„Elder Brother, if, if...... I did not come back again, please kindly treat certainly them well, they do not dare saying that but I know their intentions. They are the good girls who are worth, I always hold you overbearingly, that is because I know, my date and time are not possibly many, wants to make you only see me, forgives my selfish......, but I am really good to like you, liked from the flame at that time, I do not have the means.” “哥哥,如果,如果……我再也回不来了,请你一定好好善待她们,她们不敢说,可我知道她们的心意。她们都是值得的好姑娘,我总是霸道占有你,那是因为我知道,我可能时日不多了,就想让你只看到我,原谅我的自私……可是我真的好喜欢你,从焱都那时候就喜欢,我没办法。” Speaking of behind, she could not bear. 说到后面,她也受不了了。 Because she really had a premonition, this time, she really did not have the means to live, disaster that she needs to face, slowly had presented that she has had a premonition, these things, were more fearful than Samsara Insect. 因为她真的预感,这一次,她真的没有办法能活下来了,她所需要面对的劫难,已经慢慢呈现了出来,她已经预感到了,那些东西,比轮回虫都还要可怕。 „......” “呃……” Li Tianming visits her dull. 李天命呆呆的看着她。 Their looks, one such as in the time that Fire Silk Mountain just met, is so innocent, that time they, will unable to think in the future in these years, they will pass through so many winds and rains hand in hand. 他们的眼神,一如在那火绫山刚刚相遇的时刻,如此纯真无邪,那时候的他们,根本想不到未来这几十年,他们会携手走过那么多的风雨。 When Jiang Feiling in him at present, says such a few words time, Li Tianming does not burst into tears suddenly, his look, gradually becomes the firm, incomparable focus, like insanity. 当姜妃棂在他眼前,说出这样一句话的时候,李天命忽然不流泪了,他的眼神,逐渐变得坚定,无比的执着,如同疯魔。 „Jiang Feiling.” “姜妃棂。” Li Tianming can only say, without her last few words, he is really vulnerable. 李天命只能说,如果没有她最后一句话,他真的脆弱不堪。 But now, he is truly clear, to this good miss, what kind of responsibility he to withstand at present. 可是现在,他真正明白,为了眼前这个好姑娘,他得承受怎样的责任。 „You listened-” “你听好了-” Li Tianming broke by biting the lip, is staring at her the face of this burning down stubbornly, exhausts all strengths saying: „I decided. When I hear your death news that moment, I commit suicide immediately. In this world all things cannot block me. If among this people does not have you, I do not live!” 李天命咬破了嘴唇,死死盯着她这一张焚烧的脸,用尽所有的力气说道:“我决定了。当我听到你死讯的那一刻,我立刻就自尽。这世界上所有事情都拦不住我。这个人间如果没有你,我不活也罢！” His these words, each character is firm, knows about the people who he a little knows slightly, he does not crack a joke absolutely. 他这段话,每一个字都是坚决的,对他稍微有点了解的人都知道,他绝对不是开玩笑。 Immediately commits suicide! 立刻自尽！ If among this people does not have you, I do not live! 这个人间如果没有你,我不活也罢！ „Perhaps today I damn, was you continues the life for me forcefully, this whole life calculates that I owed you, I will repay you with the life, if you, me did not pursue to the hell Yellow Springs, I must protect you.” “或许今天我本来就该死了,是你强行为我续了命,这辈子算我欠你的,我会拿一生来偿还你,如果你不在了,我追到地狱黄泉,我都要去保护你。” In the fire of Nirvana, Jiang Feiling must visit him. 涅槃之火中,姜妃棂怔怔得看着他。 „Do you want to make me die? Ok, making you give up!” Li Tianming said. “你想让我死吗？可以,让你就放弃吧！”李天命道。 „No! I do not think, I cannot!” She collapsed, the tears rain is as follows. “不！我不想,我不会！”她崩溃了,泪雨如下。 „That finished up.” Li Tianming grins, instead smiled. “那就完事了。”李天命咧开嘴,反而笑了。 At this moment, his very brazen, but this type of brazen, compared with weeps bitterly before her, was really more useful. 这一刻,他很赖皮,可这种赖皮,比起在她面前痛哭,真的有用多了。 Because he knows, he on her body, had planted a seed. 因为他知道,他已经在她的身上,种下了一个种子。 That seed, being doomed to germinate. 那个种子,注定会萌芽的。 „Elder Brother, I, I forgot a matter.” Jiang Feiling suddenly trembling sound said. “哥哥,我,我忘了一件事。”姜妃棂忽然颤声道。 „What......” Li Tianming has a suffocating feeling. “什么……”李天命有一种窒息的感觉。 „Yesterday, I felt like have on the possibility bosom, the small things appeared, was such dangerous time, I do not dare to say. Just I forgot this matter, now...... I do not know now , he or she, but also was not, does not know where she......” Jiang Feiling shiver said. “昨天,我感觉好像有可能怀上了,有一个小小的东西出现了,可是这么危险的时候,我没敢说出口。刚刚我把这事忘了,现在……现在我也不知道,他、或者她,还在不在,不知道她在哪里……”姜妃棂颤抖的说。 Li Tianming such as was struck by lightning. 李天命如遭雷击。 He is the youngster mentality, has not thought on the day of will have. 他还是少年心态,从没想过会有这一天。 He cannot think, will happen at these times. 他更想不到,会发生在这样的时候。 „Should also, be perhaps, can with my together Eternal Life Nirvana? If , may not be better, because just started, could not be a life......” Jiang Feiling sorrow sound said. “应该还在吧,可是或许,要和我一起永生涅槃？如果不在了,可能会更好一些,因为才刚刚开始,还不能算是一个生命……”姜妃棂忧声道。 Li Tianming deep breath one breath. 李天命深深呼吸一口气。 Because is Eternal Life Nirvana, he does not know that will have anything, he does not know, can have such a small life. 因为是永生涅槃,他不知道会发生什么,他更不知道,会不会有这么一个小生命。 Ling'er, was with his child! 棂儿,怀了他的孩子！ If not this war, he perhaps is at this moment wild with joy. 如果不是这一战,他此刻或许已经狂喜。 The war, changed all! 战争,改变了一切！ Also changed them, changed the future, the change changed one should the small life of existence. 也改变了他们,改变了未来,更改变了一个本该存在的小生命。 For father...... 为人父…… At that moment, the Li Tianming's heart, grew were more, responsibility two character, already such as two mountains, deep pressure on his body. 那一刻,李天命的心,都成长了很多很多,责任这两个字,已经如两座大山,深深的压在他的身上。 „Ling'er, I certainly to High Star Ruins that you say. If really has this small life, if he or she, can live with you, I protect your mother and child, if, that cannot only be the tribulation that this little thing is destined...... may I think, he or she, if because of were good.” Li Tianming's mood, for a lifetime not such heavy. “棂儿,我一定会到你所说的上星墟。如果真的有这小生命,如果他或者她,能和你一起活着,那我就去守护你们娘俩,如果不在了,那只能算是这小东西命中注定的劫……可我还是想,他或者她,要是在就好了。”李天命的心情,一辈子都没这么沉重过。 „I will protect her!” Jiang Feiling said suddenly, her look in this moment, as if changed, this vision, Li Tianming has seen in the eye of Wei Jing. “我会保护好她的！”姜妃棂忽然道,她的眼神在这一刻,似乎变了,这种目光,李天命在卫婧的眼里看到过。 „What?” Li Tianming stayed. “什么？”李天命呆了呆。 „I said, I will protect her!” “我说,我会保护好她的！” Jiang Feiling said firmest a few words, she said these words time, her faith, surpassed at any time, Li Tianming feels profoundly at this moment her decidedly and powerful, great. 姜妃棂说出了最为坚定的一句话,她说这句话的时候,她的信念,超过了任何时候,李天命深刻感受到她此刻的决然和强大,还有伟大。 „Elder Brother!” “哥哥！” Her look shivers, has endless does not abandon, she exhausts the strength to look at Li Tianming, only wants to look at one. 她眼神颤动,有着无尽的不舍,她用尽力气看着李天命,只想多看一眼。 But she must say: „Bye!” 可她还是得说:“再见！” Just said, Li Tianming the fire of this group of golden Nirvana, soars at present unexpectedly, during this process, the fire of that Nirvana burnt down unceasingly, more burnt is bigger, twinkling ten thousand meters and 100,000 meters and ten million meter/rice! 刚刚说完,李天命眼前这一团金色涅槃之火,竟然腾飞了起来,在这个过程当中,那涅槃之火不断焚烧,越烧灼越大,瞬息万米、十万米、千万米！ Bang! 轰！ This group of golden flame, from the flame, transform for crystal golden stars! 这一团金色火焰,从火焰,转化为了一个水晶般的金色星辰！ That radiant ray and brilliant appearance, simply as beautiful as pinnacle, in most beautiful pearl like starry sky. 那璀璨的光芒、绚烂的神采,简直美到极致,如同星空中最美的明珠。 Zī! 滋滋滋！ „High Star Ruins, in your top of the head, you cannot touch it forever, so long as you raise the head, forever can see it......” “上星墟,永远在你头顶上,你触摸不到它,但是只要你抬头,永远都能看到它……” The Jiang Feiling final elusive sound, reverberates in the Li Tianming ear, after saying, this golden crystal stars become illusory, runs out of the clouds red cloud, rose in the eternal starry sky! 姜妃棂最后的空灵之声,在李天命耳边回荡,说完后,这一个金色水晶星辰变得虚幻,冲出云霄火烧云,升到了永恒的星空中！ It seemed escapes into another space. 它好似遁入了另一个空间。 However, Li Tianming raised the head, the vision penetration sky, can actually see it, saw that it sparkles in the space forever. 但是,李天命抬起头,目光穿透天空,却又能够看到它,看到它永远在天上闪耀。 „Only then you can see.” Jiang Feiling said these words time, the sound gradually goes far away. “只有你能看见。”姜妃棂说这句话的时候,声音逐渐远去。 Li Tianming knows, she already not in Order Starry Sky , he even if controls Nine Dragons Emperor Burial above to go unceasingly, cannot bump into her forever! 李天命知道,她已经不在秩序星空,他就算驾驭九龙帝葬不断上方而去,也永远碰不到她！ „Bye! Certainly said goodbye!” “再见！一定再见！” Li Tianming kneels down slowly, hysteric, such as the fool is shouting, the sound is getting more and more low. 李天命慢慢跪下,歇斯底里,如傻子般喊着,声音越来越低。 „Ling'er, in the future road, you like the beacon light, will shine forever my, right?” “棂儿,往后的路,你会如明灯,永远照耀我的,对吧？” In top of the head remote place that golden color crystal stars, gently revolving, is responding to Li Tianming probably. 头顶上遥远处那金色水晶星辰,轻轻旋转着,好像在回应李天命。 At that moment, Li Tianming smiled the tears. 那一刻,李天命笑出了眼泪。 „I knew, if your day, you illuminated the ray of road to disappear for me, my road ahead gloominess, I died!” “我知道了,如果你一天,你为我照路的光芒消失了,我的前路一片灰暗,那我就去死！” „Therefore, ten million/countless ten million/countless, do not extinguish, does not want......” “所以啊,你千万千万,不要熄灭,千万不要……” Starting from this day, Li Tianming is living the highest dream, yes- 从这一天开始,李天命活着最高的梦想,就是- Has a reunion with her... 与她重逢。。。 ...... …… 19 chapters of big eruptions! 19章大爆发！ Also no holiday, wants to erupt suddenly. 也没啥节日,就是忽然想爆发一下。 This week suddenly the symbol, is much more tired day and night, always has at heart all at once. 这一周忽然没日没夜码字,累得头昏脑涨,心里总有一股气。 This air/Qi, perhaps is I to this line of deep loves! 这股气,或许是我对这一行的热爱吧！ This deep love, you cannot imagine probably. 这种热爱,你们大概想象不到。 In 2021 nearly passed, many people and many matters, the life gave a cursory look and gained shallow understanding, years on keyboard. 2021年快过去了,许多人、许多事,人生走马观花,岁月都在键盘上。 Stave keyboards, pile in the same place, is my life. 一个个破碎的键盘,堆在一起,就是我的人生啦。 So long as everyone likes looking, the lunatic will write together. 只要大家喜欢看,疯子就会一起写下去。 Now good to know, when I more than 40, will also have the youngster hot blooded? 现在好想知道,等我四十多了,还会有少年热血么？ Did not know that time, can I bare...... 不知道那时候,我会不会秃…… Were not many said that continued me to live simply, the symbol and belt/bring kid, had a look at morning sun and setting sun. 不多说了,继续过我简单的生活,码字、带娃,看看朝阳、夕阳。 Right! 对了！ The website is holding year-end magnificent ceremony, there is an evaluation of best male and female role, the destiny had taken the annual best actor last year, this year even. 网站在举行年终盛典活动,还是有最佳男女角色的评选,天命去年拿过年度最佳男主角,今年就算了。 We all ‚lends assistance ticket’ to give Ling'er, centralized, thanked everyone. 我们把所有的‘应援票’都给棂儿吧,集中一点,谢谢大家了。 Each reader, everyone, every day, has ‚free’ lending assistance ticket. Do not waste! 每个读者,每人、每天,都有‘免费’的应援票。不要浪费了！ Voting place: The year-end activity of 1 : APP home page, chooses the best female role, draws Team C, can see Ling'er. 2: The eternal title page page( has to introduce that page), under the title page has Jiang Feiling, the point goes to elect ‚me to lend assistance’, voted on the line. 投票地点:1:APP首页的年终活动,选最佳女角色,拉到C组,就可以看到棂儿了。二:万古的封面页(有简介那一页),封面下就有姜妃棂,点进去选‘我要应援’,投票就行了。 Every day has free ticket! 每天都有免费票哈！ The present is 32 enters 16, must become the star that most sparkles, will overcome one difficulty after another, until final finals PK. Now the issue is not big, everyone cast the free ticket to be OK. 现在是32进16,要成为最闪耀的星,会过关斩将,直到最终决赛PK。现在问题不大,大家投投免费票就可以了。 The brothers, deliver Ling'er to come up! 兄弟们,送棂儿上去！ Later later, because of the body and health, explodes greatly has perhaps not had, but lunatic deep love to profound imaginary world, forever, flaming combustion. 以后的以后,因为身体、健康,大爆更或许不会一直有,但疯子心里对玄幻世界的热爱,永远在,熊熊燃烧。