。That is also false.
就连那也是假的。
A bodydayis inferior for day, Feng Qiknows that owndate and timeare not many.
身体一天不如一天,封棋知道自己的时日不多了。Recapture past, inmammothwithoutthatmemory, lightsuch as the growth of water.
回忆往昔,没有那段记忆中的波澜壮阔,只有平淡如水的成长。Helooks like the human civilizationto grow a screw bolt, contributedownlife, was changedwhenrusting, was replaced the research resultsbynew generation, continuedto go forward.
他就像是人类文明成长中的一颗螺丝钉,贡献了自己的一生,然后在生锈时被换下,由新生代接替研究成果,继续前进。Yearscirculation.
岁月流转。Gradually, hisearstarted unable to hear clearly, the eyestartedfuzzily.
逐渐的,他的耳朵开始听不清了,眼睛开始模糊了。What is only clear when is the weakheartbeatandrespitehoarse.
唯一清晰的是微弱的心跳声与喘息时的沙哑。
The lifefinaltime, Feng Qiis wearing the hearing aid, is listening to the frontlinereport in radio.
生命最后时光,封棋佩戴着助听器,听着收音机里的前线报导。Reviewsthislife, hedid not regret,has the regret that is unable to dismiss from mind.
回顾这一生,他不后悔,却有始终无法忘怀的遗憾。
The lifeinstrumentation of connectiononarmsends out„dropdrop”sound, helooks uptoout of the window, the windblows the branchto drag, a brightwaning moonhangsin the distant place, the nighttime skyis very beautiful.
连接在手臂上的生命检测仪器发出“滴滴”声响,他抬头望向窗外,风吹树枝摇曳,一轮皎洁的残月高悬在远方,夜空很美。At this time, herememberedthem in memoryagain.
此时,他再次想起了记忆中的他们。Hestandsbefore the end point of life, felt that side successivelypresents the forms in manymemories.
他站在生命的终点前,感觉身边陆续出现许多记忆中的身影。
The earresoundedtheirvoice.
耳边响起了他们的声音。„Littlebrother, awakes, howmustsleep, but alsowantsto save the world, is not goodbranch familyto disband.”
“小老弟,醒醒,怎么又要睡觉了,还想不想拯救世界了,不行就分家散伙吧。”„Brother Qi, Imustbecome the meritlawGrandmasterin the future, thisismy latest research results , helping metake a lookquickly.”
“棋哥,我将来要成为功法学大师,这是我的最新研究成果,快来帮我瞧瞧。”„A'Qi, howregardless of the future, nexttimelinewecontinuesjointlyto advance together.”
“阿棋,无论未来如何,下一条时间线我们继续携手共进。”„A'Qi, reached an agreementin the futurenotincoming wire linewithmyMist Racealtogetheronset and retreat, howcandrop downhere?”
“阿棋,说好了往后的未来线与我迷雾族共进退,怎么就要在这里倒下了?”„Uncle Qi, hopes that Icanmakeyoufeelproud.”
“棋叔,希望我能让你感到自豪。”„Brother Qi......”
“棋哥……”
The innumerablesoundsinterweavein the mind, Feng Qiputs out a handto grasp, how is actually not ableto catchtheseillusoryforms.
无数声音在脑海中交织,封棋伸手去抓,却怎么都无法抓到这些虚幻的身影。
When all theseeventuallyarehehot bloodedis young a dream.
这一切终究不过是他热血年少时的一场梦。Thisdream, is very real.
只是这场梦,无比真实。Lethimfondly rememberso manyyears still unable to dismiss from mind, heartpleasingdifficultdraw.
让他怀念了这么多年仍无法忘怀,心中意难平。Thenlookedspouse's the black-and-white phototo the wall, the tearsgraduallyblurred the eye.
回头望向墙壁上老伴的黑白照片,泪水逐渐模糊了眼睛。„Old man, so manyyears, shouldput down.”
“老头子,这么多年了,是该放下了。”At this moment, heseemedhears the spouse of dyingto sighnear the earlightly, shesuch asalsowhenunceasingadvising.
这一刻,他好似听到了死去的老伴在耳边轻叹,亦她如还在时的不断劝导。
The hand that heemptygraspsforwardinputs downfinallyat this momentslowly, the intentdifficultdraw in heart, to change into a deep sighfinally.
他向前虚抓的手终于在此刻缓缓放下,心中的意难平,最终化为了一声长叹。Final of life, hechoosetranquillytofacing the memory of minddeep place.
生命的最后,他选择了以平静面对脑海深处的记忆。
The mentalitywas changingat this moment, the ear the sound and illusoryform that is hardto give upalsovanishes into thin air.
心态在此刻发生了变化,耳边难以割舍的声音与虚幻的身影随之烟消云散。At this timeonly then the lifeinstrumentationsends out„dropdrop”relapse of soundnearear.
此时只有生命检测仪器发出的“滴滴”声响在耳边反复。
The breathis getting more and more weak, on the face of Feng Qiactuallyshowed the smile.
呼吸越来越微弱,封棋的脸上却露出了笑容。Tracked downfor a lifetime, hehas not feltjoyful, buthefaces directly the realityat this time for the first time truly, the memory that will be hardto give upputs downthoroughly.
追寻了一辈子,他始终都不曾感到快乐,但此时他第一次真正直面现实,将难以割舍的记忆彻底放下。
The intentdifficultdraw in heartbecamefacedfinallyconfidently.
心中的意难平终于变为了坦然面对。Hecompletedfromcrossing.
他完成了自渡。
The breathbrokeinthis time, the instance of heart stop, the lifeinstrumentationsends out„honk~”soundlong cry......
呼吸在此时断了,心脏停止跳动的瞬间,生命检测仪器发出“嘟~”声长鸣……
......
……
The endlessdarknessFeng Qisurrounding, heopened the eyeatthis timeslowly.
无尽的黑暗将封棋包围,他在这时缓缓睁开眼睛。„Did Idie?”Facing the darkness, hemuttered.
“我死了吗?”面对黑暗,他喃喃自语。【Right, youhurry dead, toletyourheartrefining up the challengeto continue, the fathershouted abuseat that time, waited formy87years, youknowmetoscoldyoubearslaboriously? Mayfeel stifledI.】
【对,你赶紧去死,要不是为了让你的心炼挑战继续下去,老子当时就破口大骂了,等了我87年,你知道我为了骂你忍得多辛苦吗?可憋死我了。】Feng Qi:......封棋:……In the Narratorangrily rebukingsound, in the memoryraidslike surging tides.
在旁白的怒斥声中,记忆中如潮水般袭来。Heunderstandsfinallyoneselfarerefining up the challengein the experienceheart, the heartrefining upall in illusionto be false.
他终于明白自己是在经历心炼挑战,心炼幻境中的一切才是虚假的。Buthein the finaltime of life, bridging overintentwas difficult the challenge that is even, choosesis hardto give up the heartinholdsto readputs down.
而他在生命的最后时刻,跨过了意难平的挑战,选择将心中难以割舍的执念放下。At this time the presentpicturechanges.
这时眼前的画面发生变化。18are difficultto challenge the statueto appear at present, the gemtwinkleray of theirforehead, illuminatesthissidespace, the thirdstatueclosed the eyeatthis time, the gem of foreheadplace is also gloomy.
十八难挑战雕像出现在眼前,它们额头的宝石闪烁光芒,将这方空间照亮,第三座雕像在这时闭上了眼睛,额头处的宝石也随之暗淡。Thisshowed that hehas passed the heartto refine the challenge the tertiarycheckpoint.
这证明他已经通过了心炼挑战的第三重关卡。Lowers the headto look attoward right the arm, sees only the spreadnegativityblacksealto removeslowly, finallyretracted the right handheartplace.
低头望向右手臂,只见蔓延的负面情绪黑印正在缓慢褪去,最终缩回了右手心处。
The heartrefine the challengeto finish, hisstate of mindhas been promotedagain, the negativityinfluence that will spreadsuppressed.
心炼挑战结束,他的心境再次得到提升,将蔓延的负面情绪影响压制。
The pricking in mindabated, gavehimbrighthowever the new student/lifefeeling.
脑海中的刺痛感消退,给了他焕然新生的感觉。Thank10000beginningcoins that are willing the humangloryto exist foreverto hitto enjoy, thanked.
感谢愿人类荣耀长存打赏的10000起点币,感谢吖。Today's6200charactersfinished, everyonerestsearlier~
今天的6200字完毕,大家早点睡~
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