HOMD :: Volume #2

#169: Who is entitled?

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„No, I reject!” “不,我拒绝！” Zhang Lan categorically rejected the Aunt May's request, refuses to substitute Aunt May to look after Harry and Peter. 【Wind and cloud novel reading network】 张蓝断然拒绝了梅伯母的请求,拒绝替代梅伯母来照顾哈利和彼得。【风云小说阅读网】 This stems from Aunt May's to expect obviously, cannot let Harry and Peter understanding. 这显然出乎梅伯母的预料,更加的不能让哈利和彼得理解。 „What? I misunderstood, Lan, you” “什么？我是不是听错了,蓝,你” Peter has words on the tip of the tongue, actually does not know how should say, asked why Zhang Lan does refuse to take care of them? 彼得话到嘴边,却不知道该如何说下去,问张蓝为什么拒绝照顾他们？ „Peter, be quiet! Your Harry.” “彼得,住嘴！还有你哈利。” Aunt May reproved Peter one, the blame that Harry that and prevents to start to speak but hesitate, look complex looking Zhang Lan, and has no or does not trust, but is full loving dearly: 梅伯母训斥了彼得一句,并阻止欲言又止的哈利,神色复杂的瞧了一眼张蓝,并没有任何的责怪或者不信任,而是满满的心疼: „Lan, are you very also tired? I make the medical treatment and nursing, understands feeling that when the life departs from own hand, that dilutedness, when most starts, has been puzzling me.” “蓝,你也很累吧？我做医护的,明白当生命从自己手中离去的感受,那种无力感,在最开始的时候,也一直困扰着我。” After the subconscious rejection ends Aunt May, Zhang Lan thinks that can wait for Aunt May's to reprove, or is the faint understanding, after all he adopts not? 在下意识的拒绝完梅伯母之后,张蓝原以为会等来梅伯母的训斥,或者是淡漠的理解,毕竟他只是领养的不是吗？ What has not thought that what actually waits is Aunt May's comforts, speaking of comforting of his heart, previously held back tears that has not been flowing out, under Aunt May's this comforts, instead bursts a dike. 没想到的是,竟然等来的是梅伯母的宽慰,一句说到他心底的宽慰,此前强忍着没有流出的眼泪,在梅伯母的这一句宽慰下,反而决堤而出。 Finds Zhang Lan's to respond, Aunt May very gentle smiling, refers to wiping the Zhang Lan's tears with the big thumb gently, the look does not have the focal distance, in the mouth in the mind the scene that recalls to describe: 瞧见张蓝的反应,梅伯母很是慈祥的笑了笑,用大拇轻轻指拭去张蓝的眼泪,神色没有焦距,口中将脑海里回忆的场景描述出来: „ Person, always the short remaining life dies since birth, most starts to be the nurse time I, until having “人啊,总是有生老命死,最开始做护士的时候我并不懂,直到有一名我负责的重症监护病人突发暴毙,在我面前死去的时候,我才知道了生命的可贵,那一种生命在你眼前逝去,而又无法阻止的无力感,是我面临的一道关卡,这是课本和老师教不了的。” „At that time, when I prepare to resign, this he appeared, he and I said that ‚you are hope oneself go all-out, detains the hope that others possibly live, is let do by the unknown person?’” “那时候,在我准备辞职的时候,本他出现了,他和我就说‘你是希望自己尽全力,去挽留别人可能活下来的希望,还是让由未知的人去做？’” „Also is at that time, I knew, the ability is bigger, the responsibility is bigger.” “也是在那时候,我知道了,能力越大,责任越大。” „The beforehand New York University lizard medicine leakage incident, with proliferates lizard medicine of New York city after that wants to come is a Harry person prevents incessantly? I think among this, Lan you should shoulder overwhelming majority responsibility, right?” “之前的纽约大学的蜥蜴药剂泄露事件,和其后遍布纽约市的蜥蜴药剂,想来不止是哈利一个人阻止的吧？我想这中间,蓝你应该是承担了绝大部分的责任,是吗？” In Zhang Lan mind that Aunt May's this last few words, let recollection many pictures, picture that many his living alone times do not dare to recall. 梅伯母的这最后一句话,让的张蓝脑海中不由的回想起许多画面,许多他一人独处时候不敢回想的画面。 The New York University cafeteria, was thrown after by The Lizard experiments lizard medicine, even if finally Zhang Lan saves most schoolmates, but the cutting off limb remnant arm of that restaurant, Zhang Lan watched the scene picture that S.H.I.E.L.D. has given afterward, is a slaughter house! 纽约大学食堂,被蜥蜴博士投掷实验蜥蜴药剂后,即便最后张蓝救下了绝大多数同学,可那餐厅的断肢残臂,后来张蓝看过神盾局给的现场照片,就是一个屠宰场！ This time, created counted the 100 famous schoolmate dead fully! 这一次,造成了整整数百名同学死亡！ After that fills the air in lizard medicine of entire New York city, that is the human purgatory, the human order falls into enemy hands, lizardman to hunt for the human and birth parents' own child to start simply 其后弥漫在整个纽约市的蜥蜴药剂,那简直就是人间炼狱,人类秩序失守、蜥蜴人捕猎人类、亲生父母自己的孩儿下手 This time, light/only the casualty was over ten thousand people! Is injured, disability is countless. 这一次,光死亡人数就是上万人！受伤、残疾的更是不计其数。 But all these, are because his then „World Difficulty 3” creates, Zhang Lan many maintain to fall into boundless remorse day and night, boundless lamentation. 而这一切,都是因为他当时的“世界难度三”造成的,张蓝多少个日夜维持陷入无边的自责,无边的悔恨。 After that Zhang Lan on the performance in „the mutant bill” and Manhattan Island stops Statue of Liberty and Los Angeles airport to rescue furiously, for does not make more casualties appear in own hand. 其后,张蓝奋力在“变种人法案”上的表现、曼哈顿岛阻拦自由女神像、洛杉矶机场救援,都是为了不让更多的伤亡出现在自己手中。 Thinks of this, near some Zhang Lan delay the French windows of arriving office, is looking at front New York, is looking at that lively scene, before the most intimate person, is revealed finally in the heart thinks: 想到此,张蓝有些呆滞的走到办公室的落地窗边,望着面前的纽约,望着那繁华的场景,在自己最亲近的人面前,终于是吐露出了心中所想: „Peter, did you still remember the casualty of that New York University cafeteria? I remember, entire 241 people, my classmate, your teaching teacher.” “彼得,你还记得那次纽约大学食堂的死亡人数吗？我记得,整整241人,其中还有我自己的同班同学,你的执教老师。” „Harry, Victor that fight is very difficult, but so, that time, still died even 32 civilians, 32 people, the schoolmates of our class and grade how many people? The schoolmate of this enough half class and grade?” “哈利,维克多那一次战斗真的很艰苦,但就算是如此,那一次,也死了32个平民,32个人啊,我们班级的同学才多少人？这足够半个班级的同学了吧？” lizard medicine that „ the Connors system disperses, covered entirely the New York city, that died time the entire 13481 people, “还有康纳斯制散出去的蜥蜴药剂,布满了纽约市,那一次死了整整13481人, 13481 people are what concept do you know? Enough crowds a soccer field you to know? ” Talked about this, Zhang Lan's has been sobs to continue, fierce that the acoustic ray shivered. 13481人是什么概念你知道吗？足够塞满一个足球场你知道吗？”讲到此,张蓝的早已经是哽咽不止,声线颤抖的厉害。 „However wants me at that time, so long as a point rushes to the scene ahead of time, so long as again strong little, really wants so to be again little, is little, can definitely prevent, they can definitely not use.” “而只要我在那时候,只要提前一点赶到现场,只要再强一点点,真的只要再强那么一点点,那么一点点,就完全可以阻止的,他们完全可以不用死的。” „Is this my weak you know? Do you know? In ‚Mutant Registration Bill’, I attempt am superhuman argued, I want to rescue them, I do not think that they are like these people of tragic death, died.” “这都是我不够强你知道吗？你知道吗？在‘变种人登记法案’里,我尝试为超人类辩解,我想要解救他们,我不想他们跟那些惨死的人一样,就么死去。” „When I succeed, you know that I go back Xavier School for the Gifted, what look do they with look at me? At that time I as if saw look that you are looking at my time, I simply did not have the means to accept, future some day, they will turn into the corpse, lay down before me, their family members will also be grieved, lost Uncle Ben like me initially, I unacceptable.” “在我成功的时候,你知道我回去泽维尔天才学院,他们是用什么眼神看我吗？那时候我仿佛看到了你们在看我时候的眼神,我根本没有办法接受,未来的某一天,他们会变成尸体,躺在我面前,他们的亲人也会心痛,就像当初我失去本伯父一样,我不能接受。” „Hehe, I absolutely do not have the means to accept, will die so many people, wants me obviously again, so long as is powerful, I can save so many people, hehe” “呵呵,我根本就没有办法接受,会死那么多的人,明明只要我再强一点,只要再强大一点,我就可以救下那么多的人,呵呵” Talked about finally, the Zhang Lan body pasted on the armored glass, fell following the glass in the place, partly kneeling, is weeping bitterly earnestly. 讲到最后,张蓝身子贴在钢化玻璃上,顺着玻璃滑落在地,半跪着,埋头痛哭。 Many days and nights, these idea suffering his innermost feelings, are displaying the confident appearance before the bystander, had not demonstrated soft of innermost feelings, he must be strong, must raises up an example for Peter and Harry, object who has not poured out. 多少个日夜,这些想法煎熬着他的内心,在外人面前表现出胸有成竹的模样,从来没有展示过自己内心的柔软,他必须坚强,必须为彼得和哈利竖起一个榜样,根本就没有倾诉的对象。 today, under the Aunt May's guidance, his thorough opens own heart, faces directly the innermost feelings most frightened memory, is releasing heartily. 在今天,在梅伯母的引导下,他彻底的打开自己的心扉,直面内心最为恐惧的记忆,尽情的释放着。 In the room other three people have not spoken, Peter and Harry look at each other one mutually, the pursing the lips lip, deep breath several, finally the tears have not borne stay behind. 房内其余三人都是没有说话,彼得和哈利相互对视一眼,抿了抿嘴唇,深呼吸几口,最后眼泪还是没忍住而留下。 They two have not thought completely, on the Zhang Lan shoulder has been bearing such tremendous pressure. 他们两完全没有想过,张蓝肩头上一直负担着这么大的压力。 Aunt May at the same time is looking three brothers that is crying bursting into tears, sighed lowly, held Zhang Lan, drew to Peter and Harry's, the help/gang three people dashed away the tears, looks at their young faces earnestly. 一边的梅伯母望着哭着流泪的三兄弟,低低叹了口气,将张蓝扶起来,拉到彼得和哈利的中间,一个个的帮三人擦去眼泪,认真的看着他们年轻的面庞。 Obviously is only three 17 children, why do they want to provoke such big heavy pressure? 明明只是三个十七孩子,为什么他们要挑起这么大的重压？ „Believes me, you have done enough well, no one can do is better than you, although some people died, but that is not you are willing to see not? You saved more people, included the family of dead person, perhaps this family's wife died, but at least you saved her children, and her husband, children's father, no one can accuse you to do insufficient good, not?” “相信我,你们已经做得够好了,没有人可以做得比你们更好,虽然还是有人死去,但那并不是你们愿意看到的不是吗？你们救下了更多的人,其中就包括了所死去人的家庭,也许这个家庭的妻子死了,但至少你们救下了她孩子们,以及她的老公,孩子们的爸爸,没有人能够指责你们做的不够好,不是吗？” Can some people the responsibility? 有人能够职责吗？ Except for them, no one met again the qualifications. 除了他们自己,没有人再会有资格了。
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