Lü Qingmei look looks at changed/easy Chen gently. 吕青玫眼神柔和地看着易尘。 Looked is very careful. 看的很仔细。 After for fear that cannot see. 就像生怕以后再也见不到一样。 On changed/easy Chen the face stained the blood and dust, including the body is the shocking wounds. 只是,易尘脸上沾满了鲜血和尘土,连身上都是触目惊心的伤口。 This pitiful appearance, only looks at Lü Qingmei heart such as the blade gouging, is angrily and is fond. 这凄惨的模样,只看得吕青玫心如刀剜,又是愤怒又是疼惜。 „The personality of your father this life had some changes, but his say/way heart still and initially like that indestructible.” “你父亲今世的性情发生了一些变化,但他的道心犹和当初那般坚不可摧。” The Lü Qingmei supple sound said, „you are his child, even if you now and he has no sentiment, to eventually to be the biological father and son of blood is thicker than water, he will not recognize your.” 吕青玫柔声道,“你是他孩子,哪怕你现在和他没有任何感情,可终究是血浓于水的亲父子,他不会不认你的。” changed/easy Chen lip nie, partly makes a sound said: „Mother, I...... can I not walk? With its recognizes a strange father, I want to accompany you, vertical dies did not fear!” 易尘嘴唇嗫喏,半响才说道:“母亲,我……我能不走么？与其去认一个陌生的父亲,我更想陪着您,纵死也不怕！” In Lü Qingmei heart gratified, nice and warm, but on the mouth she said firmly: „You must go!” 吕青玫心中欣慰,暖烘烘的,但嘴上她则坚决道:“你必须去！” The easy dust look to be low-spirited immediately, silent. 易尘眼神顿时黯然,默然不语。 „You are not like the swordsmanship since childhood, but your father the god territory world matchless first sword cultivates!” “你不是从小就喜欢剑道么,你父亲可是神域天下举世无双的第一剑修！” Among Lü Qingmei brow tips appears wipes proudly, „on the swordsmanship, under this various space ancient this year in the middle of the month, cannot discover one to be able with your father to place on a par, no!” 吕青玫眉梢间浮现一抹骄傲,“在剑道上,这诸天上下古今岁月中,根本找不出一个能和你父亲相提并论的,没有！” „Later you keep side him, deciding mantle that can inherit his, on the road of sword cultivating is farther.” “以后你留在他身边,定可以继承他的衣钵,在剑修之路上走的更远。” Lü Qingmei reveals the color of expectation, „mothers can expect, after dust , the achievement on swordsmanship, deciding to shake bright various heaven, widely-noted!” 吕青玫露出憧憬之色,“母亲都能预料到,尘儿以后在剑道上的成就,定可以震烁诸天,举世瞩目！” „Mother......” “母亲……” changed/easy Chen opened mouth to say anything. 易尘张嘴要说什么。 „Listened to me to say.” “听我说完。” Lü Qingmei is moderate, „,......, if I present what mishap by some chance, was sure to remember that do not take revenge for me.” 吕青玫语气温和,“以后……若我万一出现什么不测,切记不要为我复仇。” changed/easy Chenru was struck by lightning, opens the eye, the heart seizes, „mother, child will not make you have an accident! Certainly!!” 易尘如遭雷击,睁大眼睛,心都揪住,“母亲,孩儿不会让您出事的！一定！！” „You could rest assured that I will see the father, I...... I will certainly ask him to help your!” “您放心,我会去见父亲,我……我一定会求他帮您的！” Saying, the bitterness and astringency of easy dust innermost feelings surging difficult word. 说着,易尘内心涌起难言的苦涩。 Are his heart proud proudly? 他内心何尝不骄傲自负？ The body has zheng zheng the lofty and unyielding character! 身上自有铮铮傲骨！ Let him ask that does not have any sentimental father, is difficult. 让他去求那个没有任何感情的父亲,根本就难以启齿。 Even, he rather dies, is not willing to do that! 甚至,他宁可死,都不愿这么做！ But...... 可…… He cannot do without mother. 他不能没有母亲。 For mother, he rather gives up a moral courage and dignity, asks others for help! 为了母亲,他宁可放弃一身的气节和尊严,去求人！ To save him ignored the life like the former mother, he...... will also ask mother recklessly! 就像之前母亲为了救他而不顾性命一样,他……也会不顾一切来求母亲！ ! 啪！ , On changed/easy Chen the face suffered a palm of the hand suddenly, on the face burning. 忽地,易尘脸上挨了一巴掌,脸上火辣辣的。 He looks unbelievable to mother. 他难以置信地看向母亲。 This whole life, he was hit the slap in the face by mother for the first time, was suddenly ignorant. 这辈子,他还是第一次被母亲打耳光,一时间都懵了。 „I said that do not ask him!” “我说了,不要去求他！” During Lü Qingmei looks is completely the severe color, „he most looks down upon, person who does not have the strength of spirit, even if you are a his son, do not make him think of as worthless!!” 吕青玫眼神间尽是严厉之色,“他最看不起的,就是没有骨气的人,哪怕你是他儿子,也不要让他看扁了！！” The easy dust complexion to fluctuate. 易尘脸色变幻。 He could see, mother really lost one's temper. 他看得出,母亲是真的动怒了。 At once, Lü Qingmei look becomes relaxes, sighed: „I know, if I have an accident, making you not revenge for me is very difficult to achieve.” 旋即,吕青玫神色变得缓和下来,叹道:“我知道,若我出事,让你不为我报仇很难做到。” 【Knew that ten years of old book friends give pursuing book app that I recommend, trades source app! really easy-to-use, before driving and rest, depends on this to read aloud listens to storytelling to kill the time, here can download www.huanyuanapp.com】 【认识十年的老书友给我推荐的追书app,换源app！真特么好用,开车、睡前都靠这个朗读听书打发时间,这里可以下载www.huanyuanapp.com】 „But, you must promise me, before without sufficient strength, must bear patiently, clear?” “不过,你要答应我,没有足够的实力之前,要一直隐忍着,明白吗？” changed/easy Chen lowers the head, closely is sipping the lip, keeps silent. 易尘低着头,紧紧抿着唇,默不作声。 „Real man was born in the world, must know the honor or disgrace, understands the onset and retreat, endures the average man unable to endure, for the average man cannot.” “大丈夫生于世,要知荣辱,懂进退,忍常人所不能忍,为常人所不能为。” Lü Qingmei look is absent-minded, „the past your father was chased down by various deity Buddha jointly, the situation is difficult, compares, all that you suffer today, are not worth mentioning.” 吕青玫眼神恍惚,“当年你父亲被诸天神佛联手追杀,处境何等艰难,相比起来,你今天遭受的一切,根本不值一提。” „Person, must live the one breath!” “人,必须活出一口气！” „Even if died, your tone cannot release, lofty and unyielding character cannot lose!” “哪怕死了,你这口气也不能泄了,身上的傲骨也不能丢了！” changed/easy Chen is listening silently. Hears to be very earnest. 易尘默默听着。听得很认真。 He actually floods the filled with grief mood that is unable to wield. 只是他内心却充斥着一股无法挥去的悲怆情绪。 Because, mother these words, before will like bidding farewell. 因为,母亲那些话,就像诀别前的遗嘱。 When leaves Chushan secret, in changed/easy Chen brain deserted, scared. 离开竹山秘界时,易尘脑子里空落落的,失魂落魄。 Mother these words, still linger in the ear bank, for a very long time reverberating. 母亲那些话,犹自萦绕在耳畔,久久回荡着。 Difficult word sorrowful, bitter and astringent, angry and weak...... the resembles turns the difficult situation that wells up to whip his mind. 难言的悲恸、苦涩、愤怒、无力……像翻涌的惊涛骇浪般拍打着他的心神。 But finally. 可最终。 He controls the mood of that almost out-of-control stubbornly, alone starting off. 他死死控制住那种几近失控的情绪,独自上路。 ...... …… One day later. 一天后。 Boundless sea. 无边海上。 A ship cleaves the waves the line. 一艘宝船破浪而行。 „Is this not border and coastal?” “这就是无边海？” changed/easy Chen sizes up the scenery that is seeing along the way. 易尘打量着沿途所见的风光。 Sees that deep blue sea boundless endless, occasionally obviously scatters the islands in sea level. 就见那碧蓝的大海无边无尽,偶尔可见散落在海面上的岛屿。 But are more, is all kinds of dangers. 但更多的,则是各种各样的危险。 The tsunami of wreaking havoc blocks the sky, the wild space and time fissure can embezzle a side sea area, the sea beast that the place that the strange gray fog spreads, the sea water deep place is dormant will change to the bleached bone...... 肆虐的海啸遮天蔽日,狂暴的时空裂痕能把一方海域吞没,诡异的灰色雾霭所蔓延的地方,海水深处蛰伏的海兽就会化作枯骨…… Here is very dangerous! 这里很危险！ Let alone the average person, is the gods crosses, will encounter the uncertain fatal threat. 别说一般人,就是神明横渡其中,都会遭遇不可预测的致命威胁。 But, this ship is very the way steady, braves all hardships, has rushed to various risk areas with ease, has not suffered any disturbance. 但,这艘宝船一路上都很稳,乘风破浪,轻松地闯过了各种危险区域,不曾遭受任何风波。 Controls the ship, will be a look ordinary grey clothes man, the makings is also very mediocre, throws into the crowd to take care of no one to pay attention. 驾驭宝船的,是一个相貌普通的灰衣男子,气质也很平庸,扔进人堆里保管无人会留意。 But the easy dust to be clear, the opposite party is a expert! 可易尘清楚,对方是一位高手！ „This, the younger generation is all the way disrespectful, has not consulted the senior honored name.” “这一路上,恕晚辈失礼,还未请教前辈尊姓大名。” The easy dust opens the mouth, to break the silence on ship. 易尘开口,打破了船上的寂静。 Leaves from Chushan secret boundary/world, to Kirin Chamber of Commerce, borrows continent transmission to arrive at the southern fire god continent from the Dongsheng god continent again, until the present enters not border and coastal, is about day of time. 从竹山秘界离开,到麒麟商会,再借用洲界传送阵从东胜神洲来到南火神洲,直至现在进入无边海中,前后不过一天时间。 From beginning to end, changed/easy Chen has been very silent. 自始至终,易尘一直很沉默。 But this is the first time that he opened the mouth to control the grey clothes man of ship to speak with that. 而这还是他第一次开口和那驾驭宝船的灰衣男子说话。 „Li 39.” “李三九。” The grey clothes man is also quiet, is reticent. 灰衣男子同样沉默寡言,惜字如金。 „Li Senior, how long do we also want to arrive in the Qixia island?” “李前辈,咱们还要多久才能抵达栖霞岛？” changed/easy Chen asked. 易尘问道。 Li 39: „Two days.” 李三九道:“两天。” changed/easy Chen nods silently. 易尘默默点了点头。 He also sees, Li 39 is a quiet person. 他也看出,李三九是个沉默寡言的人。 He also no longer spoke, oneself are thinking the concern silently. 他也不再说话,自己一个人默默想着心事。 When remembers mother Lü Qingmei situation, in his heart is still difficult to cover is anxious and sorrowful. 想起母亲吕青玫的处境时,他心中依旧难掩焦急和悲恸。 But when remembers the father...... 而想起父亲时…… He have a not being able to say frustration. 他内心则有一种说不出的惘然。 Before he only worked as is an orphan, is the adoptive mother fosters to grow up oneself. 以前他只当自己是个孤儿,是义母把自己抚养长大。 Until he discovers now unexpectedly, oneself life experience like that is unexpectedly strange and incredible. 直至现在他才蓦地发现,自己的身世竟那般离奇和荒诞。 The adoptive mother turned into the birth mother. 义母变成了生母。 But father, was long ago perished in world, at the present is reincarnated Su Yi who returned. 而父亲,则是早在很久以前殒命于世,而今转世归来的苏奕。 changed/easy Chen has understood „changed/easy Daoxuan” some hearsay and facts. 易尘了解过“易道玄”的一些传闻和事迹。 He is also clear, oneself mother once Heyi said that becomes a companion unreliably, the people of god territory world said, was mother harmed changed/easy Daoxuan. 他也清楚,自己母亲曾和易道玄结为道侣,神域天下的人都说,是母亲害了易道玄。 even/including mother also own horn mouthpiece submission this point. 连母亲也亲口承认过这一点。 Before, changed/easy Chen is only an outsider, when understood these things, not many feelings. 以前,易尘只是个局外人,了解到这些事情时,并没有多少感触。 But now, he is not an outsider! 可现在,他已不是局外人了！ He is Lü Qingmei and changed/easy Daoxuan the son!! 他是吕青玫和易道玄的儿子！！ Her mother, harmed the father. 自己的母亲,害了父亲。 At the present, is own mother, was sought the asylum of father by oneself. 而今,也是自己的母亲,让自己去寻求父亲的庇护。 Suddenly, how changed/easy Chen do not know should from the place! 一时间,易尘都不知道该如何自处！ in the father, mother is a personal enemy. 于父亲而言,母亲是仇人。 in mother, she harmed father's murderer. Then to oneself, actually that strange father...... should be placed in own innermost feelings what position? 于母亲而言,她是害了父亲的凶手。那么对自己而言,那个陌生的父亲……究竟该摆在自己内心什么位置？ All these, are changed/easy Chen the frustrated reasons. 这一切,就是易尘惘然的原因。 He remembered the words of Xun trigram that satire, perhaps have when oneself from the birth, really been doomed is a tragedy? 他想起了余巽那番讽刺的话语,或许自己从出生时,就真的已注定是个悲剧吧？ „Your mentally confused.” “你的心乱了。” Suddenly, the Li 39 opens the mouth, „this is the taboo.” 冷不丁地,李三九开口,“这是大忌。” changed/easy Chen is startled, at once look complex say/way: „The senior felt, how when to make the heart quiet?” 易尘一怔,旋即神色复杂道:“那前辈觉得,当如何让心沉静下来？” Li 39 looked at his one eyes, „, if there is fetters, then cuts it, if there is a confusion, then breaks it, encounters a difficulty does not decide, then knocks on the heart to self-examine, perseveres this me.” 李三九看了他一眼,“若有羁绊,便斩之,若有困惑,便破之,遇事不决,便叩心自问,坚守本我。” Very arid light words. 很枯燥平淡的一番话。 May make the easy dust mind be attacked, whole person in that. 可却让易尘心神受到冲击,整个人愣在那。 Knocks on the heart to self-examine, perseveres this me? 叩心自问,坚守本我？ Knocks on the heart to self-examine, perseveres this me? 叩心自问,坚守本我？ ...... The innermost feelings are repeating these words repeatedly , the frustrated dissipation between easy dust looks, the look little becomes strengthens gradually. ……内心一遍遍重复着这句话,渐渐地,易尘神色间的惘然消散,眼神则一点点变得坚定下来。 He made the decision! 他做出决定了！ „Senior, the bothersome work your one time, delivers me to go back.” “前辈,烦劳您一次,送我回去吧。” Easy dust look tranquil say/way. 易尘神色平静道。 „Goes back?” “回去？” Li 39. 李三九道。 „Right, goes back.” “对,回去。” changed/easy Chen aggravated the tone, there is an unquestionable firmness. 易尘加重了语气,有一种不容置疑的坚定。 He knocks on the heart to self-examine, really can look what helplessly mother does suffer disaster not to make? 他叩心自问,真的能眼睁睁看着母亲遭难而不做什么吗？ Cannot! 不能！ Merely only for maintain a livelihood, can seek one strangely does not have any sentiment the asylum of father? 仅仅只为了自己活命,就要去寻求一个陌生的没有任何感情的父亲的庇护吗？ Cannot! 不能！ The mother puts together completely all, only wants to be lived by oneself. 母亲拼尽所有,只想让自己活着。 But if the mother died, what significance do oneself live also has? 可若母亲死了,自己活着又有什么意义？ As for seeks the help of that strange father...... 至于去寻求那个陌生父亲的帮忙…… A stranger. 一个陌生人罢了。 Not to mention, the opposite party also regards mother is a murderer, may help itself? 更别提,对方还视母亲为凶手,焉可能会帮自己？ Just like mother said, she asked him...... to have a joke backfire, brings contempt upon oneself! 正如母亲所说,自己去求他……就是自讨没趣,自取其辱！ Therefore, changed/easy Chen decides to go back. 所以,易尘决定回去。 Returns to side mother. 回到母亲身边。 Even if dies together, having nothing regretted! 纵使一起死,也没什么可遗憾！ „Excuse our inability to comply.” “恕难从命。” Li 39 take out a jade Jane/simple, gives changed/easy Chen, „this is the confession of your mother.” 李三九取出一个玉简,递给易尘,“这是你母亲的交代。” changed/easy Chenna jade Jane/simple had looked, immediately is shocked. 易尘拿过玉简一看,顿时愣住。 The jade Jane/simple content is very simple, Lü Qingmei requested Kirin Chamber of Commerce how, regardless of must escort to the Qixia island the easy dust. 玉简内容很简单,吕青玫请求麒麟商会无论如何也要把易尘送往栖霞岛。 And mentioned specially, if changed/easy Chen rejects, may disregard it! 并且专门提到,若易尘拒绝,可无视之！ „Suiciding is a very easy matter.” “寻死是一件很容易的事情。” Li 39, „, but lives...... really greatly is not easy in the adversity.” 李三九道,“而在逆境中活下来……才是真的大不易。” Hence, Li 39 no longer said anything. 至此,李三九不再多说什么。 changed/easy Chen is gripping tightly jade Jane/simple, is lost. 易尘紧紧握着玉简,怔怔出神。 Two days later. 两天后。 When twilight dusk. 正值暮色黄昏时。 The flame of sunset glow combustion surges likely, the light that in the bluish gray vault of heaven sprinkles shines in the sea level, turns the surging tangerine spray. 晚霞像燃烧的火焰在青灰色的天穹中涌动,洒下的光辉映在海面,翻涌起橘红的浪花。 Sprinkles on the Qixia island, peach blossom all over becomes especially beautiful, brilliant red. 洒在栖霞岛上,漫山遍野的桃花变得格外明媚,红艳艳的。 In white beach that the ocean waves whip, the person lies down in the rattan chair satisfied, above the sitting alone reef, is fishing. 海浪拍打的白色沙滩上,正有一人惬意地躺在藤椅中,独坐礁石之上,在垂钓。 The fiery red sunset glow reflects on that azure garment, elongates his shadow. 火红的晚霞映在那一袭青衫上,将他的影子也拉长。 By far, when sets up changed/easy Chen on ship to see to bathe in the Qixia island in sunset glow, feels a heading on beauty. 远远地,当立在宝船上的易尘看到沐浴在晚霞中的栖霞岛时,也不由感受到一种扑面而来的美。 Good fortune bell Shenxiu, mountain Haimei like picture. 造化钟神秀,山海美如画。 When saw when that together the azure garment form that is fishing in the seashore leisurely and carefree...... 而当看到那一道正在海边悠闲地垂钓的青衫身影时…… Also does not know that is the sunset glow is too dazzling, is the sea breeze is too big, changed/easy Chenmi narrowed a pupil, moved out of the way the vision. 也不知是晚霞太耀眼,还是海风太大,易尘眯了眯眼眸,挪开了目光。 The setting sun is infinite. 夕阳无限好。 With stretching across previous generation this life father meets by chance, to the easy dust, actually to be far well. 和横跨前世今生的父亲相逢,对易尘而言,却谈不上多好。