My life is not right. 我的人生不对劲。 Before for a long time is very very long I detected, as if invisible hands...... are operating all my in secret. 从很久很久前我就察觉到了,似乎有一只无形的手……在暗中操纵着我的一切。 All also want, since I was born mentioned. 一切还要从我出生时说起。 Since that moment that since I am born, my life is entirely different from other elf companions. 从我降生的那一刻起,我的人生就与其他的精灵同伴截然不同。 I remember until now clearly on the day of oneself were born, on the branch of World Tree was forever glorious, even big chief priest of church alarms. 我至今清楚地记得自己出生那天,世界树的枝丫上光芒万丈,连教会的大祭司长都惊动了。 They look frantically I breed from the treetop on, praised the Goddess name, while vision blazing gaze I. 他们狂热地看着我自树梢上孕育而出,一边赞美女神的名字,一边目光炽热的注视着我。 „Primary elf! Another primary elf! Moreover rare Moonlight imperial family!” “原初精灵！又一位原初精灵！而且还是罕见的月光皇族！” Priest excited said/tunnel. 祭司们激动地道。 Big chief priest arrived at my front, looks at me with his profound vision, while said with a smile slightly: 大祭司长则来到了我的面前,一边用他那深邃的目光看着我,一边微微笑道: „Child, according to Mother God your holiness oracle, starting today, your name called Max.” “孩子,根据母神冕下的神谕,从今天起,你的名字叫麦斯卡。” ...... …… My name was Max. 我的名字叫麦斯卡。 Max Moonlight. 麦斯卡·月光。 It is said that this is great World Tree Eve Yggdrasil your holiness lowers oracle, gives my name personally. 据说,这是伟大的世界树-伊芙·尤克特拉希尔冕下降下神谕,亲自赋予我的名字。 Regarding Elf Race, this simply is the unsurpassed glory. 对于精灵族来说,这简直是无上的荣耀。 Whenever I said my name, will welcome the vision that companions that envied. 每当我说出自己的名字,都会迎来同伴们那羡慕的目光。 However, said from the heart deep place, actually I was not very satisfied with my name. 不过,从内心深处讲,其实我对自己的这个名字却并不是很满意。 Even if I am very clear, this is great Mother God your holiness gets up for me personally. 哪怕我很清楚,这是伟大的母神冕下亲自为我起的。 The reason is somewhat ashamed, to some people, somewhat is possibly laughable. 原因有些羞耻,对于一些人来说,可能也有些可笑。 That because of „Max” this name, in the elf language is „kitten” meaning. 那就是因为“麦斯卡”这个名字,在精灵语中是“小猫”的意思。 Although, it was also referred to frequently „graceful” and „cute” or „charming”, but I do not like very much. 虽然,它也经常被指代为“优雅”、“可爱”或“迷人”,但我并不是很喜欢。 It is not I am artificial, but wants to become as one masculine elf that elf Ranger that rewards virtue and punishes vice, I really do not want a feminization name. 并不是我矫情,而是作为一个想要成为惩恶扬善的精灵游侠的男性精灵,我真的不想拥有一个如此女性化的名字。 Bestows since that moment from oracle, my life was doomed to be different from others. 从神谕赐名那一刻起,我的人生就注定与别人不一样了。 However, matter is not simple. 不过,事情并没有那么简单。 Primary elf of Moonlight clan is not rare, particularly these years, will meet almost every several years. 月光族的原初精灵并不少见,尤其是这些年,几乎每隔几年都会遇到。 But oracle bestows the name, although is rare, but also appeared in these years more than once. 而神谕赐名虽然罕见,但这几十年也出现了不止一次。 Just, everyone has not presented obvious miracle that's all like me. 只不过,所有人都没有像我这样出现明显的神迹罢了。 But in the following growth, all that I experience, is demonstrating everywhere, my body as if still has more secrets...... 而在接下来的成长中,我所经历的一切,也处处显示着,我的身上似乎还存在着更多的秘密…… When other elf partners still accept the guidance in the church, had more than one High Level elf to find me, wanted to become my teacher. 当其他精灵伙伴们还在教会接受教导的时候,就有不止一个高阶精灵找到我,想要成为我的导师。 When other elf partners still in run around in the city for the livelihood, I can actually receive one to let any adventurer for it crazy living expenses every month sufficiently. 当其他精灵伙伴还在为了生计在城市里四处奔波时,我却每个月都能收到一笔足以让任何冒险者都为之疯狂的生活费。 However, when I want to inquire why these Legend and even Demigod favor in my my time, they actually show a faint smile merely, the silent did not answer. 然而,当我想要去询问那些传奇乃至半神为什么如此青睐于我我时候,他们却仅仅是微微一笑,闭口不答。 When I wants to trace the origin of that each great sum of money, often is limitless in Zhong. 当我想要去追踪那每一笔巨款的来历的时候,也往往是无极于终。 I am very anxious. 我很不安。 Very anxious. 非常不安。 I have not paid anything, does not want these things of unknown origin, does not want to accept good intention with no reason at all. 我没有付出什么,并不想去拥有这些来历不明的东西,更不想去接受无缘无故的好意。 However, some people said to me like this: 不过,有人却这样对我说: „Max, these things were you.” “麦斯卡,这些东西本来就属于你。” „Do not reject, you bring back own thing that's all merely.” “不要拒绝,你仅仅是拿回属于自己的东西罢了。” Is own thing? 属于自己的东西？ no no not...... 不不不…… I am only being born primary elf that's all, most also accepted the blessing of Mother God, are these things also possibly me? 我只是一个降生的原初精灵罢了,最多也就是接受了母神的祝福,这些东西又怎么可能属于我呢？ In this world also many people live in the difficulty, in my opinion, they need these things. 这个世界上还有很多人生活在困难之中,在我看来,他们才更需要这些东西。 This world also many companion days exercised themselves at the night following the place, wanted to grow stronger desperately, but limited to the potential and cognition, actually stood still slowly, they needed these things! 这个世界还有很多同伴日以夜继地锻炼自己,拼命地想要变强,但受限于潜能和认知,却迟迟举步不前,他们才更需要这些东西！ As for me? 至于我？ No. 不。 My thing, I only think that strive diligently...... 我的东西,我只想自己去努力争取…… I do not know that actually on me to be hiding what kind of secret. 我不知道我身上究竟隐藏着怎么样的秘密。 But some faintly my feelings, these to the person who I smile, in the eye looks seems not I. 但隐隐我有种感觉,那些对我笑的人,眼中看的似乎并不是我。 They are visiting me obviously. 他们明明在看我。 But actually does not seem like me. 但却又好像不是我。 They always the curriculum that requests me to learn from some me not to like, but why also did not tell me. 他们总是要求我去学习一些我不喜欢的课程,但是又偏偏不告诉我为什么。 They are commenting me in secret grinningly, whenever I move to the line of sight time was also silent. 他们在暗中笑嘻嘻地评论我,每当我移过去视线的时候又闭口不言。 I do not like this feeling. 我不喜欢这种感觉。 This feeling...... makes me feel that oneself seems like a substitute person. 这种感觉……让我觉得自己像是一个替身。 Some existing substitute person who I do not understand. 一个我所不了解的某个存在的替身。 I am unable to endure this feeling. 我无法忍受这种感觉。 Finally, eruption. 最终,爆发了。 „Who me did you regard? I am Max! Max Moonlight!” “你们到底将我当成谁了？我是麦斯卡！麦斯卡·月光！” „Was sorry that...... Sir Max, we actually also to hello, the volume...... your today's management science curriculum complete?” “抱歉……麦斯卡大人,我们其实也是为了您好,额……您今天的管理学课程学完了吗？” „Why can study the management science? You know that I do not like these, I only want to learn Magic, in the future will become a adventurer!” “为什么要学管理学？你知道的,我并不喜欢这些,我只想学好魔法,将来成为一名冒险者！” „No, according to the scheduled plan...... you should be the Elven Forest most Excellent manager.” “不,按照预定的计划……您应该是精灵之森最优秀的管理者。” „Plan? What plans?” “计划？什么计划？” „...... This......” “啊……这个……” „Ok, do not say, I do not want to participate in your so-called plans, I only want to live I.” “算了,不要说了,我并不想参与你们所谓的计划,我只想活出我自己。” After that my follower god palace left. 那之后,我就从神殿离开了。 I mounted the Heaven Chosen City highest tower. 我登上了天选之城的最高塔。 Sits in the tower top, I am looking at this lively city. 坐在塔顶,我望着这个繁华的城市。 In the heart felt, here is not me. 心中却觉得,这里并不属于我。 „What are you looking at?” “你在看什么？” When I look into the distance, the clear sound conveys from the side together. 就在我眺望远方的时候,一道清脆的声音从身旁传来。 I had a scare. 我被吓了一跳。 Then looks, discovered side does not know when presented a black hair youngster. 回头看去,发现身边不知何时出现了一名黑发少年。 Strange...... I do not know him obviously, but actually feels inexplicably somewhat intimate. 奇怪……我明明不认识他,但却莫名地感觉有些亲近。 „I am looking at the scenery.” “我在看风景。” I replied. 我如此回答道。 „Looks at the scenery......” “看风景……” The youngster are chewing these words, fell into silent. 少年嘴嚼着这句话,陷入了沉默。 For a long time, he looked to me, that red eye pupil was particularly profound: 许久,他看向了我,那红色的眼眸分外深邃: „Don't you like the present life?” “你不喜欢现在的生活吗？” „Present life?...... Does not like, naturally does not like.” “现在的生活？呵……不喜欢,当然不喜欢。” I shake the head. 我摇了摇头。 „Why? Having ample food and clothing, has all, isn't good?” “为什么？丰衣足食,拥有一切,不好吗？” „But that is not me, I do not like the life being controlled, naturally...... you can also say that I ate to the full supported, artificial.” “但那并不属于我,我不喜欢人生被操控,当然……你也可以说我吃饱了撑得,矫情。” „Hey, what life do you like?” “嘿,那你喜欢什么样的生活？” The youngster also asked. 那少年又问道。 „...... Is makes one to punish probably eliminates good wickedly, travels plane(s), free Ranger.” “大概……是做一名惩善除恶,游历位面,自由自在的游侠吧。” I said. 我如此说道。 „Why is this time?” “这次又是为什么？” The youngster asked. 少年笑问。 „Why? Naturally is because I want to be a being indomitable spirit man.” “为什么？当然是因为我想要做一个顶天立地的男子汉。” I replied naturally. 我理所当然地回答。 „Tittered......” “噗嗤……” Why does not know, listening to my reply youngster unable to bear smile to make noise. 不知道为什么,听了我的回答少年忍不住笑出了声。 My some vitality/angry, but the youngster said the apology quickly: 我有些生气,但少年却很快道起歉来: „Was sorry that...... has not thought can be this reason.” “抱歉抱歉……没想到会是这个理由。” I am somewhat speechless. 我有些无语。 However, a youngster actually revolution of topic: 不过,少年却一转话题: „That does!” “那就去做吧！” „Un?” “嗯？” „Is a adventurer.” “去做一个冒险者啊。” „But, will have many people to prevent me, they always want to control my life.” “可是,会有很多人阻止我,他们总想操控我的人生。” „Hey, who? Told me, I helped you punch him!” “嘿,谁？告诉我,我帮你揍他！” „You?” “你？” I was astonished looked at his one eyes. 我讶异地看了他一眼。 „What's wrong? Feared that I can't be victorious?” “怎么？怕我打不过？” The youngster said with a smile. 少年笑道。 „No, you do not seem like elf......, however has the human form, you affirmed that the strength is very strong.” “不,你似乎不是精灵……然而却有人形,你肯定实力很强。” „Why does that use such vision to visit me?” “那为什么用这样的眼光看着我？” „Because I do not know why you must do that should we not know the name mutually?” “因为我不知道你为什么要这么做,我们应该连名字都互相不知道吧？” „Why? Probably...... is because I do think you to be pleasing to the eyes? Hey, actually I also want to be a adventurer, perhaps we can also become the companion in the future.” “为什么？大概……是因为我看你顺眼？嘿,其实我也想做一个冒险者,或许我们未来还能成为同伴。” „Un? Do you name?” “嗯？你叫什么名字？” „Merrill.” “迈瑞尔。” The youngster have turned head, in the ruby pupil full is the happy expression: 少年回过头,红宝石般的瞳孔中满是笑意: „You can call me for Merrill.” “你可以称呼我为迈瑞尔。” Saying, he puts out a hand: 说着,他伸出了手: „Can I become the friend with you? If you really think, I can help you flee all.” “我能和你成为朋友吗？如果你真的想,我可以帮你逃离一切。” Merrill? 迈瑞尔？ Really is a strange name. 真是个奇怪的名字。 I whispered. 我嘀咕了一句。 „No, I do not need to help, so long as actually I want, so long as I set firm resolve, no one can block me.” “不,我不需要帮助,其实只要我愿意,只要我下定决心,没有人能拦得了我。” I shake the head, sticks out chest slightly, said self-confidently. 我摇了摇头,微微挺起胸膛,自信地说道。 The youngster are quite as if disappointed about my reply and sad. 少年似乎对我的回答相当失望和难过。 This makes me feel very interesting, simultaneously in the heart some inexplicable also warm feelings. 这让我觉得十分有趣,同时心中莫名也有些暖意。 From birth, this is first will truly have the sad person because of my rejection. 自降生起,这是第一个会真正因为我的拒绝而心生难过的人。 I can feel, what his vision is looking is I. 我能感觉出来,他的目光在看的是我。 Rather than other anyone. 而不是别的什么人。 „......” “不过……” My thread of conversation revolution: 我话锋一转: „If you also want to become the adventurer, I am glad to become the friend with you very much.” “如果你也想成冒险者的话,我很乐意和你成为朋友。” Saying, I am smiling putting out a hand. 说着,我微笑着伸出手。 The youngster were startled being startled, then also smiled: 少年怔了怔,而后同样笑了起来: „Is glad utmost.” “乐意之至。” The next quarter, both hands junction grasps. 下一刻,双手交握。 „Hello, Merrill, my name was Max.” “你好,迈瑞尔,我叫麦斯卡。” „Hello, Max, I am Merrill.” “你好,麦斯卡,我是迈瑞尔。”