IJWTPGQ :: Volume #14

#1370: murdering is executes the heart

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Although Leng Zongzheng has the dwelling in the school, place that but this Zhou Wen goes, actually not in school, but is a small courtyard of Yang City old liberated area not eye. 冷宗正虽然在学院内有住处,不过这次周文去的地方,却不是在学院内,而是洛阳城老区一个不怎么起眼的小院子。 The small courtyard is very ordinary, because area the nearby is very moist, the lower part of wall place grew the moss, on the wall also had many seems like the boston ivy same plant. 小院子很普通,因为附近一带很潮湿,墙根处都长了青苔,墙上也有很多像是爬山虎一样的植物。 Before inside room is also , red brick structure that frequently sees, although cleans is very clean, is difficult to cover the years the trace, the bricks on some walls have the sign of decency. 里面的屋子也是以前经常见的红砖结构,虽然打扫的很干净,却难掩岁月的痕迹,有些墙上的砖头都已经有风化的迹象了。 „Principal Leng, I am Zhou Wen, you at home?” Zhou Wen knocks the way. “冷校长,我是周文呢,你在家吗？”周文敲门道。 „Comes.” The Leng Zongzheng sound passes from the room, Zhou Wen pushes the gate goes, Leng Zongzheng from the room is moving a basin cactus to come out. “进来吧。”冷宗正的声音从屋子里面传出来,周文推门进去的时候,冷宗正正从屋子里面搬了一盆仙人掌出来。 „Principal Leng, is this your family/home?” Zhou Wen is sizing up in the room probably, sees inside various decorations is very obsolete, but is not ancient, a mediocre worn-out feeling. “冷校长,这是您家？”周文好像地打量着屋子里面,见里面的各种装饰都很过时,但又算不上古老,给人一种平庸破旧的感觉。 This and Leng Zongzheng is very different to the Zhou Wen’s feeling, Leng Zongzheng this person, regardless of appearance or manner a little aristocrat model/pattern, moreover his Fate Soul is Demonic Piano Throne that type of thing that seems like the atmosphere, therefore always makes people think, Leng Zongzheng can be pays great attention to the person of the living qualities and detail very much, should not live in such a mediocre home is right. 这和冷宗正给周文的感觉很不一样,冷宗正这个人,无论长相还是行为举止都有点贵族范,而且他的命魂又是魔琴王座那种看起来很大气的东西,所以总让人觉得,冷宗正会是一个很注重生活品质和细节的人,不应该住在这么一个平庸的家里才对。 In this courtyard, Zhou Wen cannot see a special thing, how to see is some home things, even many stall goods. 在这个院子里面,周文根本看不到一件特别的东西,怎么看都是一些居家用品,甚至还有很多地摊货。 „I lived in childhood here, this is my grandfather's old dwelling.” Leng Zongzheng placed side the cactus, patted clapped on dust, continued saying: „Before I especially did not like here, always thought that I must become outstanding, must live in the pretty big house, has wanted likely human appearance. When afterward but did not know from, I suddenly felt, here lives comfortably comfortable, therefore moved.” “我小时候就住在这里,这是我爷爷的老宅。”冷宗正把仙人掌放在了旁边,拍了拍手上的灰尘,继续说道:“以前我特别不喜欢这里,总觉得我一定要出人头地,一定要住漂亮的大房子,一定要过的像个人样。可是后来不知道从什么时候起,我突然觉得,还是这里住着舒服自在,于是就又搬了回来。” „Should your be return to a natural state?” Zhou Wen said. “您这应该就是返璞归真吧？”周文说道。 Leng Zongzheng looked at Zhou Wen, curls the lip saying: „What is return to a natural state? Said straightforward, was the red-roasted pork eats, wants to eat green vegetables solution Jieni. I have not achieved that step, many good things I not to have tasted, not greasy.” 冷宗正看了一眼周文,撇了撇嘴说道:“什么叫返璞归真？说的直白点,就是红烧肉吃多了,想吃口青菜解解腻。我还没有达到那一步,很多好东西我还没有尝过,还没有腻。” Saying, wooden stool of Leng Zongzheng in courtyard child above was sitting, is sunning to continue saying: „I had also pondered, why I will want to move, by the comfortableness, here definitely cannot compare I have lived in any place, by convenient, here is not convenient. Must say that environment good enough An Jing(peaceful), before here cannot compare me, villa that by far buys. Must say that here neighbor is good, has the touch of humanity. Actually is also not so, here no one, the old neighbor has disappeared. Even they still, me still have no good impression to them, genuinely does not like them.” 说着,冷宗正在院子里面的木凳子上面坐了下来,晒着太阳继续说道:“我也曾经思考过,为什么我会想要搬回来,论舒适性,这里肯定比不上我自己住过的任何一个地方,论方便,这里也不方便。要说环境好够安静,这里远远比不上我以前买的别墅。要说这里的邻居好,有人情味。其实也不然,这里已经没什么人了,老邻居早就都不见了。就算他们还在,我对他们也没什么好印象,打心眼里不喜欢他们。” „Why will you like here?” Zhou Wen asked curiously. “那您为什么会喜欢住这里？”周文好奇地问道。 „This issue I also pondered is very long, afterward I determined, reason that likes here , because I am afraid.” Leng Zongzheng said. “这个问题我也思考了很久,后来我确定,之所以喜欢住在这里,是因为我害怕。”冷宗正说道。 „Fear?” Zhou Wen was more puzzled. “害怕？”周文更加的不解了。 If said that secure, here compared to the school difference to be far, no defensive measure, was a tattered old town, came Fear Rank casually, a hand can make into the ruins here. 若说安全性的话,这里比起学院差远了,根本没什么防卫措施,就是一个破破烂烂的老城区,随便来个恐惧级,一只手就能够把这里打成废墟。 „Yes, fear.” Leng Zongzheng said: „Person fear death, is only the degree is different, some people to frightened platoon of death in first place, but some people, frightened platoon of death at something back, when experiences certain matters, will appear will not fear death. However in fact no one does not fear death, but he met some ratio dying to let he more frightened matter, therefore refused stubbornly dead, instead without was so important.” “是的,害怕。”冷宗正说道:“人都怕死,只是程度不同,有的人把对死亡的恐惧排在第一位,而有些人,把死亡的恐惧排在一些事的后边,所以在遇到某些事的时候,就会显得不怕死。但是事实上没有人不怕死,只是他遇到了一些比死让他更恐惧的事情,所以死不死的,反而没有那么的重要了。” Leng Zongzheng is saying, pulls out the cigarette lighter and cigarette from the bosom, skilled springs cigarette, holds in the mouth in the mouth, lights that smoke, then sipped one, closes the eye, appearance that as if enjoys very much. 冷宗正说着,从怀里掏出打火机和香烟,熟练的弹出一支烟,叼在嘴里,将那烟点燃,然后啜了一口,闭上眼睛,似乎很享受的模样。 Zhou Wen looks at Leng Zongzheng, this and Leng Zongzheng usually gives his impression[ bean bean novel www.doudouxs.cn] difference were too many, if not know that this is Leng Zongzheng, looks at his appearance, but also thinks that is some dispirited middle-aged uncle who likes the gamble excessive drinking. 周文怔怔地看着冷宗正,这和冷宗正平时给他的印象相[豆豆小说www.doudouxs.cn]差实在太多了,如果不知道这是冷宗正,看他的模样,还以为是某个喜欢赌博酗酒的颓废中年大叔。 After a while, Leng Zongzheng closes one's eyes to sun to continue saying: „Afterward I think carefully, I the fear to the death, should be ranked the third, before the death, two matters arranged before the death, if experienced that two matters, can choose, I rather chose the death.” 过了一会儿,冷宗正闭着眼睛晒着太阳继续说道:“后来我仔细想了想,我对死亡的恐惧,应该是排在第三位的,在死亡之前,还有两件事排在死亡之前,若是遇到那两件事,可以选择的话,我宁愿选择死亡。” „You will do here, is afraid that two matters to happen?” Zhou Wen asked. “您之所以会做在这里,就是害怕那两件事发生吗？”周文问道。 Who knows that Leng Zongzheng actually shakes the head saying: „No, that two matters have happened.” 谁知道冷宗正却摇了摇头说道:“不,那两件事都已经发生过了。” Zhou Wen looks at Leng Zongzheng, does not know that he actually wants to say anything. 周文怔怔地看着冷宗正,不知道他到底想说什么。 Leng Zongzheng continues saying: „Before I very feared, oneself will turn into the person like parents, is now, I and they essentially and are no different. Before I was afraid the grandfather to go to me very much, such this world only had my lonely one person, but came on that day. I live here , because I am afraid lonely, is in fact, I am lonely one person.” 冷宗正继续说道:“以前我很恐惧,自己会变成像父母一样的人,可是现在,我与他们在本质上并没有什么不同。以前我很害怕爷爷会离我而去,那样这个世界就只剩下我孤单一人,但是那一天还是来了。我住在这里,是因为我害怕孤独,可是事实上,我一直都是孤独的一人。” Zhou Wen does not know that should say anything is good, these that Leng Zongzheng said that he also once had occasionally has dodged reads, actually no Leng Zongzheng thinks understands clearly. 周文不知道该说什么才好,冷宗正所说的这些,他偶尔也曾有过一些闪念,却没有冷宗正想的这么清楚明白。 However looks at Leng Zongzheng, Zhou Wen felt this Principal Leng, before as if not him, imagines that is uncompanionable. 不过看着冷宗正,周文却觉得这个冷校长,似乎并没有他以前想象的那么难以相处。 Leng Zongzheng sipped smoke, is left over half of cigarettes according to nearby cement flower-bed, presses to extinguish sparks/Mars, putting out a hand shot the trash can. 冷宗正又啜了一口烟,把还剩下一半的香烟按在旁边的水泥花坛上,把火星按灭,伸手弹进了垃圾桶。 „Lives here, will make me have an inexplicable security sense, felt that here is my side little world, so long as hides here, does not need to be worried about anything , does not need for anything worry, so long as sleeps, the probably what not good matter can vanish to be the same.” “住在这里,会让我有种莫名的安全感,感觉这里就是我的一方小天地,只要躲在这里,就不需要担心任何事,也不需要为任何事烦恼,只要睡上一觉,好像什么不好的事都会自己消失一样。” At this point, smiling of Leng Zongzheng self-ridicules: „In fact, anything difficult unable to solve, but deceives oneself and others.” 说到这里,冷宗正自嘲的笑了笑:“可是实际上,什么事也难没有能够解决,只是自欺欺人罢了。” „Cannot say, in the heart of person needs pure lands, was restored the training and by own mind. Perhaps here solves the problem not to have the substantive help to you, but here can make your mind obtain peacefully, can make you be able with the tranquil mentality facing these issues, this is very important.” Zhou Wen is allowing to say. “也不能这么说,人的心中都需要一片净土,让自己的心灵得到修养和恢复。也许这里对您解决问题没有实质性的帮助,可是这里能够让你的心灵得到安宁,能够让你能够以平静的心态面对那些问题,这很重要。”周文正容说道。 „You said right.” Leng Zongzheng is saying, suddenly stretched out the palm according to nearby wall, the entire yard and house in the flash disintegration, changed into the fragment to ascend. “你说的没错。”冷宗正说着,突然伸出手掌按在了旁边的墙上,整个小院和房子在一瞬间崩碎,化为碎片升腾而起。 „Why you...... this is......” stands in the middle of the ruins, crushed stone unceasing rise, Zhou Wen looks at Leng Zongzheng at a loss, does not know why he will do that. “您……这是干什么……”站在废墟当中,身边的碎石不断的上升,周文茫然看着冷宗正,不知道他为什么会这么做。 In the middle of the fragment of shatter ascension, Leng Zongzheng turns around to leave, walks while said: „As you said that in each human's heart has the pure land that a piece evades, that was approaches the mind compared with the death the frightened place. If one day, you met not the death frightened platoon in the first place enemy, then you should think how must find to be his pure lands, murdering is executes the heart, sometimes executes the heart killing people are more fearful. Your anything is good, was good, sometimes, good was also a crime.” 在破碎升腾的碎片当中,冷宗正转身离开,一边走一边说道:“就如你所说,每个人心中都有一片自我逃避的净土,那是比死亡更靠近心灵的恐惧之地。若是有一天,你遇到了一个不把死亡恐惧排在第一位的敌人,那么你就该去想,要如何找到属于他的那一片净土,杀人诛心,有时候诛心比杀人更可怕。你什么都好,就是太善良了,有时候,善良也是一种罪。” „Murder...... executes the heart......” Zhou Wen to stand in the middle of the ruins, looks the back that Leng Zongzheng goes far away, in the heart as if has some mood to surge. “杀人……诛心……”周文站在废墟当中,看着冷宗正远去的背影,心中似乎有某种情绪在涌动。
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