Big.
好大。No, accurateisverybig.
不,准确的来说是非常大。Thisisremainsin the onlyfeeling of Jiang Chenfingertip.
这是残留在江晨指尖的唯一感觉。
A wisp of sunlightacross the windoweave, sprinkledon the Jiang Chen'seyelash. The corner of the eyemusclecontractsslightly, pullspartlywas narrowing the eyelid, the snoringsoundstops suddenly, Jiang Chenopened the eyes of somesourbulgesdifficultly.
一缕阳光穿过窗檐,洒在了江晨的睫毛上。眼角肌肉微微收缩,扯动了半眯着的眼皮,呼噜声戛然而止,江晨艰难地睁开了有些酸胀的双眼。Out of the windowhearsseveralchirp the song of the birds, crossesSun of treetopfrom that thislittle whileonlyfearedalready around 10 : 00.
窗外传来几声叽叽喳喳的鸟鸣,从那越过树梢的太阳来看,这会儿只怕已经十点多了。Tried to find outtosideconveniently, has not touched the clothes, actuallytouchesseveralwisps of gores.
随手向旁边摸索了一番,没有摸到衣服,却是摸到了几缕布片。black? Thisis......黑色的?这是……Jiang Chendistinguishesfrom the dimline of sight, thisseems likeinone , and has nearlacethat......江晨从朦胧的视线中分辨出,这似乎是一条内内,而且还是带着蕾丝边的那种……Reflectivelythrew the thing in handone side, Jiang Chensoberedimmediately.
反射性地将手中的东西扔到了一边,江晨顿时清醒了过来。„fuck it, thisgadget here? IsAyesha...... is not right, last night......”
“沃日,这玩意儿怎么会在我这里?是阿伊莎……不对,昨晚……”Shook the brain, Jiang Chen the bodywas sittingfrom the bedwitharmmurkily, shut tightly the eyesto doto contemplate the shape, frommemory of thatfragment, searchedaboutlast nightalldiligently.
晃了晃昏昏沉沉地大脑,江晨用胳膊支着身子从床上坐了起来,紧闭双眼做冥想状,努力从那断片的记忆中,搜索关于昨晚的一切。As the pondergraduallypenetrates, memory of thatfragmentgatherslike the puzzlegradually, the vein of thoughtgraduallyclear.
随着思考逐渐深入,那断片的记忆如拼图般渐渐汇拢,思维的脉络渐渐清晰了起来。„IsNatasha.”
“是娜塔莎。”
The lipmovesslightly, Jiang Chenthought aloud that whispered the sound, looked aroundtoall around, howeveron the bedon the floor, has not seenherform.
嘴唇微微动了动,江晨自言自语地嘀咕了声,向四周张望了下,然而无论是床上还是地板上,都没有看到她的身影。Last night, wasNatashaknockedhisgate, thenwent to the kitchenabundantlybowl of noodles, thentook outonebottle of Vodka...... thesetrivial mattersto be immaterialfrom the refrigerator, Jiang Chenremembers that afterwardaccompaniedherto drinktwocups, listening toherto discusssome little time the childhoodmatter, then...... thentwo peoplegot drunkagain, hecould not have remembered that waswhois first initiative, onlyremembers that two peoplehuggedfinallyinone, rolledon the rug, oneselfalsomadeto loveherprobably.
昨晚,是娜塔莎敲开了他的门,然后去厨房盛了碗面条,接着又从冰箱里取出了一瓶伏特加……这些琐事都无关紧要,江晨记得后来自己陪着她喝了两杯,听着她讲了好一会儿小时候的事,再然后……再然后两人都喝醉了,他已经记不得是谁先主动的,只记得两人最后抱在了一起,滚到了地毯上,自己好像还弄疼她了。„I...... was thisby the repertoire?”Jiang Chensmiled bitterlyslightly, puts out a handto resistalso the somewhatheavyforehead. Althoughinnumerablealmostspans the friendshipwithher the boundary, buthehas not thought that finallyisspansunexpectedlyin this manner.
“我……这是被套路了吗?”江晨微微苦笑,伸手抵住了还有些沉重的额头。虽然无数次差点和她跨越友谊的界限,但他从来没想过,最后竟然是以这样的方式去跨越。Regardingsuchresult, in the Jiang Chenheartarrives is nothingawkward, regretand so on mood, he was never thattypefinished eatingstarted the artificialperson. The onlyregretmerelyis, last night any profoundimpressionhad not stayed behind, thinks the waking uppersondid not have, reallyowed.
对于这样的结果,江晨心中到是没什么尴尬、后悔之类的情绪,他从来不是那种吃完了就开始矫情的人。唯一的遗憾仅仅是,昨晚什么深刻的印象都没留下,一觉醒来人也没了,实在是太亏了。„Was then good, howa whilemeets to greet...... damn.”
“这下好了,一会儿见面该怎么打招呼……握草。”Getting out of bedtimehas not come to a stopall of a sudden, Jiang Chenalmostfell a tumble.
下床的时候一下子没站稳,江晨差点摔了一跤。Wears the clothes, Jiang Chengoes to the bathroomto wash the face, after simplewashes, turned aroundto circle the kitchen. Currently10 : 30 , hasa whilefrom the lunch, hedecidesfirstto eatwhatpadpadbelly. Howeveropens the refrigeratorinhim, line of sighthas sweptfrom the beverage bottletime, was actually shockedsuddenly.
穿好衣服,江晨去卫生间洗了把脸,简单地洗漱完毕后,转身绕到了厨房。现在十点半,距离午饭还有一会儿,他决定先吃点什么垫垫肚子。然而就在他打开冰箱,视线从酒瓶上扫过的时候,却是突然愣住了。First, two, threeandfour...... four?
一、二、三、四……四?Jiang Chenrubs the eyes.江晨揉了揉眼睛。Has not miscounted, trulyisfourbottles.
没有数错,确实是四瓶。Hisclearremembering, thesefourbottles of Vodkaareheholds the logisticspersonnel in base, goes to the nearbytown/subduesto purchase the time, gives itselfto bringon the way.
他清清楚楚的记得,这四瓶伏特加是他托基地的后勤人员,去附近镇上采购的时候,顺路给自己带的。Thistypedrinks the spicythroatwith the liquor that the potatomake, Jiang Chendoes not likedrinking, suspendsseveralbottlesin the refrigerator, mainlyrubs the Natashapreparation that eatsto rubdrinksfrequently. Howevernow, heplacesVodkaonebottle in refrigerator is not short, thatlast nightdrank......
这种用马铃薯酿的酒喝起来辣喉咙,江晨自己是不喜欢喝的,之所以在冰箱里摆几瓶,主要是给经常来蹭吃蹭喝的娜塔莎准备的。然而现在,他放在冰箱里的伏特加一瓶也没少,那昨晚喝的……In the heartmovesslightly, Jiang Chenthought ofanythingsuddenly, flung the refrigeratorgateto rush to the position of threshold to buddhism.
心中微微一动,江晨突然想到了什么,甩上冰箱门冲到了玄关的位置。
The Natasha'sshoessuch aswere expected that suchhere, Jiang Chenhas not changed the shoesthenrushed to the corridor, before turning the Natasha'sdoor .娜塔莎的鞋如预料中的那样不在这里,江晨连鞋都没有换便冲到了走廊上,拐到娜塔莎的房门前。„Natasha”
“娜塔莎”Hejustput out a handto knockin the gate, the gatethenopened.
他刚伸手在门上敲了一下,门便自己开了。Jiang Chengawkedslightly, lifts the stepto walktoward the room.江晨微微愣了下,抬步向屋内走去。
The threshold to buddhismplacewas short oftwopairs of shoes, did not have by the suitcaseinshoescabinet.
玄关处少了两双鞋,靠在鞋柜旁的行李箱也没了。
The window curtains of living roomis drawing, in the room the rayis very dark, Jiang Chenturns circleineachroom, even the restroomhas looked, does not havepresently the Natasha'straceas before. Enteredherbedroomagain, Jiang Chenput out a handto pull open the closet.
客厅的窗帘是拉着的,屋内光线很暗,江晨在每个房间都转了圈,甚至连厕所都找过了,依旧没有现娜塔莎的踪影。再次进入了她的卧室,江晨伸手拉开了衣柜。Sees onlyin the closetonlyto be left overpajamas, that sheput onlast night, the remainingclothesallvanished.
只见衣柜中只剩下一件睡衣,还是昨晚她穿的那件,剩下的衣服全都消失了。Clearly, shehas walked.
很明显,她已经走了。„What did Ispeakveryexcessivewordslast night? Is insufficientgreetingnot to hitwalks.”Jiang Chenis smiling bitterlyshaking the head, satonherbed.
“我昨晚说了什么很过分的话吗?不至于连个招呼都不打就走吧。”江晨苦笑着摇了摇头,坐在了她的床铺上。All sorts ofcluesaimed at a point, thatisNatashahas left without saying good-bye, moreoverpreparedfromlast night.
种种线索都指向了一点,那就是娜塔莎已经不辞而别,而且从昨晚就准备好了。Thatbottle of liquorareshebring, insideputshad„specialingredient” the medicine, moreoverthattypewill not touch the benignmedicine of immune mechanism. But the reason that shedoes that perhapstocomeandsaid goodbye.
那瓶酒是她带来的,里面放了带有“特殊成分”的药,而且还是那种不会触自己免疫机制的良性药。而她之所以这么做的原因,恐怕是为了来和自己告别。This is also the place that Jiang Chenmostis afraid.
这也是江晨最害怕的地方。Actuallyisto gowhere, shemustsay goodbyewiththisway. Thishad not only said goodbye, thatlatetangled upseems liketomake up forsomeregret. In other words, she, has completed„did not come back this worstplanagain”.
究竟是去什么地方,以至于她要用这种方式来告别。这已经不仅仅是告别了,那一晚的缠绵就好像是为了弥补某种遗憾。也就是说,她在走的时候,就已经做好了“再也回不来”这最坏的打算。„Grass!”
“草!”
A Jiang Chenfistpoundedruthlesslyon the wall, includingnearbyclosetshakenlivingloud.江晨一拳狠狠地砸在了墙上,连旁边的衣柜都被震的生响。InMoscowhepresent, Natashapossiblymetanythingto trouble. Hethinksis only the father and daughtercontradictionand so onsmallissue, whenshewill needto helpwill naturally seek helpfromoneself, has not actually thought the trouble that shewill be at allwill not be the smallissue, moreoverthisyoung girlwill be unexpectedly gruffto the last minutedoes not say a word.
早在莫斯科的时候他就现了,娜塔莎可能遇上了什么麻烦。他原本以为只是父女矛盾之类的小问题,等她需要自己帮忙的时候自然会向自己求助,却没想到她遇上的麻烦根本不是什么小问题,而且这小妞居然倔到最后一刻都只字未提。Ifmetanythingto trouble, so long assheis willing saying that oneselfwere impossibleto look but not see. Butshechose the most difficultthatroad, a personfacesalone, in the brain of thisyoung girlis the bubbles?
如果是遇上了什么麻烦,只要她肯说出口,自己怎么也不可能视而不见。可她偏偏选择了最艰难的那条路,独自一个人去面对,这小妞的脑子里难道都是泡吗?Nowwas good, whichhisshewentnot to know.
现在好了,他连她去哪儿了都不知道。Deeplyinspires, Jiang Chenlifted the index fingerto buildon the temples, is recallingeachdetail of yesterday eveningdiligently, triedto openthat mattertissue.
深吸了一口气,江晨抬起食指搭在了太阳穴上,努力地回忆着昨天晚上的每一处细节,试图揭开那层薄纱。At this moment, outside the roomheard the sound of footsteps.
就在这时,房间外传来了脚步声。Jiang Chenraise your head, sees onlyAyeshato standin the entrance, puzzledlooks at itself.江晨抬起头,只见阿伊莎正站在门口,正一脸困惑地看着自己。„Ithought that youare not in the room, whatmatter did hergatejustopen...... is living?”Seeing the Jiang Chencomplexionis not quite attractive, Ayesharushedto arrive athissideto sit down, pressed firmly between the fingershishand, askedkindly.
“我看你不在屋里,她的门刚好开着……生什么事了?”见江晨脸色不太好看,阿伊莎赶忙走到了他的旁边坐下,捏住了他的手,关切地问道。Jiang Chenpattedherhandgently, hintsher should not be worried, after adjustingunder the mood, says.江晨轻轻拍了拍她的手,示意她不要担心,调整了下情绪后,开口说道。„Ayesha, youcometimesawNatasha?”
“阿伊莎,你来的时候看到娜塔莎了没?”Ayeshashakes the head, raised the headobserved the situationin the room, whensees the closet that opens wide, whatimmediatelyunderstood, pinchesJiang Chen'sto make an effortslightly, the sapphireeyesvisithimearnestly, „when does sheleave?”阿伊莎摇了摇头,抬头在房间内环视了一圈,当看到那敞开的衣柜时,顿时明白了什么,捏着江晨的手微微用力,蓝宝石般的双眼认真地看着他,“她什么时候离开的?”„In the morning...... perhapswaslast night.”
“早上……也许是昨晚。”„Ihelpyoubringto come backher.”
“我去帮你把她带回来。”Ayeshastands up, the preparationleaves. HoweverJiang Chenhas not loosenedherhand, she who will be aboutto leavegivesto pull back.阿伊莎站起身来,准备离开。然而江晨并没有松开她的手,将正准备离开的她给拉了回来。„Whatto be anxious, whichyoursheis atdoes not know how to goto look forher?”
“急什么,你连她在哪都不知道,怎么去把她找回来?”„But......”
“可是……”„Under makesMoscowSpecterpay attention, ifshewerereturns toMoscow, thatdid not needto manageher.”
“让莫斯科的幽灵留意下,如果她是回莫斯科了,那就不用管她了。”Inallpossibilities, thisis the most optimisticpossibility. Ifshedoes not havechapter of Moscow, tenhave8.9hernowalreadyacross the border, went to the UkraineDonetskarea.
在所有可能性中,这是最乐观的可能。如果她没有回莫斯科的话,十有八.九她现在已经穿过边境,前往乌克兰的顿涅茨克地区了。„Mythisgoes.” The Ayeshanodsaid.
“我这就去。”阿伊莎点头道。„Do not fluster, matter. Checks a personforme.”
“别慌,还有件事儿。替我查一个人。”„Who?”
“谁?”„Marina. IfIhave not remembered incorrectly, sheshouldbe the Natasha'smother......”-
“玛莉娜。如果我没记错,她应该是娜塔莎的母亲……”-
( Yesterdaywrote-29Aerial Artillerytimefell a prefix, was16 m, pressed the backspacingkeytime not careful„”did not haveto the lane, was purely the mistake...... the wordsto sayshouldno onereally16 m, whenAerial Artillerycaliber? That was also too big. cough cough, mypot.)( To be continued.) 8
(昨天写-29的机炮的时候掉了个前缀,是16m,按退格键的时候不小心把“”给弄没了,纯属失误……不过话说应该没人真把16m当机炮口径吧?那也太大了。咳咳,我的锅。)(未完待续。)八
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