leaf Rongyao takes the letter/believes, the mood becomes very heavy, living time, oneself have not treasured well, died, oneself take this letter/believes, does not have the ground submergence to be heavy at heart. 叶荣耀拿着信,心情变得非常沉重,活着的时候,自己没有好好珍惜,死了,自己拿着这份信,心里无地沉重。 Even, leaf glory some do not dare to open this letter/believes! 甚至,叶荣耀有些不敢打开这份信！ Or the leaf glory somewhat withstands insufficient this to the depth to the pure love! 或者说,叶荣耀有些承受不足这份至深至纯的爱！ willow Qingqing sees leaf glory contradiction at heart, sighs, puts out a hand to grip the leaf glory hand, encourages saying that to him „opens!” 柳箐箐看出叶荣耀心里的矛盾,叹了一口气,伸手握住叶荣耀的手,鼓励地对他说道“打开吧！” leaf Rongyao looked up willow Qingqing, nods. 叶荣耀抬头看了一眼柳箐箐,点点头。 Both hands some shiver open the envelope, what seeing is that familiar delicate typeface. 双手有些颤抖地打开信封,入目的是那熟悉的清秀的字体。 To man leaf glory that I most love. 至我最爱的男人叶荣耀。 Late at night takes pen in hand, writing to the man who my for a lifetime is deep the love. 深夜提笔,写给我这一辈子深爱的男人。 Also is a long night, is a little cool, the heart sinks very much, thinks that this time you should sleep, is hugging willow Qingqing, is his her woman. 又是一个漫漫长夜,有点凉,心很沉,想想此时的你应该在睡觉了吧,是搂着柳箐箐,还是其她的女人。 Perhaps these are unimportant! 或许这些都已经不重要了！ When because you see my many year of writing letter/believes, I have left this world, moves into another world lonely. 因为当你看到我这封很多年写好的信的时候,我已经离开这个世界,孤独地走向另一个世界。 Is the heaven, is the hell, to me, is unimportant. 是天堂,还是地狱,对我来说,并不重要。 We always in most do not understand the love the age, meets the most beautiful love. 我们总在最不懂爱情的年代,遇见最美好的爱情。 I do not have to think you very much, is only when listening to music, was struck by some lyrics, the brain presents the short blank. 我没有很想你,只是在听歌时,被某句歌词击,脑出现短暂的空白。 I do not have to think you very much, but wants to have a look at your appearance, hearing your sound I not to think you very much, when wakes up each time, first thinks of you...... 我没有很想你,只是想看看你的样子,听听你的声音我又没有很想你,只是每次醒来时,第一个想到你…… Actually entire world happiest fairy tale, but yes, passed the daily necessities with you together the years. 其实全世界最幸福的童话,不过是,与你一起度过柴米油盐的岁月。 What a pity destiny to me always that unfair, making me leave reluctantly, I am you, but you are not me. 可惜命运对我总是那么地不公,让我无奈地离开,我属于你,可你却不属于我。 I burst into tears in the night for you quietly, gets drunk in the night for you alone, walks alone in the street for you, sang in the night for you sadly! 我为你在深夜悄悄流泪,为你在深夜独自喝醉,为你在街头踽踽独行,为你在深夜伤心歌唱！ You once gave my smile, making me deeply be infatuated with, if not the sentiment has alone heart, why bother I can like this be sad? 你曾给我的笑容,让我深深迷恋,如果不是情有独衷,我何苦要如此这样伤心？ Is I one-sided wishes, but to me, you are my 1/2, I search the whereabouts that loves alone, my eyes are murky, was still actually passionately devoted about you! 都是我一厢情愿,但对于我来说,你是我的二分之一,我独自寻觅爱的行踪,我的双眼昏昏沉沉,对你却仍是一往情深！ You not brokenhearted, how to know my sadness ; You have not gotten drunk, how to see my tears ; You will not understand that a pain of love person, does think a sorrow and other of person the misery of person? 你不曾心碎,怎会知道我的伤悲;你不曾喝醉,怎会看到我的眼泪;你不会懂得爱一个人的痛苦,想一个人的悲哀和等一个人的凄凉？ Do you understand? 你懂吗？ Sad time I look at the starry sky alone, for a long time is silent ; Lonely time, your form appears in my at present! 悲伤的时候我独望星空,许久沉默;寂寞的时候,你的身影浮现在我的眼前！ Cigarette, one glass of liquor, a joke, a good dream! 一支烟,一杯酒,一个玩笑,一个好梦！ My life is simple! I want to tell you, if in one minute, I will leave this world! Then I only want to do a matter before then, close to you, facing you, told you, I, really loved you! 我的生活简单从容！我想要告诉你如果再过一分钟,我将会离开这个世界！那么在这之前我只想做一件事,是靠近你,面对你,告诉你,我,真的爱你！ Once I was a willful child, willful thinks that you were only me, I was only you. 曾经我是一个任性的孩子,任性的以为你只属于我,我只属于你。 The place that if the heart has not perched, is roaming about to where. 心若没有栖息的地方,到哪里都是在流浪。 Regarding a lonely soul, the most important thing is, has a home to return to of soul. 对于一个孤独的灵魂来说,最重要的是,是有一个灵魂的归宿。 Roamed about so many years, I was tired, was really tired! 流浪了那么多年,我累了,真的累了！ Can you give me this soul the home to return to? 你能给我这个灵魂的归宿吗？ Deeply loves your woman leaf Shuting. 深爱你的女人叶舒婷。 ...... …… Reads this letter/believes, the leaf glorious corner of the eye was moist. 看完这份信,叶荣耀眼角不由地湿润了。 leaf Rongyao could not have remembered how long oneself had not burst into tears, but cannot bear the tears in eye socket now. 叶荣耀已经记不得自己有多久没有流泪了,可现在却怎么也忍不住眼眶里的泪水。 If this world, the most poignant matter, is when regret, does not have the opportunity to make you regret! 如果这世界,最让人痛苦的事情,是当自己后悔的时候,已经没有机会让你后悔了！ „To cry, cries!” “想哭,哭吧！” willow Qingqing hands over a paper goods, comforts to say gently. 柳箐箐递过来一张纸巾,温柔地安慰道。 Do not say own husband, is hears this sad news, especially is at heart uncomfortable. 不要说自己老公了,是自己听到这个噩耗,心里也特难受。 The leaf glory received the paper goods, wiped the tears of corner of the eye, somewhat said that awkwardly „sand flew in the eye a moment ago.” 叶荣耀接过纸巾,擦了擦眼角的泪水,有些尴尬地说道“刚才有沙子飞到眼睛里了。” No matter what, the leaf glory does not think that the mood affects own women. 不管怎么样,叶荣耀都不想自己情绪影响自己的女人们。 Looks up Linda they, said very much earnestly „you are Shu Ting's adopted son and daughter, later is also my leaf glory adopted son and daughter.” 抬头看着琳达他们,很认真地说道“你们是舒婷的干儿子和干女儿,以后也是我叶荣耀的干儿子和干女儿。” „Snort, who cherishes to be your daughter!” “哼,谁稀罕做你的干女儿！” Linda cold snort/hum said. 琳达冷哼地说道。 Own godmother is how pretty, intelligent and virtuous woman, may be harmed lonely by this brutal man for a lifetime, Linda wishes one could to choke to death him, how to possibly recognize is very the father! 自己干妈是多么漂亮、聪慧、贤惠的女人啊,可被这个无情的男人害得孤独一辈子,琳达恨不得掐死他,怎么可能会认贼为父呢！ Although before godmother just before the end, hopes oneself can recognize the ancestor to sum up with the big brother here, but Linda felt oneself cannot achieve. 虽然干妈临终前,是那么希望自己跟大哥能在这里认祖归根,但琳达觉得自己做不到。 Especially must recognize this to harm the godmother heartless court attendant of a lifetime to be the adoptive father! 尤其是要认这个害了干妈一辈子的负心郎做干爹！ „Hey, how you spoke.” “喂,你怎么说话的。” Sees Linda to get angry the resentment leaf glory, the willow tree is not dry immediately. 见琳达怒怼叶荣耀,柳兮兮顿时不干了。 These two anything status, oneself brother-in-law is willing to recognize them to be the adopted son and daughter, is lucky reason that their several lifetime cultivate/repair, dares to hmph hmph to the brother-in-law unexpectedly like this, simply being concerned about face. 这两人什么身份啊,自己姐夫愿意认他们做干儿子、干女儿,是他们几辈子修得的福缘,竟然还敢这样对姐夫哼哼,简直是给脸不要脸。 „, Do not speak!” “兮兮,你不要说话！” willow Qingqing stared a younger sister willow tree to say. 柳箐箐瞪了一眼妹妹柳兮兮说道。 Now the husband, she is not wanting the hot oil sadly. 现在老公心情不好着呢,她不要火浇油。 „Ok, are you willing to think that is the adoptive fathers is not unimportant, now where Shu Ting is she at?” “算了,你愿不愿意认为做干爹都不重要,舒婷她现在在哪？” The leaf glory is enduring the sadness of heart, looks that leaf Changwang asked. 叶荣耀忍着心的悲伤,看着叶长望问道。 In any event, the leaf glory is to say goodbye one side leaf Shuting now. 无论如何,叶荣耀现在是想要再见叶舒婷一面。 „My godmother has cremated, before godmother just before the end, has said that she died, the horse cremates, she does not think that you see she old ugly appearance, she hopes that in you, she forever is most youth, the most beautiful appearance.” “我干妈已经火化了,干妈临终前说过,她死了,马火化掉,她不想你看到她老丑的样子,她希望在你心里,她永远是最青春、最美丽的样子。” leaf Changwang looks that the leaf glory said sadly. 叶长望看着叶荣耀悲伤地说道。 At present this man what virtue what can, deeply be loved him by own godmother this. 眼前这个男人何德何能,让自己干妈这样深爱着他。 Has a look at his so many women, leaf Chang to look really feels unworthy for own godmother. 看看他身边这么多女人,叶长望真的为自己干妈感到不值。 But are these also useful? 可这些又有什么用呢？ Own godmother this whole life recognized this man, even if died, but also never forgot this man. 自己干妈这辈子认准了这个男人,哪怕死了,还念念不忘这个男人。 „Why this is, why is also!” “她这又是何必呢,又是何必呢！” leaf Rongyao rebukes oneself to say. 叶荣耀自责地说道。 Was disappointed leaf Shuting, was killed her! 是自己辜负了叶舒婷,是自己害死了她！ leaf Rongyao grieved fierce. 叶荣耀心痛的厉害。 If...... if...... 如果……如果…… leaf Rongyao remembered that quickly by „lazy person system that” oneself forget. 叶荣耀想起了那个快被自己遗忘掉的“懒人系统”。 „Attractive, you...... do you have the means to save flap Shu Ting?” “倩儿,你……你有没有办法救活叶舒婷？” leaf Rongyao in asked to „attractive” disturbedly at heart. 叶荣耀忐忑地在心里对“倩儿”问道。 „Cannot! The people die cannot come back to life, this is the rule of this world, attractive is helpless, the master, actually should not be sad, the death was not the end of life, but......” “不能！人死不能复生,这是这个世界的规则,恕倩儿无能为力,主人,其实你不要过于伤心,死亡并不是生命的终结,只不过……” Said here, attractive stopped, has not continued. 说道这里,倩儿停顿了,没有继续说下去了。 „Just what?” “只不过什么了？” leaf Rongyao is worrying to ask at heart. 叶荣耀在心里着急地问道。 „Was unspeakable, to be unspeakable! The masters do not ask, I cannot say, could not say!” “不可说,不可说！主人你也不要问了,我不能说,也说不得！” Attractive shakes the head to say. 倩儿摇摇头说道。 Then, the entire form dissipates in the mind of leaf glory, how regardless of the leaf glory summoned, she is not appearing. 说完,整个身影在叶荣耀的脑海里消散,无论叶荣耀怎么呼唤,她都不在出现。 Sees how regardless of shouted, this attractive does not come out, the leaf glory consciousness from the mind reluctantly comes out. 见无论自己怎么喊,这倩儿都不出来,叶荣耀无奈地意识从脑海里出来。