IKTT :: Volume #5

#457 Part 2: The heart refining up challenge- intention difficult( asked monthly ticket)


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When the children hit the telephone sends the birthday blessing, he looks up to the black-and-white photo that hangs the spouse on wall, in the heart thought in the memory that untimely death the curse, however backs-up the walking stick to shake the head to laugh. 当儿女打来电话送来生日祝福时,他抬头望向了挂在墙壁上的老伴的黑白照片,心中想到了记忆中那个“英年早逝”的诅咒,然后撑着拐杖摇头发笑。 That is also false. 就连那也是假的。 A body day is inferior for day, Feng Qi knows that own date and time are not many. 身体一天不如一天,封棋知道自己的时日不多了。 Recapture past, in mammoth without that memory, light such as the growth of water. 回忆往昔,没有那段记忆中的波澜壮阔,只有平淡如水的成长。 He looks like the human civilization to grow a screw bolt, contributed own life, was changed when rusting, was replaced the research results by new generation, continued to go forward. 他就像是人类文明成长中的一颗螺丝钉,贡献了自己的一生,然后在生锈时被换下,由新生代接替研究成果,继续前进。 Years circulation. 岁月流转。 Gradually, his ear started unable to hear clearly, the eye started fuzzily. 逐渐的,他的耳朵开始听不清了,眼睛开始模糊了。 What is only clear when is the weak heartbeat and respite hoarse. 唯一清晰的是微弱的心跳声与喘息时的沙哑。 The life final time, Feng Qi is wearing the hearing aid, is listening to the frontline report in radio. 生命最后时光,封棋佩戴着助听器,听着收音机里的前线报导。 Reviews this life, he did not regret, has the regret that is unable to dismiss from mind. 回顾这一生,他不后悔,却有始终无法忘怀的遗憾。 The life instrumentation of connection on arm sends out drop drop sound, he looks up to out of the window, the wind blows the branch to drag, a bright waning moon hangs in the distant place, the nighttime sky is very beautiful. 连接在手臂上的生命检测仪器发出“滴滴”声响,他抬头望向窗外,风吹树枝摇曳,一轮皎洁的残月高悬在远方,夜空很美。 At this time, he remembered them in memory again. 此时,他再次想起了记忆中的他们。 He stands before the end point of life, felt that side successively presents the forms in many memories. 他站在生命的终点前,感觉身边陆续出现许多记忆中的身影。 The ear resounded their voice. 耳边响起了他们的声音。 Little brother, awakes, how must sleep, but also wants to save the world, is not good branch family to disband.” “小老弟,醒醒,怎么又要睡觉了,还想不想拯救世界了,不行就分家散伙吧。” Brother Qi, I must become the merit law Grandmaster in the future, this is my latest research results , helping me take a look quickly.” 棋哥,我将来要成为功法学大师,这是我的最新研究成果,快来帮我瞧瞧。” A'Qi, how regardless of the future, next timeline we continues jointly to advance together.” 阿棋,无论未来如何,下一条时间线我们继续携手共进。” A'Qi, reached an agreement in the future not incoming wire line with my Mist Race altogether onset and retreat, how can drop down here?” 阿棋,说好了往后的未来线与我迷雾族共进退,怎么就要在这里倒下了?” Uncle Qi, hopes that I can make you feel proud.” 棋叔,希望我能让你感到自豪。” Brother Qi......” 棋哥……” The innumerable sounds interweave in the mind, Feng Qi puts out a hand to grasp, how is actually not able to catch these illusory forms. 无数声音在脑海中交织,封棋伸手去抓,却怎么都无法抓到这些虚幻的身影。 When all these eventually are he hot blooded is young a dream. 这一切终究不过是他热血年少时的一场梦。 This dream, is very real. 只是这场梦,无比真实。 Let him fondly remember so many years still unable to dismiss from mind, heart pleasing difficult draw. 让他怀念了这么多年仍无法忘怀,心中意难平。 Then looked spouse's the black-and-white photo to the wall, the tears gradually blurred the eye. 回头望向墙壁上老伴的黑白照片,泪水逐渐模糊了眼睛。 Old man, so many years, should put down.” “老头子,这么多年了,是该放下了。” At this moment, he seemed hears the spouse of dying to sigh near the ear lightly, she such as also when unceasing advising. 这一刻,他好似听到了死去的老伴在耳边轻叹,亦她如还在时的不断劝导。 The hand that he empty grasps forward in puts down finally at this moment slowly, the intent difficult draw in heart, to change into a deep sigh finally. 他向前虚抓的手终于在此刻缓缓放下,心中的意难平,最终化为了一声长叹。 Final of life, he choose tranquilly to facing the memory of mind deep place. 生命的最后,他选择了以平静面对脑海深处的记忆。 The mentality was changing at this moment, the ear the sound and illusory form that is hard to give up also vanishes into thin air. 心态在此刻发生了变化,耳边难以割舍的声音与虚幻的身影随之烟消云散。 At this time only then the life instrumentation sends out drop drop relapse of sound near ear. 此时只有生命检测仪器发出的“滴滴”声响在耳边反复。 The breath is getting more and more weak, on the face of Feng Qi actually showed the smile. 呼吸越来越微弱,封棋的脸上却露出了笑容。 Tracked down for a lifetime, he has not felt joyful, but he faces directly the reality at this time for the first time truly, the memory that will be hard to give up puts down thoroughly. 追寻了一辈子,他始终都不曾感到快乐,但此时他第一次真正直面现实,将难以割舍的记忆彻底放下。 The intent difficult draw in heart became faced finally confidently. 心中的意难平终于变为了坦然面对。 He completed from crossing. 他完成了自渡。 The breath broke in this time, the instance of heart stop, the life instrumentation sends out honk ~ sound long cry...... 呼吸在此时断了,心脏停止跳动的瞬间,生命检测仪器发出“嘟~”声长鸣…… ...... …… The endless darkness Feng Qi surrounding, he opened the eye at this time slowly. 无尽的黑暗将封棋包围,他在这时缓缓睁开眼睛。 „Did I die?” Facing the darkness, he muttered. “我死了吗?”面对黑暗,他喃喃自语。 Right, you hurry dead, to let your heart refining up the challenge to continue, the father shouted abuse at that time, waited for my 87 years, you know me to scold you bears laboriously? May feel stifled I.】 【对,你赶紧去死,要不是为了让你的心炼挑战继续下去,老子当时就破口大骂了,等了我87年,你知道我为了骂你忍得多辛苦吗?可憋死我了。】 Feng Qi:...... 封棋:…… In the Narrator angrily rebuking sound, in the memory raids like surging tides. 旁白的怒斥声中,记忆中如潮水般袭来。 He understands finally oneself are refining up the challenge in the experience heart, the heart refining up all in illusion to be false. 他终于明白自己是在经历心炼挑战,心炼幻境中的一切才是虚假的。 But he in the final time of life, bridging over intent was difficult the challenge that is even, chooses is hard to give up the heart in holds to read puts down. 而他在生命的最后时刻,跨过了意难平的挑战,选择将心中难以割舍的执念放下。 At this time the present picture changes. 这时眼前的画面发生变化。 18 are difficult to challenge the statue to appear at present, the gem twinkle ray of their forehead, illuminates this side space, the third statue closed the eye at this time, the gem of forehead place is also gloomy. 十八难挑战雕像出现在眼前,它们额头的宝石闪烁光芒,将这方空间照亮,第三座雕像在这时闭上了眼睛,额头处的宝石也随之暗淡。 This showed that he has passed the heart to refine the challenge the tertiary checkpoint. 这证明他已经通过了心炼挑战的第三重关卡。 Lowers the head to look at toward right the arm, sees only the spread negativity black seal to remove slowly, finally retracted the right hand heart place. 低头望向右手臂,只见蔓延的负面情绪黑印正在缓慢褪去,最终缩回了右手心处。 The heart refine the challenge to finish, his state of mind has been promoted again, the negativity influence that will spread suppressed. 心炼挑战结束,他的心境再次得到提升,将蔓延的负面情绪影响压制。 The pricking in mind abated, gave him bright however the new student/life feeling. 脑海中的刺痛感消退,给了他焕然新生的感觉。 Thank 10000 beginning coins that are willing the human glory to exist forever to hit to enjoy, thanked. 感谢愿人类荣耀长存打赏的10000起点币,感谢吖。 Today's 6200 characters finished, everyone rests earlier ~ 今天的6200字完毕,大家早点睡~
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