„It‘s nothing?” “没什么？” leaf Shuting shakes the head to say. 叶舒婷摇摇头说道。 „Husband, you accompanies Tingting to go out for a walk!” “老公,你陪婷婷出去走走吧！” willow Qingqing said. 柳箐箐说道。 leaf Rongyao had doubts looked at willow Qingqing, nods saying: „Good!” 叶荣耀疑惑地看了一眼柳箐箐,点点头说道:“好！” Now leaf glory very curious willow Qingqing and leaf Shuting said in the study room anything, made Shu Ting eyes cry unexpectedly red. 现在叶荣耀很好奇柳箐箐和叶舒婷在书房里到底说了些什么啊,竟然让叶舒婷眼睛都哭红了。 ...... …… The leaf glory and leaf Shuting stroll on the yuhua stone track in lakeside. 叶荣耀和叶舒婷漫步在湖边的雨花石小道上。 Spoke the honest remark, the leaf glory records is was not not clear how long have not been together with leaf Shuting this alone. 说实在话,叶荣耀都记不是不清楚自己已经有多久没有跟叶舒婷这样单独相处了。 Should have two years? 应该有两年时间了吧？ Since the thin bamboo thin bamboo gives birth toot toot, did not have to be together with leaf Shuting two people alone like this alone. 自从箐箐生下嘟嘟后,就没有单独跟叶舒婷这样两人单独相处了。 Perhaps is each other scruples! 或许是彼此都有些顾忌吧！ Grew up, was mature, this person of scruples were also many. 长大了,成熟了,这人的顾忌也就多了。 Among two people also started becomes somewhat strange. 两人之间也开始变得有些陌生了。 „Brother Ye, I must walk!” “叶大哥,我要走了！” leaf Shuting first breaks silent, looks up said to the leaf glory. 还是叶舒婷先打破沉默,抬头看向叶荣耀说道。 „Walks? Didn't you just take summer vacation? How to return to the school quickly?” “走？你不是刚放暑假回来吗？怎么这么快回学校了？” leaf Rongyao has doubts asks. 叶荣耀疑惑地问道。 „Glorious elder brother, I do not return to the school, I must go abroad!” “荣耀哥,我不是回学校,我是要出国了！” leaf Shuting answered. 叶舒婷解释道。 „Going abroad?” “出国？” The leaf glory looks at leaf Shuting, does not understand that this saying to be what meaning. 叶荣耀不由地看着叶舒婷,不明白她这话是什么意思。 „I this year big four, the school has several to exchange the fresh quota, I am, I must return to the school tomorrow, then lived with other school exchanges goes to the magnesium country to study together.” “我今年大四了,学校有几个交流生的名额,我就是其中一个,明天我就要回学校,然后跟学校其他的交流生一起去镁国读书了。” leaf Shuting said. 叶舒婷说道。 „This is the good matter, looks at you to cry.” “这是好事情啊,看你哭的。” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 Going abroad to study is many Huaxia scholar's dream, many people do not have that opportunity, now leaf Shuting had this opportunity, good matter. 出国留学是很多华夏学子的梦想,很多人都没有那个机会,现在叶舒婷有这个机会了,多好的事情啊。 It seems like this women are some sentimental animals, for this matter, cries to be swollen two unexpectedly, likely thoroughly ripe peach. 看来这女人都是一些多愁善感的动物,就为这个事情,竟然把两眼哭肿了,像熟透的桃子似的。 „Brother Ye, this going abroad, my whole life may not come back.” “叶大哥,这次出国,我可能这辈子都不会回来了。” leaf Shuting said sadly. 叶舒婷悲伤地说道。 „Doesn't come back for a lifetime?” “一辈子都不回来？” leaf Rongyao looks at leaf Shuting surprised, this was must plan to settle down externally. 叶荣耀吃惊地看着叶舒婷,她这是要打算在国外定居了。 „A moment ago in study room I confessed with the thin bamboo thin bamboo elder sisters, glorious elder brother, no matter you have liked me, you are the man who my whole life most loves.” “刚才在书房里我跟箐箐姐都交代了,荣耀哥,不管你有没有喜欢过我,你是我这辈子最爱的男人。” „Tingting......” “婷婷……” leaf Rongyao quickly interrupts leaf Shuting the words. 叶荣耀急忙打断叶舒婷的话。 „Does glorious elder brother, you listen to me to reach an agreement?” “荣耀哥,你听我说好吗？” leaf Shuting entreated to look at the leaf glory, the eye was bright and intelligent. 叶舒婷哀求地看着叶荣耀,眼水汪汪的。 „You said......” “你说……” The leaf glory was tenderhearted. 叶荣耀还是心软了。 „Love is always selfish, I know the husband who I fall in love with oneself best friend is incorrect, is immoral, I have also found the way to restrain itself, but two years passed by, I actually discovered oneself are instead deeper and deeper, every day lives in the dream.” “爱情总是自私的,我知道我爱上自己闺蜜的老公是不对的,是不道德的,我也一直想办法克制自己,可是两年过去了,我却发现自己反而越陷越深,每天都活在梦里。” Said here, leaf Shuting looked up said to the leaf glory: „Glorious elder brother, you know that what dream I do have every day?” 说道这里,叶舒婷抬头看向叶荣耀说道:“荣耀哥,你知道我每天做什么样的梦吗？” „This......” “这个……” leaf Shuting she has what dream every day, how oneself possibly know that the leaf glory shakes the head saying: „I do not know.” 叶舒婷她每天做什么梦,自己怎么可能知道呢,叶荣耀摇摇头说道:“我不知道。” „Glorious elder brother, I every day dream to you, in dream I regarded myself the thin bamboo thin bamboo, every day is joyful you to live with you, you like favoring the thin bamboo thin bamboo her are favoring me, loves me, making me have a child for you......” “荣耀哥,我每天都梦到你,梦里我把自己当成了箐箐,每天跟你快乐你生活着,你就像宠箐箐她一样宠着我,爱我,让我为你生孩子……” leaf Shuting falls into the dream that she wove completely, is telling in the dream to the glorious elder brother she and glorious elder brother how happy life. 叶舒婷完全陷入了她自己编织的梦里,给荣耀哥诉说着梦里她和荣耀哥如何地幸福生活着。 The leaf glory calmly is stopping like this, has not interrupted leaf Shuting the words. 叶荣耀就这样静静地停着,没有打断叶舒婷的话。 As a man, was being loved by an attractive woman depth, the leaf glory feels very happy, is very ashamed. 作为一个男人,被一个漂亮的女人这么地深爱着,叶荣耀觉得很幸福,也很惭愧。 After all oneself this whole life is unable to give leaf Shuting any satisfactory commitment. 毕竟自己这辈子无法给叶舒婷任何的满意的承诺。 Oneself are the man of marriage, the depth the wife who likes itself, being deep the love, oneself have the duty and responsibility likes giving oneself wife oneself completely. 自己是结过婚的男人,有一个深爱自己、自己也深爱的妻子,自己有义务和责任把自己的这份爱完整地给自己的妻子。 Regarding leaf Shuting, the leaf glory can only be sorry. 对于叶舒婷,叶荣耀只能抱歉了。 This life misses! 今生无缘！ Calmly listens to leaf Shuting narration, the leaf glory deeply to visit her saying: „Love thank you, but this whole life I am unable to give you any commitment.” 静静地听完叶舒婷的讲述,叶荣耀深深地看着她说道:“谢谢你的爱,可这辈子我无法给你任何的承诺。” „I know, therefore I choose to leave!” “我知道,所以我选择离开！” leaf Shuting said painfully. 叶舒婷痛苦地说道。 „Sorry!” “对不起！” The leaf glory can only the apology say. 叶荣耀只能歉意地说道。 Until now, oneself exist with leaf Shuting ambiguous, now laid cards on the table, the leaf glory actually found that own heart pains. 一直以来,自己跟叶舒婷都暧昧地存在,现在摊牌了,叶荣耀却发现自己的心隐隐作痛。 Perhaps in oneself, there is leaf Shuting a space. 或许在自己心里,还是有叶舒婷的一席之地的。 Deeply has been suppressed by oneself at heart the deep place. 只是一直一直被自己深深地镇压在心里深处而已。 „No, should say the one who sorry is I!” “不,该说对不起的是我！” leaf Shuting shakes the head , to continue saying: „This perhaps is the life, I compared with thin bamboo thin bamboo earlier understanding glorious elder brother, but I have not seized the opportunity......” 叶舒婷摇摇头,继续说道:“这或许就是命,我比箐箐更早认识荣耀哥,可我没有把握住机会……” More said that leaf Shuting is more sad. 越说叶舒婷越伤心。 „Really decided doesn't come back?” “真的决定了再也不回来了吗？” leaf Rongyao stares at leaf Shuting to ask. 叶荣耀盯着叶舒婷问道。 „Glorious elder brother, you do not think I do walk?” “荣耀哥,你是不是不想我走？” leaf Shuting stares at the leaf glory to ask. 叶舒婷盯着叶荣耀问道。 So long as the glorious elder brother opens the mouth not to make itself go abroad, leaf Shuting will not go abroad. 只要荣耀哥开口不让自己出国,叶舒婷就不会出国。 Actually leaf Shuting goes abroad, just to evade. 其实叶舒婷出国,只不过为了逃避而已。 „I......” “我……” leaf Rongyao wants to open the mouth to make Shu Ting remain, but cannot open mouth. 叶荣耀很想开口让叶舒婷留下来,可是张不开嘴。 Let her remain to do? 让她留下来干嘛？ What can oneself give her? 自己能给她什么？ Commitment? 承诺？ Status? 名份？ leaf Rongyao found, oneself cannot give the thing that she wanted. 叶荣耀发现,自己给不了她想要的东西。 Perhaps is Tingting willing to remain to be itself nameless not to have the woman of share? 或许婷婷愿意留下来做自己无名无份的女人？ But is that fair to her? 可那对她公平吗？ Is fair to willow Qingqing? 对柳箐箐公平吗？ This is also the matter that the leaf glory has evaded, may evade each time, but must face the similar choice each time, this pain, the leaf glory really fears to face very much. 这也是叶荣耀一直逃避的事情,可每次逃避,可每次都要面对着同样的抉择,这种痛苦,叶荣耀真的很怕面对。 May have to face. 可又不得不面对。 „Glorious elder brother, if some day you remember me, is willing to accept me, no matter many I will come back, I have been waiting for you!” “荣耀哥,如果有一天你想起我,愿意接受我,不管有多远我都会回来的,我会一直等着你！” leaf Shuting looks affectionately the leaf glory said. 叶舒婷深情地看着叶荣耀说道。 In the school, many outstanding male students are pursuing themselves, leaf Shuting forces itself to associate with them, may often face the opposite party time, leaf Shuting are unable to accept the opposite party. 在学校里,有很多优秀的男生在追求自己,叶舒婷强迫自己跟他们交往,可每每面对对方的时候,叶舒婷都无法接受对方。 The full feeling of guilty, felt like that this is to the betrayal of glorious elder brother. 心里满满的罪恶感,觉得这是对荣耀哥的背叛。 In any event is unable a pass/test at heart. 无论如何都无法过心里的一关。 Sometimes leaf Shuting in said to oneself at heart, makes to put up with considering as finished. 有时候叶舒婷在心里对自己说,将就将就过算了。 May actually discover how oneself regardless are unable on. 可却发现自己无论如何也无法将就。 Sentimental matter, is not really able on. 感情这事情,真的无法将就。 „Why can that go abroad?” “那为什么要出国呢？” After leaf Rongyao said these words, immediately some regrets. 叶荣耀说出这句话后,顿时有些后悔了。 Own this is the no 300 taels of silver buried! 自己这是此地无银三百两啊！ Isn't this meaning lets Shu Ting this whole life on oneself? 这不是意思让叶舒婷这辈子就等自己吗？ How can oneself be so selfish? 自己怎么可以这么自私呢？ Why does not know, the leaf glory does not think at heart leaf Shuting invests other man arms. 可不知道为什么,叶荣耀心里还是不想叶舒婷投入别的男人怀里。 Perhaps this is the incorrigbility of person! 或许这就是人的劣根性吧！ Thing that oneself cannot obtain, does not think that others obtain. 自己得不到的东西,也不想别人得到。 „If I stay in the home, the family member will urge me to get married, a woman does not marry for a lifetime, will have many Gossip.” “如果我留在国内,家里人会催我结婚的,一个女人一辈子不结婚,也会有很多流言蜚语的。” „, Was externally different, if in the family/home compels me to get married again, I can ask a being better female best friend to settle the marriage certificate, relax, the glorious elder brother will not let your wears green hat.” “在国外,就不一样了,如果家里再逼我结婚,我可以找一个要好的女闺蜜办结婚证,放心,荣耀哥不会让你戴绿帽的。” leaf Shuting looks that the leaf glory said. 叶舒婷看着叶荣耀说道。 „...... I am not this meaning!” “不……我不是这个意思！” leaf Rongyao said awkwardly. 叶荣耀尴尬地说道。 What is wears green hat, this saying to be listening, the leaf glory feels specially irritable. 什么叫戴绿帽啊,这话听着,叶荣耀觉得特别地别扭。 „I ask a foreign boyfriend to get married externally, can you accept?” “那我在国外找一个外国男朋友结婚,你能接受吗？” leaf Shuting stares at the leaf glory to say. 叶舒婷盯着叶荣耀说道。 „I......” “我……” The leaf glory is at a loss for words, does not know that said anything. 叶荣耀语塞,不知道说什么。 If 1 point did not mind at heart that was really false, if were unacceptable, this was equal to that gave leaf Shuting to see the hope, in that case, leaf glory on headache. 如果心里一点都不介意,那实在是太假了,如果说不能接受,这就等于给叶舒婷看到了希望,那样的话,叶荣耀自己就头疼了。 Oneself promise willow Qingqing to grow old together with her, if...... 自己可是答应柳箐箐跟她白头偕老的,如果…… leaf Rongyao unexpectedly discovered oneself actually do not know how to handle this matter. 叶荣耀竟然发现自己竟然不知如何处理这事情。 „Glorious elder brother, I do not want to compel you, if some day you are willing to accept me, calls me, if you are not willing to accept me, I will treat for a lifetime in the foreign country, goes directly to the termination of my life.” “荣耀哥,我不想逼你,如果有一天你愿意接受我了,就打电话给我,如果你不愿意接受我,我会一辈子待在外国的,直达我的生命的终止。” leaf Shuting said. 叶舒婷说道。 „Actually you can definitely seek for own happiness.” “其实你完全可以寻找属于自己的幸福。” leaf Rongyao silent a while said. 叶荣耀沉默了一会儿说道。 „Glorious elder brother, I will seek for own happiness, if my life terminated, I have not sought for own happiness, I hope that my dying meeting can bury near glory Elder Brother, is the glorious elder brother, you willing to keep together finally the habitat to me?” “荣耀哥,我会寻找属于自己的幸福的,如果我生命终止了,我都没有寻找到属于自己的幸福,我希望我死会能葬在荣耀哥边上,荣耀哥,你愿意给我留一块最后栖息之地吗？” leaf Shuting looks sadly the leaf glory asked. 叶舒婷悲伤地看着叶荣耀问道。 The leaf glory calmly looks at leaf Shuting, silent said for a long time: „Good!” 叶荣耀静静地看着叶舒婷,沉默了好久道:“好！” The leaf glory is not really able to be cruel enough to reject leaf Shuting this request. 叶荣耀实在无法忍心拒绝叶舒婷这个要求。 „Glorious elder brother, I walked, can you give me finally a hug.” “荣耀哥,我走了,你最后能不能给我一个拥抱。” leaf Shuting looks affectionately the leaf glory asked. 叶舒婷深情地看着叶荣耀问道。 „Good!” “好！” leaf Rongyao nods, closely is holding leaf Shuting. 叶荣耀点点头,紧紧地抱着叶舒婷。 ...... …… „Did Tingting walk?” “婷婷走了？” Sees a leaf glorious fall in the blues person to enter the courtyard, willow Qingqing asked. 见叶荣耀情绪低落地一个人走进院子,柳箐箐问道。 „Un, walked, perhaps does not come back for a lifetime.” “嗯,走了,或许一辈子都不回来了。” leaf Rongyao nods to say. 叶荣耀点点头说道。 „Husband, actually you can stay behind her.” “老公,其实你可以留下她的。” willow Qingqing silent, looks up the leaf glory said. 柳箐箐沉默了下,抬头看着叶荣耀说道。 „, Was happy to others, why must delay others, had you, my whole life satisfied.” “不了,给不来别人幸福,何必要耽搁别人呢,有你,我这辈子就满足了。” leaf Rongyao grasps willow Qingqing to say. 叶荣耀抱住柳箐箐说道。 „Un!” “嗯！” willow Qingqing with emotion by leaf glory bosom. 柳箐箐感动地靠在叶荣耀的怀里。 Looks own husband's sad appearance, willow Qingqing specially uncomfortable. 看自己老公难过的样子,柳箐箐心里特别地难受。 willow Qingqing only thinks that the husband is happy. 柳箐箐只想自己老公开心。 Therefore, willow Qingqing also opens the mouth to urge leaf Shuting to remain to live with oneself together, but leaf Shuting rejected. 为此,柳箐箐也开口劝叶舒婷留下来跟自己一起生活,只是叶舒婷拒绝了。 willow Qingqing understands that leaf Shuting is wants husband opening the mouth to make her remain. 柳箐箐明白叶舒婷是想要自己老公开口让她留下来。 What makes willow Qingqing not think, oneself husband really makes Shu Ting leave cruel-heartedly. 只是让柳箐箐没有想到的是,自己老公真的狠心让叶舒婷离开。 This touches willow Qingqing, also very anxious. 这让柳箐箐非常感动,又非常地不安。 „Ok, do not think, gives to prepare food, time not early.” “好了,不要多想了,去给做饭吧,时间不早了。” The leaf glorious racket willow Qingqing the back said. 叶荣耀拍拍柳箐箐的后背说道。 „Un!” “嗯！” willow Qingqing complied with the sound, comes out from the bosom of leaf glory, prepares food. 柳箐箐应了声,就从叶荣耀的怀里出来,去做饭了。 ...... …… The time 1 0.1 points pass, the leaf glory and willow Qingqing also the dark clouds that went abroad from leaf Shuting. 时间一点一点地过去,叶荣耀和柳箐箐也从叶舒婷出国的阴云中走了出来。 After all Sun wants west Dongsheng to fall, the life must continue. 毕竟太阳还是要东升西落,生活还是要继续。 In ten thousand li (0.5 km) away non- state. 远在万里之遥的非州。 „Counselor willow, you and Secretary Chen hurries, we stay behind prevent this crowd of rebel armies.” “柳参赞,你和陈秘书赶紧走,我们留下阻挡这群叛军。” The junior lieutenant who wears the camouflage clothing is breathing heavily to two young females said. 一位身穿迷彩服的少尉喘着粗气对两名年轻的女子说道。 If the leaf glory, can recognize here, that Counselor willow does not have news willow Yifei for a long time. 如果叶荣耀在这里的话,一眼就可以认出了,那位柳参赞就是好久没有消息的柳亦菲。 Now willow Yifei the appearance seems like very distressed. 现在柳亦菲样子看起来非常地狼狈。