ICMMWLD :: Volume #20

#1983: Dream?


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Leaves wedding, Pan Cheng early morning walks in Taoyuan Village at a loss, here Pan Chengchen feels familiar, is strange. 离开婚礼现场,潘诚晨茫然地在桃源村里行走,这里潘诚晨感到熟悉,又陌生。 Familiar was once lived happily here, here left behind oneself many happy talks and laughters, what was strange steps into here again, Pan Chengchen felt oneself is incompatible. 熟悉是自己曾经幸福地生活在这里,这里留下自己许许多多的欢声笑语,陌生的是再次踏入这里,潘诚晨觉得自己是那么地格格不入。 The villagers look at oneself look that strangely, even some villagers see themselves, gets out of the way by far. 村民看自己的眼神都是那么地陌生,甚至有些村民看到自己,都远远地走开。 Oneself just like the disasters to make them feel the dislike. 自己犹如洪水猛兽般让他们觉得厌恶。 Pan Chengchen did not complain about them, knows that created all these has only self to blame, was own mistake. 潘诚晨不怨他们,知道造成这一切都是自己咎由自取,都是自己的错。 Wrong must make others not be willing to forgive itself, actually Pan Chengchen cannot forgive itself. 错得让别人不愿意原谅自己,其实潘诚晨自己都不能原谅自己。 Unknowingly, Pan Chengchen went out of Taoyuan Village, arrived on the road. 不知不觉,潘诚晨走出了桃源村,走到了公路上。 Dodge opens!” “快闪开!” Suddenly in Pan Chengchen ear resounds a panic-stricken scream. 突然潘诚晨耳朵里响起一阵惊恐的喊叫声。 Has not waited for Pan Chengchen to recover! 还不等潘诚晨回过神来! Bang!” “嘭!” A sound, Pan Chengchen feels a severe pain black, the whole person eyes one. 一声声响,潘诚晨感觉一阵剧痛,整个人眼睛一黑。 „It is not good, hit the person!” “不好了,撞到人了!” Called the ambulance quickly!” “快叫救护车!” Makes the traffic police phone call!” “打交警电话!” That is Pan Chengchen, hurries to give her the family/home to telephone!” “那是潘诚晨,赶紧给她家打电话!” ...... …… With a noise, blurry Pan Chengchen felt that some people press oneself chest unceasingly. 随着一阵吵闹声,迷迷糊糊中潘诚晨感觉有人不断地按自己的胸口。 The ambulance howls drew itself the hospital, quick were advanced on the surgery table. 救护车呼啸的把自己拉到了医院,很快自己就被推到了手术台上。 Pan Chengchen does not know that own consciousness why so clear, but wants to start talking, wants to move the body, actually discovered that own body actually moves cannot move. 潘诚晨不知道自己的意识为何还如此清晰,可想开口说话,想动身体,却发现自己的身体却一动也不能动。 Looking like this body is not resembles to result, does not receive own control. 就像是这身体不是自己似得,根本不受自己的控制。 The doctor who wears the white coat looks at surgery table nearby measuring appliance, rapid said to another person: Heart function failure is serious, hurries the high-pressured actuator!” 一个穿白大褂的医生看着手术台边上的仪表,急促的对另一个人说:“心脏功能衰竭严重,赶紧上高压起搏器!” The person of another nurse appearance used the high clamp fast according to own chest. 另一个护士模样的人快速用高压板按在了自己的胸膛。 Enhances the voltage!” “提高电压!” The white coat doctor shouts loudly. 白大褂医生大声喊道。 Nurse again high clamp according to oneself. 护士再次把高压板按在了自己身上。 Doctor, fierce that the heart rate drops!” “医生,心率下降的厉害!” A nurse quickly said. 一位护士急忙说道。 The doctor of that white coat looks at the data that on the computer demonstrated that shakes the head to put down the movement on hand. 那位白大褂的医生看了看电脑上显示的数据,摇摇头放下手上的动作。 Calls cardiotonic her, asks whether she has what last words to confess.” “给她打一针强心剂,问问她是否有什么遗言要交代。” The white coat doctor silent under said. 白大褂医生沉默了下说道。 As a female nurse injects cardiotonic on oneself, Pan Chengchen felt oneself returned to the body, this body was itself, oneself can control reluctantly. 随着一位女护士在自己身上注射一针强心剂,潘诚晨感觉自己回到身体里了,这身体属于自己,自己能勉勉强强地控制住了。 Pan Cheng early morning opened the eye difficultly, a female nurse bends down the body near her ear. 潘诚晨艰难的睁开了眼睛,一位女护士伏下身子在她的耳朵边。 Pan Chengchen wants to start talking, detects difficultly actually incomparably. 潘诚晨想要开口说话,发觉却无比地艰难。 Small four, to...... sorry......, if...... if will have next life, I will certainly treasure well, hopes that...... hopes we will also have slightly next life...... four, I...... I will love...... you!” “小肆,对……对不起……如果……如果有来生,我一定会好好珍惜,希望……希望我们还有来生……小肆,我……我爱……你!” Said that last character, Pan Chengchen eyes one black, leaves this world with tears. 说完最后一个字,潘诚晨眼睛一黑,就眼含泪水地离开这个世界。 Finished, all finished! 结束了,一切都结束了! ...... …… Honest early morning, honest early morning......” “诚晨,诚晨……” Pan Chengchen in darkness hears the familiar sound. 黑暗中的潘诚晨听到熟悉的声音。 With this sound, Pan Chengchen felt that at present has the ray to appear, eye that did not open, opened slowly. 随着这声音,潘诚晨感觉眼前有光线出现,原本怎么也张不开的眼睛,也慢慢地张开了。 Brother Ye?” “叶大哥?” Pan Chengchen has doubts looks that the present person asks. 潘诚晨疑惑地看着眼前的人问道。 Didn't oneself die? 自己不是死了吗? How Brother Ye also here? 怎么叶大哥也在这里? Brother Ye he also...... 难道叶大哥他也…… „Did you awake?” “你醒了?” leaf Rongyao looks that Pan Chengchen said. 叶荣耀看着潘诚晨说道。 Brother Ye, is here the hell?” “叶大哥,这里是地狱吗?” Pan Chengchen has doubts asks. 潘诚晨疑惑地问道。 Why certainly is the hell, isn't the heaven?” “为什么一定是地狱,不是天堂呢?” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 „Hasn't Brother Ye, I...... I died?” “叶大哥,我……我没有死?” Pan Chengchen looks that the leaf glory asked. 潘诚晨看着叶荣耀问道。 You sleep, how dead?” “你就睡一觉,怎么会死啊?” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 I...... I by car(riage) not hitting?” “我……我不是被车给撞了吗?” Pan Chengchen has doubts asks. 潘诚晨疑惑地问道。 After all that type by the feeling that the car(riage) hits that real. 毕竟那种被车撞的感觉是那么地真实。 You sleep, you look at you now in my study room.” “你就是睡了一觉,你看你现在就在我这书房里。” leaf Rongyao refers to a finger/refers of study room saying. 叶荣耀指指书房说道。 Study room?” “书房?” Pan Chengchen quickly is on the rise to have a look at all around, the familiar environment makes Pan Chengchen understand that here is Brother Ye's study room, is not the hell, is not the heaven. 潘诚晨急忙抬头看看四周,熟悉的环境让潘诚晨明白这里就是叶大哥的书房,不是地狱,也不是天堂。 Did experience a dream a moment ago? 难道刚才自己只是经历了一场梦吗? But that dream actually that real! 可那梦却那么地真实! Remembers with eternal gratitude! 那么地刻骨铭心! Makes itself desperate! 那么地让自己绝望! Honest early morning you how?” “诚晨你怎么样?” leaf Rongyao has doubts looks that Pan Chengchen asked. 叶荣耀疑惑地看着潘诚晨问道。 Little four sons...... little four sons......” “小肆儿……小肆儿……” Pan Chengchen has not paid attention to the leaf glory, the mouth talks over two little four sons' names, runs in a hurry toward outside. 潘诚晨没有理会叶荣耀,嘴里念叨两声小肆儿的名字,就匆匆地往外面跑去。 „When lost side knowledge to have the happiness!” “失去了方知拥有时的幸福!” Looks Pan Chengchen who goes far away, the leaf glory shakes the head to sigh. 看着远去的潘诚晨,叶荣耀摇摇头叹气道。 Oneself can do also can only come here, making Pan Chengchen experience a special dreamland, hopes that she can awaken. 自己能做的也只能到这里了,让潘诚晨经历一场特别的梦境,希望她能醒悟。 If experiences such a dream, Pan Chengchen had not understood that treasures this happy marriage, that was really incurable. 如果经历这么一场梦,潘诚晨还不懂得珍惜这份幸福婚姻的话,那真的没救了。 She will come to the end with the little four son's marriage sooner or later. 她跟小肆儿的婚姻早晚会走到尽头。 After all oppresses is bigger, this revolts is bigger, now has not arrived at little four son's zero boundary of exercising forbearance. 毕竟压迫越大,这反抗越大,现在还没有到小肆儿的忍让的零界限。 However the leaf glory also understands, little four son's zero boundary of exercising forbearance will really draw near, wipes out to start the child from Pan Chengchen, the leaf glory can feel the little four son's pain clearly. 不过叶荣耀也明白,小肆儿的忍让的零界限真的快到了,从潘诚晨把孩子打掉开始,叶荣耀能清楚地感受到小肆儿的痛苦。 Naturally said from the leaf glorious innermost feelings emotion, the leaf glory really does not think the little four son and Pan Chengchen arrive to divorce this step. 当然从叶荣耀内心情感上说,叶荣耀真的不想小肆儿和潘诚晨走到离婚这一步。 This is also the leaf glory lets the reason that Pan Chengchen listens to itself to play the piano, hopes that through this dream, making her have the little four sons clearly is she biggest happiness. 这也是叶荣耀让潘诚晨听自己弹钢琴的原因,希望通过这场梦,让她明白拥有小肆儿是她最大的幸福。 Really worries!” “真是操碎了心!” leaf Rongyao sighed with emotion one, goes out of the study room. 叶荣耀感慨了一声,就走出书房。 ...... …… In courtyard. 大院子里。 Husband!” “老公!” Pan Cheng early morning charges into fast also in the little four sons of working, shouted the sound affectionately, bosoms that puts the little four sons, closely are hugging him. 潘诚晨快速地冲向还在干活的小肆儿,深情地喊了声,就一把扑在小肆儿的怀里,紧紧地抱着他。 For fear that the little four sons disappear in oneself at present. 生怕小肆儿在自己眼前消失。 On me dirty!” “我身上脏呢!” Was closely being hugged by own wife suddenly like this, little four son some do not adapt all of a sudden. 猛然被自己妻子这样紧紧抱着,小肆儿一下子有些不适应。 The little four sons do not remember how long own wife did not have closely to hug like this. 小肆儿都不记得自己妻子有多久没有这样紧紧地抱着自己了。 Wū wū...... the husband, I made a mistake, I made a mistake, asking you...... to ask you do not leave me...... do not leave me!” “呜呜呜……老公,我错了,我错了,求你……求你不要离开我……不要离开我!” Pan Chengchen closely hugs the little four sons, deeply is burying in the bosom sob of little four son said. 潘诚晨紧紧抱着小肆儿,头深深地埋在小肆儿的怀里哭泣道。 Wife, you today how?” “老婆,你今天怎么了?” The little four son doubts asked. 小肆儿疑惑地问道。 Now Pan Chengchen condition, where that making the little four sons always think not right. 现在潘诚晨的状态,让小肆儿总觉的哪里不对劲。 Husband, you promises me do not leave me!” “老公,你答应我不要离开我!” Pan Chengchen extends from the little four son's arms the head, looks uneasy the little four sons said. 潘诚晨把头从小肆儿的怀里伸出来,忐忑不安地看着小肆儿说道。 Good, I do not leave you, does not leave you for a lifetime!” “好,我不离开你,一辈子都不离开你!” The little four sons closely hold Pan Chengchen to say. 小肆儿紧紧地抱着潘诚晨说道。 In this world besides own parents, Pan Chengchen is the most important person, the little four sons will not leave her. 这世界上除了自己父母外,潘诚晨是自己最重要的人,小肆儿不会离开她的。 On such as marriage time to Pan Chengchen commitment: „The entire life is never-ending!” 就如结婚的时候对潘诚晨的承诺:“一生一世不离不弃!” Really?” “真的?” Pan Cheng early morning somewhat asked anxiously. 潘诚晨还是有些不安地问道。 Really!” “真的!” The little four sons nod definitely said. 小肆儿点点头肯定地说道。 I...... I wiped out the child, don't you...... you hate me?” “我……我把孩子打掉了,你……你不恨我?” Pan Chengchen looks that the little four sons asked. 潘诚晨看着小肆儿问道。 You have not prepared to want the child, I think that you and I also young, after we can definitely , wants the child.” “你还没有准备好要孩子,我想你和我都还年轻,我们完全可以以后要孩子。” The little four sons said. 小肆儿说道。 Wū wū...... the husband, I made a mistake, I made a mistake, I wanted the child!” “呜呜呜……老公,我错了,我错了,我想要孩子了!” Pan Chengchen sobs said. 潘诚晨哭泣地说道。 Now Pan Cheng early morning incomparably wants and little four son's love crystallizes. 现在潘诚晨无比地想要一个自己和小肆儿的爱情结晶。 „Did you...... you want the child?” “你……你想要孩子了?” The little four sons look pleasantly surprised Pan Chengchen asked. 小肆儿惊喜地看着潘诚晨问道。 No matter what made Pan Chengchen sprout suddenly the idea of wanting the child, regarding little four sons, this was the huge good deed. 不管什么原因让潘诚晨突然萌生了要孩子的想法,对于小肆儿来说,这是天大的好事。 The little four sons, are the little four son's parents, wants a child. 无论是小肆儿,还是小肆儿的父母,都非常想要个小孩子。 „Doesn't husband, you...... you want a child?” “老公,你……你不想要个孩子吗?” Pan Chengchen looks anxiously the little four sons asked. 潘诚晨不安地看着小肆儿问道。 If...... if the little four sons do not think that did have a child for him? 如果……如果小肆儿不想自己为他生孩子了? Pan Chengchen was worried very much. 潘诚晨很担心。 After all previous time satisfies the little four sons to go the child to give to wipe out, really little four son wounds is very heavy. 毕竟上次满足小肆儿去把孩子给打掉,真的把小肆儿伤的很重。 Thinks, has a dream also thinks!” “想,做梦也想!” The little four sons said pleasantly surprised. 小肆儿惊喜地说道。 Husband, I wants now!” “老公,我现在就想要!” Pan Chengchen is blushing to the little four sons said. 潘诚晨红着脸对小肆儿说道。 Now?” “现在?” The little four sons look surprised Pan Chengchen asked. 小肆儿吃惊地看着潘诚晨问道。 Must know that usually wants to live the sex with Pan Chengchen is very difficult, must look at Pan Chengchen mood, sometimes one month had three to be good. 要知道平时自己想要跟潘诚晨过下夫妻生活都很困难,完全得看潘诚晨的心情,有时候一个月有三回已经非常不错了。 In broad daylight wants to live the sex with Pan Chengchen, that simply is the not possible matter. 大白天想要跟潘诚晨过夫妻生活,那简直就是不可能的事情。 Right, now! I want, I want a child for you!” “对,现在!我想要,我想要为你生孩子!” Pan Cheng early morning closely hugs the little four sons to say. 潘诚晨紧紧地抱着小肆儿说道。 Pan Chengchen has not seemed like eager to give the little four sons to have a child now. 潘诚晨从来没有像现在这么急切地想要给小肆儿生孩子。 That...... that we go home!” “那……那我们回家!” Although the little four sons do not understand why own wife worries, but as the man, where little four son can receive this seduction! 小肆儿虽然不明白自己妻子为什么这么着急,不过作为男人,小肆儿哪里能受得住这诱惑啊! You carry me to go home!” “你背我回家!” Pan Chengchen acts like a spoiled brat said. 潘诚晨撒娇地说道。 Good!” “好!” The little four son squatting down bodies, making Pan Chengchen lie in oneself conducting the back. 小肆儿蹲下身子,让潘诚晨趴在自己的背上。 Lies in conducting the back of little four son, closely hugs the little four sons, Pan Chengchen is feeling that relieved. 趴在小肆儿的背上,紧紧地搂着小肆儿,潘诚晨觉得那么地安心。 It looks like in Pan Chengchen, oneself did not experience a dream a moment ago, but is real, now will ascend the sky to the opportunity that oneself will come one time again, Pan Chengchen will certainly treasure this hard-won happiness well. 在潘诚晨看来,刚才自己不是经历一场梦,而是真实的,现在上天给自己一次再来的机会,潘诚晨一定会好好地珍惜这份来之不易的幸福。 How little four son and Pan Cheng early morning was their?” “小肆儿和潘诚晨他们这是怎么了?” willow Qingqing arrives at the leaf glory the side, sees the distant place little four sons at the back of Pan Chengchen scene, the doubts asks. 柳箐箐走到叶荣耀的身边,看着远处小肆儿背着潘诚晨的情景,疑惑地问道。 For a long time has not seen the little four son and Pan Cheng early morning they such warm. 好久没有看到小肆儿和潘诚晨他们这么温馨的一幕了。 This is not good!” “这样不好吗!” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 Good, hopes that the honest early morning understands how to be a qualified wife.” “挺好的,希望诚晨明白如何做一个合格的妻子。” willow Qingqing nods to say. 柳箐箐点点头说道。 Hehe, I think that she has understood.” “呵呵,我想她已经明白了。” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 Husband, you said to the honest early morning anything, making her want to understand quickly!” “老公,你跟诚晨说了什么啊,让她这么快就想明白了!” willow Qingqing asked curiously. 柳箐箐好奇地问道。 Oneself husband asked Pan Chengchen to go to the study room to talk a moment ago, this times of many a while, this Pan Chengchen with fierce that such small four sentiments elevated temperature. 刚才自己老公找潘诚晨去书房谈话,这才多一会儿的功夫啊,这潘诚晨跟小肆感情升温的这么厉害。 „Do you want to know?” “你想知道?” leaf Rongyao smiles looks that willow Qingqing asked. 叶荣耀笑笑地看着柳箐箐问道。 Un!” “嗯!” willow Qingqing quickly nods. 柳箐箐急忙点点头。 Hehe, I did not tell you!” “呵呵,我不告诉你!” leaf Rongyao smiles said. 叶荣耀笑笑地说道。 Husband, you are quite repugnant, looks to hit......” “老公,你好讨厌啊,找打……” Help, some people must murder the husband......” “救命啊,有人要谋杀亲夫了……”
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