My name was Lin, Lin Shadow . 我的名字叫多琳,多琳·暗影。 The mother told me, my name was the father sought for three days and three nights in the elf language, finally decided that in the elf language, this name implication „hope”, implication „Goddess gift”. 妈妈告诉我,我的名字是爸爸在精灵语中寻找了足足三天三夜,才最终决定的,在精灵语中,这个名字寓意“希望”,也寓意“女神的礼物”。 My father is a devout Goddess follower, is renowned powerful Ranger, records events since me starts, in my family/home always guest who pays a visit the father many, they visit each time, will bring many many fun and delicious gifts. 我的爸爸是一位虔诚的女神信徒,同时也是一位远近闻名的强大游侠,从我记事起开始,我的家里都总是不乏登门拜访爸爸的客人,他们每次拜访,都会带来很多很多好玩、好吃的礼物。 Still remembers has not moved, at that time I also lived with the parents in Heaven Chosen City, that is the world's largest the most magnificent city, everywhere is the Magic trains that tall Tahe of towering speeds along. 还记得没有搬家的时候,那个时候我还和爸爸妈妈住在天选之城里,那是世界上最大最壮观的城市,到处都是耸立的高塔和飞驰的魔法列车。 At that time, almost every day, had the new guest to come to visit my father day and night, this even made him have a headache very much. 那时候,几乎每一天,都有新的客人不分昼夜地前来拜访我的爸爸,这甚至让他很是头疼。 The impression is most, is father that because cannot have a good sleep to think for a long time, always brings the eye and heavy/thick dark pouche of blood threads, as well as each time midnight by the helpless expression that the knock woke up by shouting. 印象最深的,就是爸爸那因为长期睡不好觉,总是带着血丝的眼睛和厚重的黑眼圈,以及每次半夜被敲门声喊醒的无奈表情。 My clear remembering father complained to mother more than once exasperatedly, said fellow that these were not concerned about face a time that made him rest does not give, even buckled favorability, every day also had the rookie to advance uninterruptedly to look for trouble. 我清晰的记得爸爸不止一次唉声叹气地对妈妈吐槽,说这些不要脸的家伙连个让他休息的时间都不给,就算是扣好感,每天还有新人前赴后继地过来找不自在。 However, at this time, mother actually eats smiles. 不过,这个时候,妈妈却只是吃吃地笑。 She will always cover oneself mouth, with affectionate vision staring father, while gentle also said with a smile ridiculing: 她总是会捂住自己的嘴,一边用深情的目光凝视父亲,一边温柔又戏谑地笑道: „Now did you know our difficulties? Initially just knew time you also once knocked my main house gate late at night.” “现在你知道我们的难处了？当初刚刚认识的时候你可是也曾三更半夜敲我家门的。” Whenever at this time, the father will be at a loss for words for a while. 每当这个时候,爸爸就会一时语塞。 He can scratches the head, while awkward uses his stiff chat skill shift topic: 他会一边挠头,一边一脸尴尬地用他那生硬的聊天技巧转移话题: „At that time...... wasn't is innocent?” “那个时候……不是还不懂事嘛？” „Afterward, I changed......” “后来,我就改了……” „, Aren't you hungry?” “唔,你饿不饿？” „Do I cook a surface to eat to you?” “我去煮点面给你吃?” ...... …… The surface that the father cooks is very delicious, after all...... this is also the food that the father can make only. 爸爸煮的面还是很好吃的,毕竟……这也是爸爸唯一会做的饭。 The wheaten food is not our Elf Race traditional food, listening to mother saying that that is heaven's chosen ones brings very much remotely from very remote place. 面食并不是我们精灵族的传统食物,听妈妈讲,那是天选者们从很遥远很遥远的地方带过来的。 Position of heaven chosen one in our Elf Race is very aloof, they have the powerful strength, mysterious ability that as well as dies and is reborn. 天选者在我们精灵族中地位很超然,他们有着强大的力量,以及死而复生的神奇能力。 It is said that that is the proof of Goddess blessings. 据说,那是女神神眷的证明。 The mother told me, the father once was also powerful elf heaven chosen one. 妈妈告诉我,爸爸曾经也是一位实力强大的精灵天选者。 First time the time of knowing this past events, in my heart shocks greatly. 第一次知道这个往事的时候,我心中大为震撼。 Since I record events, among the little friends most often discussed was the heaven chosen one story, they were wandering bard the lead who liked praising, took risk in plane(s) one after another, everyone yearned to the experience of heaven chosen one that Legend very much. 从我记事时起,小伙伴之间最常讨论的就是天选者的故事,他们是游吟诗人最爱传颂的主角,在一座又一座位面中冒险,大家都对天选者那传奇的经历很是向往。 „Therefore...... the father also does have the magic of dying and being reborn?” “所以……爸爸也有着死而复生的神奇力量吗？” At that time, I closely examined again and again. 那个时候,我连连追问。 „No, does not have, he already retirement from the work of heaven chosen one ‚’.” “不,已经没有了,他已经从天选者的工作中‘退休’了。” The mother is touching my head gently, replied. 妈妈温柔地抚摸着我的脑袋,回答道。 „Retirement?” “退休了？” „Un.” “嗯。” „Why?” “为什么？” „Because the father was tired, each heaven chosen one will be tired, but after they tired, will retire.” “因为爸爸累了,每一个天选者都会累的,而他们累了之后,就会退休。” „......” “哦……” At that time, I appeared to understand but not really understand. 那个时候,我似懂非懂。 Naturally, afterward I know that is because heaven's chosen ones also lives simultaneously in another remote world. 当然,后来我知道,那是因为天选者们同时还生活在另外一个遥远的世界。 When they died after that world, will lose the heaven chosen one status. 当他们在那个世界死亡之后,就会失去天选者的身份。 „Death...... regarding the family member in that world, certainly was a very sad matter.” “死亡……对于那个世界的亲人来说,一定是一个很悲伤的事情。” Knows this matter time, I once could not bear said sadly. 知道这件事的时候,我曾忍不住难过地说道。 However, the father actually shakes the head: 不过,爸爸却摇了摇头: „Not......” “不……” „Compared with sad, to me, the death was the new start......” “比起悲伤,对我来说,死亡更是新的开始……” On that day, I knew, most elf heaven chosen one actually had three lives. 那一天,我知道了,大多数的精灵天选者其实都有三段人生。 In that remote world, they by a status life of average person, are the first life. 在那个遥远的世界里,他们以一个普通人的身份生活,是第一段人生。 In our world, they take risk unceasingly, fights unceasingly, continuously explores unknown, is the second life. 在我们的世界里,他们不断冒险,不断战斗,不断去探索未知,是第二段人生。 When they died in another world, the memory of related that world will also forget. 而当他们在另一个世界死去,有关那个世界的记忆也会遗忘。 At this time, most of them by an ordinary elf status, will open the third life...... 这个时候,他们中的大多数会以一位普通精灵的身份,开启第三段人生…… ...... …… Afterward, we moved. 后来,我们就搬家了。 From Heaven Chosen City, moved to the manor in countryside. 从天选之城,搬到了乡下的庄园。 The reason is very simple, the father really could not bear heaven chosen one that these advanced uninterruptedly. 原因很简单,爸爸实在是受不了那些前赴后继的天选者了。 I still remember finally the day before decided to move, the father is dragging the exhausted body( in mind), returned home from work from the police health department, once again to mother complained that these new heaven chosen one were similar to sticks the worldly person to be the same simply, how unable to expel. 我还记得最终决定搬家的前一天,爸爸拖着疲惫的身体(心灵上),从警卫厅下班回家,又一次向妈妈抱怨那些新来的天选者简直如同粘人精一般,怎么都赶不走。 But mother shakes the head, said that she goes to the temple to pray today, heard Sir Priest in temple saying that recently Goddess issued oracle, the new heaven chosen one quantity as if must increase. 而妈妈则摇了摇头,说她今天去神殿祈祷,听到神殿的祭司大人们说,最近女神下达神谕,新的天选者的数量似乎又要增加了。 Father's complexion was at the scene green. 爸爸的脸色当场就绿了。 Next day, he led us to move to the countryside. 第二天,他就带着我们搬到了乡下。 The new homes' beautiful lake situated by suburb, that lake have a moving name- amber. 新家位于郊外的一片美丽的湖泊旁,那片湖泊有一个动人的名字-琥珀。 Even later today 30 years, the beautiful scenery of Hupan Manor still makes me immerse as before. 就算是在三十年后的今天,湖畔庄园的美丽风光也依旧让我沉醉。 Still on the day of remembers to move, the thick drizzle of be continuous several days the green and luxuriant forest will clean deep green shines, the bird cheerful voice resounds through in the forests, in September the slightly cool wind pulls up the grass to vacillate, the sky of blue sky is deep blue. 犹记得搬家那天,绵延数日的霏霏细雨将郁郁葱葱的林木清洗得碧绿发亮,鸟儿欢快的声音响彻在森林间,九月微凉的风撩得芒草左右摇摆,万里无云的天空蔚蓝清澈。 The wind has blown the lake surface, after bringing the rain , the unique fresh aura, that wave light clear lake water swings the dimple, reflects green willow tree that the leaf rustle is making noise. 风吹过湖面,带来雨后特有的清新气息,那波光粼粼的湖水荡起波纹,倒映着树叶沙沙作响的绿柳。 Occasionally can hear the deep woods to transmit the long and loud cry of Great Dragon , that sound sounds somewhat fuzzy, as if stems from another world, making me unable to bear fantasize, actually the heaven's chosen ones hometown...... is what appearance. 偶尔能听到森林深处传来巨龙的长啸,那声音听起来有些模糊,仿佛源于另一个世界,让我忍不住去幻想,天选者们的家乡……究竟是什么样子。 The manor is very very big, is planting the fresh flower green grass everywhere, but my new bedroom expanded four times, that soft bed, makes me sway back and forth sufficiently. 庄园很大很大,到处都种植着鲜花绿草,而我新的卧室则足足扩大了四倍,那柔软的大床,足以让我一个人打滚。 The father also asked Sir Alice to establish a Magic barrier outside the manor specially, after that...... came to disturb heaven chosen one to be short. 爸爸还专门拜托爱丽丝大人在庄园外设置了一道魔法屏障,那之后……前来打扰了天选者就少了很多。 Surplus these, are coming with admiration heaven chosen one, rather is father's friend. 剩余的那些,与其说是慕名而来的天选者,不如说是爸爸的友人。 Afterward I know, they are the father as the teammates who the heaven chosen one time fought together. 后来我才知道,他们都是爸爸身为天选者时候一起战斗的队友。 Visiting, they will bring various interesting gifts to me each time , the beautiful flowers from other plane(s), has assorted good food that is full of the foreign land scenery. 每次拜访,他们都会给我带各种各样有趣的礼物,又来自其他位面的美丽花朵,有充满异域风景的各色美食。 I also especially like, when they visit the father, when is auditing them to tell own adventure experience. 我也特别喜欢在他们拜访爸爸的时候,待在一旁听他们讲述自己的冒险经历。 Their adventure experiences, are more splendid than the experience of father mother told, that was the journey of shuttling back and forth each plane(s), each journey, composed Legend sufficiently. 他们的冒险经历,比妈妈讲述的爸爸的经历更加精彩,那是一段段穿梭各个位面的旅程,每一段旅程,都足以谱写一段传奇。 They have even also gone to a more remote place, it is said...... that is one piece is broader, grander world. 他们甚至还去过更遥远的地方,据说……那是一片更加广阔,也更加雄奇的天地。 The father also likes listening to them to talk about oneself experience very much. 爸爸也很喜欢听他们讲自己的经历。 Whenever they told excitedly own adventurous time, the father will listen attentively in the one side peacefully, in the vision full is the light of twinkle. 每当他们兴奋地讲述自己的冒险的时候,爸爸都会在一旁安安静静地倾听,目光中满是闪烁的光。 At that time I realized, although the father is not heaven chosen one, but in his heart, is longing for the adventure. 那个时候我意识到,虽然爸爸已经不是天选者了,但他的心底里,还是渴望着冒险的。 I had inquired the father, although is not heaven chosen one, but it is said also many ordinary elf and heaven chosen one take risk together, why does he no longer continue oneself journey? 我曾经询问过爸爸,虽然已经不是天选者了,但据说也有很多普通的精灵与天选者一起冒险,为什么他不再继续自己的旅程呢？ The father replied gently: 爸爸温柔地回答: „Because, I have you and mother.” “因为,我已经有你和妈妈了。” At that moment, I understand, in father at heart, has compared with taking risk a more important thing...... 那一刻,我明白,在爸爸的心里,已经有了比冒险更加重要的东西…… ...... …… Father's once heaven chosen one ally altogether had four. 爸爸曾经的天选者战友共有四位。 Although in my opinion, they kindly like neighbor uncle, but the little friends envy tell me, each in the world is the character in legend. 虽然在我看来,他们亲切地就像邻家叔叔,但小伙伴们则羡慕地告诉我,他们每一个在世界上都是传说中的人物。 I most like „Happy Go Lucky ” uncle. 这其中,我最喜欢“乐天派”叔叔。 He always puts on the simplest that armor, for several years, sees my time each time, gentle smiling, will give my delicious toffee. 他总是穿着最朴素的那件铠甲,数十年如一日,每次见到我时候,都会温柔的笑,送给我好吃的奶糖。 His also Great Dragon partner, named Christine , is a beautiful blonde elder sister. 他还有一个巨龙伙伴,名为克里斯汀,是一位美丽的金发姐姐。 Elder Sister Christine is very pretty is very pretty, but......, because the Great Dragon growth period is long, she seemed like also older than me slightly. 克里斯汀姐姐很漂亮很漂亮,不过……因为巨龙的成长期过于漫长,她看上去也就比我稍稍大了一些。 Although her personality a little proud tender, but actually accidentally/surprisingly gentle, we meet after first day, becomes the good friend. 虽然她性格有点傲娇,但却意外地温柔,我们从第一天见面之后,就成为了好朋友。 Occasionally, she will also visit me alone, turns into the Great Dragon appearance, leading me to hover in the sky. 偶尔,她也会独自来拜访我,变成巨龙的样子,带着我在天空中翱翔。 Uncle Happy Go Lucky envied frequently said to me, Christine was also better to him to my ratio. 乐天派叔叔经常羡慕地对我说,克里斯汀对我比对他还要好。 However, I actually know, Christine likes Uncle Happy Go Lucky at heart very much. 不过,我却知道,克里斯汀心里很喜欢乐天派叔叔。 Although her sum total Uncle Happy Go Lucky quarrelled, although always exhibits the face that arrogant and shut out before the uncle, but whenever Uncle Happy Go Lucky in the side, her vision has followed on his body. 虽然她总和乐天派叔叔拌嘴,虽然总是在叔叔面前摆出一张高傲而又嫌弃的脸,但每当乐天派叔叔在身旁的时候,她的目光会一直追随在他的身上。 Although hides very much deeply, but that vision I am not strange, when has mother to see the father gentle...... 虽然藏得很深,但那目光我并不陌生,有着妈妈看爸爸时的温柔…… ...... …… Uncle Happy Go Lucky and several other friends at least meet every four years visit collectively one time. 乐天派叔叔和其他几位朋友每四年至少会集体来拜访一次。 But the time of choice, often is in the fall fixed day. 而选择的时间,往往都是秋日里的固定一天。 That seems like a special day, usually, although they also alone also or collective visiting, but every cannot compare that Tianlong to be heavy one time. 那似乎是个特殊的日子,平日里虽然他们也会单独亦或是集体拜访,但每一次都比不上那一天隆重。 However, I did not like „special day” atmosphere. 不过,我不太喜欢“特殊日”的氛围。 Whenever although to that day, the gift that they brought is most, the smile on face was also brightest, but I always felt......, when this day arrived, they as if are covering sadly. 虽然每当到了那天,他们带来的礼物都是最多的,脸上的笑容也是最灿烂的,但我却总觉得……当这一天到来的时候,他们似乎都在掩盖悲伤。 However, the father clearly is opposite. 不过,爸爸却截然相反。 Although he as before is always an unemotional appearance, when each time „special day”, I thought that his mood is unprecedentedly joyful. 虽然他依旧是总是一副面无表情的样子,但每值“特殊日”之时,我都觉得他的心情是前所未有地愉悦。 As if appreciates the heaven chosen one allies to conceal the sad expression with the smile, is he on this day the most joyful matter. 似乎欣赏天选者战友们用笑容掩饰悲伤的表情,是他这一天最快乐的事。 This makes me very puzzled. 这让我很是不解。 Until afterward, me knows from mother there, this day is the father in the day that another world died. 直到后来,我才从妈妈那里知道,这一天是爸爸在另一个世界死去的日子。 The time speed of flow of another world is 1/4 of our world, therefore...... that is in another world father's every year death anniversary. 另一个世界的时间流速是我们世界的四分之一,所以……那是另一个世界里爸爸每年的忌日。 „They do not know that the father did continue to live in this world?” “他们不知道爸爸只是在这个世界继续生活了吗？” I asked curiously. 我好奇地问。 A mother face replied strangely: 妈妈则一脸古怪地回答: „Actually your father had explained many were times, but...... they did not believe......” “其实你爸爸已经解释过很多次了,不过……他们一直都不相信……” „Why?” “为什么？” „Because of heaven chosen one of each reincarnation, by the memory of seal another world, but without the memory of another world, they do not believe that the father is the true reincarnation.” “因为每一个转生的天选者,都会被封印另一个世界的记忆,而没有了另一个世界的记忆,他们就不相信爸爸是真正的转生。” „What isn't the reincarnation is?” “不是转生是什么？” „In their words...... commemorates NPC.” “用他们的话来说……是纪念NPC。” „NPC?” “NPC？” „To the heaven chosen one round of Mission person.” “就是给天选者发任务的人。” „Un? Is mother also NPC?” “嗯?那妈妈也是NPC吗？” „Is.” “算是吧。” ...... …… About heaven chosen one, I do not understand. 关于天选者,我还是不太懂。 Their all, seem incompatible with this world. 他们的一切,似乎与这个世界格格不入。 Meanwhile, without them, this world as if were short of anything...... 但同时,如果没有了他们,这个世界似乎又少了些什么…… Between they and father as if have very deep misunderstanding, how regardless of being unable to untie. 他们与爸爸之间似乎存在着很深的误会,无论如何也无法解开。 However, the father as if does not care. 不过,爸爸似乎并不在意。 „They will one day know sooner or later.” “他们迟早有一天会知道的。” He said. 他如此说。 At that time, I have not known that what the father said is what meaning. 那个时候,我还不知道爸爸说的是什么意思。 Often to that time, I can feel indistinctly lonelily some from the father. 只是,往往到了那个时候,我隐约能够从爸爸身上感受到些许寂寥。 Until today...... 直到今天…… ...... …… The sunlight of out of the window is still beautiful, living room welcomed the guest. 窗外的阳光依旧明媚,客厅里迎来了久违的客人。 Lifts the window curtains cautiously, I looked quietly to sat two people in hall. 小心翼翼地掀开窗帘,我悄悄看向了坐在大厅里的两人。 Side is a father, side is Uncle Happy Go Lucky . 一边是爸爸,一边是乐天派叔叔。 They divide to sit in the two sides. 他们分坐在两边。 In the fireplace, the bonfire makes noise. 壁炉里,篝火噼里啪啦作响。 The light drags, the atmosphere in living room is very strange. 灯光摇曳,客厅里的气氛很奇怪。 The father seems to be suppressing to smile, but Uncle Happy Go Lucky rarely somewhat embarrassed. 爸爸似乎在憋笑,而乐天派叔叔则难得地有些窘迫。 He sits respectfully, on the face is awkward, the root of the ear even somewhat blushes...... 他正襟危坐,脸上全是尴尬,耳根甚至有些发红…… No one spoke, two people were very silent, but as if some words want to say. 没有人说话,两人都很沉默,但似乎都又有话想说。 Suddenly, they also raised the head, open the mouth to say, but looked at one after mutually, shuts up simultaneously subconsciously. 忽然,他们同时抬起头,开口欲言,但互相看了一眼之后,又同时下意识地闭上了嘴。 Finally, the father really could not hold, suddenly pū laughs to make noise. 最终,还是爸爸实在憋不住了,忽然噗嗤笑出了声。 The father rarely smiles, that flash, I almost think oneself misread. 爸爸很少笑,那一瞬间,我差点以为自己看错了。 Can let the matter that the father smiles to make noise, certainly is the extremely interesting matter. 能够让爸爸笑出声的事,一定是极为有趣的事。 „Happy Go Lucky , you first said.” “乐天派,你先说吧。” „no no...... Captain you first did not say.” “不不不……队长你先说。” „You first.” “还是你先吧。” „, Elder Brother Bento you first......” “不了,盒饭哥你先……” „Did I first say?” “那我就先说了？” „Un un......” “嗯嗯……” Father wear a look of happy expression, but Uncle Happy Go Lucky even more is awkward. 爸爸面带笑意,而乐天派叔叔则越发尴尬。 „How do you die? In the reality should very be young?” “你是怎么死的？现实里应该还很年轻吧？” The father asked suddenly. 爸爸忽然问道。 „Wu...... embarrassed saying that is the traffic accident.” “唔……说来惭愧,是车祸。” Happy Go Lucky flexure scratched the head. 乐天派挠了挠头。 „Traffic accident?” “车祸？” „Should, I already the matter of unclear Blue Star, this was in God's Kingdom listens to Aydat Geli Sir to say.” “应该是的,我已经记不清蓝星的事了,这是神国里听艾达格力大人说的。” „Aydat Geli?” “艾达格力？” „Wu...... is Goddess new Demigod.” “唔……是女神一位新的半神。” „Has to see Goddess?” “有见到女神吗？” „ Is a little regrettable, UU reads “有点遗憾,UU看书 www.uukanshu.com Not...... ” 并没有……” „That now, you know the matter of reincarnation I until now said really?” “那现在,你知道我一直以来说的转生的事都是真的了吗？” „Un...... the present knew.” “嗯……现在知道了。” Quick, I noticed that the father and Uncle Happy Go Lucky fell into simultaneously silent. 很快,我就看到爸爸和乐天派叔叔同时陷入了沉默。 They each other look at each other, suddenly simultaneously tittered smiles. 他们彼此对视,突然同时噗嗤一笑。 I never see the father to smile so happy. 我从未见到爸爸笑的如此痛快。 „Ha haha...... Happy Go Lucky , starting today, you must experience NPC was joyful, naturally...... also has once every four years worshipping.” “哈哈哈……乐天派,从今天开始,你也要体验一下NPC的快乐了,当然……还有四年一度的祭拜。” He said with a smile. 他笑道。 Looks at father that carefree smile, I realized suddenly, perhaps starting today...... he will not show the lonely expression like before again occasionally. 看着爸爸那畅快的笑容,我忽然意识到,从今天开始……或许他不会再像以前那样偶尔露出寂寞的表情了。