The city southhouse, bent/tuneJingstayedto at nightfallsomewherealone.
城南某处住宅,曲婧独自呆到了入夜。Afterat nightfall, sheeachis then anticipating the arrival of Lin Yi, at heartalsorepeatedlyexcuseafterdrilling.
自入夜之后,她便每一刻都在期待林毅的到来,心里也一遍又一遍地在演练之后的说辞。Firstapologizedmust, then......
首先道歉是必须的,然后……bent/tuneJingsomewhathesitatesfor a while, does not know that shouldsimplyandLin Yilays cards on the tableto consider as finished, the matter that both sidesare well aware, plays the fool is also no interesting.
曲婧一时有些犹豫,不知道该不该干脆地和林毅摊牌算了,双方都心知肚明的事情,装傻也没什么意思。
The trueswordsman, shouldfacingall, howbe ablebravely, becauseashamedthenstands still?
真正的剑客,应该勇敢面对一切,怎么能因为羞耻便停步不前呢?
......
只是……Exposedthatfig leaf, how should the followingtwopeoplebe together?
揭破了那一层遮羞布,接下来两个人该怎么相处?bent/tuneJingthoughtsare somewhat chaotic, by the present, herreasonis tellingher, separateswithLin Yithoroughlyis the bestchoice, but the presentissheis unfair toLin Yi, mustsay goodbyewellis right.
曲婧心思有些乱,到现在,她的理智还是在告诉她,和林毅彻底分开才是最好的选择,但现在是她对不起林毅,总得好好道个别才对。Lin Yiwill not acceptprobably, can shereallymakehimsadagain and again?
只是,林毅大概不会接受,她真能一而再再而三地让他伤心不成?At heartindulging in flights of fancy, the timewas also passingslowly, whatsurprisingbent/tuneJingis, Lin Yihas not comeunexpectedly.
心里胡思乱想着,时间也慢慢过去了,让曲婧意外的是,林毅竟然没有过来。Then, bent/tuneJingwas somewhat swayed by personal gains and losses, Lin Yiwasliveshimair/Qiis not willingto comeagain, whatmetto trouble?
这下,曲婧不由有些患得患失了,林毅是生他气了不肯再过来,还是遇到了什么麻烦?As soon aswaited till7 to 9 p.mend, has not seen the Lin Yisigns, bent/tuneJingcannot tarryfinally.
一等就等到了戌时末,还未见林毅踪迹,曲婧终于呆不住了。In the heartthenconsiderssecretly, goes outto seekhim!
心中便暗自思量,还是出门去寻他吧!No matterLin Yidoes not wantto seeher, is the accidentsentiment, shegoesto seek, can always know the result.
不管林毅是不想见她,还是出了什么事情,她出去找寻,总能知道结果。bent/tuneJingwears the rain clothes, puts on the bamboo hat, thenmustgo out.
曲婧穿上蓑衣,戴上斗笠,便要出门。Linebefore the gate, meetsLin Yiexactlyin a hurry.
行至门前,恰好遇上林毅匆匆而来。At this time, bent/tuneJinghas actually put behindshetrainedmanyprologues, blurted out that interrogated: „How do youcome?”
这时候,曲婧却已忘却了自己演练了许多遍的开场白,脱口而出质问道:“你怎么才来?”Lin Yialsoshows a faint smile, said: „Had a minor matter, makingyouwait for a long time.”林毅也只是微微一笑,道:“发生了一点小事,让你久等了。”„Ihad not interrogated that yourmeaning...... alsohas, beforehandmatter, sorry.”
“我没有质问你的意思……还有,之前的事情,抱歉。”bent/tuneJingthese words saying coyly, the non-nature, is notsheimaginescompletelylike thatunflustered.
曲婧的这番话说得扭扭捏捏,很不自然,完全不是她想象中那般从容不迫。In front ofLin Yi, shebyheartdemon, was saidseem like the heartfluctuationis anxious, said that ordinarywordsappeareddifficult.
在林毅面前,她倒像是遭了心魔似的,道心波动不安,就连普通说句话都显得困难了许多。Lin Yiknows that ownrepertoirewasto letbent/tuneJinguncomfortableprobablyfor a long time, saying goodbyeherdisturbedlywithoneself was also explained that wasapologizes, inhisheartsuddenlyalsosomeapologies.林毅知道自己的套路大概是让曲婧难受了许久,再见她这么忐忑地跟自己又是解释又是道歉的,他心中忽然也有些歉意。Masterreallylovable, his repertoiresuchgoodmaster, trulysomewhatis unexpectedly excessive.
师父是真的可爱,他居然套路这样好的一个师父,确实有些过分。Because the opposite partyattractively, is gentle, oneselfhad the relationswithher, thenregards asownwomanher, uses the benevolence of opposite party, achievesowngoal.
就因为对方长得好看,性格温柔,自己又和她发生了关系,便将她视为自己的女人,利用对方的善心,来达成自己的目的。Thisbehavior, does not violate the law, buttomorallevel, trulylow grade.
这种行为,不犯法,但对道德层面上而言,确实洛了下乘。Actually, falls in love with a person, not necessarilymustgoto achieveowngoalwiththisrepertoirefast, ifreallyhas a mind, shouldalsobe ableto move the opposite party.
其实,爱上一个人,也未必非要用这种套路去快速地达成自己的目的,如果真的有心,应该也能感动对方。At this moment, the Lin Yistate of mindis different.
这一刻,林毅的心境又有所不同。No wonder the Saintcriticism/human language, mydayreflected on one's behavior repeatedly, becauseoftenengaged in introspection, canunderstandownmistake.
难怪圣人言,吾日三省吾身,正是因为时常反省,才能明白自己的过错。
The peoplemake mistakesare the habits, knowscanchangemistakenly, goodgreatest.
人犯错是常态,知错能改,善莫大焉。„Actuallyyouwere needlessto saywere sorry, the beforehandmatterwas only the misunderstanding.”
“其实你也不用说抱歉,之前的事情只是误会而已。”„ButIthrow down and break the jade pendant that youdelivered.”
“可是我摔碎了你送的玉佩。”„Doesn't matter, Isewed.”
“没关系,我缝好了。”Lin Yipulled outthatgold/metalto inlay the jade the jade pendant, gavebent/tuneJing, put outanotherpiece of smallbrokenjadealone, abovealsohad the heartcharacter.林毅掏出了那块金镶玉的玉佩,递给曲婧,又单独拿出了另外一块小碎玉,上面还有个心字。„ActuallyallfragmentIlooked, originallythis‚heart’characterIdo not wantto returnyou, in that case, youpossiblybecauseguilty, laterwill not rejectmeagain.”
“其实所有的碎块我都找回来了,本来这个‘心’字我是不想还你的,那样的话,你可能就因为愧疚,以后就不会再拒绝我了。”Lin Yidecidestobent/tuneJinghonestly, manysincere, fewrepertoire.林毅决定对曲婧坦诚一点,多一点真诚,少一点套路。„Thisheart, takestoyou, so long as the shatterjade pendanthas a mind to return to original state, likemetoyouraffection, so long asitreal, youcan certainlyfeel.”
“这颗心,还是给你拿着吧,破碎的玉佩只要有心就还是能还原,就像我对你的情意,只要它是真的,你就一定能感受到。”bent/tuneJinglooks that gold/metalinlays the jade, has mixed feelings, is listening to the Lin Yiwordsagain, sheismind/square inchchaos.
曲婧看着那块金镶玉,心情已经非常复杂了,再听着林毅的话,她更是方寸大乱。Lin Yicaresto the ownfirstwomanspecially, bent/tune is Jingcaresto her firstmanspecially?林毅对自己的第一个女人特别在意,曲婧又何尝不是对自己的第一个男人特别在意呢?Butsheworriesis too many, was inferior that Lin Yiis like that free and unrestrained, thisis only thinkingescape, does not dareto face.
但她顾虑太多,不如林毅那般逍遥自在,这才只想着逃避,不敢面对。Butwhoreallycanbe aloofto a talk between lovers of person?
可谁又真能对一个人的情话无动于衷呢?Thinks that Lin Yipicks up the shatterjadepiece, patcheslaboriously, after making up, harborssmallplans, wantsto gainhersympathybythis.
想到林毅捡起破碎玉片,又辛辛苦苦地将之修补好,补好之后怀着点小心机,想以此来博取她的同情。Reallymustdo that actuallydoes not endureherto be guilty.
真要这么做的时候,却又不忍她愧疚。Suchis filled witheyefulisherman, howlettinghernot to change countenance.
这样一个满心满眼都是她的男人,让她怎能不动容。
Her handtakes the jade pendant, anotherhandis pinching the fragment, bothhandsshiverslightly.
她一只手拿着玉佩,另一只手捏着碎片,两只手都微微颤抖。Hasflash that shereallywantsto comply withLin Yi.
有那么一瞬间,她真的想答应了林毅。Butquick, shethought ofoneselfstatus, thinks the Lin Yistatus, shehasto get hold of the jade pendant and brokenjade, the brokenjade of heartcharacterpressesherto be painfulin her hands, actuallyfar inferiorsheache1/10000.
但很快,她想到了自己的身份,也想到了林毅的身份,她只好握紧了玉佩和碎玉,心字的碎玉在她手掌中硌得她生疼,却远不及她内心疼痛的万分之一。Sheis just aboutto say the rejectionwords, Lin Yiheld onherhandsuddenly, breathes out the sound said: „Be careful, has the situation.”
她正要说出拒绝的话,林毅忽然拉住了她的手,嘘声道:“小心,有情况。”Saying, is then drawingbent/tuneJingjin the room.
说着,便拉着曲婧进了屋。bent/tuneJingthenhears the neatsound of footsteps, thisstance, shouldbe the armyis marching.
曲婧这才听到整齐的脚步声,这架势,应该是军队在行军。„Did youprovokethem?”
“你招惹了他们?”bent/tuneJingseesLin Yito hide, knows that thesepeoplepossiblyarelook forLin Yi.
曲婧看到林毅躲藏,就知道那些人可能是来找林毅的。„Is, but the issueis not big, does not needto care, wefirstopened the Shiyuangodtherapy, tonighthandlesonetime, the processsomewhatwas possibly painful, youmustendure.”
“算是,但问题不大,不必在意,我们先开始元神疗伤吧,今晚一次都搞定,过程可能有些痛苦,你得忍着点。”bent/tuneJing: „......”
曲婧:“……”Heractuallyalsomanywords want to say that butlooked that Lin Yihas made a Yuangodto have the hole the stance, shealsohasthesewordspressures at heart , the Yuangodhas the hole, waits for a Lin YiYuangodto pour into.
她其实还有好多话想说,但看林毅已经做出了元神出窍的架势,她也只好将那些话压在了心里,也元神出窍,等待着林毅的元神灌注。HerYuangodhas been much bettercompared withyesterday, butwants a restore, issomewhatdifficult.
她的元神已经比昨天好多了,但想要一次修复,还是有些困难。Lin Yithenthinkspours into the method of rhymetoher, so long asbent/tuneJingcanbecomethird grade, thatYuangodinjuredherto restore, Lin Yidid not needto be worriedoneselfwent to the monstersovereignmystical place, no onegavebent/tuneJingto cultivate/repair the additiongod.林毅便想到了给她灌注道韵的方法,只要曲婧能成为三品,那元神的伤她就可以自行恢复了,林毅也就不用担心自己去了妖皇秘境,没有人给曲婧修补元神。Reallywantssomepeopleto cultivate/repair the additiongodtoher, Lin Yiwill be worried.
真要有人给她修补元神,林毅会更担心。After all a Yuangodcontacts, althoughhas not had the physical bodyrelations, actuallyrelates the physical bodyis more intimate.
毕竟元神接触,虽然没有发生肉体关系,却比肉体关系更加亲近。Absorbs the say/wayrhyme of digestionafterLin Yi, will be more temperate, bybent/tuneJing the injuredYuangod, canenjoyprobably.
经过林毅吸纳消化的道韵,会更加温和,以曲婧受伤的元神,大概也能受用。Ifcannot bear, Lin Yi can also call a haltwhen the time comes, thisissue is actually not big.
若是受不了,林毅到时候也能停手,这倒是问题不大。
The time press, Lin Yithendiverts attentiontwoto use, graspedbent/tuneJing a Yuangodwith the Yuangod, whilediverts attentionto comprehend the swordsmanship.
时间紧迫,林毅便分心二用,一边用元神抱住了曲婧的元神,一边分心领悟剑道。bent/tuneJingfeelsLin Yiwarmhuggingagain, a heartimmersedslowly.
曲婧再次感受到林毅温暖的抱抱,一颗心又慢慢沉浸了进去。Butwasat this time, herheartdemonstartedto suffer a relapse.
但就是这个时候,她的心魔又开始犯病了。„You said that must leavehim, whileimmersesinhisbosom, what are youactually thinking?”
“你一边说要离开他,一边又沉醉于他的怀抱,你到底在想什么?”„Is this swordcultivates? Even the emotionsdo not cut off, butis really funny!”
“这就是剑修吗?连情丝都斩不断,可真好笑呢!”„Listensmy, cultivates the brutalswordsmanship, swordgenealogical book, forgets the one's beloved, so long asforgothim, youcanbecome the strongestswordsman!”
“听我的,修无情剑道吧,剑谱第一句,忘记心上人,只要忘了他,你就可以成为最强剑客!”„Do not listenher, can youreallyspend one's last yearslonely? Does yourbeing cruel enoughletlikeyourmanbeing disappointed? He might handle very dangerousmatter, perhapsthisseestoday, becameparts forever.”
“别听她的,你真的要孤独终老吗?你忍心让这么爱你的男人失望吗?他说不定要去做很危险的事情,没准今天这一见,就成永别了。”bent/tuneJingdiscovered,today the sound of heartdemonhearsunexpectedlyclearly.
曲婧发现,今天心魔的声音居然听得清清楚楚。Theseheartdemonsno longerarechattyspeaktogether, butwasonesaysone, the respectivethoughtwas different, can actually sayhertrue idea.
这些心魔不再是叽叽歪歪一起说话,而是一个说一句,各自念头都不同,却都能说中她内心的真实想法。
The strategies of theseheartdemonsdo not pass, somestandinheranglehelpsherponder, howtellingherto dois right.
这些心魔的策略也都不通,有的是站在她的角度帮她思考似的,告诉她怎么做才是对的。Butsomewill also taunther, letsherangryat the same time, suspects itself, denied itself.
而有些也会嘲讽她,让她愤怒的同时,怀疑自己,否认自己。Lin Yialsodetected when exceptionally, a Yuangodblended, cannotspy on the opposite partymood, but the moodfluctuation of opposite party , if intense, anotherpersoncan certainlyhave a sensation.林毅也察觉到了异常,元神交融之时,并不能窥探到对方情绪,但对方的情绪波动如果过于强烈,另一人当然能有所感知。AlsosomeYuanspiritual bondsmergelet loose the heartto guardon own initiative, each other heartis intimate, thiscalledto have mutual affinity.
也有些元神交融会主动放开心防,彼此心贴心,这就叫心心相印。bent/tuneJingreallydid not havemanyprotectiontoLin Yi, thismadeLin Yihearhersound.
曲婧对林毅还真没多少防备,这才让林毅听到了她心里的声音。Guessed correctly that hersomeare not possibly right, readby the godhastilypasses on the sound said: „Collects the mind, do not indulge in flights of fancy.”
猜到她可能有些不对劲,连忙以神念传音道:“收束心神,不要胡思乱想。”bent/tuneJingimmediatelyshy, is very annoyed.
曲婧顿时大为羞涩,又十分恼火。Theseheartdemons, whendo not cause troublewell, was bent on havingto act unreasonablyatthis time, makingLin Yihearownaspiration, bent/tuneJingshamedis angrywantsto hit the wall.
这些心魔,什么时候闹事不好,偏要在这个时候乱来,让林毅听到了自己的心声,曲婧羞恼得想撞墙。Buthermoodmoreisfluctuatesfiercely, will giveheartdemonmanynutrient, the heartdemonspresentwas happy.
可她情绪越是波动得剧烈,就会给心魔越多的养分,心魔们现在就开心起来了。
„ Onmouthsaiddoes not want, is the bodyveryhonest? Sincelikes, whyto care aboutso manysecularetiquette?
“嘴上说不要,身体却很诚实嘛?既然喜欢,何必在乎那么多世俗礼法呢?
Isn't thatveryfalse?
那不是很虚伪吗?Let aloneyouwill have a dreamevery nightwithhimare happy, but alsoso many...... ”
何况你每天晚上都会做梦与他欢好,还那么多……”bent/tuneJing the mindworld, the swordlight, made into the blackfogbent/tuneJing of wearblackclothestogether.
曲婧的心灵世界,一道剑光,将一个穿着黑色衣服的曲婧打成了黑雾。Herpresentwhole bodysends out the scarycold air, both eyeslooksscarlettoallheartdemons.
她现在浑身散发出骇人的寒气,双目猩红地看向所有的心魔。Hermindworld, a devil's lair, insidehas the innumerableheartdemonunexpectedlyprobably, thisishertheseyearsaccumulates.
她的心灵世界,竟像是一个魔窟,里面有数不清的心魔,这都是她这些年攒下来的。Because the heartdemonhas not eradicated, was born, as a rule, was tossed aboutso manyyearsby the heartdemon, the innermost feelingsshould the demonmeltearly, butbent/tuneJingxinis possessed by a demononly hashalf.
因为心魔没有根除,就会一直诞生,通常来说,被心魔折腾这么多年的,内心早该魔化了,但曲婧心中魔化的只有一半。Shehadsome is not possibleto speakwithLin Yi, in the heartwas shortdepressed, actuallybecause of the Lin Yireason, planted the newheartdemon.
她跟林毅发生了一些不可言说之事后,心中郁结少了许多,却又因为林毅的原因,种下了新的心魔。Oldonebatchsheared, the newbatchgrew, but also was very rampant.
旧的一批割完了,新的一批又长了出来,还很嚣张。Waswhatwordsdaresto sayseriously!
当真是什么话都敢说呢!Thinks that Lin Yipossiblyheardhersound, bent/tuneJingwishes one couldto destroythisworld.
想到林毅可能听到了她心里的声音,曲婧恨不得毁灭这个世界。Alldies!
全都去死吧!At this moment, bent/tuneJingjust like a deicide.
这一刻,曲婧宛如一个杀神。Lin Yistillinthatsensibilityswordsmanship, detected that bent/tuneJing'sswordintent, suddenly feelsmysterious.林毅还在那感悟剑道呢,察觉到曲婧的剑意,顿觉玄妙。Hewantsto beagrees certainly with the say/wayrhyme that bent/tuneJingpours intobent/tuneJing, otherwisebent/tuneJingis the water, hepours into the say/way of rhymefire, thischeats.
他想给曲婧灌注的道韵当然得是契合曲婧的,不然曲婧属水,他灌注火之道韵,这就是坑人。
The sword and water, aremost appropriate.
剑与水,是最合适的。
The say/way of rhymewater, Lin Yibeckons to come, but the say/way of rhymesword, Lin Yialsocomprehend the insufficientdepth.
水之道韵,林毅招手就能来,但剑之道韵,林毅自己领悟得还不够深。Nowresulted inbent/tuneJing the swordintent, the Lin Yialsohearthad a feeling.
现在得了曲婧的剑意,林毅也心有所感。
The swordis the weapon, the weaponis a lethal weapon, tokillto live, tobe disillusionedto save.
剑是兵器,兵器就是凶器,是为杀而生,是为破灭而存。Butsuchkilling, does not obtain enlightenment, uses the sword, whenis correct, the murderis courteous.
但这样的杀,是不得道的,出剑当有道,杀人需有礼。Perseveres the say/way in heart, thenswordintent will never be on the wane.
坚守心中的道,则剑意永不凋零。
After thoughtunderstanding, a Lin YiYuangod the place of showing, thensawmanyswordgas channel/angrily saidrhymes.
念头通达之后,林毅的元神所示之处,便看到了许多剑气道韵。Theserhymesdid not havea moment ago, seems likebecause of his ponder, appearsin the world, was very naturally easyto be absorbedbyhim.
这些道韵刚才还没有,似乎是因为他的一番思考,才出现在天地间,自然就很容易被他吸纳了。Sawthisscene, Lin Yihad a boldideasuddenly.
见此情景,林毅忽然产生了一个大胆的想法。Canthisworlditself/Bennot have a rhyme, the person of ponderwere many, became a rhyme?
会不会这个世界本没有道韵,思考的人多了,也就成了道韵?7017 k
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