FISSeeder :: Volume #24

#2390: Price of compromise


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Kills me? Is forced?” “杀我?还是被迫的?” Old person voice hoarse, hehe, valuable leaf, in this world can also some people make you be forced to work?” 老人声音嘶哑,“呵呵,宝叶老儿,这世上还有人能让你被迫做事?” The valuable leaf shakes the head: No one can make me be forced to work, only if...... I cannot control myself.” 宝叶摇头:“没有谁能让我被迫做事,除非……我自己也控制不住自己。” The old person realized that the issue is, knits the brows saying that burns lamp old to attempt to pervert on you?” 老人意识到问题所在,皱眉道,“燃灯老儿在你身上做了手脚?” The valuable leaf nods, in the past I to sneak Western Paradise Spirit Mountain, can only pay some prices. But now, this price becomes burns lamp Buddha to act bashful my trump card that.” 宝叶点了点头,“当年我为了潜入西天灵山,只能付出一些代价。而现在,这个代价则成为了燃灯佛拿捏我的杀手锏。” The old person stares at the valuable leaf moment, said: Why in the past can you choose do that?” 老人凝视宝叶片刻,道:“当年你为何要选择这么做?” Valuable leaf say/way: Is changed/easy the demon revenge.” 宝叶道:“为易老魔复仇。” Hears this answer, the old person is startled. 听到这个答案,老人不禁怔住。 Obviously, he feels very incredible. 明显,他感到很荒诞。 But, the valuable leaf has not explained anything again, but asked: „Will you, why turn into like this?” 但,宝叶并未再解释什么,而是问道:“你呢,为何会变成这样子?” The yellow sand city, declines to the bleak mediocre place. 黄沙城,一座破落到荒凉的凡俗之地。 But the five desires demon reveres actually from being stranded in this, did not have the past dreadful power and influence again, without the appearance of that looking disdainfully four seas, on the contrary likely mediocre old person who dropped in the abyss, last years of life, lethargic. 而五欲魔尊却自困于此,再没有当年的滔天威势,没有那睥睨四海的神采,反倒像个跌落于深渊的凡俗老人,风烛残年,暮气沉沉。 Died including own old servant, can only swallow an insult. 连自己的老仆死了,都只能忍气吞声。 This makes the valuable leaf feel could not say incredible, distressed and puzzled. 这让宝叶都感到说不出的荒诞、痛心和不解。 The old person shakes the head, „something, once accepted, must withstand its penalty and price, my matter...... do not ask.” 老人摇了摇头,“有些事情,一旦接受了,就要承受其惩罚和代价,我的事……你就别问了。” Valuable sighed, no longer discussed these. 宝叶叹了口气,不再谈这些。 His vision sweeps that to arrange densely and numerously in that spirit tablet, said: Is it possible that these...... are five desires pure land disciple?” 他目光扫过那密密麻麻排列在那的灵位,道:“这些……莫非都是‘五欲净土’的门人?” The five desires pure land, was the five desires demon reveres in the past in not border and coastal proficiently built Confucian orthodoxy. 五欲净土,就是五欲魔尊当年在无边海一手创建的道统。 But afterward, as changed/easy Daoxuan perishes, the five desires demon revered dismisses this sect gate personally, the choice left alone not border and coastal. 只不过后来,随着易道玄殒命,五欲魔尊亲手解散了这个宗门,选择独自离开无边海。 Merely is only a handful.” “仅仅只是一小撮而已。” The cloud poor business conditions that the old person said are light, but among the brow tips actually appears wiping the sadness that is difficult to cover. 老人说的云淡风轻,可眉梢间却浮现一抹难掩的感伤。 This is ancestral tablet that does not have the name who?” “这个没有名字的灵牌又是谁?” Valuable leaf finger/refer corner that spirit tablet. 宝叶指着角落处那个灵位。 I give changed/easy the demon to stand, when his gala, 0.3 will burn a joss stick to him, respects pot liquor.” “我给易老魔立的,每到他的祭日,就会给他点三炷香,敬一壶酒。” The old person look is complex, after all...... we once chatted to discuss the good friend together.” 老人神色复杂,“毕竟……我们曾是一起谈天论道的好友。” The valuable leaf look is strange, these years happen at matter of god territory, don't you know?” 宝叶眼神古怪,“这些年发生在神域的事情,你都不知道?” The old person shakes the head saying: My inhibits somebody's activities, from being stranded in this's criminal, has lost hope on the way such as grey, which also has the leisurely mood to pay attention to these.” 老人摇头道:“我一个画地为牢,自困于此的罪人,早已在道途上心死如灰,哪还有闲心去关注那些。” Valuable sighed one, lifts a hand point suddenly. 宝叶叹了一声,忽地抬手一点。 Bang! 砰! That no character token scrap, floats. 那块无字令牌炸碎,飘洒一空。 What do you make?” “你做什么?” The old person complexion sinks, the anger said, that is just I for the spirit tablet that changed/easy the demon holds a memorial service , can't you get used to seeing to ruin?” 老人脸色一沉,怒道,“那只不过是我为易老魔祭奠的灵位罢了,你都看不惯要毁掉?” Valuable leaf say/way: He is also living.” 宝叶道:“他还活着。” Bang! 轰! Light a few words, make the old person such as be struck by lightning, the muddy eye pupil opens, loses one's voice to mutter, is living?” 轻飘飘一句话,却让老人如遭雷击,浑浊的眼眸睁大,失声喃喃,“活着?” He has been reincarnated to return.” “他已转世归来。” The valuable leaf Moufan extraordinary splendor, said that „, if you pay attention the news, does not need I to say anything, you from can understand matter that his these year of institutes handle.” 宝叶眸泛异彩,道,“若你留心外界的消息,根本无须我说什么,你自可以了解到他这些年所做的事情。” This...... unexpectedly real? His he...... is also living!?” “这……竟然是真的?他他……还活着!?” The old person temper tantrum, on the heavily wrinkled cheeks is completely the exciting and absent-minded look, was good, good......” 老人情绪失控,皱纹密布的脸颊上尽是激动、恍惚的神色,“太好了,太好了……” No one knows, after changed/easy Daoxuan perishes in this long years, he has had the endless guilt. 没人知道,在易道玄殒命后这漫长岁月中,他一直心存无尽的愧疚。 In valuable leaf heart also turns wells up, sighed: I have been bearing patiently, in waiting for an opportunity, therefore in these years, although if we had known he came back, but has endured not to meet with him.” 宝叶心中也翻涌不已,叹道:“我一直在隐忍,在等待一个机会,故而这些年里虽然早知道他回来了,但一直忍着没有和他见面。” Who once thinks, bears patiently and waits, not only has not waited for the opportunity, fell into the perdition by oneself on the contrary......” “谁曾想,隐忍和等待,非但没有等来机会,反倒让自己陷入了万劫不复之地……” In the sound, is passing thickly helpless, is unwilling and loses. 声音中,透着浓浓的无奈、不甘和失落。 Actually did you experience what?” “你究竟经历了什么?” The old person asked. 老人问道。 The valuable leaf shakes the head saying: Your matter, I did not ask, my matter, do not ask.” 宝叶摇头道:“你的事情,我不问,我的事情,你也别问了。” The old person is silent immediately. 老人顿时沉默。 But the valuable leaf was saying: Is also sobering while me, you have anything to do, performing to raise.” 而宝叶在说道:“趁我还清醒着,你有什么想做的,尽可以提出来。” But, do not try to escape! In I see you at this moment starting from, burns lamp Buddha, even if in Western Paradise Spirit Mountain, has also seen clearly all these inevitably.” “但,千万别试图逃跑!在我见到你这一刻开始,燃灯佛哪怕远在西天灵山,必然也已经洞察这一切。” The old person understood the mental disposition and temperament of valuable leaf Mozu, the nature clear opposite party in this and other times, will lie absolutely not. 老人了解宝叶魔祖的秉性和脾气,自然清楚对方在这等时候,断不会撒谎。 Accompanies me to go to a place to have a look, I must go to make a farewell with some people.” “陪我去一个地方看看吧,我要去跟一些人做个告别。” The old person makes the resolution finally, took a step to go out of this worn-out mourning hall. 老人最终做出决断,迈步走出了这座破旧的灵堂。 The valuable leaf follows after that. 宝叶跟随其后。 The weather is black, the sandstorm is howling as before, sobs, as if weeping and complaining. 天色已黑,风沙依旧在呼啸,呜呜咽咽,如泣如诉。 In this desolated worn-out small city, does not have many lights in the evening, lonely desolate. 在这座荒芜破旧的小城中,晚上连灯火都没有多少,冷清苍凉。 When goes out of the garden, the old person saw one already by the body of one-eyed old servant the sandstorm covers, finally under the footsteps, oneself will put on the outside clothes robe slips off, covers on that corpse. 走出庭院时,老人看了一眼已被风沙覆盖的独眼老仆的尸体,最终顿下脚步,将自己穿在外边的衣袍褪下,盖在了那尸体上。 Has not said anything, he turns around to be just about. 没有说什么,他转身正要走。 The sound of valuable leaf resounds in the back suddenly: 宝叶的声音忽地在背后响起: Your disciples live very well, in their hearts, your opened sends the founder also to elapse, in my opinion, was inferior not to see, so as to avoid brings sad and dies.” “你那些门人都活得很好,在他们心中,你这位开派祖师也早已逝去,依我看,不如不见,免得带着感伤而死。” The old person turns around suddenly, the muddy pupil stares is standing is staring the valuable leaf that sets up in not far away, said: Burns lamp Buddha?” 老人霍然转身,浑浊的眸盯着立在盯着立在不远处的宝叶,道:“燃灯佛?” The valuable leaf holds their palms together, the buddhist image is dignified, „.” 宝叶双手合十,宝相庄严,“正是。” The old person reveals the color of anger immediately, said: You harmed also insufficiently me, but can also cruelly harm already to the valuable leaf that you surrender?” 老人顿时露出愤怒之色,道:“你把我害了还不够,还要残害早已向你投诚的宝叶?” The valuable leaf, strict burnt lamp Buddha operates the mental valuable leaf, the look tranquil say/way: He wholeheartedly only wants to take revenge for changed/easy Daoxuan, but has not given loyalty to for me truly.” 宝叶,严格来说是被燃灯佛操纵心智的宝叶,神色平静道:“他一心只想为易道玄复仇,可从不曾真正为我效忠。” Old person look fluctuates, clenches teeth saying: Said that this time you must use the hand of valuable leaf, killed me?” 老人神色一阵变幻,咬牙道:“这么说此次你要借宝叶的手,杀了我?” Good.” “不错。” Why!?” “为什么!?” The eye of old person pollution blushes, was obviously enraged, in the past, I had sworn that does not mix any right and wrong, accepts your conditions, dismisses the five desires pure land, to leave alone not border and coastal, is not published the right and wrong love and hate.” 老人浑浊的眼睛发红,明显被激怒,“当年,我早已立誓不掺合任何是非,也答应你们的条件,解散五欲净土、独自离开无边海,再不问世间是非恩仇。” But you, actually never observe the commitment, is not willing to let off me!!” “可你们呢,却从不信守承诺,一直不肯放过我!!” The old person bore patiently the mood likely volcano radical eruption of innermost feelings endless years. 老人隐忍内心无尽岁月的情绪像火山般彻底爆发了。 My disciples, by your 11 seizing, death of dying, wound wound!” “我那些门徒,被你们一一抓捕,死的死,伤的伤!” However to change these disciples maintains a livelihood, you force me to compromise again, from being stranded in the yellow sand city that this spiritual energy dries up!” “而为了换得那些门徒活命,你们逼迫我再次妥协,自困在这座灵气枯竭的黄沙城!” Ok, I complied! But how do you do?” “行,我答应了!可你们又是怎么做的?” In passing long years, the person who so long as contacts with me, was killed by you cruelly!” “过往漫长岁月中,只要和我接触的人,都被你们残忍杀害!” Saying, the old person shouts oneself hoarse, the cheeks are pale, performing is the grief and indignation, tonight, the old servant of my side, the mortals who died quickly is even killed by you!!” 说着,老人声嘶力竭,脸颊铁青,尽是悲愤,“就在今晚,连我身边的老仆,一个快死的凡人都被你们杀了!!” Calling out in grief that character character, one such as the wild animal weeps blood, the sound passes on the nighttime sky, covers the sound that the sandstorm howls. 那一字字,一如野兽泣血的悲鸣,声传夜空,将风沙呼啸的声音都掩盖下去。 Valuable leaf calmly stands in that the look is listening lightly, does not have the mighty waves. “宝叶”静静地立在那,神色平淡地听着,毫无波澜。 Why? I in had established the serious oath initially, does not want to be involved in the disturbance, only wants to be far away from these right and wrong!” “为什么?我早在当初就已立下毒誓,不想卷入风波中,只想远离那些是非!” „But why you are not willing to believe that but must force me step by step!?” “可你们为何就不肯相信,还要一步步逼迫我!?” The old person beard and hair dances in the breeze, eye of zi wants to crack, to the present, you burns lamp old also to manipulate valuable leaf to come to kill me unexpectedly!! You...... are too simply shameless!! The one had only known, I should not accept your conditions in the past!!” 老人须发飘舞,目眦欲裂,“到现在,你燃灯老儿竟还要操纵宝叶来杀我!!你们……简直太无耻!!早知如此,我当年就不该答应你们那些条件!!” The valuable leaf opens the mouth finally, look tranquil say/way: Swallow really takes revenge for changed/easy Daoxuan scarlet, vertical dies regretless. Valuable leaf Weiyi said the profound revenge, bore patiently to carry a heavy load, although the butterfly cloud has not taken revenge, in has actually worked for changed/easy Daoxuan silently.” 宝叶终于开口,神色平静道:“燕赤真为易道玄复仇,纵死无悔。宝叶为易道玄复仇,隐忍负重,蝶云虽不曾复仇,却一直在默默为易道玄做事。” Did not discuss regardless these three people, gold/metal He, the day billows enlightened emperor and gold dollar and god concentrate and the others, turns to us tactful, works for us sincerely.” “抛开这三人不谈,金鹤、天澜圣君、金元子、神凝等人,都识趣地投靠我们,诚心为我们做事。” Your five desires most do not straighten out only, not only does not want to use for us, and wants to be far away from the gratitude and grudges, how in does this world possibly have this and other cheap things?” “唯独你五欲最不开窍,既不想为我们所用,又想远离恩怨,这世上岂可能有这等便宜的事情?” The old person look Yin clear uncertain, skinny chest cavity is fluctuating fiercely. 老人神色阴晴不定,干瘦的胸腔都在剧烈起伏。 Therefore, I most look down upon, is your five desires.” “所以,我最瞧不起的,就是你五欲。” The valuable leaf look is faint, you for the lives of these disciples, choices make concessions and bear patiently, will be reduced by oneself to this grade of situation, living the person non- person ghost is not clever.” 宝叶神色淡漠,“你为了那些宗门弟子的性命,一次次选择退让和隐忍,才会让自己沦落到这等地步,活得人不人鬼不鬼。” But this can only blame you being too timid! Not?” “可这只能怪你太怯懦!不是么?” The words, such as ten thousand Jianzan the heart, making the old person whole body shiver, the facial features fluctuate, full is the pain and grief and indignation. 一番话,如万剑攒心,让老人浑身颤抖,面容变幻,满是痛苦和悲愤。 His voice bitter and astringent hoarse, said: I want to shelter the disciple, far away from these gratitude and grudges, has the mistake?” 他声音苦涩嘶哑,道:“我只是想庇护门人,远离那些恩怨,有错吗?” The valuable leaf look is tranquil: You wrong on mistakenly with changed/easy Daoxuan once with locating a camp, in our eyes, the fear fights the enemy who escapes...... is also an enemy!” 宝叶眼神平静:“你错就错在和易道玄曾同处一个阵营,于我们眼中,畏战而逃的敌人……也是敌人!” Saying, him is shaking the head, was a pity, a simple truth, your five desires actually do not understand, but also attempts to leave to draw back indulgently, is laughable and pitiful.” 说着,他摇了摇头,“可惜,如此浅显的一个道理,你五欲却不懂,还妄图异想天开地抽身而退,可笑又可悲。” The old popularity results in the whole body to tremble, the appearance of that painful grief and indignation, appearing is especially no use and dismal. 老人气得浑身哆嗦,那痛苦悲愤的模样,显得格外的无助和悲凉。 Yes, I made a mistake, wrong on wrong believed your commitment in the past years!” “是的,我错了,错就错在当年相信了你们的承诺!” The old person is clenching teeth, one word at a time, now, you really think can kill me?!” 老人咬着牙,一字一顿,“不过现在,你真以为能杀了我?!” The valuable leaf look pities, said: „Can you also be stranded the beast still to fight? Really can be cruel-hearted ignores the lives of these disciples?” 宝叶眼神怜悯,道:“你还要困兽犹斗?真的能狠下心不顾那些门徒的性命?” Old person whole body one stiff, such as was knocked a staggering blow ruthlessly, the whole person delay in that. 老人浑身一僵,如被人狠狠敲了一记闷棍,整个人都呆滞在那。 Valuable leaf look faint say/way: All these, are to your penalty, penalty to valuable leaf. Must blame...... only to blame these things that Su Yi handled recently too certainly.” 宝叶神色淡漠道:“这一切,就是对你的惩罚,也是对宝叶的惩罚。要怪……只能怪苏奕最近做的那些事情太绝了。” Su Yi? 苏奕? The old person look is frustrated. 老人眼神惘然。 He is changed/easy Daoxuan the body of reincarnation.” “他就是易道玄的转世之身。” Valuable leaf tranquil say/way, I, if expects well, he will quickly look for you, what a pity, you could not wait at that time. Only then makes you die in the valuable leaf hand, can make Yi realize that what is the attack of profound heart.” 宝叶平静道,“我若所料不错,他很快就会来找你,可惜,你等不到那时候了。只有让你死在宝叶手中,才能让苏奕体会到什么叫痛彻心扉的打击。” Saying, him is raising the right hand. 说着,他扬起右手。 Bang! 轰! A radiant hot sun that one group of light presently, such as in the dark dim light of night raises for the first time, illuminated the penetrating world, the small city that also declined this bleakly illuminated. 一团道光乍现,如黑暗夜色中升起的一道璀璨烈日,照彻天地,也将这座荒凉破落的小城照亮。 You died, your disciples can live.” “你死了,你那些门人才可以活。” If resists, you in this long years for payouts of these disciples, will have all efforts wasted.” “若抵抗,你在这漫长岁月中为那些门人的付出,都将付之东流。” Valuable leaf faint say/way: Oneself elect.” 宝叶淡漠道:“自己选。” The old person look flashes on and off erratically, is clenching teeth stubbornly, the innermost feelings obviously incomparably struggle. 老人神色明灭不定,死死咬着牙,内心明显无比挣扎。 I......” “我……” The old person deep breath one breath, will say anything. 老人深呼吸一口气,正要说什么。 Angry such as the calling out sound of thunder resounds together suddenly: 一道愤怒如雷霆的暴喝声骤然响起: Also elects! That senior buddhist monk gives your commitment, when has cashed in? Your five desires are so how muddled!!” “还选个屁!那老秃驴给你的承诺,何时兑现过?你五欲怎么就这么糊涂!!” …… …… ps: Felt the five desires demon does revere is very stupid? ps:是不是感觉五欲魔尊很蠢? People, once compromised in the key question, will be compelled compromises, like making matters worse, the firewood not, the fire does not extinguish. Let alone does not understand the meaning of making matters worse() 人啊,一旦在关键问题上妥协了,就会被逼得一次次妥协,就像抱薪救火,薪不尽,火不灭。别说不懂抱薪救火的意思嗷()
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