Zi Clan is not that idealized thing, but is nearly brutal war machine! 紫族才不是那么理想化的东西,而是一个近乎无情的战争机器！ Only lives for the war! 只为战争而生！ Only lives for the victor! 只为胜利者而生！ That is fights the cloud understanding Zi Clan, rather than at present this! 那才是斗云认识的紫族,而不是眼前这个！ Fights cloud Ren the pain in within the body fire burning, extends take action, wants to touch this world all. 斗云忍着体内火焚之痛,伸出手,想要触碰此世的一切。 But his hand, actually passes through from all things, is unable to touch, is unable to interfere with this world Karma Samsara. 但他的手,却从一切事物穿过,无法触碰,无法干涉此世因果轮回。 „It is not able to interfere with this world Karma...” “无法干涉此世因果么...” Fights to say frowned, even more felt that the present all are not real. 斗云皱眉,愈发感到眼前的一切不真实。 He really went to the future... 他真的前往了未来么... All that also or, sees at this time, is only a dream, before a at the point of death illusion... 又或者,此时看到的一切,只是一场梦,一场临死前的幻觉... „forget it/that's all, real also good, the illusion is also good, my by no means cares. I only want to know, who that person is...” “罢了,真实也好,幻觉也好,我并不在乎。我只想知道,那人是谁...” Therefore moved toward the woman of sweeping the graves. 于是走向了扫墓的妇人。 Actually in several remote positions, stopped the footsteps, inexplicable does not dare to go forward. 却在数步之遥的位置,停下了脚步,莫名的不敢前进了。 Feared very much. 很怕。 Feared very much sees that person of face. 很怕看到那人的脸。 Why can probably fear? 可为何要怕？ Murders such as me decisively, dies does not fear, why will fear at present this delicate old woman... 杀伐果断如我,连死都不惧,为何会惧怕眼前这位弱不禁风的老妇人... And I do not hesitate all obviously, who wants to see clearly that person is... 且我明明不惜一切,都想看清那人是谁... But why, my both feet does not dare to go forward... 但为何,我的双脚不敢前进... Is near nostalgia is timid. 是近乡情怯么。 Also or, I am afraid see that person of disappointed eyes... 又或者,我只是害怕看到那人失望的双眼... The vitality is scattering rapidly, fighting the cloud knows own time are not much. 生机飞速流散着,斗云知道自己时间不多了。 Therefore hesitates after repeatedly, he has the courage finally, forwards again. 于是反复犹豫后,他终于鼓起勇气,再度向前。 Actually does not need he to touch that old woman, the old woman first one step induces anything, suddenly turns around. 却不待他触碰到那位老妇人,老妇人先一步感应到了什么,蓦然转身。 Her that full is on the face of wrinkle, resembled to carve completely the wind and frost, however the soft light in eye, had to make the strength that one was with flowing tears. 她那满是皱纹的脸上,似刻满了风霜,然而眼中的柔光,却有令人潸然泪下的力量。 „I, thought...” “我,想起来了...” „She is a mother! She is... my mother!” “她是娘！她是...我的娘亲！” „Zhang Qing (Wielding Emotion)! Zhang Qing (Wielding Emotion)! I killed you, I must kill you!” “掌情！掌情！我杀了你,我要杀了你！” obsession imitates like the key, finally opened dust-laden memory. 执念仿如钥匙,终于开启了尘封的记忆。 When he remembers was small and weak finally, why dares to charge into Zhang Qing (Wielding Emotion)! 他终于想起了弱小时的自己,为何竟敢冲向掌情！ He is not rash, by the body of flesh and blood, do not shake the Emotion Wielding Great Venerable dignity hardly... 他并非莽撞,亦非要以血肉之躯,硬撼掌情大尊的威严... He wants from the under foot of Zhang Qing (Wielding Emotion), to recapture mother to cover entirely the head of blood stain... 他只是想从掌情的脚下,夺回母亲布满血污的头颅... His mother once was Clan Protecting, but hero of death, but he was not... 他的娘亲曾是护族而死的英雄,但他不是... He is an evil person who forgot the whence, therefore he is afraid, the fear sees mother disappointed expression. 他是一个遗忘了来处的恶徒,所以他才害怕,害怕看到母亲失望的表情。 【cloud Er, after you grows up, must be an open and aboveboard person, mother does not request you to have no qualms Heaven and Earth, has no qualms Zi Dou, all that but you make, must have no qualms oneself innermost feelings to be possible surely. You, must be a good person.】 【云儿,你长大后,要做一个堂堂正正之人,娘不要求你无愧天地,无愧紫斗,但你所做的一切,定要无愧自己的内心才可。你,要做一个好人。】 【Mother, what is a good person? Can do many good deeds?】 【娘,什么是好人？是要去做很多很多的好事吗？】 【Does not harm others, is a good person.】 【不伤害他人,便是好人。】 【That I pounded bird nest yesterday, the day before yesterday catches Diewei ate to ant, three days ago made goldfish sun, was not good person... sorry, mother...】 【那我昨日捣了鸟窝,前日捕蝶喂给蚂蚁吃,大前天让金鱼们晒太阳,是不是就不算好人了...对不起,娘...】 【You... yeah, later you understood. Good and bad, is not decided by you, but is decided by all living things. In this world, the without/has not person can not have the flaw stainless, is the person will then make mistakes, is the person of working is easier to make mistakes, even so, in the heart of all living things, has a steelyard as before...】 【你呀...哎,以后你就懂了。好与坏,不是由你定的,而是由众生定的。这世上,没有人可以无瑕无垢,是人便会犯错,越是做事的人越容易犯错,即使如此,在众生的心中,依旧有一杆秤...】 【Mother, I do not understand, but I mediate certainly diligently! Has no qualms Heaven and Earth, has no qualms Zi Dou, has no qualms mother!】 【娘,我不懂,但我一定努力做个好人！无愧天地,无愧紫斗,无愧娘亲！】 Sorry, mother! My without/has not achieves, my anything without/has not achieves... 对不起,娘！我没有做到,我什么都没有做到... I have ashamed Heaven and Earth, has ashamed Zi Dou, more ashamed to you... 我有愧天地,有愧紫斗,更愧对你... I am an incurable villain, I brought disgrace on your first illustrious name, I more ashamed to generations! 我是个无可救药的恶棍,我辱没了你的一世英名,我更愧对列祖列宗！ The sons have the tears non- light shell, let alone is demon Outer Dao. 男儿有泪不轻弹,何况是邪魔外道。 But in this moment, fights the cloud to be actually with flowing tears, the shame cannot say, kneels down before the old woman, continuously to kowtow, the adjuration old woman forgives. 但在这一刻,斗云却是潸然泪下,愧不能言,跪倒在老妇面前,不住磕头,恳请老妇原谅。 It is a pity that front old woman, cannot see him, like the Time and Space intertwining traveler, like the ginseng/partake business that cannot meet by chance. 遗憾的是,面前的老妇,根本看不见他,如同时空交错的旅人,如同不可相逢的参商。 „Strange matter, just... had wind blows...” “怪事,刚刚...是有风起么...” „Is only counter reveres to give forewarning, this grave should not have the wind, if meets wind blows, then returns to the feudal official...” “只是逆尊有言在先,此墓不应有风,若逢风起,便是离臣归来...” „cloud Er, is you, was you comes back...” “云儿,是你吗,是你回来了吗...” „Counter revered saying that present you still went on an expedition in Samsara, only to pay off in the past wicked industry, that was the 1st Stage far in the future journey, at times along with the death and destruction, possibly fell into... mother to know at a loss, the mothers know, this was your crime, your industry, was Karma that you should repay... may, if were tired, then went home to have a look. Mother forever here, when you go home, even if what comes back is only wisp of wind, partial clouds...” “逆尊说,如今的你仍在轮回征战,只为清偿往昔恶业,那是一段遥遥无期的旅程,时时伴随着死亡和毁灭,更可能堕入茫然...娘知道,娘都知道,这是你的罪,你的业,是你理应偿还的因果...可,若是累了,便回家看看吧。娘永远在这里,等你回家,哪怕回来的只是一缕风,一片云...” The tears blurred the eye that fights the cloud, mixes the blood of left eye to flow off. 泪水模糊了斗云的眼,混着左目的鲜血流下。 At this moment, he saw clearly the name on tombstone finally. 这一刻,他终于看清了墓碑上的名字。 【Leaves the grave of feudal official】. 【离臣之墓】。 Here is not the illusion. 这里不是幻境。 Here is his real exist(ence) future. 这里是他真实存在的未来。 He carries the wicked industry and raging fire, but actually dies to have the regret, therefore was permitted by Heaven and Earth, may after dying Incarnation Nie Li, pays off the Karma wicked industry by this. 他身负恶业与烈火,但却死而有悔,故被天地许可,可于死后化身孽离,以此清偿因果恶业。 This is his industry. 这是他的业。 He is willing to recompense, is willing to withstand all misery and suffering. 他愿意偿,愿意承受一切苦难和折磨。 To make up for these victims, to return the Ning Fan benevolence. 既是为了弥补那些受害者,亦是为了回报宁凡的恩情。 His eye, resembled in this moment had the evolution, can see clearly Karma faintly. 他的眼,似在这一刻有了进化,隐隐可以看清因果。 Therefore he can see. 所以他看得到。 His died in battle mother, because of changing magically of Ning Fan, after dying the innumerable years, change to Fu Li to return to world! 他那本已战死的母亲,是因宁凡的点化,才又于死后无数年,化作扶离重返世间！ Rescues the graciousness of mother, being worth fight of cloud Shisi returning! 救母之恩,值得斗云誓死回报！ Industry must , the graciousness probably report! His life cannot terminate in this, a death, was insufficient all that repaid him to violate! 业要还,恩要报！他的生命不可在此完结,一句死亡,不足以偿还他所犯下的一切！ „After that world, not fights to say again, only then to feudal official.” “此后世间,再无斗云,只有离臣。” „I for the Heaven and Earth criminal, am not worth sympathizing, is not worth anybody forgiving,... I must Xumi make up anything even so...” “我为天地罪人,不值得同情,亦不值得任何人原谅,即使如此...我也必须弥补些什么...” „So matches to attain to bestow dies.” “如此才配获赐一死。” „Has the appearance, the see again/goodbye mother, see again/goodbye Revered Ning!” “如此才有面目,再见娘,再见宁尊！” To the feudal official, knew wrong! 离臣,知错了! Is willing to enter mountain of sword Sea of Fire, the up to fires burns through, pities insufficient! 愿入刀山火海,直至余火燃尽,亦不足惜！ Cry! 唳！ A Nie Li cry cried, resounds from future Zi Clan, the direct impact sky, actually nobody heard. 一声孽离鸣啼,自未来紫族响起,直冲霄汉,却无人听闻。 Fights cloud Shenhua Nie Li, the body holds simultaneous/uniform Tianfan, rips open Space-Time Samsara again, breaks in the Time and Space turbulent flow. 斗云身化孽离,身持齐天幡,再度撕开时空轮回,冲入时空乱流。 Therefore the Imaginary Dream World endless remote past, presented origin unclear Nie Li, again and again curled the world entry dispute. 于是幻梦界无尽遥远的过去,出现了一只来历不明的孽离,一次次卷入世界纷争。 To not hold the day leans. 不为扶天倾。 Did not strive to Kou heart. 不求离寇心。 Only strove for making up for the mistake, made to be fought the cloud has harmed the person to have another one time life, another possibility. 只求弥补过错,令被斗云伤害过的人可以拥有另一次生命,另一种可能。 The innumerable fights, innumerable shuttle Time and Space, making his Spiritual Sense chaotic, finally fell into at a loss. 无数的战斗,无数的穿梭时空,令他神识混乱,最终陷入茫然。 Only this obsession, cannot erase. 唯此执念,不可磨灭。 To the feudal official, knew wrong. 离臣,知错了。 He must make reparations, actually does not know that must redeem many, perhaps he has paid off, perhaps will also never possibly pay off... 他必须赎罪,却不知要赎多少,或许他早已还清,又或许永远都不可能还清... After up to long years, the person opened the Black Fate Sect dust-laden front door finally. 直至漫长岁月后,终有一人推开了黑运宗尘封的大门。 Before that youth arrives at the body, is in the wind the remaining years of life to the feudal official, resembled the sensation to the end of journey. 当那个青年来到身前,已是风中残烛的离臣,似感知到了旅途的终结。 He can finally... confident facing the death... 他终于可以...坦然面对死亡了么... 【... Knew to feudal official mistakenly...】 【离臣...知错了...】 【Asked Master Clan... my remnant corpse... to bestow me to extricate...】 【请主族...化我残尸...赐我解脱...】 Present I, may have the qualifications to change to wisp of wind, partial clouds, sees mother... 如今的我,可有资格化作一缕风、一片云,去见娘... Also may once return Revered Ning whatever happens/10 million 1 Karma... 又可曾回报宁尊千万分之一的因果... Does not know... 不知... But I quite tired... only want to go home. 但我好累...只想回家。 The mother, child came back... 娘,孩儿回来了... If there is a next life, child respectfully follows mother to teach surely, must be a good person surely, does not disappoint mother... 若有来世,孩儿必定谨遵娘亲教导,定要做一个好人,再也不让娘亲失望...