Delivers to the military assigned location the cinerary casket, an army general expressed the lofty respect to the soldiers. 把骨灰盒送到军方指定地点,一名军方将领向战士们表达了崇高的敬意。 But also merely so. 但也仅仅如此。 does not have medal congress, does not have welcome ceremony, even more does not have any few words. 没有奖章大会,没有欢迎仪式,更加没有任何的只言片语。 Oh. Has such a. 哦。有那么一句。 „everyone/various was laborious. Earlier rests.” “诸位辛苦了。早点休息。” The word, the army generals leave under four guard crowding around with stride. 言罢,军方将领在四名卫兵的簇拥之下大步离开。 Reviews the soldiers, enters the military to prepare the dormitory in abundance ahead of time. The does not have person opens the mouth , the does not have person voices. Greets their , is endless lonely... 反观战士们,也纷纷走进军方提前准备的宿舍。没有人开口,也没有人发声。迎接他们的,是无尽寂寞… „I return to Dragon Group to look for General Qi!” “我回龙组找戚将军！” Obviously, Jiang Qing was enraged by the military indifferent attitude. 很显然,蒋青被军方冷漠的态度激怒了。 Incessantly is he, Wei Jiang extremely is also discontented. 不止是他,卫江也极为不满。 „I returned to the army.” Wei Jiang lit cigarette, expression dignified said. „Now goes back!” “我回部队去了。”卫江点了一支烟,表情凝重的说道。“现在就回去！” It seems like that his also Unit plans to return looks for the Superior argument. 看来,他也打算回找上司争论。 Why? 凭什么？ The soldiers return home laden with honors, why not to express? Even Lian-school comes a army general, does not have leaves behind any useful words. 战士们载誉而归,凭什么毫无表示？甚至连派来的一名军方将领,也没有留下任何有用的话。 This treats the war hero attitude? 这就是对待战斗英雄的态度吗？ Xiao Zheng deeply inspires, then the cigarette case crumb in the pocket, threw into the trash can. 萧正深吸一口气,然后把兜里的烟盒捏碎,扔进了垃圾篓。 Night. 夜深了。 He should also go home. 他也该回家了。 Perhaps at this moment, only then that keeps lamp family for him forever, can smooth his tattered and torn heart. Blood stream incessantly heart. 或许此时此刻,只有那个永远为他留一盏灯的家,才能抚平他千疮百孔的心。血流不止的心。 ...... …… Lin Huayin cooks the food, makes the vegetable/dish, in the earthenware cooking pot also makes soup. 林画音煮好饭,做好菜,砂锅里还煲了汤。 already 10 : 30. Xiao Zheng also does not have goes home. 已经十点半了。萧正还没有回家。 Lin Huayin sits on sofa, on the tea table put one cup of tea. On such peaceful , silent waits for his to return. 林画音坐在沙发上,茶几上放了一杯茶。就这么安静的,无声的等待他的归来。 She understood all long and short of the story. Even if she does not want to know, still some people will certainly tell her. 她了解了一切来龙去脉。即便她不想知道,也一定会有人告诉她。 But what's the big deal? 但那又如何？ Does Lin Huayin care? She does not care. 林画音在乎吗？她不在乎。 She is only mood quite complex is waiting for Xiao Zheng. She knows, Xiao Zheng is not certainly happy. It is not good. 她只是心情颇为复杂的等待着萧正。她知道,萧正的心情一定不好。非常不好。 She even prepares to smile at any time. Kind smiles. 她甚至随时准备微笑。亲切的笑。 I heard that the smile can melt world coldly all. 听说,微笑可以融化世间一切寒冷。 But when the door was opened, Xiao Zheng over the face exhausted stands when the entrance. Lin Huayin actually could not smile. 可当房门被人打开,萧正满面疲惫的站在门口时。林画音却笑不出来了。 In his eye ample serious color. 他的眼里盈满了沉重之色。 On his face covered entirely was thick cannot melt to be dreary. 他的脸上布满了浓得化不开的阴郁。 such Xiao Zheng, is Lin Huayin has never seen . 这样的萧正,是林画音从未见过的。 He should receive big grievance, will be low, low-spirited? 他该受了多大的委屈,才会如此低落、黯然？ „Came back.” “回来了。” Lin Huayin rare spoke an idle talk. 林画音少有的说了句废话。 At this moment, she must make noise on own initiative. Because she saw Xiao Zheng is dreary and desolate. 此时此刻,她必须主动出声。因为她看出了萧正的阴郁、落寞。 At this time, except for her, who also can comfort him? 这个时候,除了她,还有谁能安抚他？ „Um.” Xiao Zheng throws down the duffel bag. On the face squeezes out wipes the smiling face. “嗯。”萧正丢下行李袋。脸上强挤出一抹笑容。 Very bitter. 很苦。 As if rhizome of Chinese goldthread. Painstakingly to heart. 仿佛黄莲般。苦到了心里。 „Hungry?” Lin Huayin hands over a wet towel. The gentle voice said. „First eats meal.” “饿了吧？”林画音递上一条湿毛巾。柔声说道。“先吃饭吧。” Her not like such exhorted Xiao Zheng to go to bathroom washing in the past. But gives his towel personally. 她不像以往那样嘱咐萧正去浴室洗漱。而是亲自递给他一条毛巾。 Xiao Zheng was desolate, making her subconscious lower the stance. 萧正的落寞,令她下意识的放低了姿态。 Perhaps, this loves the strength. 或许,这就是爱的力量吧。 Can let so stubborn arrogant woman dangling face , how could it not be to only have the love? 能让一个如此倔强高傲的女人垂下面庞的,岂非只有爱？ „Um.” Xiao Zheng nods gently, accompanies Lin Huayin to go to the restaurant. “嗯。”萧正轻轻点头,陪同林画音前往餐厅。 The meal is still delicious. That familiar flavor. But Xiao Zheng appetite by no means is good. 饭菜依然可口。还是那熟悉的味道。可萧正的胃口却并不好。 „Drinks a bar.” Xiao Zheng puts down the chopsticks, forces oneself to look cheerful to say. “喝点酒吧。”萧正放下筷子,强颜欢笑道。 „Um.” Lin Huayin brings one bottle of Maotai. “嗯。”林画音取来一瓶茅台。 How to dispel melancholy only has the Dukang liquor. Perhaps at this moment, Xiao Zheng most needs is the white liquor. 何以解忧唯有杜康。此时此刻,萧正或许最需要的就是白酒。 Lin Huayin was Xiao Zheng but actually full one cup. Also was oneself but actually a full cup. Then carries the wine glass say/way: „No matter you respect anyone. I respect you.” 林画音为萧正倒了满满一杯。又为自己倒了一满杯。然后端起酒杯道:“不管你敬谁。我敬你。” Xiao Zheng hears this, in the eye passed over gently and swiftly wipes different color. Then raises head to do. 萧正闻言,眼中掠过一抹异色。然后仰头干下。 „Again come.” Xiao Zheng puts down the spatial wine glass. “再来。”萧正放下空酒杯。 Lin Huayin has not hesitated, is Xiao Zheng fills. 林画音也没迟疑,为萧正斟满。 Two people have not seen the best friend probably for a long time. One after another. even/including vegetable/dish has not eaten one. Drank three bottles. 二人就好像许久未见的至交好友。一杯接着一杯。连菜也没吃上一口。足足喝了三瓶。 Xiao Zheng two bottles. Lin Huayin one bottle. 萧正两瓶。林画音一瓶。 According to the Xiao Zheng alcohol capacity, two bottles of Maotai are not enough to make him unconscious. But perhaps is wine doesn't get you drunk. Xiao Zheng needs does not have any to bear the sleep. 按照萧正的酒量,两瓶茅台不足以令他不省人事。但也许是酒不醉人人自醉。萧正需要一场没有任何负担的睡眠。 For these days, his nerve stretched too tightly. Urgently needed high-quality sleep. 这几天,他的神经绷得太紧。急需一场高质量睡眠。 According to the Lin Huayin alcohol capacity. Drinks one bottle of Maotai anxiously. she herself should creaky. Perhaps may is worried about Xiao Zheng. She maintains enough to be sober unexpectedly. 按照林画音的酒量。急喝一瓶茅台。她本该摇摇欲坠。可也许是担心萧正。她竟然保持着足够的清醒。 She supports by the arm Xiao Zheng to go upstairs, takes care of him to lie down. Also covers with the quilt for him. Will set out, actually held on by Xiao Zheng. 她搀扶着萧正上楼,照顾他躺下。又为他盖好被子。正要起身,却被萧正一把拉住。 „Do not walk...” Xiao Zheng whole body liquor gas channel/angrily said. „Accompanies me.” “别走…”萧正满身酒气道。“陪陪我。” „Um. I do not walk.” Lin Huayin tightened the quilt, lies down in Xiao Zheng nearby. “嗯。我不走。”林画音紧了紧被子,躺在萧正身边。 „Is I kills them...” “是我害死他们…” Without the bystander. The Xiao Zheng mood as if erupts instantaneously. 没了外人。萧正的情绪仿佛瞬间爆发出来。 „It is not you.” The Lin Huayin gentle voice said. „But you sought the dignity for them.” “不是你。”林画音柔声说道。“但你为他们找回了尊严。” „If not I” Xiao Zheng enunciation unclear said. „Also meets is who? If I ordered to execute, the casualties will at least reduce half.” “如果不是我”萧正口齿不清的说道。“还会是谁？如果我下令格杀,伤亡至少会降低一半。” „You will not order. Anybody will not order.” Lin Huayin is grasping the event long and short of the story. „You make , will be everyone will make the choice. Cannot blame you.” “你不会下令。任何人都不会下令。”林画音掌握着事件的来龙去脉。“你做的,是所有人都会做的选择。不能怪你。” „But I am their team leader ...” The Xiao Zheng sound is gradually weak. “但我是他们的领队…”萧正的声音渐渐微弱。 His heart is burying the huge burden. 他的心中埋藏着巨大的负担。 But in the army, in the base, he cannot lean to state to anybody. If even he broke down, this team also complete does return to homeland? 但在部队,在基地,他不能向任何人倾述。如果连他都垮了,这支队伍还如何完整的回国？ All bear, shoulders in his shoulder. 所有的负担,都扛在他的肩头。 Everyone can drop down, he is not good. 谁都能倒下,他不行。 This is he must shoulder the responsibility as the team leader. 这是他身为领队必须承担的责任。 „Old Lin...” “老林…” The ear bank resounds the Xiao Zheng blurry sound. 耳畔响起萧正迷糊的声音。 „Um?” Lin Huayin slightly lifts the pupil, is in sharp contrast the beautiful pupil to stare at the Xiao Zheng profile. “嗯？”林画音微微抬眸,黑白分明的美眸凝视着萧正的侧脸。 „such am I also worth loving?” Xiao Zheng subconscious inquiry. The thought is blurry. “这样的我还值得你爱吗？”萧正下意识的询问。思维已然迷糊。 „Is worth.” “值得。” Lin Huayin tranquil said: „such you is not worth me loving, who is worth?” 林画音平静的说道:“这样的你都不值得我爱,谁值得？” ...... …… A sleep/felt rests to a big way dawn. 一觉睡到大天亮。 When Xiao Zheng wakes up leisurely, Lin Huayin does not know the trace. 当萧正悠悠醒来时,林画音已不知所踪。 Washes, Xiao Zheng goes down the building, saw Lin Huayin to leave behind the breakfast in the restaurant. Very sumptuous, is very delicious. 洗漱完毕,萧正走下楼,在餐厅看见了林画音留下的早餐。很丰盛,也很美味。 Last night vented in not consciousness. Xiao Zheng was happier. At least in he can control in the range. 昨晚在不知觉中发泄了情绪。萧正的心情好了很多。最起码在他能控制的范围之内。 He is having the breakfast, while turns on the television. 他一边吃着早餐,一边打开电视。 indeed Yanjing finance and economics channel. 正是燕京财经频道。 Because of the Lin Huayin preference, Xiao Zheng also liked reading the financial news. 因为林画音的偏好,萧正也喜欢上了看财经新闻。 Put down the remote control, Xiao Zheng drank a milk, made the own mood put diligently with ease. 放下遥控,萧正喝了一口牛奶,努力让自己的心情放得轻松。 Has not looked for several seconds, sees only the female anchor face reveals professional smile, introduced: „Following connects a live broadcast. The participant is Yanjing famous rich merchant Miss Lin Huayin...” 可没看几秒,只见女主播面露职业性的微笑,介绍道:“下面接入一段直播。受访者是燕京著名富商林画音小姐…” A picture revolution, on the screen presented the familiar picture. 画面一转,屏幕上出现了熟悉的画面。 That is the Old Lin office. 那是老林的办公室。 But never accepts to visit Old Lin, unexpectedly straight sits on the office chair, gives a calm smile facing the lens. 而从不接受访问的老林,竟端正的坐在办公椅上,面对镜头淡然一笑。 topples cities smiles hundred to flatter to live. Six palace cosmetics do not have the color. 倾城一笑百媚生。六宫粉黛无颜色。 ps: A bad news, today not only does not have erupts, but also only has 2 chapters. The tomorrow's 4 chapters make up owe. Also quick cashes in the eruption as far as possible. ps:一个坏消息,今天非但没有爆发,还只有二章。明天四章补欠更。也尽可能快的兑现爆发。 ps2: A good news. Participated to manufacture Laomouzi «Hiding everywhere», «Yellow golden armor» Director found me, must purchase the goddess movie copyright. Um, is not the net play, is not the soap opera, is the big movie. Discussed for day, many details need to discuss. Also communicated both sides Corporation. At present propulsion phase. It can be said that caret-shaped already had cast aside. But the contract has not signed. Therefore everyone be please low-key, in order to avoid yellow will be finally awkward. Good, I stated clearly, at present in negotiating stage. Once reaches the agreement. Became. I may be busy with this matter over the following several days. If renews to idle, asking everyone to take on. Once carries out, I will erupt the celebration. ps2:一个好消息。一位参与制作老谋子的《十面埋伏》、《黄金甲》的导演找到我,要购买女神的电影版权。嗯,不是网剧,不是电视剧,是大电影。洽谈了一天,有很多细节需要讨论。也沟通了双方的公司。目前正在推进阶段。可以说八字已经有了一撇。但合同还没签。所以大家请低调,以免最后黄了会尴尬。好吧,我明说吧,目前在砍价阶段。一旦达成共识。就成了。接下来几天我可能会忙于这件事。如果更新有所懈怠,请大家担待。一旦落实,我会爆发庆祝。 ps3: Um, heavenly protection, can deliver on Brother A'Zheng Old Lin the big screen. Amen. ps3:嗯,老天保佑,能送阿正哥老林上大荧幕。阿门。