„Do not fear.”
“别怕。”At night, Xiao Zhengholding downtenderbodyslightlyshiversgentlySophia. Voicegentlesaid: „IsI.”
黑夜中,萧正轻轻按住娇躯微微颤抖的索菲亚。语态轻柔的说道:“是我。”IsI.
是我。Whowith‚isI’twocharacterswill indicate the statusin front ofSophiamerely. Sophiawas onlymute, actuallywithout havingdeaf. Shecanforgetmostto cherish the singeracoustic ray, will not actually forget the Xiao Zhengsoundfor a lifetime. Even if the next generation, shecannot seehissoundagain.
谁会在索菲亚的面前仅仅用‘是我’二字来表明身份。索菲亚只是哑了,却并没有聋。她可以忘记最钟爱歌手的声线,却一辈子也不会忘记萧正的声音。哪怕下辈子,她再也见不到他的声音。pā tà.啪嗒。Sophiaputs out a handto turn on the light, lookblurredis gazing atXiao Zheng. Lip angleslightlyspeaks haltingly, as to voice, a simplestsyllable is actually not ableto send out. Quick, hercomplexionbecomescomplex, andgloomy.索菲亚伸手开了灯,眼神迷离的注视着萧正。唇角微微嗫嚅,似乎想发声,却一个最简单的音节也无法发出。很快,她的脸色变得复杂,而且暗淡。EvenTinathis kind ofwalked randomlybetween the darkness and death the woman, because ofminding the ownsoundbutlittlespokeas far as possible. Let aloneSophialoses one's voicethoroughly, became the mute?
连蒂娜这种游走于黑暗与死亡之间的女人,也会因为介意自己的声音而尽可能少说话。何况索菲亚是彻底失声,成了哑巴呢?Herpsychological qualityis good, howalsoto alleviateheartaccumulated depressions?
她心理素质再好,又如何缓解心中的积郁?Xiao ZhengsawSophialip angleto speak haltingly, the gentle voiceasked: „What do youwantto say?”萧正看见了索菲亚唇角的嗫嚅,柔声问道:“你想说什么?”What does shewantto say?
她想说什么?Shewantsto sayto be many, but her charactercould not say.
她想说的很多,但她一个字也说不出来。
The bedsidehasonepack of neatpure whitepaper, and a finefountain pen. Sheturned the headto take the white paper and fountain pen, crash-bangwroteoneline of characters.
床边有一叠整齐洁白的纸张,以及一支精致的钢笔。她转头取了白纸和钢笔,哗啦写了一行字。„How did youcome?”
“你怎么来了?”Xiao Zhengsawon the white paper the English. Saidhonestly: „IsRuthinformsI.”萧正看见了白纸上的英文。坦白说道:“是露丝通知的我。”Sophiagets the answer, even/includingheadhas not lifted, wroteoneline of charactersrapidly: „Iam all right. Don't worry.”索菲亚得到答案,连头也没抬,又迅速写了一行字:“我没事。不用担心。”Loadwhichaspectheart?
担哪方面的心?Sophiadoes not havestated clearly. Becauseshedoes not know that Xiao Zhengknowsmany.索菲亚没有明说。因为她不知道萧正知道多少。„Being all rightto needto drinkto go to sleepdaily?”Xiao Zhenglooked atoneto be placedon the table the empty wine bottles, lookquiteloves dearlyto say. „Is all rightyouto be able the so earlyrest? Iremember,youusuallyless thanbefore dawnareabsolutelynotrest. Butnow, is less than11points.”
“没事需要天天喝酒入眠?”萧正看了一眼摆在桌上的空酒瓶,眼神颇为心疼的说道。“没事你会这么早休息?我记得,你平时不到凌晨是绝对不会休息的。而现在,才不到十一点。”Sophialistens respectfully toXiao Zhengto recount,brings the secondwhite paper, brushedto writeoneline of characters: „Right. Did youarrange the dwelling? Canstay overnighthere?”索菲亚聆听着萧正的述说,重新拿来第二张白纸,刷刷写了一行字:“对了。你安排好住处了吗?要在这里留宿吗?”„alreadyhadplace of residence.”Xiao Zhengnodsgently, said in a supple voice. „Does not needto be worriedforme. Icometo solveto worryforyou.”
“已经有住的地方了。”萧正轻轻点头,柔声道。“不用为我担心。我来是为你解决烦恼的。”Sophialookis complex, on the faceis also controlling the moodas far as possible. Wroteoneline of characterswithon the paper, thengivesXiao Zhengto look: Iam very good. The Magic Shadeseriesadvances is also successful. Every month the revenuehas the increasing.索菲亚眼神复杂,脸上也尽量控制着情绪。用笔在纸上写了一行字,然后递给萧正看:我很好。魅影系列推进得也很成功。每个月的营销额都有递增。RuthandNikahad not said that she is concerned with allthings? But, sheis so caring about the Magic Shadeseriesevenas before. Why? Does could it belookforthatherradicallydoes not glance the profit?露丝和妮卡不是说过她对所有事情都不闻不问吗?可即便如此,她依旧关心着魅影系列。为什么?难道是为了那点她根本看不上眼的盈利吗?Xiao ZhenggrippedSophiaicy coldboth hands, shakes the head saying: „Do not writeagain. Youmustsay, Iunderstand. Ido not needyouto answermeanyissue. Icome, butmusttellyou. No matteris whobulliesyou. Iwill not makehimwork.”萧正握住了索菲亚冰凉的双手,摇头道:“不要再写了。你要说的,我都明白。我不需要你回答我任何问题。我来,只是要告诉你。不管是谁欺负你。我都不会让他得逞。”Sophiaexpressionslightlyis somewhat stiff, actuallyworked looseboth handsslowly, wroteoneline of characterson the paperas before.索菲亚表情微微有些僵硬,却是缓缓挣脱了双手,依旧在纸上写了一行字。Thisline of charactersare very short. TranslatesmerelythreeChinese characters: Ido not match.
这一行字很短。翻译过来仅仅三个汉字:我不配。Why doesn't shematch?
她为什么不配?Herwheredoesn't match?
她哪里不配?SomeXiao Zhengeye socketpantothenic acids, shecanseesomesignalsfrom the Sophiaeyevaguely. Shedoes not match. Shebecame the mute, evencommunicatesalso can only use the written records. Shecannot be joined tofierceoutstandingXiao Zheng.萧正眼眶有些泛酸,她依稀能从索菲亚眼中看出一些信号。她不配。她成了哑巴,连沟通也只能用纸笔。她配不上勇猛优秀的萧正。Perhapsonce, heralsomental effortandLin Huayincontend. Butnow, shechoosesto withdraw. It is not other. Becauseonly, shelinkedtoXiao Zhengsaid that ‚Ilovedyou’, became the extravagant demands, becomingwas impossible.
也许曾经,她还有心力和林画音一较高下。但现在,她选择退出。不为别的。只因为,她连向萧正说一声‘我爱你’,也成了奢求,成了不可能。oneself, alsowhatqualificationsare so entanglinghim, keepshisnearby?
如此自己,还有什么资格去缠着他,留在他的身边?Looks atthesethreedazzlingto the extremephrases, Xiao Zhengangrytore into shreds the white paper, visionscalding hotis gazing atXiao Zheng, shouted: „Perhapsdoes not haveyou, myalreadydiedinTokyoearly! Don't youmatch? Why don't youmatch? Becauseyoucan'tspeak? Regardless in additionyouare shortto lose one's voice. Evenyoucannotspeakfor a lifetime, stillmatchesabsolutely!”
看着这三个刺眼之极的字眼,萧正愤怒的撕碎了白纸,目光灼热的注视着萧正,喝道:“没有你,我也许早已经死在了东京!你不配?你凭什么不配?就因为你不能说话?尚且不论你只是短暂的失声。就算你一辈子不能讲话,也绝对配!”Sheisso the wisdom. Sheisis so outstanding. Beforeknowingoneself, sheis the New Yorkfirstrenowned young woman, isyounggeneration of mostsparklestar. includingsmalldevilDownie, is mentioningthisBig Sistertime, admiresincessantly.
她是如此的智慧。她是如此的优秀。在认识自己之前,她是纽约第一名媛,是年轻一辈最闪耀的明星。就连小恶魔唐尼,在提及这个大姐姐的时候,也敬佩不已。Why does shewantsoto take lightlyoneself?
她为什么要如此看轻自己?
Does herwhynotagreesmakeoneselfhelpher?
她为什么不肯让自己帮她?
When oneselfhasis difficult, isn't shealsoresolutelybravely steps forward?自己有难时,她不是也毅然决然的挺身而出吗?„Sophia, Itoldyou! Mylifeisyourescues! your life, isIrescues! Youspunk uptome, isyourcapable womanwell! YourIdiedid not fear. Trivialwill be lost one's voiceto defeat?”Xiao Zhengsaidone word at a time.
“索菲亚,我告诉你!我的命是你救的!你的命,也是我救下来的!你给我打起精神,好好做你的女强人!你我连死都不怕。会被区区失声打垮?”萧正一字一顿的说道。Sophiais silent, the faceslightlysagging, the tenderbodytremblesgently.索菲亚沉默着,面庞微微下垂,娇躯轻轻发颤。Sheis quite chaotic, goodcontradiction.
她好混乱,好矛盾。Sheworked asthatbladeforhim. Shelost the speechopportunityforhim. Butshedid not regret. A woman, in a womanlife, having the couragehas no complain and regretandis a manpaysall. Is thishow could it not beit a happymatter?
她为他当了那一刀。她为他失去了说话的机会。但她一点也不后悔。一个女人,一个女人的一生中,有勇气且无怨无悔的为一个男人付出一切。这岂非本身就是一件幸福的事儿?Now, shehopespeacefulhidesin the corner, leavesherby far, crossingoneselfcan the life, crossoneselfto be ableonly the life. Other, shedoes not wantto think, cannotthink.
现在,她只是希望安静的躲在角落,远远地离开她,过自己可以过的生活,过自己唯一能过的生活。别的,她不想去想,也不敢去想。
A mute, whatqualificationsalsothere isto indulge in flights of fancy?
一个哑巴,又有什么资格去胡思乱想呢?Butshehas not thought,nearbyonegroup of outstandingwomen, onepiledoes not loseinownwomanXiao Zheng. Will say the suchwordslanguagetooneselfunexpectedly.
但她万万没想到,身边一堆优秀女人,一堆不输于自己的女人的萧正。竟会向自己说出这样一番话语。Shehas thought,Xiao Zhengcanacceptoneselfinheart of heartsby no means, evenrepelsoneself.
她一直以为,萧正在内心深处并不能接受自己,甚至排斥自己。For the benefit, she alreadyhas usedXiao Zhengmore than once. Althoughshehas the safeassurance, althoughsheknows that Xiao Zhengwill not have an accident. But the useuses, this cannot change the fact. Whatqualifications does she have to requestXiao Zhengto handleanythingagain?
要知道,为了利益,她已经不止一次利用过萧正。尽管她有稳妥的把握,尽管她知道萧正不会出事。但利用就是利用,这是不可更改的事实。她又有什么资格再去要求萧正做任何事情呢?But
可是„Usedmyskillto takeinitiallyyou.” The Xiao Zhengsinkingsoundsaid. „Designedto kill the Jonescourageto takeyouinitially. last time, wecandefeatJonesjointly. this time, will also be afraidonlySkeleton Legion?”
“把你当初利用我的本事拿出来。”萧正沉声说道。“把你当初设计杀害琼斯的胆魄拿出来。上一次,我们联手能打垮琼斯。这一次,还会害怕区区一个骷髅军团?”paused, the Xiao Zhengvisionstaresto stare atSophia, a thread of conversationrevolution, saidsuddenly: „Mybellywas hungry. Walks, goes downstairsto accompanymeto eat a night.”顿了顿,萧正目光直勾勾的盯着索菲亚,忽而话锋一转,说道:“我肚子饿了。走,下楼陪我吃点宵夜。”finished speaking, hehuggedcloselyto put onfrailpajamasSophiaaround the middle. The touchsilkslides, an attractivebodygreets the nostrilsfragrant.说罢,他拦腰抱起紧紧穿了一件单薄睡衣的索菲亚。触感丝滑,一股诱人的体香扑鼻而来。In the embracingprocess, the Xiao Zhengleft handpinchedclose to the buttockstenderwaist on Sophia, laughs: „Reallywillowy!”
搂抱过程中,萧正的左手在索菲亚靠近臀部的嫩腰上掐了一把,大笑:“真有弹性!”Sophiadid things recklesslyto stir upto handlebythissuddento guard, is the elegantfaceis unexpectedly red, does not dareto look atXiao Zhengunscrupulouslook. If shy the gold threadcat, rolled upin the Xiao Zhengbosom, could not move.索菲亚被这突如其来的毛手毛脚惹得措不及防,竟是俏脸通红,不敢去看萧正肆无忌惮的眼神。如一只害羞的金丝猫,蜷缩在了萧正的怀中,动弹不得。Sees the Sophiasoappearance, the Xiao Zhengexpressioncoquettishsay/way: „Laterwas satiated with food and wine. Might as wellgo upstairsagain the threshing grainfriendly match? Not exaggerating said that before IcomeNew York, suppresseda lot ofevil fires.”
见索菲亚这般模样,萧正表情风骚道:“待会儿吃饱喝足了。不如再上楼打场友谊赛?不夸张的说,我来纽约之前,就憋了一肚子邪火。”
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