The opposite party are pointing at the deep place of primitive ocean: „I come time saw, you fly to that primitive ocean, you want to enter in the black wind violent sacred institute.” 对方指着原始之洋的深处:“我来的时候看见了,你飞向那原始之洋,你想要进入黑风暴里面的神圣之所。” „Also heard you just to sigh, you also wanted to see Supreme God, wanted to see Creator?” “也听到了你刚刚的叹息,你也想要去见至高神,想要去见造物主？” Secret that Sajin once thought that as if front part exists is not the secret, no one thought that this is what secret. 沙金曾经以为的秘密,似乎在一部分存在面前根本算不上秘密,也没有人觉得这是什么秘密。 Sajin is somewhat helpless, finally he says: „Actually is not the secret, because I once distributed the pledge!” 沙金有些无奈,最后他开口说道:“其实也不是什么秘密,因为我曾经发下了誓言！” The opposite party said: „A pledge, no one wants you to realize.” 对方说:“一句誓言而已,又没有谁一定要你实现。” Sajin loud saying: „Is that the pledge?” 沙金大声的说道:“那可是誓言？” „Wasn't the pledge that your these people what's the matter, oneself made serious?” “你们这些人都是怎么回事,自己许下的誓言都不当回事吗？” The eye that person is gazing at Sajin, shakes the head finally. 那人注视着沙金的眼睛,最后摇了摇头。 „Actually, you are merely unwilling.” “其实,你仅仅只是不甘心吧。” „Because you paid were too many, anything has not obtained, therefore did not hate to drop.” “因为你付出了太多,什么也没有得到,所以才舍不得放手而已。” Sajin is opening the mouth, he does not have the means to argue. 沙金张大着嘴巴,他没有办法辩解。 What because the opposite party said is real, but said too superficially. 因为对方说的是真的,只是说得太轻描淡写了。 That was he distributed the pledge, matter that also handled with ten years. 那可是他发下了誓言,又用十年时间去做的事情。 That is ten years. 那可是十年。 His childhood studies, receives the mission of god, finally for handles such a matter to this island. 他幼年求学,接下神的使命,最后就是为了到这座岛上做这么一件事情。 Even if one did not have the matter of significance, when you consumed all your, consumed year by year youth to do. 哪怕是一件本来没有意义的事情,当你耗费了自己的一切,耗费了一年又一年的青春去做。 This matter, became different. 这件事情,也会变得不一样了。 Then the hope to black storm deep place no longer is a pure mission with the duty, but probably a stone presses in his top of the head, probably a string same tied up on the body of Sajin. 不知不觉之间,那对黑风暴深处的渴望已经不再是一件单纯的使命和任务,而像是一块石头压在他的头顶,像是一条绳子一样绑在了沙金的身上。 Finally, that person told Sajin. 最后,那人告诉沙金。 „Unworthy, if you are pure to look at one, is not worth achieving this matter.” “不值得的,如果你只是单纯为了看一眼的话,不值得做到这种事情。” Sajin looked again to the deep place of that sea, felt the ticket in pocket. 沙金再度看向了那大海的深处,摸着口袋里的票。 He remembered old man's face, remembered had somewhat forgotten the hometown of face, the person in hometown. 他想起了老头的脸,也想起了都已经有些遗忘了面孔的故乡,还有故乡里的人。 Then, he long aspirates. 然后,他长长地吐了一口气。 Sajin as if somewhat felt relaxed finally. 沙金似乎终于有些释然了。 He somewhat sad saying: „Also yes!” 他有些难过的说道:“也是啊！” He did not have to say anything again, departed like this. 他没有再多说什么,就这样离去了。 But that person actually stands under the multipurpose manufacture machines as before, appears until forms in his side. 而那人却依旧站在万能制造机下面,直到一个又一个身影出现在他的身边。 Sajin has taken back own vision, but Osis actually looks at that deep sea as before. 沙金已经收回了自己的目光,而奥西斯却依旧看着那深海。 He looks steadily, said with person: „He also wants in the black storm, he also wants to see Supreme God.” 他目不转睛地看着,和身边的人说道:“他也想要进黑风暴里面啊,他也想要去见至高神。” The surrounding person thought that this seems to have no issue, who doesn't want to see Supreme God? 周围的人觉得这似乎没有什么问题,谁不想要见至高神呢？ „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” Osis shakes the head: „It‘s nothing, he must be able to think compared with me.” 奥西斯摇了摇头:“没什么,他比我还要敢想。” He said: „I, only then in the dream, in the dream, cannot even think that can see Supreme God.” 他说:“我只有在梦里,甚至在梦里,都不敢想能够见到至高神。” At this moment, Osis as if made anything to decide finally. 此刻,奥西斯似乎终于做下了什么决定。 …… …… The multipurpose manufacture machines arrived in North Sea, but Osis main body at this moment actually in Kingdom of Silence. 万能制造机抵达了北海,而奥西斯的本体此刻却在寂静王国。 He saw Bliman in a spacious auditorium, under the stage no one, stage above has the musician to rehearse. 他在一座空旷的大礼堂之中见到了布里曼,舞台下面没有人,舞台上面有乐师在排练。 At this moment, the elite who Osis and Bliman these two three leaves human leave behind sits here shoulder to shoulder, visual the rehearsal in stage your my place is speaking. 此刻,奥西斯和布里曼这两个三叶人遗留下来的精英在这里并肩而坐,目视着舞台上的排练你一句我一句地说着话。 Osis: „How I must be able to enter Mirror of the Sky.” 奥西斯:“我要怎么样才能够进入天之镜。” Bliman: „My has not entered Mirror of the Sky previous time.” 布里曼:“我上一次也没有进入天之镜过。” Osis: „You know that what method can go in?” 奥西斯:“那你知道什么方法可以进去吗？” Bliman knows that Osis wants to make anything, because knows, therefore some did not understand. 布里曼知道奥西斯想要做什么,但是正是因为知道,所以有些不理解。 „You have completed the reincarnation plan of three leaves human, has made the multipurpose manufacture machines, has established the day airport and demon network city of the one after another.” “你已经完成了三叶人的转生计划,已经建造出了万能制造机,已经建立起了一座又一座的天空港和魔网之城。” „You after leaving Blood Country, is handling these things not to stop, is pursuing anything unceasingly.” “你从离开血之国之后,就一刻不停地做着这些事情,不断地追逐着什么。” He has turned head, asked the opposite party earnestly. 他扭过头来,认真地问对方。 „Osis!” “奥西斯！” „What you also want to make, do you also find it not enough?” “你还想要做什么,你还觉得不够吗？” Osis does not understand own why this not to stop, he as if no means and other three leaves human is passing each life equally leisurely, is enjoying each samsara safely. 奥西斯也不明白自己为什么这样一刻不停,他似乎没有办法和其他三叶人一样悠哉悠哉地过着每一生,安然地享受着每一个轮回。 He wants saying that enough, I have been handling a lot diligently, I have handled many things. 他很想说,已经够了,我在努力地做着很多事情,我已经做了不少事情了。 However, he feels as before insufficiently. 但是,他依旧感觉不够。 Even was misses many. 甚至是差得太多了。 Regardless of he made anything, does again many, he thought that is also far from that degree that achieves itself to want. 不论他做了什么,做得再多,他都觉得还远远没有达到自己想要的那种程度。 Bliman looks at Osis, he and opposite party are different, he has not chosen to transform the three leaves human shape now, but the opposite party had turned into three leaves human and intelligent species. 布里曼看着奥西斯,他和对方不一样,他现在还没有选择转换成三叶人的形态,而对方早已经变成了一个三叶人和智慧种。 „Osis your majesty, you forgot anything.” “奥西斯陛下,你是不是忘记了什么。” „You are not life species.” “你已经不是生命种了。” „You consumed the life on these, your present range apostle is very far!” “你将一生都耗在了这些上面,你现在距离使徒还很远呢！” Bliman reminded the opposite party: „You should not want completely all means to mount the apostle step position, then thinks the means complete strength to step onto road to becoming a God, then considers other?” 布里曼提醒对方:“你不应该想尽一切办法登上使徒阶位,然后想办法圆满力量走上成神之路,然后再考虑其他吗？” Osis looks at Bliman, not care said with a smile. 奥西斯看着布里曼,笑着毫不在意地说道。 „Becoming the apostle?” “成为使徒？” „Why can become the apostle? Why is immortal?” “为什么要成为使徒？为什么要永生？” Bliman said naturally: „You are the Henie heir, the king of once Hinsai, even if were in three leaves human also few can have the qualifications to become God compared with you?” 布里曼理所当然地说:“你可是赫尼尔的子嗣,曾经的希因赛之王,哪怕是三叶人之中也没有几个能够比你更有资格成为神明了吧？” Osis watches the performance in stage, sent out muttering. 奥西斯看着舞台上的演奏,发出了喃喃自语。 „Yes!” “是啊！” „I am the Henie heir, I am the king of Hinsai.” “我是赫尼尔的子嗣,我是希因赛之王。” Under the Osis vision, that spacious stage as if changed into the palace in the past intelligent royal palace, he saw probably again the 250 million years ago pictures. 奥西斯的目光下,那宽大的舞台仿佛化为了昔日智慧王宫的宫殿,他好像再度看到了两亿五千万年前的画面。 He saw young wear the royal crown, lifts up high the scepter to shout loudly toward all three leaves human. 他看到了年轻的自己戴着王冠,高举着权杖向着所有三叶人高呼。 „I am king of the great Hinsai.” “我将会是一位伟大的希因赛之王。” His vision is dim, said in a soft voice. 他目光朦胧,轻声地说道。 „But.” “但是。” „I long for is not God and eternal, that is not I pursues.” “我渴望的不是神明和永恒,那不是我所追求的。” „Even if becomes myth, even if obtains the eternal life, does not have the means to obtain me to want.” “哪怕成为神话,哪怕获得永恒的生命,也没有办法得到我想要的。” Osis is in a daze, but at this time in the outside city broadcast the sound of noise, as if has Powerful to slaughter, is sending out sad and shrill shouting. 奥西斯发着呆,而这个时候外面城市里传来了喧闹的声音,似乎有着权能者在厮杀,在发出凄厉的嘶吼。 Osis looks to outside: „What happened?” 奥西斯看向外面:“发生了什么事情？” Bliman seems to have had long known anything: „It‘s nothing, a god elected, his follower and retinue lost the pillar/backbone, but another Apotheosis retinue is capturing its staying behind all.” 布里曼似乎早就知道什么:“没什么,一个神选死了,他的信徒和仆从失去了支柱,而另一个成神者的仆从正在夺取其留下的一切。” Osis took back the vision: „Died Apotheosis?” 奥西斯收回了目光:“又死了一个成神者吗？” He looks at Bliman with a smile, was saying to him. 他笑着看着布里曼,对着他说。 „Like this seems like, becomes god road also does not have any at the worst, they to dying cannot fulfill oneself ideal and vowing, perhaps might as well I!” “这样看起来,成神这条路也没有什么大不了的,他们到死都没能践行自己的理想和誓言,或许还不如我呢！” „Becoming the king, to become the apostle, or becomes God.” “不论是成为王、成为使徒,亦或者成为神明。” „Finally, is not wanted oneself?” “最后,不都是为了得到自己想要的吗？” Osis stands up, little trend stage. 奥西斯站起身来,一点点走向舞台。 He is walking at the same time, the vision also with taking a walk continuously rises from the stage. 他一边走着,目光也随着走动从舞台上不断升高。 Finally he is gazing at that the ray from high place photo, stood under the stage ; He bathed that seemed only regarding the myth initial eternal stars afterglow it. 最后他注视着那从高处照下的光芒,站在了舞台下;他沐浴着那光,似乎将其当成了神话初始的永恒星辰余晖。 He has turned head, is laughing and Bliman said. 他扭过头,大笑着和布里曼说。 „You said.” “你说。” „If I can see Creator, can complete a three leaves human trillion years of long-cherished wish.” “如果我能够见到造物主的话,能够完成三叶人亿万年的夙愿的话。” „Can I call it greatly?” “我是不是就可以称之为伟大了？” He urged Sajin to put down at the same time, was saying others did not hate to drop. 他一边劝着沙金放下,说着别人舍不得放手。 However in fact. 但是实际上。 He is the person who that cannot put down. 他自己才是那个怎么也放不下的人。 His step pursues great that he is wanting, but actually never knows how can truly become great. 他步履不停的追逐着他想要的伟大,但是却始终不知道如何才能真正成为伟大。 () () () () …… ……