Chapter 800 her heart! 第800章她的心！ Two people open the mouth with one voice, Lin Huayin language fast extremely quick expressed her original intention, but Xiao Zheng, said half merely, then by Lin Huayin that categorical, listened to be indifferent, was actually full of the friendship words to break, and moved. 二人异口同声开口,林画音语速极快的表达了她的本意,而萧正,却仅仅说出一半,便被林画音那番斩钉截铁,听似冷漠无情,却又饱含情谊的一番话打断,并打动。 I can continuously waits for you! 我会一直等你！ She said by no means to be gentle, look also light like water, does not have the affection. May is together with Lin Huayin in the two years in the time, is Xiao Zheng has actually listened to the most moving talk between lovers. 她说得并不温柔,眼神也平淡如水,毫无深情。可在与林画音相处的这两年时间里,却是萧正听过的最动人的情话。 In the two years, she icy, keeps aloof forever arrogantly. Xiao Zheng even needs to raise the head to look up to her. Lies prostrate in worship. 这两年里,她永远一副冷冰冰,孤傲又高高在上。萧正甚至需要抬头去仰望她。去顶礼膜拜。 But Xiao Zheng knows, this is just she camouflages the mask. But is she is not willing to peep at the innermost feelings to establish the protection. 但萧正知道,这只不过是她伪装的面具。只不过是她不愿被人窥视内心而建立的防备。 Does she really think the same way to be strong? 她真的表里如一的强势吗？ Just entered into the elementary school, undertook the parental divorce, the family/home broken people dispersed the cruel reality, normal childhood has not experienced the woman a continually, what did discuss invincibly? 一个刚刚迈入小学,就承担了父母离婚,家破人散的残忍现实,一个连正常的童年都不曾经历过的女人,又何谈无敌？ If she is invincible, why must also to depend on the wealth to prove oneself? Why also to crowd the work the entire atrium? Said actually, she is afraid by her can be withstood the thing to go to enter, tears her protection, crushes her soul. Defeats her thoroughly. 她若无敌,又何须靠财富来证明自己？又何必将整个心房塞满工作？说到底,她只是害怕被她所承受不起的东西趁虚而入,撕裂她的防备,击碎她的灵魂。将她彻底打败。 She is powerful enough, but she is not invincible. She and everyone are the same, have the manner not to know the privacy and weakness, but she will not easily show. Except for Xiao Zheng. 她足够强大,但她并非无敌。她和所有人一样,有着为人所不知的隐私、弱点,只不过她不会轻易示人。除了萧正。 I can continuously waits for you! 我会一直等你！ Even if you no longer come back forever! 即便你永远不再回来！ Xiao Zheng smiled. 萧正笑了。 His very natural , has served as the innumerable movements, pulls Lin Huayin warm soft hand. 他很自然的,用做过无数次的动作,牵起林画音温暖的柔荑。 When is strange bedfellows, Xiao Zheng grips Lin Huayin palm more than once. But does not have any this such careful looks at carefully time likely, feels. 同床共枕时,萧正不止一次握住林画音的手心。但没有任何一次像今次这样仔细的去端详,去感受。 Her hand is white and long, slender such as tender scallion, creamy like white jade. Refers to is similar the faint trace warm current to well up, the lets one body and mind is calm and steady. 她的手又白又长,纤细如嫩葱,滑腻如白玉。指间仿佛有一丝丝暖流涌过,令人身心安稳。 „I , if not come back. You may probably defend the living widow.” Xiao Zheng said with smile on the face, the innermost feelings exceptionally are serious. But at this moment, how is he cruel enough to exert any negativity in Lin Huayin body? “我若回不来。你可就要守活寡了。”萧正面带微笑地说,内心却异常沉重。可此时此刻,他又如何忍心将任何一丝的负面情绪施加在林画音身上？ She has not made the mistake anything , should not undertake the own danger. Even before determination going abroad, he once considered whether leaves without saying good-bye. Also or lies. 她没做错任何事,也本不该承担自己的危难。甚至在确定出国前,他一度考虑是否不告而别。又或者撒个谎。 He is not willing Lin Huayin to be oneself worried. Also does not hope that undertake the misery should oneself, exerts in her body. This is not one has the courage and uprightness to take on the man to make . 他不愿林画音为自己担忧。也不希望把本该自己承担的苦难,施加在她身上。这本不是一个有血性有担当的男人应该去做的。 However, if this time did not say, in the future will perhaps link official to say goodbye, no longer existence. 但是,如果此次不说,将来或许连一个正式的道别,都不再存在。 He does not want to deceive Lin Huayin, is not willing to lie to her. He knows, said perhaps will have certain burden to Lin Huayin. But did not say, perhaps is for a lifetime the lamentation. 他不想欺瞒林画音,也不愿对她撒谎。他知道,说了或许对林画音会有一定负担。但不说,也许就是一辈子的悔恨。 In the life every said goodbye one time, Xiao Zheng hopes that was official , made an effort . Must hug, hugs tightly, must smile, smiles happily. Even if cries, is full, has tears streaming down the face. He do not regret, do not regret, he knows, Lin Huayin is also such thinks . 人生中的每一次道别,萧正都希望是正式的,用力的。要抱,就抱得紧一点,要笑,就笑得开心一些。哪怕是哭,也要酣畅淋漓,泪流满面。他不要遗憾,不要后悔,他知道,林画音也是这么想的。 Otherwise, will she also respond to the Xiao Zheng palm? 否则,她又怎会回应萧正的掌心？ Xiao Zheng closely grips Lin Huayin palm, but Lin Huayin, makes an effort to grip Xiao Zheng. As if must fuse together, no longer separation. 萧正紧紧握住林画音的手心,而林画音,也用力握住萧正。仿佛要融为一体,不再分离。 She once does not have. But now, she also had one to go back finally every day a bit faster, even if were goes back to prepare food, doing laundry, was waits for that not to know when can come back the man, she also wanted, liked. 她曾经一度没有家。但现在,她终于又有了一个每天都希望快点回去,哪怕是回去做饭,洗衣服,是去等待那个不知何时才能回来的男人,她也愿意,也喜欢。 She enjoys the such life, same enjoys with Xiao Zheng. 她享受这样的生活,和萧正一样享受。 Her sweet talk, will not act like a spoiled brat and entangle like many girls crazily, or surrenders. But she with will be her way to show loving care for specially, cherishes a man. 她不会甜言蜜语,不会像许多女孩子那样撒娇、痴缠,又或者投怀送抱。但她会用专属于她的方式去关怀,爱护一个男人。 She can after the washer went bad, goes with slender both hands is Xiao Zheng washes the underwear. She can also not attend to oneself originally not the good stomach, happy accompanies Xiao Zheng to eat Mala Hotpot. Although finished eating after each time, she needs to take two tablets of antidyspeptics. 她可以在洗衣机坏了之后,用纤细的双手去为萧正洗内衣。她也可以不顾自己本就不好肠胃,痛快的陪萧正吃麻辣火锅。尽管每次吃完之后,她都需要吃两片胃药。 Because she Xiao Zheng is wronged outside, night after night cannot fall asleep, even flies into a rage, must revenge for Xiao Zheng. She also because Xiao Zheng asks her to ask for money too to be fine base and low to be angry. Because she makes each one cent, is willing to spend for Xiao Zheng. Let alone 200 million, even 2 billion, 20 billion, loses everything even if, so long as the Xiao Zheng opens the mouth, she will take. 她会因为萧正在外面受了委屈,一宿一宿的睡不着,甚至大发雷霆,要为萧正报仇。她也会因为萧正找她要钱要得太卑微而生气。因为她所赚的每一分钱,都愿意为萧正花掉。别说两亿,即便二十亿,两百亿,哪怕倾家荡产,只要萧正开口,她都会拿出来。 She makes money , because she by no means is invincible. 她赚钱,是因为她并不无敌。 Had Xiao Zheng she, is complete, these in her eyes merely are one string of number wealth and sale prices, also any significance? 有了萧正的她,已然圆满,那些在她眼里仅仅是一串数字的财富、身价,又还有任何意义？ She still made money diligently, is to jointly to advance together with Xiao Zheng, does not want him to be taken lightly by anybody, looks down upon. She still made money diligently , because she knows, Xiao Zheng has certainly to spend money the time, will not be today, is tomorrow. 她仍然努力地赚钱,是要和萧正携手共进,不要他被任何人看轻,看不起。她仍然努力地赚钱,是因为她知道,萧正一定有用钱的时候,不是今天,就是明天。 She helps him plan to build Dragon & Phoenix Building, the bureau two people name, is not she wants to have half Dragon & Phoenix Building. But wants to have with Xiao Zheng merely, has a house, has one set of office, has a life. 她帮他筹建龙凤楼,署两人的名字,不是她想拥有一半的龙凤楼。而是仅仅想和萧正一起拥有,拥有一套房子,拥有一套会所,拥有一段人生。 This is her heart. 这就是她的心。 Seemingly ice-cold, by no means is worse than any gentle virtuous woman. And even better. 一颗看似冰冷,却并不比任何温柔贤惠的女人差。甚至更好。 Gets out, she accompanies him to enter the airport. , accompanies silently in his nearby. 下了车,她陪他走进机场。默默的,陪伴在他的身边。 She is so outstanding, she is so beautiful. She is peaceful seems like a stranger, but she gives to Xiao Zheng , to be how could it not be sincere, heavy, if Mount Tai? 她是如此优秀,她是如此美丽。她安静得像是一个陌生人,可她所赋予给萧正的,又岂非情真意切,重若泰山？ She accompanies him ticketing, accompanies him to sit in the rest area waits. she does not have study any woman when packing off boyfriend and husband longing, cried. She compared with the Xiao Zheng complexion must as usual. As if the she by no means preparation and Xiao Zheng said goodbye, but boarded craft together. 她陪他取票,陪他坐在休息区等候。她没有学任何女人在送走男友、老公时依依不舍,失声痛哭。她比萧正的脸色还要如常。仿佛她并不准备和萧正道别,而是一同登机。 This is she, this is Xiao Zheng knows very well Lin Huayin. 这就是她,这就是萧正所熟知的林画音。 Also only has such her, can make Xiao Zheng walk enough feels at ease, suffices to be calm. 也只有这样的她,才能让萧正走得够心安,够从容。 She knows, this moment Xiao Zheng needs her such. 她知道,此刻的萧正需要她这样。 Because he needs, therefore she does. 因为他需要,所以她去做。 You look. 你看。 Doesn't she create a scene? 她是不是一点也不无理取闹？ Is she not womanishly fussy? 她又是不是一点也不婆婆妈妈？ She is so desolate, sane , is so lovable, lets one does not abandon. 她如此冷淡,理智,却又那么可爱,让人不舍。 Finally. 终于。 In the broadcast has resounded the security check news, Xiao Zheng hears sound, stands up slowly. Expression complex looks to following him sets out Lin Huayin. 广播里响起过安检的消息,萧正闻声,缓缓站起身来。表情复杂的望向跟随他起身的林画音。 „I should walk.” Xiao Zheng mouthful bitter and astringent said. “我该走了。”萧正满嘴苦涩的说道。 He must walk. Must say goodbye to Lin Huayin. 他一定要走。一定要与林画音道别。 She knows that he must walk, therefore she will deliver him personally. 她知道他一定要走,所以她才会亲自送他。 „Um.” “嗯。” Lin Huayin nods, then suddenly goes forward one step, entire life first time hugs Xiao Zheng outside. Makes an effort to hug. 林画音点头,然后忽然上前一步,生平第一次在外面拥抱萧正。用力的拥抱。 The tide of people surges the airport, her dissolute , not acts with constraint to support tight Xiao Zheng. As if hugs insufficiently tightly, insufficiently makes an effort, he will disappear in the crowd, could not find again. 人潮涌动的机场,她放肆的,毫无矜持的拥紧萧正。仿佛抱得不够紧,不够用力,他就会消失在人群,再也找不到了。 „Bon voyage.” “一路顺风。” She said. does not have any unnecessary spoken language, like usually every goes out such a time, turns away from the Xiao Zheng half step to go out of the airport, only in a flash, she has tears streaming down the face. 她说完。没有任何多余的言语,就像平时每一次出门那样,背对萧正快步走出机场,只一瞬间,她泪流满面。 A'Zheng. Treasuring. 阿正。珍重。 Chapter 3, in the evening also 2 chapters! thanks everyone support ~ 第3章,晚上还有二章！谢谢大家的支持~