Chapter 1890 pain is joyful! 第1890章痛并快乐着！ When returns to the Sophia villa, day already dark is deep. Xiao Zheng just entered inquired, the Sophia three females then close. Sizes up to Xiao Zheng one up and down. Is was clearly worried that Xiao Zheng lacks arm few legs. 回到索菲亚别墅时,天已经暗的深沉。萧正刚进打听,索菲亚三女便一拥而上。对萧正一通上下打量。分明是担心萧正缺胳膊少腿。 „Did I seem like installed the artificial limb?” Xiao Zheng does not know whether to laugh or cry to ask. “我看起来像是装了义肢吗？”萧正哭笑不得的问道。 Sophia puts out the one breath gently, the acoustic ray feels uncomfortable to say slightly: „Does does not have break off conversation?” 索菲亚轻轻吐出一口气,声线略微发紧道:“没有谈崩？” The Xiao Zheng chuckle shakes the head, said: „does not have.” 萧正轻笑摇头,说道:“没有。” paused, he received Ruth to hand over the coffee, sipped tastes: „But is not successful.” 顿了顿,他接过露丝递来的咖啡,抿了一口道:“但也不算成功。” The strict sense, he and Qiu Shou negotiations were collapse. 严格意义上来说,他与秋收的谈判算是崩了。 Even can say, he experiences two negotiations today. First, is Zhao Gao and the others the military force contest. Second, is in the true sense the negotiations. 甚至可以说,他今天经历了两场谈判。第一场,是与赵高等人的武力较量。第二场,才是真正意义上的谈判。 First, he does not have wins, does not have loses. But second, he has actually been suppressed by Qiu Shou. Cannot be wanted the result. 第一场,他没有赢,也没有输。但第二场,他却一直被秋收压制着。没能得到想要的结果。 In other words, although does not have breaks off conversation. Also does not have obtains the substantive progress. 也就是说,虽然没有谈崩。也没有得到实质性的进展。 Sophia pulls the Xiao Zheng arm gently, said in a soft voice: „Doesn't matter. Just like your Huaxia said that is ready to cope with anything, resists by whatever means available.” 索菲亚轻轻挽住萧正的胳膊,轻声说道:“没关系。正如你们华夏所说,兵来将挡,水来土掩。” Sophia smiles to say with a smile: „Her Qiu Shou, although is strong, my Sophia is not a vegetarian .” 索菲亚莞尔笑道:“她秋收虽强,我索菲亚也不是吃素的。” Xiao Zheng shakes the head, still some not willingly said: „I will try to find the solution again. You do not act rashly.” 萧正摇摇头,仍有些不甘心道:“我会再想办法。你这边不要轻举妄动。” Sophia hears this, is actually some slightly doubts looks to Xiao Zheng. 索菲亚闻言,却是微微有些疑惑的望向萧正。 Long time, she wielded drew back the Ruth Nika two females. Draws Xiao Zheng to sit on sofa slowly. 良久,她才挥退了露丝妮卡二女。缓缓拉着萧正坐在沙发上。 In the living room the warm air opens to be very full. Resplendent in gold and jade green, the light is warm. Sits in the upholstery on wool blanket sofa, nearby sits the fragrance charming gold thread cat. Xiao Zheng inexplicably somewhat absent-minded, oneself placed oneself in the Europe middle ages palace. Looking disdainfully world... 客厅内暖气开的很足。金碧辉煌,灯光温暖。坐在铺垫着毛毯的沙发上,身边坐着香气迷人的金丝猫。萧正莫名有些恍惚,自己置身在欧洲中世纪宫殿内。睥睨天下… „A'Zheng.” Sophia slightly casts a sidelong glance slantingly Xiao Zheng, the lip angle goes up said. „I have doubts, does not know whether you can help me explain.” “阿正。”索菲亚微微斜睨萧正,唇角上翘道。“我有个疑惑,不知道你能否帮我解答。” The Xiao Zheng nod said: „What has doubts?” 萧正点头道:“什么疑惑？” „Knew about your by me. You are not one give in to others man. Anybody tries to enrage you, your patiently is limited . But this time you actually want the peace to solve again and again.” Sophia said meaningfully. „I acknowledged, you indeed is good for me. But in addition? Other your also ideas?” “以我对你的了解。你不是一个过于迁就他人的男人。任何人试图激怒你,你的耐心都是有限的。但这一次你却三番五次想要和平解决。”索菲亚意味深长的说道。“我承认,你的确是为我好。但除此之外呢？你还有其他的想法吗？” Xiao Zheng drinks the coffee movement somewhat to stare blankly, a moment later, he does not know whether to laugh or cry to look to Sophia: „What do you want to say?” 萧正喝咖啡的动作有些发怔,片刻之后,他哭笑不得的望向索菲亚:“你想说什么？” „Are you” Sophia ask in a soft voice. „Doesn't want with Qiu Shou for the enemy?” “你是不是”索菲亚轻声问道。“不想与秋收为敌？” „She is very mystical, is very powerful.” Xiao Zheng shakes the head, then nods. „I indeed does not hope with her for the enemy.” “她很神秘,也很强大。”萧正摇摇头,遂又点点头。“我的确不愿与她为敌。” „I am not this meaning.” Sophia narrows the eye to say. “我不是这个意思。”索菲亚眯眼说道。 „That was” Xiao Zheng looked at Sophia one. “那是”萧正看了索菲亚一眼。 „You do not want with her for the enemy, to be because” Sophia bites the lip, was does not have says. But the implied meaning exceptionally is clear. “你不想与她为敌,是因为”索菲亚咬咬唇,却是没有说下去。但言下之意却异常清晰。 Xiao Zheng hears this, was actually somewhat dumbstruck. 萧正闻言,却是有些发懵了。 He knows certainly the Sophia suggestion. But Xiao Zheng actually by no means dares to approve. 他当然知道索菲亚的暗示。但萧正却并不敢苟同。 From the heart of hearts, he dreads Qiu Shou, responds with is vigilant the heart highly. 从内心深处,他忌惮秋收,也报以高度警惕之心。 Qiu Shou is powerful, or behind Qiu Shou terrifying Zhao Family. Made Xiao Zheng in the Qiu Shou contact, was full of the protection psychology. 不论是秋收自身的强大,又或是秋收背后恐怖的赵家。都令萧正在与秋收的接触中,充满了防备心理。 But at this moment, Sophia told Xiao Zheng by the such reason. He sums, maintaining social stability, because of the such reason. 但此刻,索菲亚却以这样的理由告诉萧正。他求和、维稳,是因为这样的原因。 Xiao Zheng is unable to accept. Actually fell into silent. 萧正无法接受。却陷入了沉默。 Sophia sees the Xiao Zheng so appearance, actually also gripped Xiao Zheng palm gently, said in a supple voice: „I am speak thoughtlessly asked, do not care.” 索菲亚见萧正这般模样,却也是轻轻握住了萧正的手心,柔声道:“我就是随口一问,你不要放在心上。” Xiao Zheng smiles, shakes the head saying: „You reminded me actually.” 萧正笑了笑,摇头道:“你倒是提醒了我。” paused, he continues saying: „Qiu Shou is the extremely dangerous woman. I should be exceptionally vigilant. Rather than has relaxed.” 顿了顿,他继续说道:“秋收是个极度危险的女人。我本该异常警惕。而不是有所放松。” Relaxing , because Qiu Shou is beauty? 放松,是因为秋收是个美女？ Obviously is not. 显然不是。 Xiao Zheng has not reduced to seeing beauty cannot take a walk to say the situation. 萧正还没沦落到见美女就走不动道的地步。 But in fact, Sophia reminded, indeed gave the warning in Xiao Zheng heart. 但事实上,索菲亚的提醒,也的确在萧正心中敲响了警钟。 Does he have with Qiu Shou treats as the 100% pure enemy? does not have. 他有拿秋收当做百分之一百的纯粹敌人吗？没有。 He even from beginning to end, does not have moves heart of murder to Qiu Shou. 他甚至由始至终,都没有对秋收动杀心。 Why is this? 这又是为什么呢？ Xiao Zheng is engaging in introspection, is inquiring oneself. 萧正反省着,询问着自己。 „Time not early. Rest.” Qiu Shou said in the Xiao Zheng ear bank in a soft voice. “时候不早了。休息吧。”秋收在萧正耳畔轻声说道。 „Um.” Xiao Zheng nods. Put down the coffee cup. But he just set out, actually discovered that Sophia does not have loosens his arm throughout. Is hugging the beloved toy like the little girl. Looks eagerly to Xiao Zheng. “嗯。”萧正点点头。放下了咖啡杯。可他刚刚起身,却发现索菲亚始终没有松开他的手臂。像小女孩拥抱着心爱的玩具。眼巴巴望向萧正。 She is waiting for the Xiao Zheng reply. 她在等待萧正的回答。 If Xiao Zheng nods, she will follow Xiao Zheng to return to the room together. Warms the bedding for him, accompanies him to eliminate this midnight to be hard to take... 如果萧正点头,她会跟随萧正一同回房。为他暖被窝,陪他消除这午夜的难耐… But 可是 Sophia underestimated the Xiao Zheng willpower. 索菲亚低估了萧正的意志力。 At this moment, Xiao Zheng heart has many worries, has the insurmountable psychological defense line. 此时此刻,萧正心中有诸多烦恼,更有着不可逾越的心理防线。 Following several months later, Xiao Zheng will perhaps not be intimate with any woman. Even if he also needs the of physiological including the body to divulge. 在接下来的几个月后内,萧正或许不会和任何女人亲近。哪怕他同样需要生理包括身体上的宣泄。 In recent years, he each step, experiences each chanting tales pass/test, besides own reason, contained current political situation to be helpless. 这些年来,他所走的每一步,所经历的每一道情关,除了自身的原因之外,也包含了时局的无奈。 His universal love, contradiction. 他博爱着,也矛盾着。 Even if guilty everywhere, even if forever does not have right key. 哪怕内疚无处不在,纵使永远没有正确答案。 But his heart, softest, warmest that same place, no one can rob from the Old Lin hand. 但他的心中,最柔软,也最温暖的那一块,没人能从老林手中抢走。 Laughable? 可笑吗？ Selfish? 自私吗？ Despicable? 卑劣吗？ Xiao Zheng opened out Sophia arm gently, said in a soft voice: „Good night.” 萧正轻轻拨开了索菲亚的手臂,轻声道:“晚安。” „Good night” Sophia gazes after Xiao Zheng to go upstairs, mood unable to say is void and lonely. “晚安”索菲亚目送萧正上楼,心情说不出的空虚、寂寥。 Her not strange Xiao Zheng. Because of this road, is she herself chooses . She is only somewhat worried, is somewhat painful. When that child arrives, how will he turn? Becoming to long for home? 她不怪萧正。因为这条路,是她自己选的。她只是有些担忧,有些痛苦。当那个孩子降临之时,他又会变成怎样？变得多么的恋家？ Longs for home the man, is always lets one admires the commendatory term. The ability is stronger, more longs for home, is more outstanding. 恋家的男人,从来都是一个令人钦佩的褒义词。能力越强,越恋家,越优秀。 But as the third party, as the destroyer, Sophia very selfish does not hope that Xiao Zheng longs for home. 但作为第三者,作为破坏者,索菲亚很自私的不希望萧正过于恋家。 This word to Sophia, is in itself an injury. Unfeeling devastates. 这个词对索菲亚而言,本身就是一种伤害。冷酷无情的摧残。 But her very clear own localization. 但她很清楚自己的定位。 She the does not have qualifications persuaded forever, requests Xiao Zheng. She can make , is the companion, waits for silently. Waits for him to arrive at New York again, is admitted to has two people to remember the villa. 她永远没有资格去劝说,去要求萧正。她能做的,是陪伴,是默默地守候。等待他再次来到纽约,住进拥有二人记忆的别墅。 Sits on sofa slowly, Sophia carries Xiao Zheng does not have to drink up the coffee. Sipped one. 缓缓坐在沙发上,索菲亚端起萧正没有喝完的咖啡。抿了一口。 Coffee is stimulating her taste bud bitterly and astringently. She actually knows nothing about, but is in a daze, is giving free reign to the imagination by no means lovable in the future. 咖啡的苦涩刺激着她的味蕾。她却浑然不知,只是发着呆,畅想着并不可爱的未来。 Suddenly. 忽地。 The Sophia gently beautiful lip angle exudes to wipe the light happy expression. red lips slightly open, muttered: „ Unlovable has a lovable man in the future. Is this probably also another enrichment? „ 索菲亚柔美的唇角泛起一抹淡淡的笑意。红唇微张,喃喃自语道:“不可爱的未来有着一个可爱的男人。这大概也是另一种充实吧？“ Sophia stands up suddenly, the lip angle is cancelling the happy expression. Gradually walks up to the building, goes toward Xiao Zheng Room . 索菲亚忽然站起身来,唇角勾着笑意。缓步走上楼,朝萧正的而去。 Strives again 2 chapters before the dinner! Public number: Fat Eggplant! Is playing the play to pass the game, please look at latest public news ~ 争取在晚饭前再更二章！公众号:肥茄子！正在玩剧透游戏,请看最新公众消息~