HDLL :: Volume #6

#564: Matter that Yang Yi wants to handle( one-fourth)

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Mo Fei said the own daily life is meaningful, Yang Yi does not think so, because in his daily life, besides looking at Xixi growing up makes him feel the enrichment day-by-day, other matter is not meaningful. 墨菲说自己每天的生活都有意义,杨轶可不这么看的,因为他每天的生活里,除了看着曦曦一天天长大让他觉得充实以外,别的事情并不算有意义。 Writes a book and writes the song, Mo Fei thought that he is in the study room is creating, but Yang Yi know that these are not their work, even if sometimes, to conform to the setting of this world, Yang Yi needs to carry on the artistic processing to these works, but defers to this world the copyright logic, these works are still he plagiarize! 写书、写歌,墨菲觉得他在书房里是在创作,可是杨轶自己知道,这些都不是自己的作品,就算是有些时候,为了符合这个世界的设定,杨轶需要对这些作品进行艺术性的加工,可是按照这个世界的版权逻辑,这些作品依然是他抄袭的！ Naturally, legally nobody can investigate the Yang Yi's responsibility, who knows Earth of these works from another potential surface? 当然,在法律上没有人能够追究杨轶的责任,谁知道这些作品来自另一个位面的地球？ But regarding Yang Yi, even if thick a facial skin point not to care, what is unable to deny, his life value cannot be manifested actually. 但对于杨轶自己而言,就算厚着脸皮一点也不在意,可是无法否认的是,他的人生价值其实没有能够得到体现。 Considers wife and children's sense of responsibility, has covered the void of Yang Yi's this innermost feelings! 照顾妻儿的责任感,掩盖了杨轶的这种内心的空虚！ Before Yang Yi thinks that oneself heavy labor first, can while no longer have the killer organization to chase down, enjoyed the life of average person well, rested awakes to the nature. Then also has the pretty and pure wife in the bosom, the adorable and sensible daughter crawls is carrying on the back, not envy affectionate couple not Xian Xian. Writes the previous generation the thing to trade the living expenses at most, as if such life already enough, lightly for a lifetime good! 以前杨轶以为,自己重活一世,可以趁不再有杀手组织追杀,好好地享受普通人的生活,睡到自然醒。然后还有漂亮、单纯的妻子在怀,可爱、懂事的女儿爬在背上,不羡鸳鸯不羡仙。顶多写点前世的东西换换生活费,似乎这样的生活已经足够,平平淡淡地过一辈子就好！ However, the fact is not true. 然而,事实并非如此。 Yang Yi cannot achieve to sleep to rest awakes to the nature, he is still maintaining the previous generation same getting up early custom, persists in exercising, placed by own body a good standard. 杨轶做不到睡觉睡到自然醒,他依然维持着前世一样的早起习惯,坚持锻炼,让自己的身体保持在一个不错的水准。 He cannot like Yang Guo, be glad to quit while ahead, can with the beloved little dragon female's one in the ancient grave dull then be dozens years. 他也并没有能够像杨过一样,甘于急流勇退,可以跟心爱的小龙女在古墓里一呆便是几十年。 Mo Fei draws him to sing, Yang Yi went, although he under situation, does not enjoy the stage like Mo Fei, but has saying that sang under tens of thousands people of gazes, the Yang Yi innermost feelings obtained very big satisfaction, resembled the life to reach a milestone level the achievement to be the same. 墨菲拉着他去唱歌,杨轶去了,他虽然是迫于形势,也并不像墨菲那样享受舞台,但不得不说,在几万人注视下唱歌,杨轶内心得到了很大的满足,就好像人生达到一个里程碑级的成就一样。 Yang Yi thought one do not like showing face in public, best to hide in secretly, can make anything to make anything, but Mo Fei told him, he liked making the movie, therefore he attempted. 杨轶觉得自己不喜欢抛头露面,最好是藏在幕后,能做什么做什么,但墨菲告诉他,他喜欢拍电影,所以他去尝试了。 Naturally, Yang Yi afterward discovered one not like Guo Ziyi, to making the movie has specially deeply holds to read, but he truly likes the movie character that acts itself to like, developed „Rudy”, originally that callous, but the good giant returned to original state, even also integrated own understanding, developed well, Yang Yi thought that own innermost feelings can also be satisfied! 当然,杨轶后来发现自己并不像郭子意那样,对拍电影有着特别深的执念,但他确实喜欢扮演自己喜欢的电影角色,演好了“鲁迪”,将原本那个冷酷但善良的大个子还原出来,甚至还融入了自己的理解,演得更好,杨轶觉得自己的内心也能得到满足！ The light and happy life yes right, Yang Yi has not shut out, will not change external appearances only since then, on has rushed about to toil not to give a thought to the life of family! 平淡、幸福的生活是没错的,杨轶并没有嫌弃,也并不会从此改头换面,过上奔波劳碌而不顾家庭的生活！ But Yang Yi thought that he should also find the matter that oneself want to handle, thus struggles, creation own value. 但杨轶觉得,自己也应该找到自己想做的事情,从而为之奋斗,创造属于自己的价值。 Otherwise, his innermost feelings void will happen one day erupt. 否则,他内心的空虚终有一天会爆发出来。 What does Yang Yi want to make? 但杨轶想做什么呢？ Thinks directly this issue does not have the answer. 直接想这个问题是没有答案的。 Yang Yi starts to unearth oneself previous generation memory, what does oneself previous generation like making? 杨轶开始挖掘自己前世的记忆,自己前世喜欢做什么？ Sang does not calculate that after all the throat and face of his previous generation had been destroyed, regarding pop music, he most can only be the appreciation, cannot hum. 唱歌不太算,毕竟他前世的嗓子和脸是被破坏过的,对于流行音乐,他最多只能是欣赏,不能哼唱。 Writing? Or creates own novel? This is a little difficult, Yang Yi likes studying, the success reorganizations of style also good this to these novels can look. But really makes him write novel, Yang Yi lacks the creation the inspiration. 写作？或者说创作属于自己的小说？这个有点困难,杨轶喜欢读书,文笔也不错这一世对那些小说的成功改编可以看出来。可是真的让他写小说,杨轶又缺少创作的灵感。 He really likes, possibly on only the remaining pure music! 那他真正喜欢的,可能就只剩下纯净的音乐了！ Not long, he sits in the spacious sanctuary, is bringing the ultra hifi earphone, listens respectfully to Sojiro's «Original Scenery of Hometown», in that wonderful ceramic whistle sound, as if the soul flutters, as if can feel the nostalgia of author, that scene is, his soul travels by the train that is speeding along high-speed, shuttles back and forth in the boundless endless field, after mountains rivers...... When he takes off the earphone, does not know when has had tears streaming down the face. 曾几何时,他坐在空旷的庇护所的正中间,带着超hifi的耳机,聆听宗次郎的《故乡的原风景》,在那美妙的陶笛声里,仿佛灵魂飘出来,似乎能够感受到作者的乡愁,那个场景是,他的灵魂搭乘着高速飞驰的列车,穿梭在无边无尽的田野上,经过一道道山川河流……等他摘下耳机,不知道何时已经泪流满面。 Yes, although he does not know that his hometown is which place of Chinese mainland, is in the music, this does not hinder him to produce the resonance of heart to this song! 是的,虽然他不知道自己的故乡是中华大陆的哪个地方,可是在音乐上,这并不妨碍他对这个曲子产生情感共鸣！ Naturally, not only «Original Scenery this type of Hometown» with the music of special musical instrument performance, many, like Mr. Joe Hisaishi «of Your»( is also «City of that Sky» everybody called by mistake), exquisite romantic «Canon» and light actually exciting «Rain Mark» wait / etc., naturally, there is home «piano Tune of Night», «Liang Zhu» of violin version wait / etc.. 当然,不只是《故乡的原风景》这种用特殊乐器演奏的音乐,还有很多,像久石让先生的《伴随着你》（也就是大家误称的《天空之城》）、优美浪漫的《卡农》、淡淡却扣人心弦的《雨的印记》等等,当然,也有国内的《夜的钢琴曲》,小提琴版的《梁祝》等等。 Too many too many absolute music, play with the musical instrument, are much more beautiful! 太多太多纯音乐,用乐器演奏,美得令人窒息！ The Yang Yi previous generation will also try to play the works of these masters, although his several basic musical instrument plays also well, but the nitpicking ear can hear a disparity, therefore has been practicing, knows that he arrived at this world. 杨轶前世也会尝试着自己去演奏这些大师的作品,虽然他的几个基本乐器玩得还不错,但挑剔的耳朵还是能够听得出一点差距,所以一直在练,知道他到了这个世界。 In this world, he to playing the practice of absolute music has been short, perhaps because of the Mo Fei's reason, he has placed on more energy pop music, naturally, can sing, moreover can control singing of different range freely, a comparison makes Yang Yi feel the excited matter. 在这个世界里,他对弹奏纯音乐的练习少了,或许因为墨菲的原因,他把更多的精力放在了流行音乐上,当然,能够唱歌,而且还能自由驾驭不同音域的唱歌,还是一个比较让杨轶感到兴奋的事情。 But now thinks carefully that Yang Yi is liking the absolute music, but he has not taken this road, even if Mo Fei gives him a violin. 但现在仔细一想,杨轶还是喜欢着纯音乐的,只是他还没有走这条路而已,即便墨菲送给他一把小提琴。 However, in this regard, how can Yang Yi manifest own life value? With former such, transcribed, previous generation these classics absolute music moving? 不过,在这个方面,杨轶怎么样才能体现自己的人生价值呢？还是跟以前那样,抄抄写写,把前世那些经典纯音乐给搬过来吗？ But as the matter stands, before him the matter that handles what has to distinguish, discussed that what creation value, does realize the significance? 但这样一来,跟他之前做的事情有什么区别,又谈何创造价值、实现意义？ Yang Yi has thought on the bed in the evening for a long time, finally, he has made a decision. 杨轶当晚在床上想了好久,终于,他做出了一个决定。 „I want to compose!” Yang Yi told itself. “我要自己作曲！”杨轶告诉自己。 The composition is not a simple matter, did not mean that said can become Joe Hisaishi, even if the student who the regular professional training comes out, can write to be able not necessarily reluctantly one hear of songs! 作曲并不是一个简单的事情,并不是说说就能成为久石让的,就算是科班出来的学生,也不见得就能写出能勉强一听的曲子来！ Moreover Yang Yi wants to compose, is not the common song, he wants to create to look like «Rain Mark» and «Liang Zhu» this type of being handed down for generations classics! 而且杨轶想要作曲,还不是一般的曲子,他想要创作出像《雨的印记》、《梁祝》这种传世经典！ This ambition, is a little as if big to not side, as if a little overreaches oneself. 这个野心,似乎有点大到没边,也似乎有点不自量力。 The talent and lunatic have the separation of one wall, he is not considered as the talent, it is estimated that wants only to be the lunatic, or fool. 天才和疯子只有一墙之隔,他不算是天才,估计这么想只能是疯子,或者傻子。 Naturally, Yang Yi not to create own classics, but does not move these classics of previous generation, that may be a pity that he also thinks play to play! 当然,杨轶不会为了创作属于自己的经典,而不将前世的那些经典搬过来,那可多可惜啊,他还想自己弹奏着玩玩呢！ But Yang Yi thought that regardless of this crazy idea has is much difficult to put into practice, oneself should also try. 但杨轶觉得,无论这个疯狂的想法有多难实现,自己也应该去试一试。 From the composition of study foundation, starts from the shatter Little Duan song creation, starts from simplest piano or the violin instrumental music, Yang Yi has thought to oneself road that must take. 从学习基础的作曲开始,从破碎的小段曲子创作开始,从最简单的钢琴或者小提琴器乐开始,杨轶已经给自己想好了要走的路。 Creates a song not quite to be perhaps difficult, but creates a being handed down for generations classical song absolutely is not the goal that can succeed diligently. 创作一个曲子或许不太难,但创作一个传世经典的曲子绝对不是一个努力就能成功的目标。 Yang Yi even planned that regards own lifelong goal it, does not need to worry, does not need to establish a separatist regime own life, does not need to toss about that appearance like Beethoven. 杨轶甚至打算将它当成自己的人生目标,不需要太着急,不需要将自己的生活割据开来,不需要像贝多芬一样将自己折腾成那个模样。 Has not related, Yang Yi can use oneself leisure the time, for example Xixi goes to school, leisure time that then Mo Fei works, even in the ordinary ordinary life, in the travel of family member, study, accumulates slowly slowly, many listens to this world the music, derives the nutrient, many hugs this world and life, gains the inspiration. 没关系的,杨轶可以利用自己闲暇的时间,比如曦曦去上学,然后墨菲去工作的闲暇时光,甚至是在平常普通的生活中,在和家人的旅行中,慢慢地学,慢慢地积累,多去听这个世界的音乐,汲取养分,多去拥抱这个世界和生活,从中获取灵感。 Lifetime, so long as can create a own classical music, this has realized own dream! 有生之年,只要能够创造出一首属于自己的经典音乐,这就算是实现了自己的梦想！ Naturally, even if arrives unable to create finally, Yang Yi thinks has not related, the process of this creation, definitely also will grow by oneself, will create the value, this was also lived by oneself meaningful one manifestation. 当然,就算到最后创造不出来,杨轶觉得没有关系,这个创作的过程,肯定也会让自己成长,也会创造出价值,这也是让自己活得有意义的一种体现。 Yang Yi thought that he needed to take advanced courses one to the campus in! 杨轶觉得,自己有必要到校园里去进修一番了呢！
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