„We go home.” “我们回家。” Walks, Asai then discovered that an own leg probably is general uncontrolled, he lifts felt that cannot make an effort completely. 走下来,阿赛这才发现自己的一条腿好像不受控制一般,他抬起的时候感觉完全用不上劲。 This makes him walk lamely. 这让他连走路都一瘸一拐的。 He not only lost the eye, the ability that runs continually lost. 他不仅失去了眼睛,连奔跑的能力都失去了。 Outside the god hall, the bad children in these towns also heard the news to catch up, happen to saw that in the Asai Subordinate God hall went out. 神堂之外,那些镇子里的坏孩子也听到了消息赶来,正好看到阿赛从神堂里走出。 Looks ugly performance that Asai walks, they roar with laughter immediately. 看着阿赛走路的丑态,他们顿时哄堂大笑。 Before the adult who enjoy playings with children smile , after bending down supine, happy is not good. 孩子头笑得前俯后仰,乐的不行。 „Asai!” “阿赛！” „You did not say that you and we are different? Hahahaha...... indeed is different...... different!” “你不是说你和我们不一样吗？哈哈哈哈……的确是不一样……不一样啊！” He probably smiled must die to be the same, did not cover up oneself evil intention to the Asai. 他笑得就好像要断了气一样,丝毫不遮掩自己对阿赛的恶意。 Other children also follow to shout together: „Different!” 其他孩子也跟着一起大喊:“不一样！” „Different!” “不一样！” Some people also imitate the appearance that Asai is walking, empty boasting at the same time also follows the movement of twitching. 有的人还模仿着阿赛走路的模样,浮夸的同时还伴随着抽搐的动作。 Asai looked at an opposite party, in the past he will certainly go forward to make into one group with them, or proud supports the head with despising the look looks at them. 阿赛看了一眼对方,往常他一定会上前和他们打成一团,或者骄傲的挺着头颅用鄙夷的眼神看着他们。 However this time, his a few words had not said. 但是这一次,他一句话没有说。 Instead was in the past always the timid mother actually erupts a scream suddenly, angrily roared toward these children. 反而是往日里总是唯唯诺诺的母亲却突然间爆发出了一声尖叫,朝着那些孩子们怒吼。 „You roll!” “你们滚啊！” „You roll to me.” “你们都给我滚。” These children did not fear, but dispersed instantly. 那些孩子们也不怕,只是一哄而散了。 Asai is drawing mother's clothes, shakes the head. 阿赛拉着母亲的衣服,摇了摇头。 „Ok.” “算了。” „We go back!” “我们回去吧！” ------------------- ------------------- Asai helps mother draw water lamely, mother's recent work is somewhat arduous, she seems like wants to make some money, live she who in the mayor family/home somewhat cannot do will bring back to the home to do. 阿赛一瘸一拐的帮助母亲提水,母亲最近的工作有些繁重,她似乎是想要多赚一些钱,镇长家里有些干不完的活她会带回家来做。 Sews the clothes, to wash and starch the clothing wait/etc. 缝补衣服、浆洗衣物等等。 She stopped the movement suddenly, mentioned a matter with Asai earnestly. 她突然停下了动作,和阿赛认真的说起了一件事情。 „I asked the steward Sir of mayor family/home, looked for a work to you.” “我拜托了镇长家的管家大人,给你找了个工作。” „The warehouse of mayor needs individual night to stand night watch, you help do!” “镇长的仓库需要个人夜里守夜,你去帮忙做吧！” „Although money are not many, but is not tired.” “虽然钱不多,但是也不累。” This is mother to the new work that he looks, Asai has not spoken. 这是母亲给他找的新工作,阿赛没有说话。 After the Asai Subordinate God hall comes back, starts becomes quiet, did not hang like the former anything mood on the face, what words saying outward. 阿赛从神堂回来之后就开始变得沉默寡言,再也不像以前什么情绪都挂在脸上,什么话都往外说。 The mother thinks that Asai is not willing to go, cannot have a liking for this work is very normal with his character. 母亲以为阿赛不愿意去,以他的性格看不上这种工作也很正常。 „Do not think that so many things, you do not have that life!” “不要去想那么多的东西,你没有那个命啊！” „Goes on living well!” “好好活下去吧！” The mother repeated one: „Goes on living well!” 母亲又重复了一句:“好好活下去吧！” This seems she to the view of life, anticipation to Asai. 这仿佛就是她对人生的看法,还有对阿赛的期待。 Goes on living well. 好好活下去。 That was then enough. 那便足够了。 Outside heard the sound of footsteps, the doctor in town came. 外面传来了脚步声,镇子里的医师过来了。 The doctor in the eye of Asai is a good person, is a trustworthy person. 医师在阿赛的眼中是个好人,也是个值得信任的人。 He the prestige in the town is very good, once and he has seen the Asai mother, has not actually collected money that Asai and his mother see a doctor. 他在镇子里声誉很好,曾经给阿赛的母亲和他看过病,却从来没有收过阿赛和他母亲看病的钱。 The doctor got a physical exam to Asai, finally said. 医师给阿赛检查了一下身体,最后说道。 „Your eye and leg do not have the issue, however in your head has problems.” “你的眼睛和腿都没有问题,但是你的脑袋里面出了问题。” „This is the present medical skill does not have the difficult problem of means solution, after all the head place of person was too mysterious.” “这是现在的医术都没有办法解决的难题,毕竟人的头颅这个地方还是太神秘了。” Asai remembered those words of priest: „Your brain is inborn, is sick since birth.” 阿赛想起了祭司的那句话:“你的大脑天生畸形,生来就有病。” Asai somewhat believed these words suddenly. 阿赛突然有些相信了这句话。 In this time, in the head has problems that is the non-solution. 在这个时代,脑袋里出了问题那就是无解的。 The doctor looks at silent Asai, patted his shoulder. 医师看着沉默的阿赛,拍了拍他的肩膀。 „Although is somewhat inconvenient, but should not be fatal.” “虽然有些不便,但是应该都不是致命的。” „You can walk, can see the thing, the normal life and found one point of livelihood should not be difficult.” “你可以走路,也可以看到东西,正常生活和找到一分生计应该不难。” Such comfort is not the comfort probably. 这样的安慰好像算不上安慰。 The doctor also thought that like this said was really dispirited: „Do be not so depressed, even if cannot become a priest, in this world also has many to successful paths.” 医师也觉得这样说实在是太颓丧了:“不要这么沮丧,哪怕不能够成为一名祭司,这个世界上也还有许多种通往成功的道路。” „In this world also has many people, achieves the matter that these most powerful priest could not achieve as average person.” “这个世界上也有许许多多的人,以普通人的身份做到了那些最强大的祭司也做不到的事情。” Asai said one low and deep: „That is only the story.” 阿赛低沉的说了一声:“那只是故事。” The doctor said: „I spoke a real event to you, truly was sure to was the story of average person.” 医师却说道:“那我给你讲一个真实的事件,一个真正切切的属于普通人的故事。” Therefore the doctor told with a smile spread in the doctor widely, story about sacred hand Leicester. 于是医师笑着讲述起了一个在医师之中广为流传,关于神圣之手莱斯特的故事。 The doctor told the Leicester ordinary origin, told the Leicester ideal. 医师讲述了莱斯特的普通来历,讲述了莱斯特的理想。 „Leicester learned the medical skill of witch doctor with the will that he did not pull out firm and resolute, compiled first medical book of tenth system, promoted entire Hinsai his knowledge.” “莱斯特用他坚毅不拔的毅力学会了巫医的医术,编撰成了第一本成体系的医书,将他的知识推广到了整个希因赛。” „When the plague arrives, was he stood.” “在瘟疫到来的时候,是他站了出来。” „When people fall into desperately, was he rescued the person in entire city.” “在人们陷入绝望的时候,是他解救了整个城市的人。” „Finally, people stood erect the statue for him.” “最后,人们为他竖立起了雕像。” „Called him for- sacred hand.” “称呼他为-神圣之手。” The doctor told this story with very long time, Asai, although a few words had not said that but can feel him in earnest careful listening. 医师用很长的时间才说完了这个故事,阿赛虽然一句话没有说,但是可以感觉到他是在认真仔细的听。 „Sees not to have.” “看见没有。” „Even if not become the priest, can become lets the character who similarly the person respects, becomes heroes who make tens of thousands of people commend.” “哪怕不成为祭司,也同样能够成为让人敬仰的人物,成为一个让成千上万人称赞的英雄。” Asai said one suddenly: „I have thought actually, if cannot become a priest such great person, if can become a public security officer is also good.” 阿赛突然开口说了一句:“我其实想过的,如果不能够成为一名祭司这样的大人物的话,如果能够成为一名治安官也不错。” „Looks for and seizing criminal, punishes these greedy and evil people.” “寻找和抓捕罪犯,惩罚那些贪婪和邪恶的人。” „Not only power and prestige, and......” “既威风,又……” At this point, stopped. 说到这里,停顿了一下。 The Asai look revealed the slight fluctuation: „Likely hero.” 阿赛的眼神露出了些微的波动:“像个英雄。” Asai said that looked at own leg: „Pitifully.” 阿赛说完看了看自己的腿:“可惜。” „It is estimated that no one will like such hero.” “估计没有人会喜欢这样的英雄。” The doctor actually shakes the head: „Hero does not look at the semblance, but looks at his behavior.” 医师却摇了摇头:“英雄是不看外表的,而是看他的行为。” „Is the pain and tribulation, more can accomplish the personal character that firm and resolute does not pull out, more can erupt the powerful strength.” “越是痛苦和磨难,才越能够造就坚毅不拔的品德,越是能够让人爆发出强大的力量。” „Aren't the stories in these epic poems, this?” “那些史诗里的故事,不都是这样吗？” „Can obtain the successful story casually, is the most stories.” “能够随随便便获得成功的故事,都是最三流的故事。” The doctor patted the shoulder of Asai earnestly: „I feel good, the one who seizes the public security officer need of criminal is an intelligent brain.” 医师认真的拍了阿赛的肩膀:“我觉得不错啊,抓捕罪犯的治安官需要的是一颗聪明的大脑。” „Asai you are so intelligent, perhaps.” “阿赛你这么聪明,说不定真的可以的。” Asai smiled, but smiles not brightly. 阿赛笑了起来,但是笑得并不灿烂。 The doctor gave the Asai mother to inspect, later sighed. 医师又给阿赛的母亲检查了一下,随后叹了口气。 „The same as usual, you were too tired.” “还是老样子了,你太累了。” „Can rest appropriately, do not meet these heavy labors again, your body was too bad, cannot manage do not demand.” “适当可以歇一歇,不要再去接那些重活,你的身体太差了,干不来就不要强求。” „My words you must observe, this way you may probably really fall ill, but when the time comes really troubled.” “我的话你一定要遵守,再这样下去你可就要真的病倒了,到时候可真的麻烦了。” The mother nods: „Un un, I know.” 母亲点了点头:“嗯嗯,我知道的。” On the mouth said that but she has not complied. 嘴上这么说,但是她从来就没有照做过。 A floor poor woman person leads the child to survive alone, does not need to know that difficult, never has small rest this matter. 一个底层贫民女人独自一个人带着孩子生存下去,不用想就知道有多艰难,从来就没有轻松的休息这种事情。 Is living well several characters, to many have exhausted the complete strength. 好好活着几个字,对于很多人来说就已经用尽了全部的力气。 „Asai!” “阿赛！” The doctor turned head to look to Asai, called his name. 医师扭头看向了阿赛,喊了一声他的名字。 „You also grew up, should share for your mother.” “你也长大了,应该替你母亲分担一下了。” Asai said one: „Good.” 阿赛说了一声:“好。” The doctor stood, left behind several packages of recent years some temple the medicinal powder that starts to deliver, then left the home. 医师站了起来,留下了几包近些年一些神殿开始产出的药粉,然后离开了这个家。 As usual, he has not raised the matter of asking for money. 和往常一样,他从来没有提过要钱的事情。 Asai lamely the doctor will send out the family/home, then bows to his back. 阿赛一瘸一拐的将医师送出了家,然后向他的背影鞠躬。 Asai obeys mother's wish, went to the warehouse of mayor to carry out the work. 阿赛听从母亲的意愿,去镇长的仓库进行工作了。 This work is the night guards the warehouse, preventing the thief to steal the thing or fire, because in the warehouse is also putting many candles, lamp oil and combustible. 这份工作是深夜看守仓库,防止小偷偷东西或者起火,因为仓库里还放着不少蜡烛、灯油和易燃物。 Although the wages are not many, but is not quite indeed tired, very suitable present he. 工钱虽然不多,但是的确不太累,非常适合现在的他。 His mother indeed considered for him, although she never stated clearly orally. 他的母亲的确为他考虑到了许多,虽然她口头上从来也不明说。 On this day, Asai packed the thing to prepare to go to the warehouse to work. 这一天,阿赛收拾好了东西准备前往仓库工作。 He stands in the entrance waits for mother to go home, then he goes out again. 他站在门口等待着母亲回家,然后他再出门。 In the process of waiting the sky had the light rain, bottles of cans of Asai in becoming monk, placed the rain leakage the place to catch the water. 等待的过程中天空下起了小雨,阿赛拿出了家里的瓶瓶罐罐,放在漏雨的地方接住水。 „Tick-tock!” “滴答！” „Tick-tock!” “滴答！” The sound is not wonderful, noisy at the same time, making people feel a peaceful rhythm. 声音不算美妙,吵闹的同时,让人又感觉到一种安静的韵律。 Very unusual. 很奇特。 Sits Asai that almost falls asleep to look up to outside: „How to have come back?” 坐着差点睡着的阿赛抬起头看向了外面:“怎么还没有回来？” Just worried that spoke these words, mother heavy rain holds a big box to come back. 刚担忧的说完这句话,母亲就淋着雨抱着个大箱子回来了。 The box was being covered by the raincoat, inside is tattered that some mayor families/home do not want. 箱子被雨衣盖着,里面是一些镇长家不要的破烂。 Some old things, broken cloth ends as well as some remaining food. 一些旧东西,还有碎布头以及一些剩下的食物。 Mother unusual treasure covers with the raincoat that should keep the rain off on the box, the mayor family/home often has tattered that some do not want to be picked by mother, the clothes that these rot, the remaining cloth ends can weave the glove, rag doll and hat and so on thing, can use also to exchange some money. 母亲非常宝贝的用本应该挡雨的雨衣盖在了箱子上,镇长家经常有一些不要的破烂都会被母亲捡回来,那些烂掉的衣服,剩下的布头都可以织成手套、布偶、帽子之类的东西,能自己用也可以换上一些钱。 The mother diminutive emaciated body is holding a big box, treasures seriously. 母亲矮小瘦弱的身躯抱着个大箱子,珍惜得不得了。 Asai wanted to receive in the past, mother also dies to rigidly adhere to the hand does not loosen. 阿赛过去想要接过来,母亲也死死抱在手中不松开。 Her tired collapsing sits on the entrance ground, Asai makes mother sit with the stool. 她累的瘫倒坐在门口的地上,阿赛拿个凳子让母亲坐上去。 „All right!” “没事吧！” The mother whole body soaked, freezes trembles, tired out of breath, 母亲浑身湿透了,冻得发抖,累的上气不接下气, „All right.” “没事。” „You hurry to go to the warehouse to work.” “你赶紧去仓库工作。” Said that also happily said one: „Tomorrow morning earlier will come back, has delicious.” 说完又得意的笑着说了一句:“明天早上早点回来,有好吃的。” „Mayor family/home cleans up the thing that does not want today, I may pick many treasure today.” “镇长家今天清理不要的东西,我今天可捡到了不少宝贝。” Asai nods: „I first walked!” 阿赛点了点头:“那我先走了啊！” He is opening an umbrella to go out of the courtyard, turn head looked at one. 他打着伞走出院子,回头看了一眼。 „Do not sit, changes the dry/does clothes, goes to the quilt warm.” “别坐着了,换干衣服,去被子里暖和一下。” The mother lifts the hand to urge him to hurry immediately. 母亲立刻抬起手催他赶紧过去。 Worked one in the evening, next day comes back Asai to discover that mother got sick. 工作了一晚上,第二天回来阿赛就发现母亲病了。 Getting sick unusual is fierce, unceasing trembles to tremble, covering with the quilt was useless. 病的非常厉害,不断的发抖发颤,盖了被子都没有用。 He asked the doctor to see a doctor, the doctor applies drugs, but has not seen to change for the better slightly. 他请了医师来看病,医师用了药但是丝毫没有见好转。 Asai sits in the bedside sees mother: „Why doesn't have well?” 阿赛坐在床边看着母亲:“为什么没好呢？” The doctor shakes the head: „Was old, body senile this.” 医师摇了摇头:“年纪大了,身体衰老了就这样。” „Her body was too weak, the medicine is only the auxiliary function, wants to recover must depend on own system in the final analysis.” “她身体太弱了,药只是辅助的作用,想要痊愈归根结底还是要靠自己的体制。” Asai refuted: „But my mother is not old.” 阿赛反驳道:“可我的母亲并不老。” The doctor said: „A body utensil, obsolete is not the light looks at the age probably, but must look at the daily maintenance.” 医师却说道:“身体就好像一件器物,老朽并不是光看年龄的,还要看日常的维护。” The floor civilians year to year practical training and eats worst food, 40 years old are senile look awful. 底层平民常年的劳作和吃最差的食物,四十岁就已经衰老得不成样子。 This is very common. 这很寻常。 Asai asked the doctor: „Tries to find the solution!” 阿赛求医师:“想一想办法吧！” The doctor shakes the head, left behind the medicine, told the Asai daily amount used. 医师摇了摇头,留下了药,告诉阿赛每天的用量。 He also said this method can only look at the luck, but the doctor can achieve also only then this. 他也说了这种方法只能看运气了,但是医师能够做到的也只有这个。 Gets to the entrance, he remembered anything suddenly. 走到门口,他突然想起了什么。 The doctor made a suggestion to Asai. 医师给阿赛提了个建议。 „Asked the priest in seeking divine help hall!” “去求求神堂的祭司吧！” „I remember that his there has the recovery ceremony flagstone together, can make one body restore the vigor temporarily temporarily, this is that priest is so also old can also the action free reason.” “我记得他那里有一块复苏仪式石板,可以暂时让人体暂时恢复活力,这也是那祭司这么老还能行动自如的原因。” „Perhaps with a strength of this flagstone, can make your mother shoulder.” “用一次这块石板的力量,或许就能够让你母亲扛过来。” Asai nods: „I immediately on the past.” 阿赛点头:“我马上就过去。” Is defeated after the beforehand awakening ceremony, Asai does not want to see and go to that side the god hall. 从之前觉醒仪式失败之后,阿赛就再也不想看到和去神堂那边了。 However this he listens to the words that the doctor spoke time, immediately arrives in the god hall. 但是这一次他听医师所说的话,立刻来到了神堂之中。 The arrival of Asai had not been welcome by the priest, but is desolate. 阿赛的到来并没有受到祭司的欢迎,而是冷落。 The Asai previous interrogation and reprimanding, making the priest get up to him the mood of being sick and the dislike. 阿赛上一次的质问和斥责,让祭司对他起了厌烦和厌恶的情绪。 Moreover the awakening ceremony failure causes the rare situation of person disability to appear in his hand unexpectedly, makes him feel somewhat embarrassedly, can be the priest profession the stain. 而且觉醒仪式失败导致人残疾的这种罕见情况竟然出现在他的手上,也让他觉得有些难堪,算得上是祭司生涯的污迹。 What is more important, was impossible to become Asai of priest to have no function to him. 更重要的是,不可能成为祭司的阿赛对他没有任何作用了。 „To borrow the recovery ceremony flagstone?” “想要借用复苏仪式石板？” The priests exuded one to sneer: „Ok.” 祭司发出了一声冷笑:“可以。” „But needs to give money.” “但是需要给钱。” Asai grasps the clothes immediately: „Money?” 阿赛立刻抓紧了衣服:“钱？” He remembered the beforehand mother to oneself treasure bag, oneself family/home all continuations donated the church, the failure later mother actually stopped talking not to have the matter that the abstract came back. 他想起了之前母亲给自己的宝贝袋,自己家所有的继续都捐给了教堂,失败之后母亲却绝口没提要回来的事情。 Asai immediately says, treats as the fees that money, before , here works as the wages of voluntary worker. 阿赛立刻说,将那钱当做资费,还有自己之前在这里当义工的工钱。 The priests get angry instantaneously do not recognize people: Can the money of „donating the god also take back? Cracks a joke.” 祭司瞬间翻脸不认人:“捐给神的钱也能够收回？开什么玩笑。” „Moreover I have not wanted you to be the voluntary worker, is your brazen-faced and shameless coming requirements works for the god.” “而且我可没要你过来当义工,是你死皮赖脸的过来要求为神工作的。” „Can here the work be your being honored, how can also ask for money.” “能在这里工作是你的荣幸,怎么还能要钱。” Asai got angry the extreme: „You cannot like this.” 阿赛怒到了极点:“你不能够这样。” „I work for you here am so long, my mother's young time also for your workshop work, we had once made the contribution to you.” “我在这里为你工作这么久,我的母亲年轻的时候也曾经为你的工坊工作,我们都曾为你做出过贡献。” „My anything does not want.” “我什么都不要。” „So long as you save my mother.” “只要你救救我的母亲。” Priest cold snort/hum: „Rolls to me.” 祭司冷哼一声:“给我滚。” Ceremony flagstone type of thing, can be called is the most low level item, it can make the ordinary mind priests be able to use the strength of ceremony, even if he has not signed the spirit world contract. 仪式石板这种东西,可以称得上是一种最低级的道具,它能够让普通的心灵祭司都能够使用仪式的力量,哪怕他还没有签订灵界契约。 However this so-called most preliminary, is only in these powerful priest eyes. 但是这种所谓最低级,只是在那些强大的祭司眼中。 In the ordinary mind priest eyes, each ceremony flagstone is a workshop, is representing the innumerable money. 在普通的心灵祭司眼中,每一块仪式石板就是一座工坊,就代表着无数的金钱。 Also is representing the sacred strength. 也代表着神圣的力量。 Possibly how to give these rubes to use. 怎么可能给这些泥腿子用。 The priests made several employees in god hall hit Asai, then expelled the god hall him. 祭司让神堂的几个雇工将阿赛打了一顿,然后把他赶出了神堂。 „Boy, do not cause trouble.” “小子,不要闹事。” „Went home well, leaves the hot priest Sir to be angry again.” “好好回家,别再热祭司大人生气了。” „Go away, cripple.” “滚,瘸子。” Asai distressed stood, lamely across street. 阿赛狼狈的站了起来,一瘸一拐的穿过街道。 He turn head deeply looked to that god hall, then returned is excessive. 他回头深深望向了那神堂,然后回过了头。 Asai brings home the scar, 阿赛带着伤痕回到了家, He is taking good care of mother, but mother fever is fiercer, even to situation that started to speak the nonsense. 他悉心照料着母亲,但是母亲越烧越厉害,甚至到了开始说胡话的地步。 Asai also asked the doctor to come several times, but not effective. 阿赛又请了医师来了几次,但是并没有见效。 The doctor got a mother's physical exam again, is shaking the head to Asai. 医师再次检查了一下母亲的身体,对着门外的阿赛摇了摇头。 „Makes the final farewell!” “作最后的告别吧！” „Do not stay behind regretted.” “不要留下遗憾。” Asai sat in mother's side, stone that will not move probably. 阿赛坐在了母亲的身边,就好像一个不会动的石头。 The mother saw the face of Asai, in the eye showed the facial expression that worried about. 母亲看到了阿赛的脸,眼中露出了担忧的神情。 That is after being afraid oneself died, worry how oneself this son should survive in the future. 那是在害怕自己死去之后,自己这个儿子将来该如何生存下去的担忧。 „Asai.” “阿赛。” „Do not be afraid.” “不要害怕。” „If you are afraid, covers the eye!” “如果你害怕的话,就捂住眼睛吧！” „What could not see, this will not be afraid.” “什么都看不到,这样就不会害怕了。” The mother put out a hand, touches the face of Asai, then covered his eyes. 母亲伸出手,摸上了阿赛的脸,然后捂住了他的双眼。 Like this and movement, mother has made many in the childhood to him. 这样的话和动作,母亲在小时候就已经对他做过不少遍了。 Mother in fear, when the thunder, has in the midnight at night possibly is the unknown form of thief when outside the room attempts to push the door. 母亲在害怕的时候,在黑夜电闪雷鸣的时候,在半夜有着可能是小偷的未知身影在屋子外面尝试着推门的时候。 She will hide in the bedding, oneself and Asai eyes covering. 她就会躲在被窝里,将自己和阿赛的眼睛给捂住。 Probably this, outside is unable to harm her. 好像这样,外面的一起都无法伤害她了。 Asai never felt like this. 阿赛却从来不这样觉得。 He only thought that anything could not see instead was more fearful, he only wants the opening eye vigorously to see clearly all of this world, but his mother only wants to hide like the ostrich, 他只觉得什么都看不到反而更可怕了,他只想要极力的睁大眼睛看清楚这个世界的一切,而他的母亲只想要像个鸵鸟一样隐藏起来, However this he suddenly felt time differently, 但是这一次他突然觉得不一样了, Warming of hand across the eye socket, penetrates into his heart deep place. 手的温暖穿过眼眶,深入到他的内心深处。 He felt that security sense, that is the diminutive feeble mother gives his security sense, that has followed him actually never by he has looked straight ahead truly the feeling. 他感觉到了安全感,那是矮小瘦弱的母亲给他的安全感,那是一直伴随着他却从来没有被他真正直视过的感觉。 „Do not be afraid......” “不要害怕……” „Covers the eye...... anything not to fear.” “捂住眼睛……就什么都不怕了。” „Nothing can harm us...... the injury......” “没有什么能够伤害我们……伤害……” The hand falls. 手落下。