IHHH :: Volume #13

#1203: Report by song


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The appearance of child makes Dean the contradiction and fission, his always inquisition and death related issue, will actually rarely ponder that anything is the life. 孩子的出现让院长变得矛盾和分裂,他总是探究和死亡有关的问题,却很少会思考什么是生命。 No matter where alone arrives, he is moving toward the death, therefore before Dean, thinks that measured the length of death, can clarify the meaning of life. 一个人不管走到哪里,他都是在走向死亡,所以院长之前认为丈量死亡的长度,就可以弄清楚生命的意义。 The special growth environment makes him a monster, the curse had sneaked in the middle of his each nerve and blood vessel, even if like this he when facing own child, that ugly full was the scar heart beat as before fiercely. 特殊的成长环境让他成为了一个怪物,诅咒已经钻进了他的每一根神经和血管当中,可就算这样他在面对自己的孩子时,那颗丑陋满是疤痕的心依旧剧烈的跳动了起来。 Whenever sees own child, in his mind the association/will presents two sounds. 每当看见自己的孩子,他脑海里总会出现两个声音。 A sound told him, the child was the death donates his gift. 一个声音告诉他,孩子是死亡赠予他的礼物。 Another sound was saying, the child is extension of life. 另一个声音却在说,孩子是生命的延续。 Dean is unable to convince itself, the quarrel sound in his mind is getting bigger and bigger, has seriously affected his camouflage. 院长无法说服自己,他脑海中的争吵声越来越大,已经严重影响到了他的伪装。 Tasted the benefit that puts on human skin, Dean does not want to be treated as the monster, he hidden oneself illness strongly, finally is he becomes even more splits. 尝到了披上人皮的甜头,院长再也不想被人当做怪物,他竭力隐藏自己的病症,结果就是他变得愈发分裂。 He does not have the means to compromise, not only about own child , he no matter ponders anything, in the mind starts to present the opposition the idea. 他没办法进行调和,不仅仅是关于自己的孩子,他不管思考什么,脑海中都开始出现对立的想法。 On for example how , to treat in oneself this issue, a sound told him to go to therapy, acknowledged oneself were a patient, is the monster in others mouth. 就比如在如何治疗自己这个问题上,一个声音告诉他应该接受治疗,承认自己是个病人、是别人口中的怪物。 Another sound is actually instigating the homicide to fall own child, solves the difference from the root. 另一个声音却在怂恿他杀掉自己的孩子,从根源上解决分歧。 The Dean manner is even more strange, he wears the white coat to treat an illness for the pain and desperate person during the daytime, in the evening after going home, he will exchange himself patient clothes to lock in the room, is speaking to the mirror. 院长的行为举止愈发古怪,他白天穿着白大褂为痛苦、绝望的人治病,晚上回家后他会换上病号服把自己锁在屋子里,对着镜子说话。 , His wife discovered gradually exceptionally, but at this time a contradictoriest point appeared. 渐渐地,他的妻子发现了异常,而这时候最矛盾的一点出现了。 In his mind the representative humane voice of told him, now the best processing mode is the family member confesses, acknowledged oneself were sick, treated actively, but like this makes the potential price is to ruin the present family/home. 他脑海里代表人性的声音告诉他,现在最好的处理方式是和家人坦白,承认自己有病,积极进行治疗,而这样做潜在的代价就是毁掉现在的家。 He understood very much own wife, he knows what own wife likes is that elegant bearing, in industry is quite famous, has the doctor of excellent future. Once spoke frankly oneself are sick, that enterprise and family may all ruin. 他很了解自己的妻子,他知道自己妻子喜欢的是那个风度翩翩,在业内极为出名,拥有大好前途的医生。一旦坦言自己有病,那事业、家庭可能全都会毁掉。 Another sound in Dean mind is seducing him unceasingly, making him do not care about these monsters the views, this is the morbid state world, he only needed to hide itself like before. If the human nature makes him feel that puzzled and painful, that disappeared the last human nature to be good. 院长脑海里的另外一个声音则不断诱惑着他,让他不要在意那些怪物的看法,这本就是个病态的世界,他只需要像以前那样隐藏自己。如果人性让他感到困惑和痛苦的话,那就泯灭掉最后一丝人性好了。 To cultivate the behavior, all that now obtains may lose. 想要做人,现在得到的一切都可能会失去。 Continues to make a monster, can be happy and joyful on the contrary. 继续做个怪物,反倒是能拥有幸福和快乐。 Dean has not made the choice, his soul even more opposes, until one day, the seed of curse takes root to germinate, started out a black flower on his heart. 院长没有做选择,他的灵魂愈发对立,直到有一天,诅咒的种子生根发芽,在他的心上开出了一朵黑色的花。 That night he had a dream, dreamed of itself to put on patient clothes to lie on the bed, in front of the mirror of bedroom is also standing who wore the white coat. 那天晚上他做了一个梦,梦见自己穿着病号服躺在床上,卧室的镜子前面还站着一个身穿白大褂的自己。 The same face, one is a patient, one is a doctor. 同样一张脸,一个是病人,一个是医生。 Puts on human nature and reason that patient clothes Dean represents is only saving, that stands Dean before mirror is cursed and swallowed completely maliciously. 穿着病号服院长代表着仅存的人性和理智,那个站在镜子前的院长则完全被诅咒和恶意吞噬。 The good and evil has nothing to do with the strong and weak, in the dream, treats by venomous and doctor of curse on behalf of the humane patient. 善恶与强弱无关,在梦里,代表人性的病人正在被充满恶意和诅咒的医生治疗。 Matter of most tragedy is, with human nature by little cure, the evil intention will occupy Dean body completely. 最悲剧的事情是,随着人性被一点点“治愈”,恶意将完全占据院长身体 Dean unceasing, redundant, is having the same dream. 院长不断的、重复的,做着同一个梦。 The energetic separate is getting more and more serious, slowly, his soul also tore in half. 精神的割裂越来越严重,慢慢的,他的灵魂也被撕成了两半。 Dean starts to divide the unclear dream and reality, he does not know own present lies on the bed in reality, lies on the bed in dreamland, he can always notice that in any case that wears the white coat, to fill with malicious. 院长开始分不清楚梦和现实,他不知道自己现在是躺在现实中的床上,还是躺在梦境里的床上,反正他总是能看到那个身穿白大褂、满怀恶意的自己。 Gradually, he starts to suspect, in the reality also had/left? 逐渐的,他开始怀疑,现实中是不是也多出了一个自己? From the thought that realized that the soul and body, Dean discovered oneself split two people probably. 从思维、意识到灵魂和身体,院长发现自己好像分裂成了两个人。 These two people are he, but actually completely opposes. 这两个人都是他,但却完全对立。 One is wicked, one is good ; Commits the monstrous crime, innermost feelings guilty unceasingly in self- penalty ; Fills thinks desperately oneself are the god in this morbid state world, 一个是恶,一个是善;一个犯下滔天大罪,一个内心愧疚不断在自我惩罚;一个充满绝望认为自己才是这病态世界的神, A hope wants to be the ordinary person happily. Will be imprisoning on behalf of humane patient clothes Dean on behalf of curse white coat Dean in the nightmare, he has not eliminated oneself human nature, but strips it completely. 一个渴望幸福想要做平平凡凡的人。代表着诅咒的白大褂院长将代表人性的病号服院长囚禁在了噩梦里,他没有消灭自己的人性,而是将其完全剥离。 Only is left over the negativity and malicious white coat Dean, turned thoroughly monster that is throwing over human skin. 只剩下负面情绪和恶意的白大褂院长,彻底变成了披着人皮的怪物。 The evil thought in body is also unrestricted, the flower of curse bloomed in the heart, scatters the black fog. 身体里的恶念再也不受约束,诅咒的花在心底绽放,飘散出了黑色的雾。 White coat Dean does not know that black fog is representing anything, he also the first time was saw that to fill desperate and black fog of death in the world. 白大褂院长并不知道那黑雾代表着什么,他也是第一次在人间看到那充满绝望和死亡的黑雾。 Without the humane fetter, white coat Dean usually in manner absolutely did not have the flaw, he is a devil that camouflages the adult. 没有人性的束缚,白大褂院长平日里的行为举止完全没有了破绽,他是一个伪装成人的恶魔。 He is constitutes by the evil intention and curse obviously, will actually build the human nature and sane incarnation. 他明明是由恶意和诅咒构成,却将自己打造成了人性和理智的化身。 The patient of understanding the true situation thought that he is the kind medicine, the colleague thought that he is good to lead, the wife thought that he is the perfect husband. 不明真相的病人觉得他是仁医,同事觉得他是好领导,妻子觉得他是完美的丈夫。 White coat Dean only will then unload the camouflage before the newly-born child, the emergence of life causes the basic reason that Dean splits, white coat Dean that is constituted by the curse also filled to the child completely curiously. 白大褂院长只有在自己刚出生的孩子面前会卸下伪装,生命的出现是导致院长分裂的根本原因,完全由诅咒构成的白大褂院长也对孩子充满了好奇。 He starts to treat „” oneself child and experiment, his biological son becomes his first patient in the true sense. 他开始对自己的孩子进行“治疗”和“试验”,他的亲生儿子成为了他第一个真正意义上的病人。 In the unceasing attempt, Dean discovered existence of black fog, this black fog is born in the nightmare deep place, scatters through the will of the people, its essence is the person most is not willing the memory that goes to face, by forgotten painful and desperate constitution. 在不断的尝试中,院长发现了黑雾的存在,这黑雾在噩梦深处诞生,通过人心飘散,它的本质是人最不愿意去面对的记忆,由被遗忘的痛苦和绝望构成。 The discovery of black fog makes white coat Dean be wild with joy, he felt that oneself touched the real world. 黑雾的发现让白大褂院长欣喜若狂,他感觉自己触摸到了真实的世界。 He thinks that this is the curse the unique ability, only then he can see the black fog, and becomes the bridge of black fog. 他本以为这是诅咒之种的独有能力,只有他可以看见黑雾,并且成为黑雾的桥梁。 But in the follow-up experiment, he puts in the black fog own child, ignorant such as the life of white paper becomes the fierce distortion under the black fog attack, that newborn heart was also laid down the seed of curse, starts to scatter the black fog unceasingly. 但在后续的试验里,他将自己的孩子放入黑雾,懵懂如白纸的生命在黑雾侵袭下变得狰狞扭曲,那颗初生的心也被埋下了诅咒的种子,也开始不断飘散出黑雾。 At this time Dean realized slowly, the heart of everyone more or less had existence of black fog, so long as the method were appropriate, everyone can become the bridge of black fog. 这个时候院长才慢慢意识到,每个人的心底或多或少都有黑雾的存在,只要方法得当,所有人都能成为黑雾的桥梁。 White coat Dean starts to collect the black fog in secret, he is enjoying the dissemination misfortune and desperate process, experiences is treated as the joy of Savior. 白大褂院长开始在暗中收集黑雾,他享受着散播厄运和绝望的过程,体验着被人当做救世主的快乐。 Causes the painful person is he, alleviates the pain he, the patient escorts to the dead end finally as before is he. 引起痛苦的人是他,缓解痛苦的还是他,把病人最后送往绝路的依旧是他。 Such life continued to be very long, grew up until his child slowly, turned into an abnormal monster. 这样的生活持续了很久,直到他的孩子慢慢长大,变成了一个畸形的怪物。 Did not understand that the child in hidden almost exposes the Dean secret, to continue to hide in the hidden place, Dean massacred own child personally, before killing child, he sent in son's consciousness the heart black fog. 不懂得隐藏的孩子差点暴露院长的秘密,为了继续躲在暗处,院长亲手杀掉了自己的孩子,不过在杀死孩子之前,他将自己儿子的意识送入了心底的黑雾里。 What appearance has he been curious the black fog the source is? 他一直好奇黑雾的源头是什么样子? Using the monster that oneself train, Dean in the nightmare deep place saw one black fog seas. 利用自己培养出的怪物,院长在噩梦深处看到了一片黑色的雾海。 World all desperate gatherings in one, their forgot, will actually never vanish. 世间所有的绝望汇聚在了一起,它们被人们遗忘,却永远不会消失。 The fog into the sea|nautical mile full is the monster that in the nightmare can present, in addition, people of losing. 雾海里满是噩梦中才会出现的怪物,除此之外,还有一个个迷失的人。 Dean is interested in this world more and more, he thought that oneself is born here, oneself are desperate. 院长对这片世界越来越感兴趣,他觉得自己就诞生在这里,自己就是绝望。 He no longer satisfies using child's will enters the fog sea, starts to attempt to use the different patients, enters the fog sea through the bridge of their heart. 他不再满足于用孩子的意志进入雾海,开始尝试利用不同的病人,通过他们心底的桥梁进入雾海。 Crossed probably for a year, he ran into a patient from Hanjiang. 大概过了一年时间,他遇到了一位来自含江的病人。 This named Chen Xiao young people, because saves others by the car(riage) is damaged, falls into the heavy stupor. 这位叫做陈宵的年轻人因为救人被车撞伤,陷入重度昏迷。 Is been surnamed Luo by the man who Chen Xiao saves, in the family/home is to do business, to rescue Chen Xiao, he spent the large sum of money to invite many doctors, but among these doctors had Dean. 陈宵所救的男人姓罗,家里是做生意的,为了救陈宵,他花费重金请来了很多医生,而那些医生当中就有院长 White coat Dean wanted to enter that black fog through the heart of Chen Xiao, but after he succeeded, he actually very surprised discovery, that patient stands in black fog world the edge. 白大褂院长想要通过陈宵的心进入了那片黑雾,可当他成功之后,他却非常惊讶的发现,那位病人站在黑雾世界的边缘。 His one side is the strong desperate black fog, another side is actually one with the city that the flesh builds. 他的一侧是浓重绝望的黑雾,另一侧却是一座用血肉堆砌出来的城。 If the black fog is the pure despair and pain, that blood city is in the black fog world only, cannot call it the hope of hope. 如果说黑雾是纯粹的绝望和痛苦,那血城就是黑雾世界里仅有的,不能被称之为希望的希望。 When a desperate memory forgot, the despair and pain of change into the black fog, the remaining that faint trace long for and struggle , then integrates the blood city. 当一段绝望的记忆被遗忘,其中的绝望和痛苦化为黑雾,剩下的那一丝丝渴望和挣扎则融入血城。 In the black fog fills the fierce fearful monster, in the blood city full is the cut and bruised person. 黑雾里充满狰狞可怕的怪物,血城中满是遍体鳞伤的人。 Dean thought that this patient is very special, the body hides certainly has some secret. 院长觉得这个病人很特别,身上一定隐藏有某种秘密。 He found Chen Xiao, after making all sorts of attempts, he discovered, only then own consciousness can leave smoothly, is unable to carry off Chen Xiao. 他找到了陈宵,在做了种种尝试之后,他发现只有自己的意识可以顺利离开,无法将陈宵带走。 Pondered is very long, white coat Dean thought that perhaps the reason appears on patient clothes Dean. 思考了很久,白大褂院长觉得原因或许是出现在病号服院长身上。 He is first person who splits the opposition consciousness, white coat Dean enters the edge in blood city, but patient clothes Dean was also imprisoned in other place, between both has the relation of cutting off. 他是第一个分裂出对立意识的人,白大褂院长进入血城的边缘,但是病号服院长还被囚禁在另外的地方,两者之间有斩不断的联系。 White coat Dean told Chen Xiao own therapeutic schedule, to split the consciousness of opposition, Chen Xiao the black fog endured the average man suffering that in the blood city and is inconceivable. 白大褂院长将自己的治疗方案告诉了陈宵,为了分裂出对立的意识,陈宵在血城和黑雾之中忍受了常人难以想象的折磨。 Finally this young patient consciousness the separation, retained humane side to be called Chen Xiao , was flooded the negativity side to name for oneself by the blood city fetter is Chen Xiāo. 最终这个年轻病人意识分离,保留了人性的一面叫做陈宵,受血城束缚、充斥负面情绪的一面为自己取名为陈枭 In the instance of consciousness separation, white coat Dean took away the blood city Chen Xiao, is unable to be controlled, cruel tyrannical Chen Xiāo to stay in the middle of the blood city. 在意识分离的瞬间,白大褂院长陈宵带离了血城,无法被掌控、残忍暴虐的陈枭则被留在了血城当中。 After returning to the reality, Dean had the enormous interest in Chen Xiao, why he was very curious the Chen Xiao heart to connect the edge in blood city. 回到现实之后,院长陈宵产生了极大的兴趣,他很好奇为什么陈宵的心底连通了血城的边缘。 He is observing in secret, records all, no one knows that he is throwing over the human skin devil. 他在暗中观察,记录着一切,没有人知道他是披着人皮的恶魔。 Several years later, the Chen Xiao child was born. 几年之后,陈宵的孩子出生了。 This child has a pupil of pair of blood red, he as if can completely understand the will of the people, saw thing that many adult cannot see. 这孩子拥有一双血红色的瞳孔,他仿佛能够看透人心,看到很多大人看不到的东西。 Other child likes crying, he is actually smiling, in as if this world nothing can let his sad matter. 别的孩子喜欢哭,他却总是在笑,仿佛这世界上没有什么能让他难过的事情。 Why Chen Xiao knows own child such difference, to flee from the blood city he paid too many prices, includes by the innumerable negativities is attacked body, experiences the world radically not unimaginable despair. 陈宵知道自己的孩子为什么会如此的不同,为了逃离血城他付出了太多的代价,其中就包括被无数负面情绪冲击身体,体验人间根本无法想象的绝望。 The newborn who looks at the bosom, visits him to bring the pure smile face, Chen Xiao to take a Name Chen Ge that to own child has the special meaning. 看着怀里的新生儿,看着他带着纯真笑容的脸,陈宵给自己的孩子取了一个拥有特殊含义的名字-陈歌 The world kisses me by the pain, my actually report by the song. 世界以痛吻我,我却报之以歌。 With the growth of age, Chen Ge showed more and more unusualities, he will enter the black fog when the sleep the world, the dream awoke returns to the reality. 随着年龄的增长,陈歌展现出了越来越多的异常,他会在睡梦中进入黑雾的世界,梦醒时回归现实。 He saw all kinds of people, saw all sorts of strange and unusual ghost. 他看到了各种各样的人,见到了千奇百怪的鬼。 Does not know that because of bloodlines, is father's reason, Chen Ge consciousness even has not separated, can still go through the black fog, the blood city and reality freely, but all these looked by Dean in the eye. 不知是因为血脉,还是父亲的原因,陈歌就算意识没有分离,也可以自由穿行黑雾、血城和现实,而这一切都被院长看在眼中。 White coat Dean has a special medical record file, he listed as Patient No. 1 Chen Ge, Chen Xiāo in blood city listed as Patient No. 2, Chen Xiao in reality was Patient No. 3. 白大褂院长有一份特殊的病历档案,他将陈歌列为了一号病人,血城中的陈枭列为二号病人,现实中的陈宵则是三号病人 Threw over human skin to hide for dozens years is not discovered as before, the Dean ambition even more inflated, he wanted to permanently cure this morbid state the world. 披着人皮隐藏了几十年依旧没有被发现,院长的野心愈发膨胀,他想要根治这个病态的世界。 He starts to carry the Chen Ge’s parents to contact Chen Ge, he wants to use the Chen Ge’s ability, the forgotten despair and pain brings back to the world these. 他开始背着陈歌的父母接触陈歌,他想要利用陈歌的能力,把那些被人们遗忘的绝望和痛苦重新带回人间。 As the type of curse, he believes that the black fog world is the real world, but the reality is concealing of morbid state. 作为诅咒之种,他坚信黑雾世界才是真实的世界,而现实不过是病态的掩饰。 Dean is close to Chen Ge cautiously, he experience that uses for dozens years to gain, helping Chen Ge shove open door in the blood city. 院长小心翼翼接近陈歌,他用几十年积累下来的经验,帮助陈歌在血城之中推开了一扇门 That door is connecting the blood city and reality, although only had very short time to vanish does not see, but made Dean see the hope. He frequently contacts Chen Ge in the blood city and black fog world, finally aroused the Chen Xiao vigilance. 扇门连接着血城和现实,虽然只存在了很短的时间就消失不见,但却让院长看到了希望。他频繁在血城和黑雾世界接触陈歌,最终引起了陈宵的警觉。 However to complete own plan, Dean does not care about these, he had a crazy idea, his wish makes Chen Ge’s consciousness to split to be friendly and wicked. 不过为了完成自己的计划,院长根本不在意这些,他产生了一个疯狂的想法,他想要让陈歌的意识分裂出善和恶。 Leaves Chen Xiao good, he must carry off wickedly. 把善留给陈宵,他要将恶带走。 In order to have consciousness of opposition, he suffers Chen Ge in the world of black fog crazily, but is unable to succeed, finally was also chased down by Chen Xiāo. 为了产生对立的意识,他疯狂在黑雾的世界折磨陈歌,但就是无法成功,最后还被陈枭一路追杀。 Has exposed shortly, he brings the monster that are training to arrive at Hanjiang simply personally, abducted Chen Ge. 眼看已经暴露,他干脆亲自带着自己培养出的怪物来到含江,掳走了陈歌 Dean stops at nothing, he draws out the Chen Ge’s will, kills Chen Ge time and time again, even if this is unable to succeed as before. 院长无所不用其极,他引出陈歌的意志,一次又一次将陈歌杀死,可就算这样依旧无法成功。 No matter he makes anything to the Chen Ge’s will, is unable to tear, or kills the Chen Ge’s will, when Sun raises, the Chen Ge’s will must return again. 不管他对陈歌的意志做什么,就是无法撕裂、或者杀死陈歌的意志,当太阳升起的时候,陈歌的意志必会再次回归。 The Chen Ge’s will is unable to separate, Dean has seperately to try to find the solution, his itself/Ben is the top player who plays with the will of the people, in addition in the black fog explored for dozens years, he understand that place compared with anybody. 陈歌的意志无法分离,院长只好另外想办法,他本就是玩弄人心的顶尖高手,再加上在黑雾中探索了几十年的时间,他要比任何人都了解那个地方。 The careful layout, Dean inspires the black fog, erupts the terrifying the black tide. 精心布局,院长引动黑雾,爆发出恐怖的黑潮。 The memory in order to rescue in the hemorrhaging city these cut and bruised, by everyone being forgotten, Chen Ge chose and blood city fuses, he tries to affect the blood city. 为了救下血城里那些遍体鳞伤、被所有人遗忘的记忆,陈歌选择了和血城融合,他试着去影响血城。 The black tide in the past, these forgotten memory has not dissipated, the Chen Ge’s will is actually not able to leave the blood city again. 黑潮过去,那些被遗忘的记忆没有消散,陈歌的意志却再也无法离开血城了。 Dean stole away some Chen Ge’s flesh and organs, the remainders carried off by Chen Xiāo...... 院长偷走了陈歌的部分血肉和器官,剩余部分则被陈枭带走…… Cursed in the middle of the hospital, all over the sky memory was thorough in this moment, the Dean past started to dissipate. 诅咒医院当中,满天的记忆在这一刻彻底破碎,院长的过去开始消散。 That grasps the blood-color key, having the startled day to kill the bloodstained clothing man in intent, is staring at Dean in black fog stubbornly. 那个手持血色钥匙,带着惊天杀意的血衣男人,死死盯着黑雾中的院长 He goes all out to prick the shrine the key, sends out the odor black blood to flow out from the shrine unceasingly. 他拼命将钥匙刺入神龛内部,散发着恶臭的黑血不断从神龛里面流出。
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