Newest website: The slanting sunlight enters the room from out of the window photo, the noise sound on street is noisy. 最新网址:斜斜的阳光从窗外照入房间,街道上的喧嚣声沸沸扬扬。 Sophia stands before the window, is looking at the beautiful scenery in out of the window Elf City, is slightly lost. 索菲娅站在窗前,望着窗外精灵城市中的美丽景色,微微出神。 Her facial expression brings desolate. 她的神情带着一丝落寞。 She remembers herself in the day in the Zerowan castle passing, remembers itself these knowledge that sees in the castle book collection, remembers the initiation teacher to teach own aristocrat glory...... 她想起自己在泽罗兰城堡中度过的日子,想起自己在城堡藏书上看到的那些知识,想起启蒙导师教导自己的贵族荣耀…… She has thought, the aristocrats are glorious and great, benevolent and wise. 她一直以为,贵族都是荣耀而又伟大,仁慈而又英明的。 She has thought, the church is the Duke Righteous God Saint, the empire is prosperous. 她一直以为,教会是公正神圣的,帝国是繁荣富强的。 In the books described like this, the aristocrat in Zerowan castle also flattered like this flatters, but she, took this as the honor, and takes own future goal. 书本上是这样描述的,泽罗兰城堡里的贵族也是这样奉承吹捧的,而她自己,也是以此为荣,并作为自己未来的奋斗目标的。 However, in the mind is reappearing unceasingly the deterioration of River Bay Town, is reappearing the dead baby who in that gully discards, is reappearing in Morningstar City that magnificent broad aristocrat villa, as well as Duke Rosen that false hateful smile, Bishop Santiz the indifferent attitude...... all told her again a cruel fact- 然而,脑海中不断浮现着的河湾镇的衰败,浮现着的那沟壑中丢弃的死婴,浮现着的晨星城中那华丽恢弘的贵族别墅,以及罗森公爵那虚伪可憎的笑容,还有桑蒂斯主教漠然的态度……无一不再告诉她一个残忍的事实- Perhaps, she, is too always naive, one-sided wished. 或许,她一直以来,都太天真,也太一厢情愿了。 Perhaps, what she sees is only others wants her to see. 或许,她看到的只是别人想要她看到的。 Perhaps, she simply has not seen clearly this world truly. 或许,她根本没有真正看清楚这个世界。 This world is not happy, this world is not good. 这个世界并没有那么美好,这个世界也并没有那么善良。 At this moment, before Sophia remembers itself to leave suddenly Mithlond goes to River Bay Town, Elf Race retinue of zero Sir Moonlight life to oneself have spoken those words: 这一刻,索菲娅忽然想起自己离开灰港前往河湾镇之前,精灵族的生命之眷属零·月光大人对自己说过的那句话: „Should you from infancy to maturity, not go out of the castle?” “你从小到大,应该没有怎么走出过城堡吧？” At that time Sophia does not know why the opposite party asked. 当时索菲娅并不知道对方为什么那么问。 But now, she knew. 但现在,她知道了。 The aristocrat is not in the civilian eyes the benevolent and respectable feudal lord Sir. 贵族并不是平民眼中仁慈而又尊敬的领主大人。 The civilians were not regarded as the object who should bless and maintain by the empire aristocrats. 平民也并不被帝国贵族视为理应庇佑与维护的对象。 Teaches, is not totally sacred and objective. 就连教会,也并非完全神圣而客观。 Her cognition to world, 她对世界的认知, It looks like a fairy tale, from the description of books empty boasting, the fairy tale that fantasizes, seven color froth bubble...... 就像是一个童话,一个从书本浮夸的描述中,空想出来的童话,一个七彩的水沫泡泡…… However, when the fairy tale was revealed that when the bubble was punctured, leaves the young girl only has a brutal fact, future that as well as breaks to pieces completely. 然而,当童话被揭穿,当泡泡被戳破,留给少女的只有一个残酷的事实,以及一个完全碎掉的未来。 At this moment, Sophia was confused. 这一刻,索菲娅迷茫了。 She raised the head slightly, looks to the deep blue sky, looks to the white cloud of horizon that slowly movement. 她微微抬起头,看向湛蓝的天空,看向天边那缓缓移动的白色云彩。 That imitates, if cotton general cloud Pian drifts unceasingly, constantly changes, looks like an aimless traveler, in could not see forever the end in the sky is roaming about. 那仿若棉花一般的云片不断飘移,不断变化,就像是一个漫无目的的旅人,在永远看不到尽头的天空中流浪着。 , Sophia felt inexplicably oneself looked like on that day side clouds. 莫名地,索菲娅感觉自己就像是那天边的一丝云朵。 No strength, does not have any direction. 没有任何力量,没有任何方向。 She does not know suddenly own future should what course to follow...... 她忽然不知道自己今后应该何去何从了…… Until steady knock transmits, awakens from vacant the young girl again. 直到一阵平稳的敲门声传来,才再次将少女从茫然中唤醒。 „Miss Sophia, I am Li Mu, can I come in?” “索菲娅小姐,我是李牧,我能进来一下吗？” A respectful and moderate sound passed on. 一句恭敬而又温和的声音传了过来。 Sophia looked at door one, somewhat said exhaustedly: 索菲娅看了房门一眼,有些疲惫地说: „I think that a person is staying, now does not want to see anybody.” “我想一个人呆着,现在不想见任何人。” „But at least also eats a thing, you several days had not eaten meal, we were you cakes and pastries that likes eating, many eats some pad pad bellies, should not be awfully hungry the body.” “但至少也吃点东西,您已经好几天没吃饭了,我们做了您最喜欢吃的糕点,多少吃一些垫垫肚子,可别饿坏了身体。” The Li Mu sound conveys again. 李牧的声音再次传来。 „No, does not use, people like me, was awfully hungry the body also to get what one deserves.” “不,不用了,像我这样的人,饿坏了身体也是活该。” Sophia does not have the interest in reply. 索菲娅毫无兴致地回答道。 The sound outside door peaceful. 房门外的声音安静了下来。 But after a while, some as if faint tumults. 但过了一会儿,似乎隐隐有些骚动。 But the next second, along with „works as” one, the door is trampled from outside, will sit the young girl before window has a scare. 而下一秒,伴随着“哐当”一声,房门被人从外面一脚踹开,将坐在窗前的少女吓了一跳。 She is knitting the brows to turn head, who after seeing the person is, the complexion slit instantaneously: 她皱着眉回过头,当看到来人是谁之后,脸色瞬间冷淡了下来: „Haven't I meant? Does not want to see anybody, why must rush.” “我不是说过了吗？不想见任何人,为什么要闯进来。” Stands in the entrance, is not others, is Demacia. 站在门口的,不是别人,正是德玛西亚。 Listened to the words of young girl, Demacia actually to smile suddenly. 听了少女的话,德玛西亚却忽然一笑。 In his facial expression floats off wipes the taunt, then both hands hold the chest, is curling the lip saying: 他的神情上浮起一抹嘲讽,而后双手抱胸,撇着嘴说道: „Aii, suspends this deceased person same face to look that to whom, where once that being insufferably arrogant viscount young lady? Won't you most ridicule my? How to go to Morningstar City, with the frost did hit eggplant? Do not inherit the territory, expands the family?” “哎哎,摆着这幅死人一样的脸给谁看呢,曾经那个不可一世的子爵大小姐哪去了？你不是最会讥讽我的吗？怎么去了一趟晨星城,就跟霜打了的茄子似的？不是要继承领地,壮大家族么？” Looks facial expression that Demacia that despises, the Sophia complexion is even more pale. 看着德玛西亚那鄙视的神情,索菲娅的脸色越发苍白。 „Are you taunt my?” “你是来嘲讽我的吗？” Her both hands make a fist, the sound shiver said. 她双手握拳,声音颤抖地说。 „Taunt? Is worth?” “嘲讽？值得吗？” Demacia shakes the head. 德玛西亚摇了摇头。 He looked at young girl one eyes, sneers: 他看了少女一眼,冷笑一声: „I may not be in no mood to taunt a little girl who experiences not a satisfactory matter on being deliberately bad.” “我可没心情嘲讽一个遇到点不顺心的事就自暴自弃的小女孩。” „You......!” “你……！” Sophia glowers. 索菲娅怒目而视。 „My what I? could it be I said isn't right?” “我什么我？难道我说的不对吗？” Demacia light snort/hum , to continue saying: 德玛西亚轻哼了一声,继续道: „Saves you to come back not to look you feel dejected here, this thinks that you are in the human aristocrat rare that aristocrat who has the conscience, although was naive, although was stupid, but some warm hearts...... the result has not at least thought that originally you also on this prospect, this bearing capacity, but also wants to revive the family?” “救你回来可不是看你在这儿黯然神伤的,本以为你是人类贵族中少有的那种有良知的贵族了,虽然天真了点吧,虽然愚蠢了点吧,但至少还有颗热烈的心……结果没想到,原来你也就这点出息了,就这点承受能力,还想重振家族呢？” Listened to the Demacia words, the Sophia shoulders to shiver. 听了德玛西亚的话,索菲娅双肩颤抖。 She lifted the head suddenly, stared stubbornly to Demacia. 她猛然抬起了头,死死地瞪向了德玛西亚。 „What stares to stare? Whose is bigger than eyes? Otherwise, you think that Big Sis will give you Goddess summon Idol! Big Sis they most hated the human aristocrat, even if you have to select the bloodlines of elf!” “瞪什么瞪？比谁眼大啊？要不然,你以为大姐头会把女神的召唤神像交给你啊！大姐头他们可是最痛恨人类贵族了,哪怕你有着点精灵的血脉！” Demacia returned to stare, continued to scold said. 德玛西亚回瞪了过去,继续骂咧道。 „You......!” “你……！” Sophia clenches jaws. 索菲娅咬牙切齿。 „My what I? Even if I have a problem, but also compared with you! The goal that at least I decide, has not given up! Even if again difficult! I will also go all out to complete!” “我什么我？我纵使有一身毛病,但也比你强多了！至少我决定的目标,从来没有一个放弃的！哪怕是再困难！我也会拼了命去完成！” Demacia snort/hum, said. 德玛西亚哼了一声,说道。 „You think why we are good to you so? In the final analysis, doesn't look on your spirited the goodness of fighting spirit as well as heart? Finally? Suffered the attack to be deliberately bad? Also was awfully hungry the body also to get what one deserves? You also think oneself is a child, will display the pitiful point to win the comfort of Sir?” “你以为为什么我们对你这么好啊？归根结底,不就是还看在你那昂扬的斗志以及心底的善良上吗？结果呢？遭受了打击就自暴自弃了？还饿坏了身体也是活该？你是不是还以为自己是个小孩子,表现得可怜一点就会赢得大人的安慰？” He looks at the young girl, looks the ridicule. 他看着少女,面露讥讽。 Looks the vision that Demacia that disdains, the Sophia almost breaking by biting lip, the air/Qi results in the chest to fluctuate unceasingly. 看着德玛西亚那不屑的目光,索菲娅几乎咬破嘴唇,气得胸口不断起伏。 „Goes out......” “出去……” The young girl voice shiver said. 少女声音颤抖地说。 „Goes out? I, I am not to look at you today am not feeling well, refuse to accept you to nip me! Does not meet the venomous tongue very much? Come? How to come?” “出去？我偏不,我今天就是看你不爽,不服你咬我啊！不是很会毒舌的吗？来啊？怎么不来了？” Demacia sneers to say. 德玛西亚冷笑道。 Sophia both eyes spit fire: 索菲娅双目喷火: „You go out to me!” “你给我出去！” This time, her voice is very loud, has a scare Demacia. 这一次,她的声音很大,将德玛西亚吓了一跳。 However, Demacia adjusts quickly, subsequently the nostril faces upwards: 不过,德玛西亚很快就调整过来,继而鼻孔朝天: „Why can I go out? This is my hotel, does my hotel know? Amway firm all industries are my Demacia build with bare hands! I am not your waste, will only pay lip service, experiencing a matter was slack!” “为什么我要出去？这是我的旅馆,我的旅馆知道吗？安利商行所有产业都是我德玛西亚白手打造的！我可不是你这个废物,只会嘴上说说,遇到点事就疲沓了！” Sophia by the heart that in Demacia scolded the grief and indignation. 索菲娅被德玛西亚骂的心中悲愤。 Her both eyes are red, in the eye socket has the teardrops to condense gradually: 她双目赤红,眼眶中渐渐有泪珠凝聚: „Good...... good......” “好……好……” „You do not go out, I go out!” “你不出去,我出去！” Then, her did not return, ran out of the room. 说完,她头也不回,冲出了房间。 Looks to run out of the young girl of door, Demacia hastily with. 看着冲出房门的少女,德玛西亚连忙跟了上去。 He stands in the entrance, shouts to Sophia that is running: 他站在大门口,对着跑出去的索菲娅喊道: „Yo! Which is this must go? How many words couldn't bear? Couldn't look on the bright side of thing? To commit suicide? The words that really must unable to look on the bright side of thing, asked the running distant point, otherwise dirty city's appearance, my Demacia looked down upon you!” “哟！这是要去哪啊？几句话就又受不了了？还是又想不开了？想要寻短见啊？真要想不开的话,拜托跑远点,不然脏了市容,我德玛西亚都瞧不起你！” Hears the Demacia words, the back of young girl shook shaking slightly, later vanished at a more rapid speed in the street. 听到德玛西亚的话,少女的背影微微晃了晃,随后以更加迅速的速度消失在了街道里。 After cannot see the Sophia form thoroughly, Demacia long breathes a sigh of relief, in the Li Mu dumbfounded line of sight, sighed with emotion one: 而在彻底看不到索菲娅的身影之后,德玛西亚长舒了一口气,在李牧目瞪口呆的视线中,感慨了一声: „Scolded real crisp.” “骂的真爽。” Li Mu:...... 李牧:…… „You could not mention hardly?” “你不是说不来硬的么？” He looked at opposite party one eyes speechless. 他无语地看了对方一眼。 „I have not come hardly, was really a little unable to continue watching, comes ironic, even if in any case she becomes camp NPC, it is estimated that my favorability could not rescue, accompanied simply directly, if can scold awakes she, that was better.” “我也没来硬的啊,就是有点实在看不下去了,来个反讽,反正就算是她成为了阵营NPC,估计我的好感也救不回来了,干脆直接奉陪到底吧,要是能骂醒她的话,那就更好了。” Demacia shrugged. 德玛西亚摊了摊手。 Li Mu:...... 李牧:…… „You did not fear that played to take off/escape, couldn't the person really look on the bright side of thing the suicide?” “你就不怕玩脱了,人真就想不开自杀了？” He twitches the corners of the mouth to say. 他抽搐着嘴角道。 „, Cannot absolutely! She loathes me very much, so long as I said that she will not definitely do, even if will do against with me will not do that! Moreover she was not silly, was story little white, I was supposing many things she should be clear at heart, cannot walk the words that...... sobered, many matters should be able to understand.” “不会,绝对不会！她很厌恶我,我只要这么说了,她肯定就不会去做的,就算是和我对着干也不会这么做的！而且她本来也就不傻,就是阅历小白了点,我估摸着很多事她应该心里都清楚,就是走不出来而已……清醒清醒的话,不少事应该都能想明白了。” Demacia shakes the head. 德玛西亚摇了摇头。 „Did you determine?” “你确定？” Li Mu selected under the eyebrow. 李牧挑了下眉。 „Naturally.” “当然。” Demacia nods. 德玛西亚点了点头。 But said, he somewhat is also scruple: 但说完,他又有些迟疑: „Eh, should she...... be insufficient really unable to look on the bright side of thing?” “额,她应该……不至于真的想不开吧？” The thought hence, Demacia wants to pursue subconsciously, but hesitant one second, he stopped the footsteps, but adjusted the chat contact surface, hurried to shout that in guild channel the person pursued to have a look. 念头至此,德玛西亚下意识想要追上去,但犹豫了一秒,他又停下了脚步,而是调出来了聊天界面,赶紧在公会频道里喊人追上去看看。 Li Mu:...... 李牧:…… „Sometimes I really do not know that you were discuss a request high or discuss a request lowly.” “我有时候真的不知道你到底是情商高还是情商低了。” He shakes the head slightly, ran out of the room. 他微微摇了摇头,冲出了房间。 ...... …… Sophia sheds tears to run in the Mithlond street. 索菲娅流着眼泪奔跑在灰港的街道里。 In her heart grief and indignation, but when grief and indignation, has several points to hate. 她心中悲愤,而在悲愤之余,又有着几分痛恨。 That does not hate Demacia, but is hating her own...... 那并非是痛恨德玛西亚,而是在痛恨她自己…… She is actually very clear, many words that the opposite party spoke although are quite coarse, but is right. 她其实很明白,对方说的很多话虽然极为难听,但都是对的。 She indeed was confused, indeed somewhat flinched. 她的确是迷茫了,也的确是有些退缩了。 Although the reason told her indeed to need to buoy up, but in the emotion she actually really did not accept for a while. 只是,虽然理智告诉她的确需要振作,但情感上她却真的一时接受不了。 In the final analysis, she is also 16-year-old child that's all. 归根结底,她也不过是个只有16岁的孩子罢了。 Let alone, is one bunch of life in the greenhouse, simply has not experienced the flowers of wind and rain. 更别说,还是一束生活在温室中,根本没有见识过风吹雨打的花朵。 Runs, runs...... 奔跑,奔跑…… Seeming like must the heart in all resentful vented...... 似乎是要将心中的一切愤懑都发泄出来…… Until ran is very very far, Sophia stopped gradually. 直到跑出了很远很远,索菲娅才渐渐停了下来。 She is weeping slightly, both eyes are inflamed. 她微微啜泣着,双目红肿。 The anger in heart was slightly calm, then floated the heart is further vacant. 心中的愤怒稍稍平静了一些,转而浮上心头的则是进一步的茫然。 Sophia knows oneself need to change, needs to buoy up. 索菲娅知道自己需要做出改变,更需要振作起来。 But, how oneself should diligently. 可是,自己又该如何努力呢。 Aristocrat of degeneration, putrefication church, desperate people, depressed society...... 堕落的贵族,腐化的教会,绝望的人民,沉闷的社会…… The entire empire, looks like an old age old person, probably a great ship that lost the direction. 整个帝国,就像是一个垂暮的老人,又好像是一座失去了航向的巨船。 Her only does not have the strength, without viscount young lady of influence, how can also change the future of territory? 她区区一个没有力量,没有势力的子爵小姐,又如何能够改变领地的未来呢？ Insistence in heart vanishes into thin air, originally does not calculate the firm faith thorough avalanche, she this/should what course to follow? 心中的坚持化为乌有,本来就不算坚定的信仰彻底崩塌,她又该何去何从呢？ The young girl does not know where oneself ran up. 不知不觉间,少女也不知道自己跑到了什么地方。 This seems like a stretch of relatively quiet inhabited area, the house is newly-built, has the intense traditional elf color. 这似乎是一片相对静谧的居民区,房屋都是新建的,有着强烈的传统精灵色彩。 During the constructions afforests is very good, situated here, is located in a garden probably, everywhere is the green grass fresh flower, seems like has the Magic in addition to hold, even if in the winter, the vegetation also is still healthy. 建筑之间绿化很好,位于这里,就好像位于一片花园之中,到处都是绿草鲜花,似乎是有着魔法的加持,哪怕是在冬天里,草木也依旧茁壮。 But on street, then has comes and goes, clothes quite traditional elf. 而在街道上,则有着一些来来往往的,衣服较为传统的精灵。 On them does not have Demacia and the others such magnificent equipment, seem to probably be simpler. 他们身上没有德玛西亚等人那样华丽的装备,看上去要更加朴素一些。 Meanwhile, they do not have „elf God's Favored” these fearful Malevolent Aura , they are seemingly more amiable, simpler sincere. 同时,他们也没有“精灵神眷者”那些慑人的煞气,他们看上去似乎更加平易近人,也更加朴实淳厚。 „Elf Race civilian area......” “精灵族的平民区么……” The young girls pulled out a nose, thought aloud. 少女抽了一下鼻子,自言自语道。 She associated to subconsciously in these human civilians who River Bay Town saw, in the look flashed through complex. 她下意识联想到了在河湾镇看到的那些人类平民,眼神中闪过一丝复杂。 „Civilian area? No, Elf Race never has what civilian area.” “平民区？不,精灵族可从来没有什么平民区。” Together gentle nice sound from body rear-drive, attracted the past the Sophia attention. 一道温柔动听的声音从身后传了过来,将索菲娅的注意力吸引了过去。 The young girls have turned head, saw female elf that presents the Druid appearance. 少女回过头,看到了一个呈现德鲁伊打扮的女性精灵。 Her Magic Robe has these „elf God's Favored” the magnificence of level, but makings are nobler than them. 她身上的法袍有着那些“精灵神眷者”水准的华丽,但身上的气质却比他们更加高贵。 Sees line of sight that Sophia throws, female elf shows a faint smile: 看到索菲娅投过来的视线,女性精灵微微一笑: „Here returns to the elf residential district.” “这里是回归精灵的住宅区。” „Returns to the elf residential district?” “回归精灵的住宅区？” Sophia stares slightly. 索菲娅微微一愣。 Associates in certain rumors to human society, in the look of young girl flashes through one to understand clearly. 联想到人类社会中的某些传言,少女的眼神中闪过一丝了然。 „Saved elves......” “被拯救的精灵们么……” She muttered. 她喃喃道。 The line of sight went to elves of distant place, those who map the Sophia view is their happy smiling faces. 视线投向了远处的精灵们,映入索菲娅眼帘的是他们那幸福的笑脸。 The children are playing happily, the old person sits on the wooden small chair, leisurely and carefree underground recently also quite popular war chess in empire. 儿童在欢乐地嬉戏,老人坐在木质小椅子上,悠闲地下着最近在帝国中也颇为流行的战棋。 But grown elf performs its own functions, rushes about busily. 而成年精灵则各司其职,忙碌奔波。 In their looks, is full of the fervor and hope, with the young girl in these elf slaves who in Human World see, seen these human civilians are completely different. 他们的眼神中,充满着激情与希望,和少女在人类世界里看到的那些精灵奴隶,看到的那些人类平民完全不同。 They, are not living the good-for-nothing, but is the each and every (one) truly free life. 他们,不是活着得行尸走肉,而是一个个真正自由的生命。 „They...... seem happy.” “他们……似乎很幸福。” Sophia cannot bear say. 索菲娅忍不住说道。 „Naturally, under blessing of Goddess, all elf will live happily, because here has not oppressed, all people being equal, so long as diligently, will have the harvest, will have happy tomorrow.” “当然,在女神的庇佑之下,所有的精灵都会幸福地生活,因为这里没有压迫,人人平等,只要努力,就会有收获,就会有美好的明天。” The female elf smile said. 女性精灵微笑道。 „Has not oppressed, all people being equal......” “没有压迫,人人平等么……” In the Sophia heart moves slightly, looking pensive. 索菲娅心中微动,若有所思。 She raised the head suddenly, looks to the opposite party. 她忽然抬起头,看向了对方。 „What's your name ?” “请问您如何称呼？” The young girls asked. 少女问道。 Gentle female elf shows a faint smile: 温婉的女性精灵微微一笑: „Wind.” “风。” „You can call me, wind.” “你可以称呼我,风。” She said temperately. 她温和地说道。