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(十分感谢‘旋梦ぬ轻舞’、‘人生银家’、‘mr.天宇’的打赏！) What feeling was the so-called death? 所谓的死亡到底是什么样的感觉呢？ Should no one accurate that feeling expressing? 应该没有人会准确的将那种感觉给表达出来吧？ How to say again, regarding average person, once died, that anything did not have. 再怎么说,对于普通人来说,一旦死了,那就什么都没了。 The feeling of death was such a feeling. 死亡的感觉就是这样的一种感觉。 Also can feel the heartbeat, body weight, field of vision and memory and even all, instantaneous will lose in this completely, including consciousness. 原本还能感觉到的心跳、体重、视野、记忆乃至一切的一切,都会在这个瞬间里全部失去,包括意识本身。 Right. 没错。 The so-called death, actually, was anything did not have one feeling. 所谓的死亡,其实,就是什么都没有了的一种感觉而已。 Then, what matter is the so-called life? 那么,所谓的生命又是什么一回事呢？ Can feel these average people the heartbeat, body weight, field of vision and memory and all do give the feeling of having? 是不是将那些一般人能够感觉到的心跳、体重、视野、记忆与一切的一切都给拥有的感觉呢？ This point, similarly no one can accurate it expressing. 这一点,也同样没有人能够准确的将它给表达出来。 Why words must speak, that moment when the life is born, as this life, arrives at oneself of this world even unable to feel including oneself in crying aloud this point by Status/condition of baby, naturally cannot know that moment that oneself are born was anything feels. 要说为什么的话,当生命诞生的那一刻,作为这个生命本身,以婴儿的状态来到这个世界的本人甚至连自己在啼哭这一点都无法感觉到,自然不会知道自己诞生的那一刻到底是什么感觉了。 Now, Noah then complete experience this feeling. 现在,诺亚便完好的体验了一次这种感觉。 This type from should be the death of having a thing in the world, gradually enters obtains the feelings of all lives. 这种从原本应该是一无所有的死亡,逐渐进入得到一切的生命的感觉。 After that looks like sunk the pitch-dark seabed, living fishes, bit by bit sees the bright feeling again, let Noah's consciousness restoration bit by bit. 那就像是本来被沉进伸手不见五指的海底以后被活生生的捞上来,一点一点的重见光明的感觉,让诺亚的意识一点一点的恢复了。 When will soon sober, experienced from fresh to dying one time, discovered to fresh Noah of feeling from dying again. 等到即将清醒过来时,体验了一次从生到死,再从死到生的感觉的诺亚才发现。 In own heart, that probably free is dancing in the air fairy is the same. The design of connection on slate is sparkling. 在自己的心中,那像是自由的在飞舞着的妖精一样。连接在石盘上的一个图案正在闪闪发光。 Impressively, is 《Spirit》 Incarnation. 赫然,便是『精灵』的化身。 Noah's 《Spirit》 Incarnation fuses power that Verethragna 《Ram》 Incarnation and Gastrea Virus's strengthened regenerative ability derived became. 诺亚的『精灵』化身是融合了韦勒斯拉纳的『牧羊』化身和原肠动物病毒强化得来的再生能力所衍生而成的力量。 But as the 《Spirit》 predecessor, Verethragna 《Ram》 is one words that in the user falls into is on the verge of death in that moment of uses to let its resurrecting 《Authority》. 而作为『精灵』的前身,韦勒斯拉纳的『牧羊』是一个在使用者陷入濒死的那一刻里使用的话就能够让其复活的『权能』。 Noah had also once conceived, fused 《Ram》 Incarnation. Own 《Spirit》 Incarnation also has ability that can resurrect? 曾经,诺亚也曾设想过,融合了『牧羊』的化身。自己的『精灵』化身是不是也有能够让人复活的能力呢？ This tentative plan, in this moment, was confirmed finally. 这个设想,在这一刻里,终于得到了证实。 Therefore, the clear recollection died all before resurrecting, in Noah's heart shakes suddenly, opened own eye fiercely. 于是,清楚的回忆起自己死亡到复活前的一切,诺亚的心中蓦然一震,猛的睁开了自己的眼睛了。 This opens the eye. A familiar lively sound then reached in Noah's ears. 这一睁开眼睛。一个熟悉的活泼的声音便传进了诺亚的耳中。 „Oh? did Noah-chan wake up?” “哦？小诺亚醒来了吗？” Hears this familiar sound, in the Noah heart shakes shakes again, sits to set out hastily. 听到这个熟悉的声音,诺亚心中一震再震,连忙坐起身来。 Until this time, Noah discovered that pure white world that before oneself is in died, arrives. 直到这时,诺亚才发现,自己正处于死去以前到达的那个纯白的世界。 Surrounding snow white. Distant also is looking like the nebula, is pacing back and forth like the vortex existence is revolving slowly, all that tranquil. 周围一片雪白。远方还有着一个即像星云,又像漩涡一样徘徊着的存在在缓缓的回旋着,一切都是那么的宁静。 But under such a background, two petite young girls near spatial float, the concerned look is looking at Noah, when until seeing Noah wakes up exposed the dazzling smile, although unemotional, but the in the eyes look also relaxed all of a sudden much. 而在这样的一副背景下,两个娇小的少女临空悬浮,都以关切般的眼神望着诺亚,直到看到诺亚醒来时才一个展露出了耀眼的笑容,一个虽面无表情,但眼中的神色也一下子缓和了不少。 Besides Gaia and Alaya. Who can also be? 除了盖亚与阿赖耶以外。还能是谁呢？ Recalled that before all that losing the consciousness experiences, Noah does not trace own heart spot voluntarily. 回想起自己在失去意识前经历的一切,诺亚不自觉的摸了摸自己的心脏部位。 In there, should has fully restored to the heart of brutal piercing by Gaia and Alaya. Did not have including a scar. 在那里,原本应该被盖亚和阿赖耶给无情的洞穿的心脏已然是完全恢复。连一点伤痕都没有了。 Is feeling the beat of heart, recalled again before losing the consciousness , the heart that beats by Gaia and Alaya twisting the broken feeling, Noah can only look at Gaia and Alaya speechless. 感受着心脏的跳动,再回想起失去意识前跳动的心脏被盖亚和阿赖耶给绞碎的感觉,诺亚只能无言的望着盖亚和阿赖耶了。 To be honest, Noah has really not believed that Gaia and Alaya meet strike to kill. 说实话,诺亚还真不相信盖亚和阿赖耶会击杀自己。 But, that truly is the fact. 可是,那确确实实是事实。 Can feel clearly own 《Spirit》 Incarnation had has started Noah of phenomenon to say very much definite, oneself truly by Gaia and Alaya strike to kill a time. 能够清楚的感觉到自己的『精灵』化身有发动过的现象的诺亚可以很确定的说,自己确实被盖亚和阿赖耶击杀过一次了。 The resurrecting effect of without 《Spirit》 hiding. That Noah is unable continuation to stand absolutely again here. 若是没有『精灵』隐藏的复活效果的话。那诺亚绝对无法再继续站在这里。 However, Noah cannot actually be angry. 然而,诺亚却生不起气来。 Noah believes. By Gaia and Alaya ability, can detect that absolutely own 《Spirit》 can make itself resurrect. Then met strike to kill oneself one time. 诺亚相信。以盖亚和阿赖耶的能力,绝对是能够察觉到自己的『精灵』是能够让自己复活的。这才会击杀了自己一次。 in other words, out of some goal, in situation that in knowing oneself can also resurrect, Gaia and Alaya meet strike to kill own. 也就是说,出于某一个目的,并且在得知了自己还会复活的情况下,盖亚和阿赖耶才会击杀自己的。 Therefore, Noah can understand. 所以,诺亚能够理解。 Just, understands to turn over to the understanding, Noah somewhat to have a lingering fear. 只不过,理解归理解,诺亚还是有些心有余悸。 Stimulated the 《Spirit》 hidden resurrecting after effect, Noah is clear, this effect must be before oneself died starts can bring resurrecting effectively. 激发了『精灵』的隐藏复活效果以后,诺亚才明白,这个效果必须是得在自己死亡之前发动才能有效的带来复活的。 In other words , if before the death, Noah has not started 《Spirit》 Incarnation with enough time, that is not then able to resurrect, only then dead end. 换言之,若是在死亡之前,诺亚没有来得及发动『精灵』的化身的话,那便无法复活,只有死路一条。 Understood this point, how Noah can not have a lingering fear? 明白了这一点,诺亚又如何能够不心有余悸呢？ „Sorry, Noah-chan.” “对不起了,小诺亚。” Perhaps saw in Noah heart had a lingering fear, on the Gaia face that active expression restrained slightly, became somewhat earnest. 或许是看出了诺亚心中的心有余悸了,盖亚脸上那活跃的表情微微收敛了一些,变得有些认真了起来。 „At that time that situation, we, only then this choice.” “当时那个情况,我们只有这个选择了。” Really, Gaia and Alaya meet strike to kill Noah, totally is for some goal. 果然,盖亚和阿赖耶会击杀诺亚,完全是出于某一个目的。 „We really need that makes.” Alaya also saw in Noah's heart the institute to be the same probably, opened the mouth indifferently. “我们确实有那么做的必要。”阿赖耶也像是看出了诺亚的心中所想一样,漠然开口。 „If not give to erase your life trace, you will certainly be discovered, result that by that time, you really vanish unavoidable.” “如果不将你的生命痕迹都给抹去的话,那你一定会被发现,到那个时候,你就真的无法避免消失的结局了。” „Was discovered?” In the Noah heart moves, inquired. “被发现？”诺亚心中一动,询问出声。 „Was given the discovery by what?” “被什么给发现啊？” Before called by Gaia and Alaya came to here, Noah truly felt that the thing that had what terrifying is been close, making Noah have the desperate sense of crisis. 在被盖亚和阿赖耶叫来这里以前,诺亚确实感觉到了有什么恐怖的东西正在接近中,让诺亚产生了绝望般的危机感。 In addition that time 《Between Worlds》 unusual condition, Noah where still don't understand had what matter to happen? 再加上那个时候的『世界之间』的异状,诺亚哪里还不明白有什么事情发生了呢？ But by a Noah such inquiry, Gaia and Alaya each other looked at each other one, looked unexpectedly to Noah, in the look disclosed a serious atmosphere. 而被诺亚这么一询问,盖亚和阿赖耶彼此对视了一眼,竟是都看向了诺亚,眼神中透露出了一种严肃的氛围来。 „Yourself go back in 《Between Worlds》 to have a look, saw, you understand, you just some multi- dangers.” “你自己回去『世界之间』里看看,看到了,你就会明白,你刚刚到底有多危险了。” hearing these words, in the Noah heart burst out an ominous premonition. 听到这句话,诺亚心中迸发出一种不祥的预感了。 ...... …… As before is that pure white world. 依旧是那个纯白的世界。 However, returns in this pure white world, Noah is looking at the present all, in the heart, all sentiments resemble the boiling water that boils to be the same, boiled entirely. 然而,重新回到这个纯白的世界里,诺亚望着眼前的一切,心中,所有的感情均都似煮沸的开水一样,通通沸腾了起来。 Because only, presents in front of Noah, lets Noah unbelievable one. 只因为,呈现在诺亚面前的,是让诺亚难以置信的一幕。 《Between Worlds》 that 《Between Worlds》. 『世界之间』还是那个『世界之间』。 A feather as before that feather piece by piece piece by piece. 一片片的羽毛依旧还是那一片片的羽毛。 But, likes the ground same place in that one thing scattered filled the entire pure white world. 可是,在那有如地面一样的地方,一样东西散落满了整一个纯白的世界。 That, is the feather. 那,还是羽毛。 Actually is one likes by anything piece by piece to disjunction forcefully, is only left over the incomplete half of feather. 却是一片片有如被什么东西给硬生生的折断,只剩下残缺不全的一半的羽毛。 , That scatters the incomplete feather of entire ground without a doubt, is 《World Fragment》. 毫无疑问的,那散落整个地面的残缺不全的羽毛,就是『世界碎片』。 The precisely because clear understanding this point, Noah's heart resembled the boiling water same ebullition that boils. 正是因为清楚的理解到了这一点,诺亚的心才似煮沸的开水一样的沸腾而起。 The reason does not have it. 原因无它。 Were many that to scatter place 《World Fragment》, these complete world actually all of a sudden reduce to a pitiful situation. 多了那散落了一地的『世界碎片』,那些完整的世界却一下子减少到了一个可怜的地步。 Was said, these scattered 《World Fragment》 in ground, was just still dancing in the air, belonged to complete these world! 即是说,那些散落在地面上的『世界碎片』,就是刚刚还在飞舞着,属于完好的那些世界！ „What's all this about?” Noah grips tightly the fist, suppresses in the heart to tumble the mood. “这是怎么回事？”诺亚紧握拳头,强忍着心中翻滚着情绪。 „How is this matter?” “这到底是怎么一回事？” That said that but Noah has actually guessed. 话是这么说,但诺亚其实已经有所猜测了。 Perhaps, in that time that Noah died, in 《Between Worlds》 had anything, gave to destroy these complete one by one world! 恐怕,就在诺亚死去的那一段时间里,『世界之间』里发生了一些什么,将那些本来完好的一个个世界都给摧毁！ Arrived at this time, Noah responded. 到得这时,诺亚才反应了过来。 Originally, Noah will arrive in other world to go to retrieve 《World Fragment》, that is because the world was destroyed, causes reason of half of fragment outflows to other world. 本来,诺亚会到别的世界里去回收『世界碎片』,那就是因为世界被摧毁,导致一半的碎片流失到别的世界里的缘故。 Now, in Noah's side, only had a world destroyed matter again. 如今,在诺亚的身旁,只是再度发生了一次世界被摧毁的事情而已。 Is such simple. 就是这么简单。 Obviously is such a easily understood condition, Noah is actually not able to quench own mood. 明明就是这么一个容易被理解的状况,诺亚却无法仰制自己的情绪。 „All that such, I make, what significance also there is?” “那样,我做的一切,又有什么意义呢？” Noah does not know how these world were destroyed. 诺亚不知道那些世界是怎么被摧毁的。 However, that causes the world destroyed reason has not vanished, but is still continuing. 但是,那个导致世界被摧毁的原因并没有就此消失,而是还在继续着。 Own untold hardships retrieve 《World Fragment》 in the one by one world, only presumptuously thinks some day to make all world return to the original condition. 自己千辛万苦的在一个个的世界里回收『世界碎片』,只是妄想着有朝一日能够让所有的世界都恢复原状。 Finally, in an instant, a big world in own at present is destroyed. 结果,转眼间,一大片的世界又在自己的眼前被摧毁。 How does this make Noah quench own mood? 这让诺亚如何仰制自己的情绪？ How does this make Noah be able not to suspect itself? 这让诺亚如何能够不怀疑自己？ Has the significance such negative, how can Noah not have the vacillation? 存在意义被这样否定,诺亚又怎么能不心生动摇？ „damn...” ( to be continued ) “可恶…”(未完待续)