GWT :: Volume #6 神魔战争

#943: Teresa's dream( finally)


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Teresa keeps running...... runs...... 特蕾莎不停地奔跑……奔跑…… She does not know which oneself want, only knows oneself want to flee from this place. 她不知道自己想要去哪,只知道自己想要逃离这个地方。 Even if here on dull one second, she as if can notice when that late revolutionary army breaks through the imperial palace picture. 哪怕是在这里呆上一秒,她似乎都能看到那一晚革命军攻破皇宫时的画面。 The young girls keep running...... run...... 少女不停地奔跑……奔跑…… When she stops pantingly, unknowingly has mounted in the imperial palace the highest turret. 当她气喘吁吁地停下来的时候,不知不觉中已经登上了皇宫中最高的塔楼。 When that is she is young most likes the dull place, whenever sad time, can a person hide in the garret in turret sobs. 那是她年少时最喜欢呆的地方,每当伤心的时候,都会一个人躲在塔楼的阁楼里哭泣。 But each time, was her year grandmother Maria II found her in the garret finally, the smile is touching her head, comforted her do not cry, was strong. 而每一次,都是她那年迈的祖母玛利娅二世最终在阁楼里找到她,微笑地抚摸着她的头,安慰她不要哭了,要坚强。 Her grandmother is a competent empress, but also is a gentle grandmother. 她的祖母是一位称职的女皇,但同时也是一位慈祥的祖母。 All did not have. 只是一切都没有了。 The grandmother did not have, the family/home did not have, the status did not have. 祖母没有了,家没有了,就连身份也没有了。 She can only conceal identity to live, innumerable will awaken from the sleep at night, dream that evening to the country family perishing. 她只能隐姓埋名地活着,无数个夜晚都会从睡梦中惊醒,梦到国破家亡的那一晚。 Hatred. 没有仇恨。 After she follows own teacher travels, realized that demise of sacred Mania is natural. 当她跟随自己的老师游历之后,就意识到神圣曼尼亚的灭亡是理所当然。 However, she does not know how to go facing the hatreds of these angry people. 但是,她不知道如何去面对那些愤怒的民众的仇恨。 She does not know after own status reveals to the public, what kind of trial will also welcome. 她不知道当自己的身份公之于众之后,又会迎来怎么样的审判。 The young girls hide in the garret, is rolling up the body, non-stop sobbing. 少女躲在阁楼里,蜷缩着身体,不停哭泣。 Dreads, confusedly, sad...... 畏惧、迷茫、悲伤…… Various mood interwine, making her want to flee from this world. 各种情绪交织在一起,让她想要逃离这个世界。 Do not cry...... to cry red the eye, is unattractive.” “不要哭了……哭红了眼睛,就不好看了。” Grandmother's gentle voice conveys, Teresa shakes slightly. 祖母慈祥的声音传来,特蕾莎微微一震。 Heaves in sight, is a handkerchief. 映入眼帘的,是一张手帕。 She raised the head slowly, saw that the grandmother is taking the handkerchief, curiously and looks at her disturbedly. 她缓缓抬起头,看到祖母正拿着手帕,好奇又忐忑地看着她。 Teresa absent-minded, grandmother's form disappeared does not see, displaces, is a getting old woman. 特蕾莎恍惚了一下,祖母的身影消失不见,取而代之的,是一位上了年纪的老妇人。 Looks at the attire, seems like civilians. 看衣着,似乎是一个平民。 Sees the young girl to raise the head, the old woman smiles gently, said: 看到少女抬起头,老妇人慈祥地笑了笑,说: Child, sad time, thinks that some happy matters were OK.” “孩子,伤心的时候,想一些开心的事就可以了。” Teresa looks at the old woman, hesitant several seconds, finally puts out a hand. 特蕾莎怔怔地看着老妇人,犹豫了数秒,最终还是伸出了手。 At this moment, she associated to oneself grandmother. 这一刻,她联想到了自己的祖母。 Thank you......” “谢谢您……” The young girls choked. 少女哽咽道。 The clothing material of handkerchief is not good, but also hits has the patch, but actually washes unusual is clean. 手帕的料子并不好,还打的有补丁,但却洗的非常干净。 Teresa wiped the eye, hesitant, said: 特蕾莎擦了擦眼睛,犹豫了一下,说道: Thanks, I clean to give back to you again......” “谢谢,我清洗一下再还给您……” The language finishes, she meditates the incantation, used the clean technique. 语毕,她默念咒语,施展出了清洁术。 Sees the Magic brilliance, the vision of old woman flashes through one to fondly remember: 看到魔法的光辉,老妇人的目光闪过一丝怀念: Clean Magic...... really fondly remembers.” “清洁魔法啊……真是怀念啊。” Teresa is startled slightly: 特蕾莎微微一怔: „Are you...... also Mage?” “您……也是法师吗?” She not sensation on old woman to the fluctuation of Magic Power. 她并没有在老妇人身上感知到魔力的波动。 No, I am only an average person.” “不,我只是个普通人。” The old women shake the head. 老妇人摇了摇头。 How can you...... recognize the clean technique?” “那您……怎么能认出来清洁术?” Teresa somewhat is for a while curious. 特蕾莎一时有些好奇。 This old woman reminded her of oneself grandmother, in the heart disturbed also dissipated much, what replaces it had doubts. 这位老妇人让她想起了自己的祖母,心中的忐忑也不知不觉间消散了不少,取而代之的是疑惑。 Daughter...... my daughter is, she helps me clean up with the clean technique frequently.” “女儿……我的女儿是,她经常用清洁术帮我打扫卫生。” The old women said, her smile is very proud. 老妇人说道,她的笑容很是自豪。 Teresa was startled being startled, nods slowly. 特蕾莎怔了怔,缓缓点了点头。 The old women have not spoken again, she stands before the window of turret, is looking at out of the window peacefully. 老妇人没有再说话,她站在塔楼的窗前,安静地望着窗外。 The sunlight shines in her rickets back, projected an emaciated shadow in the ground. 阳光照射在她那佝偻的背影上,在地面上投射出了一道瘦弱的影子。 Teresa looks following her vision, the prospect in imperial palace heaves in sight, distant place, is the spreading across street city. 特蕾莎顺着她的目光看去,皇宫的远景映入眼帘,更远处,则是纵横交错的街道城区。 Here, can overlook entire Mania, was she most liked looking into the place of distant place in childhood. 这里,能够俯瞰整个曼尼亚,也是她小时候最喜欢眺望远处的地方。 Prosperous, peace, bountiful. 繁荣,和平,富饶。 Scenery beautiful?” “景色美吗?” Notices Teresa's vision, the old woman asked with a smile. 注意到特蕾莎的目光,老妇人笑着问道。 Teresa nods. 特蕾莎点了点头。 beautiful. 美。 Naturally beautiful. 当然美。 She from infancy to maturity, most likes is here scenery. 她从小到大,最喜欢的就是这里的风景。 I also feel very beautiful......” “我也觉得很美……” The old women sighed. 老妇人叹道。 In the Teresa heart moves: 特蕾莎心中一动: „Are you...... also a tourist?” “您……也是游客吗?” Yes, was old, could not take a walk, I abandoned the big vigor, crawls.” “是啊,老了,走不动了,我可是废了好大的劲,才爬上来的。” The old women beat beat oneself back, self-ridiculed to say. 老妇人捶了捶自己的背,自嘲道。 „A person? Your daughter?” “一个人?您的女儿呢?” Teresa somewhat has doubts. 特蕾莎有些疑惑。 The old women were silent. 老妇人沉默了。 When Teresa thinks were the speaking incorrectly words, the old person opened the mouth again: 就在特蕾莎想自己是不是说错话了的时候,老人再次开口了: She already not.” “她已经不在了。” Not in?” “不在了?” Teresa stared in a big way the eye. 特蕾莎瞪大了眼睛。 The old women nod, sob: 老妇人点了点头,唏嘘道: Almost ten years...... Great Revolution time, she participated in the rebellious army, when attacked the Doralia castle to sacrifice, until the last minute of life, she is also holding high the revolutionary flag......” “差不多十年了吧……大革命的时候,她参加了反抗军,在攻打多罗利亚城堡的时候牺牲了,直到生命的最后一刻,她还高举着革命的旗帜……” Saying, the old person looked to Teresa, said with a smile: 说着,老人看向了特蕾莎,笑道: Sees you, I thought of her, if she is also living, now should also look like you is so fierce, your clean technique, seeming like wise that may compared with her.” “看到你,我就想到了她,如果她还活着,现在应该也像你这么厉害了吧,你的清洁术,看起来可比她的高明多了。” Listened to the words of old woman, Teresa shakes slightly. 听了老妇人的话,特蕾莎微微一震。 This flash, she as if returned to that frightening night again, is only this time, along with frightened, an intense compunction. 这一瞬间,她似乎再次回到了那个令人恐惧的夜晚,只是这一次,伴随着恐惧的,还有一股强烈的内疚。 To...... sorry......” “对……对不起……” The young girls lower the head to say. 少女低头道。 The old women said with a smile: 老妇人笑道: „Did you apologize? I have put down.” “你道什么歉?我自己都早就放下了。” The language finishes, the old woman looked again to out of the window, sobbed: 语毕,老妇人再次看向了窗外,唏嘘道: Life Church Sir Priest has said that the revolution...... always has the sacrifice , because of the efforts of countless heroic deed, had today's peace and happy......” 生命教会祭司大人说过,革命……总是有牺牲的,正是因为无数英烈的努力,才有了今日的和平与幸福……” I, am proud for my daughter.” “我,为我的女儿感到骄傲。” Listened to the words of old woman, Teresa's vision is very complex. 听了老妇人的话,特蕾莎的目光很是复杂。 Her dangling head, got hold of both hands, the lip closely sipped...... 她垂下头,握紧了双手,嘴唇紧紧抿起…… Silent. 沉默。 For a long time silence. 许久的沉默。 Sorry......” “对不起……” A moment later, Teresa lowered the head to repeat one. 片刻之后,特蕾莎又低着头重复了一句。 Child, all right, you do not need to apologize.” “孩子,没事,你没有必要道歉。” The old women shake the head. 老妇人摇了摇头。 Teresa clenches teeth, shakes the head: 特蕾莎咬了咬牙,也摇了摇头: „...... I cannot apologize......” “不……我必须道歉……” Saying, she raised the head, looks to the old woman, changed into disturbedly gradually firmly: 说着,她抬起头,看向了老妇人,忐忑渐渐化为了坚定: I am Teresa, Teresa von Tress......” “我是特蕾莎,特蕾莎·冯·特雷斯……” I was empire once empress Teresa II......” “我是帝国曾经的女皇特蕾莎二世……” Spoke these words, the young girl as if used up all strengths , seems to have suppressed finally in the heart secret revealed, the whole person relaxed instantaneously. 说完这句话,少女似乎用完了所有的力气,也似乎终于将一直憋在心底的秘密吐露,整个人瞬间放松了下来。 But later, is the anxious, infinite anxiety, she lowers the head, rolls up again, prepares to greet the anger of old woman. 而随后,就是紧张,无限的紧张,她低下头,再次蜷缩起来,准备迎接老妇人的怒火。 However, the anger in imagination has not arrived. 不过,想象中的愤怒并未到来。 Displaces, is one is old and rough, but actually very warm hand. 取而代之的,是一只苍老、粗糙,但却很温暖的手。 Placed on the head of young girl gently. 轻轻地放在了少女的脑袋上。 I know.” “我知道。” The old woman tranquil words of transmit from the above. 老妇人平静的话语从上方传来。 Teresa is stunned. 特蕾莎愕然。 She looked up to the old woman, actually the discovery to looks at her uprightly temperately. 她抬起头看向了老妇人,却发现对方正温和地看着她。 Sees you from first time, I recognize, when you ascend the throne, I had once looked at one from afar......” “从第一眼看到您的时候,我就认出来了,在您登基的时候,我曾远远地看过一眼……” I have no strength, but before for a long time is very very long starts, to seeing person photographic memory, although had passed for ten years, but you except for growing, seems like not the too big change......” “我没什么力量,但从很久很久以前开始,就对见过的人过目不忘,虽然已经过去了十年,但您除了长高了一些,看上去并没有太大的变化……” Therefore...... I have recognized.” “所以……我早就认出来了。” The eye of real regarding! 真视之眼! Looks at old woman that just like the starry sky generally profound pupil, in a flash, in the Teresa mind has stroked such a name. 看着老妇人那宛若星空一般深邃的瞳孔,一瞬间,特蕾莎脑海中拂过这样一个名字。 That is the talent ability that the minimum probability can be born, often appears in having the bloodline of myth bloodlines. 那是极小概率会诞生的天赋能力,往往出现于有着神话血脉的血统。 The Mania city once was myth descendant most places, although the probability was minimum, but was not impossible. 曼尼亚城曾经是神话后裔最多的地方,虽然概率极小,但并不是不可能。 „Don't you...... you hate me?” “您……您不痛恨我吗?” She cannot bear ask. 她忍不住问道。 The old women shake the head, sigh: 老妇人摇了摇头,叹息道: Was the past matters, although I lost the daughter, but didn't you lose all your?” “都是过去的事了,虽然我失去了女儿,但您不也失去了自己的一切吗?” Saying, the old woman is sobbing: 说着,老妇人唏嘘道: Maria II is a good emperor, when she reigns, has been working for the rights of our civilians, this is the well-known matter, but, the influence of aristocrat and church is extremely huge......” “玛利亚二世陛下是位好皇帝,在她在位的时候,一直都在为我们平民的权益奔走,这是众所周知的事,只不过,贵族和教会的势力太过庞大……” You are also, ten years ago you are 13 or 14-year-old child that's all, was built on stilts by the aristocrat, I hate even, will still hate these aristocrats......” “您也是,十年前您不过是个十三四岁的孩子罢了,又被贵族架空,我就算是痛恨,也应该去痛恨那些贵族……” Listened to the words of old woman, Teresa shakes slightly. 听了老妇人的话,特蕾莎微微一震。 She raised the head, in the eye full is inconceivable: 她抬起头,眼中满是不可思议: But...... but...... but I hear......” “可是……可是……可是我听说……” Heard after Great Revolution , did all responsibility for an offense all advance the imperial family and Populist Party the body of aristocrat?” “听说大革命之后所有的罪责全都推到皇室和保皇党的贵族的身上了吧?” The old women said with a smile. 老妇人笑道。 She sighed gently: 她轻轻一叹: This is conspiracy that's all of some careerist and residual aristocrat, to shift the anger of people.” “这都是部分野心家和残留贵族的阴谋罢了,为了转移民众的怒火。” Three years ago, Life Church announced end of empire many files, exposes aristocrat ugly at the same time, makes our these civilians understand, once Tress imperial family could not have withstood.” “早在三年前,生命教会就公布了帝国末期的不少档案,揭露贵族丑恶的同时,也让我们这些平民明白,曾经的特雷斯皇室并没有那么不堪。” Let alone, you also lost all, even if there is gratitude and grudges, still has averaged.” “更别说,您也失去了一切,就算是有恩怨,也早就扯平了。” At this point, the old woman smiles: 说到这里,老妇人笑了笑: Now, we are that's all of Mania Republic.” “现在,我们都不过是曼尼亚共和国的一员罢了。” Teresa looks at the old woman dull. 特蕾莎呆呆地看着老妇人。 , The tears flooded her eyes gradually. 渐渐地,泪水充斥了她的双眼。 „Can I...... really be forgiven?” “我……真的能被原谅吗?” She choked. 她哽咽道。 Naturally, no one hates you, I do not have, everyone does not have, past had passed, we need to focus, will be the future......” “当然,没有人怨恨您,我没有,大家都没有,过去的已经过去了,我们需要着眼的,是未来……” The old women said temperately. 老妇人温和地说道。 Saying, her was patting the back of young girl gently: 说着,她轻轻拍了拍少女的背: Child, you have not been Teresa II.” “孩子,你早已经不是特蕾莎二世了。” Listened to her words, the Teresa body shakes. 听了她的话,特蕾莎身体一震。 She could not bear finally, hugs the old woman to sob. 她终于忍不住,抱着老妇人哭泣了起来。 Rending, one such as the country extinguishes that lies in the bosom of teacher late. 撕心裂肺,一如国灭的那一晚趴在老师的怀中。 Just, that time is the country broken sadness, this time, was the thorough farewell fills to rebuke oneself with the frightened past. 只不过,那一次是国破的哀伤,这一次,是彻底告别充满自责与恐惧的过去。 Legend Mage Daniel had not once even let the shadow that the young girl came out, at this moment, was finally stave. 曾经连传奇法师丹尼尔都没有让少女走出的阴影,这一刻,终于破碎了。 ...... …… When Teresa leaves the turret, time already to evening. 当特蕾莎离开塔楼的时候,时间已经到了傍晚。 The tourist in imperial palace was short much, they come and go, novelly and is sizing up all excitedly. 皇宫里的游客少了不少,他们来来往往,新奇又兴奋地打量着一切。 No one cares about the young girl, they and she brushed past, has not returned including. 没有人在意少女,他们与她擦肩而过,连头都没有回。 At this moment, Teresa realized finally, as if until now...... was for oneself in shackles...... 此时此刻,特蕾莎终于意识到,似乎一直以来……是自己在为自己上上了一把枷锁…… Felt that selected?” “感觉好点了吗?” The familiar sound from conveys behind. 熟悉的声音从身后传来。 In the Teresa heart moves, turns head, saw that the wind is smiling is visiting her. 特蕾莎心中一动,回过头去,看到风正微笑着看着她。 Her vision is somewhat complex. 她的目光有些复杂。 „Have you...... known?” “您……一直都知道吗?” The young girls asked. 少女问道。 Naturally, is unable to walk, only then yourself.” “当然,一直无法走出来的,只有你自己。” The wind said with a smile. 风笑道。 Saying, she waves gently: 说着,她轻轻挥了挥手: „When has a look at everyone knows your status the true expression!” “看看大家知道你身份时真正的表情吧!” With the movement of wind, Teresa felt that a gentle strength swamps into the mind. 随着风的动作,特蕾莎感觉一股柔和的力量涌入脑海。 But at the same time, before she facing the aristocrat guide was recognized the identity the time, the vision that these tourists also flashes in the mind of young girl again...... 而与此同时,之前她面对贵族向导被认出身份的时候,那些游客的目光也再一次在少女的脑海中闪现…… Has not hated, has not been hostile, some are curious and excited. 没有怨恨,没有敌视,有的只是好奇和兴奋。 Looking like saw what rare and precious type is the same. 就像是看到了什么珍稀种一样。 , Two rich merchants hold the Magic camera, is eager to try, seems like wants to rub the group photo. 更远一点的,还有两个富商揣着魔法照影机,跃跃欲试,似乎是想要蹭过来合影。 Teresa stared in a big way the eye, for a while startled. 特蕾莎瞪大了眼睛,一时愕然。 These details, initially she continuously in disturbed, actually has not noticed. 这些细节,当初她一直在忐忑,竟然没有注意到。 Right, Teresa, this is your ID card, I have asked somebody to handle, is the residential certificate of Mania Republic.” “对了,特蕾莎,这是你的身份证,我已经托人办好了,是曼尼亚共和国的居民证。” The wind handed over an demon crystal card with a smile. 风笑着递过来了一张魔晶卡片。 Teresa hesitated, finally met. 特蕾莎迟疑了一下,最终接了过去。 Yes...... 是啊…… All finished. 一切都结束了。 Empire already, as revolutionary tide Huawei the dust of history, the past gratitude and grudges also vanished into thin air in the human affairs change. 帝国已经随着革命的浪潮华为了历史的尘埃,过去的恩恩怨怨也在世事变迁中烟消云散。 People said goodbye, put aside the hatred, welcomes to the glorious future. 人们告别了过去,放下了仇恨,迎向美好的未来。 But oneself, should go out of the shackles of destiny and spirit, facing brand-new tomorrow. 而自己,也应该走出命运与精神的枷锁,面对崭新的明天了。 The deep breath the one breath, the young girl got hold of the demon crystal card. 深呼吸了一口气,少女握紧了魔晶卡。 Her vision strokes one to feel relaxed, finally...... gradually firm. 她的目光拂过一丝释然,最终……又渐渐坚定。 Wind madam.” “风女士。” Un?” “嗯?” „Can you many speak Life Church and Great Revolution later matter to me again?” “您能再多给我讲讲生命教会和大革命之后的事吗?” „Did you think through?” “你想通了?” Un...... I must buoy up, goes with a more spirited stance facing tomorrow, faces dream in own heart......” “嗯……我要振作起来,以更加昂扬的姿态去面对明天,去面对自己心中的梦想……” Dream? Said that...... you had found?” “梦想?这么说……你已经找到了?” „...... The wind madam, my dream , has not never changed.” “不……风女士,我的梦想,一直都在,从未改变。” Saying, the young girl looked to the distant place, the vision was firm: 说着,少女看向了远方,目光坚定: That brings happily for the people......” “那就是为人民带来幸福……” But you are not an empress.” “但你已经不是女皇了。” The wind said with a smile. 风笑道。 Teresa also smiled. 特蕾莎也笑了。 But this time, is free and easy smiling: 只不过这一次,是洒脱的笑: I know......, but, what's the big deal? The empress of puppet is just shackles, let loose all, I instead gained the freedom. This time, I no longer as empress, but is the status of civilians, goes to try hard for own dream, even if the civilians, I can do, still had many...... do not forget, I was Mage! Talent Mage!” “我知道……不过,那又怎么样?傀儡的女皇只不过是道枷锁,放开了一切,我反而获得了自由。这一次,我将不再以女皇的身份,而是平民的身份,去为了自己的梦想而努力,而就算是平民,我能做的,也有很多……别忘了,我可是一位法师!天才般的法师!” That, I waited.” “那,我就拭目以待了。” The wind smiles was saying. 风微笑着说道。 The golden setting sun sprinkles, draws two people shadows very long is very long...... 金色的夕阳洒落,将两人的影子拉的很长很长…… The vision of young girl, unprecedented bright. 少女的目光,前所未有的明亮。 Suddenly, the exciting sound conveys from the distant place: 忽然,兴奋的声音从远方传来: Your majesty! Your majesty!” “陛下!陛下!” Is palace aristocrat strenuous Kaess who goes down in the world. 是落魄的宫廷贵族费力克斯。 Sees only him to puff, is sweating profusely, an excitement of face: 只见他喘着粗气,满头大汗,一脸的激动: Your majesty! I finally saw you!” “陛下!我终于见到您了!” Teresa takes back the line of sight. 特蕾莎收回视线。 Her vision falls on strenuous Kaess. 她的目光落在费力克斯身上。 Not disturbed, does not have the anger. 没有忐忑,也没有愤怒。 Sees only her to smile, shakes the head, said: 只见她轻轻一笑,摇了摇头,说: No, Mister.” “不,先生。” Teresa II had died, I am the citizen in Mania Republic, you can call me for Ms. Teresa.” “特蕾莎二世已经死了,我是曼尼亚共和国的公民,您可以称呼我为特蕾莎女士。”
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